Insomnia

Dark bags underneath my eyes There’s no one here, except you and I The catch? Well, I can’t really see you Thinking it’s just me, watching the clock strike 2 Twisting and turning before I let out a huff  Knowing that falling asleep would be tough

Being able to be completely yourself in front of someone would be the best feeling in the world. Someone who wouldn’t judge you for your faults and shortcomings. Someone who understands you and always has your back. I hope I meet that someone soon.

It's 3 AM and I am very sleepy

But, falling asleep isn't that easy

My mind is a whirlwind of chaos

Seemingly ceaseless, not fearing Helios

Peace is what my mind craves

To finally rest in solitude

A middle finger is what my mind gave

Giving me attitude

This is getting harder to bear

My body all worn out, this isn't fair

I'm all alone

Exhaustion deep into my bones

And I-

I’m fine, (I)'m just real(L)y t(I)r(ED).

Anonymous

“Is this how it’s going to be?”

I ask myself as I lay in bed. Shuddering as the cold slowly seeped into my bones. My body felt heavy with an unusual weight that I have never felt before. My mind was tired of overthinking. My body exhausted from constantly sticking to the endless cycle of waking up, eating, going to school, going back home, eat, sleep, repeat. I am sick and tired of mindlessly following social norms, constantly caring about how other people think, trying to please and satisfy other people, wanting to be accepted by my peers and by other people around me.

I’m tired...

But even though how much I want everything to just stop,

I can't. It’s not time yet.

Get Lost

I may have a unique way of looking into things unlike other people because I always see the worst in them. Pleasing people sucks the hell out of my gut. Every time I see others doing nasty, unimaginable and unacceptable ordeal just to be accepted, I start to dislike them, whatever their hidden agenda is. 

-fangnox 

Your smile was the shotgun that hit me blissfully

-Louis Kenington

My mind is a mess

Right now I'm just stressed

Want to face these challenges

But it seems to neve end

Nevertheless

All these I face

Just oraying for God to give me his bless

I know that this is just a test

So I must overcome it and give my best

-Louis Kenington

It always seems impossible until it is done

#cnf #luna

War

I wanna go And fight in this fight I wanna be Be more than just a child

-Kiefer, Ben&Ben

-aRice

Untold Secrets

     With just one glance you would think that she loves to read which is true, but she also likes watching movies, dramas and gymnastic shows when she feels like being a bit lazy. As inactive as she may look, she still tends to enjoy the sport badminton. In the eyes of others, she may look silent but deep inside she has many things to say to our world, just for an example, she hates the Corruption and pollution in our world. She hates people who are a bad influence and misleading. She hopes that one day our country would be as developed as China wherein our country would be rich. She wants to have the freedom and do what she wants, in fact after College if she could, she would travel the world and explore the countries. She also wants our world to have friendship wherein there is no war. Hennie is also very shy when she feels guilty towards someone who is crying, she doesn’t know how to comfort or approach that person and tends to stay quiet instead.

     Hennie’s description of her physical appearance is tall, has fair skin, long black hair and chinky eyes. A person who’s not that smart but is just an average. When something is making her feel sad or stressful she easily cries. But the good thing is, just like what other people do, she would distract herself and think of other things instead. Quoting, “Find happiness in something.” The perspective of other people towards her and the perspective of how she wants other people to see her goes well. She’s known for having this good and kind girl image in our batch, just exactly how she wants to be seen as a person. A person who has a pure heart. With that, her thoughts of what our world needs right now are kindness.

     The most memorable moment that happened in Hennie’s life is the contest “Tryandula” wherein her section won the champion. Her motivation to herself is her parents and friends, she said: “They are the ones who support me and guide me when I fall”. Hennie toward others is a very hyper person but she is only hyper if she is with her friends.

     One way we could relate to her might just be her interest. Though Hennie is a very shy and not so sociable girl she is still the same as all other teens. She wants to have fun, watch movies and be happy. One way she could be happy is when our world would have peace and harmony. Her only hope for our world is for it to be more harmonized. She hopes that one day all people would be equal. All the people in different countries would be friends, and no one would be left out. Even towards her friend whom she holds dearly, she wants them to stay the way they are and never change. She hopes even if people grow old their bonds would never grow apart, and would still be the same as they used to know.

 -aRice, kenington, philia

Most folks are as happy as they make up their minds to be.

Abraham Lincoln​

- Xeni

Even the evening shadows fall

On my weary journey

Seeking in vain for Death to call

- Xeni

Soluna

The sun greets me with a smile

a big, yellow, irritating smile.

I never like the sun, 

but the moon is my best friend.

The moon who tucks me at night, 

who lights up my cramming nights.

- Arp Arp