Hey yall! Itâs been a minute since I posted on Tumblr! I just want to let you know my series: When itâs over is alive and well on Ao3. I stopped posting chapter updates on here because I felt like I was clogging up the tags.
This prompt was inspired by an AI chat prompt weirdly enough. (So if youâre reading this and you made the chat please message me so I can tag u bb!)
Anyway hereâs a product of me being sleep deprived and literally just being mushy in general. I seriously wrote this last night before I went to bed and it hasnât been edited. I may go back and edit, I just figured releasing this fic into the wild wasnât the worst thing I could do.
This is a fluffy kind of OOC fic for Chris Redfield. I hope yâall enjoy
âLate night feelingâ
A Chris Redfield x reader fic
Tags: fluff, migraines mentions of death, intimate but platonic relationships, younger woman X older man dynamic
You were resting after a rough deployment. You had made it back to the BSAA barracks and returned to your small room that had just enough space for your twin size bed, a desk and some shelving.
You had made the space work to the best of your advantage; free housing meant you had to get creative but you managed to make your small room as welcoming as possible.
The other soldiers were used to the barebones when it came to accommodations, and usually you didnât mind when you were out on deployment, but when you were stateside you made sure to have all the comforts you could fit in the tiny room.
Pretty soon, you were popular in your unit for having just about anything. Did somebody have a headache from the dry air? You had a humidifier. Somebody needed some extra toiletries but didn't want to leave the building? You always had spare supplies. Cold medicine? You had it.
Pretty soon you were known as âmomâ despite being on the younger side. It made you proud, because your position was technically as a medic, and it meant more to you that you could care for your teams stateside as well.
You were studying the popcorn ceiling in the small room for the 50th time, trying to get yourself to get to sleep when you heard a knock on your door.
You opened it thinking it was another soldier needing something small, but were shocked to instead see Chris Redfield, Captain of multiple elite task forces and founder of the BSAA.
You didnât know whether to salute or curtsy, you were so close to falling asleep and were delirious
He smiled at your obvious discomfort. âI heard from the guys earlier you were the one to see if I needed anything.â
You looked at him wide eyed, still shocked that he came to your room late at night. He must really need something bad.
âY-yeah, Iâm sort of the barracks *mom* of sorts.â You giggled nervously. âWhat can I get you?â
Chris sighed. âDo you have anything for migraines?â
You looked at Chris, thoughtfully.
âI have a couple of solutions, how long have you had symptoms?â
Chris looks at you, you can tell what heâs going to tell you heâs embarrassed about. ââŠ4 hours.â
You looked at him in horror. You knew Redfield was hardcore, but you had some migraines yourself before, if he was seeking your help, it must have been pretty intense.
Without thinking, you mentally switched into caretaker mode.
You quickly pulled the covers on your bed, and pulled out a foam wedge you had underneath your bed that you used to get comfortable for reading or watching tv.
Chris couldnât help but grimace through his pain.
âAre you used to having late night visitors Y/L/N?â He looked at the foam wedge. âWhat the hell is that for?â
You snapped your head back at him. âWhat are you insinuating?â Genuinely curious, did he think you were going to treat his migraines by fucking him?
Chris grimaced again. âI hear you younger girls are into some wild things these days, but I didnât expect it from you.â He put his hands up defensively. âMore power to you though.â
You laughed from your belly. âCaptain with all due respect, I think youâre seriously confused on what this is for.â You placed the wedge close to the foot of the bed. âPlus, if thatâs how you think weâre gonna fix your migraine, youâre seriously confused on what my job here is.â You smiled at him.
You had only worked with Chris a couple of times. He wasnât a stranger to you by any means, but you definitely werenât friends either.
He was your superior and you respected him. The first time the two of you had met, you were a new recruit trying to make it onto the field.
You had passed every cognitive test the BSAA had to offer, but your physical skills were shit to say the least. You were athletic, you were great when it came to stamina, but when it came to hand to hand combat and firearms, you hesitated.
You remember the disappointed look your supervisor gave you when review time came. You were extremely gifted when it came to observations and patching men up, but you were a liability on the field.
âGet used to seeing the inside of the clinic, sweetheart.â You remembered him saying to you.
You remember going to the gun range, it was late in the afternoon and you thought no one was there. You were crying while missing the target completely. You knew you looked insane, but damn you felt so good.
âWhy the hell canât I just do this one simple thing?â You remember saying out loud to yourself. âThe stupid boys back home could do this shit, but I doubt they could suture up flesh, and I canât deploy because of this one thing!â You said louder emptying the clip into the target.
You pressed the button that brought the target to you. You looked at it helplessly; the bullets holes were all over the place. You crumpled the paper furiously into your hands.
âThat's one way to neutralize a target,â you heard a warm baritone behind you say.
You turned around to see Chris Redfield with his own gear, ready to begin his own practice.
You saluted him. âCaptain Redfield, Sir.â
He saluted you back. âAt ease soldier, you donât have to be so formal, no one else is here.â
âY-yes sir.â
He walked closer to you, clearly in his element.
âI heard news on your performance review, Y/L/N. Thatâs brutal.â He said, trying to sound comforting.
Your lip quivered, you were angry and disappointed in yourself. You wanted to angry-cry, but not in front of one of the founders of the BSAA. He probably already thought you were weak, crying would just exacerbate the issue.
âIt was.â You said looking down.
He looked at you sympathetically, and put his arm on your shoulder. âYou have an incredible brain though.â He said, trying to lighten the mood. âWe were really pulling for you this time, we need more personalities like you on the field.â
You looked up at him. âReally?â
Chris smiled at you. âI definitely donât picture you in spec ops anytime soon, but we definitely could use you in damage control.â
You returned his smile.
âBut you also understand why we canât send you out there unprepared, you could be ambushed anytime.â
âI understand.â A heavy tear fell from your left eye and you immediately wiped it away, in fears of Chris noticing.
He looked at you sympathetically, âItâs normal, not being able to just want to shoot a living thing.â
âBut why is it so easy for everyone else? I just canât do it!â You said, frustrated.
âI think itâs because youâre overthinking it.â He shifts on his feet. âThink of it this way, if someone was going to hurt someone you cared about, even slightly, wouldnât you not hesitate to take them down?â
You honestly had never thought about it before. You really were thinking of BOWS like victims, but if it were between you and your fellow soldiers getting out alive you wouldnât hesitate.
Chris saw the gears in your brain working. âI knew it.â
âKnew what?â
âYou think of them like theyâre normal people, and they definitely may have been at one time.â He sighed, running his hand through his hair. âBut you canât think of them like that, itâll get you killed, rookie.â
âYessir,ââ
âYou know,â he said, picking up his duffle bag with his arsenal of personal weapons. âI actually have free time this evening, can I show you a couple of things?â
You looked up at him, shocked he would even want to spend one of his rare free moments with a dumbass like you.
âAre you sure? I know youâre always busy, are you sure you want to spend it mentoring my ass?â
âI donât have anything else better to do, plus I see potential in you, rookie.â He motioned for you to follow him to the lane you were at before he came in.
He positioned himself behind you to perfect your form, gently touching your biceps and arms. He had a strong, but gentle grip on you. You tried not to turn into a teenage girl at his touch, but you seriously hadnât got any action in a long time.
Chris, remained professional as always; if he noticed that you were crushing on him in the moment he didnât acknowledge it, he just focused on the task at hand.
The afternoon turned into late in the evening, but you were finally comfortable with shooting your gun.
âLook at you, that was maybe 3 hours of proper training?â Chris looked at your work. âLooks like youâll be out in the field in no time.â
Chrisâ kindness stayed with you, and you were able to get into a lower ranking team, but a team nonetheless. You were finally able to help on the ground.
Now, Chris was looking to you for help and you couldnât disappoint him.
âIâm going to have you sit down on my bed, okay? I promise Iâm not gonna try anything funny with you okay?â You joked with him. Trying to lighten the mood.
âHonestly Y/L/N, Iâm in so much pain, Iâm willing to try anything.â He said sitting down.
âGood.â
You instructed him to lay down, putting the wedge underneath his calves, elevating his feet. You then grabbed a thick towel from one of your drawers and rolled it up. You gently placed the towel under his neck and made sure to keep his head supported with a pillow.
Chris grunted.
You looked down at him worried. âAre you okay?â
âOh yeah,â he breathed out. âThis is the best Iâve felt in a while.
âGood!â You chirped. âWhereâs your pain radiating from?â You asked, getting up to turn on the humidifier. You knew from your own experience warm steam always helped, especially since it was December and seemed to worsen migraines.
âIt feels like itâs behind my eyes, but it really does feel like itâs all over.â
âIs that normal for your migraines?â You asked putting hand sanitizer on. You had an idea of what you were going to do, but you wanted to make sure.
âRecently, yeah. I sustained a pretty bad neck and head Injury a couple years ago and they worsened from there.â He said, closing his eyes. His voice lowered like he was starting to get some relief.
âAre you okay with me touching you, Captain?â You said hesitantly.
âOf course, Doc.â
You smiled. âNot a doctor, but I think I can help.â
You began massaging the base of his neck, gently pulling his head to realign his spine. You were going at it for a couple of minutes before you heard him groan.
You stopped for a moment. âStill okay?â
âBetter than okay. Can you keep going?â He asked sheepishly.
You were thankful he had his eyes closed, because his tone made you blush.
You began to let your hands move to his temples massaging the tense muscles in his face.
âYou really carry a lot of stress,â you said trying to make his facial muscles relax manually.
âI guess 20 years of fighting monsters will do that to you.â He said bluntly.
âIâm sorry Captain-â you stammered.
