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I imagine that both brothers bet on whether or not Jean and Intern could date. Bing bet they wouldn't (either because Jean didn't have the balls to ask them) and Bing that they'll do it
Jean vs Reggaeton
This fic isn’t beta readed, so I'm sorry for my bad english.
Intern (Irene) uses she/her pronouns.
A week before the money laundry plan finished, Intern received a text message while working. It was from one of her cousins inviting to a party at a local club. She accepted, it’s been ages since she went out. The message also said she could invite one friend.
At that moment, she heard a sigh from Jean who was working near her. With the deadline approaching, he had to be sure everything went according to the plan. As a result, he looked even worse than usual, darker bags under his eyes and gaze constantly lost in his own thoughts. Then, a brilliant idea came into her mind.
“Hey Jean, are you free this saturday night? Or are you going to finally get some sleep?” Intern walked to his desk.
“You know blinking is the only way I sleep” He chuckled. “Why do you ask?” His eyes still focused on the screen with an almost empty coffee mug in his hand.
“Wanna go out for drinks? I was invited somewhere and I'll like you to come too”
Jean paused his work for a moment and remembered his plan was to practice the ukulele. At first, he thought about declining since he was exhausted. However, it wasn't often when they could go out without the brothers and it would be nice to go somewhere new for a change.
“I’ll go. I need a distraction or I'll jump in front of the next car I see”
“Great! I'll send you the place and we'll meet there” She said with a smile. “But first I'll do a new pot of coffee, we still have a few hours left”
The day finally arrived and Intern was outside the building waiting for Jean while walking back and forth. This was different from the other times they went out. Normally, they'll go to drink and relax at a bar after work. She feared this hangout would make him go back home more stressed.
Her train of thoughts stopped when she saw Jean arrive and her heart skipped a beat. It was a pleasant surprise to see what he wears outside work. It wasn't anything outstanding but it made him look more handsome than usual.
“Damn Jean, you look stunning! I didn’t know you had something other than your usual white shirts and black pants” She greeted with a hug.
“Well thank you! I can say the same about you too”
“Oh, this old thing? You flatter me” Intern covered her face dramatically. “Now turn around, I want to see the whole outfit”
He complied and then said in a soft tone “Really, you do look gorgeous tonight”
“Thanks” Said flustered, taken by surprise by the sincere compliment. “Every once in a while we need to get all dressed up. Let's take a picture before we get inside”
They found a spot to take a selfie and then went to the entrance. When they got through the door, they found a big crowd already. For them not to get separated, Intern took Jean's hand and guided him towards the bar.
After they got their drinks, they went to the reserved table for guests. It was on the second floor, near the stairs. Most guests were on the dance floor, which meant they were alone. Luckily, even with the rather loud music in the background, they could still hear each other.
“Do you come here often? I see you are familiar with this place” Jean asked after he had his drink.
“My cousin is a friend of the owner. She likes to go out a lot and that means she dragged me here countless times” Intern took a sip of her cocktail. “Do you like it?”
“It's a little different from what I’m used to, but it has a nice ambience”
“Just you wait until the good music starts, it'll get even better. Believe me, you'll shake off all that stress”
“I'll take your word for it, or you'll suffer the consequences for lying to a dangerous mafia member” Both laughed.
Slowly, they lose track of how long they've been talking, only being interrupted a few times by Intern’s friends who came to greet her. Later, when Intern was about to get a new drink, she heard a familiar melody. As soon as she recognized it, immediately stood up and turned around towards Jean.
“Do you know how to dance?” She said looking expectantly.
“I do, but-”
“Good, you are coming with me” She grabbed his hand and quickly led him to the dance floor.
“Hey! What's the rush?”
“The song will end! Besides, you need to experience the rest of this place”
They got through the crowd until they found a spot big enough for both. Intern let go of him and started dancing, while Jean remained still.
She started swinging her hips in circles, spinning around, slowly going down and up with the rhythm of the music. On top of that, she was singing loudly while pointing at him. Sadly, he couldn't understand anything the song said.
Jean stood mesmerized by this new side of Intern. She was rather calm in their everyday life, despite how crazy their work became.
Normally, it was a good thing since he needed someone who can stay grounded, but now he wished she could take this rowdy side more often. As he saw her passionately doing what she enjoys, it made him eager to start doing the same.
He snapped out of his own thoughts and decided to join her, imitating those around him. He tried to move with the rhythm but that only made him bump into other people. For his misfortune, the only physical activity he does is walk to the bus since he hasn’t reclaimed his car yet. So, he failed miserably as his moves were too stiff.
Intern got out of her zone when she saw Jean's performance. This made her laugh a lot and got closer to his ear.
“Jean, you lied to me!” Intern tried her best to calm her laugh.
“I'm rusty, okay? Besides, the ones I know are slower with more space to move” He tried to hide his embarrassment.
“Let me show you then”
First, she made Jean separate his feet and slightly flex his knees since it’ll be easier to maintain stability and not crash with anyone. Then, he had to tiptoe forward and back in place while his shoulders swung forward. Once he got more comfortable, Intern showed how to move his hips on a circle while going down and up. This one took a little more coordination.
As time went on, Jean got enough practice and started to do it with more confidence. When Intern was satisfied with his performance, she resumed her own dancing. This should’ve been enough for him not to humiliate himself, except that he still looked somewhat stiff.
“Give me your hand” Intern said while extending hers.
“What for?”
“Just trust me” She winked.
Intern realized Jean took these lessons too seriously and proceeded to playfully make him swirl. It didn’t go as smoothly as she wanted, but it made Jean laugh and loosen up. Still holding hands, he tried the same with her. Except that this time, it went perfectly.
