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landhoehoehoe Ā· 1 year
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Can someone please tell me where I can find the Arthur clips from Abu Dhabi?? šŸ˜©
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landhoehoehoe Ā· 1 year
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There goes my favorite Prema duoā€¦. Depression is going to hit hard when thereā€˜s no Dennis or Arthur in the videos anymore šŸ«”
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landhoehoehoe Ā· 1 year
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Soooo now that itā€˜s all over let the depression begin šŸ«¶šŸ»
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landhoehoehoe Ā· 1 year
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Oh yeah theyā€™re definitely the Hitech F2 lineup for next year, this photo is all I need as confirmation lmao
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landhoehoehoe Ā· 1 year
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I just don't understand why would Jehan stay in f2 for a 4th year, seems a bit unproductive and expensive.
Lmao it is too expensive but I mean if he can come up with the money somehow & if he still wants to do F2, Iā€˜m not saying anything against that.
However I think he should try something different bc heā€˜s clearly not the favored RB Junior for a position at Alphatauri šŸ¤·šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø
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landhoehoehoe Ā· 1 year
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WHY DO I GET SAD F1 NEWS EVERY DAY THAT I WAKE UP ITā€˜S NOT FAIR F U STEINER
Like sorry to my Logan girlies on here but I am manifesting Mick to Williams nowšŸ¤·šŸ¼ā€ā™€ļø
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landhoehoehoe Ā· 1 year
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Work in Progress - Episode 1
Hello my loves and welcome to this new project of mine!šŸ«¶šŸ»
Here I will be giving you some insights on finished stories: how I came up with certain ideas, the meanings behind song recs and titles etc.
I hope my train of thought is interesting for you :)
Episode 1: "The Line" Series - Logan Sargeant
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Title:
The title was the last thing I added when the story was already finished and I knew I was going to split it into 3 parts. Since I suck at coming up with titles I wanted to do something creative where the 3 titles have a continuous theme kind of like the ā€žYouā€œ series with Dennis Hauger.Ā 
Now I was on the search for a connecting theme and the only thing I could come up with was a line since I kept thinking about a finish line bc Logan and y/n are both racing drivers.Ā 
So what can you do with a line? Cross it.
Whether itā€˜s the finish line in a race or the line between being friends and lovers/ the line between a friendship and a relationship.
But before you cross that line, it usually gets a bit blurry until you donā€˜t know what side youā€˜re on anymore. Thatā€˜s what happens in Part 1 (blur the line): the line between them gets increasingly blurry as they grow closer.
Ultimately in Part 2 (across the line), Ā the inevitable happens and they cross the line: The morning after their drunk night, they are across the line, but they have not made it yet. It is not: When you're across the line the race is over. No, it is: When you're across the line, everything gets harder (bc I'm a dramatic writer lol)
Once youā€˜ve crossed the line thereā€˜s no turning back. You can't exactly go back to just being friends, and the future is very fucking scary, especially when you're two young, up and coming F2 drivers.
Itā€˜s all or nothing so Logan puts it all on the line (Part 3) when he finally confronts y/n in Spa.Ā 
Storyline / Plot ideas / Process of Writing:
At first you must know that I primarily started writing this fic bc someone requested a Logan fic. It was literally never my plan to write such a huge Logan story but it kind of evolved on its own šŸ˜‚
ā€žKeep talking, y/n. Iā€˜m listening.ā€œ // ā€žAt least he listens to me when I talk.ā€œ
Ā I started with a ā€žpromptā€œ I saw on TikTok where a girl was counting down things guys do that are attractive and this was one of them: Listening to you when you think nobody's listening.
Originally this fic was supposed to be way shorter than it turned out to be and I thought Iā€™d only be writing that one scene (of them in the restaurant) + maybe a scene before and after that.Ā 
Idk if you noticed but I like adding little things like taglines and callbacks, so I added the "See you when I overtake you" in the beginning and wanted to kind of make it Logan and y/n's thing.
They also make 2 deals in the story:
The first deal is made in part 2, where they kiss for the first time to determine Logan's drunk talent. It sparks their relationship/ makes them cross the line and kicks off their relationship as lovers.
The second deal is made at the very end of part 3, where they decide to forgive each other for their wrong doings. This deal also sort of kicks off their relationship, but in a healthy, communicative way. It resolves the last issues between them.
