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gingerjunhan · 19 hours
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haii how r u doing 💟 can i request xdh with a doe-eyed s/o ? kinda craving some whipped bf content 🙏 tyy
☆彡 hi anon!! Hope you're doing well. Sorry it took me 5ever to get around to your request :( I hope you enjoy!!!
word count: 844 | pronouns used: they/them | genre: fluff, established relationship | cws: pet names (pretty, beautiful, baby), dying (mentioned jokingly), lmk if I missed something!!
goo gunil
Gunil falls victim to the doe eyes the most
maybe it's the fact that he's the oldest, and therefore he feels the need to take care of the people around him?
or maybe it's because you have that man wrapped round your finger
you could be asking this man for one of his kidneys and he would probably still say yes
there's just something about your eyes and the way they shine up at him that make him bend to your whim at literally all times
and if you're someone who wears makeup... it's over
pair some sparkly eyeshadow with your pretty eyes and he melts into the floor
it truly is the sparkle that gets him
he never gets used to it despite it being the oldest trick in your book
but hey, he loves making you happy, so he really doesn't mind :)
kim jungsu
Jungsu strikes me as a big "personality > looks" guy (which he is so real for)
but there's something about your eyes...
he can't help but feel drawn in every time he looks at you
they're one of the first things he noticed about you in all honesty
it sounds cheesy, but he could get lost in your eyes if he was given the chance
they way they're always so big and bright... they're like gemstones to him
he's another one that isn't prone to The Look™️
if you really want something, you're getting it
he can't say no to his precious partner :(
smiling brings out the sparkle in your eye, so he's gotta keep you happy so he can keep admiring you
kwak jiseok
he finds you mesmerizing
often stares at you in a silly way just to get you to do it back
your eyes are just so big and beautiful!
he comments on them aaalllllll the time
he hates- absolutely despises- seeing you sad
the second your big, beautiful eyes start to droop, he’s scrambling to make you feel better
the way your eyes crinkle up when you laugh :(
needless to say he cannot resist the begging
when you look up (or down, let’s be so fr) at him, and your eyes sparkle with happiness and he knows he’s the one who caused it UGHHH
it melts him into a puddle every. single. time.
they way your eyes somehow light up and get even wider when you talk about the things you love???
he swears it’s the eighth wonder of the world
oh seungmin
he is whipped
like,, he probably beats out Gunil because this man is down bad
if he sends you a selfie during the day, and you respond with one of your own, he will be mesmerized
cameras don't do you justice because they can't convey the beauty as well
he has definitely gotten distracted in the middle of doing something just because you came in the room and looked at him
stopping mid-sentence and trailing off because you gave him a pouty look and he couldn't take it
he is at your whim
just look his way and he will tend to your every need, hand and foot
he loves the ego boost of when your eyes sparkle while you're talking to him or checking him out from a distance
hit him with a soft "please, baby? 🥺" mixed with your beautiful eyes and he is done for
han hyeongjun
he strikes me as another huge "personality > looks" guy (they all give me that vibe tbh lets be so fr) so when he sees your pretty eyes he feels like he's falling in love all over again
if you laugh and your eyes light up? he dies
you talk about one of your passions and your eyes get even wider? it truly kills him
please please please bat your lashes at him when you need him to do something for you omg he literally cannot resist
he is blushing and smiling and UUUGGGHHH
he gets so shy :(
he will go out if his way to mention something you like in a conversation that has nothing to do with that topic just to see your eyes light up
The Look™️ definitely works on him 99% of the time too
no "please" required, just give him the puppy-eyes and it's over
he just loves his pretty partner and their pretty eyes :((
lee jooyeon
this goes one of two ways
the least common way: you give him your signature puppy-eyes look because you need him to do you a favor, and he mimics your face and says no
the most common way: he folds immedietly
he knows you use your eyes for evil... but he can't help it
when they're the prettiest color he's ever seen... how can he say no to you???
he loves loves loves how your eyes look when you wear eyeshadow
the colors you use always make your eyes pop- accentuating how beautiful they are :(
KISSES YOUR EYELIDS ☹️
he is so sweet and gentile with you because he loves you so so so so much and he will do ANYTHING to see those pretty eyes of yours sparkle!!!!!!!!!!
taglist: @dazzlingligth , @mini-mews , @mxlly143 , @somethingaboutcheese , @odesonnets , @weluvjeong , comment to be added!⁎⁺˳✧༚
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joohanisms · 1 day
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things they do that make you remember they're actual men
cw: crack. this is straight up crack., boys being gross
(half written)
gunil
first of all, he's a "where's my hug?" guy
uses 3-in-1 shampoo/conditioner/bodywash.
he has a tub of hair treatment somewhere in his bathroom for bleach-fried purposes; but that's used separately and Only when he has light colored hair.
jungsu
manspreads disgustingly wide.
his balls can't possibly be stuck together that bad ?
close your legs. whore.
if you're sitting together on public transport you'll be squeezed by his almighty manspreading
jiseok
seungmin
hyeongjun
this doesnt happen often. but there Have Been times when he came after fucking you and knocked tf out. leaving you hanging like ?? is he fr making you cum BY YOURSELF ..
(to his credit, he apologizes profusely when he eventually wakes up to find you sulking + nearly dies of embarassment every time you mention it)
jooyeon
plays soccer on the weekends. comes home not only smelling like a dog (+ soccer jerseys stink So bad wtf) but also leaves his stinky ass shoes in the hall (/vomits) and tries to give you a hug for the sole reason of being gross.
playfully sulks when you go hell NO ??? go take a shower ??? until you hug him, touching him with your fingertips
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junhanndee · 7 months
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three seats down - junhan <3
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music theory was pretty boring, until somebody came and sat down three seats from you.
word count : 3,885
pairings : college boy! junhan x afab college student reader!
warnings : dorm room sex (kinda public? idk junhan has roommates but they aren’t home), tension, reader gets ate out, some nipple play, basics of sex, cumming inside, protection isn’t mentioned (pls be safe), andddd i think that’s all :)
it was another normal day, just another music theory class where timed seemed to only slowly pass by.
every week you watched as students come in and out due to the fact you were all burnt out college students. kids would come and stay for a few classes and then decide that music wasn’t really what they wanted to study or maybe it was just the super old professor that probably taught beethoven himself.
today seemed just slightly different as the start of a new semester had drawn in around twenty to thirty new students. one in particular catching your eye.
he was about 5’10 and super lanky, total dork. he wore a pair of ripped black denim jeans with an old ac/dc shirt. his longer black hair slightly covered with a beanie followed by the white glasses sitting atop his perfect nose bridge. also noticing his black backpack was slung over his right shoulder as he walked in and so coincidently sat down about three seats down from you.
he looked shy and quiet as he seemingly had questions about the lecture but couldn’t help but wait to ask the professor himself at the end of class to save some interruption or even self embarrassment in front of the fifty plus students in the class.
todays class seemed to go by just slightly faster than usual as you hadn’t noticed that you had been stealing every chance you had to eye the new boy up and down and up and down.
something about him was just so intriguing. you couldn’t quite pinpoint it but maybe it was the way his hair slightly covered his left eye or even the way he couldn’t stop his tongue from playing with his lip piercing the entire lecture. something about him was satisfying to your brain.
walking back to your dorm with no thoughts far from the new boy in your class you decided it would be best to just try and go back to your dorm where you could focus on your studies and not somebody whom you didn’t even know their name.
the walk back was actually calming. the way the breeze seethed through your hair and the crisp autumn leaves whirled in the air. you still couldn’t help but think about the mystery that had blown into your music theory class.
the next couple of days were honestly the most thrilling days you have had in quite sometime. getting up and doing your hair, even throwing on some makeup just to possibly get an eye bat from him towards you in class.
walking into the study hall you saw none the other than the quiet boy, totally not his name but by now, that’s what your brain had decided on since you couldn’t even form a sentence in front of him quite yet.
he was sitting adjacent to the books in a small little nook of the study hall. he had his back against a wall sitting crisscrossed with his laptop upon his legs.
you finally decided that of all days, today had to be the day. your one chance to get to know him just slightly better.
walking towards him you couldn’t help but hear your heart beating very loudly in fear of what might happen next
‘what if he ignores me’
‘what if he thinks i’m some weird stalker and doesn’t want to talk to me’
‘what if he has a girlfriend and she’s comes up behind me a bea-‘
your thoughts are cut off by a loud sigh from the quiet boy. quite unexpected actually as you had never witnessed this but by the way his bottom lip was wedged between his teeth and his brows were furrowed you could tell he was slightly confused.
so, an idea popped in your head as you slowly began to approach him.
“hey… so i’m not really the type to approach people, i just noticed you were in my music theory class and i wanted to introduce myself” you said while barely sighing after finally speaking to him after a few days of your small observations.
“oh! hello!” he said in the softest voice while his mouth formed a slight smile with his adorable bunny teeth.
“hi! my name is y/n! i hope i’m not bothering or anything” you said while beginning to fidget with your fingers
“oh no! no worries, would you like to join me actually? i’m working on our homework from yesterday and it’s just, well, a little hard.” he said while signaling for you to join him in the small corner of the study hall
“my names junhan by the way! i’m kind of new here, just from out of state so i honestly haven’t really talked to anybody yet” he said while he watched as you slowly sank down next to him and began to pull your laptop out of your backpack.
“ohhhh so you’re from out of town!” you say while opening up your laptop to pull up the screen with your now completed homework.
growing up you had mainly been raised with music. from the hours spent in band class to the hours spent on playing tests and studies, music theory was kind of a breeze to you so you were hopeful in the fact you could be of some help to newcomer junhan.
“yeah, i actually got a music scholarship here… i uh…” he says while stuttering and pushing his glass up to eyes, “i’ve played the guitar for a while now and decided i wanted to take that on as a lifestyle so… here we are!” he said while letting a small giggle roll right off of his lips
about a week or so ago you would have never guessed that you would be sitting next to the boy you couldn’t help but glance at every chance you got. getting to know him and finally getting the chance to talk to somebody new around your college who as well, had a music background.
as time went by and you both continued to talk about life and slowly watched as he opened up, you felt your mind come to a calming conclusion.
he was sweet and very honest. you could ask him almost anything and seemingly enough he would give you an honest response.
you learned a few things about junhan today as well. he’s very soft spoken, still really dorky, doesn’t have any friends on campus yet, total guitar nerd, has some killer song recommendations, and is super smart!
after that one day it was like you two were glued together. every music theory class you watched as he closed that three seat gap and started sitting next to you, giggling when the lecture got boring or even watching him find you just a bit more interesting.
after class would end it was typical for you two to go to the study hall and try to knock out the homework immediately so you both would have more time to spend together as the days felt shorter for some reason.
you got to show him around and even take him to some of your favorite places around the area. also introducing him to some of your friends so maybe he wouldn’t feel as lonely as he seemed to be, being new and all.
now, you both were sitting shoulder to shoulder in the same nook you first met him in, cracking jokes about your professor and how you both did wonder if he really did teach beethoven.
it was nice to have somebody understand you in such a short time. just within weeks it seemed like you and junhan had both found somebody you could be comfortable with a majority of the time and it served you both a break from the stress of being a college student during a new semester.
snapping you out of your thoughts junhan nudged you to talk to you about the storm that was coming and how you both should go study somewhere else.
“i mean, only if it’s cool with you, my roommates aren’t going to be in my dorm tonight. they are going to some party as usual…. party animals” he said as his roommates were actually the opposite of him.
they often went to parties and came back in the morning hungover and definitely not ready for the school day.
a smile crept upon your lips as a warmth rises through your body just thinking about how comfortable he was that he was inviting you to study in his own space. to you, that was more than meaningful.
on the way back to his dorm you stopped at the colleges little coffee shop as you both had your final music theory exam and had talked about studying for this for a few months now.
upon arrival to your dorm and talking about everything and anything possible he had you wait at the door while he cleaned up after his seriously messy roommate.
“sorry i should have made sure it was slightly cleaner than this…. can’t really control somebody like that but hey! he’s living his life and i’m happy for him” he says while inviting you into his dorm.
the beds sat across from each other with desks sat at the end of both beds. he had a picture of his family sitting on his desk with some spare guitar picks laying on his desk. his guitar was also sitting at the end of his desk on his stand
“is this your guitar??? holy shit” you say while admiring the six thousand plus dollar guitar sitting in front of you currently.
“yeah, that’s my baby” he said while bringing his arm behind his head to scratch at the back of his neck.
“well, she’s gorgeous!” you say while grabbing his roommates chair to sit on followed by junhan grabbing his backpack to get his laptop
followed by a sigh you both began to revise your notes and study
surprisingly, time had went by pretty fast and you both had hardly realized the time was nearing one in the morning
“uhhh jun…” you say while looking over at him, “it’s almost one in the morning… i should probably head back.”
“oh shit, i didn’t even realize…. let’s get you back to your dorm, i’ll walk you there” he said while helping you collect your things.
while picking up one of your books you both collided hands and you could have swore your heart jumped out of your chest and onto the desk.
clearing his throat and grabbing your computer to put in your bag, he turned around to grab his jacket and make his way for the door.
on your way to the door that leaded out you both came to the shocking realization that somewhere in-between the world of study and real life, snow had almost covered the door and there was absolutely no way you were getting back to your dorm.
“oh shit….” you said while realizing what was about to happen “uhhh well that’s funny! i didn’t think it would be this badddd” you said while nervously giggling and looking up at junhan
“well…” junhan said while pondering in between his words “i don’t mean this in a weird way but there’s no way you’re getting back to your dorm so your welcome to crash on my bed and i’ll just take my roommates bed. it’s really our only option here…” he said while slowly looking down at you.
