yayy (:

ever since ive started - 127 pounds - ive dropped down to 120 (: . happy camper

asjl; ive had it

im on my time of the month which means a shitload of binging . gonna just consume liquids now lol .

water = 0 calories

slimfast drink = 1-something calories .. s:

fuck eating , id rather be skinny ..

how do you skip lunch when everyone stares at you . holy , i guess half a cup of brown rice will doo . i guess ""

but hey , im 120 now . (yay?) not really lol

my work out for today (:

so i only had a few minutes or so to actually work out at home . not having any equipment , i decided to just google / tumble some plans .

ran a flight of stairs 10 times with 8 pound boxing gloves on

p90x ab ripper

that little four minute workout thing .. haha

40 jumping jacks / 30 crunches / 20 squats / 10 push ups

100 jump ropes

another quick four minute workout

my thighs are actually sore from the squats $: i went so low when i wasn't supposed to aha . anywhooo i'm discovering more healthy food in my house !(: like the k cereal thing from kellogs , brown rice , 100 calories drink mixes etc etc .

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today i had

breakfast: a cup of nesquik cereal w/o milk & a glass of cold water

snack:nothing

lunch:a cup of paste with a bit of cheese and a bottle of water

snack: three pieces of spicy korean food and about a cup and a half of pasta .. s: haha and water ( hey im still working on it )

dinner:a cup of brown rice and squash and ice cold water

i've noticed i like to take it light in the morning yet the snack before dinner i completely go through with it as if it's another meal .. s: haha i should work on it . i should snack on almonds since i heard you can benefit from them better than pasta . i'm sticking through with the water . strictly water , last night i turned down a sugary drink and i didn't feel thaaaaaat bad .. lol . anyways im working out atm . ill talk about it after . tooodles  ~

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im kind of excited for this new "way" of eating :3 yet scared because at parties i might be tempted to drink a sugary drink or pig out on those little side dishes . i should make a little note on my mirror so when i wake up everyday it inspires me or something LOL . i remember having an eating disorder before but never realized it when my parents and sister mentioned it . i still dont even know what i had , but yeah . does it make me sound like a desperate ahem ahem if i say i liked my body back then when i had that disorder .. s: gaaaash whatever . ill start doing it the healthy way (:

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so this is my first post $: haha

today i had

breakfast: quaker weight control oatmeal with a teaspoon of honey & water

snack: a few sips of water

lunch: about a cup and a half of herb & garlic spaghetti & water

snack: one bite of pad thai noodles & a small bowl of fish

dinner: about two cups of baked pasta with cheese .. s:

asfjl; my breakfast to me is a good starting point . tomorrow i plan on having brown rice for lunch and for dinner probably 3-4 table spoons of white rice with some sort of meat ? im cutting out sugary drinks and drinking water with everything .. ): aha anyways got to do homework now tooodles ~