Then there are little things like the special coffee blend, the champagne scene, drunk Dennis etc. I can't really explain where they came from. They only came along as I was writing and I went with the flow and my imagination :)
Onto the crash in part 3. I feel like I have to explain it a bit further bc I feel like I cannot for the life of me describe/ come up with realistic crashes. This crash was 100% inspired by/ copied from the collision of Hamilton and Alonso at Spa I think it was, where Hamilton's whole rear end of the car went up in the air. Maybe this helps your imagination a little bit šŸ˜…
Song recs:
Song recs, my favorite part of writing stories lol
To be honest with you, I wrote almost the whole thing listening to "The Monster" over and over again, but the other songs fit the vibe of the parts better.
Part 1: blur the line
Electric Love - BƘRNS
This song is the definition of young, easy love for me. It's so upbeat and makes you feel like nothing can go wrong. It's the excitement of falling in love, the feeling of your heart beating faster whenever you see that one specific person. This is exactly what Part 1 is all about: pure fluff and crushing on each other šŸ„°
Part 2: across the line
High For This - The Weeknd
Who writes better songs to set the mood for smut than The Weeknd??? The build of tension, the chorus, the lyrics, everything just fits so well ugh šŸ˜« No further explanation needed tbh
The Monster - Eminem feat. Rihanna
Literally none of the message of the song has anything to do with this story I guess, I just like the way it makes me think of a couple kind of singing to each other. Crisis, drama, tension, uneasiness.
Also look at this phrase in the song: "Well that's not fair."
- Both Y/n and Logan have a moment where they've probably thought: That's not fair.
For y/n it was directly after their night together where Logan asks her to forget about it. For Logan it was at breakfast when y/n tells Dennis that Logan's not her type. They're both disappointed in the other and don't think it's fair that they're being treated that way but they don't realize how much they've hurt the other.
Part 3: all on the line
The Heart Wants What It Wants - Selena Gomez
Logan and y/n in this story are the DEFINITION of "the heart wants what it wants"! This is also almost all part 3 is about: That they're trying to go against their hearts, trying to do the rational thing and move on.... but their hearts won't stop beating for the other ;)
Also this is a very modern fairytale... at least kind of... these two kids get a happy ending lol šŸ¤­
Pictures of You - The Last Goodnight
Again, the message of this song doesn't technically fit with the story but I like this song a lot and it's just such an "ending the story" kind of song for me? Like, good vibes, everything has turned out good?
This song is also talking about pictures a lot (I know, in a different sense but still, pictures are pictures), and I can only imagine how many pictures were made when Logan and y/n kissed on the track in the end :)
Also just imagine them staring at each other, then they crash into each other as the chorus starts, oml
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I guess in the end this whole story was simply all about letting yourself fall in love. About taking the risk of following your heart. šŸ«¶šŸ»
I hope you liked the story and this very first episode of Work in Progress :)
Episode 2 will hopefully be all about how the "You" series (Dennis Hauger) was created, I'll see you guys soon and stay healthyā¤ļø
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landhoehoehoe Ā· 1 year
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I mean we all saw it coming but can we PLEASE KNOW WHERE JAK AND ARTHUR ARE GOING I CANā€˜T TAKE IT MUCH LONGER
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landhoehoehoe Ā· 1 year
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The predicted line up next year (supposedly from inside sources) is Fredrick Vesti and Ollie Bearman in f2 for Prema, Jak Crawford to F2 Hitech, Arthur Leclerc to F2 Dams and Dennis and Jehan to MP x
Okay well I clearly have not been keeping up to datešŸ«£
Someone please let me know if there are any more news lol!!!