It's been a while since she saw Jean in a good mood. He was so anxious about every single detail for the money laundry scheme, due to his head being at risk. Still, he deserved to enjoy the present.
Intern knows Jean hates his job, he always warns about ending up like him. Despite all of that, still got something out of it, the Bada brothers. Even if they don't show it often, from the way they talk and treat each other, it's obvious they care about Jean. Another thing he has now… is her heart.
Unexpectedly, he became someone important in her life and everything was better with him close by. That's why she felt honored to make him feel safe enough to show his hobby and really hoped he had that confidence to just be himself more often.
Intern had this attraction towards Jean for quite a while, but wasn't sure whether to make a move or not. For the most part, it’s because they work together and could bring problems for both in case he was interested.
However, tonight they weren't co-workers, they were friends and that gave her more confidence in being more direct with her affection.
Deep inside, she feared he would've been taken aback by her attitude and changed the way he treats her. But it was a huge relief that it wasn't the case, on top of that he learned about her interest.
As both were dancing while holding hands, Intern was dying to get closer to Jean but didn’t want to make him uncomfortable. So, she started to move her hands at a slow pace to his shoulders, looking at his reaction. If he appears to be uncomfortable, she'll stop.
He shivered with the sudden caress, it’s been forever since he felt a simple touch like that. Despite the initial surprise, he took the hint and his hands went to her hips just like those couples around them. Upon every movement, she could feel her heart beating faster. His hands on her body gave her courage to get closer. Little by little until their bodies were almost pressed against each other.
Neither of them were paying attention to the music or people around them anymore. The only thing in their mind was the way they slowly moved together in synchrony while looking at each other.
The tension between them became painful and their faces got closer. Intern's lips almost reached into his. But all of a sudden, she stopped and pulled back. The nervousness got the better of her this time. Jean looked expectantly, but didn't move forward either. Intern had to think something quick to make the moment less awkward.
“Wanna go back?” She asked while mentally beating herself for wasting this chance.
Jean just nodded and both left with regret on their faces. To forget about this, they asked for another round of drinks before going back. When Jean sits down, he realizes how fatigued he feels, they have been dancing for a long while now.
“I wasn't THAT terrible, right?” He said with a short breath as he dropped into his seat.
“You did a good job actually! I'll take that as you had a good time” Intern sat and had her drink.
“I did, I feel a huge weight off my back. Although, I can't fucking move anymore” He sunk into the sofa.
“You see? I kept my promise. Besides, you deserve to unwind every now and then”
“Thank you. But, you never told me you could dance like that! Where did you even learn it?”
“Ha! It's one of my secret talents. I promise, I'll teach you more next tim-”
Intern suddenly recognized one of her favorite songs blasting through the speakers and stood up again.
“I'll be right back, it won't take long” She set down her drink on the table.
“Aren't you tired?” The thought of standing up was already draining him, let alone go back.
“Not when this banger is playing, but you can stay if you want”
Intern rushes back while Jean watches from the second floor, still with the promise in his mind and a dumb smile on his face. Then, the words “next time” echoed in his head and reality hit him.
In secret, he had been planning to leave the city after the Colombian deal was done. As much as he would've loved to run away earlier, he didn't want to leave Intern behind just like that. He finally found someone he could truly connect with, and now he had to be alone again.
A question occupied his mind. Will this truly be the last time they can be together like this?
The answer made his chest hurt but he couldn't stay for much longer. Even so, the thought of Intern wondering where he went or whether he’s okay, made the pain worse. Maybe it wasn’t a bad idea to let her know about his plan.
He was looking at the distance when he saw Intern waving at him, interrupting his thoughts.
“Fuck it, that next lesson has to be sooner” Jean stood up.
He pushed his worries aside and joined Intern on the dance floor once again. If this was their last time, then he'll make it worth it.
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The song that plays when Intern gets up for the first time is "Atrévete-Te-Te" by Calle 13 (Explicit Version). And the one when they are about to kiss is "Ahora Es" by Wisin & Yandel.
If you want more recommendations for similar songs, I'll leave a few (this is just an excuse to talk about my favorites song):
¿Qué tengo que hacer? - Daddy Yankee
Salió el Sol - Don Omar
Rompe - Daddy Yankee
Dile - Don Omar
El Telefono - Hector Bambino "El Father", Wisin & Yandel
Noche De Entierro (Nuestro Amor) - Hector "El Father", Wisin & Yandel, Daddy Yankee, Tonny Tun Tun, Luny Tunes
Ella me levantó - Daddy Yankee
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Jean vs Reggaeton
This fic isn’t beta readed, so I'm sorry for my bad english.
Intern (Irene) uses she/her pronouns.
A week before the money laundry plan finished, Intern received a text message while working. It was from one of her cousins inviting to a party at a local club. She accepted, it’s been ages since she went out. The message also said she could invite one friend.
At that moment, she heard a sigh from Jean who was working near her. With the deadline approaching, he had to be sure everything went according to the plan. As a result, he looked even worse than usual, darker bags under his eyes and gaze constantly lost in his own thoughts. Then, a brilliant idea came into her mind.
“Hey Jean, are you free this saturday night? Or are you going to finally get some sleep?” Intern walked to his desk.
“You know blinking is the only way I sleep” He chuckled. “Why do you ask?” His eyes still focused on the screen with an almost empty coffee mug in his hand.
