kinaesthetiqueer
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— Frank Bidart, from “Half-light: Collected Poems 1965-2016; ‘The Third Hour of the Night’", published c. 2017.
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guy who makes a spreadsheet to figure out if his crush likes him back
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“omg you’re so creative. how do you get your ideas” i hallucinate a single scene in the taco bell drive thru and then spend 13 months trying to write it
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was gonna tonight after class but class was bad and im still simmering from it so im. not gonna put that energy anywhere near anything i love, yknow?
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#hands off writing for at least 12 hrs#that ask came in riiiight before my group's presentation it was lucky#or at least i noticed it then. do asks have time stamps? hmmm#anyways might draw tonight.#kina rambles
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I CAN'T DECIDE SO I'LL ASK YOU
what was YOUR favorite part of that HUGE chapter?
*vibrates* uuuh oh fuck oh gods
to write or to read? for the payoff or for the future implications? planned or unplanned? hey get back here!!!!!
just kidding, you know I'm going to answer all of those
[chapter 19 spoilers below]
to write: weiss having that really gay thirsty moment @ yang. this toed the line between weiss being gay and weiss being a [vampire] but i think it was fun to play with the idea of repression and desire. definitely had some moments of being like damn this is gayer than i expected but still fun. the fight overall was fun to write but even moreso because i knew how the aftermath went. i was happy to write that first.
to read: i love weiss' emergency conversation with klein. i think her relationship with him is so interesting and when she needed to get away from the room, i had to think about what would she do? she was at a point where she needed to talk to someone. the idea of him having been someone she could go to on the DL and confide in feels right to me. i put waaaaay too much thought into a way for them to chat that skirted plausible deniability. as implied, weiss' everything is connected and monitored. more on that later
for the payoff: ashes to ashes to ashes! poor weiss, so fond of fine cuisine from the very beginning, no longer being able to taste anything she likes. someone pointed out in a comment that ive been leading up to that since the very beginning with the steak and lemon pie and that made me giggle so happily. food has been so important, one because i love cooking but also two because i knew where this was going the whole damn time
for the implications: the velvet/yatsu study sesh is me trying to find that natural rhythm that leads to velvet describing weiss as a close friend in after the fall. as im (un)healthily obsessed with the novels, i take a lot of vibes from them. there's a lot of future implications that i cannot fucking talk about with this scene, but it's fine. :)
planned: ugghhhhhh it's a toss up between the very beginning and the very end. the 'weiss doesn't know what to freak about about first' thru to 'tooth, that's a tooth, my tooth' and 'weiss screams herself awake' were some of the only pieces actually written when i finished 18. i love the cliffhanger a lot but i love weiss just waking up in absolute horror. ch 19 was a single page of those two bits and a few mini plot beats. which is why i thought it was gonna be short but lmao. longest chapter to date. I'd say weiss is trying fight nora for her queen of the castle status but they're gonna kiss [eventually], not fight.
unplanned: the fucking rage of weiss when she learned what jacques did. i did nooooot see that coming. that just spilled out of me. she was mad. i was mad. it just happened and it was a loose end that needed some closure. i wanted to hug her so bad because she's pissed but she's also aware it was a disproportionate response but also not but also scary. i want her to be mad about it
sorry this got cut abruptly bc i had to pay attention in class! but yeah, those are some of my favorites and that's definitely not all of them.
#kina answers#snowstorm vampire au#kina rambles#aaaaaaaaaaah i cannot shut up about this fucking fic lmao#it's always okay to send me questions btw 🥺💛
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IT'S SLOWLY SINKING IN THAT THIS IS NOT GOING TO BE THE LAST TIME I SEE NORA AND I AM FUCKING SCREAMING EXTERNALLY
BABY
YOU'RE MY
ANNGEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLL
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quick doodle representing me reading this week's comments even though i don't have the energy to respond yet
#kina rambles#💛💛💛💛#sorry im dealing with the Horrors rn but i see you and i appreciate you#every comment though whether it's keysmashing or screaming or theorizing or yelling makes my brain go brrrrrrrr#essay length fic comments are like?!?!?!!! the best chocolate cake or a good tiramisu#never expected but absolutely savored on the occasion that they happen#y'all absolutely fucking spoil me 😭🥺🤗 and i am very grateful#kina draws
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not to get talking about chapter 20 already but ive had that art done since SEPTEMBER. i pull it out occasionally to make sure i don't hate it and I actually still love it, so im glad for that!
i don't have 21's done... it's more of a comic than a single piece. we'll see how much school stuff i can do this weekend. i technically did want to draw something for 19 but it would have held the chapter up even more, so i might do it later?
anyway here's this morning's very messy sketch of the idea for 19. might make it a glowy gif? maybe. haven't messed with animation in csp yet!
