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junhanndee · 5 months
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summary: oc is friends with the girl of his dreams and after his friend tries to make a move, he takes her to his room and shows her what she’s been missing out on
parings: male pov x thicc! virgin! female reader
word count: 4,945
warnings: loss of virginity, creampie, oral (f. receiving)
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he couldn’t help the way his eyes always seem to drift to her. the way her soft, pink lips pursed and stretched to form words, smiles, and various other expressions that he always found endearing. even when she was angry, frustrated tears pooling at her waterline and threatening to spill over as her voice grew louder and her words were coming out choppy and stuttered, as if she was trying to get every thought out at once and her poor mouth struggled to keep up. she was even precious then.
everything about her was soft. nothing on her was sharp unless you counted her tongue and the occasional eyeliner wing she would wear. her soft doe eyes becoming sultry and siren like, suggesting that she knew all of your darkest desires and would make all of them come true.
even then softness seemed to be a quality of hers. he wanted to spend the rest of his life caressing the soft curves of her body.
he knew she wasn’t innocent. far from it actually. from the elfish upward turn of her lips, to the small giggles and loud laughs that would wrack her body when someone told a dirty joke was evidence of that. she was untouched though. no one had ever lain their hands on her body to make her feel as good as she could make herself feel; as good as he could make her feel. no one had ever settled their hands across the wide expanse of her hips or gripped the backs of her thighs to push her knees up to her chest while thrusting into her. he could only imagine what soft sounds he could force out of her by taking her like that. or the pretty faces she’d make as he grazed that one spot inside her that made her see stars.
it was hard for him to be around her. every time she leaned forward to say something to someone his eyes would wander towards the soft fullness of her chest. whenever she expressed any full body emotion her breasts would softly move with her. anytime he hugged her it was pure torture. it became a challenge for him to prevent her from feeling how hard he was, especially since his cock was always so firmly pressed against her tummy.
she was so small compared to him. although her body was quite vivacious in some areas, her size was incomparable to his. his broad shoulders and sharply defined planes of his chest and abs were complimented by the taut muscles that lay underneath his skin. he was everything she wasn’t and vice versa.
pressing her body to him made him feel safe for some reason. breathing in her scent made him feel even safer. he felt like a protector. her protector. anything she could ever need or want him to be: he was always there.
he wanted to tell her how he felt, but self-doubt always made him reconsider.
“what if she doesn’t like older guys?” she’s said multiple times that she does.
“what if she doesn’t feel the same?” both of your guys’ friends have been trying to set you two up for months.
it isn’t until he witnesses one of his best friends sidling up to her during one of their movie nights does he finally snap.
the movie nights weren’t uncommon, in fact, they happened every friday night at 8pm sharp and typically lasted until the last person fell asleep. it was almost always him and her who stayed awake the longest. whispering to each other how their weeks had been, what was happening in the movie (neither one of them knew. they had both stopped paying attention two movies ago.), and the funniest jokes or pick up lines they could think of. occasionally they made it a game to see who could stay quiet the longest, slipping an airpod into an ear and frantically dancing around the living room and kitchen in aims to get the other person to laugh and (accidentally) wake up the others.
this night was supposed to be no different. popcorn had been made, the first movie of the night had been queued up for its excited audience, and everyone had found their respective places in the living room and had settled in.
everyone except her.
she had texted early during the day to say she was going to be late for their weekly movie night and was met with the childish teasing and whining from their friends. after apologizing she had promised to bring ice cream to which she was promptly forgiven and told to take all the time she needed.
he knew she’d be frigid after whatever errands she was running. it was the beginning of december and she had a tendency to get cold in the middle of summer so he had prepared the works for her: fluffy socks, sweatpants, a t-shirt, and a hoodie (one of his. he liked seeing her in them just as much as she loved wearing them.). he had even gotten her a heated blanket as an early christmas present. call him whipped, but he can’t stand seeing his girl cold.
the beeps of the keypad on the door break him from his thoughts. whipping his head to the door as it opens he’s met with possibly the cutest sight he’s ever seen.
she’s cold. even through the thick layers of clothing bundled around her body and the beanie resting atop her head he can see how badly she’s shivering. her head and arms are covered with a light dusting of snow and her nose and cheeks are dusted with a light shade of pink.
“it started snowing!” she says with a smile lighting up her face as she starts to strip off her outer layers.
“oh really? i thought you were smuggling coke and got a little on you.” one of their friends says sarcastically
her demeanor doesn’t change for a second. “aren’t you excited?! it’s so pretty outside! if i wasn’t so cold i’d go make snow angels!”
he grins at that. after years of growing up and becoming an adult, her childlike innocence and fondness for the simple things never goes away.
he pushes himself out of his designated spot on the couch and swiftly walks to her side to help her shed off the rest of her layers.
“but you are cold, pretty. and you’re not going back outside until i’m sure you’re not gonna catch a cold from being out there already.” he says very matter-of-factly.
“okay. but i have one question for you.” she gestures him closer with the frantic flapping of her hand. intrigued at her behavior he leans down and brings his ear closer to her mouth only to be asked in her somewhat sing-songy voice, “do you wanna build a snowman?”
he leans away from her to get a good look at her face and notices that even though her expression is full of wonder and hopefulness, she is being totally serious with her request.
his laugh comes out more like a scoff, but he acquiesces, “of course i’ll build a snowman with you. but first, we’re getting you changed into some warmer clothes.”
“yay! thank you, thank you, thank you bub!” she exclaims as she throws her arms around him and gives him a small kiss on the cheek. as she scurries off to his room to go change he’s left standing there with his heart fluttering in his chest before he snaps himself out of it and goes to make her a cup of hot chocolate.
•••
this was not the sight he wanted to see.
after making her hot chocolate, he walked back to the living room fully expecting their usual seats on the couch to be empty. instead, he wanders in on his best friend with his girl in their seats. he’s way too close for his liking. her legs are slung over his lap and his arm around her lower back nearly make him drop the steaming mugs in his hand. the stupid fucking smile on his friend’s face while he looks at her with stars in his eyes. she doesn’t even realize the way people look at her. the way she brings so much joy and happiness to people. he loves that about her, but it makes him fucking sick when other people look at her the way only he should. and he tells himself he’s not possessive.
he quickly masks his anger and the shaking of his hands and walks over to where they’re sitting.
