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leveller-75 · 1 year

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Thank you soso much for including my work!! Ur an angel ❤️

Harry Styles Fic Recs Pt.5

Angst

tiktok prank gone wrong (@avatar-anna)

What are you doing, NYE? pt 2 (@cakestan)

College!harry pt 2 (@shroombloomm)

Stunt (@missmielyhoran)

Hunger (@avatar-anna)

Better man (@a-strange-familiar)

Everything I want (@tbslharry222)

Scott Street (@tbslharry222)

one last time (@glitteredrry)

untitled (@harrysfolklore)

fuck buddies (@haileybeehappy)

About a breakup (@tbslharry222)

looking back (@shroombloomm)

ghost of you (@glitteredrry)

needing you (@smilesstyless)

Strike (@missmielyhoran)

baby, its cold outside (@havethetimeofyourstyles)

heartbreak (@alonetimelover)

green's her favorite, h (@meetevieinthehallway)

three's company (@writingsfromhome)

shitty friend groups (@tbslharry222)

Fluff

Date night (@watchmegetobsessed)

Biggest Fan (@starkeylvr)

The Only Exception (@avatar-anna)

College!harry (@missluckycharms)

Vanity fair (@voguescapes)

Harry Styles talking about his girlfriend for 16 minutes video (@astranva)

This Christmas (@leveller-75)

Bachelorette Party (@missmielyhoran)

Little Lad (@harrysmimi)

Dear Harry (@watchmegetobsessed)

Biscuit Foundations (@twostepstyless)

knight in shining armour (@fetusharryluvr)

his favorite princess (@twostepstyless)

made a friend today? (@chaoticloving)

that's my apron (@glitteredrry)

2022 comes to an end (@astranva)

christmas cookies (@jarofstyles)

sleepy (@mulledcherrywine)

agree to disagree *@pleasingforharry)

untitled (@avatar-anna)

a midnight kiss (@gucciwins)

Smut

untitled (@smilesstyless)

paparazzi catches you thigh riding harry on a yacht (@watermelonlovershigh)

menage a trois (@timotheechlamett)

curious girl (@permanentcross)

Series

Love on Tour: The Documentary (@finelinevogue)

The Another One Universe (@watchmegetobsessed)

#harry fic rec

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leveller-75 · 1 year

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Not Allowed | M.H

A/N: Hi! Im back (finally). This ones been in my drafts for a while so i thought why not post it now, i want to say that i do not own the song Not Allowed by TV Girl. I also want to say that this is purely fiction and made up so please bare in mind that somethings may not be similar to real life events. Thank you for being so patient ! x

WORD COUNT: 1.4K

WARNINGS: angst, toxic relationship

SUMMARY: You open up to your therapist about your's and matty's toxic relationship.

MASTERLIST

Here I am once again. Therapy. Not the place I want to be, but I know it will help me in the long run. I cautiously open the door trying to let all my anxiety flow out of my body. I create small conversation with the woman behind the counter as she lets my therapist Ben know I have arrived. I take a seat in the waiting room, as I look around the familiar setting I get lost in my thoughts, before I know it I'm getting called in for my session.

“So, how's it been with you and Matty recently, anything changed?” my therapists asks

“God how should I begin this...” I let out a huge sigh as I place my head in my hands trying to gather all the key information

“I remember last session you were saying how it started when you were with him” he states, as I lift my head up suddenly remembering everything I spilled last session.

“Yes! Yes, oh my god how could I forget” I let out a nervous laugh as I go on to explain “I mean when you go out you always see couples dancing together, drinking together just having a good time doing what couples do, but he never took me out to dance and to have a good time... I guess hes playing with my head in a way” I quickly stop myself “Sorry I'm rambling...”

“No worries at all, that’s what I'm here for” he quickly writes everything I said down into his notebook. God how can people write that fast. He then looks at me “Did he ever make you cry?”

/Flashback/

I was sat on the sofa at home watching tv waiting for Matty to come home after a long day of working in the studio. I heard the front door creek open as I peek over my shoulder to see Matty taking his coat and shoes off and just shoving them on the floor. “Thats not like him to do that” I mutter to myself. I grab the tv remote pausing the tv, walking over to him I could see visible anger on his face. Something must have happened at the studio. I place my hand softly on his back as I slowly rub it up and down

“You okay? You seem a bit down...” I quietly say not wanting him to lash out on me

“Mhm” he responds bluntly, shoving my hand off him as he walks to the living room slumping down on the sofa with his head in his hands. I slowly follow him sitting on the sofa opposite.

“Do you wanna talk about it, it's okay if you don’t" I say with a slight smile on my face trying to comfort him in a way.

