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meiporang ยท 1 year
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โ˜† เฐŒ๏ธŽ . . ๐˜€๐˜๐—ฎ๐˜† ๐˜„๐—ถ๐˜๐—ต ๐—บ๐—ฒ .
โ˜† เฐŒ๏ธŽ . . kunikuzushi / scaramouche x reader
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"can you promise me something?" kunikuzushi whispers. his body a bit awkward as he rests on your bed, barely any proximity between your own. your heart flutters at how his soft hand grasps your own so tenderly.
"yes?" you brush a lock of hair out of his face, admiring how ethereal he looks with the moonlight shining on his features. you find the way his soft cheeks glow a rosy hue from your movements quite cute.
"promise me you won't ever leave me."
kuni can be difficult sometimes. he can be rude and flippant, and most would be turned away by his offensive speech if they did not know him well.
but you see underneath that facade. you see the true emotions he harbors underneath the walls he put up after so, so many sorrow experiences.
and you're so accepting to him, he thinks he doesn't deserve you. you're always there to be his anchor even when he could potentially hurt you.
with you, he can be vulnerable.
he's found his home in you.
as much as he initially didn't want to, he has fallen in love with you.
in all honesty, he was scared. scared of loving you and losing you. if he became too attached, then nothing would cure his heartache when he is left alone once again.
before he realized it, he was already in too deep.
he wants to always be around you. to accompany wherever you go, to be bound to you for eternity.
he wants to be there for you when you're happy, and when you're sad. just like how you're always there to comfort him when he needs it.
when he sees you with other people speaking so joyously, a pang of jealousy hits him. he can't help but fear if you'll leave if you meet someone better. he knows he's not a good partner, so what if you find someone who can give you all the love you deserve, and won't drag you down because their problems?
just the thought of you being with someone else, eyes crinkled with mirth and ringing laughter, has him shaking with anxiety.
he wants you to himself only.
"of course, kuni. i promise." your tranquil smile never fails to make him feel weak in the knees.
"i love you," is the last thing you whisper as you drift off to slumber.
as you sleep, your hands are still intwined together. he takes his other hand and caresses your hair gently, his touch as if he's handling a porcelain doll.
he slowly leans in to you and places a soft kiss on your cheek, his expression benign.
"i love you too, [name]. sweet dreams."
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๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜๐—ฒ๐˜€ : he's lowkey a red flag here but he's MY red flag!!
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meiporang ยท 2 years
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โ˜† เฐŒ๏ธŽ . . ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—น๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐—บ๐—ฒ ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ฎ ๐—ณ๐—ผ๐—ผ๐—น๐—ถ๐˜€๐—ต ๐˜๐—ต๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด
โ˜† เฐŒ๏ธŽ . . kunikuzushi / scaramouche x reader
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"i love you, kuni."
he doesn't understand, he really doesn't.
"..you don't mean it, [name]," he manages to whisper.
"why would you want to be with someone like me? i'm not a good person."
he thinks it's stupid of you to love him; a murderer, a fruitless creation. his hands are far too bloody to hold you, to embrace you.
"but-"
"stop it, [name]. all that pursuing me is going to bring is disappointment. just.. leave me alone."
"you stop it! stop trying to push me away from you kuni, just listen to meโ€“" the way your voice cracks shatters his heart to pieces.
"i love you for you. i understand you don't trust me, but please, give me a chance," you breathe out.
he can feel eyes brimming with tears. "but i'm a dick to you. i can't watch my mouth, and-" he chokes back a sob. "you always put up with it, and you're so patient with me. i don't get it. you're so, so stupid."
you don't respond to his words but wrap your arms around his shaking body, a hand threading through his silky locks of hair.
the glistening tears he's been holding back finally fall onto his soft cheeks.
you can't help but find him beautiful even when he's crying.
"kuni, i'm patient with you because i know you're not a bad person. i wait for you because i know you're stubborn. please don't speak so low about yourself." you stop embracing him for a moment to dry his tears.
"so, kuni, will you let me love you?"
he still doesn't trust you, but he wants to.
"okay," he whispers into the crook of your neck.
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a/n : so i decided it'd be a great idea to write some cheesy angst for my pookie for my first post lolll
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