no matter how much better i get, not matter how much work i put in to feel better, i always end up back here
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i simply can’t
like i just won’t anymore
i’m so done trying. i’ve been trying for so long.
it feels like some sick joke, i try and try but i will always go back to normal because i think i’m afraid of change.
the only thing i can do consistently is hurt myself, and i can’t even do it well.
sorry for being so depressing lmao
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relapsed today
idk if it’s a happy or a sad feeling.
hopefully i lose some weight and learn how to cvt d33per
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i need to relapse so bad like worse than ever before
i need to be unrecognizable by january 1st
i want to suffer and i want to hurt
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I think about hurting myself so much I have dreams about it
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TW! ⚠️
This blog will entail ed, sh, and suicide. If that isn’t for you, please block dont report! My accounts have been termed 3 times :( This account is my only safe space, so I just beg that ya’ll don’t take it away from me.
I don’t want to encourage or promote this behavior, in fact i hope you are able to crawl out of this depressing hell-hole-pit of your life and never open tumblr again. In the meantime i guess let’s be silly
<3
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