“here pretty. made something to keep you warm.”
“hot chocolate! bubs you shouldn’t have!”
“don’t worry about it. can’t let my girl be cold can i?”
“thank you bubs.” she says softly. her shy giggles set him at ease and slightly release some of the tension form her shoulders.
his eyes lock with his friend’s and he hopes and prays his silent warning was received: keep your hands to yourself.
•••
fifteen minutes into the movie and he’s ready to launch himself through the air and strangle his friend. not only did he not receive the silent warning, no, no, no, his friend has taken it upon himself to scoot her further onto his lap and into his hold.
he can’t hold any of it against her. she loves skinship and takes any opportunity she can to be as physically close to people as possible.
her enraptured state in the movie makes her oblivious to most of what’s going on around her: including one of his friend’s arms wrapped around her waist while his other hand is gently moving across her arm.
he swears to god that he sees red.
•••
before he knows it the first movie is over and everyone decides it’s time for a bathroom break.
when his friend gently squeezes her sides in a silent plea for her to get up so he can use the restroom, he thanks his lucky stars and practically bolts over to take his seat when he’s out of sight.
“jesus christ okay i wasn’t expecting that.”
“we always sit together on movie nights. it’s our tradition.” he huffs out unconvincingly.
“uh huh. and it had nothing to do with the way your best friend had me sitting on his lap?”
“oh shit”, he thinks “was i really not that subtle?”
“if you wanted to sit together i could’ve sat with you over there!”
his head falls forward into her shoulder as he releases an embarrassed groan.
“i’m sorry if i seemed like an asshole. i just - “
he can’t get himself to say it. even when she’s looking at him with those soft, hopeful of hers, he can barely look her in the eye and tell her how much she means to him.
“do you wanna go up to your room and talk for a bit? i’m kinda movied out.”
he brightens up a little at her suggestion, and instead of giving her a verbal answer, he swiftly stands up, takes her hand in his and walks her to his room.
•••
“…and then my pants got snagged on an uncovered nail and my whole ass was nearly revealed to the world and you’re not paying attention.”
oh my god she just caught me staring at her lips
“what are you talking about? of course i was listening to you!”
“oh you were, were you? do me a favor and give me the short version of the story i just told you.”
“um it was something about your ass right?” he shyly utters
“of course that’s the only thing you remember. c’mon man! you threw a tantrum because of the seating situation and now that we’re alone and can talk all we want you’re not even paying attention to me! is there something on your mind?” she says while lightly grasping his hands.
god if you only knew what things were going through his mind right now. sure he was distracted, but he was definitely paying attention to you.
“bubs?”
“i’m sorry, pretty. i just have a lot weighing on me right now and i guess i just got distracted.”
“no don’t be sorry! i’ve talking about how clumsy i am this whole time and you have more important things going on. tell me what’s wrong.”
he’s sweating. that much he knows. there’s no way you don’t see his panicked expression or the sweat gathering on his brow.
“i don’t wanna bore you with the details, princess.”
wow that was a first. princess? what the hell were you thinking? wait a minute. is she blushing?
“nothing you talk about could ever bore me. unless you just don’t feel comfortable telling me?”
noticing the slight hurt on her face, his mouth decides to disconnect from his brain and he does the one thing he didn’t think he would ever do with her.
he kisses her.
the kiss isn’t passionate. it isn’t one you see in romance movies, ones that lovers will share together in the rain. or one of the top ten kisses of all time. it’s simple. it only lasts about three seconds. three seconds too long and too short for him.
in those three seconds he realizes that he’s in love with her. but in those same three seconds he realizes one other thing: she’s not kissing him back.
he breaks away from her using every ounce of willpower he has in his body. before he knows it he’s apologizing to her repeatedly.
“oh my god i am so so sorry. i don’t know what came over me. are you alright?”
her silence makes his skin crawl. she hasn’t said a word but she’s continuing to stare right at him.
thoughts of their friendship ending pass through his mind and it makes him sick to his stomach.
this whole interaction probably only takes about a minute, he guesses. but to him, it feels like the longest minute of his entire existence.
he’s in the middle of contemplating where the nearest cliff is that he can go chuck himself off of when he realizes a small finger is looped around the necklace he currently has on. looking up from it, he observes how her tongue peeks out to briefly wet her lips and how her gaze wanders from his eyes down towards his lips. after three quick glances between his eyes and lips, she pulls him forward using her leverage on his necklace and crashes her lips into his.
there’s no battle for dominance, just two people frantically trying to make up for lost time.
she pulls away after a few minutes, breathing heavily.
“why the fuck did it take you so long to do that?” she exasperatedly sighs out
he fumbles with his words, “w-what do you mean?”
“c’mon. you’re telling me that you don’t like me?”
the smirk on her lips makes him want to kiss her to get rid of it. is she really teasing him right now?
“i mean i um. like yeah i think that uh.”
why the fuck can he not form a coherent sentence?
“well i mean i guess if you don’t i’ll just go back downstairs and keep watching movies.”
flashes of his friend kissing her the way he just did along with other less family friendly images fly through his mind and it’s these particular thoughts light a fire underneath him.
steeling his nerves, his hands grasp her hips firmly and he drags her up onto his lap. the noise she lets out is cute, but he isn’t preoccupied with that right now. his hand travels up her waist, up her neck and eventually lands on the side of her face.
“do not act like you’d rather be anywhere but right here.”
and with that, he pulls her in again. this time, however, there’s no frantic urgency in his kisses. he’s planing on taking his time with her. and he wants everyone to hear.
the small squeaks and moans she lets out while he has her in his hold are music to his ears and apparently his cock too. he doesn’t think she realizes what her hands and body are currently doing: desperately grasping at his hair like it’s a lifeline and grinding her hips down into his in slow movements.
it all feels like a dream to him, but he knows how real it is. his mind would never be able to conjure up this scenario. he could never imagine how it really felt to have her like this or what she would sound like with him.
lying down on his back and gently turning so he could be on top of her was probably the best idea he could’ve had. pulling away from her allows him to see how hard her chest is heaving. how her eyes have darkened in lust.
“are you okay with this? we don’t have to go any farther if you don’t feel comfortable.” he whispers out
“i’m um. it’s okay. we can keep going going, but uh. i’m a virgin.”
he laughs lightly at that.