“Talk about what. I told u I was fine, nothing's happened. I have nothing to talk about at all.” he responds quite aggressively. “Sorry I didn-” I start to reply until he rudely interrupts me “LISTEN TO ME. Go do what you do best, go out for a walk, go to a café, GOD just leave this house I can’t stand your pity any longer. I told you I'm fine leave it at that. I don’t want to speak to you right now, please just leave”. My eyes start to fill with tears as I quickly wipe the ones that escape from my cheek, standing up from the sofa with shaky hands I make my way to the storage cupboard to get my shoes as I grab the spare key and quickly evacuate. I hear faint bangs and things getting smashed as I leave the house, walking further and further away. The more I walk the more tears start to fall down my face. Although this wasn’t the first time he’s done this, it never gets easier watching him get so angry with me so fast for no reason.

/Real Life/

“Uh, not often but sometimes yeah...” I lie not wanting to explain how many times Mattys made me cry for no reason, I start playing with my hands waiting for my therapist to say something

“I can tell your lying by the way you're playing around with your hands but i guess this whole situation is different cause you love him, and it will be hard to get out of a relationship like this” he states “I know u may not like this but it's your turn now. Make your own decisions, you can choose how u want your life to be like in the future. Don’t let a man ruin it for you, now tell me when you first started to notice Mattys change of heart towards your relationship.”

“When our relationship first started it was like heaven, I really thought id be with him forever he was so loving and determined to keep our relationship blooming and strong but after a few months he just slowly started giving up and I felt him slipping away”

/Flashback/

“Hey darling, how's your day been” he asks me giving me a peck on the forehead.

“It's been stressful, but it's all done now so I can finally relax” I say with a small sigh as he comes behind me and starts to massage my back giving small kisses here and there.

“I’m gonna book us a table in the best restaurant I can find, and I'll pay for everything. My treat” I laugh at his way of explaining the restaurant, but I agree to the offer.

*Time Skip*

Matty had informed me that he might be a few minutes late, so I decided to make my own way to the restaurant.

I had been waiting for almost an hour now, the feeling I knew all too well started to grow more and more as I begin nervously picking at my nails frantically looking around the room to see if I could spot his face in the crowd of people. Everyone looked so happy, laughing and joking around with one another. Then there was me. The girl who got stood up by her own boyfriend.

I called his phone several times. No answer. Tears started welling up my eyes slowly beginning to blur my vision. Quickly wiping the tears away, I left the restaurant feeling every emotion possible, making my way back home.

As soon as I arrive home I see a silhouette of a male laying on the sofa that immediately shot up after hearing the door shut. His face drop’s as he realised he’s messed up once again.

“God, darling I'm so sorry. I've been really stressed at the studio recently and I-” he rambles trying to pity me

“It’s fine matty, just leave it. Your wasting your tongue with your lame excuses and lies.” I reply bluntly as I make a quick exit to the bedroom.

Shotting myself down onto the bed like a ragdoll, I shove my face into the pillow and let out all the tears that have been held in my eyes like prisoners in jail cells.

“God im so stupid” I let all my emotions out as I slowly drift off into deep sleep.

/Real Life/

“Obviously I started to suspect he doesn’t intend on doing anything he says at all but I was too scared to speak up about it” I finish explaining what happened on the “date” night, slowly lifting my head up to try and read my therapists face for a reaction. A soft alarm goes off as I let out an unexpected sigh.

“Our sessions over for now, it was lovely having you here again. Thank you for trusting me, im really seeing an improvement from our first session up to now, so keep it up. Please remember you can always send me a message anytime and I can try to help virtually but if you would like to book another appointment let the receptionist know. Go relax, run yourself a hot bath. I hope to see you again soon” My therapist sends me a quick smile. Whispering a quiet thank you, I leave the room and make my way to the car checking my phone to see a message from Matty

Matty:

Hi darling, I couldn’t bring myself to do this in person and I know its cowardly of me to do this over text but I think its best if we took a break. You need some time to heal and so do I. I've came to the conclusion that I've been a really fuckin' shitty boyfriend these past few months and you deserve better. I hope we’re still friends and I hope you don’t mind me saying this one last time but, I love you and wish you the best x

Read 3:06pm.

