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mabessbabe · 19 days

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you pried the fingers of

my delicate baby hands open

not to sweetly kiss the palms this time

but to rip the dandelion like

innocent trust from my grasp

and replace it with fear.

- words i wish i could tell my father

- mabessbabe

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mabessbabe · 19 days

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there are weeping tears

slipping down my cheeks

but no, no they aren’t for me

yet for my mother.

i grieve the times

i spewed hateful words

and loathsome thoughts

out of my mouth

just to see the hurt look

on her face.

she was a mere child

raising another the best

she could and i hated

her for it.

forgive me, i understand now

-mabessbabe

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mabessbabe · 19 days

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my father and I share the same habit

of looking to the stars for answers at night.

tonight i whisper “i don’t think you’re a good person” to the moon as a message for him.

the moon gives my fathers response to me.

“and are you ? “

no i’m too much like you for that

- mabessbabe

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mabessbabe · 19 days

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if i change will i be more digestible for love ? will you swallow me whole with admiration or will you chew chew chew until i’m unrecognizable. spit me out and confess. -mabessbabe

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mabessbabe · 19 days

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there’s a me size dent in this mattress

that won’t go away.

I lay in bed till i’m looking up if i can

get muscle atrophy

from being so depressed

I lay in bed until I my body feels

as though i’ve fought a war a real one not just the one In my brain

I lay in bed until my headache is so large

I can barely fathom thinking

I lay in bed till my vision is blurry from

staring at my phone or maybe tears I don’t know anymore

I lay in this bed until …. until

there’s a me size dent in this mattress

that won’t go away.

there’s a me size whole in my brain

that won’t come back.

- mabessbabe

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mabessbabe · 23 days

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One day I woke up, In a different room

in a different house.

I woke to my alarm, and not to the sound of my sister snoring through her own.

I used to fight with her to see myself in the bathroom mirror, and now I can’t bear to look at all because she’s not next to me brushing her teeth.

I no longer argue over where the brush is, who gets the last of the milk for breakfast,

or who gets to sit in the front seat of the car on the way to school.

I wish we could play in the backyard again, sing silly songs when we’re supposed to be sleeping, and argue over everything one last time.

I guess I never fathomed

that I wouldn’t be growing up with her forever.

- mabessbabe

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mabessbabe · 4 months

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i hate like the overall physical feeling of depression ? like hollow but so fucking heavy.

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mabessbabe · 4 months

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why do i feel so guilty for my brain lacking chemicals. why do i feel so guilty for being this way. guilty guilty guilty. guilty for good moments. guilty for bad days. guilty for hobbies that make me feel somewhat okay. guilty for pushing people away. guilty for an illness that cannot be cured. guilty guilty guilty.

#depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #anxitey #ed not ed sheeran #depressing quotes #anxi4ty #ed disorder

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mabessbabe · 1 year

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camila dunne i will avenge you

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mabessbabe · 1 year

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me going to Elvis (2022) me leaving Elvis (2022)

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mabessbabe · 1 year

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are you gay

no super homophobic actually/j

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mabessbabe · 1 year

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aubrey when chloe backed up beca's idea to sing modern songs

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mabessbabe · 1 year

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Warsan Shire, from “Midnight in the Foreign Food Aisle”, Bless the Daughter Raised by a Voice in Her Head

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mabessbabe · 1 year

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DEAR ZOE | FILM REVIEW

Dear Zoe (2022) ★★

Drama, 94 mins

Director: Gren Walls

Cast: Sadie Sink, Jessica Capshaw, Vivien lyra Blair, Theo Rossi, Kweku Collins ect.

Summary : Dealing with grief from her younger sisters passing, Tess enlists the help of her father, who’s from the other side of the train tracks, and a young juvenile boy

Review: Honesty, I had high hopes going into this movie considering I knew that there would be three amazing women leads, but I just don’t think the writing did this story the justice it deserved.

On the brighter side, the actors/actresses really put their heart and soul into these roles the best way that they could. I really felt for Tess in the way of grieving but just not in a way that would ever be helpful. I grieve for Emily in the way that she was a glass child no one was ever paying her any attention unless she literally begged for it. And lastly Elly she definitely delt with things in not so good ways either, but no one deserves to lose one child and then immediately lose touch with one that’s still alive. In all seriousness the plot was good they just had $10 to pull it off and it did not work out in their favor.

#dear zoe #sadie sink #jessica capshaw #vivien lyra blair #tess #movie recommendation #movie review #blog #movie blog

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mabessbabe · 2 years

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HEAVENLY CREATURES| FILM REVIEW

Heavenly Creatures ( 1994) ★★★

Drama/Fantasy, 109 minutes

Director: Peter Jackson

Cast: Melanie Lynskey, Kate Winslet, Sarah Peirse, Diana Kent, and more.

Summary: A rich teenager by the name of Juliet soon moves to Christchurch, New Zealand with the rest of her family. Where she then becomes friends with the shy and weird Pauline through their love of creating fantasy. This fantasy soon becomes escapism and delusion through a co-dependent, obsessive relationship. When worry is brought up by the girls’ respective parents, they make a plan to get rid of all things in the path of their being together.

Review: This movie creates so much empathy for these two characters it’s almost weird that I didn’t even give a second thought to what they did at the end. This film is about growing up, first love, and obsession that comes with that first love but to an extreme.

The intense female friendship is like a budding growth of warmth in your chest when you first watch it. These two love each other in their own world and the world they have escaped, and trauma bonded themselves to. Although some may agree with this just two girls being obsessive, I personally agree that they were in love with each other. This just wasn’t the time where spaces for lesbians or really women at all existed. The two actresses blew this out of the park for their introduction to the film world, and they both continue to do so today.

#heavenly creatures #kate winslet #melanie lynskey #juliet hume #pauline parker #comingofage #movie review #film review #movie blog #obsession #first love

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mabessbabe · 2 years

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TITANIC| FILM REVIEW

Titanic (1997) ★ ★ ★ ★ ★

Romance/Drama, 194 minutes

Director: James Cameron

Cast: Leonardo Dicaprio, Kate Winslet, Billy Zane, Gloria Stuart, Kathy Bates, and more

Summary: When exploring the ocean in hopes of finding treasure from Titanic’s Victims, Brock Lovett hears the tale of romance and terror from Rose DeWitt Bukater, one of the victims to survive that terrifying night. Rose recounts from the time she steps out of that sleek black cookie cutter car all the way through to the Titanic’s departing death, and all the while falling in love with someone who did not happen to be the man she was engaged to.

CONTAINS SPOILERS:

Review: This movie absolutely sparked an absolute passion in me very young. Honestly, I know way more about this movie and the actual event way more than anyone probably should.

The amount of passion that Rose and Jack have for each other is exhilarating. Rose wanted to die, and Jack wanted to live. Jack died for Rose and Rose lived for Jack. The amount of romance and action causes severe emotions to erupt from the soul. The mixture of bitter happiness and quiet but loud sorrow the last half of this movie causes is insane. There’s joy for surviving, but profound sadness looking back at what rose had overcome. and it would kill me if I didn’t say something funny, so at the ripe old age of 8 rose was the solid deal in my realizing I was a lesbian.

Qoute: Jack: "Where to, Miss?" Rose: "To the stars."

#titanic #jack dawson #rose dewitt bukater #rose dawson #movie blog #movie review #movie recommendation

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