“i know that already silly girl. you’ve told me before, remember?”
he didn’t think it was possible but her face gets even redder than it was before.
“oh. right. sorry.”
“don’t be sorry, pretty. just tell me if you want me to stop, okay?”
she nods her head silently in response, but he needs to hear her.
“words, pretty. i wanna hear you tell me all the things you want me to do to you.”
•••
he begins by giving her soft kisses. starting at her mouth and making his way down her neck; stopping every few seconds to leave purple and pink blossoms across her skin that he knows will look so pretty on her in the morning. he grasps the hem of her (his) hoodie and t-shirt. looking up to her eyes for confirmation, she smiles and whispers out “it’s okay. you can take it off.”
his lips turn upward at that. he loves her being vocal with him. now he wants to hear more.
he lifts the offending material up and away from her body. as soon as the sleeves are free he tosses them somewhere off behind him. looking down at her like this is a sight he hopes he’ll never forget. she’s only wearing a simple sports bra, but with their movements, her breasts have shifted and are halfway out of the top. he tries not to stare, but the smirk on her face tells him that she caught him already.
“you like what you see or something?”
“shut up.”
with that short remark, he leans down and starts peppering kisses down her neck once more. he places a couple of kisses to the top of breasts and then continues down her tummy; all the way to the waistband of her pants. hearing her breathing quickly leads him to look up to her face once more.
“everything alright?”
“fuck. please just get on with it already.”
damn. he’s never heard her talk like that before.
“someone’s impatient.” he chuckles out.
“eager. i wanna feel you.” she says while reaching out for him.
holy hell. where did that come from?
“slow and steady wins the race, baby. i wanna take my time with you. and you are going to lay back and take it all like a good girl. right?”
he swears her eyes roll to the back of her head. he didn’t realize talking like that would provoke such a reaction.
he curls his fingers into her waistband after tapping her on the thigh to signal her to lift her hips.
“is this okay?”
“yes, fuck just please take them off and stop teasing me so much. i can’t take it anymore,” she sobs out.
“teasing? baby i’ve barely begun to tease you.”
he begins pulling down her pants, but makes sure that her underwear stay on. he can’t reveal what he’s worked so hard for, not yet. after he strips her of the sweats, he haphazardly throws the material behind him, already long forgotten.
and there she is in all her half-naked glory. he swears the sight is enough to have him cumming i’m no time. he holds off though. no way is he going to cut this any shorter than it needs to be.
her eyes wander over him, but make sure to follow every calculated movement he makes. the heaving of her chest leads him to look at her breasts again. he trails his fingers up her thigh, hip, side, and land at the band surrounding her torso.
“can i take it off?”
the frantic nodding of her head paired with the quiet “yes” is all the confirmation he needs.
“arms up.”
once more, he gingerly lifts the garment off her and flings it out of sight.
fuck.
what has he gotten himself into?
he will never be the same ever again.
this woman in front of him is like a visage of aphrodite.
her nipples have started to pebble in the slight chill of the air in his room and god do they look like they’d fit perfectly in his mouth.
leaning down, he begins to press kisses to her lips all while letting his hands trail over her breasts. taking them into his hands, he begins by massaging them and gently pinching and pulling at her nipples. letting his lips wander, he laves kisses down the valley of her breasts and expanse of them before lightly leaving kisses on her right nipple before taking it into his mouth. he lets his tongue drag across it before he applies light suction. he lets his eyes close a minute. to revel in the feeling before opening them again to find her staring at him with big doe eyes. he smirks a little at that and takes his time in making her feel good. he pulls away with a light pop before giving the same attention to the other.
he begins to trail his lips downward towards the waistline of her underwear. he lets her watch him pause, hovering over her covered heat before licking a stripe upwards outside her underwear. he hears her let out a quiet moan and knows he must be doing something right. he settles in between her thighs and grips them tightly in his palms. he starts grinding into the bed all while licking at her through her under wear, soaking the material, and nuzzling his nose into her clit. everything gets to be too much for him and before he knows it he’s sitting up and stripping her underwear down her legs. spreading her legs once again he comes face to face with her newly uncovered pussy and groan out loud. he’s been waiting so long for this and has to stop himself from burying his face between her legs before he’s fully taken it in. she’s so pink and wet. it makes his cock twitch in his pants to think he’s about to taste her properly for the first time.
darting his tongue out, he slowly trails upwards from her soaked entrance to her clit and the both of them moan. loudly. his hips grind into the bed at her noises before he starts to practically make out with her pussy. the taste of her makes him groan continuously while he alternates between licking at her entrance and clit to suckling on both as well. he can tell that she’s already getting close after a few minutes of him sucking more harshly on her clit.
“are you gonna cum? cum for me baby. please. wanna feel you cum all over my face.”
she can’t get any words out, but she nods frantically. he smirks against her pussy again begins to suck more vigorously on her clit. her hips start to grind against his face.
“that’s it baby. use me. use my face to get yourself off.”
her hands thread through his hair and she lets out louder moans. he secretly hopes that his friend can hear how good he’s making her feel. her moans increase in volume until she’s nearly screaming and she cums with tremors wracking her body.
“that’s a good girl. feels so good to finally cum, yeah?”
she’s trembling so hard from the after shocks of the mind-blowing orgasm he just gave her that he almost feels bad for pushing his middle finger into her entrance slowly.
“hnng, oh fuck!”
he pushes in a little deeper to let her get used to it before he pushes another one in. after all, he has to stretch her out for his cock.
her walls are fluttering around his fingers like butterfly wings. the tightness of her is enough to make him cum untouched, but he holds out once again. he begins to slowly pump them in and out of her to prep her walls for him. her moaning starts to pick up again before she whispers out a quiet “faster!” and his fingers start to pick up the pace. her hips begin to grind down into his hand as he watches her lustful eyes. he is intoxicated by her. everything little movement. every little sound has him yearning for her. she whines out a quiet “i’m cumming!” before she’s releasing all over his hand. he keeps postponing his finger in and out of her to draw out her orgasm. her whines, like chopped little hiccups, flow out of her like water. she can’t get any words out but he knows she’s on the verge of cumming again with the way her walls contract around his fingers.
