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Drake Bell’s girlfriend in 2005 was Fefe Dobson.
Fefe Dobson wrote - Man Meets Boy (see lyrics below):
Man meets boy
Shattered summer
Broken dreams
Too young to know
What he wants is so extreme
He held you down
Told you not to scream or cry
From that day forward baby
You just wondered why
Oh child it's not your fault
Don't rub your wounds with salt
He can't hurt you anymore
I am your friend
My love will be your cure
He can't hurt you anymore
Give me your hand
I'll help you fight your war
Cause he can't hurt you anymore
Man meets boy
Quiet churches
Empty streets
And secrets stored
Behind close doors
Between the sheets
Oh no one knows till it's too late
The damage deepens
In the end something's neath
The surface creeping
You held it in so long
I knew that something's wrong
He can't hurt you anymore
I am your friend
My love will be your cure
He can't hurt you anymore
Give me your hand
I'll help you fight your war
Cause he can't hurt you anymore
Baby you're not alone
(It's too late the damage deepens)
Don't turn your heart to stone
(Something neath the surface creeping)
He can't hurt you anymore
I am your friend
My love will be your cure
He can't hurt you anymore
Give me your hand
I'll help you fight your war
Cause he can't hurt you anymore
No he can't hurt you anymore
Bless her mother for fucking doing something and bless her for being so supportive/caring.
It’s horrifying seeing all of this so clear and blatant in the lyrics of children and so few noticed…
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In The End by Drake Bell
Written in 2005 to help him deal with the CSA he was going through/had been through at the hands of Brian Peck (Drake has confirmed this now he has come out about it).
“Over my shoulder, under my skin, will you ever return again?
Wake up
The monsters in your head have left you
All to yourself, it's alright
If ugly little things remind you of how it felt”
I know hindsight is all well and good but my God surely a 15 year old writing such a deeply painful song should have set off warning bells somewhere!?
“Over my shoulder, under my skin” and “ugly little things remind you of how it felt” - these are not the lighthearted pop lyrics of a happy go lucky teen idol.
So many fucking adults let him down. It’s rage inducing.
I am heartbroken. He was so lost, so scared and so alone.
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41 letters…what the fuck.
The charges listed against Peck:
- SA of a person under 16.
- SA by foreign object.
- SA oral.
- SA with use of anaesthesia or controlled substance.
- Using a minor for SA.
- Sending harmful matter.
Drake Bell was sexually tortured by this man when he was only 15 years old and 41 pieces of shit wrote this kind of crap in support of his abuser….
James Marsden:
“I do intend to shed light on the fact that he has learnt his lesson…the earth would fall from the sky before Brian would think about doing something like this again.”
- ahh don’t worry everyone, James is pretty sure he would never drug and r*pe a child again so let’s just let him off on this one!
Taran Killam:
“Brian is fully aware of his misjudgement and takes full responsibility.”
- poor old Brian making that minor misjudgement when he decided to prey on a child, turn him against his father, against his family, isolate him and groom him then repeatedly SA him. Don’t worry he’s stepping up and taking full responsibility!
Joanna Kerns:
“There must have been some extreme situation or temptation exerted upon him.” and “ I would hire him today to work with children.” And "a good man that made a mistake, not a bad man who got caught."
- see that’s all it was poor Brian could not resist the extreme temptation, of course blame the 15 year old victim not the fucking adult, it’s always the same bullshit from these people I swear.
Ron Melendez:
“I also know the young man…I have met his family, seen his behaviour…I saw him pursue a friendship with Brian, maintain their close ties…Brian made a large mistake but it was not his alone.”
- surprise, more victim blaming, more trivialising. A mistake is forgetting to lock your door or putting salt in your tea instead of sugar…repeatedly r*ping a child is not a fucking mistake - it’s a fucking crime!
Tom DeSanto:
“Brian is ashamed and remorseful about his lapse in judgment.” and “ I met Drake…he seemed very fearful of his father and unable to communicate with him whatever sexual issues he was going through”
- again - broken record here but r*ping a child is not a bloody lapse in judgment! And again - victim blaming and suggesting his family were at fault!
Will Freddie:
“I can only reiterate how devastated Brian is and how these past events have forever changed him.”