âY/N drop the captain shit, itâs Chris. Please call me Chris when weâre alone.â It almost sounded like a plea.
âYessir.â
He smiled, lightening the mood again. âI bet they ate you alive in boot camp.â
You smiled. âThey did, but I survived.â You giggled.
You began to work your fingers over his sinuses, being sure to gently, but firmly relieve the tension in his face. Your fingers gently caressed a couple of mostly healed scars over his handsome face.
âI heard you got to see some action in the desert, Y/L/N.â
You sighed. It was a sensitive topic for you right now, but you didnât want to offend Chris. âYeah, I had to shoot my first aggressor.â
âYou sound upset.â
âIt was just,â You sighed heavily, trying to push the image of the infected soldier from your memory.
âWe donât have to talk about it.â Chris said, opening your eyes to meet your gaze. Before that moment you hadnât realized how intimate this interaction was with him. His head was in your lap on a pillow, supported by your crossed legs.
âI knew him.â You said quietly.
âI heard he was one of our guys,â Chris said, his tone tinged with a slight sadness.
âHe always was so shy and he was so into his routine it was funny. The other members would always clown on him.â You were reminiscing about your comrade.
âI always keep snacks in my room, and one day he broke his routine to see if I had anything. I was so happy that he asked me for something, that I kept buying the same snack so he would keep coming to me, I just wanted him to feel like I had his back.â You started to sniffle, feeling a burning sensation in your sinuses.
âI donât know what happened he came back from
recon fine, I had just patched him up; then he turned.â You couldnât help but tremble, Chris felt this and sat up.
You were slightly surprised by his sudden actions, he turned to face you.
He held your shoulders. âI need you to promise me that youâre not going to let this destroy your life Y/N. Remember what I said, it was either you or him.â
âBut why did it have to be him?â You let your emotions go. You began to cry, you were wiping your own tears when Chris wrapped his arms around you. It immediately took you off guard.
He just held you, the warmth of his body radiating onto yours, you no longer felt so cold and lonely. He slowly let go of the embrace.
âIâm sorry.â You whispered.
âDonât apologize, thatâs a lot to have on your heart.â Chris looked at you more seriously this time. âHave they done your mental evaluation yet? You guys didnât get back that long ago.â
You let out a sigh. âHonestly, after all that work to get me in this unit, I think Iâm about to fail and be released because of a psych evaluation.â
Chris looked at you sympathetically.
âI guess it wasnât meant to be, I really am just not cut out for this am I?â You pulled your knees to your chest.
He placed a warm hand on your leg.
âYouâre doing just fine, the first kill is always the worst, but it doesnât get easier. You just get tougher.â
You instinctively put your hand over his and squeezed. âI canât imagine what youâve seen, what keeps you going?â
Chris rubbed his hand over his face, his migraine had disappeared finally. âI wanted to stop getting close to others, I wanted to shut down, stop caring about people.â
You rubbed his arm and felt him shiver.
âBut, that wasnât who I am. Iâd never stop caring, it was the reason I joined the Air Force and the RPD. It just led meâŠhere.â He trailed off.
âWe canât control what happens to us, is what youâre saying, right Chris?â
He smiled. âExactly. We can control how it affects us. Youâre a sweet girl Y/N, I couldnât stand to watch this line of work harden you.â
You blushed at the sweet girl comment.
âWell I guess then youâll be happy that Iâm thinking of going to TerraSave.â You said, nervous of how he was going to react.
Instead of looking at you with disgust like you had anticipated, he was excited.
âTerraSave? Really? Iâm close with a major player over there, maybe I can tell her youâre interested.â
Your heart sank at the mention of a woman he was close with, you knew you never had a chance with him, but you liked to indulge in the healthy fantasy every once in a while.
âThat would be great.â You said sheepishly.
âSheâs my sister in case youâre wondering.â He winked at you.
You were embarrassed that your face gave it away that you were jealous.
He then boldly lifted your chin with his hand. âIf you end up working for TerraSave, there wonât be any rules against taking you out on a date either.â
âChris, really?â You laughed. You were in shock.
âI like a woman who doesnât know when to stop,â he winked at you.
âYouâre disgusting.â You playfully hit his shoulder.
He feigned defensiveness. âHey, I was talking about not giving up on reaching a goal, I donât know where your mind went to.â
You felt your self melt, he was so dreamy, exactly like you imagined. âI never thought Iâd see this side of you, Chris. Itâs nice.â
He cupped your face with his hand and you instinctively leaned into his palm.
âIt helps when Iâm with someone whoâs able to bring it out of meâ he said, stroking your face with his thumb.
You felt equally relaxed with him too, so relaxed that you let out a yawn.
Chris only chuckled. âI guess it is late, huh?â He said gently pulling his hand away.
You whined at the sensation.
âDonât get bratty on me now,â he laughed.
You put your head into your hands. âHowâs your head?â
âMuch better,â he sat up straighter. âCrazy what a few moments of relaxing can do.â
You smiled at him, âFeel free to come to my room anytime.â
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Fixer upper: An AU Leon Kennedy x Reader fic Chapter 4
Well yâall, I finally did it. I wrote chapter 4 after being in a slump for two weeks. Thank you all for being patient. This specific chapter has explicit content so please use your discretion. Minors DNI. (Loss of virginity, assault, and explicit *consensual sexual content)
It was still a couple days before the engagement party and Mama was not happy with you.
After the talk with your dad she became upset that you would divulge information to him and not to her. You tried reasoning with her, claiming that she wouldnât listen; but that just made her more upset, hence the cold shoulder treatment she was giving you right now.
You decided to get out of the farmhouse and get some fresh air.
You were on the road close to town when you heard the sound of tires on the dirt road. You smiled when you saw the familiar *Springfield County Sheriff on the side and Leonâs handsome face peering through the window.
âHey, y/n. Do you have time to talk?â He said smiling.
You looked around to make sure there was no chance of anyone seeing her get into his car. When you deemed the coast clear you happily obliged and Leon put your bike in his trunk.
You hopped in the front seat and Leon drove to a shady place to get a reprieve from the heat.
Leon was the first to speak once he parked the car.
âIâve found some interesting things about your fiancĂ© and his father.â He said holding a Manila folder.
âWhat do you mean by interesting?â You said furrowing your brow.
He put the envelope in your hands and you opened it.
Inside were pictures of Senator Armstrong accepting money from unscrupulous looking people. There were also copies of different documents detailing where the money was coming from. Senator Armstrong was taking bribes from wealthy communists to change legislation.
âOh my god, how is he getting away with this?â You said.
âHeâs not.â Leon said plainly. âWhy do you think Iâm here?â
âHow are you going to prosecute him in this town? There wonât be a jury to convict him!â You said throwing down the paperwork.
âThis is now a federal case, Y/N. This is a matter of national security, but to try this case Iâm going to need your help.â He said looking at you with an austere disposition.
You had never seen Leon so serious about anything before. You gulped and nodded.
âWhat do you need from me?â
âWe need a confession and tangible proof.â
You instinctively fell back into the seat.
âYou really think a powerful man like Senator Armstrong is going to confess to a person like me? I bet he has no respect for women, just like his son.â You couldnât help but roll your eyes.
âYou have the leverage to back him into a corner y/n, with all the shit Patrick has already put you through, not to mention these findings, Iâm sure a lot of reporters would LOVE to get to know you.â
You genuinely thought about it. This was the perfect opportunity to get out of this sham marriage, and maybe you could get them to pay for school-no that would be too opportunistic.
The invasive thought made you feel dirty, you didnât want to turn into somebody that blackmailed people for money.
âIâll do it, but only because itâs the right thing to do.â You said avoiding eye contact.
Leon grabbed your hands. âThis wonât be an easy thing to do, Y/N.â He said, leaning his head down to meet your eyes.
You looked into his eyes, they were warm and assuring.
âIf I do this, is there a chance I could get hurt?â
Leon gripped your hands tighter. âI wonât let that happen.â
âWhatâs your plan, Leon?â
âThe night of your engagement party, thatâs our only chance. Heâll be surrounded, if you let it slip you know something you can get him alone. He wouldnât want his associates to find out.â
The thought of being alone with Senator Armstrong was terrifying. He was a powerful man and she was terrified he would do anything to get rid of her; she was expendable to a man like him.
âWhere will you be?â
âClose by, every second. I wonât let him hurt you anymore, Y/N.â
You wrapped your arms around his neck and enveloped him in a kiss. You couldnât hold yourself back any longer.
He returned your kiss enthusiastically. Even though the two of you hadnât known each other long, there was no denying you had a strong magnetic attraction for each other.
Leon was the one to break the kiss. You couldnât help but sigh, disappointed.
âI know sweetheart, but we canât be caught necking in my patrol car.â He said, a smirk growing across his features.
You looked down embarrassed; you were turning into a fast girl.
âDonât look like that, Y/N! I enjoyed it.â
âDo you think Iâm easy?â You asked self-consciously.
âEasy? Of course not. Why would you say that?â
âIâm engaged and kissing another man. If anyone found out, both our reputations would be ruined!â
âSince when do you really care about reputations?â He quipped back mocking you slightly. âI surely donât.â
You rolled your eyes. âThat's easy for you to say, your only options for a future arenât just to *get married and have a bunch of kids and pray your husband keeps the lights on.â You said theatrically.
âYou donât know what my husband is like!â He said facetiously.
You gave him a limp-wristed punch and he feigned injury. âOW!â
âCome on Kennedy, Iâm being serious!â
âYou know thatâs not the only future you have; you can do so much better than this place, Y/N.â
You paused for a minute and fantasized about taking classes at a REAL University, not just some finishing school for ladies to find a husband.