“i really hate to impose and you know we can get into trouble right?? i’m not ever supposed to be here after ten…” you said while feeling slightly nervous.
“it’ll be okay, i promise. our dorm advisor is literally at that party too and i’m assuming all of those drunks got snowed in too…” he said while walking back down the hallway
following him your mind couldn’t help but flee from thought to thought.
‘sleeping… in the same room as HIM?’
‘i don’t have any pajamas with me oh god’
‘how am i supposed to go to class in the same clothes as yesterday’
walking back up the stairs you tried to convince yourself that this was just the way it had to be and you wouldn’t even be sleeping next to him so it was fine. who was even gonna notice that you were wearing the same clothes…. it really didn’t matter. your brain just couldn’t help from the thought in the back of your mind that it was finally time to make your move.
you weren’t dumb, you felt it just as much as junhan did. the way you both would say something cringe and look at each other with nothing but love in both of your eyes or the way when his skin brushed against your own it sent wave of electricity through both of your veins.
but, you lived in fear. all of those thoughts even from the first day you met couldn’t help fill your mind.
making your way back into your dorm you couldn’t help but think about how the one stuffed animal you had all the way throughout high school was now all snowed in at your own dorm.
“i know it’s probably not the best, but i have some extra sweatpants and a shirt you could wear just so you don’t have to sleep in your jeans….” junhan said while now holding out a pair of nicely folded clothes towards your body while he slightly looked at you for some sort of confirmation.
“aw jun… that’s sweet of you. i’ll take them!! where is the bathroom so i can go change?” you ask while grabbing the clothes from him.
“just down the hall and to your left!” he said while he turned to start making the beds down.
once you had made your way down the hall and changed you started to walk back to his room.
walking in you swore that your heart skipped a beat. there he was, wearing a pair of black sweat pants with an oversized hoodie and his glasses now off of his face.
“is something wrong y/n? you look startled” junhan said as you shook your brain from any intruding thought you were having
nodding your head he watched as you crawled into his bed and he turned the light off, leaving the dimly lit lamp on for a source of light in the middle of the night.
you both began to lay down as you could hear your heart beating through your ears at this point. it was all too much. the scent he had left on his pillows and the way his blanket felt so warm around you. it was borderline intoxicating.
you started to get slightly more comfortable grabbing a pillow and turning to face the wall.
as soon as you felt yourself drift into a dream you heard both of your phones go off.
assuming that it was nothing really you decided to turn your ringer off and roll back over but when you hear a noise come from junhan you turn back over to see a smile forming on his face.
“our final got pushed to next friday!!!” junhan said while getting up to hold his phone right in from of your face the brightness causing your nose to crinkle ever so slightly as your eyes focused on the notice posted by your professor on the school dashboard.
“oh my god are you KIDDING ME!!!” you said while pulling the blanket covering you over your head
“all that studying just for us to have more time…..” you said while signing in annoyance
you felt the weight shift on the bed as you peaked your head over the blanket to see junhan sitting on the edge of his bed.
“hey!! not for nothing! we got to spend time together and now we don’t have class tomorrow!” he said slightly giddy
“i mean you’re right, but what now… now we still have to worry about it for another week.” you said as harsh reality was hitting you faster than you wanted it to
“i mean that’s true but now we have a whole other week to build our confidence on the test….” junhan said while pondering on his words once more, ”and more time for us to spend together…” he said while looking over at you. causing a blush to creep upon your face you decided to sit up slightly.
“yeah and plus we can go over whatever we want, i’ve really got to take this as an opportunity” you say while brushing the hair out of your face now sitting right in front of junhan at the edge of the bed.
he looked up at you and no moment was more precious than this. half awake junhan with his lips slightly parted. the dimly lit room illuminating his face beautifully and the peaceful silence that filled the room.
within seconds you felt the weight shift once more on the bed and suddenly junhans lips were on yours.
the amount of fireworks you felt through your body couldn’t have ever compared to any other kiss you had previously experienced.
he slightly pulled back just to look at your face as he began to overthink.
“ah y/n i’m really sorry i shouldn’t-“ junhan started to say as you crawled into his lap and began to kiss him once again.
his hands instinctively running up and down your sides while continuing to make out with you just added to the wetness you felt between your legs.
as you made out with him you couldn’t help but feel him getting hard beneath you.
“are you okay with this?” he asked you while pulling back and holding his hands on the sides of your hips.
“more than okay junhan, please” you said while pulling him to be on top of you as he started kissing up and down your neck.
slight whimpers and moans began to roll off of your lips as he started to grab your boobs and kiss up and down your neck to your collarbones.
“can i….?” he asked while tugging at the hem of your shirt. with a nod he softly pulled your shirt off to reveal your harden nipples under the shirt he had given you.
while playing with one and taking the other between his lips he started to play with your boobs. he loved having you like this. moaning and whimpering under him.
he moved back up to your face as he trailed his hand down to your panties. he slowly went past your underwear to give your clit a few slow circles.
“mm please jun…. need you” you moaned out as he moved his hands slightly faster around your clit and continued to kiss all over your face and neck.
he started to move down your body pressing kisses to your tummy and removing the sweatpants he gave you followed by your underwear.
looking down at him, he was eye level with your soaking pussy and he looked up at you.
“so hot, and all for me” he moaned out before giving your clit a few kitten licks
he wrapped his lips around your clit while bringing his other hand down to enter a finger into your hole.
he watched as he continued to eat you out. the way your back arched and you clenched around him. just by the view of it, he slowly rutted into the bed below him while feeling you around him.
while he wrapped his lips around your clit and have it a few more harsh sucks, he felt as your breath hitched and you clenched around him.
“junhan please please i’m close” you whimpered out as he fingered you and licked up and down your pussy.
“that’s it, cum for me love” he said while giving you a few more pumps of his fingers
“fuck i’m i’m cumming jun please” was all that could leave your lips as you felt his plump lips wrapped around your clit.
he let you ride your high out on his face while you slowly tugged at his hair.
once you came off your high he came back up to you to give you a kiss as you tasted yourself on him and couldn’t help but whimper in satisfaction.
tugging at his shirt you urged for him to take his clothes off as well and he took the hint.
watching him stand up to pull his sweatpants down as his hard cock slightly hit his lower tummy you couldn’t do anything but whimper. wanting nothing more than to feel him inside of you.
he crawled back on top of you while he gave you some small pecks he reached down to play with your clit once more.
“are you sure? we don’t have to go this far unless you want.” he said while bringing his hands to both sides of your head
“junhan, i want you. please” was all you had to say before he looked down to align himself with you.
to make sure he wouldn’t hurt you, he slid in slowly to let himself bottom out as well.
“jun….” you said while looking up at him, “please move” you said while running your hands up and down his back
he started to slide in and out of you at a decent pace while bringing your legs to rest next to his thighs.
“mmm” he let out a slight sigh feeling how warm you felt around him.
he brought his hand down to your clit and started to rub little circles on you while picking up his pace slowly
“please that feels so good jun” you said while another high began to wash over you.
your clit still being sensitive from the orgasm you had before had caused this one to come slightly faster than usual.
he started to move faster in and out of you while continuing to play with your clit.
“fuckk i’m close y/n” he moaned out while bringing his body to cover yours as he kissed up and down your neck.
“mmm inside me please jun please i want it” you said while bringing your own hand down to play with your clit some more.
with a few stutters of his hips you could feel he was close and you were following right behind him.
“jun i’m gonna-“ you said followed by a moan as he whimpered in your ear.
once he filled you up and continued to fuck into you, you came not far after him.
he pulled out of you and started to put his sweatpants on while searching for some wipes to help you clean up.
he grabbed the baby wipes he had in his drawer and helped you get cleaned up while slipping his tee shirt back over your head and crawling back in bed next to you.
“do you know how long i’ve wanted to do that….” he said while bringing you into his embrace.
“no but i don’t think you know how long i’ve wanted to either…..”
“remember when i sat three seats down from you……?”
and with that you both giggled drifting off to sleep in his lanky arms that were wrapped around you.
the quiet boy, junhan, was now your mystery solved <3
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mirisss · 2 months
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XH reaction to their ace gf's sleeping habit
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Xdinary Heroes x asexual afab! reader
Thank you so much for the request 🐹! I hope you like it! And I hope to see you in my inbox soon again! Take care until next time! 
Wordcount ≈ 300 (really short, I’m sorry 😩🙏)
Warnings: None, I think. 
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Gunil, Junhan, Jungsu
Legit would not notice. Like they wouldn’t think about it, there’s no standard way to sleep. Some people sleep naked, some people sleep in just underwear, some in pajamas or any other option. So seeing their girlfriend going to bed in a sports bra and sweatpants, they didn’t reflect on it. If that is what you want to sleep in, that is your choice, they are not going to object or argue. However during the night, they might feel that you’re quite cold and so they would go find another blanket so put over you, feeling a little nervous yet happy when you cozy up toward them. Only wanting you to be comfortable and happy. 
Gaon, O.De, Jooyeon
Too excited for their own good. Would joke and ask you to modell your outfit (especially O.De, considering his fashion interest). O.De would comment on how the top isn’t matching the sweatpants, saying he needs to take you out shopping. Gaon and Jooyeon would just be jumping around saying how good you look and how confidence really makes you glow. They never make a sexual comment, only telling you how good you look and how well the outfit compliments your personality, it matches the soft yet confident feeling you have around them. Once again, your comfort comes first but these guys at least notice your outfit and gives you compliments. 
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hwangyeonjun · 1 year
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January 14th
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pairing: kwak jiseok (gaon) x gn!reader
genre: fluff
birthday party masterlist
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you didn’t know how to react. was he just being dramatic? jiseok was staring at the guitar presented in front of him with his mouth wide open and he haven’t said a word to you for the past five minutes.
the more time passed, the more anxious you got. your heart skipped a beat when he finally looked at you, with the same expression on his face.
“so..?” you carefully asked.
“i’m so fucking in love with you”
his words caught you off guard. “does that mean that you like my gift?”
“like it?” he dramatically gasped. “i love it. i’ve been wanting this guitar ever since it came out!” he cheerfully gestured to your present, hands flying around all over his head from excitement.
you could finally release the breath you were holding and jiseok chuckled when he saw how visibly relaxed you became after he confirmed that he likes your gift.
grabbing you by your wrist, he pulled you into a hug, burying his head into your neck, leaving small kisses on it. “no matter what you gave me, i would have liked it either way because it’s you” he confessed. “but fucking hell, this is literally a dream come true” he exclaimed while pulling away. “after you, of course” jiseok murmured, placing his hands on your shoulders. “you’re the best gift i have ever gotten, y/n”
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crazyco0tz · 6 months
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{cuddles with xdinary heroes}
Warnings: nothing
Gunil
Walking into his studio wanting attention and nothing else but he was hard at work so this was gunna be tricky
Walking over to his chair and leaning down to kiss his cheek “my baby hard a work hm?” You smirk “y-yeah I was composing a remix” he says without removing his eyes from the screen “ why don’t you take a break hm?? Cuddles n kisses??” He stop to look over at you while thinking of the options  you’ve given, “hm why not just for a few minutes” you jump slightly at his agreement “I’ll make it worth it! Cmon let’s go lay down” grabbing his hand your drag him with you while he blushed
Jungsu
You guys were watching a movie and it was getting a little lonely, for some reason he’s laying on the other side of the sofa?! “Hey why are you all the day over there babe?” He looks up at you with tired eyes “ I didn’t want to fall asleep on you..” you scoff “why not I don’t mind, come here let’s cuddle~”
He crawls slowly over to your lap then sprawls out onto you like a cat which you found cute, looking down at him as u start to pet his hair watching his eyes droop closed
Gaon
He was a cuddly person anyways so after a long day he comes back home just to flip on top of your and beg you to play with his hair
Opening your bed room he sprints fully at the bed and leaps on next to you, but that didn’t last long before he rolls onto you “well hello to you to sweetheart” you giggle “play with my hair..please” wasting no time you wrap your fingers in his hair while u sling your other arm over him, faintly hearing small “Mmm” from him before he falls alseep.
Seungmin
Rarely do you guys spoon, but when you do your always the big spoon since he needs the comfort after a long day, and it gave you easy access to his tummy
He lovesss tummy messages while being cuddled it makes his fall right asleep on you, so when you slid your hand up to rest it on his stomach he was already snoring.
Junhan
Ahh baby cuddles facing you but he hides his face by pushing up against your chest which you giggle at
“Aw your such a cutie yk that??” You tease, shaking him a bit “s-stop.” You pull him closer to pepper his forhead with kissed, and you can tell by the head running off of him how much he’s blushing right now.
Jooyeon
He has been hyper all day and in one last attemp to calm him down you ask to cuddle “joo do you wanna cuddle with me for a while hm?” “YES?? I love it when you hold me! :)”
Jumping into your arms with his gaming controller In hand “no put that down we are gunna try to sleep~” he sighs dramaticly “fineee but only cuz I like you!” You smile “so cute baby”
This was quick ik just wanted to try another group out!!
Byee sweeties
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seokka0o · 1 year
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𝑃𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐺𝑟𝑒𝑒𝑛 / 𝐾𝑤𝑎𝑘 𝐽𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑜𝑘
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You like him, from the way he smiles to the last strand of colored hair. But you feel it's forbidden, gaon is your deepest fear and regret, you love your best friend and treat it like it's the greatest sin committed on earth. But after a party everything seemed to change drastically, leaving you between saying something to jiseok or living and dying with that love just for you.
