Don’t Even Know Anymore.

✦ WHO: Keegan Allen. ✦ MENTIONS: @bellatroi​ ✦ STATUS: Not-Delivered.

|| He wrote this letter out of anger after finding out about Troian’s secret. Well,      I honestly need to write everything done of what I’m feeling right now because I don’t want to disrespect you but I have to let it out this way to feel or try to understand why you did it? It makes no sense at all why you did. No matter what you tell me or what excuses you give me, I won’t ever forgive you for this. For not telling me about my daughter, I missed her being born. I missed her first years that are so important as a parent.I am not able to ever get those years back because of you. A part of me hates you, you ruined something magical we had and I carried my child in my hands telling her that I’m her uncle when really she’s mine own flesh and blood. I do not believe you and I will ever be able to be the same after this. I don’t think you understand the kind of pain, I am feeling right now. My life is a mess because of this. So many things are running through my mind right now and I just need to get away from you. I’ll be there for my child whenever she needs me or whenever things are needed but I will not forgive you Troian for this ever. I’ll play peace for our child but ..... (not managing to finish the letter. Hides it in his notebook, shutting it hard.)

KeeganAllen: When The Pain No Longer Hurts That’s When You Become a Different Type of Monster.

[text from Tyler]: Hey man, how have you been?

[text] been almost good man. How about you? How’s things? @tyblackburnn

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Still can’t believe that I’m a father. #speechlesa

• Career: Songwriter for Horan’s Music School

• Gender: Male

• Interested in: Female

• Relationship Status: Single

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What's something you'd love to have in your life that you don't?

Even though, she really hurt me with keeping such a secret like my daughter away from me, she’s something that is missing in my life. @bellatroi

Is there anyone in town you have your eye on?

I did but things have changed unfortunately.

Are you going to push to be in your kid's life now?

Of course, I am. I deserve to be in her life especially since I have missed some of it.

Do you enjoy your job

I enjoy it a lot, it brings me happiness and joy.

[text] It could have been so easy to tell me Troian. You could have sent me a text if you didn’t want to tell me face to face. [text] How the hell was it complicated? I have missed so much of my daughters life Troian, that I won’t get back. @bellatroi

[text-Keegan] ARE YOU KIDDING ME? Troian. [text] How could you? Why?

[text]: I…I didn’t know what else to do.[text]: It’s a big story, Keegan…

@keeganxoallen

[text] To do what Troian? I want a explanation because I have missed months of my child’s life. [text] This hurts Troian, big time. @bellatroi

[text-Keegan] ARE YOU KIDDING ME? Troian. [text] How could you? Why?

[text]: I…I didn’t know what else to do.[text]: It’s a big story, Keegan…

@keeganxoallen

KeeganAllen: I can’t be. How? What?

KeeganAllen: We do need to catch for sure. It has been so long since we have done that. @tyblackburnn

KeeganAllen: I have been here for a while now too. I caught up with the girls until they told me that you were in town. I knew I needed to hit you up to catch up. @tyblackburnn

KeeganAllen: I have been here for a while now too. I caught up with the girls until they told me that you were in town. I knew I needed to hit you up to catch up. @tyblackburnn

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I can’t wait for tonight!!!

📝 Troian

“A girl needs her father.”

Keegan had been enjoying a nice dinner with Troian. Keegan truly missed hanging out and being around her.  "A girl needs her father." Keegan said, since he asked about her baby’s father, wondering why he was not part of her life. “I am sorry if I brought down the mood, I did not mean anything by it” he said, hoping he did not upset her with her comment. @bellatroi