#technically im a week behind postings 😮💨#but i have. a couple of finals due#so really i should have wrapped this up a while back but hey w/e#no gas leak means i can actually do school work#w/o passing out after work lmao#i wanna draw#kina rambles#snowstorm vampire au#kina draws
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i don't need to explain myself you all know what i'm talkin about
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LET THE SUFFERING BEGIN INTENSIFY
CHAPTER 19 IS UP
#whose suffering? weiss' or y'all's?#i'll let you get to the end of the chapter before expecting an answer#kina updates#snowstorm vampire au
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^ me, hitting leave on that fucking zoom meeting and sprinting for my laptop so i can upload the chapter
please imagine me bouncing around my house giggling like a hyena in my weiss hoodie because i just finished the chapter and i have time before work to go through a full edit
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12.2k
once i get out of this work meeting, it's SO over for y'all >:3
please imagine me bouncing around my house giggling like a hyena in my weiss hoodie because i just finished the chapter and i have time before work to go through a full edit
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please imagine me bouncing around my house giggling like a hyena in my weiss hoodie because i just finished the chapter and i have time before work to go through a full edit
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The devastating difference between how much time it takes to write something vs how fast people read it lol
#prepare yourselves for this 12k chapter that took me a week of feverish writing lol#kina found dead in a glue trap [this post]
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never gonna forgive these useless fucking group members for keeping me away from my gay ass vampire fic. what a fucking crime.
#i don't like to bitch about irl here but believe me no one is more pissed than me that this fucking#stupid ass group project#is getting in the way of the REAL important things#i hate carrying this fucking group oh my godssss#kina rambles
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also if you need an invite key, you can always ask a writer you know (like me!) or someone who has an account because they might have some invitations that they haven't used (if you have an account and you're not sure if you have any, you can find out by clicking my dashboard > profile > invitations)
About the AO3 "No Guest Comments for a while" warning
If you're not following any of AO3's social media accounts you might be in the dark as to what kind of "spam comments" have engendered this banner at the top of the site:
These spam comments have been posted about a great deal on the AO3 subreddit for the past couple of days. Initially they comprised a bunch of guest (logged out users) bot comments that insulted authors by suggesting they were using AI and not writing their own fics. Some examples, from the subreddit:
But it then escalated to outright graphic porn images and gifs being posted in comments, again by logged out 'Guest' accounts. Obviously, I'm not going to give examples of those, but between these two bot infestations, AO3 has clearly decided to act and has temporarily closed the ability to post comments for users who are not logged in with an AO3 account.
Unfortunately, this means that genuine readers who don't have an AO3 account won't be able to leave comments on fics that they enjoy.
If you are a genuine reader who doesn't yet have an AO3 account, I strongly suggest getting yourself on the waiting list for one. More and more AO3 authors are now locking their fics down to registered users only - either due to these bot comments or concerns about AI scraping their work - which means you're probably missing out on a lot of great stuff.
Hopefully guest commenting will be enabled again at some point soon, but I suggest not waiting until then. Get yourself on that list.
Wait times are going to be longer than usual at the moment, due to the current Wattpad purge [info on Fanlore | Wattpad subreddit thread], but if you're in line, then your invite will come through eventually.
Update: There's now a Megathread about this on the AO3 subreddit.
#kina rambles#psa#i have 7 invitations rn and im always eager to use them so feel free to slide into those dms
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OH WILL SHE EVER >:D
Unhinged Weiss is Best Weiss
Yo @kinaesthetiqueer, will Weiss suffer?? Will she have a horrible time???
I swear that she is my favorite character.
#SCREAMING AND YELLING AND SQUEALING#I LOVE HER SO FUCKING MUCH SHE LOOKS SO UNHINGED#TUMBLR NEVER GIVES ME NOTIFICATIONS#THAT'S IT IM GONNA FINISH 19 RIGHT NOW I SWEAR TONFUCKING GOD#aldhsksjskajdjakshskahsjs#rwby#snowstorm vampire au#weiss schnee
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