“that’s it baby girl. let go. i got you, yeah?” he whispers out.
with a long drawn out whine she orgasms again. he slows down his fingers before gently pulling them out, earning a small wince from her as well as her walls fluttering at the emptiness. as he places his fingers in his mouth to clean them off, her eyes dazedly watch him as she tries to reach out for his other hand. he watches her grab his fingers, lick her lips, then put them to her mouth. he sucks his fingers clean before puling them out of his mouth and pushing his other fingers into hers. she swirls her tongue around his fingers as if they were his cock and he feels himself twitch in his pants. he lets her have her fun for a few minutes before pulling them out and sliding off the bed to rid himself of his pants and boxers.
he uses his fingers that were just in her mouth to pull his cock out and begin pumping it slowly. her eyes are locked on to his cock and hand that that’s jerking himself off. her chest is absolutely heaving with the after effects of her orgasms he so generously gave her.
“you ready baby? you ready for my cock?” he asks her.
“yes please.” she answers quietly, eyes never leaving him.
he clambers back onto the bed before lining up with her entrance.
“are you okay? are you sure you want to do this?”
all she does is smile at him before pulling him into a sweet kiss. that’s all the confirmation he needs. he prepares himself and slides in and god does he think he dies a little inside.
she’s so tight and wet that he has to remind himself that this is her first time and that he can’t be too rough with his girl.
her wince is enough to pull him from his thoughts.
“do you feel alright baby?”
she nods slowly, “just. wow. you’re big.”
his pride inflates a little before he’s asking her if it’s okay for him to move and she once again tells him she’s okay. he pulls out a little and thrusts back into her. he keeps going at a snails pace before her pussy starts quivering around him again and he speeds up a little. her little moans start to bounce off the walls as he gives her the best first time of her life.
“i-i. i think i’m gonna cum again.” she whispers out.
he takes this as a sign to keep doing what he was doing to get her to her peak. with a slight change in angle, he’s got her right where he wants her. he’s grinding right into her g spot and before he knows it she’s actually managing to cum all over him again. her pussy flutters around him and he takes this as his cue to ask her where she wants him to cum.
“anywhere you want.”
he groans out loud before pistoning his hips faster into her. he’s going to cum inside her. he can’t resist her when she’s like this, all spread out in front of him. his hips pound into her harshly before he’s groaning loudly and releasing into her with a chorus of thank you’s. his head drops into the crook of her neck, leaving kisses there while his hips continue to softly thrust in and out of her.
“was that okay, baby?”
all she does is giggle and leaves a little kiss on the side of his face.
“more than okay. it was better than i could’ve asked for.”
“you deserve it more than anything.”
she just laughs again before holding him tightly to her chest.
“thank you. really. for everything.”
he flips them over to where she’s laying on his chest.
“i love you.” he whispers out
“i love you more.” she whispers back
and just like that, they fall asleep in each others arms to the beating of each others hearts.
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junhanndee · 5 months
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also i know more heavy metal isn’t nirvana HELP i just was thinking either that or some megadeth…. deftones…. just old trashy rock music on the stereo…. sedate me pls
Making out (or more) with Jun han while listening to heavy metal?!?!?!
coming back purely for this because MY GOD this is literally one of my dreams…. i talk about this all the time but just playing some nirvana or alice in chains while sloppily making out with junhan….. woof. (i will write a little drabble about this don’t worry but my god anon i’m thinking some srsly damaging thoughts.)
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junhanndee · 5 months
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Making out (or more) with Jun han while listening to heavy metal?!?!?!
coming back purely for this because MY GOD this is literally one of my dreams…. i talk about this all the time but just playing some nirvana or alice in chains while sloppily making out with junhan….. woof. (i will write a little drabble about this don’t worry but my god anon i’m thinking some srsly damaging thoughts.)
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junhanndee · 6 months
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oh i feel so normal about this 😂😂😂😂😂😂 hahahhahhahhahhahahahhah
i have an Incomplete thought and it involves hyeongjun and a shy submissive s/o who’s into bunnyplay and hyeongjun fucking her while they’re spooning and “threatening” (promising) to knock her up so they can have a nice big family 🤗🤗
a no n . ANO N . i love me some breeding kink
also did you guys know that baby bunnies are called kittens. this is some lee know shit
hyeongjun + breeding + bunnyplay 💭💫
cw: some NASTY breeding kink, usage of "bunny", "kittens" and "litter", mentions of pregnancy, VERY slight talk of pregnancy as a threat, penetrative sex obviously, kinda short sorry :-(
aughdushh his hand on your tummy while he's jackhammering into you.
"oh, don't worry, baby <33 i'll fill you up really good, give you some babies to worry about <33" he's a condescending ass when he wants to be
and he's all like "mm? does my bunny want to be filled? does she want to give me kittens? oh, she wants me to make her a mommy?"
definitely acts like your sobs of pleasure are some kind of plead.
all the while you're squealing in his arms, covering your face with a hand while the other is on top of his on your belly and he's spewing the nastiest shit on your ears.
"is my bunny shy? you better be now, because i'll fuck you so full that everyone will know what i did to you <3"
"i want a nice big family, don't you? do you think i can fuck you hard enough to give you a big litter?"
"i'll knock you up for sure, you'll give me my babies, won't you? sweet little babies for us to raise? mm?"
"shhh, don't worry! i'll keep fucking you so we can be sure it sticks <3"
if he wants to be MEAN...
"oh, you can take it, right? a belly full of my babies? i'm breeding you so good, you can't even do anything about it... made to be bred, to make me a daddy, hm? am i the only one who gets to stuff you full of babies?"
and if you whine too much,
"you better shut up before i fuck another litter into you."
"you know i'll do it. i'll knock you up so quick, you won't even know what hit you."
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junhanndee · 7 months
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i have so many asks….. i’m sorry i haven’t responded life has actually been kicking my ass. i’ll be responding later throughout this week~~
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junhanndee · 7 months
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hi friends i know i haven’t been active but !! i’ll be having some new stuff come out soon 🥰
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junhanndee · 7 months
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what are we? - junhan
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warnings: a little bit angsty i suppose but it has a happy ending ! also not proofread
hyeongjun was your best friend. he always had been. you met and grew close as children, and your friendship had only grown over the years. navigating adulthood side by side made life so much easier. but lately, your friendship seemed to be more akin to a romantic relationship, more than anything else. your friends teased, saying you bickered like a married couple, and you did things that most people probably wouldn't do with someone that was just their ‘best friend.’
hyeongjun was over at your apartment, watching a new anime he had been into recently. you were on the couch together, a blanket sloppily thrown over your laps. hyeongjun had an arm around your shoulder, keeping you tucked close against him. he would occasionally run his long fingers through your, always sending a small tingle down your spine.
truth be told, you had developed feelings for hyeongjun awhile ago. you realized that they must have always been there, but you had pushed them down, thinking he would never feel the same way about you. you're not sure when the two of you started acting like a couple, but it made you wish he was your boyfriend rather than just your best friend even more. despite all the teasing from your friends, telling you both that you acted like a couple, you tried to convince yourself this was a normal thing friends did.
you were staring off into space, the show on the television completely forgotten, as your eyes were fixated on the wall next to the tv, your thoughts taking over. hyeongjun glanced over at you, noticing something he was off.