Also fuck a normal breakupā€¦.a Prema breakup is way worse šŸ„²šŸ„²šŸ„²
Out of all the F2/3 boys we started the season with we might only get one of them in future Prema videos Iā€˜m gonna cry šŸ« 
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landhoehoehoe Ā· 1 year
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HI!!! HELLO!!! I HAVENT BEEN THAT ACTIVE ON TUMBLR LATELY SO I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO TELL U HOW GOOD THE LOGAN FIC IS SO HERE'S MY MF THOUGHTSā€¼ļø
omg. ok. first of all. the way you write logan??? it's so good???? i cant remember which scene but the one where he laughs and like smacks his hand to his chest? YES. YES YES YES. HE DOES THAT AND ITS SUCH A SMALL DETAIL IM SO HAPPY YOU PICKED IT UP AND PUT IN I LITERALLY SAW IT AND WENT "OMG SHE PAYS ATTENTION TO LITTLE SHIT YESSSšŸ˜­šŸ„¹"
also just like the way you write him is so. like. idk how to explain it. for some people on here when they write stories about drivers ur like "yeah this is fantasy this will never happen." BUT I READ YOUR STORY AND WAS LIKE "THIS FEELS REAL. I FEEL LIKE I'M RECALLING LAST NIGHT AS IM IN LOGANS BED." ITS SO GOOD AND REALISTIC. omg you just write so good and it makes me so happy and šŸ„¹šŸ„¹šŸ„¹ i hope you're doing amazing because that story was actually so fucking good i love part two with all of my fucking heart. also i think at one point logan drops a little like "pretty girl" in there andā€” lord have mercy. i went feral bc he 10000% would call you pretty girl and i secretly have a little soft spot for it so the fact that you just kinda put that in there i wanted to just diešŸ„¹šŸ„¹
LITERALLY THINK UR SO COOL AND I LOVE U SO MUCHšŸ™šŸ¼šŸ„¹ HOPE UR DOING WELL!!!!!šŸ«¶šŸ¼šŸ«¶šŸ¼šŸ«¶šŸ¼šŸ«¶šŸ¼šŸ«¶šŸ¼
also dennis left prema and i'm crying šŸ˜
Hello my love, I am so sorry for not answering your ask sooner, but just know you made my heart SOB!!!!
LITERALLY, this is one of the best asks I've ever gotten and I cannot tell you how happy it made me! Was reading this with the biggest smile on my face šŸ˜«šŸ«¶šŸ»
Lmao I guess the little things like the smacking his hand to his chest were put in there naturally bc I have like a degree in binging Prema videos by now... after a while you get a pretty good idea of how the drivers react to certain things šŸ˜…šŸ„°
I love love love and appreciate that you find my writing realistic bc it's always one of my top priorities that my fics are as realistic as possible but sometimes I read them and think wtf have you done lol
And OHHHH YESS, I 100% agree, I can definitely hear him saying "pretty girl" with his American accent and all :)
I love you too and hope I can make you as happy with my fics as you made me with your ask again soonšŸ«¶šŸ»
And girlll: stay strong, we're all crying bc of Dennis :(
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landhoehoehoe Ā· 1 year
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Didn't they move Ollie to Prema cause Dennis is going to MP?
That could be the case/ would be the logical explanation but my gut feeling is just somehow telling me that Prema is not gonna have Ollie and Jehan be teammatesā€¦ ? Maybe Jak or Arthur are going to take Jehanā€˜s place? Who knows šŸ«£
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landhoehoehoe Ā· 1 year
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Daruvala doesnā€™t want prema, he is switching to mp, funny enough, he will be teammate with hauger again
Oh really? Where did you get that information from?
Ngl if thatā€˜s true it would be kind of funny BUTā€¦. where does that leave Clem?
God, I hate end of season in the feeder series šŸ„²
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landhoehoehoe Ā· 1 year
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Idk why but seeing that Premaā€˜s switching Ollie to F2 makes me believe they wonā€˜t continue with Jehanā€¦ I really donā€˜t know what makes me think that but I just canā€˜t imagine them being teammates?
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landhoehoehoe Ā· 1 year
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OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!
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landhoehoehoe Ā· 1 year
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Can someone tell me if they actually scrapped the Juri episode? Lmaoooo šŸ’€
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landhoehoehoe Ā· 1 year
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I just realized Iā€˜m going to have to switch the drivers in my Masterlist/ Request list at the end of the season and Iā€˜m not ready to know where I have to put Arthur šŸ„²šŸ„²šŸ’€
Likeā€¦ Iā€˜m happy for Dino and Paul that theyā€˜re getting into F3 but not at the cost of the F3 Prema boys switching teams :(
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landhoehoehoe Ā· 1 year
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all on the line - Logan Sargeant
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I can't believe I am actually finishing a multiple part story right here ahhhhšŸ«£ Hope you enjoyed this story as much as I struggled writing it šŸ«¶šŸ»
Side note: This is the part I hate the most out of the three parts lol
Part 1, Part 2
Song recs:
The Heart Wants What It Wants - Selena Gomez
Pictures of You - The Last Goodnight (for the part where they're in Spa)
Warnings: crash, idk what else
Logan Sargeant x reader; A crash makes him realize where his priorities lie
The French Grand Prix came by way too fast.Ā 
You spent the weeks in-between burying yourself in work and sim racing to take your mind off that night with Logan.Ā 
How could he have been so caring and loving and then a few hours later be a completely different person?Ā 
Then again youā€™d basically wanted to flee his room the second youā€™d woken up.Ā 
Maybe youā€™d sent the wrong signal.Ā 
Maybe you should have just stayed in his arms and given in to the comforting feeling he evoked inside of you. But you knew that you couldnā€™t.Ā 
A relationship with another driver would be under constant scrutiny and criticism by the public.
