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they/them patrick bateman
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I love when I drink cold water & I can feel it hit my empty stomach
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TW: Meansp0 🙄
Do you ever watch people that watch you eat? They're staring at you, wondering why you are stuffing that shit in your mouth. They see how big you are, how your fat hangs over your pants. You disgust them with every bite. Stop embarrassing yourself.
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50 reasons to lose weight ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚
so your s/o can pick you up effortlessly
free piggy back rides from your friends
so you don't have to worry about being too heavy when you sit in someone's lap
so people will lend you their clothes (and they'll be too big on you)
when people buy you clothes, they'll get the smallest size (and worry that a size S might be too big)
someone from a k-beauty youtube video said "losing weight makes you 10x prettier"
to fit into petite and aesthetic clothes (eg brandy melville)
so you don't have the gross feeling of your skin touching (thighs rubbing together, stomach rolls, etc)
to look effortlessly beautiful doing anything
you'll sweat less
to look good in tight clothes
to be able to wear revealing outfits and still look cute
you'll look cute and small in oversized clothes, instead of looking bigger
so you can wear a bikini
to feel more confident
people will treat you better
if you stick to it and work hard to lose the weight, then you'll be better than everyone who has failed to do so. you're willpower and self-control will be admired and envied by your peers
people will pay more attention to you
people will worry and care about you more
for the skinny/pretty privilege
to make people jealous of you
to prove that you can
to look good wearing anything, even if it isn't a good outfit
so you won't be anxious about being weighed at the doctor's
to look prettier in pictures
so you can go clothes shopping without being insecure
no more dressing room breakdowns
so your s/o can fit their fingers around your wrists and their hands around your thighs (or so you can do it yourself)
for the thigh gap (duh)
to be small enough to use your s/o as a bed
so your s/o can easily lift you with one hand
so your sh scars (if you have any) look more "aesthetic" (idrk how to explain it, but scars always look prettier on thinner limbs
to be desirable
you'll have a higher chance of people stopping you on the street for photographs/modeling scouts/etc
to be more attractive
you'll use less products (body wash, lotion) if there's less of you (so you'll end up saving money too!)
people will take you more seriously
you'll be able to move through crowds easier
to boost your self-esteem, feel better about yourself, and be happier
you can purchase the smallest size when shopping online and you won't have to worry about it being too small
to be able to shop at cute online shops that only carry smaller sizes (brandy, yesstyle, other asian stores)
to look good while eating, instead of like a fat, greedy pig...
to finally be in control
so you don't feel jealous/sad when you see other people's bodies/thinspo, because THEY'LL be envying YOU
to have your pics/bodychecks put in a thinspo compilation
to finally feel pretty
to take up less space
to be able to wear low rise bottoms
so you can talk about your weight and not feel ashamed
if you actually stick to it and restrict, your appetite/stomach will be a lot smaller once you reach your ugw, so you'll naturally eat less!!
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ughhhhhhh theyre so fuckin hot. i wanna be skinny so they can throw me around easier
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wanted to post this on it's own because i spent so much time on it...
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i feel prettier when i’m hungry and empty.
nothing feels grosser than being stuffed with food.
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some funnies i made for ya’ll ~ real forager activity <3 !
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being with them is so EXHILARATING im getting in so much exercise on our dates and ... other activities n_n
being in love is making me lose weight and ive never been happier !!
#airong blabs#tw ed but not sheeran#⭐️rving#i need to ⭐️ve#i want to ⭐️ve#⭐️ving#⭐️ve#🕯️as a 🪶#💡as a 🪶#tw ana diary#tw ed diet#ed behaviour tw#tw restrictive ed#tw disordered eating#anablr#edblr#anarexa#anorexa#anorexies#anor3c1a
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I hate my thighs so fucking much I can't wait to lose fat on them
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being around them consistently means i started taking on their eating habits and its soooo nice to eat like a skinny person ... its even more satisfying when they eat more than me
#airong blabs#tw ed but not sheeran#⭐️rving#i need to ⭐️ve#i want to ⭐️ve#⭐️ving#🕯️as a 🪶#🕯️as a feather#💡as a 🪶#ed behaviour tw#tw restrictive ed#tw ana diary#tw disordered eating#anablr#edblr#anarexa#ana trigger#anorexa#anorexies#anor3c1a
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party at my place all the mutuals are invited. (we will smoke cigarettes in my room while listening to the doors)
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