“hey,” he said quietly, moving his hand to run it up and down your arm, bringing you back to reality. “are you okay?”
you turned to look at him and you felt butterflies erupt in your stomach. he was just so handsome. your breath got caught in your throat, but you gathered your composure. “hyeongjun,” you started nervously, “what are we?”
“well,” a small smile made its way onto his lips. “we're best friends, aren't we?”
your heart dropped. best friends. that's all he thought of you as. you moved away slightly as you felt tears start well up in your eyes. “no, hyeongjun. we're not.” the smile fell from his face as quickly as it appeared.
“what do you mean?”
“we're not best friends! best friends don't do whatever we're doing right now.” your voice started to raise. you moved farther away from him as your tears threatened to fall. “if you think we're best friends,” you took a deep breath, closing your eyes for a moment. “then.. we can't keep doing things like this. i like you hyeongjun. i always have. and if you don't feel the same way, then we shouldn't act like this with each other.”
hyeongjun stared at you, his eyes wide. when he didn't say anything, you continued, “maybe you should just go. i'm sorry. i didn't mean to spring this on you and ruin our night. i'll see you tomorrow or something.” you moved to get up off the couch so you could see him to the door, expecting him to follow you.
instead, he grabbed your hand, pulling you toward him gently. he moved his hand up to your cheek, pushing your hair out of the way before bringing his lips to your softly. his action took you by surprise, but you leaned into the kiss. he pulled back after a few seconds, bringing his other hand up to your cheeks to wipe away from stray tears that you hadn't realized you had let fall.
“i like you too.” he smiled at you softly, bringing your head closer to him before planting a kiss on your forehead. “i really, really like you. but i was afraid you didn't feel the same. i started acting this way with you in hopes that you would maybe get the hint,” he chuckled lightly, causing you to giggle. “but i probably just confused you. i should've been honest. i'm sorry.”
“it's okay.” you told him quietly, a soft smile now taking form on your lips. “what do we do now?”
“we could become a couple,” he started, a blush spreading across his cheeks. “instead of hanging out we could call it ‘dating’”
“i would like that.”
“i think for our first date we should rewatch the episode that's currently being unwatched.” he laughed and you joined him. the anime that was playing on the tv had long been forgotten.
“i think i’m free tonight if you are.” you grinned, and hyeongjun shifted on the couch, opening his arms, beckoning you closer.
“are you asking me out?” he teased with a shy smile on his face.
you crawled into his arms, resting your head on his chest. “yeah, i am. so, what do you say?”
“i would love to.”
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the essay / junhan
in the midst of discovering life and growing up, you discover just where you found love.
warnings : fluff!!!!, friends to lovers, mutual pining, neighbors, new girl y/n, high school, college au
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while growing up, junhan had always thought he had an idea of love. it was when his mom would make him food every night or when his parents would take him out to eat every birthday. that was love to him, until he met you.
you had came into junhans life as a new neighbor, while you both were preparing for high school and what you thought would be adult hood. he still remembers the first day he saw you carrying a box into your house followed by a string of curse words due to the heaviness of said box.
although he doesn’t remember becoming so close to you that he couldn’t ever imagine spending his time with anybody else.
starting high school out in the beginning is never easy. from the freshman jokes to the stress on the back of all new comers, he could only imagine what it was like for you. new house, new people, new school, just basically new everything.
when he saw you in the hallways looking confused as ever, he couldn’t help but stop to ask if you needed some help, just to discover you were both headed to the homeroom you would both share for the next four years.
ever since that day, you’d became inseparable. staying up late every night talking about what the next day would have in store and what fun things you would do after school. it became a common occurrence to be at his house with his family or vice versa. you just knew that you were so glad to have a friend like him in your life.
around your senior year, things had slightly changed. you of course by now had your own friends and junhan following suit with some new, some old. time with him was seldom but still held the same safe space as it did throughout all the years of highschool so far.
it was one night in particular that you could recall as if it had just happened. junhan was sitting on your bed whilst you were sat at your desk. he had bought a guitar about a year ago to ‘fill the void in his life’ as he likes to say.
junhan had found his passion, guitar. he would stay up until the morning of the next day practicing and practicing just to get a single riff perfect. of course to show you after school or as soon as he could.
this night in particular made your heart move just a little more than it ever had before.
you looked over at junhan to see him playing away on his guitar in his own little world. the way his eyebrows furrowed every time a sour note would ring in the air, his fluffy hair barely reaching the tops of his eyelids, and his white rimmed glasses tipping the bridge of his nose.
you sat there for a bit before you started to think about all the time you shared with him.
the times that he would offer nothing less than a space space to you when you truly needed it, when he would push your hair out of your face when you had studied just slightly enough to cause a ruffle in your hair, and all those times you never realized how thankful you were for somebody like him.
“y/n, you’re staring or you’re blanking which one is it” junhan ask snapping you out of your thoughts
“well, i don’t know where i’m going with this paper and your guitar is just slightly more interesting” you say while motioning for him to scoot over so you could sit criss cross next to him on your bed
“you know, i have a question and i don’t want you to take it weirdly…. i’m just not the best with my words.” you say while glancing over to him to meet his eyes
“you’re making me nervous…. what’s up??” he asks while slightly giggling and putting his guitar down on the floor, moving to face you
“have you ever thought about what love is?” you ask and begin to play with your hands “like i don’t know just like realizing it’s more than what you may think it is?”
