thank you all for your kind words. it really warmed my heart during these cold days. it means so much to be kind and respectful and just friendly to each other. it can make your whole day, it can make your whole world. it costs nothing but can mean everything

i put an update to the playlist and i will send you another playlist link with everything collected so far soon. so here are just new songs included. hope you all are well and may sleep peacefully. always remember you are loved. you will never be the sideshow but always the main act. don't forget that. welcome to leech world

Sorry you all for not being present. I try to get to your messages in spring but probably I will forget some. I’m sorry. Hope you all are well

I‘m moving to an old monastery between the woods and the mountains now. So I’m on the road and packing. You know, someone got to keep the dungeon going there. Will be me soon, my angels dear

Be blessed and enjoy your day and night and week. The mandrakes have overcome the winter and spring will make them rejoice soon

I did an interview earlier this year, but I messed it up because of all the time spent on the road. Totally missed the deadline while being young, wild and free for all eternity. So here it is. Countryside is nympho pride

What does photography mean to you?

Photography means everything to me. Photography helped me find myself. Through photography, I learned to approach this world in my own way. I learned to deal with being, to deal with living and passing.

What is the most significant theme of your photography?

I guess it’s the countryside. Rural living has defined my life for as long as I can think. How I relate to the countryside is significant for what I do. How the countryside has shaped me. Whether I want it or not. The forest, the fields, the hinterland. I’m an old romantic when it comes to these things. It's a lot about projection. I deal with landscape, with upbringing and domestic life, but it’s equally about identity and existence in the end. When I talk about the forest, it's not just about trees, but also about loneliness, belonging and the human experience.

What are you most inspired to shoot?

My everyday life and surroundings.

Are there things that scare you photographically?

To let the light shine in is not that easy. I am afraid of loss, and sometimes I don’t know if the camera helps with that or if photography makes everything worse. Photographs have this unique memory quality, and I'm glad about that. At the end of the day, I'm always happy to get an image because what I photograph is dear to me. But with that comes a distinct vulnerability as well. I'm afraid for what is depicted. The more I can grasp it, the more fragile it becomes. That scares me to a point where it can be petrifying. Nostalgia is both a blessing and a curse.

What are you working on at the moment?

On my life, I guess. Sometimes the best thing you can do for your art is just to live. And I write a lot and want to travel more.

Soeren Baptism's work revolves around concepts and reference points such as landscape, longing and motivation, domesticity and rurality, social habitus and growing up, queerness in the hinterland, as well as the uncanny flip side of all these things. This includes experiences of marginalization, discrimination and exclusion - directly related to rural areas and a working class habitus. The work shows an interest in the social dimension of the land and the forest in their identity-forming significance - especially when it comes to queerness and social outsiders. What is the countryside doing to its people? Soeren Baptism deals with the countryside. With its beauty and its tragic. With its rot and its magic.

The lawn was like pasture and the incense was like rush. Soccer made him shower but soap was meant for us. Tender car trunk days

countryside is nympho pride

several people have asked me so I'm writing a small text here

have you ever felt that the countryside is where you belong?

that the trees and the woods make your heart beat harder, that the sun kissed grass and the mellow meadows make your blood rush faster?

but have you also experienced that these are the places where you underwent hate, where you were excluded, where you were denied your right to be?

do you know that distinct feeling, that special kind of place, you crave so much but fear the same way? that peculiar place you need, although you it makes your life much tougher?

i am writing this text in a hurry because the night is calling, and the river needs my tongue to sleep, but think about it. When the countryside is part of our identity, why should we suffer for who we are?

If we are country, why do we have to adapt to survive? If we are country, we can be anything. We don't need to live a life of restrictions. that is not what nature has intended for us, and we are nothing but nature's touch. just the way we are and not any other way

it doesn't matter if you are a nympho, if you are a banshee or if you a wild willow woman. Even a mountain mushroom man. we are not alone and we all are connected by roots. all the lonely souls, all the queer farmers out there, all the dew pearl princesses

lets embrace what makes us special. we are blessed by the woods. not to hide but to shine. Respect and be, because we are born free

if the forest, the fields and the river and creeks are your identity, that's something nobody can deny. Countryside is more than meets the eye and we all have moonchild hearts and we are tough like tree trunks thousand times

share and share your message

Oh no, it is rain again. And we get to be left homeless..! And eventhough we can't call kakuma refugee camp a home, but we still can't do without the temporary shelters that we possess at the moment.

It has rained and we've lost them all, what shall we do. Whoever gets to see this or even hear about this, please share, support, please know that even a comment makes a difference. And u can, please donate to save a life/soul in kakuma refugee camp...

Below is our fundraiser. Thanks..!

https://gofund.me/b1c1b666

updated the playlist. sorry i was gone so long. hit the road hard and then the flue got me... i had my first fever dream since more then a decade ago. sometimes that boy comes up when i sleep. someone long gone from your life, who is anything but good. why do bad boys make dreams so saccharine? have to get into a professional mode again. as a mistress, i'm there for the people. but i keep my personal distance and that is good to keep. you all take care of yourself and have some good old days. the crows are hazy and i need a hot bath for now

a flower doesn't need to be tiny. you can be big and also be a star because a big flower is beautiful and the scent is everything

what are your thoughts on trans people

Trans persons are born as divine beings on earthly soil. They bring divinity into human society, but unfortunately often have to face discrimination and exclusion because many people do not understand when the divine is in front of their eyes, just as it once was for Jesus. Without them, our world would be lost and no spark of hope would walk in our midst. For trans persons embody transcendence, and they will lead us into the light when we as a society finally learn to listen to them, just as Jesus once did

I believe Jesus was non-binary and that believe fulfills me with power

I want to have sex like an angel does

i want to create a sex positive strip and burlesque space one day exclusively for witches and people involved into the wiccan scene. with my werewolves and warlocks on the pole and earth magic happening in private session. Completely feminist and queer positive, of course. Demand is high, but supply is missing. We have to fill that market niche

To shit. Obviously.

"Straight men are so unbalanced because they don’t embrace their hole. You cannot go to heaven if you won’t enter the gate"

not even any judgment, i think that's cool and funny but you are deranged. also, could you elaborate?

Why do you think God gave a hole to all alike? We are not made to fight but to love

why are you cool. stop it

Straight men are so unbalanced because they don’t embrace their hole. You cannot go to heaven if you won’t enter the gate

Hey! Cool art you have here!! 😁 Do you have plans to exhibit your work at any upcoming fairs or shows?

Thank you my dear for your kind words. Be blessed. You know as a mistress it’s hard to make it in the arts and I don’t really care. I mostly do my own thing and be like „whatever“. This is my life - it’s what you call art. If someone offers me a possibility, I won’t deny it. I’m a whore to score you know. But whatever. Life happens. Make the most of it

Countryside is nympho pride

playlist of your local mistress from the countryside. the moon obeys the mistress because the mistress is resistless. werewolf friendly space. what is the countryside doing to its people?

regularly updated. get into the daily mistress life. pray for the woods

the countryside is ours. it's nympho pride

What's your opinion on life? (hope you have a beautiful night/day)

Never give up because you shine, even if you can't see it yet. You know glowing in the dark and fluorescence and that shit