I changed my mind actually I don’t want a romance I want to move into an apartment in the city with all of my best friends

for the love of green eggs and ham will somebody /please/ just love me romantically before I lose my mind

for the love of green eggs and ham will somebody /please/ just love me romantically before I lose my mind

”He who oppresses the poor to increase his riches,

And he who gives to the rich, will surely come to poverty.“ ‭‭

Proverbs‬ ‭22‬:‭16‬ ‭NKJV‬‬ https://bible.com/bible/114/pro.22.16.NKJV

just gonna leave this here ^

every so often I remember I have a tumblr account and I come back here to scream into the void without consequences. It’s kinda therapeutic. Reminds me of journaling but with the slight possibility that someone else will see my journal and sympathize with me.

it’s nice.

you ever read a book that is so irritating that you have to sigh and go “fine I’ll do it myself”

listen I genuinely do not care if authors want to write spicy books or if people want to read them. I love a good book as much as the next person, I just hate spice. it would be great if they could make it DAMN CLEAR that there’s spice in the book bc I absolutely hate getting halfway through a book, finding out it’s got spice and then leaving and not getting to finish the book and see how it ends. I came here for the plot, not the romance, that was just a fun side plot. Please warn me that your books have spice, it will save me a lot of time and energy and anger when I realize I can’t finish the book now.

listen. Sometimes everything just sucks and there’s nothing you can do about it. And sometimes it’s hard not to be upset when stuff sucks. What you need to do when that happens is go get yourself a little treat and sit in a place that’s comfortable, and rest. My personal favorite is a white chocolate raspberry ice cream cone, and I go sit in my car to eat it. But yours can be anything. A cup of coffee outside in the sun. Some tea curled up on the couch. Hot chocolate, a cookie, a soda, whatever your comfort food is. Get yourself a treat and go rest for a minute. The problems will still be there when you get back, but this way you can handle them with fresh eyes and a calm heart.

People have been doing this for so long that there’s actually a record of it in the Bible. In the book of First Kings, the prophet Elijah goes out into the wilderness and becomes so overwhelmed that he asks God to let him die. Instead God says “hey, buddy, I know it’s hard right now, but have a little snack and take a nap. You’ll feel better afterwards.” And so Elijah does what God says, and it gives him the strength to keep going.

sometimes we’re like Elijah, and things can get really hard for us. but sometimes all you need is a snack and some rest, and you’ll realize that you’re able to handle whatever bad things come your way.

For reference: 1 Kings 19:4-8, New King James Version.

this applies to ghosts too. I see so many “influencers” going into haunted buildings and just screwing around like if I died and was just minding my own in the afterlife and some teenage punks came into my house and asked me a bunch of stupid questions, I’d get pissed off after awhile too. And y’all wonder why the ghosts are “evil” buddy they’re not. (Maybe some are but I’m inclined to believe the only evil ghosts are the ghosts that were evil when they were alive.) but like they’re not malicious just to be mean, you come into their house and disrupt them!! And for what?? A tiktok? A clickbait YouTube video where you panic at every little noise and the ghosts just ignore you because you’re annoying?? Leave the ghosts alone man. Or if you absolutely HAVE to talk to one at least be nice about it. you’re a guest in their haunted house. Act like it.

ok like imagine being scared of a mummy. A MUMMY. like they’re literally just some guy. Granted if a mummy is moving that implies that they’re undead, but like, still. They’re literally a person and have no special powers or anything. You could probably push them over and run away. You could also probably befriend a mummy. There’d be a language barrier but you could try at least. Who decided mummies should be scary they’re literally just people? Like I can see why you’d be scared of a mummy if you encountered one in their own tomb, but to be fair, if they’re mad at you and curse you that’s YOUR fault. What were you doing in their house?? 🤨 like seriously just respect the mummies and they’ll leave you alone.

ok like imagine being scared of a mummy. A MUMMY. like they’re literally just some guy. Granted if a mummy is moving that implies that they’re undead, but like, still. They’re literally a person and have no special powers or anything. You could probably push them over and run away. You could also probably befriend a mummy. There’d be a language barrier but you could try at least. Who decided mummies should be scary they’re literally just people? Like I can see why you’d be scared of a mummy if you encountered one in their own tomb, but to be fair, if they’re mad at you and curse you that’s YOUR fault. What were you doing in their house?? 🤨 like seriously just respect the mummies and they’ll leave you alone.

for the past few days, my neighbors have had their sprinkler on, to water their front yard. All day. Today they had it on since about 8:30 this morning when we left for church, and it’s still on now. normally I wouldn’t be bothered by this, except we live in the desert in Arizona. They’re watering three stringy weeds, the gravel in their front yard, and half the asphalt of the road in front of their house. Do I tell them it’s on and see if they forgot about it? Why is the sprinkler even necessary they have no lawn to water 🙄

I would like to add that I have never actually been diagnosed with synesthesia, and I really only see colors when I hear music. And that one day when I was fourteen and trying to explain how I heard music to my mom, she looked at me and said “that’s how people on drugs talk” which prompted me to do some actual research to prove I wasn’t going crazy. 😅

Synesthesia

So I think I’m ✨ slightly ✨ synesthetic, but only when it comes to music. For as long as I can remember, I always compared certain songs to colors, and never thought anything of it. But today I have been trying to find a transposed version of a song that I heard over social media. And it is driving me crazy, because I would describe the original as a warm, dull red, and the transposed version as a navy blue. And as I’m YouTubing this song I have to stop myself from typing “the blue version” in the search bar, because that’s how I think of it. 😭 anyways after extensive research I’m pretty sure the remix/transposed version of the song I’m looking for only exists as an Instagram audio and I won’t actually be able to listen to “the blue version.” 😅

Synesthesia

So I think I’m ✨ slightly ✨ synesthetic, but only when it comes to music. For as long as I can remember, I always compared certain songs to colors, and never thought anything of it. But today I have been trying to find a transposed version of a song that I heard over social media. And it is driving me crazy, because I would describe the original as a warm, dull red, and the transposed version as a navy blue. And as I’m YouTubing this song I have to stop myself from typing “the blue version” in the search bar, because that’s how I think of it. 😭 anyways after extensive research I’m pretty sure the remix/transposed version of the song I’m looking for only exists as an Instagram audio and I won’t actually be able to listen to “the blue version.” 😅

I know it’s an ad but it’s such a cute bird 😭

Controversial opinion:

I just watched The Breakfast Club and I hated it. I’ve seen so many posts on other apps talking about how great of a movie it is, and even my mom said I should watch it, but I hated it. Mainly because of the character Claire. I know the whole point of the movie was about broken people bonding with other broken people, but the fact that Claire ended up liking and actively choosing to hang out with a boy who both verbally and physically abused her just irritates me to no end. I can’t even fully explain why, either, it just feels so wrong to me. Yes, they sort of bonded over how broken they both were, but he was clearly bad for her, he was mean and made her cry several times throughout the film and still, she ended up with him in the end. It doesn’t sit right with me.