“well, if i’m being honest, not really. i think of love and i think about my parents and what they’ve done for me but nothing like in love or romantics” he says while slightly looking to the side
“i think that love can be many things, i was writing about it so that’s why i asked! i’ll add that to my essay if you wouldn’t mind…?” you ask while making your way back to your desk
“oh yeah! that’s fine, but you’ll have to let me read it later!!” he says while beginning to pack his things up
“yeah maybe when we are freshman in college” you say while trying to hold back some nervousness in your tone
“well as long as i get to read it! i’m going to go ahead and go home. early day tomorrow!” he says knowing this week will start graduation week for the both of you.
as he leaves the room, you let a sigh of relief out. junhan didn’t question it but little did he know, your essay was about him. about how love can be found in many things.
that night you realized that love was what you had for junhan. maybe even in a more than friends way even if he didn’t feel the same.
and the same for junhan, ever since that night, he began to think about the same thing you had that very night. he began to slowly realize that maybe he did love you and just maybe love could be found in different places.
with time also came graduation, and with graduation also came college. luckily for you and junhan, you would be both be attending the university in your town to save on college costs and living costs too.
junhan just couldn’t help but think and think about what you had said to him, even in the middle of freshman year.
“hey y/n!!” junhan said to you while walking into your room
“oh hey! did your class end early?” you ask checking the time “wait like super early??”
“well our professor is super sick right now so he decided to cancel class for tonight” junhan said while setting his things down and coming to sit next to you on your bed.
“ohhhh that makes sense….. i mean sucks he’s sick but hey! no class right” you said while playfully hitting his arm and falling back onto your bed which junhan followed.
“you know, you said you’d let me read that essay once we were in college right?” he says while turning his head to look at you
“oh junhan…. i don’t know if i ever have that essay anymore!! plus it was just a dumb essay, nothing really important” you say while finding yourself quite nervous
“i know it’s still on your computer!! i saw your google docs like…. three days ago!! come onnnn y/n i just want to read it.” junhan says while slightly sitting himself up on the edge of your bed.
you ponder for a bit and wonder if you should just come up with an excuse but you decide ultimately it was best to just tell him than him reading a dumb essay about your love discovery.
“jun, can i explain it to you?” you ask while bringing yourself to sit up next to him
“sure!! but i’d still like to read it eventually if you’d let me”
“well, it was about love as you know, and finding love in all sorts of things. but the main point of the essay was to show the love that i had found in…. you.” you say while fidgeting with your fingers.
“just throughout the years, you’ve always been there for me. even in ways i didn’t realize until now. the times where you would stay up with me with flash cards for a test you didn’t even have or the times where i would cry and you would just hold me like you didn’t have more important things to do. that’s love to me jun, and i love you.” you say fighting back all nervousness in your system.
“y/n…..” junhan says while looking at your face
“look i know it’s stupid really, it was just an essay thoug-” you begin to say until you feel a pair of lips pressed against yours
pulling away junhan holds your face in his hands, causing you to make direct eye contact with him.
“oh y/n how much i love and have loved you. i found love in you too….”
“so does this mean i don’t look really stupid right now?” you ask and with a slight giggle junhan is pressing another kiss to your lips as if he hadn’t a minute before.
breaking away from the kids junhan does nothing but reassure you that you’re not stupid and he really couldn’t believe how long it took for you to both see love in each other.
“so when can i read this essay…?”
“JUNHAN!!!!!!!”
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idk if you have any ideas for this but what do u think xdz would be like drunk !?¿
LMFAOOOO ok i have thought about this a little bit sooo lemme elaborate
xdh vs being drunk
warinings : just goofy rlly and mentions of being touchy or needy LMAO , take this with a grain of salt pls and ty
gunil :
- probably acts like he’s fine until it rlly hits him and BOOM
- reminds me (if you’ve been to club) of those dude that have a beer in one hand and they are just fucking getting it to the music all by themselves LMAOOOO
- probably really funny and laughs rlly loud at everything
jungsu :
- imo jungsu is a giggly drunk
- like you say one thing and he’s laughing his ass off 😭
- also can see him as being SUPER touchy like he’s all over everybody 😭
- definitely starts singing in the most slurred speech ever 😭😭😭😭
gaon
- him but like x1000
- dancing around like a damn fool
- probably really funny
- i see him as being sassy i’m ngl
- like you start picking at him and suddenly he’s got every single thing you’ve ever done down on a list in his brain and is roasting the hell out of u LMAOOO
seungmin
- gives me the chill vibe tbh!
- like wants to have a good time and just kinda matches the energy of the room
- probably a little loud LMAO
- would probably be up junhans ass annoying him LMFAOOO
junhan
- listen this man throws me for a curveball
- i think he is like 100% unfiltered LMAO
- probably just like seungmin and bounces off the energy in the room
- sass king number two like do not get sassy with this man while drunk or he will challenge you to a dance battle
- reminds me of those dudes at the club who never put their fucking arm down and just jump up and down 😭 (love u jun)
- in another note tho i can see him being a little clingy
- like being drunk brings out his touchy side and he’s like all whiney for affection (i am dying writing this anyways)
jooyeon
- okay nuggetz (gaon and jooyeon) together while drunk is like babysitting 18 newborns
- like jooyeon is gonna be on a damn table screaming and gaon is standing on the floor laugh crying
- probably does some karaoke LMAO
- gives me the class clown vibe and will end up sleeping on the floor 😭
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junhanndee · 7 months
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how do u think the heroes would react to walking in on u getting off? bonus points if they can tell you were thinking about them 🤐
omg anon yes let me just MMMMM
how xdh would react on walking in to see you getting off <3
headcanons!
warnings : smut duh, mdni, gaon is a lil shit, fingering mentions, afab reader kinda, eating out, uhhhh i think that’s it
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gunil
genuinely i think he might feel a little bad (?)