Pairing: Gaon X afab!reader
🍊 : Band!au; friends to lovers; mutual pinning
Contain : make out ; fluff; smut; sex without protection; alcohol consumption; Oral;
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Author: my longest work to date and I could say I'm a little proud. I hope you like it, always remember to give feedback ♡ forgive any mistake or bad English, this is not my first language
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The tip of the pen scratched the sheet slowly, your attention bent on it was not a matter if you thought Jiseok might do something wrong when writing his scores. In fact, you needed a good distraction so you didn't catch yourself looking at him distractedly. that new hair brought a fresh air to him, even if you liked the typical black something in the mix of colors made him look uniquely radiant, that was it, you were just friends but you had the right to find your friend handsome right? From finding him uniquely attractive to the way he is always handsome even in the smallest things he does, that besides being super talented he also had an incredible personality, the kind that captivates looks and people all the time, that makes girls sign his name when on top of stage with his band and you hate how he always seems ready to give back to each one of them, or how jiseok is rarely alone that long, considering those last few months the biggest record yet, despite all that he was an amazing friend, you were proud of that, of being his great companion, his inseparable friend.
 Let's face it. Who were you trying to deceive? You couldn't hold the façade that long because the whole band had already noticed your bizarre behavior. but you would be able to deny it every time, even yourself and the way your heart seemed to skip a beat every time he smiled at you. you would refuse to say that you had mixed feelings, that once you didn't see jiseok as a friend, but as that guy you felt you would never be able to get over, the one that made your body warm and want to wrap yourself in his arms. but everything inside of you, because you were willing to deal with this alone, you tell yourself that it's to protect your friendship with jiseok, but really it's just to protect yourself, solely and exclusively.
"Then?" Your finger stopped rolling over your hair, A huge pout was over your mouth when Jiseok spoke to you, eyes round and dark towards you, you with your body lying on the bed and he sitting next to you with the guitar in his lap . "You weren't paying attention, were you?"
"Hm? This is boring Jiseok, I don't even know why you invited me yet" you justified yourself, Jiseok sighed, turning the instrument to the side to lie down next to you. His hair smelled like bubblegum, you hated it, everything that referred to that smell reminded you of jiseok and this type of situation was becoming recurrent in a way that you didn't like to think, the feeling was that you were always stuck with things that referred to him and that was just too irritating.
"You are my best friend, there is no one better to help me" Gaon took the phone out of his pocket and checked the messages, a whirlwind, for a second he thought he was flirting with someone by the smile he deposited on his lips, but then he dropped the attention of the device and directed you "do you want to go out today? We're playing in a pub, something simple, but I can bring someone"
No big deal, you weren't at all the performances, but whenever you could, you paid a visit to Jiseok's concerts; college and work took a lot out of you so you couldn't always watch him shining on stage, but by coincidence, you were off that day, and even if you weren't, jiseok's eyes were shining in your direction which indicated that you certainly wouldn't have any choice but to agree to go.
"I'll only go if you put me in the front row" you said quickly, making a genuine smile bloom on jiseok's lips creating noisy butterflies in his stomach.
"Stop" was an unconscious act, a strong mental state taking you out of the reality where you lived, Jiseok had no right to be that way, it made you suffer, reaching the point of despair.
"Hm? What is it? I didn't do anything" he replied looking confused, without any opportunity for an answer, at that moment you could even have tried to muster up some courage to say how uncomfortable you felt lately. Not because it was in any way inconvenient, but because you've slowly come to know that you don't feel the same way.
"Please be dressed!" Jooyeon entered the room with a bang, making you and Jiseok jump and then look at jooyeon's scared expression "am I disturbing something?"
Thank God. you felt that that was the signal for you to get rid of that weird atmosphere that you had incited a short time ago. You laughed, disguising any embarrassment and sat back down on the bed, shaking your head right away.
"Don't make assumptions like that, jooyeon, we've known each other for a while to deduce this kind of relationship" you anticipated by throwing a glance at Jiseok who looked at you and smiled in response to any comment.
"Calm down, it was just a question" Jooyeon raised his hands up in surrender and sat down on the chair that was placed next to Jiseok's desk. "There's going to be a party after the show, Gunil hyung asked to let you guys know since neither of you seems interested in reading messages in the group chat."
"I saw it, I didn't call you because normally you don't like to go to gunil hyung's parties" Gaon tell you putting
the guitar back in his lap and went back to strumming, playing with the chords giving a background soundtrack.
"I will" the guitar goes out of tune and then the boy with the colored hair looked at you dumbfounded, as if something very new and fun had appeared in front of him
"It is serious?" Jiseok asked
"Yeah" You replied
"Amazing!!" Jooyeon cut through the air looking like a new man and stood up "so everyone at Gunil hyung's house for an after party!"
"Okay then I'll meet you later" you pulled your jacket off the bed and got up rather quickly
"But are you leaving already?" Jiseok put a pout on his lips and leaned on his guitar, hoping that would change your mind at least a little bit.
"Yes, I need to do some favors for my sister and get ready, you should do the same and start getting ready" you said adjusting your jacket over your body "see you later"
  You smiled at Jiseok and started towards the exit of the house, taking your car so you could drive back to your home.
Jooyeon watches you leave and then directs to jiseok a look with a smile plastered on his face, totally suggestive, which makes Jiseok frown in mental confusion.
"And then?" Jooyeon asked going to the bed where he sat in the place where you were sitting earlier
"What?" Gaon casually asked, going back to fiddling with the guitar chords but not playing a song itself.
"Weren't you guys really doing anything?" Jooyeon  tossed his hair back before laying down.
"No? Me and y/n are friends, it doesn't make sense for us to be in that kind of relationship" jiseok tried to sound as clear as possible
"Bullshit. it's actually quite easy, you and y/n are both wimps" jooyeon wasn't the kind of friend you joked about, he was observant enough to know all the gaps that both you and Gaon left in the way, even if indirectly you seem to share the kind of energy that could later yield a relationship, you just refuse to see it
"Don't say that kind of shit, especially around y/n, silly" Gaon put the guitar on the base and got up from his bed " I hope you've tuned your bass at least, you just have free time to say that kind of nonsense"
“but if it happened to be convenient you wouldn’t be able to deny it right?” jooyeon asked suggestively
“yes, I think it would be great” jiseok shrugged “but that's impossible to happen, so please stop saying that kind of thing”
"I'm not the one on the defensive," jooyeon replied. Picking up phone from pocket, checking group messages, getting up right after "don't get so cranky, I'm on my way out"
"Hm" Jiseok nodded and then Jooyeon headed outside, leaving him alone.
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he was beautiful, there wasn't anyone else who could demonstrate that, jiseok in his ordinary life was already naturally handsome, but on stage you could see it, all that confidence, beautiful clothes, makeup, he was radiant, which made you shiver in anxiety, deposited on the table right next to the stage you could see him tuning the instruments and taking care of all the technical part. everything at the perfect level of damage, you were feeling trapped in his image and that never felt right
the whole club was very beautiful, with well placed lights on the stage all of the band could be seen, jiseok was distracted and you were distracted by his beauty, wondering when it was that you fell into such a deep feeling, that it made your feet float, that made butterflies appear in your stomach to the point of making you feel sick, it was horrible, you wouldn't recommend this kind of situation to anyone where you just fall in love with your best friend with no pretext, jiseok was free, he wasn't meant to be loved and you he knows it, with a heavy heart, but he knows it well.
"what it was?" jiseok waved at you and snapped you out of your melancholy reverie. he kept the guitar suspended on his shoulder, now moving his fingers involuntarily
“no biggie, you look pretty good today” you complimented, jiseok smiled shyly, shrugging his shoulders over your compliment
"nothing else? for me that's actually a lot" said jiseok dumbfounded, you rarely complimented him like that
“I'm trying to be kind, jiseok” you skirted around a little embarrassed
 “oh sorry and thank you,y/n ” you just smiled in return, swung your legs, it didn't take long to see them start.
you weren't sure if you were feeling melancholy at this point, jiseok was formidable on stage, giving the basic animation he provides every performance, getting everyone excited and jumping to the sound of the band. however specifically talking about his habits made you feel a bit jealous. he was at the front as usual, you saw him flirting with someone a few minutes later, smiling and winking.  jiseok tended to transform on stage, but specifically at that moment you felt fully offended, without any ability to hide it, he didn't look one way even second to you in that whole course, regardless of whether they were friends, jiseok didn't seem interested in knowing if you were having fun, he just considered that the distraction of whoever it was was ahead of him, so it would remain that way.
All this toxic path of yours was observed in a way you forgot that you had other friends in that band. even if he didn't fall into the junhan concept with the jungsu who were more to the corner, they noticed his sudden drop in animation.
you didn't drink a lot, you didn't feel in the mood. watched jiseok all that time, joking, being in the prime of his life and as soon as the live ended he disappeared. you didn't need to gather too much to understand where he were, so you stayed where you were, sipping the same drink as before, in deathly silence, feeling out of sorts, wanting to cry for feeling so stupid to harbor these kinds of feelings for jiseok , unbeknownst to him, fearing, watching him slip out of your fingers like water, missing the stares and any opportunity you had to say you liked him but failing utterly in the matter, leaving it for the next day, and the next and on that if spending years where you saw him leave each time with a different person, leaving you planted somewhere, waiting for the moment he would come back.
“Hi” the voice came from behind you, soft, low tone. you turned  head and looked at seungmin who smiled awkwardly, with his hands in his pants pocket
“you guys did really well today”” you quickly changed the subject, smiling a little, getting up
" paid off I would say” he smiled back. seungmin was like that, besides jiseok he was also a very close friend of yours, so it wasn't that strange that he showed up to talk "are you going to the party?"
you pondered, were you in the mood to deal with jiseok dragging the most diverse people everywhere? definitely not. but you had already promised to go to your friends, he soon nodded his head
“look, if you don't want to go I can drop you off at home” seungmin tried to look neutral but he was worried about how you looked not so comfortable there "you know no one will take offense”
"it's okay, I need to have some fun, I've been standing here for a long time, I want to at least make the night even a little bit fun" it was a party. you had your friends, there was no reason to make drama because of jiseok , maybe you were sensitive from an early age, it wouldn't be the last time like it wasn't the others, you could pretend to be used to it and have a little fun
"Sure? You know that after midnight I don't drive anymore, right?" said sungmin indicating the back exit with you, who followed him in a relaxed laugh
“I know, don't worry” you followed to the car with willpower, finding jooyeon leaning against the passenger door, lank hair and ridiculous sunglasses that made you laugh
"ayo!" he said low indicating the backseat "nice to see you"
“No way. y/n in the front seat” Seungmin said getting into the drivers seat, it was always turbulent driving with Jooyeon in the passenger seat so Seungmin made sure to get rid of it. snorting jooyeon went to the back seat and then threw yourself, you entered the passenger and passed the seat belt
“I thought you was going to give up, jiseok just left, that fucker” complained jooyeon looking sorry for being dumped by his best friend
"And what's new? I said I was going to the party, I'm not on Jiseok's feet all the time " you complained, eyes glazed over the road which Seungmin started taking you into the night to Gunil's house
“okay, fair enough, fuck that too, jiseok is a fucking hooker and I need to get my ass kicked” everyone there seemed used to these acts, even laughter came out of their lips with naturalness, but without any humor
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The house wasn't that crowded, you could tell it was a private party when you entered, following your friends to the kitchen where you found the drinks laid out for everyone and Junhan in an unusual position to choose a beer or any other drink
“JUNHAN, give me the vodka!!” Jooyeon screamed in the center of the room running to his friend, serving him something that you didn't bother to identify, as your eyes started to run all over the fest, behind those typical cotton candy hairs, without success, wondering what was so special going on for him to be gone.
“He's out somewhere and you said you came to have fun” Seungmin  offered you a beer you gladly accepted, bringing the drink to your lips to take a good drink.
"I wasn't looking for him, okay?" you objected rolling your eyes, turning your attention to seungmin beside you
He shrugged and laughed turning the can of beer over his lips, sipping the taste 
"Whatever, it's been a long time, it's getting to a level you can't contain anymore, I just think you should be more careful with your feelings" he always knew everything, enough to be hilarious, he always knew what what to say at the right time, ready to advise you and you wished that this could be of some comfort in the future, you intended not to take too much to heart so you would seek to resolve this situation as soon as possible.
"What the fuck" you laughed unbelievably, trying to reconsider "I really thought I was being subtle"
  If you were so obvious then why did Jiseok seem to not have picked up on the signs? Why did you feel in that bill snooker? Because the hell it all seemed even more absurd from that point of view, you're best friends and yet he acts like he doesn't know anything about you.
"Maybe not for jiseok" Seungmin shrugged still tasting his own beer.
"Fuck it, I don't want to talk about him right now" you mumbled with your throat full, downed your beer glass and then went deeper into that party.
 You and Seungmin were glued together the entire time from there, the booze rushing into your bloodstream. even though you weren't into it, you used it as an escape, taking it beyond measure. you guys started playing, starting with beer pong, the music blaring and screaming started to rise with your spirits, you even caught a glimpse of jiseok at some point, the cotton candy hair went somewhere and then disappeared, but you he didn't give a damn, you wouldn't bother, if he wanted to be seen he would show up.
 You continued the game, drinking too much, even taking a chance with gunil and his two right feet on the dance floor, laughing at the ridiculousness, joking with your friends for the first time, wondering how you didn't participate in a party like this before. Everyone seemed high in all sorts of ways, your friends would disappear and reappear twice as drunk from time to time, proving the kind of insane you were having to deal with.
 You at some point felt the need to go to the bathroom, you made your way through the halls, a little dizzy, out of breath from dancing so much, and then you stopped in the hallway. that's where you saw jiseok for the first time since the show earlier
you had all the time in the world to end up in this situation, there he was, there was someone else in the vastness, he was crazy drunk and you didn't need more than your eyes fixed on his figure to realize it. Jiseok was kissing, insane, making out with someone fervently, you were sure they were capable of fucking there with some more encouragement and you felt bad again, the feeling of the drink already hitting wrong and so you turned to leave going from encounter with a body.