Thank you for reading! Please like and reblog, it means the world. My requests are currently open and I have more fics coming out very soon so keep an eye out for them <3

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leveller-75 · 1 year

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I AM FUCKING HYPERVENTILATING

#harry styles #harry styles instagram #marry me #litch dying rn #why did you delete the post harry x #DROOOLINGG #love u harry #harrystyles #harry styles imagine #harry styles x reader

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leveller-75 · 1 year

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hi hi hi everyone!! i’ve had the worst writers block ever recently butttt i can gladly say i’ve finished up two matty healy oneshots and another harry styles oneshot!! They will all be coming some time soon so keep an eye out for them 👀 I am currently also in the making of a sam fender oneshot and i am literally obsessed and so excited to finish it up and share with u all x

Stay safe and healthy, love you all so much thank you for being so patient! x

#harry styles imagine #harry styles x reader #matty healy imagine #matty healy x reader #sam fender imagines #sam fender x reader #oneshots #leveller-75

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This Christmas | H.S

A/N: quite a short one as I wrote this at like 4am but oh well x

WORD COUNT: 880

SUMMARY: Harry loves to spoil his wife and child, especially when it comes to Christmas.

layout inspired by @/watchmegetobsessed

MASTERLIST

“But wherever they go, and whatever happens to them on the way, in that enchanted place on the top of the Forest a little boy and his Bear will always be playing” Harry reads softly sending Ivy to sleep. You lean against the door frame with a slight smile on your face as you watch your husband place a soft kiss on your daughter's forehead, turning her lamp off. He slowly walks away from her bed hoping to not wake her as he presses a faint kiss to your cheek and lightly grabs your hand walking you to the living room.

“I’m quite sad this ends tomorrow” he murmurs, looking down at the two ‘magic’ elves you guys place around the house for your daughter to find in the morning.

“Maybe we can finally have a good sleep then,” you say teasing harry, laughing slightly at Harry's reaction.

“Yeah right.”

Although he would never admit it, he’s a sucker for Christmas and making sure everything is perfect. For the past 24 days, he’s set up the elves every night before going to bed just to sit and wonder if they are still in the same position he left them in and haven’t fallen. You both start setting up the two magic elves to make them sit on top of a huge present, holding a letter assigned to Ivy. Even though you wrote the letter it still warms your heart to see her get so excited over something so small. Smiling at your work, you stand up and turn the tree lights off along with the living room lights.

“Come on m’love, let's get you to bed,” Harry says, as he wraps his arm around your waist, walking to your bedroom

As soon as your head hit the pillow you were in deep sleep and probably onto your second dream of the night. The same goes for harry, as his light snores fill the room. Next thing you know you feel something bouncing on top of you both. Rubbing your eyes, you open them slowly letting them adjust to the light, seeing a small silhouette you immediately know it's Ivy.

Noticing them both waking up,

“Can we pleasee go open presents now!” Ivy quickly suggests as you hear harry mumble a reply.

“Give us five minutes lovie then you can go open all the presents you want”

Not even two minutes had passed before she asked again, you slightly sigh, still not fully awake, as you force yourself out of bed feeling Harry do the same. You see Ivy run out of your bedroom in the direction of the living room. You hear a loud gasp followed by “OMG SANTA’S CAME AND LEFT ME SO MANY PRESENTS”. You and harry both look at each other as he places a soft kiss on your lips, both making your way downstairs to see Ivy reading the note from the elves.

Seeing a slight disappointment on her face when she realizes they are leaving, she quickly gets distracted by the massive present they left behind for her followed by a huge pile of presents from Santa. You looked over to harry to see him smirking, knowing he had gone overboard and gotten too many presents per usual but after all it’s christmas.

You and harry both place yourselves on the settee, hearing a gasp every minute or so when Ivy opens her presents. Harry takes a few pictures on a polaroid camera, placing them in his pocket and saving them for memories. Harry then grabs a present from behind the settee and hands it over to you.

Carefully opening it, you immediately get greeted by multiple pictures of you and harry when you first met all the way up to your wedding and a note

‘From the first glimpse I had of you, I knew I had to marry you, and that's exactly what I did. I’m forever grateful to have you and our beautiful daughter in my life. Thank you for always believing in me and cheering me on from the crowd. I can’t wait to see what the future holds for our little family. Forever and always, your H x’

Tears start forming in your eyes as harry pulls you in for a hug.

“Check the bottom of the box” he whispered into your ears, pulling away from the hug

Hesitantly, you get to the bottom of the box to see the jewelry set you have always wanted. Quickly going in for another hug you whisper a quick thank you as you pass harry his gift. His head shoots up after opening his present. His old notebook he had lost that held all his lyrics and song ideas’ along with so many memories. The day he lost that notebook he was devastated. From the day you found that notebook you knew it was the best present you could get him this christmas.

“I know it's not a lot but I thought you would appreciate it..”You slightly become nervous as to what he thinks of it.

“How did you get this?! It’s the best present I could have ever wished for. Thank you so much”

“With a bit of help from Santa of course,” you smirk

“Merry christmas m’love”

“Merry christmas H”

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