You thought about all the long nights studying and working a waitressing job maybe; and coming home to a small apartment. It wouldnât matter how hard the work was or how dingy the apartment you would be; it would be all yours and no one could change that.
âI would kill to get out of this town, so I guess the next best thing would be to throw Patrick and his father under the bus.â You said sarcastically.
âYou wouldnât be throwing them under the bus, you would be assisting in apprehending a criminal. Senator Armstrong is a criminal, Y/N.â
You couldnât deny that Senator Armstrong was selling out not only the state of Georgia, but the United States as well.
He was selfish and a coward just like his own son.
âDo you think Patrick knows what his father is doing?â You said anxiously, bouncing your leg and straightening out the papers in the manilla envelope. The gears in your head were shifting at a lightning fast pace. Sure, Patrick was a jerk, but was he also as conniving as his father?
Leon tapped his chin thoughtlessly.
âNot only is he completely aware, itâs under suspicion heâs acting as an accessory as well.â
Your heart fell into your stomach, that was all you needed to hear.
âIâll do it, Iâll ruin my reputation for the sake of national security.â
Leon beamed and kissed your cheek. âSpoken like a true patriot, Y/N.â
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The rest of the week, you were brainstorming ways to shake up Patrick before you confronted him. You wanted him paranoid, in a vulnerable state.
You thought it would be the easiest way to get him to confess, if he felt like someone close to him was going to betray him; they would never suspect it was you.
You started to leave âbreadcrumbs.â
You started sending cryptic messages in random places that he would find. You constructed the messages out of newspaper clippings and other materials.
You started to hate how much joy messing with him was, but lord he was an easy target
The night before the engagement party and your official debut as a âcoupleâ, you decided to put him completely on edge by asking him at family dinner why he seemed so stressed.
He looked at you, with the blood drained from his face; the bags under his eyes were emphasized by the lack of color in his face.
âNothing honey, Iâm just so excited for our party that I havenât been getting any sleep.â
God he was such a smooth liar, it must be second nature. If he wasnât such a crook, heâd make the perfect politician.
You just smiled, it felt good to be in control.
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The day was busy, you were in the salon for hours with Miss Suzanne and your mother. They were chirping away about wedding plans. You were as silent as a corpse, your mind racing of all the different possibilities of how the night was going to go. The first part of the night was going to entail dancing and socializing. When the guests would start to entertain themselves was when you were going to pull Patrick and his father aside to confront them.
You were pulled out of your thoughts when the beautician asked you how you wanted your hair done.
You opened your mouth to answer, but were interjected by Suzanne describing what she expected your hair to look like. You felt your cheeks go red; before your meetings with Leon, you wouldnât have cared about others making decisions for you. Now, you were starting to get your confidence back, you were going to be in charge of your life from now on.
You looked at the hairstylist and smiled âActually, I think I may want something a bit more modern. I want to look like Brigitte Bardot.â
You thought your mother was going to kill over in her seat, Suzanne smiled a strained smile.
âIf that's what you want sweetie, itâs your party.â She forced the words out through gritted teeth.
âThank you for understanding, it is what I want.â
Mother and Suzanne were silenced after that.
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You were standing in a guest bedroom of the Armstrong Mansion staring at yourself in the mirror.
Your evening gown was a light pink, the tulle off the shoulder detail accentuated your attractive decollete area. It had a sweetheart neckline embellished with floral embroidery. It was the perfect dress for someone else.
After the beauty salon incident, you managed to slip into Senator Armstrongâs private study and found important documents regarding the exchanging of money for American Secrets. You had the papers neatly folded in you undergarments, it probably wasnât the best place but it was the best you could do.
You were picking anxiously at your skin when you saw the doorknob slowly turn. You were shocked to see Leon standing there with his hair combed neatly back and wearing a black tuxedo; he looked like a different person.
He whistled low when he saw you.
âY/n, you clean up nice. You look incredible.â
You beamed at him, he made all your anxieties go away. âI could say the same to you, Deputy Kennedy.â
He bowed shallowly, âThank you ma'am.â
âHow did you get in here? I donât think the Armstrongs would be too happy to know that the deputy that arrested their son has made an appearance at the most major social event this season.â
âTheyâre so busy with other matters, they really have no clue whoâs really working this party.â
Your eyebrows furrowed.
âWho else is here, Leon?â
âNo one you need to be worried about.â
You felt your heart fall into your tummy. This was really happening, they were going to arrest your fiance and it was going to be a huge mess.
âAre they here to arrest Patrick and his father? Does it have to be here, at such a public event?â
Leon sighed and rubbed the back of his neck. âY/N, itâs the only way. We need witnesses to his confession and the only way we can accomplish that, is if weâre there.â
âIâm scared Leon, what if we fail?â
âI promise you, we wonât.â
You turned away. The reality of how serious the situation was finally setting in and this was no longer just a final act of defiance; the night would end with someone going to prison.
You sighed, âLetâs just get this night over with.â
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You had just finished your first dance with Patrick, the entire time he was shaking. He was no longer the overly confident ladies man; he was just a scared little boy.
You felt guilty over betraying him. He wouldnât do well in prison; hell, he wouldnât even do well in an apartment.
The crowd rumbled into applause over your overly rehearsed waltz and the band began to play an upbeat tune. Most of the guests made their way to the dance floor, while others spoke amongst themselves.
Patrick excused himself politely when the two of you noticed his father motioning for Patrick to follow him.
You made eye contact with Leon and he gave you the signal to follow them. You tried to slip away but just as you were about to leave the main hall, you were stopped by Suzanne.
âY/N, let me borrow you for a minute.â She grabbed your arm and pulled you aside.
She yanked you closer and whispered harshly into your ear.
âDonât EVER embarrass me like you did in that beauty salon ever again.â You were stunned. She had apparently been suppressing her feelings all day.
âIâll attribute this to you being nervous for an event like this, since you and your white trash family arenât used to these kinds of things; but YOU are marrying into this family and YOU will do as you're told. Do you understand?â She was fuming, her nostrils flaring, making her look like an angry lizard.
You were seething and did the most rational thing you could think of; you smiled at her.
âI do understand, Suzanne, I really do; but what you donât understand is that my white trash family has morals, unlike yours.â Suzanne looked at her mouth agape. She was not expecting that kind of response, especially not from you.
You stepped closer to Suzanne, closing the distance between you in an intimidating manner. âWhat you also donât understand, is that you will remember this night for the rest of your miserable white trash life.â
With that, you left Suzanne standing in shock as you went into the empty hallway of the grand house. You could hear your heart beating heavily in your ears as you made your way down the hallway.
Your peripheral vision was blacking out due to your blood pressure rising.
You heard two hushed voices arguing vehemently.
âWhat do you mean someone knows?â The heavy voice was one she recognized as Patrickâs father.
âI mean that Iâve been receiving disturbing letters everywhere I go! Itâs like someone is following me, waiting for me to crack! I canât take it anymore father.â
You heard Senator Armstrong scoff at his son. âSo a couple of threats already have you over the edge? Youâre weak minded son, I shouldnât have gone so easy on you, we should have shipped you off to the military when you got that girl pregnant at UGA. Do you know how much it took to make sure she had that abortion? I had to pay off the doctor too!â
âYou know I didnât want that! I would have manned up!â Patrick pleaded with his father.
That must have been the incident the girls in the diner were talking about. She didnât know it was that bad, she just assumed he was making a fool` of himself at a party or something.
âWould you really? Donât be daft, son. Your mother and I have spent so much of our lives cleaning up your messes.â
You decided this was the best time to confront them when they were arguing amongst themselves. If they were mad at eachother, maybe she could get them to reveal more of the truth to her.
You hoped that Leon was closeby, he did in fact see you on your way out, there was no reason he wouldnât look out for you.
You slowly opened the door to the Senatorâs personal study, where Patrick and his father stood, looking petrified at you.
You cleared your throat before speaking. âGood evening, gentlemen.â
Senator was the first to compose himself to speak. âGood evening, Y/n. Shouldnât you be outside enjoying your party? I apologize for taking my son away, we had business to discuss.â
You looked at Patrick who was avoiding your gaze by peering down at the floor.
âWhat an odd time to discuss business, Mr. Armstrong, it wouldnât have anything to do with the strange letters Patrick has been receiving has it?â You questioned nonchalantly, but you felt the energy in the room change drastically.
Patrick looked wide-eyed at his father, but Mr. Armstrong maintained his composure.
âMy dear, what did you say you came in here for, again?â He cocked an eyebrow.
âI know of your meetings with the Soviets, Armstrong.â You said shaking. You were changing, you were becoming brave, but nonetheless, you still felt like a scared little girl when confronting the two men.
âThat is quite the accusation, y/n. I think youâve been reading too many stories. All this excitement and attention must be getting to you.â
You clenched your fists.
âIâm thinking more clearly than ever, maybe you should cover up your tracks better. I found your financial documents out in the open.â
Patrick stepped angrily towards you. âYou little whore! How could you? What do you want? Money?â
You glared at him, your blood felt like fire in your veins.
Patrickâs father started to laugh. âPatrick, youâre definitely your motherâs son. How could you think this was just about money? Obviously, if it was, she would keep her mouth shut.â He looked at you. âY/N, youâre a reasonable girl. Those documents you have obtained could make our livesâŠinconvenient.â
You scoffed, âNo kidding.â
âI think we both could help each other out. Did you know why we thought of you as a suitable bride for my foolish son?â
You just stared daggers into him. He stepped so close to you that you could smell whiskey on his breath.