“Wanna go out for drinks? I was invited somewhere and I'll like you to come too”
Jean paused his work for a moment and remembered his plan was to practice the ukulele. At first, he thought about declining since he was exhausted. However, it wasn't often when they could go out without the brothers and it would be nice to go somewhere new for a change.
“I’ll go. I need a distraction or I'll jump in front of the next car I see”
“Great! I'll send you the place and we'll meet there” She said with a smile. “But first I'll do a new pot of coffee, we still have a few hours left”
The day finally arrived and Intern was outside the building waiting for Jean while walking back and forth. This was different from the other times they went out. Normally, they'll go to drink and relax at a bar after work. She feared this hangout would make him go back home more stressed.
Her train of thoughts stopped when she saw Jean arrive and her heart skipped a beat. It was a pleasant surprise to see what he wears outside work. It wasn't anything outstanding but it made him look more handsome than usual.
“Damn Jean, you look stunning! I didn’t know you had something other than your usual white shirts and black pants” She greeted with a hug.
“Well thank you! I can say the same about you too”
“Oh, this old thing? You flatter me” Intern covered her face dramatically. “Now turn around, I want to see the whole outfit”
He complied and then said in a soft tone “Really, you do look gorgeous tonight”
“Thanks” Said flustered, taken by surprise by the sincere compliment. “Every once in a while we need to get all dressed up. Let's take a picture before we get inside”
They found a spot to take a selfie and then went to the entrance. When they got through the door, they found a big crowd already. For them not to get separated, Intern took Jean's hand and guided him towards the bar.
After they got their drinks, they went to the reserved table for guests. It was on the second floor, near the stairs. Most guests were on the dance floor, which meant they were alone. Luckily, even with the rather loud music in the background, they could still hear each other.
“Do you come here often? I see you are familiar with this place” Jean asked after he had his drink.
“My cousin is a friend of the owner. She likes to go out a lot and that means she dragged me here countless times” Intern took a sip of her cocktail. “Do you like it?”
“It's a little different from what I’m used to, but it has a nice ambience”
“Just you wait until the good music starts, it'll get even better. Believe me, you'll shake off all that stress”
“I'll take your word for it, or you'll suffer the consequences for lying to a dangerous mafia member” Both laughed.
Slowly, they lose track of how long they've been talking, only being interrupted a few times by Intern’s friends who came to greet her. Later, when Intern was about to get a new drink, she heard a familiar melody. As soon as she recognized it, immediately stood up and turned around towards Jean.
“Do you know how to dance?” She said looking expectantly.
“I do, but-”
“Good, you are coming with me” She grabbed his hand and quickly led him to the dance floor.
“Hey! What's the rush?”
“The song will end! Besides, you need to experience the rest of this place”
They got through the crowd until they found a spot big enough for both. Intern let go of him and started dancing, while Jean remained still.
She started swinging her hips in circles, spinning around, slowly going down and up with the rhythm of the music. On top of that, she was singing loudly while pointing at him. Sadly, he couldn't understand anything the song said.
Jean stood mesmerized by this new side of Intern. She was rather calm in their everyday life, despite how crazy their work became.
Normally, it was a good thing since he needed someone who can stay grounded, but now he wished she could take this rowdy side more often. As he saw her passionately doing what she enjoys, it made him eager to start doing the same.
He snapped out of his own thoughts and decided to join her, imitating those around him. He tried to move with the rhythm but that only made him bump into other people. For his misfortune, the only physical activity he does is walk to the bus since he hasn’t reclaimed his car yet. So, he failed miserably as his moves were too stiff.
Intern got out of her zone when she saw Jean's performance. This made her laugh a lot and got closer to his ear.
“Jean, you lied to me!” Intern tried her best to calm her laugh.
“I'm rusty, okay? Besides, the ones I know are slower with more space to move” He tried to hide his embarrassment.
“Let me show you then”
First, she made Jean separate his feet and slightly flex his knees since it’ll be easier to maintain stability and not crash with anyone. Then, he had to tiptoe forward and back in place while his shoulders swung forward. Once he got more comfortable, Intern showed how to move his hips on a circle while going down and up. This one took a little more coordination.
As time went on, Jean got enough practice and started to do it with more confidence. When Intern was satisfied with his performance, she resumed her own dancing. This should’ve been enough for him not to humiliate himself, except that he still looked somewhat stiff.
“Give me your hand” Intern said while extending hers.
“What for?”
“Just trust me” She winked.
Intern realized Jean took these lessons too seriously and proceeded to playfully make him swirl. It didn’t go as smoothly as she wanted, but it made Jean laugh and loosen up. Still holding hands, he tried the same with her. Except that this time, it went perfectly.
It's been a while since she saw Jean in a good mood. He was so anxious about every single detail for the money laundry scheme, due to his head being at risk. Still, he deserved to enjoy the present.
Intern knows Jean hates his job, he always warns about ending up like him. Despite all of that, still got something out of it, the Bada brothers. Even if they don't show it often, from the way they talk and treat each other, it's obvious they care about Jean. Another thing he has now… is her heart.
Unexpectedly, he became someone important in her life and everything was better with him close by. That's why she felt honored to make him feel safe enough to show his hobby and really hoped he had that confidence to just be himself more often.
Intern had this attraction towards Jean for quite a while, but wasn't sure whether to make a move or not. For the most part, it’s because they work together and could bring problems for both in case he was interested.
However, tonight they weren't co-workers, they were friends and that gave her more confidence in being more direct with her affection.
Deep inside, she feared he would've been taken aback by her attitude and changed the way he treats her. But it was a huge relief that it wasn't the case, on top of that he learned about her interest.
