maybe this is where i am going wrong

its hard sometimes though

when is it my turn for things to look up, just been left behind by people now they’ve got other priorities, how did it all end up so wrong, I am all alone while every one I have ever known seems so much better off and their lives are going amazingly well, whereas mine is just flat lined with nothing interesting happening. 

why can i not get anywhere when it comes to getting a job, no matter how many i apply for i get no response, these 5 months off uni are going to be a killer, i need something to fill my time :/ i miss having a routine 

when does this change

sick of not being good enough for people, they only want to know me when it suits them, regardless of how i am feeling. had enough just wish things would finally start going right for me. doubting that things will ever get better.

been loving getting lost within the harry potter books again! only a month and a bit has passed and already on the goblet of fire. loving getting lost in hogwarts 

when will things start going right 

why am i never good enough

why am I so bad at talking to people

when you want to talk to someone but worried you will annoy them

I feel like I spend too much time trying to please other people and instead I should put myself first for a change.....

feeling down

I really need to listen to this especially after today

had the worst day possible, I feel so stupid