âWe own your fathers land. You see, your father had so many debts, some from gambling, some from drinking. You know who bailed him out? Youâre a smart girl, you can put two and two together.â
âThatâs wrong, daddy would never do anything like that.â You said shaking. This criminal was insinuating your father was a bad man and you didnât take that lightly.
âOh but youâre wrong young lady, I served with your father in the war, he was quite the rowdy soldier. Thereâs a lot about your father you donât know,â he said, pulling out a whiskey decanter and pouring himself a glass. He gulped the double shot of whiskey down like water.
âI like you alot y/n, youâre a smart girl, very smart in fact. I knew eventually, you would figure out that my dear son here is the run of the mill imbecile and not worth marrying.â Patrick started to object to his fatherâs insults.
âBe quiet boy!â His father snapped at him and Patrick backed down.
âI promise you heâs worth it, if not for companionship, but for your familyâs land and for your own future. Do you really want to struggle for the rest of your life? Marry a man for love for him to only disappoint you and leave you destitute? I promise that will not happen if you marry my son. I will make sure of it.â
You were starting to rethink all of your plans, if you didnât marry Patrick where would your family live? Daddy was disabled from his time in the war and Hank had a new baby to worry about, if they took away the land they would be homeless. Everyone. On the other hand, you would be stuck in a loveless marriage always having to mind yourself, no true friends, just surrounded by illegal riches brought to her by others having to suffer; and that was not sustainable.
That's not the future you wanted, you had already started the wheels in motion and you werenât about to halt it now.
âNo.â
âExcuse me?â For the first time tonight Mr. Armstrongâs composure faltered a bit.
âYou heard me, Armstrong. You know, that I know how you maintain your wealth. Iâd rather be destitute than have a palace built upon your own moral failures.â
âYou self-righteous bitch!â Senator Armstrong threw the heavy whiskey decanter off the side table as he lunged at you. He managed to pin you to the wall by your throat.
You were gasping for air, having the wind knocked out of you. His grip around your throat was tight, you were hyperventilating now.
âFather stop! Sheâs not worth it! Let her go!â Patrick pleaded with his father.
His father just ignored him and sneered at you. âIâm done with people like you threatening to take away everything I've earned!â
You were clawing at his hands with your nails, âYouâve earned nothing!â You gasped out.
Senator Armstrong threw you to the ground harshly. You tried to scramble away when he picked up a sharp, antique letter opener and stood over you.
âIâm not going to let some little white trash tramp ruin my life.â
You flinched as he was about to strike, when the heavy doors of the study bursted open. Agents flooded in to apprehend Patrick and his father.
âMalcom Armstong you are under arrest for treason and attempted murder, you have the right to remain silentâŠâ The agentâs voices trailed off as you looked around the room in shock.
Leon ran to you and cradled you into his arms.
âY/N Iâm so sorry, it wasnât supposed to happen this way. Are you okay? What did he do to you?â He said holding you gently as if you two were alone.
You were shaking and unable to get your balance or even talk. Another agent with brown cropped hair walked over to them.
âSheâs in shock sir, we should get her checked out by paramedics.â
Leon looked at you sympathetically and looked back at the agent again. âYouâre right, take her out of the back entrance. We donât need more of a show than we already have.â
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You were in the back of the ambulance with a blanket around your shoulders as another agent was taking your statement.
You witnessed a crowd surrounding the squad cars as they were taking Patrick and his father into US Marshall custody.
Suzanne looked disheveled as her once prim updo was now askew as she pleaded with the agents not to take her son and husband. The reporters that were supposed to report on the party were now snapping pictures of the scene, their fancy bulb cameras flashing as other members of high society laughed at her misfortune.
The only ones who seemed concerned were the members of your own family.
You shivered as the reminder of how fragile the life you would have had, was. People who were talking of this party as the social event of the season were now laughing in Suzanneâs face in one of the worst moments of her life.
She deserved it, but it still didnât feel good to watch.
You were brought out of your thoughts when the agent left and a familiar handsome face came into sight.
âLeon!â You said excitedly.
He came over and sat next to you with a bottle of soda.
âThis is for you, you earned this and a thousand more after tonight.â He popped off the cap and handed it to you.
âThanks Leon.â
âYour statement as well as the other guests of the party that heard the commotion are going to be good enough to keep the Armstrong men away for a long time.â He said putting an arm around you.
âLetâs hope so.â
âHow are you feeling?â
âIâm scared.â
âFor what? Everythingâs going to be okay, theyâre not going to be able to hurt you anymore.â He said rubbing your back.
âSenator Armstrong said something disturbing about my father, he said he didnât really own the land we live on.â
Leon turned to face you. âYou canât trust anything he says. He was trying to manipulate you. I promise Iâll look into it for you.â
You hugged his neck tightly. âThank you Leon, for everything.â
He returned your hug.
âAnything for you, Y/n.â
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Leon was right, The Armstrongs didnât own your familyâs land. In fact, after the arrests it was clear the Armstrongâs were in major debt themselves.
Suzanne, lonely and destitute, started selling the familyâs possessions. She quickly moved out of town to be âwith family in her time of need.â
Word got out that you had played an active role in the investigation and apprehension of Patrick and Malcolm. Reporters would flock to the farm and loiter around just to get a glimpse of the young lady who helped âsave the state of Georgia.â
Eventually, the reportersâ harassment became so bad you had to have an onsite police officer, and Leon was happy to volunteer for the job.
Leon spent the next few days following the incident patrolling your familyâs land. Your family started to warm up to Leon, even your mother.
One Sunday, your mother invited Leon to stay for dinner, which was a big deal; usually, only immediate family members were invited to dinner.
The night was enjoyable with daddy talking happily about his time in the service and Leon talking about working in the Nationâs capital.
The table grew quiet when Leon broke the news that he had to go back to accept a higher position with the FBI. He had earned his spot for his work on the Armstrong sting and would be moving back to Washington D.C.
You felt your heart drop at the news, but you were happy for him.
âLeon, it feels like weâre just getting to know you,â Mama said sadly. âAre you sure youâre heading back so soon?â
âYes maâam, unfortunately duty calls. I will miss your familyâs hospitality.â
âItâs alright son, I remember those days,â Daddy said to Leon. âFeel free to keep in touch if you ever come back to Springfield county.â
âOf course, I plan to.â
That night, you were at your regular meeting spot, unsure if Leon would meet you there. You were about to go back to the house, when familiar headlights rolled up behind you.
Leon walked out of the car and jogged over to you.
âYouâre late.â You said sardonically.
âIâm sorry sweet girl. Would you forgive me if I told you I have good news?â
Your heart fluttered and you were stunned. He was definitely leaving, what good news could he possibly have?
Leon pulled out an envelope and handed it to you. It was plain white but it was addressed to you.
âWell open it!â He said grinning excitedly.
You fumbled the envelope in your hands, ripping it open. The official âNASAâ letterhead was printed on the top of the page. You thought you were going to pass out. They were offering you an internship at their headquarters in D.C.
âLeon, how did you manage this? I didnât submit any of my work!â
Leon smiled mischievously. âI may have pulled a string or two, when I mentioned who you were and a certain former secretary of mine left samples of her work in the office.â
You were shocked. âI donât know if I deserve this, I feel like Iâll just mess it up, surely thereâs someone more deserving,â you stammered out.
He grabbed you by the waist and pulled you close. âBaby, you deserve this more than anyone I know.â
You blushed, this was the first time Leon called you by a pet name.
âThank you Leon, I donât know what to say.â
âSay that youâll come with me, Iâll promise to take care of you. Iâll prove to your parents Iâll keep you safe.â
âIs this your way of making things official, Leon?â
He smiled and cradled your face in his hand, his thumb brushing against your cheek.
âYes, if youâll have me too.â
You leaned up and kissed him, enveloping him in a passionate kiss. Leon couldnât hold himself back and deepened the kiss.
For the first time, you felt a fire in your belly, you couldnât deny the attraction and wanted to take things further.
You let your fingers wander to his chest and Leon moaned into your mouth. He took this as an invitation to start kissing at the nape of your neck and you let out a whimper of pleasure.
Leon abruptly stopped.
âMaybe we should continue this back at my place, would you be okay with that?â He asked, his face flushed.
You nodded enthusiastically.
The ride felt like hours, the sexual tension building between you two. He couldnât keep his hands off you, grazing his fingers along your bare thighs. You had never felt so attracted to anyone before, the fire in your belly was getting more intense and it was starting to become painful.
When you arrived at Leonâs small home, the two of you wasted no time continuing where you left off. After a couple of minutes of heavy petting and kissing you broke off.
âLeon, I want you.â You managed out in between kisses.
âAre you sure you want to do this with me?â
You kissed him roughly. âDidnât you just hear me? I want you, I want you to be my first.â
It was his turn to blush. âIf youâre sure.â He went to his bedside table and grabbed a small square foil packet.
Suddenly you felt nervous again. Leon must have sensed this because he kissed your forehead sweetly.
âWe can stop anytime you want, I wonât be upset, okay?â
You just nodded.
He crawled on top of you and you wrapped your arms around his neck, bring him closer as he started to kiss the sensitive skin of your neck and your collarbones.
You shivered as you started to shrug off the top of your dress. Leon noticed and started to help you out of the flimsy fabric restraints.
You felt exposed as you instinctively covered yourself with your hands.
Leon smiled at you. âYouâre too sweet, here Iâll make you feel less self conscious.â He started to unbutton his shirt and revealed his chiseled body. He looked like one of the Greek statues you saw at the art museum in Atlanta. He was perfect and you wanted to be completely enveloped in him.