As both were dancing while holding hands, Intern was dying to get closer to Jean but didn’t want to make him uncomfortable. So, she started to move her hands at a slow pace to his shoulders, looking at his reaction. If he appears to be uncomfortable, she'll stop.
He shivered with the sudden caress, it’s been forever since he felt a simple touch like that. Despite the initial surprise, he took the hint and his hands went to her hips just like those couples around them. Upon every movement, she could feel her heart beating faster. His hands on her body gave her courage to get closer. Little by little until their bodies were almost pressed against each other.
Neither of them were paying attention to the music or people around them anymore. The only thing in their mind was the way they slowly moved together in synchrony while looking at each other.
The tension between them became painful and their faces got closer. Intern's lips almost reached into his. But all of a sudden, she stopped and pulled back. The nervousness got the better of her this time. Jean looked expectantly, but didn't move forward either. Intern had to think something quick to make the moment less awkward.
“Wanna go back?” She asked while mentally beating herself for wasting this chance.
Jean just nodded and both left with regret on their faces. To forget about this, they asked for another round of drinks before going back. When Jean sits down, he realizes how fatigued he feels, they have been dancing for a long while now.
“I wasn't THAT terrible, right?” He said with a short breath as he dropped into his seat.
“You did a good job actually! I'll take that as you had a good time” Intern sat and had her drink.
“I did, I feel a huge weight off my back. Although, I can't fucking move anymore” He sunk into the sofa.
“You see? I kept my promise. Besides, you deserve to unwind every now and then”
“Thank you. But, you never told me you could dance like that! Where did you even learn it?”
“Ha! It's one of my secret talents. I promise, I'll teach you more next tim-”
Intern suddenly recognized one of her favorite songs blasting through the speakers and stood up again.
“I'll be right back, it won't take long” She set down her drink on the table.
“Aren't you tired?” The thought of standing up was already draining him, let alone go back.
“Not when this banger is playing, but you can stay if you want”
Intern rushes back while Jean watches from the second floor, still with the promise in his mind and a dumb smile on his face. Then, the words “next time” echoed in his head and reality hit him.
In secret, he had been planning to leave the city after the Colombian deal was done. As much as he would've loved to run away earlier, he didn't want to leave Intern behind just like that. He finally found someone he could truly connect with, and now he had to be alone again.
A question occupied his mind. Will this truly be the last time they can be together like this?
The answer made his chest hurt but he couldn't stay for much longer. Even so, the thought of Intern wondering where he went or whether he’s okay, made the pain worse. Maybe it wasn’t a bad idea to let her know about his plan.
He was looking at the distance when he saw Intern waving at him, interrupting his thoughts.
“Fuck it, that next lesson has to be sooner” Jean stood up.
He pushed his worries aside and joined Intern on the dance floor once again. If this was their last time, then he'll make it worth it.
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The song that plays when Intern gets up for the first time is "Atrévete-Te-Te" by Calle 13 (Explicit Version). And the one when they are about to kiss is "Ahora Es" by Wisin & Yandel.
If you want more recommendations for similar songs, I'll leave a few (this is just an excuse to talk about my favorites song):
¿Qué tengo que hacer? - Daddy Yankee
Salió el Sol - Don Omar
Rompe - Daddy Yankee
Dile - Don Omar
El Telefono - Hector Bambino "El Father", Wisin & Yandel
Noche De Entierro (Nuestro Amor) - Hector "El Father", Wisin & Yandel, Daddy Yankee, Tonny Tun Tun, Luny Tunes
Ella me levantó - Daddy Yankee
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I KNOW this happened after the epilogue
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maramirror11 · 3 months
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Boys they like a little danger
We'll get him falling for a stranger
A player, singing I lo-lo-love you
At least I think I do~
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This is my drawing for the Moth contest!
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2023 vs 2019
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
I wanted to finish before the new year but I couldn't. This was one of my first digital drawings and I got nostalgic.
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Reminiscences of the past
This is my Darling's POV throughout those 3 years they were separated from Makarro. Thank you @haradasaya for being the beta reader!
TW: Slight mentions of eating disorders.
I hope you enjoy it!
Pronouns: They/Them
As I was washing the dishes, I realized that it has been a week since I last saw my husband. The day after the feast, he left to continue his work. Now, the Guardian is locked up and there is no one capable of interfering. Nonetheless, I'm worried.
He hasn't come home nor contacted me at all. I know he can lose himself in his work, but not like this. I know him, he hasn't been taking care of himself.
I have this feeling that something is wrong. So, I'm writing them down to help me understand.
Lately I wonder why I am going along with all of this. It's not like I don't want my throne back, but it feels like he's hiding something from me.
I need to remember when all of this started…
… 
It was an awful full moon night. I got the new evidence after my case became cold. Even if it was a trap, we needed to try. My dearest Makarro said we'll reunite at the shipping yard. I ran as fast as I could but someone followed me.
When we got reunited with my dearest, we finally solved our case. My brother Kayble admitted that he was responsible for my threat letter and the senator hired the assassins. 
Since we found out about this, Kayble sent Makarro to a place called Black Site. He was being sentenced for kidnapping and high treason. I tried to explain that I escaped and took refuge with him. But Kayble didn't listen. As he was taken away, we both promised we'll see each other again.
My brother knew if the citizens found out about the real story, the government reputation would fall. So, he wanted to make sure no one could speak about this incident.
"Don't take him away" "Let him go!" I kicked and screamed as I was dragged into the carriage.
As always, my orders were ignored. After a year and a half, I was going back "home".
It felt like an eternity on the ride back to the castle. We arrived a few hours before the sunrise. I stayed in a cell until Kayble finished the preparation to spread the news. 