"All good?" Seungmin knew he was about, even if the smell of the drink was strong he would be able to stop what he was doing to help a friend.
"Hm?" So, voice cracking, you looked away a little disoriented.
"You know you don't have to go through this, right?" Nerves were getting to the edge of your skin, you muttered under your breath, feeling embarrassed.
"Could you kiss me?" You sounded off key but you didn't seem to care, maybe you shouldn't, leaving was the option, but it was after midnight and Seungmin had made it clear. " if you do not want it, no problem…"
He smiled, looked proud, grabbed you by the waist and brought you close to the wall, leaning you there, even though jiseok didn't seem to pay any attention to whoever was in the hallway, you seethed in anger, glared at seungmin and then you felt his lips on yours, a kiss that started out intense. Suddenly everything became silent, you sighed against Seungmin's lips and then you deepened, his lips had a certain strength, the taste of alcohol and watermelon, the desire for revenge that wasn't only up to you to have, maybe him feeling wronged by you.
 Kissing deeply, pressing your body against the wall, your arms wrapped around his neck. seungmin presses his tongue against your lips and you sigh accepting passage, feeling bad for putting it in your mind that actually that should be jiseok there with you, and your bubblegum-scented shampoo, that the one kissing you fervently wasn't just a common friend who accepted your offer for meaningless revenge, something to stroke your bruised ego somehow. you felt bad for seungmin, but you couldn't help but let go of that contact, allow him to let go of you, you kept getting closer, tangling your tongue with his, tangled up in each other, losing your breath, drunk you lost focus for one second, seungmin did everything to give you that attention and then when the lips parted you ended up facing each other, letting a thread of sage run between your lips and relaxed faces, both panting.
you looked to the side and Jiseok was no longer there and then you relaxed your body, bewildered, not knowing how to proceed
“sorry” you whispered to seungmin and pushed yourself away from the wall, already feeling a little more sober “i shouldn't have asked you that”
"I said I was going to get out of hand…but that's okay, was it even worth it?" he asked in a way trying to get you to his answer.
“yeah, you're a fucking good kisser” you laughed suddenly feeling your legs trembling, you knew that seungmin was great like that with exuded confidence, feeling it on your skin was completely new.
“oh thank you” he laughed back “now if you'll allow me I'm going to use the bathroom”
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the party was at an end, counting the last people making their way back to their homes. others still drinking and playing, even talking, you could see the remnants of what was a somewhat insane party.
you didn't live too far from there, but as a matter of caution jungsu who was the only one who didn't seem to have drunk himself to death offered to accompany you home, so while he was looking for his coat inside the house, you waited on the side of outside, on the sidewalk, saying goodbye to the people who passed you as they left.
  you were already a little sober when jiseok appeared, stopping beside you, looking from side to side, also looking more sober than the last time you saw him making out with someone in the hallway
“Are you leaving yet?” he said as if he had this whole time in his presence
“yeah, when they said about the gunil parties I didn't think they were that intense,I'm tired” you answered simply, you didn't want to seem upset about a situation you didn't even have the right to be upset about
“sorry for disappearing, I ended up drinking too much in the last few hours” he laughed sheepishly
“okay, it was a unique night, you have your right to celebrate” you look away to the night sky, giving small signs of the morning that would appear in a maximum of an hour
“hm, i saw you and seungmin earlier…i didn't know you guys had that kind of relationship” he started
“we don't, we were just hanging out” you smiled and shrugged. he looked jealous and at some point that gave you comfort, as if his work had been done.
“ah…I see, it seems a little strange, but I'm glad you're free of it” you were ready to answer gaon, maybe skewer his jealous way towards you, say some truths and maybe, just maybe lay your head on the pillow with more peace in your heart, but jungsu appeared quickly cutting the subject
"Sorry I'm late, shall we go now?" jungsu asked turning to jiseok
“coming?” he asked
“no, I need to wait jooyeon, see you later ” jiseok looked strange, but you didn't notice too much, you just bowed and left together with jungsu back to your house. maybe take a break from seeing jiseok, you felt like you were going crazy and it wasn't doing you any good. however the conversation home was very comforting, jungsu had a calm tone in his voice, a pleasant conversation about things that weren't jiseok and that left you immersed until you were at the door of the house, where you thanked jungsu and went inside, looking for comfort from your bed without even cleaning yourself, just sleeping from mental exhaustion, the bitter taste and tingling on your  lips from the kiss given that Seungmin without thinking twice gave you.
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You met Jiseok occasionally, two or three times after that. As for Seungmin? No more was heard about this matter, you entered into some kind of agreement where you both agreed to blame it on alcohol, maintaining the friendship was important, but he had been clear in saying that if by any chance you wanted him he would be up for one colorful friendship in the future, but before that it should be resolved with Jiseok; He certainly didn't want to be in the middle of this situation, so he refrained.
As for your relationship with jiseok, everything its normal, you needed some time and even if everything seemed a little weird now you only understood it as a sign to leave it as it was, you soon accepted this condition, you had nothing to complain about just like him, already in that state, you weren't sure if you should say too much about your feelings, every time it came up you took a distance to calm your nerves, at least until you found the courage to say something. Which resulted in a mutual distance, even if everyone in the group of friends refused to say anything, you knew that on Jiseok's side there was something that needed to be said too, but that neither of the clearly irresponsible two wanted to take the first step in to say.
The day was especially hot, days like this are perfect for going out and doing something, but you were stuck there in jiseok's garage, paying attention to the nonsense you saw on your cell phone while the band rehearsed their songs for hours on end. You weren't very interested, it was too hot and that place was hot in a sense where you only thought about one thing, getting out of there and having an ice cream; which is clearly not the case as they argue about music non-stop.
"Do you want to sleep here tonight?" The voice as always came from the background in your attention. You looked confused about actually talking to you and that's when you realized there was no one but Jiseok around, you thought that was the moment where everyone disappeared and so you sat more properly on the couch.
"where is everybody?" you asked confused
“they left… you really don't pay attention” said jiseok indignantly and then sighed “so, do you want to sleep here or not?”
"For?" You didn't seem to understand for sure, but you tried hard not to appear defensive, as your behavior could be considered a bit evasive the last few days.
"I don't know, we seem very distant lately" commented Jiseok with a certain air of guilt, throwing everything into the air. "wanted to have a movie night with you"
"Really, but I don't think it's a good idea" you replied skeptically, you wouldn't face sleeping at jiseok's house and ending up more accurate in that feeling. The way his body behaved already showed that he was much more than upset for some time now.
"Why? Do we always do this?" You sometimes seem not to think, normally jiseok is hard to beat, he wanted everything to go his way and that was why you could rarely deny his requests
"Why not, Jiseok, I don't know… there's no way this is going to work" you were still feeling it, your hands sweating and the memory of him from one corner to the other bringing someone that wasn't you
"Why?" He questioned again
"Jiseok…I-I need to go" you once again being evasive, not wanting to declare yourself at all and then you stand up, making your way outside when jiseok grabs you by the wrist
"No, I want to know what's going on, y/n, since the party our relationship has been shit" he felt for you, he missed his best friend, he wished he could be with you talking and laughing again, he couldn't knowing what went wrong, why, where he seemed to sin so much to be treated as a mere stranger. It hurt deep inside you, like a sharp knife, burying and turning, hurting, wanting to make you scream, you didn't want to, but you were on the verge of crying with despair.
"Are you crying?" He started 
"Sorry" you whimpered, releasing your arm from jiseok's grip, keeping your body where you were "I lost myself, it's been a while, but it's getting unbearable to deal with this, liking you more like a friend hurts my me so much which I can't measure. Seeing you paying attention to other people bothers me, because I wanted to be beyond friendship with you and I can't."
 A weight seemed to come off your  shoulders. You were free, now in a situation where you could be totally denied or accepted for how you feel, it was up to jiseok.
"Sorry to spoil everything, I just can't take it anymore" the tears came out thick, but with relief, until that moment he hadn't allowed himself to cry and then it seemed fair, it was jiseok, he would be able to judge you for being sensitive
"So that's why you kissed Seungmin at the party? I mean, it wasn't because you two were having an affair?" You looked confused, wiped your face with the back of your hand.
"What ?" you asked low
"I thought you were together, I don't know. well, good thing, I thought I would be replaced" Jiseok shrugged. You looked jiseok up and down and frowned, angry, was he acting crazy? Was he playing with your feelings?
"Gaon if you're kidding with my f-" it was a matter of seconds, he held you close to him, body in an impact and his thumb scraping across your cheek, wiping away the rest of your tears.
"Don't call me like that" the thick tone of voice made you skin shiver, your heart pounding and then you felt the touch of his lips on yours.
 It was a dream, it couldn't be anything else. knees shaking, in sheer desperation, you had to hold on to jiseok to keep from falling. He sighed heavily when you reciprocated, keeping your body on his more firmly; moved his lips against yours with precision, as if he already knew your ways, as if he fantasized about kissing you at all times, it made sense that everyone would always want to taste him in some way.
you still didn't know how to deal well with the situation but everything seemed to flow very easily, through jiseok's hands and lips everything seemed to make a sense, deep, unique and full of feelings; you wondered if he kissed all his lovers with the same dedication, or if it was a unique privilege, if it was only for you that he sighed so deeply as he pulled your lower lip, or squeezed your hips so firmly in order to contain the hand tremors when touching you for the first time
you took the daring liberty of pushing jiseok back onto the sofa, he fell breaking the contact, eyes shining in your direction and then you sighed, climbing onto his lap without saying a word and then you went back to kissing, the butterflies fluttered through your stomach, as if everything inside you had come back together, every racing heartbeat and sigh was for jiseok and one and only, your head clouded and you didn't think twice about advancing the other's mouth with your tongue, in a sequence of murmurs and sighs you began to synchronize, steady, spinning and battling.
jiseok's hands held your  shirt by the hem and pulled, breaking the kiss for a while and then getting rid of your shirt, doing the same with his soon after, right there, in the practice room of his house. you pulled his lip between your teeth and smiled, kissing him again, touching his bare torso with your fingers, delicate, given subtle touches in order to make the skin crawl, climb the destiny to the colored hair and hold him by the nape holding firmly, touching the trunks breaking any space that existed between you.
jiseok moved his hands up your back, making a trail to the clasp of your bra and quickly released it, you sighed over his lips and let go for a second to get rid of the underwear; soon you can feel his firm hands cupping your breasts, massaging, daringly playing with your nipples, circling  with his index fingers making you sigh, moan low and then start moving your hips over his cock, looking for contact and relief.
 The bodies getting involved madly in love, kisses and subtle touches on the surface, marking the skin with passion, taking sincere moans from both lips, getting lost in the immensity, your lips kissing him down all over the neck, touching with delicacy, feeling the smell, the texture, marking with the warm breath with each whimper you gave every time you felt his covered cock stimulating in the right way, when you felt the firm sensation of his touches on your breasts, bringing shivers down your back, Leaving you to Jiseok and only him.
Jiseok stopped for a moment, turned around taking you to lie down on the couch slowly, eyes locked on each other and you felt connected with him, like never before did you feel that you two finally got on the same page. Jiseok kissed down your neck, nibbling, tracing with his tongue, his hands over your breasts still he continued down, making his way between them, kissing, keeping the nipples firm between his fingers. He continued his way to your belly, kissing every centimeter, the low moans that came out of your lips served as a certain incentive, then his hands held the waistband of your pants, pulling them down along with your panties in moments, leaving you naked on the hips, his eyes, like never before jiseok saw you completely without clothes which made his dick throb inside the pants he wore
"You are so beautiful" you smiled embarrassed and moaned soon after, feeling gaon's hands opening your legs so he could see you. The kisses running down your stomach, touching your skin, passing over your inner thighs and then with his thumb he explored your region, with the cold fingertip eliciting an incoherent noise from your lips, you literally dripping in pleasure, biting your lip and mouth. trembling took over your body at the touch of the tongue, sliding, majestic, circling your button and sucking like it was a bullet, you don't know where so much practice came from, but you didn't reject the affection, you felt his hands touching your thigh with affection, eyes attentive in what you were doing and you completely losing your mind.
You felt every part of your body burn in a unique sensation, letting go of everything that once made you close your mouth about how you felt about jiseok and the stupidity of having waited so long to feel that way
"baby please continue" you meowed and got a grunt in response, all in your field of vision was the split hairs of your colors in the mess it often is, you never imagined you needed Jiseok between your legs until that moment and now everything seemed to be lost.
Jiseok played with his tongue over your entrance, circling and entering gently, taking your juice desperately, moaning against your pussy like a  crying dog. Now and then he circles and sucks your spot like a toy, pulling from your lips the most promiscuous and beautiful sounds ever heard. Your hands touching the strands of his hair from the front, leaving his face on display and you can see how devoted he was, moaning against your clit, his eyes now intent on yours making you lose your mind again, jiseok wanted to see your every expression and that gave his dick a nice twinge with every taste of the pleasure you felt.
"I will…fuck I'm l-almost" then fingers thrust in, without warning. You moaned something and started rocking your hips towards him, jiseok sucking everything from you and fucking you with his fingers, then you sat down, desperately spilling, biting your lip to contain screaming and then jiseok drank all your liquid, stopping little by little, mounted you with wet lips and chin, licking himself with pleasure
"You're amazing" he said just like that, as he got rid of his pants along with his boxers, making his hardened cock pop out, giving you such a privilege; jiseok helped you to sit down and then he placed himself correctly waiting for you.