just because he couldn’t help you and he felt like you had to resort to that instead of him
but he kinda had an idea you were feeling that way from the texts he had received from you throughout the day
upon opening the door tho those thoughts will definitely fade away and he will make you feel so good you’ll forget all about that toy <3
jungsu
shy boy #1
jungsu gives me the whole “oh woah” vibe like he sees you getting off in his bed and suddenly his pitching a tent in his jeans
bonus points if you don’t notice and he gets to stand there and watch you get off wishing it were him
he would definitely eat you out until you couldn’t barely speak a sentence again because he just can’t get enough of you :)
gaon
okay hear me out
gaon gives me the vibe to be like “but you have me :(“
and then destroy you LMAO
like he walks in and had already kinda heard something from the door
and when he walks in to see you all spread out on the bed he can’t help but hate that stupid fucking toy and will stop at nothing to prove he’s better
“you think that toy can do what i can’t?” he would say while practically throwing it to the other side of the room. then would smirk at you knowing he’s about to make you see stars
he will definitely have you in 50 different positions before the night ends
definitely tells you to just call him next time LMAO
seungmin
tbh i see seungmin as the type to get super turned on by this
like he walks in to find you under the covers but he can’t help hearing the low sound of vibrations coming from under the bed
he would dive under the covers and probably continue to use it on you just taking it all in
“my baby had to use this because she was so turned on? :( poor thing”
he would probably send you into overstim just to watch your expressions as he actually finds it really fascinating and can’t wait to incorporate it into your sec routine:)
junhan
shy boy #2
junhan would probably be like 😀
when he sees you riding his pillow i think he’s sees his life flash before his eyes when he widely opens the door
he would probably quietly close the door while a bright red blush appears on his cheeks
honestly tho, once he’s like omg he would probably come and sit next to you giving you hooded eyes and ready to get you off
“m sorry baby i was so busy today i made you wait”
would definitely drag you onto his lap reverse cowboy style and get you off by fingering you <33
then boom best sex ever
jooyeon
shy boy #3
he would open the door and probably shut it so fast that you heard the boom and see him standing there like 😀😫
he would probably rush over to you even tho his face is soooo red
“did you need me? i’m so sorry i missed you to i just was really busy today…”
he would probably ramble and try his hardest to not stare at your tits but has failed the entire time
he would 100% eat you out like right then and there
“mmm i missed you, i’ll make you feel good to make up for it i promise”
would eat you out until he was satisfied :)
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junhanndee · 7 months
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could i recommend fem!reader having a bad period day w/ jungsu ? am going through it rn...
hey!! and ofc :) don’t forget to drink tons of water and eat well! take care of yourself ❤️
those days - jungsu
warnings : fluffy!! afab reader x bf jungsu , bleeding mention, cramps, sweet and caring jungsu, cuddles, the whole nine yards
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your boyfriend, jungsu, had always been more than understanding. he may not get cramps for a week or bleed out like you, but he would stop at nothing to try and make the pain a little better if he could.
laying down on his bed all you could hear was the pounding in your head. this had been happening for the past two hours and honestly you just wanted to sleep.
jungsu and the other members were out in the studio so jungsu offered you to come stay in the dorms so as soon as he got back you could have dinner with everybody and he could be there for you.
this was appearing to be a problem as for one, you were in too much pain to even get out of bed as you heard them arrive back in the dorm and you honestly didn’t want to interact with anybody.
feeling pretty antisocial you decided to bury yourself a little more under the covers in hopes that jungsu would come in.
twenty minutes had passed and you had realized that the dorm had actually sounded pretty quiet and you hear your phone ping.
jungsu : hey lovely, would you mind coming to the kitchen?
you : yeah just give me a sec
getting up you couldn’t help but feel the ache in your legs from feeling so bad thanks to your cramps. you finally muster the courage to fully stand up and tie your hair back loosely.
making your way to the kitchen you notice that the lights are turned off.
once you start coming up on the kitchen you see jungsu standing at the ledge of the dinner table with a little bear plushie and some flowers in his hand.
“hey my love, i know there’s not much i can do but i wanted to try to life your spirits and make us dinner tonight” jungsu says while placing the flowers and teddy bear on the table.
“for me?” you ask while tears dare to well up in your eyes
jungsu walks towards you and places his hand on the small of you back pulling you in for a hug while he runs his other hand across your back.
“i know you weren’t feeling too well and i wanted to do this for you, the boys too. we all love you” he says while slightly pulling back and pecking your lips
he had made all of your favorite foods and had them all nicely laid out for dinner, just you and him <3
after dinner the guys help clean up and send you two back to his bedroom.
jungsu leads you to the bed and places your head on his chest while he begins to play with your hair and rub up and down your back until you finally drift off into sleep.
there’s no place he’d rather be once he sees you at peace <3
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junhanndee · 7 months
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any fic req? i’m kinda out of ideas 😭 ask box is open! just make sure to read my pinned before req! ❤️❤️
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junhanndee · 7 months
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silence between songs — h. hyeongjun
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synopsis. hyeongjun portrays his feelings through music.
author's note. sorry for the month break </3
wc > 0.422k , genre : fluff/angst , gn!reader
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the room is filled with gentle chords—the occasional piercing screech of fingers readjusting their position feeling your ears. melodies are strummed effortlessly, like they’ve been played countless of times before; flowing smoothly from one note to the next, leaving an almost somber feeling. it's typical for the heaviness of the world to be shown through his guitar—for the worries that have trotted into his mind to find their release through his melancholic tunes.
it's around five in the afternoon, and the sky casts a gray tint to the world, seemingly matching hyeongjun's mood. his bedroom light is off, and his curtains are opened for the light to pass through.
the melody, which had started as a slow-flowing pace, has increasingly sped up, the chords causing your body to become tense.
“wanna talk about it?” you watch from your spot on his bed, the comforter made perfectly underneath your body as your head is laid on his freshly washed pillowcase. he sits at his desk, the lower bout of the guitar facing towards you.
“hm?” the boy turns his head softly, his melody becoming rather syncopated. his eyes meet yours, and you notice his pursed lips; a sign of stress, but also a sign of focus.
“your strums sound sad,” you say, pointing to his guitar. “you only play sad tunes when you’re feeling upset.”
"oh.”
hyeongjun looks down at his guitar, running his fingers softly down the frets. he inhales shakily. “i don’t know how to talk about it.”
sitting up from your position in his bed, you tilt your head to look at him, reaching out to caress his shoulder. you can feel the tension in his body.
“it's okay to not know. talk to me through music.”
hyeongjun's head turns slowly. he gulps, nodding. so, you pull your hand back, watching as hyeongjun gathers his thoughts. Inhaling deeply, he positions his fingers in their starting positions, strumming the first chord.
the same tune from before starts, but this time the build-up is different, and he seems more into it—like he’s sure of the emotions he’s feeling. when he reaches the end, he gulps again, looking up at you with quivering lips. your eyes meet, and you stand to hug him. he places his guitar against his desk, and embraces you tightly, breathing heavily into your chest.