Early in the morning, he announced my arrival at the castle’s balcony in front of all the people present.
"Dear citizens. As you know, the heir of Manas disappeared a long time ago. Our hearts prayed to the Guardian for their safely return to us"
"As your prince, it was my duty to find and bring back my sibling…"
He narrates the story of how he found out I was kidnapped by an evil wizard and bravely rescued me.
I was behind him, inside the castle, during his speech. As he finishes, Kayble turns around, extends his hand and makes a gesture for me to come out.
At first, I decided I wouldn't go out. He took everything I loved, why would I follow his plan?
Suddenly, I heard the cheers from my people, happy for my safety. They were screaming my name and begging me to step out. I couldn't refuse to see them. Slowly, I went outside smiling and waving my hand.
I carefully chose my words.
"My dear citizens, I'm sorry for upsetting you but thank you for keeping me in your prayers. I'm honored to be able to see you again. May the gods bring us a better future for our great nation"  As the sound of applause got higher, I went back inside.
It wasn't hard, being part of an aristocratic family, acting was a basic skill. But, I wasn't aware that would be the last time I'll feel like I had a choice.
Afterwards, my brother escorted me to my new bedroom. When we arrived, all my stuff was already there. My bed, bookshelf, jewelry box, etc. Except that something was bothering me. Why would he change my room?
When I stepped inside, I heard a click sound behind me and realized the door was locked.
“You should be thankful I even let you live. Enjoy your stay, dear sibling”. Then he walked away.
I immediately tried to open the door with all my strength but I couldn't, not even shouting and hitting would do something.
It didn't work before but I needed to try. While I was away, Kayble built this room and prepared it to prevent any possible escape. Yet that didn’t stop me.
After that day, I had many escape attempts. But, there was little I could do with just one small window and a door with locks on the outside. It was me against the entire castle guards and servants.
I wanted to test them at first, so I tried the predictable ones. Run away whenever they open the door, carve my way to another room, convince others to help me, and more.
Then, I started to create more elaborate plans, but never got too far. Later on, the security knew practically all my strategies and made it impossible for me to come up with new ideas.
In the end, I decided to take some time to observe and analyze any new opportunity instead of rushing it.
… 
I was in that cell, or bedroom as they called it, all day. The only exceptions were when I needed to be present for an event and then back to the same place. Just like an animal you take out of their cage for display. A big cage filled with precious items, but a cage nonetheless.
What bothered me the most was that I barely had people visit me. I got used to having someone to talk to and be my real self. Then again, I had to be on high alert.
Servants came from time to time. They'll come to clean and bring me new clothes or food. However, they were ordered not to talk to me nor give me anything else, they were being watched all the time.
The only one who stayed enough time was Kayble, but his visits weren't exactly pleasant.
"That's the summary of the last reunion. You know you could've left this place a long time ago, right? All you need to do is follow my instructions"
"..."
"Since you insist on being so stubborn, I guess you need more time alone”
Then, he’ll leave me again. 
My father never said anything, when he wanted to see me, I'll go to him. I'm not sure if he knew about this or not.
I don’t know how I kept myself sane. I was left alone with my thoughts all day.
How did we end up like this?
After everything, how Kayble, my own brother, could do this to me? How couldn't I see this coming?
Was my dearest all right? Was he even alive at this point?
Would he like to see me again? It’s my fault that he’s in prison.
HOW can I LEAVE this place? Can ANYTHING GET BETTER after this?
My routine was sitting on my bed and trying to find answers. However, that only made it worse. So, I tried to keep my mind occupied.
“Alright, I’ve finished reading my book today. I couldn't have predict the ending, it’s just the fifth time I read it”
“The sun is already going up? I’m just halfway through my writing”
“Talking to myself isn’t that bad actually. Still, I wish I was with my dearest, at least we’ll find a more interesting topic than guessing clouds shapes"
Sadly, everything became dull after a while.
Even when my body was occupied, I had this persistent question on my mind.
How did my little brother turn into this monster I don’t recognize? 
The coldness in his eyes when I was captured was terrifying. I've never seen him with so much hatred.
He used to be so kind. After our mother died, I practically raised him and taught everything since our father was occupied with his duties.
"Are you free to play a match of wingball? Father said he's too busy"
"Of course Kayble, but don't be mad at me when I win. You know I'm a great player"
"You won again?! You'll see next time, I'll win for sure!"
I'll give everything just to play a match with you like the old times.
"One day I want to be like you!" He used to tell me. I can't help but get emotional every time I remember those moments.
Even as grown ups, we had our differences but we got along well. He always looked down to himself, unable to see how amazing he is and looked for validation from others. 
Unfortunately, he found it with the other leaders when our family took the position of heirs after Mazzel died and all her children escaped.
Even with that, I still can't believe he was ready to make me paranoid. Be afraid to die at the hands of assassins if that means I’ll do what he wants.
There was a small part of me that hoped we'd get along again, but everyday Kayble shows me how impossible that dream is.
I wonder if we were a normal family, everything could've ended differently. 
My life took a drastic change when I became the heir of Manas. I am from an aristocratic family, our title had a lot of weight in Tyrannis.
I was trained in everything an heir needed to know. Etiquette, how to walk properly, what to say to get my way and infinite resources to do anything I want.
Even so, I felt that I could do more to help others. That’s the reason I specialized in healing magic and potions. At that moment, it was the only thing I was able to do. Now, I had the opportunity to make a real change.
But my problems started when I worked with the other leaders. We’ll have our differences, they want to continue the traditions which means they are afraid of the new possibilities outside help can provide.
