keepyourdemonsin
Damn Jones/
Author of Propitiation.
https://a.co/d/gbKAn7a
194 posts
Don't wanna be here? Send us removal request.
Last Seen Blogs
ejnherjar
ein
captainhookscabin
Captain Hook
toccoamade
ZIM ZAM GOD DAMN WE'RE THE AIRBORNE INFANTRY
revuewatts
Blog of Watts ?
Text
My favorite film.
There Will Be Blood (2007) dir. Paul Thomas Anderson
499 notes
·
View notes
Text
0 notes
Text
B.U.A.B.S.
Born under a bad sign
"Born to be buried alive"
Daddy gave Momma a ring,
A broken nose, and two black eyes
Fastest gun in the Midwest
But only ever aimed at his chest
They said, "Only Jesus can save him."
But He hasn't shown up yet
0 notes
Text
I am not sure if it's going to get better anymore.
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
“What do you do from morning to night?"
"I endure myself.”
― Emil Cioran
57 notes
·
View notes
Text
Fucked up and fancy free.
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
Anne Sexton, from a letter featured in Anne Sexton; A Self-Portrait In Letters
410 notes
·
View notes
Text
"Where do bad folks go when they die?"
I threw up in the sink again
Cleaning rotten teeth
Spitting into porcelain
God has made us
In this exact
Opposite image
Don't believe me,
Keep singing
Not for your supper
But that He won't
Let you suffer
Lake of Fire
Another alternative rock band
I Found on the internet
Find one song that burrows
On deep down in
I play it constantly
Much like these confessions
Don't believe them,
Keep praying
Not for others
But that He won't
Let you suffer
Lake of Fire
Three mental illnesses
Killing me softly
Death by a thousand
Traumatic thoughts
Saw my best friend die
For God's glory
Don't believe Him,
Keep breathing
Don't be afraid
Of questioning
Why we suffer
Lake of Fire
#spilled ink#writing#poetry#god#questioning#deconstruction#death#trauma#PTSD#major depressive disorder#general anxiety disorder#suffering
0 notes
Text
Just threw up while listening to "The Truth" by Jason Aldean. There's probably something poetic in that.
#jason aldean#music#spilled ink#spilled guts#poetic#don't try that in a small sink#country#uuuugggaarrruggghhaaahhhllll
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
1 note
·
View note
Text
Nameless, shameless, rearrange us.
I want to kill something beautiful
I want to not return God's many calls
I want the guilt of a hydrogen bomb three seconds over Nagasaki
I want to nail Christ back on a cross until he asks for forgiveness from me
I want to be an ocean no vessel returns from
I want to be a mistake that takes your life away
I want the guilt of Hitler three seconds before the bunker door is kicked in
I want to make God feel as lonely as I feel now
I want out of this world
I want in on the joke
I want an optimistic outlook
I want a goddamn reason to give a good goddamn
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
i wonder if the thought of me haunts you
the way the thought of you haunts me
23 notes
·
View notes
Text
Death March
I can't see for the pitch before me
Something much darker than the void
It orbits around my heart, the prodigal son
Self-fulfilling entropy, infinite teeth devour
Marrow siphoned from my bones like oil
Joy drawn from my soul with a holy syringe
In every conceivable way, I am dead
0 notes
Photo
Do my parents love me? Do they like me? Do we share the same rage for each other? Will I ever satisfy them, make them happy as I was supposed to?
When You Finish Saving The World (2023), dir. Jesse Eissenberg / Euphoria s2x05 / the sun and her flowers by rapi kaur / Lady Bird (2017), dir. Greta Gerwig / Least Favourite Only Child - Leanna Firestone / Fleabag s2x06 / Frank Kafka’s letter to his father / Geloy Conception / “Mama” from Home Is Not A Country by Sofia Elhillo / To The Bone (2019), dir. Marti Noxon
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
0 notes