“i'm sorry,” he cries, his tears soaking through your shirt. his grip around you tightens.
“don't be, hyeongjun. please don’t be sorry.” you rub his back as the room is filled with broken sobs.
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junhanndee · 8 months
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losing your virginity to - jungsu!
warnings / pairs : afab virgin reader x kim jungsu, first times, eating out, foreplay(ish)
you can find the other parts on my master list!
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so with jungsu….
i can kinda see it just, happening!
like it had been a while into your relationship and you were ready to take that leap!
i think jungsu would be really glad that you wanted him to take your virginity but also be kinda smug (?) about it LMAO
like “ohhhhh, you want me ? 😏”
of course it would be lighthearted!! jungsu is a sweetie
honestly it would be one of those late nights where you two had been making out for a while now and you decided that you were ready!!
once you let him know he’s already picking you up and taking you to his bedroom i don’t make the rules!
he would continue the make out sesh while slowly but surely stripping you naked before you know it!
once he sees you under him he’s gonna be done for like absolutely gone
he thinks you are the most beautiful person he has ever laid eyes on!!
he would probably slowly kiss down your neck and down your chest until he gets face to face with your pussy
if he notices that you’re a little embarrassed he wpuld rub up and down your thighs and say “just relax for me yeah? i’m gonna make you feel good my love”
tbh this man gives me the vibe that eating out is a SKILL to him like
he would suck around your clit and even put a finger or two in you just to see how you reacted
and… wow…. once you start to moan or even say his name…
he’s going to have you cumming on his fingers in no time!!!
if you want to or you felt comfortable enough i’m sure he would mention you giving him head or just slowly kind of putting the idea out there
he would guide you through it and tell you to only take as much as you could!!
he would praise you and tell you how good you were doing just for him
he might even stop you and tell you that it’s about you!! he wants to focus on you and give you the attention tonight :)
once you get to it he would go slow and take caution because he knows the first time isn’t going to be the best or the most comfortable…. but he’s got tricks up his sleeve!
just like gunil he would have you in missionary so he could trail kisses up and down your chest and even play with your nipples some to make you feel good
when you tell him it’s okay to move he would still take caution and move slowly in and out of you
once he feels himself getting closer he would bring his hand down and start to rub circles on your (now) sensitive clit to get you there with him as well :)
and of course! if you didn’t cum he would definitely make sure you did by the end of the night :)
and once he gets in the groove of what gets you going…… oh boy… you’re in for it!!!
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losing your virginity to - gunil!
warnings / pairs : virgin reader afab x goo gunil, first times, foreplay, kind of awkward goofy gunil (as usual)
find my other parts on my masterlist ! so far i have junhan, gaon, and jooyeon!
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okay so i kinda see gunil as a romantic type!!
i don’t think he’s the type to make sex awkward per say, it’s just something he gets a little giggly about
if you sat him down though and explained it was your first time :,) i think he would be like “really? you want me? to….” and then blush like super hard LMAO
but yeah! i think he would make it really romantic like
not that you set a date or anything but ever since you discussed it…. it’s been on his mind like crazy
so! i think he would plan a really nice dinner for the both of you and even take you to do something fun! maybe like a movie or something :)
and then when you got back home he would be the type to have like rose petals on the bed
he wants to make you feel so so so loved and he can’t help but try his best to give you a safe environment where you can feel that way!!
he would start it off by giving you slow kisses and even guide you towards the bed while bringing you onto his lap
with all first times, it’s bound to be just a tiny bit awkward as… well! you’ve never really done this so
but with gunil he would stop at nothing to make you feel comfortable and safe
i think he would slowly take your shirt off and give you kisses up and down your neck
honestly, if it was the first time i think gunil would try his hardest to pay attention to you like all eyes on you and what you like
once you got in the groove of things he would probably finger you just a bit to bring you close to the edge but not enough to fully get there so you could possibly cum on the first try with him :)
on the outside it would seem like he would know what he’s doing but on the inside i can see gunil being a mess
just seeing you like this and under him for the first time and knowing you wanted him and only him to take your virginity has such meaning to him
i’m sure he would take his time and try to be as slow as possible that was you didn’t feel too uncomfortable
and as that fades and you tell him he can move
…..wow
he gives me the vibe that he would probably have you in missionary so he can give slow drags to your clit while he thrusts in and out of you to get you to your high
and once he gets you there…. he might even want more!!
of course he would make sure that was okay with you and you were comfortable with it!!
and if you wanted to keep going…. he might have you in 12 different positions by the end of the night…. just saying!
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losing your virginity to - jooyeon!
part of my losing your virginity series!
find the other parts on my master list <3
warnings : virgin afab reader x lee jooyeon, first times, foreplay, i think that’s all(?)
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okay jooyeon is such a sweetheart :(
in terms of experience, jooyeon kinda gives me a fooled around vibe so! take that lightly pls
genuinely i think your first time with him would be so sweet
he would make sure to do everything he could do to make you feel comfortable!!
i can see him as a build up type too!
like he wants to make out and kind of get a feel for what you like and what makes you feel good!
i think he might bring up fingering at first just to make sure you can take him and that you’re good to go before it actually happens
if you feel shy or get embarrassed i think jooyeon would probably laugh it off
like it’s just me! don’t worry! :)
he’s so sweet pls
but yeah! i think he would honestly try to get you to cum at least once before doing it and he might even guide you through giving him head
he would give you little praises and head pats when you’re taking him so well even though it’s your first time :)
once you both have messed around a bit and it comes down to it, jooyeon would ask you if you were still comfortable with going all the way
making sure you are comfortable means the world to him me thinks
like look i know jooyeon is a silly goofy guy but when it comes to you and your comfort, he doesn’t fuck around 😭
he is so sweet and would take his time and maybe too slow LOL so you might have to tell him to speed up!
and oh boy…. once he does….
he’s probably in a seventh heaven let’s be honest
just everything like you, the way you feel, how pretty you look in that moment
:( JOOOOOO
anyways! in the case that you don’t cum i’m sure he would offer to do anything to get you there! he wouldn’t want you to feel left out :,)
and after that he would try to figure out what he could do to get you off in that moment as well <3
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junhanndee · 8 months
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i am off for like the next four days so i promise i will be writing some stuff for every member! i’ll also be finishing my losing your virginity to series <33
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