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just-came-here-to-vent-blog · 5 years

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Four Seasons

Four seasons have come and gone.

You wasted no time moving on.

A tempest within you, you stormed out

and look how far along you are now.

All the promises I found in your eyes,

I see fall to the ground from gray skies.

And they paint me the saddest color

as I watch in pictures from afar,

a half of me betray the other.

Four seasons have come and gone

and this heartbreak rages on and on.

Every day seems to drag on longer

It gives me too much time to sit and ponder.

But separation helps me think less about you

until I find another way that life without you,

won’t ever be as beautiful as it once was,

as perfect as when we had us.

Is this what not letting go always does?

The spring rains never stopped for me.

And summer didn’t feel as hot to me.

Even in fall, the colors seemed grayed.

Every thread within me has become frayed.

And now that winter has slipped by,

has it been enough time?

To forget these memories that I’ve fought to keep alive.

If I let all those moments fade,

then what will bring warmth to my days?

Cause I have nothing left, apart from these embers.

Empty ashes of the afire love my heart remembers.

They’ll be lost to the cold following me around,

and I’ll give in to the emptiness hollowing me out.

I’m still waiting to see the light of a new dawn,

Even after four seasons have come and gone.

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just-came-here-to-vent-blog · 5 years

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Señor, perdóname…

Porque me diste una maravilla

Una mujer que llenó mi vida de alegría

Y tal vez a veces la di por hecho

Fui a creer que la tuve como derecho

Pero ¿cómo podría haberlo sabido?

Que mi paloma nunca volvería al nido

Que los vientos de la vida la llevarían

Adonde nuestro amor no alcanzaría

Y ahora anhelo recorrer atrás el tiempo

Quisiera recordarla de mis sentimientos

El amor que le tengo más grande que el cielo

Me dio tanto amor y lo eché a perder

Y ahora que su amor ya no es mío ¿qué he de hacer?

Si solo conozco sus besos

Que hoy me saben a lamentos

Si solo conozco sus brazos

Que hoy me empujan, el último rechazo

Y su memoria es como una nube gris

Que llueve sobre mí…

Quise rescatar lo que lo nuestro en un tiempo fue

Nadando en su desprecio, luché y luché

Pero al fin me ahogué

Hay un diluvio de recuerdos en mis pensamientos

La perdí a pesar de mis mejores intentos

¿Y como esperar en el mañana?

Si lo mejor de mí queda en el ayer

¿Cómo olvidar cuánto te amaba?

¿Cómo olvidar lo que podría ser?

Si aún te amo. Y mañana también te amaré…

-A

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just-came-here-to-vent-blog · 5 years

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/pillowtalk/

she lays next to me, and everything feels like it should.

it feels like it’s meant to be. baby, it feels so good.

she curls up into me and rests her head on my chest.

and, with every beat, my heart professed

it whispered in her ear, “i love you best.”

i hold her tighter as her legs shake,

aftershocks of the love we make.��

she looks up at me, right into my eyes.

stares right through me and tells me lies.

“i love you so much” -is your love only mine?

“don’t ever leave me” -i couldn’t leave you if i tried.

“you’re my other half” -but even i can’t make you whole.

“i’ll love you forever” ... and my forever is what she stole.

my fondest illusion turned out to be just that

an empty delusion that was never meant to last.

her lies tasted like the sweetest fruit,

but life has made me swallow the truth.

from her lips bloomed my hopes and dreams

but time does away with such ill-fated things.

her rose-colored promises have faded and withered

and now, even her sweetest words, have gone bitter.

-A

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