- well thank god Brian is so devastated that he got caught - poor thing. The threat of prison probably has ‘forever changed him’ but I’m sure his inability to stop himself from SAing kids has done far more significant damage to his victims (and yes I believe he has more than Drake).
Kimmy Robertson:
“An outrageous, overtly gay, over-sexed person…he totally took advantage of Brian’s willingness to help.”
- the amount of victim blaming in these letters, particularly this one, is just astounding. The 15 year old boy took advantage of the 40 something year old man? Do you really truly believe that Kimmy? I’ll say it again for the billionth time - What. The. Fuck.
And this is just the snippet, there are 34 more letters - all I’m sure are variations of the above examples. The fact that we live in a world where these people not only do and get away with this shit all the time but also are supported so wholeheartedly when they’re exposed for doing it, is quite frankly terrifying.
I do not accept - we did not know the extent of what we were defending as an excuse here. You knew the charges it’s even clear in the letters themselves - you know it’s about the SA of a child (a child some of you even knew personally), you decided to disregard them, defend them or downplay them. You are only coming out now with weak-ass apologies because you have to - in reality you never thought those letters would see the light of day outside the court room.
I’m sorry but the amount of victim blaming, trivialising and excusing here is just more proof to be added to the huge pile of evidence that Hollywood is a cesspit, it does not care about victims, it does not care about children.
If anyone is still in doubt about the amount of systemic CSA in Hollywood please go and watch An Open Secret (whole thing is on YouTube)- a movie that they desperately tried to bury but is just as hard hitting as ‘Quiet on Set.’
#drake bell#brian peck#quiet on set#nickelodeon#kimmy robertson#james marsden#taran killam#joanna kerns#ron melendez#Tom DeSanto#Will Freddie#an open secret#drake and josh#dan schneider#hollywood#rant#letters#so off my usual vibe on this blog but I just watched the doc and my blood is boiling#though I guess my first name for it was ranty side blog so I guess it fits
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THEEEE two power couples of 19 days being posted back-to-back like this makes me giddy 💪😁
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A Separate World
Something inside her twists when she watches them like this. It twists so hard that it opens up a well and suddenly she’s choking down something she doesn’t want them to see.
And they won’t see.
She knows they won’t because Satoru is looking at Suguru like he hung the stars and Suguru isn’t faring much better.
They live in a separate world.
It’s something someone had said to her once, long ago. She’d laughed then, but now she understands.
Now she sees it. She sees it everyday.
They do live in a separate world and that thing inside her twists again because she knows, she knows that she isn’t in it.
‘Ah I don’t really do dates,’ an echo of a memory, Suguru’s face horrifically kind, her own heart beating an awful staccato, ready to burst bloody and butchered from her chest.
I don’t really do dates…it had been their first year and she had fallen too damn hard for those kind eyes and that beautiful face.
And Suguru was right, he doesn’t really do dates.
What he does do is this:
Smiles softly every time Satoru enters his orbit.
Slips him sweets during class.
Sighs with such a painfully fond look on his face when Satoru is being his own particular brand of irritating.
Sneaks up onto the roof for hours while Satoru recounts every second of his day.
Runs gentle fingers through silver hair.
Presses soft little kisses to tired eyelids and aching temples.
So yes, Suguru Geto doesn’t really do dates.
But he does anything for Satoru Gojo.
And sometimes (most of the time) Shoko can take it. She can watch them dance around each other, watch lovesick fools fall deeper and deeper with every waking moment of their day.
Most of the time she can watch it, watch it with a smile on her face and a fond clench in her heart because she knows, deep down, that apart they are grey, but together they are golden.
But sometimes it’s too much.
Today it’s too much.
With a deep breath she turns, that thing insider her twisting harder still as she walks away from her best friends.
She goes slowly because she’s desperate to hear it, to hear that kind concerned voice calling her back. It’s happened before.
But today there’s nothing.
Nothing but the gentle laughter of lovers so caught up in each other that nothing else, that no one else matters.
She slips away, unnoticed.
They live in a separate world.
A little fic that has been rattling in my head ever since I saw this panel. Maybe a bit too angsty but hey that’s always my brand. Hope someone likes it!
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More of my satosugu wip with actual six eyes gojo, it's starting to get way too long
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new obsession incoming….