You removed your hands from your breasts and shivered at the cold air hitting your skin.
The feeling was short lived as Leon brought his large warm hands to your breasts and began to massage them.
You moaned out, not expecting the sensation to arouse you as much as it did.
He kissed you again, âYou like that baby?â
You just shook your head aggressively, you were suddenly too timid to speak.
âDonât get shy on my now baby, we're just getting started.â He said as he took one of your nipples into his mouth, rolling it softly.
You squeezed his bicep tightly, you wanted more. You instinctively opened your legs so he could move closer to you.
He started to Kiss down your abdomen lingering in the area where your lower belly meets your pelvis, scattering the sensation along the area.
You began to Intuitively arch your back to bring your most sensitive parts to him. His teasing was causing your core to ache.
âLeon please,â you pleaded, you were unsure of what you wanted, all you knew was that whatever it was, Leon would know.
âBe patient baby, I have to make sure youâre ready for me first.â
He brought his fingers to gently remove the thin fabric of your panties off your thighs.
You were left completely exposed to him, just how you imagined.
âYou are so beautiful, I canât believe youâre all mine.â
You leaned up to kiss him. âSame to you.â
He wasted no time finding your sensitive clit, the sensation of someone else stimulating your most sensitive and intimate area was intense. You leaned back and tried to relax, to experience the pleasure fully.
âThatâs my good girl, let me take care of you.â Leon said kissing your inner thigh. You were closing in on your first orgasm and your lower body twitched as the waves of pleasure hit you.
You moaned Leonâs name as you felt your body spasm uncontrollably.
âThatâs it, I want you nice and ready for me baby.â He said putting a thick digit into you.
You were so right around his finger. You had never tried to feel yourself down there. You heard the girls at school talking about it, but you were always too embarrassed to even try.
âBaby, youâre so tight. You might not be able to take me.â
âLeon, please, I want you in me.â You moaned. You didnât care if it hurt at first, you just wanted to be close to him and for him to feel the same pleasure you were experiencing. It was only fair.
âIf you say so, but I need you to come one more time for me and weâll try.â
âYes sir.â
He smile at you and pet your hair. âBe careful baby, I like the sound of that a little too much.â
He inserted two fingers inside of you, stretching your tight opening, while stimulating your clit. You moaned in pain and pleasure as you tried to adjust to his size.
He whispered sweet nothings to you and it took a little bit longer, but you came again, this time around his fingers.
He pulled his fingers out of you revealing your slick around him.
âI think youâre ready for the real thing baby.â
He grabbed the little square packet from earlier and opened it up. He undid his pants revealing his entire naked body to you.
You couldnât help but blush, never seeing a man fully naked in the flesh. Leon seemed to be perfect in every way.
He leaned down and kissed up your neck to your cheeks sweetly. He gently laid you down on the pillows, and entertained himself into you.
He leaned his face close to you that your noses almost touched. âAre you ready?â
âYes I am, I donât want anyone else but you.â
âIf you insist, baby. Just tell me if you need to stop.â
Leon sat back up and aligned his tip with your tight entrance. He slowly pushed himself in. Your face contorted in slight discomfort and anxiety.
âDo you want me to go slower? Or would you want me to just rip the bandaid off?â
âI think I just want to get the hard part over with.â You answered honestly.
âIf you insist, babe.â He said and thrusted half of his length into you.
You squealed, feeling the unfamiliar sensation of something that deep inside of you, your vagina stretched to accommodate his size. You were grabbing at his forearms, tense.
âLet me know when youâre ready for me to keep going sweetheart, youâre doing great.â He said assuringly, littering you with gentle kisses.
âIâm ready, I can handle it.â You said, half believing yourself.
âI know you can, baby girl.â
He began to thrust slowly into you. The burning sensation slowly turned into pure pleasure, the new sensation of having someone inside of you was exciting.
It was so erotic, you didnât care. You couldnât have picked a better partner for your first time. You were experiencing so much pleasure you hadnât realized when Leonâs thrusts became shallow.
âMmm, baby Iâm gonna cum,â he panted out.
âI want you inside me when you cum.â You pleaded, you knew he was wearing a condom and you didnât want the moment to end so abruptly.
He said nothing as he lifted your legs behind your knees and began to thrust into you, this time rougher. You loved it, he was hitting your innermost parts and wasnât holding back.
He had given so much of himself to you, the feeling of your body giving him pleasure felt gratifying, the thought of it alone pushed you to your third orgasm.
Your body twitched around him, causing him to climax, his member thrusting into your now overstimulated body.
He remained inside of you for a short time before pulling out and discarding the used condom.
The two of you laid in silence embracing before you broke the silence.
âThat was amazing.â
He leaned over to you. âIâm glad you liked it.â
âLiked it? I loved it. No wonder Patrick was a tail chaser.â
Leon laughed out loud.
âIâm glad we donât have to worry about him anymore.ïżœïżœ
âMe too,â you said thoughtlessly.
âWhatâs on your mind baby?â Leon said, pulling you to look into your eyes.
âDo you think we have a chance of making it? Youâre not going to get bored of me that weâve slept together?â You asked innocently.
He embraced you. âY/N, I love you. I wouldnât just abandon you after everything I put you through.â
âYou really mean that? You love me Leon?â
He kissed you passionately. âI do, I just hope
you feel the same.â He looked at you with pleading eyes.
âOf course, I love you too, and I wonât ever stop.â
The two of you held each other until you fell asleep in each other's arms.
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Fixer upper: An AU Leon Kennedy x Reader fic Chapter 4
Well yâall, I finally did it. I wrote chapter 4 after being in a slump for two weeks. Thank you all for being patient. This specific chapter has explicit content so please use your discretion. Minors DNI. (Loss of virginity, assault, and explicit *consensual sexual content)
It was still a couple days before the engagement party and Mama was not happy with you.
After the talk with your dad she became upset that you would divulge information to him and not to her. You tried reasoning with her, claiming that she wouldnât listen; but that just made her more upset, hence the cold shoulder treatment she was giving you right now.
You decided to get out of the farmhouse and get some fresh air.
You were on the road close to town when you heard the sound of tires on the dirt road. You smiled when you saw the familiar *Springfield County Sheriff on the side and Leonâs handsome face peering through the window.
âHey, y/n. Do you have time to talk?â He said smiling.
You looked around to make sure there was no chance of anyone seeing her get into his car. When you deemed the coast clear you happily obliged and Leon put your bike in his trunk.
You hopped in the front seat and Leon drove to a shady place to get a reprieve from the heat.
Leon was the first to speak once he parked the car.
âIâve found some interesting things about your fiancĂ© and his father.â He said holding a Manila folder.
âWhat do you mean by interesting?â You said furrowing your brow.
He put the envelope in your hands and you opened it.
Inside were pictures of Senator Armstrong accepting money from unscrupulous looking people. There were also copies of different documents detailing where the money was coming from. Senator Armstrong was taking bribes from wealthy communists to change legislation.
âOh my god, how is he getting away with this?â You said.
âHeâs not.â Leon said plainly. âWhy do you think Iâm here?â
âHow are you going to prosecute him in this town? There wonât be a jury to convict him!â You said throwing down the paperwork.
âThis is now a federal case, Y/N. This is a matter of national security, but to try this case Iâm going to need your help.â He said looking at you with an austere disposition.
You had never seen Leon so serious about anything before. You gulped and nodded.
âWhat do you need from me?â
âWe need a confession and tangible proof.â
You instinctively fell back into the seat.
âYou really think a powerful man like Senator Armstrong is going to confess to a person like me? I bet he has no respect for women, just like his son.â You couldnât help but roll your eyes.
âYou have the leverage to back him into a corner y/n, with all the shit Patrick has already put you through, not to mention these findings, Iâm sure a lot of reporters would LOVE to get to know you.â
You genuinely thought about it. This was the perfect opportunity to get out of this sham marriage, and maybe you could get them to pay for school-no that would be too opportunistic.
The invasive thought made you feel dirty, you didnât want to turn into somebody that blackmailed people for money.
âIâll do it, but only because itâs the right thing to do.â You said avoiding eye contact.
Leon grabbed your hands. âThis wonât be an easy thing to do, Y/N.â He said, leaning his head down to meet your eyes.
You looked into his eyes, they were warm and assuring.
âIf I do this, is there a chance I could get hurt?â
Leon gripped your hands tighter. âI wonât let that happen.â
âWhatâs your plan, Leon?â
âThe night of your engagement party, thatâs our only chance. Heâll be surrounded, if you let it slip you know something you can get him alone. He wouldnât want his associates to find out.â
The thought of being alone with Senator Armstrong was terrifying. He was a powerful man and she was terrified he would do anything to get rid of her; she was expendable to a man like him.
âWhere will you be?â
âClose by, every second. I wonât let him hurt you anymore, Y/N.â
You wrapped your arms around his neck and enveloped him in a kiss. You couldnât hold yourself back any longer.
He returned your kiss enthusiastically. Even though the two of you hadnât known each other long, there was no denying you had a strong magnetic attraction for each other.
Leon was the one to break the kiss. You couldnât help but sigh, disappointed.
âI know sweetheart, but we canât be caught necking in my patrol car.â He said, a smirk growing across his features.
You looked down embarrassed; you were turning into a fast girl.
âDonât look like that, Y/N! I enjoyed it.â
âDo you think Iâm easy?â You asked self-consciously.
âEasy? Of course not. Why would you say that?â
âIâm engaged and kissing another man. If anyone found out, both our reputations would be ruined!â
âSince when do you really care about reputations?â He quipped back mocking you slightly. âI surely donât.â
You rolled your eyes. âThat's easy for you to say, your only options for a future arenât just to *get married and have a bunch of kids and pray your husband keeps the lights on.â You said theatrically.