Even though you felt Loganā€™s gaze on you on multiple occasions while walking through the paddock and giving interviews, you did your best to ignore and avoid him.Ā 
Thankfully Dennis had understood pretty fast that Logan was not a fun topic for you to talk about so the Norwegian didnā€™t bring him up anymore and even shielded you off from Logan whenever you needed to hide from the Carlin driver behind Dennisā€™ back.Ā 
Only at the race start did it get tricky to avoid Logan: you were starting in the same row as him on the grid.Ā 
Naturally you were nervous when you walked to your car on the grid, already spotting Loganā€™s blue race suit in the crowd of mechanics and engineers.Ā 
When you reached your car, you turned your back to Logan, hoping he hadnā€™t noticed you yet.Ā 
Slowly you pulled your race suit up all the way, forcing yourself to put your whole focus on the race lying ahead of you.
While waiting for the race to start, you engaged into conversations with your engineer and manager to seem as busy as possible, but your tactic didnā€™t work for long.Ā 
ā€œY/n!ā€, he called out and you could hear his steps behind you.Ā 
You took a deep breath, bracing yourself for the interaction with Logan before you turned around, trying to smile like you werenā€™t still thinking about his fingers inside of you.Ā 
ā€œHey.ā€, he smiled at you, and you hated your heart for liking his stupid smile so much.
ā€œHey.ā€, you replied, not necessarily wanting to engage in a conversation with him.Ā 
ā€œSo uhā€¦you nervous?ā€, he looked at you so innocentlyā€¦ the complete opposite of how heā€™d stared at you when heā€™d towered above you.Ā 
Get your thoughts straight!
You shook your head slightly, cursing yourself for still thinking of that night.
ā€œListenā€¦. I canā€™t do this. Not now, not here, not ever.ā€, you suddenly burst out, avoiding looking into his eyes.Ā 
ā€œWhat do you mean?ā€, he furrowed his brows.Ā 
ā€œThis!ā€, you gestured between the two of you, a trace of desperation in your voice.Ā 
ā€œYouā€™ve made it pretty clear that this was a one time thing and Iā€™m totally okay with that, butā€¦I canā€™t pretend like that night meant nothing to me either. Soā€¦ I think itā€™s best if we put some distance between us for a while.ā€, you poured out your heart, being careful not to draw the attention of the cameras to you and Logan.Ā 
ā€œBut y/n, I-ā€œ
ā€œLogan! We need you here, mate!ā€, someone called behind him, interrupting him.Ā 
He checked over his shoulder to see that his race engineer was calling him.
ā€œLook, I know we had fun together, but I can forget about this if you can.ā€, you offered, shrugging at his helpless look.Ā 
He opened his mouth to say something, but then his shoulders slumped in defeat.Ā 
ā€œOkay, whatever..ā€, he turned around and walked away without looking at you again. What the hell was that?Ā 
Was Logan seriously pissed at you for not wanting to get your feelings hurt?Ā 
You rolled your eyes: You definitely had to forget about him. Quick!
When you sat in your car, waiting to push down on the throttle, you allowed yourself a short glance over to where Logan sat in the car next to you.Ā 
His gaze was set on the lights ahead of you, completely focussed on the race now. You closed your eyes, gathering your thoughts.Ā 
If he could move on like that, you could, too.Ā 
ā€œIā€™ll see you when I overtake you..ā€, you whispered to yourself, not wanting to break Loganā€™s and your tradition.Ā 
As soon as the lights turned off, adrenaline rushed through your body, heightening your senses.Ā 
You pushed into the first corner, keeping an eye out for your opponents behind and in front of you, and managed to slip in front of Logan. ā€œPourchaire point 4 seconds in front, keep pushing. Pace is good.ā€, you got the information from your race engineer and banned Logan from your mind, but that didnā€™t last for long, because soon enough the blue Carlin car was back in your mirrors.Ā 
ā€œSargeant gaining: gap now point 2 seconds, go defend.ā€
You didnā€™t have to be told twice: There was no way in hell you would let him pass.Ā 
So you defended your position, shutting the door on him more than once in the first few laps. Somehow you managed to stay ahead of him on the DRS straight, but soon enough he was attacking again: this time more aggressive, leaving less space between the two of your cars.Ā 
It annoyed you to say the least.Ā 
When he finally got past you, you cursed into the radio.Ā 
ā€œKeep your head down, still a long way to go.ā€, your race engineer instructed, directing your focus on Doohan, who now crept up behind you.