Mazzel's consequences are worse than we thought and we really need to ask for outside help. However, my words, despite my title, were irrelevant. I was alone with my beliefs, no one was brave enough to go against the prince.
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It was destiny that all the events that happened after the reunion. Receiving a threat letter was the best and worst thing that happened to me.
On one hand, I was aware of the real intentions of someone I worked close by. On the other hand, if I didn’t escape, I wouldn’t have found the love of my life.
I knew I couldn't trust anyone inside the castle for help. Then I remembered these rumors about a brilliant detective who wasn't associated with the MCPD. Since I had nothing to lose, I went looking for him.
Even with his rude introduction, he didn't look like he had bad intentions. I can judge people pretty well, he seemed like someone I could trust. His name is Makarro Aetherward.
I ended up staying in the detective’s house while we investigated the case. Surprisingly, we got along and quickly it became my home as well.
It was unreal how happy I was there, it felt like someone took a huge weight from me. Sure, I needed to learn how to cook and clean for myself, but I was free.
No more being bossed around by the others nor be worried about pleasing everyone. I could truly be myself.
Also, Makarro's company was pleasant. The best moments of my day were when we could spend time together, mundane things turned out as fun experiences.
Cooking became my new hobby, making food and then tasting it with him is something I couldn’t trade for anything. How his face went from faking a smile to actually enjoy it, was enough to try my best the next time.
“Do you like the new recipe? It's from my books”
“This is really good, I'm surprised” His face lit up when he put the spoon in his mouth.
“Oh, so you didn't like my food before? You were lying to me?” I put my hand on my mouth as dramatic as possible.
“No! That's not what I-”  He quickly shakes his head. 
“Oh, you are so gullible” I couldn’t contain my laugh any longer. He can't do anything but look in defeat with a smile.
“Don't worry, I know my cooking wasn't the best. Honestly, those spices make the difference”
When I felt comfortable enough, I started to re-decorate the house. It screamed “I don’t live here because it feels lonely” and didn’t feel like a home someone would like to return.
I started with some plants, not flowers because I’m allergic to pollen, then vases, paintings and my own stuff. Even if I barely got outside, hanging out together at home felt like a dream I didn’t want to wake up. 
I went outside mostly when I helped with cases but I enjoyed myself every time, even when we ran for our lives from the assassins. Normally, it'll be scary but I felt safe with him. I knew together we'll find a way out.
Later on, he told me I brought color into his life, and so did he to mine. After a couple of dates, we got together officially.
My favorite ones were when we went to dance, both outside and inside the house, it was just us in the world.
For that year and a half, I forgot how cruel it was back at the castle, what it was like to be invisible. Sometimes I wonder if it was better if I never ran away, at least you could've been safe...
I thought I could handle being alone with nothing but my thoughts but I was wrong. 
There was nothing I could do but to walk in circles in my tiny room.
After a while I started to feel that they’ll try to eliminate me again, despite doing everything right. When I thought I was being paranoid, I remember that they, in fact, tried to kill me.
I had nothing but my brother's empty words, with the promise to keep me alive. At the end of the day, their mission is the same. As long as I live, they can’t do what they want. 
Perhaps they will be more cautious, the next time it could be an “accident”. It is easier to tell people I died because of food poisoning. Also, everything I eat is served by them.
I ended up eating less and less until I stopped eating all together. At the same time, I asked the staff to stop coming to my place. I couldn’t take any chances, so I cleaned up myself.
It kept me occupied for a while. Maintaining my room clean and organized felt like I cleansed my own mind.
I got weaker and weaker with time, my hopes of going outside were fading. I could barely get out of my bed and I didn’t have a reason to do it either.
The dust started to pile up, my wrinkled clothes stayed on the floor and the window was covered with a curtain.
I could only hear the sound of my own breathing and sometimes, a few steps outside. There was nothing new to experience, even the hunger couldn't bother me. There was nothing but my thoughts. 
And suddenly, I got the realization that nothing will change even if I get out. It shattered the few sanity I had left.
All these negative thoughts plagued my mind until the idea of finally doing what they wanted crossed my mind. Tears slowly fell down on my face as I accepted my defeat.
Being a puppet for someone was my greatest fear and it was closer to becoming inevitable. After many months, I still couldn't find a way out and staying locked up wasn't a great plan either. 
I was thinking of explaining to my brother my change of mind, when a sudden breeze moved the curtains. The sunlight came right to my face, interrupting my plan.
Reluctantly, I got up and slowly approached the wall.
"I don't remember the sunlight being so bright"
When I was about to close the curtains, I stopped and looked outside. I could see the city, people doing their normal routine.
They still have hope for the future even with the war scars on them. They deserve it and I know for sure my brother won’t give them that. No one in this castle cares for them.
But I do.
I care and CAN make that future happen.
I felt a boost of motivation. I took out the curtains, cleaned my bedroom and organized my stuff.
At that moment, I swore, even with my last breath, I’ll do my best for them. Not only that, also my dearest is still looking for me.
I need to get myself together, we’ve promised to see each other again and I don't break a promise.
I needed to be stronger, I wouldn’t let them down. But, in order for me to do that, I had to start eating once more. Still not everything on the plate, but enough to give me energy. Just one step at a time.
Who knew three years went by until I got to see my love and freedom again. It was like any other day, I was sitting on a chair reading when Kayble visited me.
Once again he tried to convince me to follow his story. Then he dropped the phrase that I feared the most.
"I most definitely HATE YOU"
At that moment, my heart shattered, I knew there was no going back to how we used to be.