âYou donât know what my husband is like!â He said facetiously.
You gave him a limp-wristed punch and he feigned injury. âOW!â
âCome on Kennedy, Iâm being serious!â
âYou know thatâs not the only future you have; you can do so much better than this place, Y/N.â
You paused for a minute and fantasized about taking classes at a REAL University, not just some finishing school for ladies to find a husband.
You thought about all the long nights studying and working a waitressing job maybe; and coming home to a small apartment. It wouldnât matter how hard the work was or how dingy the apartment you would be; it would be all yours and no one could change that.
âI would kill to get out of this town, so I guess the next best thing would be to throw Patrick and his father under the bus.â You said sarcastically.
âYou wouldnât be throwing them under the bus, you would be assisting in apprehending a criminal. Senator Armstrong is a criminal, Y/N.â
You couldnât deny that Senator Armstrong was selling out not only the state of Georgia, but the United States as well.
He was selfish and a coward just like his own son.
âDo you think Patrick knows what his father is doing?â You said anxiously, bouncing your leg and straightening out the papers in the manilla envelope. The gears in your head were shifting at a lightning fast pace. Sure, Patrick was a jerk, but was he also as conniving as his father?
Leon tapped his chin thoughtlessly.
âNot only is he completely aware, itâs under suspicion heâs acting as an accessory as well.â
Your heart fell into your stomach, that was all you needed to hear.
âIâll do it, Iâll ruin my reputation for the sake of national security.â
Leon beamed and kissed your cheek. âSpoken like a true patriot, Y/N.â
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The rest of the week, you were brainstorming ways to shake up Patrick before you confronted him. You wanted him paranoid, in a vulnerable state.
You thought it would be the easiest way to get him to confess, if he felt like someone close to him was going to betray him; they would never suspect it was you.
You started to leave âbreadcrumbs.â
You started sending cryptic messages in random places that he would find. You constructed the messages out of newspaper clippings and other materials.
You started to hate how much joy messing with him was, but lord he was an easy target
The night before the engagement party and your official debut as a âcoupleâ, you decided to put him completely on edge by asking him at family dinner why he seemed so stressed.
He looked at you, with the blood drained from his face; the bags under his eyes were emphasized by the lack of color in his face.
âNothing honey, Iâm just so excited for our party that I havenât been getting any sleep.â
God he was such a smooth liar, it must be second nature. If he wasnât such a crook, heâd make the perfect politician.
You just smiled, it felt good to be in control.
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The day was busy, you were in the salon for hours with Miss Suzanne and your mother. They were chirping away about wedding plans. You were as silent as a corpse, your mind racing of all the different possibilities of how the night was going to go. The first part of the night was going to entail dancing and socializing. When the guests would start to entertain themselves was when you were going to pull Patrick and his father aside to confront them.
You were pulled out of your thoughts when the beautician asked you how you wanted your hair done.
You opened your mouth to answer, but were interjected by Suzanne describing what she expected your hair to look like. You felt your cheeks go red; before your meetings with Leon, you wouldnât have cared about others making decisions for you. Now, you were starting to get your confidence back, you were going to be in charge of your life from now on.
You looked at the hairstylist and smiled âActually, I think I may want something a bit more modern. I want to look like Brigitte Bardot.â
You thought your mother was going to kill over in her seat, Suzanne smiled a strained smile.
âIf that's what you want sweetie, itâs your party.â She forced the words out through gritted teeth.
âThank you for understanding, it is what I want.â
Mother and Suzanne were silenced after that.
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You were standing in a guest bedroom of the Armstrong Mansion staring at yourself in the mirror.
Your evening gown was a light pink, the tulle off the shoulder detail accentuated your attractive decollete area. It had a sweetheart neckline embellished with floral embroidery. It was the perfect dress for someone else.
After the beauty salon incident, you managed to slip into Senator Armstrongâs private study and found important documents regarding the exchanging of money for American Secrets. You had the papers neatly folded in you undergarments, it probably wasnât the best place but it was the best you could do.
You were picking anxiously at your skin when you saw the doorknob slowly turn. You were shocked to see Leon standing there with his hair combed neatly back and wearing a black tuxedo; he looked like a different person.
He whistled low when he saw you.
âY/n, you clean up nice. You look incredible.â
You beamed at him, he made all your anxieties go away. âI could say the same to you, Deputy Kennedy.â
He bowed shallowly, âThank you ma'am.â
âHow did you get in here? I donât think the Armstrongs would be too happy to know that the deputy that arrested their son has made an appearance at the most major social event this season.â
âTheyâre so busy with other matters, they really have no clue whoâs really working this party.â
Your eyebrows furrowed.
âWho else is here, Leon?â
âNo one you need to be worried about.â
You felt your heart fall into your tummy. This was really happening, they were going to arrest your fiance and it was going to be a huge mess.
âAre they here to arrest Patrick and his father? Does it have to be here, at such a public event?â
Leon sighed and rubbed the back of his neck. âY/N, itâs the only way. We need witnesses to his confession and the only way we can accomplish that, is if weâre there.â
âIâm scared Leon, what if we fail?â
âI promise you, we wonât.â
You turned away. The reality of how serious the situation was finally setting in and this was no longer just a final act of defiance; the night would end with someone going to prison.
You sighed, âLetâs just get this night over with.â
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You had just finished your first dance with Patrick, the entire time he was shaking. He was no longer the overly confident ladies man; he was just a scared little boy.
You felt guilty over betraying him. He wouldnât do well in prison; hell, he wouldnât even do well in an apartment.
The crowd rumbled into applause over your overly rehearsed waltz and the band began to play an upbeat tune. Most of the guests made their way to the dance floor, while others spoke amongst themselves.
Patrick excused himself politely when the two of you noticed his father motioning for Patrick to follow him.
You made eye contact with Leon and he gave you the signal to follow them. You tried to slip away but just as you were about to leave the main hall, you were stopped by Suzanne.
âY/N, let me borrow you for a minute.â She grabbed your arm and pulled you aside.
She yanked you closer and whispered harshly into your ear.
âDonât EVER embarrass me like you did in that beauty salon ever again.â You were stunned. She had apparently been suppressing her feelings all day.
âIâll attribute this to you being nervous for an event like this, since you and your white trash family arenât used to these kinds of things; but YOU are marrying into this family and YOU will do as you're told. Do you understand?â She was fuming, her nostrils flaring, making her look like an angry lizard.
You were seething and did the most rational thing you could think of; you smiled at her.
âI do understand, Suzanne, I really do; but what you donât understand is that my white trash family has morals, unlike yours.â Suzanne looked at her mouth agape. She was not expecting that kind of response, especially not from you.
You stepped closer to Suzanne, closing the distance between you in an intimidating manner. âWhat you also donât understand, is that you will remember this night for the rest of your miserable white trash life.â
With that, you left Suzanne standing in shock as you went into the empty hallway of the grand house. You could hear your heart beating heavily in your ears as you made your way down the hallway.
Your peripheral vision was blacking out due to your blood pressure rising.
You heard two hushed voices arguing vehemently.
âWhat do you mean someone knows?â The heavy voice was one she recognized as Patrickâs father.
âI mean that Iâve been receiving disturbing letters everywhere I go! Itâs like someone is following me, waiting for me to crack! I canât take it anymore father.â
You heard Senator Armstrong scoff at his son. âSo a couple of threats already have you over the edge? Youâre weak minded son, I shouldnât have gone so easy on you, we should have shipped you off to the military when you got that girl pregnant at UGA. Do you know how much it took to make sure she had that abortion? I had to pay off the doctor too!â
âYou know I didnât want that! I would have manned up!â Patrick pleaded with his father.
That must have been the incident the girls in the diner were talking about. She didnât know it was that bad, she just assumed he was making a fool` of himself at a party or something.
âWould you really? Donât be daft, son. Your mother and I have spent so much of our lives cleaning up your messes.â
You decided this was the best time to confront them when they were arguing amongst themselves. If they were mad at eachother, maybe she could get them to reveal more of the truth to her.
You hoped that Leon was closeby, he did in fact see you on your way out, there was no reason he wouldnât look out for you.
You slowly opened the door to the Senatorâs personal study, where Patrick and his father stood, looking petrified at you.
You cleared your throat before speaking. âGood evening, gentlemen.â
Senator was the first to compose himself to speak. âGood evening, Y/n. Shouldnât you be outside enjoying your party? I apologize for taking my son away, we had business to discuss.â
You looked at Patrick who was avoiding your gaze by peering down at the floor.
âWhat an odd time to discuss business, Mr. Armstrong, it wouldnât have anything to do with the strange letters Patrick has been receiving has it?â You questioned nonchalantly, but you felt the energy in the room change drastically.
Patrick looked wide-eyed at his father, but Mr. Armstrong maintained his composure.
âMy dear, what did you say you came in here for, again?â He cocked an eyebrow.
âI know of your meetings with the Soviets, Armstrong.â You said shaking. You were changing, you were becoming brave, but nonetheless, you still felt like a scared little girl when confronting the two men.
âThat is quite the accusation, y/n. I think youâve been reading too many stories. All this excitement and attention must be getting to you.â
You clenched your fists.
âIâm thinking more clearly than ever, maybe you should cover up your tracks better. I found your financial documents out in the open.â
Patrick stepped angrily towards you. âYou little whore! How could you? What do you want? Money?â
You glared at him, your blood felt like fire in your veins.