A few laps later you got the chance to overtake Logan again, because youā€™d managed your tyres better than Logan had and he was losing pace.Ā 
You knew the move would be risky, going around on the outside in a particularly steep corner, but you only had one more lap of the race left to overtake.Ā 
Your heart beat fast when you pulled out behind him and pushed down on the throttle, watching him through your mirrors.Ā 
It almost worked perfectly: you went for the overtake and were about to cheer about gaining the position.Ā 
And thatā€™s when it happened: Logan steered towards the outside line, wanting to shut the door on you.Ā 
But heā€™d miscalculated.Ā 
Your car was already too far in front, so your inner rear tyre got catapulted over his front tyre.
You couldnā€™t fathom the situation as you felt the rear end of the car lift off the ground.Ā 
Time seemed to have stopped.Ā 
It appeared to you as if the accident was happening in slow-motion: you saw that Logan somehow managed to keep his car on the track, then you realized you had to let go of your steering wheel to prevent any hand injuries.Ā 
And suddenly everything happened within the blink of an eye: time resumed.Ā 
Your car landed back down on the ground, sliding sideways over the track and directly towards a barrier.Ā 
With fear in your eyes, you prayed youā€™d be okay when you saw the barrier coming closer at a sickening speed.Ā 
You closed your eyes, bracing yourself for whatever was about to come.
Then came the impact: Your head got flung to the left and right, hitting your chassis harshly.Ā 
When you opened your eyes again, all you could see was dust and a piece of the broken barrier youā€™d crashed into on top of your halo.Ā 
You groaned, trying to comprehend what had happened.Ā 
Your head felt like a hoard of elephants had trampled all over it.Ā 
ā€œY/n? Are you ok?ā€, only then did you realize someone was speaking to you.Ā 
ā€œPlease confirm, are you ok?ā€, the worried voice repeated.Ā 
It was your race engineer.Ā 
ā€œYeahā€¦.Iā€™m ok. Hit.ā€¦my headā€¦ā€, you replied, breathing heavily.Ā 
Then suddenly the barrier was lifted off of your halo, letting in some sunlight into your cockpit again. ā€œY/n!ā€, someone screamed at you, the voice sounded familiar.Ā 
ā€œY/n! Are you okay? Please say something! Y/n!ā€, panic filled the voice.Ā 
Slowly you managed to tilt your head slightly upwards to look at the person standing in front of your car. Ā 
ā€œLoganā€¦ā€, you groaned lowly, your voice weak.
He reached down into your cockpit to free you of your seatbelts.Ā 
ā€œY/n!ā€, he shouted again, but it sounded blurry, like he was far, far away.Ā 
Your eyes fell closed again from the exhaustion.
ā€œHurry! She needs help!ā€, Logan turned his head away from you to scream at someone else.Ā 
ā€œHelp her!ā€, he exclaimed, fear and desperation in his voice now.Ā 
Moments later there were multiple voices around you, all talking nervously, some of them speaking to you, but you couldnā€™t comprehend what they were saying.Ā 
All you could do was try and keep your eyes open, willing yourself to stay strong now.
Then suddenly hands reached into the car to help you climb out.Ā 
Still feeling a bit wobbly, you were thankful for the help.Ā 
You needed to get out of this car and show your team that you were okay.Ā 
When your feet touched the ground, it was the weirdest feeling: like it was your first time standing on solid ground.Ā 
The voices around you were still talking frantically, you could hear people clapping somewhere in the distance and the commentator saying something in French.Ā 
An arm wrapped around your waist firmly and your arm was slung around someoneā€™s shoulder to support you as you walked to the ambulance that was already waiting for you.Ā 
When you turned to look at the person, you frowned.Ā 
ā€œLogan?ā€
You could still see the fear in his eyes.Ā 
ā€œEverythingā€™s going to be okay. I promise.ā€, he whispered, slowly guiding you across the track.Ā 
ā€œThe race..ā€, your voice sounded dry and hoarse.