 Still panting you knelt down on the sofa and held his cock by the base, jiseok grunted, caressed the top of your head and then gave you permission. You masturbated him, sometimes slow, sometimes fast, ran your thumb over the glans and when the nail started to come out, you mounted it, fitting it over the entrance and it started to slide. Jiseok grabbed your hips to help you and then you rested a bit. You smiled at each other without saying a word and then you started rocking, feeling his cock moving inside you, rubbing against your walls, eliciting beautiful moans from your lips. Jiseok kept a firm hand on your hip, helping the back and forth movement, moaning softly, still maintaining intense eye contact with you little by little your body picked up the rhythm, your arms around his neck and then you joined your bodies , jiseok moaned with the feeling of your breasts pressed over him and kept you in the embrace, running the tip of his tongue over your earlobe, releasing shortly after the sounds in your honor.
 Your  low belly tugged, your fingers returning to the hair on the back of his neck and then you pulled, stroked the chorus, throwing yourself into his arms for support in the thrusts. In a few moments jiseok moved his against your hip, fucking deep, making you moan thinner, more desperate at that time, his fingers marking your skin desperately.
"I-I'm gonna…c-cum" jiseok said with a soft tone in his voice. You didn't stop, you rocked on top of his dick keeping pace, jiseok started moaning louder and then he held you tight fucking you hard, popping noises all over the soundproof space, kissing and biting your neck and then filling you right away after.
You held on, now letting go of the hug you let jiseok play with your breasts while you continued to move, pushing his cum inside you, with soft tones of moans that started to grow again, even sensitized jiseok was pleased with the sight of you rocking and reaching your limit on his dick right after
"M-my god" you whimpered laying your head on his shoulder, feeling his nosy hands leak down to your ass, pulling in a grip that made your pussy contract even around his cock.
"Next time just tell me, I wouldn't think twice about fucking you" complained jiseok groping your ass "I just don't want to have the pleasure of sharing you with anyone in that damn band, you belong to me"
The cold ran through your belly, you murmured getting off of jiseok and fell to the side on the sofa, sitting next to him.
"I say even to you, don't you dare" you stared breathlessly. Jiseok welcomed you with a smile and then moved to the floor, kneeling between your legs, placing them on his shoulders to keep them open "round two"
He dictated without saying a word after, licking all the cum that oozed from her pussy to go back to sucking you.
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binsito · 8 months
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Hi so I read the porn type and god Jooyeon and anal I'm bad Down for it, so if it's possible for you to write Jooyeon anal training his darling, like eating her ass, using toys, plugs and spanks, until he finally gets what he wants having anal sex cumming so hard inside and plugging his load so not a single drop is out
grr jooyeon anal brain rot.. oh i'm feeling faint..
exploring
pairing: lee jooyeon x fem reader
word count: 1.3k
rating: mature, includes: unprotected anal sex (it's their first time trying it as a couple), oral (f receiving), fingering, spit, creampie, usage of toys, butt plugs, swearing,
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jooyeon had all his new pretty toys lined up. you were both sitting on the bed, legs crossed as you stifled a giggle. 
he was so enthusiastic about his newfound interest and you being the most supportive girlfriend, encouraged him to explore it. jooyeon had brought up in passing that he wanted to try anal, you figured he’d bring it up sooner or later due to the amount of times he’d “accidentally” brush his thumb over your asshole.
or that one time, he ate you out from behind and his tongue poked dangerously close to your other entrance. you weren’t surprised when he asked you if you two could try it, you were more so intrigued and you found his sudden shyness and lack of words to be so cute.
as soon as you gave him the okay, he went ahead and bought all kinds of new goodies for him to try out on you. he wanted to prep you and loosen you up just right before you’d take his cock. you had made sure to start exploring on your own as well, letting your fingers make their way down whenever you played with yourself just to see how it would feel. you knew jooyeon would make sure to take good care of you though, knew he would slick you up and leave you stretched nicely for him.
he was starting to feel nervous but you pecked his lips to reassure him that you still wanted to go through with this. he didn’t seem like he was going to make the first move, so you got on all fours for him and braced yourself for what was to come next.
he was so attentive and gentle in the beginning, slipping your pants down and pulling your panties to the side as he spat on your hole generously, taking a deep breath and leaning forward while holding your asscheeks wide open for him.
he pressed his tongue flat against your hole and fluttered his eyes shut, moaning as he squeezed your asscheeks tightly. the sensation felt a bit foreign but that didn’t take away from how good it felt. he lapped at you to make sure you were fully coated in his saliva, the last thing he wanted was for you not to be lubed up properly. once he felt he had gotten you wet enough, he teased you by probing his tongue at your entrance, circling his tongue and pressing the tip just slightly past your tight rim. you let out a breathy moan as he began to bob his head gently, licking and breaching you carefully.
“fuck baby.. think you can take a finger? just the tip? promise i’ll be gentle baby yeah?” he sounded so helpless, you knew he was dying to feel within your walls.
he spat on you once again, watching it trickle before he scooped it up with a finger and pressed it to your puffy hole, rubbing it against it as you shivered.
just the tip, is what he promised 
so his slender finger dug itself in carefully, testing the waters, making sure you showed no signs of discomfort. you urged him on and let him know you were okay thus far.
he gripped your asscheek tightly with his other hand as his finger gently curled inside you, feeling how tight you were inside.
“oh princess.. you’re gonna make me work hard for this huh? your little hole is so tight.. no way my big cock will fit inside like this..” he whines, feeling how your hole sucked him in.
he pressed past his first knuckle and watched as you teasingly clenched around it. soon he was inching closer to his second knuckle, before his entire finger fit inside your hole. “i think you can take another finger hm, baby? feels good right? imagine two fingers..” he cooed
“y-yes joo.. ‘nother finger sounds nice.. please?”
and slowly but surely he worked you up to taking two fingers in your cute little ass. he landed a smack on one of your cheeks before biting into it and groaning, pumping his fingers gently inside you to let you get used to the stretch. 
two fingers eventually turned to three and you were becoming a mess. drooling on the pillow, eyes shut tightly as you mumbled how good his fingers fucked you. he pulled them out and licked them clean, watching as your hole clenched at the absence of his fingers. your underwear had gotten annoying so he grabbed the thong, letting it snap against you before ripping it off. just as you were about to protest, you felt him press the smallest bead of an anal bead wand to your hole.
he watched as your hole swallowed it effortlessly, soon pressing another one in, and another. he was proud to see you gradually take five and not show any discomfort. he started to pump the wand into you, hearing the squelch and groaning in satisfaction.
your cunt was throbbing, squeezing and feeling empty yet pulsing with pleasure.
he smiles to himself as he pulls the wand out, watching each bead reappear. he sat the wand down and quickly discarded his jeans, they were getting awfully tight. once he pulled his cock out, he made sure to rub himself with a good amount of lube, applying some on your hole as well before he even dared penetrate you. “think your hole can fit my cock huh?” he says as he rubs himself between your asscheeks, pressing them together tightly to sandwich his dick. “mm.. joo..gentle please…” you whined, canting your ass at him teasingly he was finding it very hard to resist fucking your ass full. with a groan he insert his tip carefully, so far no complaints from you which encouraged him to go just a little deeper.
he moved his hips at a gentle pace to stretch you out before pressing more in “g-good baby? feel alright?..” you just moaned in approval but he stilled his hips “words baby.. use your words..” he scolds “y-yes joo.. cock feels so good.. keep going” he smirked to himself and continued to move slowly, it took everything within him to not pound into you. the way his cock was disappearing into your hole was make his brain fuzzy.
steadily, he stretched you out enough to fit his whole length, you felt completely full of him. he was tense, holding himself back as he held your waist. beads of sweat forming on his forehead so he wiped them before pushing his hair back. taking a deep breath as he pulls himself all the way out and then sheaths himself to the hilt, your body being jolted forward suddenly as you let out a surprised mewl.
jooyeon had lost control, pumping in and out of you like you had never felt before, he was so deep inside you, you swore you were going to have trouble sitting down the next day.
“j-jooyeon.. f-fuck!” you yelped whenever his hips would come into contact with your body, making you tremble as you gripped on to the sheets tightly and bit your lip. jooyeon was like an animal in heat, the sensation of having you wrapped around his cock like this was heavenly. he couldn’t imagine a better thing than fucking your ass into oblivion.
he felt himself starting to leak in you, with a few sharp thrusts and grunts, he came deep inside you, pouring his seed as he kicked his head back in pure ecstasy. he made sure to dump himself in you entirely, not letting a single drop go to waste before he pulled out, wiping his tip on your asscheek and tapping his cock on it.
he reached over for a pretty plug he bought you, one with a pink gemstone in the shape of a heart. pressing it into your spent hole and smiling “so cute baby.. you better keep it all in. don’t waste my cum. be good and keep it all for me kay?”
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yawnzzznnn · 6 months
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I saw you needed an idea for gaon^^ can you write gaon (or all of xh) reacting to you damaging their instrument? angst and fluff pls!! 🩷
maybe you had an argument and knock over the instrument on accident but he thinks you did it on purpose. Or he hears a loud crash and walks in to the instrument being broken and you're upset but he's more worried about if you're okay
☆what did you do.... - Gaon☆
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☆Special thanks too: Anon : Gaon : Xdinary Heroes
☆Note: hello! I hope you enjoy <3 feel free to leave anymore requests if you have them
☆Taglist: @mxlly143
☆TW: yelling : angry Gaon : arguing : cursing
10-6-23
Every month both you and Jiseok deep clean the shared apartment, Jiseok put trust in you too clean his baby's (guitars) although a big responsibility you assured him nothing bad would happen to them.
Getting the proper stuff to clean them you headed to the room where he stored them in, quickly getting to work soon after entering. It went well you kept your promise of not breaking them, failing to take notice one slowly slipping off the wall due to not being put up properly, heading to the door a loud crash from behind you.
Turning around surprised you noted just how bad the damage was not long after Jiseok came running in to check on you and his guitars, a loud gasp left Jiseok's mouth when he seen the scene Infront of him "what did you do..." Jiseok said anger very prominent in his eyes "i-i d-didnt-" you stuttered "what the hell" Jiseok cursed.
"pay attention when you put them up there" Jiseok said putting the blame on you "I didn't know it-" you tried to speak only for Jiseok to cut you off "well you sure didn't check" he spat his emotions clear in his voice
"I'm so sorry Jiseok" you apologized looking down at your feet "sorry isn't going to fix the child sized dent in my guitar Yn!" Jiseok screamed, looking up shocked never in your entire relationship had Jiseok screamed at you. "I know it doesn't what can I do to fix it?" You spoke tears pricking your eyes "there is no fixing it" Jiseok sighed. "I'll buy you a new one" you said quickly pulling out your phone "don't bother you'll probably break that one too" Jiseok said.
"...I'm sorry" you apologized once more "stop saying sorry like that's gonna fix it just leave the room" Jiseok rolled his eyes watching as you left the room with your head down, a pang of guilt struck his heart maybe he took it too far.
A fe hours after the incident and after you've ordered Jiseok a new guitar that looks almost identical to the other one, Jiseok came towards you "I'm sorry yn, maybe I took it too far. It's not your fault, I'm sorry for yelling at you like it was" he apologized "no dont apologize I broke it, it's my fault I should have been more careful....I ordered you one that looks almost like that one" you said pulling out your phone to show him the receipt.
"Awww Yn you didn't have too" he said pulling you up into a hug "I did though I broke the other one" you said stuffing your face in his neck causing him to giggle "you didn't break it you just put a child sized dent in it" he commented rubbing your back "I love you Yn.." he confessed "I love you too.." you replied the both of you spent the rest of the night making it up to one another by watching movies and playing games.
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Xh realizing they love you romanticly for the first time:
aka a very late valentines day post lmao
warnings and info: a little bit of cursing, mentions of one of the members being sick, mentions of food, tooth rotting fluff, i didn't do the members in order for some reason idk, mentions of reader crying, gn!reader, light mentions of a natural disasters, mentions of kissing, I think thats it!
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Gunil:
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He remembers getting what felt like the worst cold in existence. He either felt like he was gonna puke or pass out every two seconds and that was not a good combo. He was worried about not getting the things he needed done in time and weighed down with responsibilities. And you come into his room and take care of him. And not just dropping him off some food and leaving because of your fear of getting whatever he had. No, you genuinely took care of him. Practically shoving food into his mouth when he didn't feel like eating it but hadn't had a single meal all day. Placing medicine in his hands then giving him the death glare until he drank it... then bringing a cup of water to his lips to wash it down. He didn't mind that you were a little hard on him at times like these. It was never in a bad way, but only to make sure he took care of himself. You knew more than anyone how he'd take care of others at the expense of himself. And just seeing you actively take full interest in make sure he's comfortable and gets better... it makes him realize two things: One) He realizes that whatever you did was to help him at times like these when he needed it most. And two) realizes that he can let all this worries down on you without feeling the fear of being judged for not being strong enough or getting told that his fears are irrational or weird. That you'd help him-- weather that be with advice, helping him physically with something in a more hands on way, or just providing a listening ear. He more than didn't mind you doing either. He was coming to love when you helped him.
Jungsu:
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it was easy for jungsu to love you. He’s kind of always knew it in the back of his head. When you two were just friends who were too nervous to say anything about how y’all obviously wanted to date each other he knew then, too. He said it to you then as well. Just in a friendly way. And that calm feeling that feels like a breath is fresh air to him he gets whenever you’re close to him, like you are now— sitting next to him at a booth in some restaurant you introduced him two months ago that had become one of his favorite spots. That calm feeling is something he doesn’t think he can live without. At least not happily. And he doesn’t want to test that theory if he could. He realizes that the restaurant had become a place he really enjoyed because you were there. And, even though he realized it before, without you things just don’t hit as well. Things lack something without you. Like how you can’t have food without at least some type of seasoning. It just wouldn’t taste the same. Not like his life is bland by any means of the imagination, but if you’d never waltzed right into it then he thinks that he’d always be searching for that little something that makes it even better. Complete, actually. And it wasn’t just in a friendly way anymore. He wanted you always there— to go on little dates like this with each other, to kiss and to hold. It was ingrained in his memory now and he never wanted it to stop. It was just that: simple and sweet. But it all meant so much to him. He felt like, now that he got a taste of what you bring to his life (and what he brings to yours) now it was like you couldn’t have one [his life] without the other [you in it.] You just added something so special that he never wanted to stop having in his life. And he never wanted to stop adding little good things to yours either.