Patrickâs father started to laugh. âPatrick, youâre definitely your motherâs son. How could you think this was just about money? Obviously, if it was, she would keep her mouth shut.â He looked at you. âY/N, youâre a reasonable girl. Those documents you have obtained could make our livesâŠinconvenient.â
You scoffed, âNo kidding.â
âI think we both could help each other out. Did you know why we thought of you as a suitable bride for my foolish son?â
You just stared daggers into him. He stepped so close to you that you could smell whiskey on his breath.
âWe own your fathers land. You see, your father had so many debts, some from gambling, some from drinking. You know who bailed him out? Youâre a smart girl, you can put two and two together.â
âThatâs wrong, daddy would never do anything like that.â You said shaking. This criminal was insinuating your father was a bad man and you didnât take that lightly.
âOh but youâre wrong young lady, I served with your father in the war, he was quite the rowdy soldier. Thereâs a lot about your father you donât know,â he said, pulling out a whiskey decanter and pouring himself a glass. He gulped the double shot of whiskey down like water.
âI like you alot y/n, youâre a smart girl, very smart in fact. I knew eventually, you would figure out that my dear son here is the run of the mill imbecile and not worth marrying.â Patrick started to object to his fatherâs insults.
âBe quiet boy!â His father snapped at him and Patrick backed down.
âI promise you heâs worth it, if not for companionship, but for your familyâs land and for your own future. Do you really want to struggle for the rest of your life? Marry a man for love for him to only disappoint you and leave you destitute? I promise that will not happen if you marry my son. I will make sure of it.â
You were starting to rethink all of your plans, if you didnât marry Patrick where would your family live? Daddy was disabled from his time in the war and Hank had a new baby to worry about, if they took away the land they would be homeless. Everyone. On the other hand, you would be stuck in a loveless marriage always having to mind yourself, no true friends, just surrounded by illegal riches brought to her by others having to suffer; and that was not sustainable.
That's not the future you wanted, you had already started the wheels in motion and you werenât about to halt it now.
âNo.â
âExcuse me?â For the first time tonight Mr. Armstrongâs composure faltered a bit.
âYou heard me, Armstrong. You know, that I know how you maintain your wealth. Iâd rather be destitute than have a palace built upon your own moral failures.â
âYou self-righteous bitch!â Senator Armstrong threw the heavy whiskey decanter off the side table as he lunged at you. He managed to pin you to the wall by your throat.
You were gasping for air, having the wind knocked out of you. His grip around your throat was tight, you were hyperventilating now.
âFather stop! Sheâs not worth it! Let her go!â Patrick pleaded with his father.
His father just ignored him and sneered at you. âIâm done with people like you threatening to take away everything I've earned!â
You were clawing at his hands with your nails, âYouâve earned nothing!â You gasped out.
Senator Armstrong threw you to the ground harshly. You tried to scramble away when he picked up a sharp, antique letter opener and stood over you.
âIâm not going to let some little white trash tramp ruin my life.â
You flinched as he was about to strike, when the heavy doors of the study bursted open. Agents flooded in to apprehend Patrick and his father.
âMalcom Armstong you are under arrest for treason and attempted murder, you have the right to remain silentâŠâ The agentâs voices trailed off as you looked around the room in shock.
Leon ran to you and cradled you into his arms.
âY/N Iâm so sorry, it wasnât supposed to happen this way. Are you okay? What did he do to you?â He said holding you gently as if you two were alone.
You were shaking and unable to get your balance or even talk. Another agent with brown cropped hair walked over to them.
âSheâs in shock sir, we should get her checked out by paramedics.â
Leon looked at you sympathetically and looked back at the agent again. âYouâre right, take her out of the back entrance. We donât need more of a show than we already have.â
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You were in the back of the ambulance with a blanket around your shoulders as another agent was taking your statement.
You witnessed a crowd surrounding the squad cars as they were taking Patrick and his father into US Marshall custody.
Suzanne looked disheveled as her once prim updo was now askew as she pleaded with the agents not to take her son and husband. The reporters that were supposed to report on the party were now snapping pictures of the scene, their fancy bulb cameras flashing as other members of high society laughed at her misfortune.
The only ones who seemed concerned were the members of your own family.
You shivered as the reminder of how fragile the life you would have had, was. People who were talking of this party as the social event of the season were now laughing in Suzanneâs face in one of the worst moments of her life.
She deserved it, but it still didnât feel good to watch.
You were brought out of your thoughts when the agent left and a familiar handsome face came into sight.
âLeon!â You said excitedly.
He came over and sat next to you with a bottle of soda.
âThis is for you, you earned this and a thousand more after tonight.â He popped off the cap and handed it to you.
âThanks Leon.â
âYour statement as well as the other guests of the party that heard the commotion are going to be good enough to keep the Armstrong men away for a long time.â He said putting an arm around you.
âLetâs hope so.â
âHow are you feeling?â
âIâm scared.â
âFor what? Everythingâs going to be okay, theyâre not going to be able to hurt you anymore.â He said rubbing your back.
âSenator Armstrong said something disturbing about my father, he said he didnât really own the land we live on.â
Leon turned to face you. âYou canât trust anything he says. He was trying to manipulate you. I promise Iâll look into it for you.â
You hugged his neck tightly. âThank you Leon, for everything.â
He returned your hug.
âAnything for you, Y/n.â
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Leon was right, The Armstrongs didnât own your familyâs land. In fact, after the arrests it was clear the Armstrongâs were in major debt themselves.
Suzanne, lonely and destitute, started selling the familyâs possessions. She quickly moved out of town to be âwith family in her time of need.â
Word got out that you had played an active role in the investigation and apprehension of Patrick and Malcolm. Reporters would flock to the farm and loiter around just to get a glimpse of the young lady who helped âsave the state of Georgia.â
Eventually, the reportersâ harassment became so bad you had to have an onsite police officer, and Leon was happy to volunteer for the job.
Leon spent the next few days following the incident patrolling your familyâs land. Your family started to warm up to Leon, even your mother.
One Sunday, your mother invited Leon to stay for dinner, which was a big deal; usually, only immediate family members were invited to dinner.
The night was enjoyable with daddy talking happily about his time in the service and Leon talking about working in the Nationâs capital.
The table grew quiet when Leon broke the news that he had to go back to accept a higher position with the FBI. He had earned his spot for his work on the Armstrong sting and would be moving back to Washington D.C.
You felt your heart drop at the news, but you were happy for him.
âLeon, it feels like weâre just getting to know you,â Mama said sadly. âAre you sure youâre heading back so soon?â
âYes maâam, unfortunately duty calls. I will miss your familyâs hospitality.â
âItâs alright son, I remember those days,â Daddy said to Leon. âFeel free to keep in touch if you ever come back to Springfield county.â
âOf course, I plan to.â
That night, you were at your regular meeting spot, unsure if Leon would meet you there. You were about to go back to the house, when familiar headlights rolled up behind you.
Leon walked out of the car and jogged over to you.
âYouâre late.â You said sardonically.
âIâm sorry sweet girl. Would you forgive me if I told you I have good news?â
Your heart fluttered and you were stunned. He was definitely leaving, what good news could he possibly have?
Leon pulled out an envelope and handed it to you. It was plain white but it was addressed to you.
âWell open it!â He said grinning excitedly.
You fumbled the envelope in your hands, ripping it open. The official âNASAâ letterhead was printed on the top of the page. You thought you were going to pass out. They were offering you an internship at their headquarters in D.C.
âLeon, how did you manage this? I didnât submit any of my work!â
Leon smiled mischievously. âI may have pulled a string or two, when I mentioned who you were and a certain former secretary of mine left samples of her work in the office.â
You were shocked. âI donât know if I deserve this, I feel like Iâll just mess it up, surely thereâs someone more deserving,â you stammered out.
He grabbed you by the waist and pulled you close. âBaby, you deserve this more than anyone I know.â
You blushed, this was the first time Leon called you by a pet name.
âThank you Leon, I donât know what to say.â
âSay that youâll come with me, Iâll promise to take care of you. Iâll prove to your parents Iâll keep you safe.â
âIs this your way of making things official, Leon?â
He smiled and cradled your face in his hand, his thumb brushing against your cheek.
âYes, if youâll have me too.â
You leaned up and kissed him, enveloping him in a passionate kiss. Leon couldnât hold himself back and deepened the kiss.
For the first time, you felt a fire in your belly, you couldnât deny the attraction and wanted to take things further.
You let your fingers wander to his chest and Leon moaned into your mouth. He took this as an invitation to start kissing at the nape of your neck and you let out a whimper of pleasure.
Leon abruptly stopped.
âMaybe we should continue this back at my place, would you be okay with that?â He asked, his face flushed.
You nodded enthusiastically.
The ride felt like hours, the sexual tension building between you two. He couldnât keep his hands off you, grazing his fingers along your bare thighs. You had never felt so attracted to anyone before, the fire in your belly was getting more intense and it was starting to become painful.
When you arrived at Leonâs small home, the two of you wasted no time continuing where you left off. After a couple of minutes of heavy petting and kissing you broke off.
âLeon, I want you.â You managed out in between kisses.
âAre you sure you want to do this with me?â
You kissed him roughly. âDidnât you just hear me? I want you, I want you to be my first.â
It was his turn to blush. âIf youâre sure.â He went to his bedside table and grabbed a small square foil packet.
Suddenly you felt nervous again. Leon must have sensed this because he kissed your forehead sweetly.
âWe can stop anytime you want, I wonât be upset, okay?â
You just nodded.
He crawled on top of you and you wrapped your arms around his neck, bring him closer as he started to kiss the sensitive skin of your neck and your collarbones.