ā€œIt doesnā€™t matter. What matters is that you are okay. Iā€™m so sorry, y/n.ā€
Later, when everyone knew that you would be okay and that you were on the way to the hospital for some checkups, Logan still had to give his interview for F2, which he wasnā€™t particularly looking forward to.Ā 
Because he knew what their questions were going to be about.Ā 
But he didnā€™t want to relive the crash.
Ā Not now, not ever again.
Ā It had been one of the worst experiences of his life: the fear of losing you, those moments when he saw you sitting in your car, not moving.Ā 
ā€œLogan, hi. What a day itā€™s been. The crash with y/n was a close one, but thankfully both of you could walk away without any serious injuries.ā€
Logan only nodded, his muscles tensing at your name falling from the interviewerā€™s mouth.Ā 
ā€œTell us, Logan, you could have continued the race since your car didnā€™t take any damage, but you chose to help y/n instead. What was going through your mind at that time?ā€
Loganā€™s jaw clenched and he took a deep breath to come off as composed as possible.Ā 
ā€œTo be honest, the second I saw her crash into the barrier I didnā€™t really care about my race anymore. In moments like these where someoneā€™s in danger, scoring points becomes irrelevant. Iā€™m just glad sheā€™s okay and Iā€™m so sorry to my team and to Prema of course.ā€, he answered, thankful for the media training heā€™d had.Ā 
ā€œAs weā€™ve seen in the past few races of the season, you and y/n have gotten along particularly wellā€¦ do you think this crash will have any effects on the relationship the two of you have built?ā€
What a shitty question.Ā 
Logan wanted to throw his microphone at the interviewerā€™s head.Ā 
Somehow he managed to refrain from it, instead gripping the microphone tighter.Ā 
ā€œAccidents can happen in motorsport, itā€™s a dangerous sport. But I know this crash was my fault and of course I take full responsibility for what happened. I can only hope y/n can forgive me.ā€
ā€œThank you, Logan. We wish y/n a speedy recovery and hope to see her in the paddock again come the next race.ā€
Logan put on a fake smile, like heā€™d actually enjoyed the interview, but all he wanted to do was throw up.Ā 
He felt sick to his stomach when he returned to the Carlin garage.Ā 
The crash was his fault. Solely his fault.Ā 
And the worst part about it was that he could have continued the race.Ā 
He could have kept racing without even the slightest injury or damage.Ā 
But you were in the hospital because of his mistake, his fuck-up.Ā 
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ā€œThere she is, y/n y/l/n, finally returning for her first race after the horrific crash at Paul Ricard! Y/n, how are you feeling today? Excited to get back into the car?ā€, the interviewer was standing in front of you on the race track, next to where your car was being set up for the upcoming race in Spa.Ā 
Well, how did you feel?Ā 
Nervous, hella anxious, but also more than excited to feel the adrenaline rush of racing again.Ā 
However, you legs still felt shaky whenever you thought of the crash.Ā 
You smiled into the camera and tried to come across as confident as possible.Ā 
ā€œIā€™m feeling more than ready to get back into the fight for points. Iā€™ve used this past month to focus on myself entirely, on getting fitter each day to come back stronger than before. So now Iā€™m really looking forward to racing again.ā€, even though you knew half of what youā€™d just said was a lie, you still said it with so much conviction that everyone would have to believe you.Ā 
ā€œThank you very much, good luck out there!ā€, the reporter left you alone again and you felt yourself relaxing as the cameras moved further away from you.Ā 
ā€œHey.ā€, someone suddenly tapped your shoulder from behind.Ā 
Immediately you tensed back up again.Ā 
ā€œLoganā€¦.hi..ā€, you didnā€™t know what to say.Ā 
He hadnā€™t talked to you since the crash in France and youā€™d been way too busy with recovering to spare him a thought. However, the countless apology cards heā€™d sent you didnā€™t go unnoticed either.Ā 
He looked at you with such an intensity that your stomach filled with butterflies instantly.