O.de:
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For him, it was when you two had a heart to heart. Something had happened at your work and honestly, you felt so exhausted you wanted to drop on the floor and stay there. He was trying to help you move on without simply numbing all your feelings and pushing them down. You were sitting close to each other-- so close that your arms and legs brushed against the other. But no matter how much his presence and reassuring words comforted you, in the end your dam still broke. You started to cry. And it wasn't just a couple tears, either. You were just to done with everything going on and just wanted it all to stop. He remembers it distinctly, you put your hands over your eyes and tired to burry your face from him. He reached over and gently, calmly, even, removed your hands. He didn't even need to say anything, he just brought you to his chest, rubbing your back as your buried your face in his chest. In all the time you two had known each other and had been together, this was the first time either of you had cried this way around each other. I say that because, his eyes started to well up too. You notice and glance up at him "Why are you crying?" You laugh, "It's not like all of this happened to you, too." He nods. "Feels like it though." And after a little more back and forth between the two of you, that was when he realized how calm he was. That he knew what to say when you were feeling down. And instead of being freaked out and uncomfortable, he only had the overwhelming urge to make you feel better, and that what he did worked. Because he knew you inside and out
Junhan:
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You could say it wasn't a very specific time that he realized he loved to romantically. It was a lot of things-- everything about you, actually. Didn't matter if they were more or less savory, he still cherished them like it was the only thing about you you were willing to share and it was the last time he'd see a precious jewel. But there was this one thing he seemed to always get this fluttery feelin from that maybe, just maybe, he didn't really care to stop. Your little things you'd do when you concentrated. Or maybe it was the face you made when you truly liked something. fuck, did that made him all giddy and smitten inside. All he knew was that whatever you did made him want to see more, more, more. He didn't think he could ever get enough of seeing this new unexplored part of your relationship bloom and blossom right before his eyes. There was just so much to find out about how you two are romantically and he never wanted to stop searching for new things. Maybe it wasn't really a specific thing about how either of you two alone acted. But it was more of how you two were together. He loved exploring it.
Gaon:
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It hit him like a hurricane, a tornado, and a earth quake all at once, which wasn't really like him. Usually things came to him much more gradually. Thoughts and feelings taking their sweet time to settle into his brain. But nope, that was not the case with you. So just like with everything else about you-- like when he knew he first liked you, how his heart does a flipping routine whenever you smile, etc. Like one day he's in the bathroom doing his hair. And not just your usual do-it-really-quick-then-leave. He's making sure every strand is in place, making sure his skin is extra glowy, and as hes putting on the clothes hes laid out the night before he starts to wonder why hes suddenly putting so so so so much care into the types of things hes never really cared much about before. And when I say he drops his shirt on the floor and blinks, eyes wide all dramatic like when your face flashes in his mind I am not kidding. He looks down at the text he just sent you "Please be safe! call me when you get there!" Sure, he's always made an effort to look nice, and sure he's always made an effort to be protectives over the ones he loves. But now it was a little different... he wants you to think he looks nice, he wants you and your beautiful smile to be protected. And he didn't think he ever wanted to stop.
Jooyeon:
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see, there was a few things that made Jooyeon realize that he was in love with you. It all came flaring up in his mind one night when he was at your place. Y’all’s friends were over as well as the rest of the members. Just having a good time. But somewhere along the way everyone started turning to the person close to them or just mingling around talking and laughing. And having a good time… without him. He tried to brake the ice with a joke or two and tried to laugh along with them. You know get involved in their conversations. But tonight everyone just seemed to be too engrossed in their own friends and whatnot to do more than smile a nod along to whatever he was talking about. So, he just picked a designated spot on your sofa and parked himself there after a matter of time. He thought about getting up to try talking to people again, and did. But the same thing happened. Most of these people— these were your friends after all. And all of his friends were talking too. He didn’t want to interrupt. But to his surprise you came and plopped down next to him, sighing and leaning back into the plush cushions. "Kind of done with people two?" He asked, halfway just because and halfway to make sure he wasn't intruding on your time with your friends. "Yeah," You sigh, holding up two fingers to resemble a small amount of time, "I'm about this close to telling everyone to leave." Really? He wants to ask, They have been here since dinner time and it was approaching midnight. A moment later and you two are talking just like normal. He cracks a stupid joke about kicking them out and you still laughed. He didn't want to admit this just yet, but he has a mental checklist of the things that make you laugh the most. It was important to him that he made you happy, always. And as he looked into you joy filled eyes, That was when he realized the first thing: That he wanted to be the reason you laughed for as long as you'd have him. "You don't have to stay here." He interrupts your sentence about the new episode of the show you both liked. You both eased into talking so smoothly. You leaned on his chest, practically head butting him with how you had plopped into him, making his cute guy smile show as his hand came around to circle your back. It almost felt like you were each others shields. "But I want to. I like it here." You said simply. And that was when he realized the other thing: that you'd always be there for him when nobody else will, and that you'd never think less of him. Many people underestimate him but you? You never would. "Yeah, we're fine just like this." He thought to himself. Wait, "we?" It had always just been "me." And that, was the last thing he realized: He thought in terms of only him before, but now he just slipped so easily into it being about the both of you. He liked that
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blu-joons · 1 year
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When You Get Distant After He Calls You Clingy ~ Xdinary Heroes Reaction
Gunil:
There were several gasps from around the room as Gunil spoke, watching as you stood up and excused yourself from the boys’ studio straight away.
“Y/N, where are you going?” Gunil called out, clueless as to what he’d done wrong. He went to stand up, but Jooyeon pulled him back.
He shot a glare at him, “don’t go after her.”
“You can’t say that she’s clingy and expect her not to get upset,” Seungmin the explained to him, watching as the smile on Gunil’s face dropped. “Did you even realise what you said when you said that just then?”
 “I was just joking,” Gunil tried to explain, but the boys’ heads shook back at him, “did you all really think that I was being serious about how I felt?”
“Maybe you should ask Y/N,” Jungsu told him.
“Damn,” Gunil sighed as he placed his head into his hands, “I didn’t even think of what I was saying, I didn’t really mean it.”
“That’s what Y/N needs to know,” Jiseok told him, “maybe you should just give her some time to not be annoyed first.”
“I’ve messed up big time, haven’t I?”
“You can still save it yet.”
Jungsu:
You dropped your phone in a heartbeat as you heard the bedroom door open, desperately trying to convince Jungsu that you were asleep as he entered the room.
“You’ll have to try harder than that,” he told you though as he perched down on the end of the bed and watched you stirring.
Your head shook, “I’ve got nothing to say to you.”
“Well I’ve got something that I’d like to say to you,” Jungsu shrugged as your eyes opened to look at him. “Whether you listen or not is up to you, but I really just need for you to know how much I regret what I said.”
“It’s taken you all this time to decide that you regret what you said?” You asked Jungsu, glancing at the clock to see just how late it was into the night.
“I wanted to give you time,” he responded.
“That was the worst thing that you could’ve said to me,” you informed him, “the last thing I’d ever want to be is clingy to anyone.”
“And you aren’t,” Jungsu insisted with a soft sigh, “I guess I just wanted to hurt you and figured the worst thing to say.”
“I still feel like I need more time, Jungsu.”
“Alright, if that’s what you want.”
Gaon:
A shy smile crept onto Jiseok’s face as he walked through the front door, not expecting to still see you at home, only for you to stand up straight away from the sofa.
“Y/N, please don’t just walk away from me, can we talk?” Jiseok asked you, his voice desperate as he tried his best to call you back.
You slowly spun around, “what’s there to say?”
“A lot,” he quickly told you as you sat down on the sofa, with Jiseok perching on the arm of the sofa beside you. “I mean the first thing that I should say is just sorry, I should’ve never called you clingy like that.”
“Did you really mean it?” You curiously enquired in reply, “have you ever really considered me to be clingy and wanted me to just go away for a little while Jiseok?”
“No, I could never,” he defended back to you.
“I just don’t understand why you’d say it then,” you admitted, “something somewhere must have made you want to say it to me.”
“My own stupidity?” Jiseok asked himself with a faint chuckle. “All I can say is sorry for saying something so idiotic.”
“It definitely was pretty stupid of you.”
“I can’t argue with that Y/N.”
O.de:
The feeling of your arms untangling his from around you made Seungmin’s heart sink, finally realising just how upset you were by the comments he had made.
“You don’t need to do this, you know you’re not clingy,” Seungmin tried to tell you, but your head shook back to him in response.
You sighed softly, “I don’t want to risk it.”
“Y/N,” Seungmin whispered as he tried once again to move his arms around you, only for you to this time take a step away from Seungmin to be out of his reach. “How long are you going to carry this on for?”
“Until I’m confident that I’m really not clingy in your opinion,” you spoke, “and not feeling like you’re just saying I’m not clingy because you know you messed up.”
“I really do mean it,” Seungmin insisted.
“I can’t believe you…not just yet anyway,” you softly told Seungmin, knowing that you too were upsetting him with your comments.
“If that’s really how you feel,” Seungmin caved, holding his hands up innocently. “I’ll give you some space until you’re ready.”
“I can’t just be alright after this Min.”
“I understand, I was cruel to you.”
Jun Han:
The sigh that came from Hyungjun was loud as you immediately stepped away from him once you had said your goodnights to the rest of the boys in the dorm.
“So now you’re going to pretend like you’ve got a problem with me?” Hyungjun asked you, shaking his head across at you in disbelief.
Your eyes went wide, “I’ve always had a problem.”
“Maybe saying that you can be clingy wasn’t exactly the right choice of words,” Hyungjun admitted with a shrug, “but why smile at me back in the living room just to blank me now that we’re alone again?”
“Because unlike you, I don’t think it’s fair to argue with you in front of your friends,” you challenged, “they didn’t deserve to watch us argue and see me strop with you in there.”
“Where do we go from here?” Hyungjun asked.
“For me? The only place I’m going is home,” you informed him as you began to collect up your belongings, “I don’t feel welcome here.”
“Y/N, it’s late, you can’t go home now,” Hyungjun tried to tell you, but you refused to listen as you moved around the room.
“I can’t stay here with you Hyungjun.”
“I’ll take the sofa in that case.”
Jooyeon:
His smile was faint as Jooyeon looked across to see you sat on the sofa, taken aback to see that you were still at home and not as far away from him as possible.
“I thought that you would’ve been at your parents,” Jooyeon told you as he tentatively walked past you and took a seat in the room.
Your head shook, “this is where I live, right?”
“Of course,” Jooyeon agreed, left unsurprised by the bitterness that was still in your voice after what he had said to you earlier in the day. “I just want to be able to tell you how sorry I am Y/N what I said to you.”
“You can’t just apologise and expect things to be alright,” you warned Jooyeon, “you really hurt me to even suggest that I might have ever been clingy towards you.”
“You’re right to be annoyed,” he told you.
“That’s kind of you to say,” you sarcastically responded, shaking your head at Jooyeon, “it’s nice for you to decide how I feel.”
“I’m trying to put things right Y/N,” Jooyeon tried to get you to see, “can’t you at least try and see how sorry I am.”
“I know that you’re sorry Jooyeon.”
“Then please just listen to me.”
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gingerjunhan · 4 months
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boyfriend headcannons - kwak jiseok
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☆彡 sorry for the delay on this one! I gotta wait for the delusions to hit juuust right before I write them LMAOOO hope you enjoy! 🫶🏻
word count: 812 | pronouns used: none | genre: fluff, established relationship | cws: all caps used, he’s a stem major (I don’t make the rules), teasing, not proofread, lmk if I missed anything!
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IT’S JISEOK TIIIIIMMMEEE
Jiseok doesn’t strike me with the same hardcore “boyfriend agenda” and Jungsu or Seungmin do, but that doesn’t mean he wouldn’t be a great boyfriend!!
there would literally never be a dull moment between the two of you
he’s such a good listener
much like Gunil, Jiseok looks at you like you hung the stars when you talk, and he never forgets a single detail
all of your favorite hobbies? your niche interests? he knows everything about all of them
you are both giant nerds but it’s okay!
while you might geek out over tv shows and bands, Jiseok geeks out over science
he’s such a loser (/pos) (and I love him for it)
he will never escape my stem major headcannon NEVER
but this also means that he would be a great help with homework if you’re also a science oriented person!
chemistry? he’s got you
biology? piece of cake
you know what he can’t do?
PDA
again, I’ve talked about this, but I need to elaborate more
Jiseok blushes and practically folds in on himself like a chair at the slightest mention on girls
it’s one of the things I find the most endearing about him
so imagine how he feels walking around with you
he is absolutely baffled that you chose to date him so he gets so giddy and excited when you show PDA
he literally can’t handle it because he just loves you so much and he gets so excited
he’s like a little kid in a candy store- he just can’t get enough
SPEAKING OF LITTLE KIDS
Jiseok, much like Jungsu, would be great with your siblings or cousins!
he would talk video games with the older kids
good around with the younger kids
gang up on you with your family, always taking their side instead of yours
playful feasting is definitely a love language of his!
I think Jiseok would score some mega points with the adults in your family and also with your friends!
they would all see that he’s both incredibly musically talented and book smart, plus he makes you happy so he’s literally the ideal man
the jack of all trades of boyfriends
the… boyfriend of all trades? okay moving on
your friends are JEALOUS
“Where did you find him? I need a boyfriend like that!”