But I couldn’t show him my emotions, I had to keep my ground. My unwavering gaze stayed focused on his eyes as I desperately tried not to cry.
When he left, I heard a familiar voice. It came from the shadow next to my window.
It was my dearest Makkaro! I could barely believe my eyes. I was ecstatic, he was alive! I wanted nothing more than to give him a big hug. 
But when I tried to approach him…
"Wait, no, don't move"
I stopped. Wasn't he happy to see me?
"Did you betray me? Was my love a game to you?"
I couldn’t see his face, but his voice was enough to know his feelings.
At first, I was in shock, does he really think I'm capable of that?
Then I realized, the story my brother created probably traveled to the place he was trapped.
"It's not true, my dearest" "I love you… I really really missed you" I could barely contain my tears.
He sounded relieved. Despite that, I couldn’t get close yet. It was until he got into the light that I understood. To say that he looked horrible was an understatement.
He had bruises, scars, burn marks. WHAT did they do to him? I was looking at an undead. He was more dead than alive. 
At the moment, he just said they did terrible things to him, and even cried. 
I couldn’t do anything to comfort him, still, what could I even say? He suffered because of me and no amount of words could take his memories away.
He told me how learned necromancy and escaped. That was impossible, necromancers lose their minds almost immediately and yet he sounded mostly like he used to be.
Finally he mentioned the Karmic Touch, a curse upon necromancers. Anything in contact with skin, it melts. The only exception is a protection spell.
He asked me if I could accept him like this. I didn’t even think twice and made the protection spell right away.
I immediately ran to him and we hugged tightly. It has been so long since the last time we could be together, I didn’t want it to end.
I could feel how slim he was. I have no idea how he could keep himself standing.
Suddenly, we heard noises from outside and were brought back to reality. We weren’t safe and he offered to escape in his own way. He asked if he could kidnap me. My dearest has the worst choice of words in the worst moments, and I love it. 
"Are you asking me to marry you?" I said with a grin and tears of joy.
He confirmed. 
"I'd love to"
Then we made a vow. I’ll take any chance to be with him again, even if I need to leave everything behind.
I won’t abandon him again. Besides, there is nothing left for me here. He is my new home.
After that, we teletransported to a safer location while destroying the room with fire. We arrived at this place far away from the castle when I saw it, a talking skeleton. 
Certainly, I should've expected that but nothing really prepares you when you see it. His name is Frank, a friend of Mak. Despite the way he talks, he seems trustworthy.
And my new life began.
After writing down everything we went through, I remember. We've been through hell to get where we are now. There are sacrifices we need to do to get what we want. 
I know necromancy surely will take over my dearest someday. But this is the reason, even if it's just a small chance to save him from this and get enough strength to change the future of my city, I’ll take it.
But the uneasy feeling hasn't gone away completely. 
I should check up on him.
The End.
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Neon Wings
These are just my thoughts on this AMAZING series and I don't have someone to dump this so here we go.
Spoiler warning for both The Neon Barbarian and Neon Wings.
I've never done this and English grammar isn't my strong point.
I wasn't expecting a sequel for TNB. But the world was too interesting to not make more. So, I was surprised that NW went in a different direction. It's Raven's story and it SHOWS.
I love how the audience is able to witness Raven's past and compare it with the present.
I enjoy making the backstories of Listeners based on the little information we have. However, it feels different to just hear about their past from BE THERE to understand what they went through.
Because for me the two series are one big story. Of course, you can see one and not the other. Still, it hits different when you see both.
I like the idea of Crow not going back. It'll defeat the purpose of the story. (Don't get me wrong I LOVE CROW, I MISS HIM). Yet, if he comes back, it'll be awkward since Raven is different. Time has moved on and he will be stuck in the past again.
For me, Raven changes from being someone open to knowing new people to becoming this person with emotional walls. In both she's still kind and a badass, but it's different.
It took her TWO days to give Ivan the pie unlike with Crow that it took a few hours to invite him to her house.
One of my favorite parts of this series were the moments Raven had a panic attack. Sure, almost every video has loud banging or shooting noises.
But with these ones, you can FEEL how UNCOMFORTABLE she is. How there is nowhere to run, no way to get the sound quiet down. How the sirens and shooting noises never left her head as she just stayed there, incapable to do something.
The way music is used is another favorite part. Out of Touch means so much for her, both good and bad. I forgot the music was playing WHILE Crow was being shot.
That's why in her nightmare, after Ivan gets shot, it sounds a distorted version. It's the story repenting itself all over again.
Just for her to claim the song while they fight against Luke. Love the detail. The final song Chicago was *chef kiss*. It's a new song for a new life and it fits PERFECTLY.
ALSO, THE FIGHTING AND SOLO SCENES OMGGG. You KNOW what Raven does and what they do to her, from hand to hand combat to guns.
Also, there are many scenes where she doesn't interact with anyone and still understand what happened. Like when she goes back home from the incident and just drops to her couch/bed.
Lemme talk about Ivan. I was surprised with Ivan's attitude. He is always calm and never actually cursed. I thought that his reaction to Raven's old job was something he was OK with but couldn't participate.
He's so kind with everyone and his struggle NOT TO drop facts about the things he likes is relatable. HE'S SO AFFECTIONATE WITH RAVEN AND PALOMA, I LOVE HIM.
At the end, he curses and gives effective strategies to kill the other mercenaries. On top of that, he ended up shooting someone, so I think I didn’t give Ivan enough credit.
The fact that he has a kind heart, doesn't mean he's not brave enough to protect the ones he cares about. They became The Power Couple. Relationship Goals indeed.