Preview image for next episode 👀👀👀
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Ok so I am half way through ‘In Memoriam’ and it is RIPPING OUT MY HEART. IT’S SO EARTH SHATTERING YET ALSO SO BEAUTIFUL I CANT COPE-
SCREAMING AND CRYING
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Finally watched the last episode of season 2 of this fucking MASTERPIECE of a show…can’t get over how many people ignore it because it’s Chinese - it’s just incredible, I’ll sob about it until season 3
So in love with Link Click's season 2 opening ❤️
If you haven't seen this donghua yet, I highly recommend it!
It's SO GOOD and it will break your heart!
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Yeah, Lu Guang is messing up time and space for Cheng Xiaoshi or whatever but my mind is still here:
They come in and we can see that CXS is still limping a bit. So he hasn’t fully recovered yet? Oh no!
But then Lu Guang basically tells us he’s just pretending to still be injured
and even pushes him off of him. Really showing us that CXS is completely fine
Then Qiao Ling approaches and CXS realizes the surprise she has prepared for them and instead of getting up and going there on his own after being called out on his dramatic act two times already
He has the audacity to ask Lu Guang for help again. Even being shocked at getting ignored.
And to fully hammer in how much CXS does NOT actually need Lu Guang to hold him tightly they give us this:
Literal running. Because you know his leg is actually completely fine.
Sooo….?
he just wanted Lu Guang to take care of him? Wanted to be held by him a bit longer? Be physically close to him? Like a needy little boyfriend?
You just know he used Lu Guang as a crutch at every opportunity he could get while they were still in the hospital lol
Bonus points for:
absolutely no reason to have your whole arm around him CXS but you do you
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These screenshots could never do it justice but this scene of Cheng Xiaoshi desperately and excruciatingly crying as his own trauma mixes with the feelings of Chen Xiao, directly followed by a shot of Lu Guang with his face hidden from view, always made me feel sorrowful; even when first watching the show.
But now, knowing just how deeply Lu Guang cares about Cheng Xiaoshi and how far he is actually willing to go for him, it hits even harder.
Because Lu Guang is hearing everything Cheng Xiaoshi is going through at that moment. He can hear his gut-wrenching crying; can hear him saying he is afraid of being alone; can hear him scream out not only for the client’s mom but his own as well.
And it’s Lu Guang who put him in that situation in the first place. By not telling him about the earthquake beforehand; by not letting CXS decide and prepare himself for it. He thought he’d have CXS finish the mission quickly and never let him know what happened after. Trying to completely shelter him from any and all harm and it backfires dramatically.
Before this frame, Lu Guang tells him:
but CXS never does and Lu Guang can’t intervene. All he can do is watch. And try to experience it with him. Trying to fully feel the consequences of what he did.
And we deliberately don’t see his face. We don’t know what expression is on Lu Guang’s face as he has to watch the one in his heart fall apart - because of his choices. All we do see is that Lu Guang too is holding his own hand. Just like CXS is holding the hand of the dying mother, all Lu Guang can do is hold his own hands.
And when CXS comes back he has to act cold and strict again. Because maybe he wasn’t just protecting their rules here. Maybe this Lu Guang is already the one who has to make sure their current present doesn’t change again. Even though he felt sympathy for Chen Xiao and wanted to help him let go of regret (because maybe Lu Guang already knows what that’s like) he still had to be strict about their rules.
And of course, Cheng Xiaoshi punches him. Wouldn’t you? Not telling him about the earthquake, lying to him about saving the mother and then saying sorry like he barely even cares. Why is his friend so cruel?
and Lu Guang isn’t surprised. Quite the opposite actually: Lu Guang expected this. Maybe he even welcomes it. He takes the punch, because he too thinks he deserves it. Cheng Xiaoshi doesn’t know why he is doing this and he never will. But at least he can take one punch. Maybe that will ease some of the sorrow in Cheng Xiaoshi’s heart.
But when CXS falls down and starts crying again, Lu Guang can’t keep up the act either. It only takes him a few moments to get back up, walk over to Cheng Xiaoshi again and do what he actually wanted to do from the start:
Comfort him.
And then you think back to how they hid his face in the first few panels up above and you remember the face he made while telling CXS that he can’t save someone who already died.
And looking back at it now you realize there was a lot more to this face than just trying to prevent CXS from “doing something stupid”.
Because now we know.
And I’m sure we are all aware that whatever expression was on Lu Guang’s face here:
seeing it might just break our hearts alongside theirs.
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