TOO BAD go get your own this one is mine hee hee 🤭
such a polite man
his manners 📈📈 through the roof
his middle name is chivalry
he would be the sweetest, most loving boyfie around 🥹
if something is not to your liking he’s fixing it for you right away!
your wish is his command
okay we need to get back to the feasting real quick
he is so goofy
downright odd
but we love him
I can fully imagine him hiding behind a corner or doorway just to pop out and scare you 💀
harmless pranks all the time
prank wars are very common between the two of you
you have a lot of very strange inside jokes that other people would literally need code to decipher because they wouldn’t make any sense to anyone else
Jiseok is always down for an adventure!
the most basic tasks feel fun with him because he knows exactly how to keep a good energy flowing!
but he can be serious too, don’t get me wrong
long, serious phone calls after a bad day at work or while he’s away are very common
he’s not afraid to get emotional with you!
Jiseok gubes me the vibe that if you cry, he’s gonna cry too (same tbh)
he just cares about you so deeply and he’s never felt that way about anyone else
he shows his love and appreciation for you in any way he can, no matter how odd
he buys you things that make him think of you
he probably has your work/school schedule memorized so he knows when he needs to make dinner or pitch in around the house because you might be busy
if you use a purse I can imagine him holding it for you and calling it his “murse” LMAOO
I feel like he would give you an assigned animal too? idk just a thought
“Well if I’m a duck then you have to be a goose because of duck duck goose.”
his logic? flawless
if you don’t know how to play already, be prepared for guitar lessons
if you don’t want the lessons, at least be ready for concerts
he will make up songs (sometimes they’re good, sometimes they’re not) or learn your favorite songs and perform them for you
and you will always be there in the front row :)
god I love Jiseok
at the end of the day, your relationship is lighthearted, fun, and Jiseok feels very lucky to have you in his life 🩷
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joohanisms · 8 months
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xdh + their favorite way to make you cum 💭💫
this is soo silly and more of a characterization exercise than anything else but!! i hope you guys like it &lt;3
cw: oof here we go, afab reader, penetrative sex, unprotected sex, mention of thigh riding/dry humping, overstimulation, mention of squirting and dacryphilia, edging, slight begging, fingering, twitter porn link in junhan's, oral (fem receiving), mention of face sitting if you squint wc: ~900
gunil
dick.
a traditional man
Nothing beats some pounding. he Will make you cum with his dick inside your cunt.
big fan of cumming together <3
he's all about the connection, honoring the making love expression, fucking you deep and slow...
but dw, he Will have his balls slapping your clit while taking you from the back if the situation (your sex drives) requires.
likes making you a little cock dumb. it boosts his ego in unimaginable way – he's making you feel so good you can't think about anything else other than him <3
will probably go a bit insane if he ever hit it raw. like there had been very few times he came before you. but this was a moment.
he'd be sooooo overwhelmed over how much he Loves and Wants you + your pussy ain't helping him at all :-(
jungsu
idk how to say what i mean but. non-penetrative stuff
dry humping, having you hump his leg, thigh riding, being used i guess? but in a loving way <3
his thoughts are somewhere around damn this is so low maintenance?? i'm not even doing anything?? and i make you feel good this easily?? this is all i've ever asked for??
but not in a "lazy" way. you know how he's always looking out for everyone? now he can take care of you only by standing still/rutting himself against you. not having to think is refreshing sometimes, you know?
in his opinion, it's sooooo absurdly hot to be able to make you cum without barely doing anything!!
has accidentally cummed in his boxers multiple times in his haste to make you cum.
btw if you can cum untouched (only by nipple stim, for exemple) he might die on the spot
if he's in a dommy mood, he will also play with you through your underwear just to be a tease :-(
jiseok
absolute menace
likes overstimulation very much.
doesn't really have a favorite method to do so, but is best with his fingers (as expected from a guitarist)
has a vibrator.
looovesss to play with your clit. will go LBLBBLBLHLLLBLBLHL with his tongue (i laughed writing this)
bonus points if you either squirt or cry!
even more bonus points if your mascara runs off!
aaand it's top tier sex if he gets to cum on you later!!
will hold your hips down and pull your hands away if you squirm too much – but if you start uttering the first syllable of the safeword he is immediately off of you.
if you ask nicely, he'll let you use a vibrator on him and give him a taste of his own medicine <3
and just a psa: i think that because of his love to overstimulate you and wreck you, he'd be one of the members who would be so down for a threesome he'd suggest it himself <33
seungmin
another menace.
as insane as jiseok but all the way on the other side of the menace spectrum = edging king
so controlling and aware of his every move. will make you INSANE, sobbing pleaseplewspelspelseseungminseungmin, have you like 5 seconds away from cumming .. and then he STOPS????
although you know the orgasm will hit you harder after being edged, you cant help but want to kill him /lovingly
will get you worked up and stop touching you (you whine) only to go hard on you (you nearly scream) in any way he'd like :-)
if you favor any method, he'll be more than happy to comply!!
likes it a lot when you get a little desperate. he will shush you, say "it's okay, baby" and start POUNDING. you see stars when you finally cum <3
hyeongjun
i have a vision bear with me.
fingering. but you're across his lap. like this. (PORN LINK for reference)
really likes fingering you in general because it doesn't matter how lazy he is at the moment, he Will be making you cum! cleanup is pretty easy too :-)
his sex drive is something like a low thrum. he's not usually insanely horny, but he's slightly horny (nearly) all the time, willing to make you feel good (as long as it's not public. he has limits.)
so if you come onto him, he's ready to give it to you – sometimes he won't even take his clothes off. he'll just focus on you.
the power trip it gives him + the feeling of being in control makes his head spin... 😵‍💫
will inevitably get hard by the time you cum and you inevitably get him off then.
jooyeon
absolute MUNCH!!!!!!
pussy to his face all day. smother him. hold his hair in a ponytail. give him thigh earmuffs. could probably go a month with only pussy and a cup of water
sit on his nose. if he dies he dies
absolutely sloppy with it but insanely good
drooly boy <33333
when he's in his usual bratty mood he will be SOOOOO cocky and smug to the point you would slap him on the back of his head if his tongue wasn't making you see stars.
in a subby mood though... puppy. puppy boy. if you pull his hair, he'll moan so sweetly against your cunt :-(
if you pull him away from you while he's at it, he'll rest his head on your thigh and look at you with sparkling eyes and a wet chin, waiting for an explanation as to why you're interrupting his 5-star meal.
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junhanndee · 6 months
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idk if you have any ideas for this but what do u think xdz would be like drunk !?¿
LMFAOOOO ok i have thought about this a little bit sooo lemme elaborate
xdh vs being drunk
warinings : just goofy rlly and mentions of being touchy or needy LMAO , take this with a grain of salt pls and ty
gunil :
- probably acts like he’s fine until it rlly hits him and BOOM
- reminds me (if you’ve been to club) of those dude that have a beer in one hand and they are just fucking getting it to the music all by themselves LMAOOOO
- probably really funny and laughs rlly loud at everything
jungsu :
- imo jungsu is a giggly drunk
- like you say one thing and he’s laughing his ass off 😭
- also can see him as being SUPER touchy like he’s all over everybody 😭
- definitely starts singing in the most slurred speech ever 😭😭😭😭
gaon
- him but like x1000
- dancing around like a damn fool
- probably really funny
- i see him as being sassy i’m ngl
- like you start picking at him and suddenly he’s got every single thing you’ve ever done down on a list in his brain and is roasting the hell out of u LMAOOO
seungmin
- gives me the chill vibe tbh!
- like wants to have a good time and just kinda matches the energy of the room
- probably a little loud LMAO
- would probably be up junhans ass annoying him LMFAOOO
junhan
- listen this man throws me for a curveball
- i think he is like 100% unfiltered LMAO
- probably just like seungmin and bounces off the energy in the room
- sass king number two like do not get sassy with this man while drunk or he will challenge you to a dance battle
- reminds me of those dudes at the club who never put their fucking arm down and just jump up and down 😭 (love u jun)
- in another note tho i can see him being a little clingy
- like being drunk brings out his touchy side and he’s like all whiney for affection (i am dying writing this anyways)
jooyeon
- okay nuggetz (gaon and jooyeon) together while drunk is like babysitting 18 newborns
- like jooyeon is gonna be on a damn table screaming and gaon is standing on the floor laugh crying
- probably does some karaoke LMAO
- gives me the class clown vibe and will end up sleeping on the floor 😭
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mirisss · 11 months
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Poly relationship with Xdinary Heroes
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Warnings: mentions of food, cuddles, kisses, suggestive themes, marking kink, It is marked where in the text the suggestive themes start so you can read the other parts without reading that. 
Thanks for the request @yourmomsahoelmao! 
Please reblog! Requests are open!
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Being in a poly relationship with Xdinary Heroes would be quite eventful. From all the music to the kisses, the cuddles, the dinners, the dates, the fun, and everything else. You would simply never have a second to yourself, one of your lovely boyfriends would always be beside you. Whether it be playing games with Jooyeon, cooking with Junhan, singing with Jungsu, watching movies with Gaon, shopping with O.De, or having random photo sessions with Gunil, you know you’ll never be alone or bored. 
Days at home with all 6 of them would be nice. O.De and Jungsu would have prepared matching outfits for everyone, the outfits could range from pajamas to something fit for the red carpet. Junhan and you (if you know your way around the kitchen) would prepare the food, some days it was expensive food while others it was cup noodles, it all depended on the energy of everyone and the theme for the night. Gunil would have bought snacks, he always buys too much but he just wanted to make sure that there was enough for everyone and something that everyone liked. Gaon was always in charge of choosing either the movie, the drama, or the music for the night. Jooyeon was, in a way, in charge of the mood, his energy set the pace for the night, if he was sad the mood was sullen, if he was excited and happy (like most days) then the mood was bright and fun. 
While Junhan is the calmest of the bunch, he is still very committed to the relationship. He might not be loud and clingy like Jooyeon or Gaon, but he compensated for that with his calmness and his attentiveness. Junhan always made sure to stay by the others’ sides, so that no one had to be alone. He memorized everyone’s favorite dishes and cooked them at least once every two weeks, and if someone didn’t like a certain component of a dish like a vegetable Junhan made sure to not include it in the food. Everyone appreciated his efforts and understood that he did these things because he loved the others, so he might not be the one to hug all the time but he has his ways of showing his love. 
O.De is always ready to go shopping or just relax and watch a movie. He always wants to do whatever would make his partners happy, if that means doing something he doesn’t really like he would still do it. O.De and Jungsu are the fashionistas of the group and they love coming up with matching outfits for everyone, while some people think it’s corny and stupid these two thought it was cute so therefore the rest of the partners did too. If you have long hair, O.De would love to play with it. Brushing it, running his hands through it, and he would practice on Jooyeon’s hair to learn how to do braids and cute hairstyles for you. 
Jungsu, as previously mentioned, puts together matching outfits for the group with O.De. He will also serenade you all, every day. He will 100% dance with you if you like to dance. Just say “Jungsu can we dance [insert dance]?” And he will already have pressed play and begun dancing. Jungsu will also, 100%, be one to tease the younger members by pinching their cheeks and saying that they look cute, and he will do that to you too (even if you’re older than him). Junhan and O.De will find it annoying, but let him do it just because they know Jungsu likes doing it. 
Gunil will be clinging to one of you all the time. If you see Gunil on his own, he’s either 1. out buying snacks for the group or, 2. his partners have hidden away from him to have a minute of personal space. He will be hugging, kissing, holding, and just touching his partners in any way that he can as often as he can. He will just like Junhan, have his partners’ favorite snacks memorized and he will make sure that those snacks are always available in the apartment. If you’re in the car and you’re tired, Gunil will gently lean your head against his shoulder and tell you to sleep. 
Jooyeon has a lot of energy to put it lightly, but he also knows exactly how to use it. He will drag all of you along with him to play soccer and/or basketball or other games, really anything that allows him to use up some energy. Clingy member #2. Jooyeon will, just like Gunil, hug and kiss his partners all the time. Jooyeon will become sulky if he goes 2 minutes without being close to his beloved partners. He’s the mood-maker of the group so as said earlier, if he’s happy, the group is happy, if he’s sad, the group is sad. When Jooyeon and Gaon are in their mischievous mood, you know there’s going to be trouble. You never know what they’re going to do, one time it was dying Gunil’s hair, another time the rest of you came home to the apartment full of bouncy balls. In short, it’s never a boring moment with them around. 
Gaon as just mentioned, is one of the two troublemakers. He is also teaser #1. Jungsu may tease the younger members and you, Gaon teases everyone. It might be teasing touches or words, it’s loving, but he teases a lot. He’s still very loving, he makes sure everyone drinks enough water, and Gaon, just like O.De, is always up to chill and watch a movie. Whatever you wanna see, he’ll watch. Gaon is always really eager to show his partners whenever he comes up with something he can use for a new song or just play guitar to accompany Jungsu’s singing. Clingy member #3. Gaon is another one who will latch on to one of his partners and not let go, it’s part of his teasing, especially toward Junhan who isn’t the most touchy person. He does it with love though, Gunil and Jooyeon don’t mind it so sometimes those three end up in a cuddling pile with or without you and the others. 
So to sum it up. There would be a lot of cuddling, kissing, hand-holding, eating, laughing, and shopping. 
~ Minors do not interact further ~
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We’re not going to go full on how the sex would be, however, we’re going to be bringing up some things. 