ā€œCan we talk?ā€, he checked around himself to make sure no camera was pointed at the two of you.Ā 
Your gaze went to the track to avoid him.Ā 
ā€œLoganā€¦now is really not the time, I-ā€œ
ā€œWhen is it then? You never talk to me anymore!ā€, he cut you off almost immediately, desperate for answers.Ā 
If the two of you werenā€™t public figures he probably would have raised his voice by now, but years of media training helped him keep his voice low.Ā 
ā€œI justā€¦..ā€, you looked up again and tried to defend yourself, but the words got caught in your throat. Fuck.Ā 
If youā€™d thought you were over him, you were just proven wrong.Ā 
You still wanted him.Ā 
ā€œTalk to me, y/n, pleaseā€¦ā€, Logan almost whispered, his eyes pleading you to finally open up.Ā 
You checked again if any cameras were lurking.Ā 
ā€œIt hurtā€¦ you know?ā€, you got lost in his eyes once again.
Logan pulled his eyebrows together in a frown.Ā 
ā€œIt hurt: You asking me to forget thatā€¦ that night.. ever happened.ā€, you elaborated and watched his eyes go wide.Ā 
Then he let his head fall back, facepalming himself.Ā 
ā€œIā€™m such a fucking idiot.ā€, he groaned, before he looked back down at you.Ā 
ā€œY/nā€¦.Iā€¦What I said back then was complete bullshit.ā€
You tilted your head at him in confusion.Ā 
ā€œYeahā€¦ I doubt that. You were pretty clear on the pretending-this-never-happened part.ā€, you closed your eyes at the painful memory, but only until his hand came under your chin to tilt it upwards.Ā 
ā€œY/n, listen to me when I tell you that that was the dumbest thing Iā€™ve ever said in my whole life.ā€
You gulped, not knowing what to say.Ā 
Was this heading in the direction you hoped it would?Ā 
ā€œIā€¦I know you said you can forget about that night, but Iā€¦.canā€™t.ā€, he trailed off, his eyes involuntarily wandering to your lips.Ā 
Both of you were now breathing heavy.Ā 
ā€œI only said that because I didnā€™t want to get hurt.ā€, you confessed, whispering because you suddenly realized how close his face was to yours.Ā 
A voice in the back of your head warned you to check for cameras again, but all you could focus on was the way Logan looked at you.Ā 
Like he wanted you just as desperately as you wanted him.
ā€œI want to kiss you so badly right now..ā€, he whispered back, swallowing as he realized what heā€™d just said.Ā 
You scanned his face: His lips, his dimples, his eyes, his nose, his brows.Ā 
This is what you wanted: Him.Ā 
So you decided not to think too much about it and finally take action.Ā 
Without saying another word your hands pulled him down to connect your lips, taking him by surprise.Ā 
It only took him a quick second before he sunk into the kiss though.Ā 
He let go of your chin to wrap his arms around your waist tightly while his tongue softly entered your mouth.Ā 
You held onto him even tighter if possible and pressed yourself against his chest.Ā 
This was it, you were so sure of it: the feeling of letting yourself fall in love.Ā 
When you tugged on his hair slightly he groaned and you could feel him smiling against your lips.Ā 
It was only until you heard loud cheering noises around you that you realized Logan and you werenā€™t the only two people on this planet.Ā 
As soon as the two of you broke up the kiss, a dozen cameras were swarming you.Ā 
ā€œDid everybody see that or am I hallucinating? Y/n Y/l/n and Logan Sargeant have just kissed on the track. I repeat: they have kissed on track, in front of everyone!ā€, the reporter almost shouted into her microphone, making sure absolutely everyone knew what had just happened.Ā 
You could only laugh in relief as Logan confidently grinned and wrapped an arm around you.Ā 
One look to the stands told you you werenā€™t the only one who was happy about the kiss.Ā 
Fans were standing up everywhere and cheering you on.Ā 
ā€œWellā€¦.looks like weā€™ve just gone public.. on our first day of datingā€¦ā€, you joked and Logan smirked, squeezing your waist.Ā 
He bent down to whisper into your ear.
ā€œDoesnā€™t mean I havenā€™t been in love with you for months now..ā€, he enjoyed watching your face go red within seconds.Ā 
Once again, you completely forgot about the cameras around you.Ā 
ā€œSeriously, y/n. Iā€™m so sorry for everything I put you through only because I was too stupid to realize how much you meant to me..ā€, he added in a low voice so that nobody else could hear him but you.Ā 
ā€œIā€™m sorry, too, Logan. For saying all those things even though they werenā€™t true.ā€, you replied in the same soft voice, causing a smile to creep onto his face.Ā 
ā€œIā€™ll forgive you if you forgive me, deal?ā€
You began smiling again.Ā 
ā€œDeal.ā€
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