It was a hard task to give Raven another love interest since Crow is so loved by the fans. And I admit it was handled very well. For both Crow and Michelle.
I appreciate how Michelle is not a competition. For me, she had the right to be upset at the beginning. It was a dangerous and new situation. She just wanted to protect her family.
Probably Ivan talked to her and explained the situation better, since Michelle doesn't blame Raven again at the end.
My question right now is, WHY Raven took Ivan with her??? He can't run and doesn't have that much experience in combat.
Maybe they felt safe with each other. I mean, Raven IS a mercenary and fought 3 armed guys alone. Also, why was she so open to listen to Luke? He knows most about Para M and would benefit from her death. I still need to give it more thought.
There are still some things that kept me thinking about the other stuff that weren't shown. One is that Danny is never brought up again. I understand that she was not as important as Crow in the story but STILL.
She died saving her identity from Louis and now Raven takes care of her cat. I just wonder if Danny was for Raven, another victim of the circumstances or they were friends.
Also, the disaster that created the super genits (i'm sorry if I wrote it wrong) is never brought up again. But I think it's because it takes place far away from the original incident. Something that is never stated as well, are Danny and Crow buried somewhere?.
Lastly, I always keep this writing advice in mind. Characters of a story can't be the same at the beginning and at the end. The scene that brought me that thought was when Raven got shot. I'm pretty sure she couldn't hear Crow's words before this moment.
Seeing him one last time and being in the situation she wanted for so long, it shows how much she grew. Raven from the beginning would've accepted to die.
But she couldn't, there was something worth living for. Raven had her closure with her past and now it's ready for the future. IT MADE ME EMOTIONAL 😭.
Now Raven can live her life again the way she wants. She leaves her old name and life behind. Not seeing the next sunrise but to enjoy it as well.
It's like those stories even if you get spoilers, it's not the same as experience it.
That's all.
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maramirror11 · 7 months
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These are my designs for Neon Barbarian and Neon Wings Raven! It's been a while since I've so much fun designing a listener.
I talk a little bit about her design down below.
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I NEED TO INFO DUMP ABOUT HER DESIGN.
The NB Raven outfit it's for her job. She dresses up more for comfort than fashion. Since it's easier to fight and not get stains everywhere, she prefers darker colors and loose clothes. But she's still a sweet and caring person when you get to know her.
Her hair accessory it's a goodbye gift from her family. (It's never shown her relationship with her family, but it doesn't look like it's bad). She uses it as a good luck charm in her work. After the events on NB, she stops wearing it because it's VERY noticeable and most ParaM employees would recognize it.
My idea is that Raven likes to use many accessories but can't because she spends most of her time working.
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However, the dark color on NW Raven it's more like a way to show her mood. It's kinda like widows, when they lose her husbands, they wear black for a long period of time. Raven stayed with most of her old clothes and refused to try and look for anything new. Even if there are things she now can use because she's not working as a mercenary anymore.
Since she can't use her crow hair accessory as a physical way to remember Crow, she uses a necklace. Unlike her old hair clip, her necklace (and the rest of jewelry) is small and simple. She plays with it when she's nervous.
After meeting Ivan and gets a little more adventurous, she gets a pair of small Swallow clips and Sunflower earrings. They are a small reminder to keep going and remember who she is and what is capable to do.
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maramirror11 · 8 months
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It's a little late, but I finished it. Bastard Warriors ended, so I wanted to make something. This was a WILD RIDE but a story that will stay with me.
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maramirror11 · 8 months
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As someone who once was an accountant intern, I approve of The New Jersey Rats. This is EXACTLY what happens. Instant favorite.
I didn't expect to like this series as much as I do. Not only is the story interesting but also very funny! The Bada Brothers have a special place in my heart as well.
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maramirror11 · 9 months
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Alfonso from Matador Gothic became my favorite main character from Escaped Audios. Until The New Jersey Rats presented Jean, BUT THAT'S ANOTHER STORY.
I HAD to draw him. The world and story ARE AMAZING, very creative as well.
Absolutely recommended (especially if you know english and spanish) 👌🏻
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maramirror11 · 9 months
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The colorwheel was just an excuse to draw all of my favorites MCs and heroines from Otome games/Dating Sim. Also, an excuse to draw some of Pacthesis's characters.
Red: Rosa from Tears of Themis
Orange: MC1 from Mystic Messenger
Yellow: Evelyn from Number Days
Green: Sucrette/Candy from Corazón de Melón/ My Candy Love
Turquoise: Tara from Star Days
Blue: Alice from Ikemen Revolution
Violet: Ai from Memory Days
Magenta: Sheep MC from Obey Me!
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maramirror11 · 9 months
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I'm practicing expressions, and this moment from last MOTH episode was perfect for that. I wonder what Darling's trigger to stop everything.
Mak's behavior? Probably he hasn't appear at home for days or was barely present.
The fact that they have a GOD trapped and is just a matter of time to be punished?
Or their conscience? Because they are becoming a new version of Mazzel.
At least those are my headcanons/theories.
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maramirror11 · 10 months
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Since GBA fandom is here, have some drawings inspired by the guy who mades funny voices on the internet and casually makes ppl cry. (From the newest to the oldest)
SPOILER WARNING
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maramirror11 · 11 months
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Her outfit is so pretty✨️, I like how her magic powers has roses🌹 💕
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maramirror11 · 11 months
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I remember this drawing I made long ago. Re drawing something helps me whenever I feel like my art doesn't get better.
Sometimes they look similar despite being from different years. Not everyone has the same journey when you make any form of art.
So just have fun! 🫶🏻
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