hm. reacted viscerally to hearing secondhand potential toxic behavior with pointing out the pattern i recognize from unfortunate personal experience and when he didn’t seem to validate my opinion i immediately internally shut down and im now realizing part of my reaction to his reaction is def impacted by the shame and horror of my recent and ongoing unpacking of a long term relationship’s end and toxicity that i hadn’t been able to fully see like hm. the healing and reflecting and learning never ends does it
it really is insane how waking up early will grant you access to some of the most beautiful sights and sensations in the world that will make you want to live forever, but only if you overcome the gauntlet of a thousand razors that is getting out of bed early. truly one of life's little saw traps.
do not forget or refuse to include palestinian men. despite the genocide, they are kind. they are gentle. they are innocent lives who continue to give tender care even in the face of death.
palestinian men, women and children are facing genocide.
sometimes we are childish. sometimes we do something our 16 year old self would have done, think something our 11 year old self would have thought, cry like our 7 year old self would have cried. why is this so embarrassing? why does it make us feel such shame? when you’re 20, 30, 40, are you not also every age you’ve been before? do all of your previous incarnations not still live inside of you?
Sir your recent posts have a little too much of your unique humor and artistic skill in them. Please create some relatable viral content for me to consoom.
thinking about all times i went through something or had a pivotal or even a mundane experience in my life then read a book or watched a movie or listened to an album and was so pleasantly surprised at how much i could resonate (almost at an alarming level) and how comforted it made me feel. it's so lovely.......the timing of the universe and how it always offers you little pieces of art like books, movies, tv shows, songs and albums and slowly nudges it your way exactly when you need those things at a certain stage in your life, perhaps to make you understand your life and your experiences better and to sharpen the thoughts you already had, or clarify ones you didn't even know you had