There would be times when the intimate moments happen between you and just one of them, other times it’s two or three of them and you, or finally, all of them and you. The times with just one of them would be the most hectic, you might think otherwise, but when it’s just one of them and you, there is more room for experimenting. When it’s all of them, they’re all too worried about overwhelming or hurting you so it’s mostly on the softer side, with a lot of aftercare cuddles. When it’s just two or three of them and you, it depends on who it is. 
Gunil + Gaon and/or O.De = oftentimes, on the harder side. These three like to experiment, also, Gaon so has a marking kink - he leaves a lot of hickeys on his partners, especially on you. Gunil has a bit of a domination kink, he likes bossing others around, while both Gaon and O.De are more on the dominant side too, they rarely ever go above Gunil unless Gunil allows it. 
Jungsu + Junhan = soft, worshipping sex. These two will do everything they can to please you. They will treat you like a god/goddess. 
Jooyeon is a bit of a joker, it depends on who he is with. As said earlier, he has a lot of energy. So, the man can go for a long time. If he’s paired up with Gaon, expect a lot of teasing, and for things to be on the harder side. If he’s paired up with Gunil, he’s going to be on the submissive side and softer. Jooyeon + Jungsu and/or Junhan will be on the softer side however with them he can take on a more dominant role. Jooyeon + O.De = teasing, mixes of hard and soft, overstimulation, and much more. In this dynamic, Jooyeon is on the submissive side but he can sometimes take on a more dominant role depending on O.De’s mood. 
And as mentioned earlier, sex with all of them will be very soft. Kind of how it is when it’s only Jungsu or Junhan or the two of them together. There’s going to be a lot of kisses and soft touches. Massages and comforting words. Praise to the maximum. 
Aftercare is always of high priority for all of them. The boys are on it whether it be cuddles, a bath, a massage, food, or anything else. Especially our dom boys, Gunil, Gaon, and O.De. 
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greenlegsandspam · 3 months
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The Mistletoe Scheme
Jungsu x reader
Warnings: a kiss, a tiny bit of jealousy, fluff
Word count: 2.4 k
Author's note: This is my first fic, so I'm sorry if it's not very good! I just think my boys (Xdinary Heroes) deserve more love on this platform so I'd like to start writing about them.
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“Would it be weird to hang a mistletoe?” Your roommate, Chaewon, asks you. 
You’re setting up your shared apartment for a Christmas party you’re hosting later this evening. It became the norm for you two to host holiday events for your group of friends since your apartment is the largest and parties don’t disturb your neighbors. It’s also a way for you to feel a bit less homesick; your family back home too far away from you to spend time with you during the holidays. It’s not like you don’t want to make the trip, but your family is adamant you only spend the money to see them once a year, and that always falls on your father’s birthday. 
You’re currently laying out a Christmas themed charcuterie board you made that you stole from Pinterest. “I don’t think so,” you reply, lining the cheese up in a neat little line, “It’s not like anyone will actually pay attention to it unless Gunil is points it out, because you know he will.”
“Hey, you leave my boyfriend alone!”
You also invited more than just your friend group this year; some of your coworkers are joining for the festivities. Because of this, you also split up Secret Santa, so those who don’t know each other won’t have to get gifts for people they don’t know. 
For your friends, you pulled Hyeongjun out of the hat, and got him a very cozy looking sweater that you know he’ll love. For your coworkers, you pulled Felix, and you got him a new game for his console.
Chaewon hangs the mistletoe right above the entryway to the kitchen, figuring that was as good of a place as any, “I’ll try to steer Jungsu over here for you so you can finally confess,” she winks and you roll your eyes.
You have been friends with the six boys for years now, but recently you’ve developed a bit of a crush on the stronger of the bunch. Even though you’ve known each other for years, the revelation hit you like a truck a few months ago; you like Jungsu.
“Don’t be ridiculous, Chae, he wouldn’t want to kiss me anyway.”
Your roommate jumps down from the stool and it’s her turn to roll her eyes, “Oh please, the boy looks at you like he’d give you the universe.”
“You’re delusional.”
“And you’re oblivious!”
You’ve had this argument a few times, never believing your friend when she tells you that Jungsu likes you back. Why would he? He’s the sweetest, most caring person you’ve ever met, it’s only fitting that you’d develop feelings for him.
Which is exactly why you don’t believe her. If he’s liked you for as long as she says, why haven’t you noticed?
You look at your watch and back at your friend, “Come on, people will start arriving soon and we haven’t even put on our sweaters yet.”
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Two hours later, the party is in full swing, all of your guests mingling around, your coworkers and friends getting along very well just as you’d predicted. The Christmas tree lined with dozens of presents under its’ branches waiting to be opened. You’ve been bouncing around to everyone, trying to make sure you’re a welcoming host. 
You’ve glanced over at Jungsu more times than you’d like to admit. He’s been talking to Jiseok for awhile, animatedly telling a story you can’t hear. 
You try not to stare, trying to focus on the conversation with Yunjin, but his bright smile and his blinking excitement is too hard to tear your eyes away from. You shake your head, taking a sip of eggnog to refocus yourself.
Little did you know that Jungsu has been having the same difficulties as you.
Chaewon was completely right; he may have never stated it outwardly but Jungsu has been harboring a crush on you for a very long time. Not exactly since the start of your friend group forming, but pretty close. He admires the way you make time for everyone, making sure not to give half-hearted greetings and to give exceptional attention to everyone you speak with.
All of your friends are aware of his crush; it’s kind of hard not to notice his lovestruck eyes every time he sees you. The only person who’s blissfully unaware is the person of his affection; yourself. 
He sees you moving toward the snack table and quickly decides to join you, not having spoken to you yet.
You’ve decided you needed another glass of eggnog, wondering if you should’ve just spiked the bowl instead of leaving it nonalcoholic. Then maybe you could have the courage to confess just like Chaewon was trying to get you to.
“Is there something wrong with the eggnog?” You hear next to you, and repress the shiver you feel from the familiar voice.
You look over at Jungsu, confused, “What?”
He gives you a soft smile in return, gesturing toward the bowl, “You’ve just been staring at it for awhile.”
Your face starts to heat up, realizing you’ve been daydreaming about the confession you’ll never make, “Oh, uh I guess I was just lost in my head for a moment,” you return his shy smile, refilling your glass as you originally intended. 
Even though your massive crush on him should make it hard to talk to him, it’s always been smooth conversation between the two of you. You guys talk for awhile next to the snack table, both forgetting about the party around them for a moment. Gunil and Chaewon exchange knowing glances at each other, observing how completely engrossed you both are in your conversation. Gunil takes his phone out of his pocket and takes a picture of you two, adding it to his photo album, “Two idiots in love”.
Chaewon chuckled at her boyfriend, “You know, one day they’re going to discover that little album of yours and go ballistic.”
Gunil shrugged with a smirk and Chaewon clapped her hands, announcing to the group, “Alright everyone! Time for Secret Santa. Y/n and I will hand out everyone’s gifts and we’ll open each one one by one.”
You smile at Jungsu, saddened that your conversation is ended so soon (even though it was really at least half an hour long), and go over to the tree with Chaewon, handing out the gifts. You and Chaewon decided not to put your names in the coworker pot so you two don’t get double the gifts, just to make it fair for everyone. Everyone gathers in the living room, and you both hand everyone their gifts before everyone settles down to start.
Chan got a loverboy hat from Kim Seungmin, Chaewon got Yunjin a new eyeshadow palette, and the gifts go on. Hyeongjun smiled brightly at his gift from you and you beamed, him easily guessing the gift was from you because of it. 
Felix excitedly told everyone how badly he wanted the game you got him since it released, and he guessed it was from Chan but when he found out it was you, he ran and jumped on you, giving you a big bear hug that you couldn’t help but laugh at. 
Jungsu silently stewed over the interaction. He knew you were close to your coworkers, but he didn’t think you were that close. He watched as Felix talked your ear off about the lore of the game, staying too close next to you for Jungsu’s comfort. 
Jiseok was next to his friend, watching him get jealous over the interaction between you and Felix. Jiseok smirked and nudged his shoulder, “You know,” he whispered, “If you just confessed, that could be you over there.”
Jungsu shoved his friend, tipping him over while Jiseok just laughs, knowing that he hit a bit of a nerve. Jungsu fiddled with the scarf he got from Kazuha, not wanting to watch you two any longer. 
“Y/n, it’s your turn,” You look up, noticing Oh Seungmin already opened his gift to your left. You smile at the gift in your lap, a small box wrapped with a bow. You take off the bow and rip off the wrapping paper, and take off the lid of the box. A small gasp leaves your lips, and you gently reach into the box. In it, a beautiful silver locket, the pendant shaped like a small vintage portrait broach. You open a locket to see small photos of your family on the inside. 
Your eyes start to water, missing your family but also feeling so loved from the gift in your hands. You look up, trying to find the eyes of whoever gave you the gift, but nobody seems to want to fess up. 
“Thank you,” you say quietly to no one, eyes back on the locket, tracing the edges with your fingertips. The rest of the party moves on to the next person, Eunchae, opening her gift, but you keep your focus on the locket. 
The rest of Secret Santa goes well, and you continue the party afterwards. You sit on your bay window cushion, with Felix next to you talking about his holiday plans, while you still stare at your locket. Whoever gave the necklace to you really knew you well, the face of the necklace being something you’ve always admired. Having pictures of your family as well, someone must’ve consulted Chaewon to get those. Maybe you should ask her about it.
Felix looks at you quizzically, noticing how you haven’t been as interactive during your conversation, “Y/n?”
You look up at him, guilt running across your features, “Oh, Felix I’m sorry, I haven’t been the greatest listener, huh?”
He just laughs at you, patting you on the shoulder, “You do seem a bit distracted. You know, I bet you’re hoping a certain someone gave you the necklace,” he whispers, wiggling his eyebrows.
You blush, looking back at the locket. Felix knows all about your crush on Jungsu, even though he just met the man tonight, he’s heard the name ‘Jungsu’ come from your lips more times than he can count. Even before you realized your crush. 
Jungsu sees you blushing with Felix and a frown adorns his face. He wants to be the reason you’re blushing right now, but he can’t work up the nerve to do anything about it. Oh Seungmin, Jiseok and Gunil are all around him, just telling him to go talk to you. He only finally does after seeing Felix touch your shoulder again, taking long strides over to you. 
Jungsu clears his throat, and you and Felix snap your heads toward him, “Um, do you mind if I talk to Y/n for a minute?”
You look at Felix and he gives you a wink, standing up, “No problem man, I’ll go get some cookies,” and Felix heads off. 
Jungsu takes his place, a bit of an awkward air around the two of you as you fiddle with the necklace in your hands. You both stay quiet for a beat, before Jungsu clears his throat again, “Do you like it?”
He gestures toward the necklace and you smile, nodding at him, “Very much so.”
He lets out a breath of air, like he was holding it in, “Good, good, it was hard to find.”
Your eyes go wide and you realize that Jungsu was your secret Santa, “You got this for me?”
He nods his head shyly, rubbing the back of his neck. Your face heats up a bit, your smile widening, “I love it, really I do.”
Jungsu gently takes the necklace from your hands, lifting it up, “May I?” he asks, offering to put it on you. You nod again, turning around for him to put it on you easier. His fingers brush against your neck as he brings it around, clasping it at the back. If you weren’t already blushing before, you definitely were now. 
“Thank you,” you say quietly, turning back around towards the man next to you. You two lock eyes, blushes on both of your faces and you don’t tear your eyes away from each other for a minute. That is, until you hear Gunil shout your name, and when you look at him, he’s pointing above you. 
You and Jungsu both look up, a mistletoe directly above the two of you. When the hell did that get there? Your eyes shoot lasers in Chaewon’s direction, and she puts her hands up in surrender, “Hey, did you really expect me to only hang one?”
Your eyes find Jungsu’s again, and you notice a bright red on his ears.
“I’m gonna kill her,” You mumble, and Jungsu awkwardly giggles at your tone. 
“C’mon, kiss!” Gunil shouts, causing everyone around to laugh.
“We don’t have to,” you whisper, not wanting Jungsu to feel pressured into anything he doesn’t want to do. 
Jungs licks his lips, his eyes looking anywhere but at you, “I mean, it’s not how I pictured our first kiss going… but I’m not opposed.”
“Pictured…? You’ve thought of kissing me before?” You’re not sure what to do, but you can hear your heartbeat in your ears.
His cheeks get brighter, and he finally looks at you, “Ah, yeah… Sorry. I’ve kind of had a crush on you for a while…”
Before your brain can even react, you reach toward his face and pull him toward you, lips meeting for the first time in a passionate kiss. Cheers erupt around you, even someone shouting “Finally!” But all you can focus on is the soft lips on yours.
You break apart, too quickly for your liking, and you give a wide smile, “I’ve kind of had a crush on you for awhile too.”
There’s nothing more beautiful than the smile on Jungsu’s face, and you both laugh, a mix of disbelief at your mutual oblivion and embarrassment from the publicity of your first kiss. Your hands find each others, both giddy your feelings are returned. 
“Isn’t this where you’re supposed to ask me on a date now?” you ask mischeviously.
Jungsu laughs some more, “Would you like to go on a date with me tomorrow night?” He asks you, that beautiful smile seemingly permanently fixed on his face. 
You kiss his cheek, matching his smile with your own, “I though you’d never ask.”
Gunil and Chaewon give each other a high five, happy that their little mistletoe scheme actually worked. Unbeknownst to you, Chaewon has a pocket full of mistletoes, just waiting for the perfect opportunity to arise, and boy did it. Gunil reaches for his phone to take another picture of you two, only to discover it’s not in his pocket. He finds out really quickly where it is, however, as he hears Jungsu shout, “Gunil, I’m going to kill you!”
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I hope it was okay enough to read for the holidays!
If anyone wants to know what the necklace would look like, I was inspired by this. Thank you for reading!
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