You shivered as you started to shrug off the top of your dress. Leon noticed and started to help you out of the flimsy fabric restraints.
You felt exposed as you instinctively covered yourself with your hands.
Leon smiled at you. âYouâre too sweet, here Iâll make you feel less self conscious.â He started to unbutton his shirt and revealed his chiseled body. He looked like one of the Greek statues you saw at the art museum in Atlanta. He was perfect and you wanted to be completely enveloped in him.
You removed your hands from your breasts and shivered at the cold air hitting your skin.
The feeling was short lived as Leon brought his large warm hands to your breasts and began to massage them.
You moaned out, not expecting the sensation to arouse you as much as it did.
He kissed you again, âYou like that baby?â
You just shook your head aggressively, you were suddenly too timid to speak.
âDonât get shy on my now baby, we're just getting started.â He said as he took one of your nipples into his mouth, rolling it softly.
You squeezed his bicep tightly, you wanted more. You instinctively opened your legs so he could move closer to you.
He started to Kiss down your abdomen lingering in the area where your lower belly meets your pelvis, scattering the sensation along the area.
You began to Intuitively arch your back to bring your most sensitive parts to him. His teasing was causing your core to ache.
âLeon please,â you pleaded, you were unsure of what you wanted, all you knew was that whatever it was, Leon would know.
âBe patient baby, I have to make sure youâre ready for me first.â
He brought his fingers to gently remove the thin fabric of your panties off your thighs.
You were left completely exposed to him, just how you imagined.
âYou are so beautiful, I canât believe youâre all mine.â
You leaned up to kiss him. âSame to you.â
He wasted no time finding your sensitive clit, the sensation of someone else stimulating your most sensitive and intimate area was intense. You leaned back and tried to relax, to experience the pleasure fully.
âThatâs my good girl, let me take care of you.â Leon said kissing your inner thigh. You were closing in on your first orgasm and your lower body twitched as the waves of pleasure hit you.
You moaned Leonâs name as you felt your body spasm uncontrollably.
âThatâs it, I want you nice and ready for me baby.â He said putting a thick digit into you.
You were so right around his finger. You had never tried to feel yourself down there. You heard the girls at school talking about it, but you were always too embarrassed to even try.
âBaby, youâre so tight. You might not be able to take me.â
âLeon, please, I want you in me.â You moaned. You didnât care if it hurt at first, you just wanted to be close to him and for him to feel the same pleasure you were experiencing. It was only fair.
âIf you say so, but I need you to come one more time for me and weâll try.â
âYes sir.â
He smile at you and pet your hair. âBe careful baby, I like the sound of that a little too much.â
He inserted two fingers inside of you, stretching your tight opening, while stimulating your clit. You moaned in pain and pleasure as you tried to adjust to his size.
He whispered sweet nothings to you and it took a little bit longer, but you came again, this time around his fingers.
He pulled his fingers out of you revealing your slick around him.
âI think youâre ready for the real thing baby.â
He grabbed the little square packet from earlier and opened it up. He undid his pants revealing his entire naked body to you.
You couldnât help but blush, never seeing a man fully naked in the flesh. Leon seemed to be perfect in every way.
He leaned down and kissed up your neck to your cheeks sweetly. He gently laid you down on the pillows, and entertained himself into you.
He leaned his face close to you that your noses almost touched. âAre you ready?â
âYes I am, I donât want anyone else but you.â
âIf you insist, baby. Just tell me if you need to stop.â
Leon sat back up and aligned his tip with your tight entrance. He slowly pushed himself in. Your face contorted in slight discomfort and anxiety.
âDo you want me to go slower? Or would you want me to just rip the bandaid off?â
âI think I just want to get the hard part over with.â You answered honestly.
âIf you insist, babe.â He said and thrusted half of his length into you.
You squealed, feeling the unfamiliar sensation of something that deep inside of you, your vagina stretched to accommodate his size. You were grabbing at his forearms, tense.
âLet me know when youâre ready for me to keep going sweetheart, youâre doing great.â He said assuringly, littering you with gentle kisses.
âIâm ready, I can handle it.â You said, half believing yourself.
âI know you can, baby girl.â
He began to thrust slowly into you. The burning sensation slowly turned into pure pleasure, the new sensation of having someone inside of you was exciting.
It was so erotic, you didnât care. You couldnât have picked a better partner for your first time. You were experiencing so much pleasure you hadnât realized when Leonâs thrusts became shallow.
âMmm, baby Iâm gonna cum,â he panted out.
âI want you inside me when you cum.â You pleaded, you knew he was wearing a condom and you didnât want the moment to end so abruptly.
He said nothing as he lifted your legs behind your knees and began to thrust into you, this time rougher. You loved it, he was hitting your innermost parts and wasnât holding back.
He had given so much of himself to you, the feeling of your body giving him pleasure felt gratifying, the thought of it alone pushed you to your third orgasm.
Your body twitched around him, causing him to climax, his member thrusting into your now overstimulated body.
He remained inside of you for a short time before pulling out and discarding the used condom.
The two of you laid in silence embracing before you broke the silence.
âThat was amazing.â
He leaned over to you. âIâm glad you liked it.â
âLiked it? I loved it. No wonder Patrick was a tail chaser.â
Leon laughed out loud.
âIâm glad we donât have to worry about him anymore.â
âMe too,â you said thoughtlessly.
âWhatâs on your mind baby?â Leon said, pulling you to look into your eyes.
âDo you think we have a chance of making it? Youâre not going to get bored of me that weâve slept together?â You asked innocently.
He embraced you. âY/N, I love you. I wouldnât just abandon you after everything I put you through.â
âYou really mean that? You love me Leon?â
He kissed you passionately. âI do, I just hope
you feel the same.â He looked at you with pleading eyes.
âOf course, I love you too, and I wonât ever stop.â
The two of you held each other until you fell asleep in each other's arms.
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we're sticking together
rating: E
Village!Chris/BSAA!Reader
18+
warnings: afab!reader, no gendered terms, post RE8, p in v, unprotected sex, creampie, car sex, breeding kink if you squint
word count: 2k
summary:
Chris is back from eastern Europe, the mission having taken its toll. You both reminisce on normal life, wishing things were different, before deciding to indulge in a fantasy: just for tonight.
(for anon who requested village chris)
AO3 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/48559273
âYour tip was good.â
âAre you surprised?â
âGuess not.â
Chris leaned against the outside wall of the bar. Snow fluttered through the air, and you dipped your face into the collar of your coat, exhaling a heavy breath to help heat your flushed cheeks. Chris lifted his cigarette to his mouth and took a drag. The end glowed brighter, casting heat and light across Chrisâ scarred knuckles. After he finished, he let his arm drop toward you: a silent offer. Your fingers brushed together as you took the cigarette.
âSo the BSAA showed after all?â
The smoke rushed out of Chrisâ flared nostrils as he spoke again, âYeah. With a B.O.W.â
That surprised you. You cut your inhale off short and blew your smoke out in a hurry. âWhat?â
âMhm.â Chris folded his arms across his broad chest. You watched the way his muscles seemed to strain against the fabric of his sweater. âMight want to watch your back.â
âWill do.â You passed the cigarette back, suddenly too uneasy for even the nicotine to settle you down.
Ever since Chris had gone AWOL with the Hound Wolf Squad, youâd stayed in touch. You remained with the BSAA despite your loyalty to Chris, opting instead to feed him information as you received it. It was how Chris was able to sneak around their operations, get in, take care of things, get out before they arrived. This time hadnât been any different. Heâd gotten back from eastern Europe earlier today, having just skated under the BSAAâs radar.
âHey,â Chris suddenly spoke. You looked over at him. Chris was serious, brow furrowed deep. The lines in his face seemed more shadowed than usual, his facial hair a little more unkempt than you were used to. It made your stomach twist. âIf you need to back out of this, you can. No oneâs gonna blame you.â
âFuck that,â you answered, quickly, easily. âIâm not leaving you flying blind. If the BSAAâs going the way of Umbrella, weâre the only ones who have any goddamn chance of doing something about it.â
Chris still didnât seem convinced. He dropped the cigarette to the ground, stomping it out with his boot. He turned toward you fully. The undivided attention on you made you squirm slightly, lifting off the wall of the bar. âI know, but if we go down this road, itâs not going to stop. Iâm giving you an out. Take it. Your familyââ
âChris.â
The sharp prick of his name in your mouth made him pause. His jaw clenched. Understanding bloomed on his face. No family. Not in this line of work.
âItâs us. Itâs been us for years now. Iâm not going anywhere.â
A smile tugged a little sadly at Chrisâ mouth. He reached out and rested his hand on your shoulder. You relished in the weight of his palm, felt the heat seep through your coat. For a moment, you forget the biting sting of the snowflakes whipping at your skin.
âI know.â Chrisâ voice was low, raspy. It seemed like he knew all along that youâd never waver. âBut I figured Iâd try.â Chris didnât remove his hand like you expected. Instead, he only stepped closer. âI lost a good man on this mission. I donât want to lose anyone else.â
You echoed him, âI know.â Your hand reached out and trailed a comforting touch to his upper arm, following the ridges of his bicep. âWe both know how it is, though.â
Chris searched your face. That serious look stayed on his face. Despite it, his dark brown eyes were flickering with something else, something like desperation.
âI wish we didnât. I wish it was different. I wish it wasââ
âNormal?â
âYeah.â
The two of you exchanged exhausted looks. Weary from the years-long fight. A fight with no end. A fight youâd both die for. You stepped closer.
âWhat if we pretend?â you whispered, your eyebrows knitting together in a look of pleading. Chrisâ hand trailed up your shoulder to find your cheek. âJust for a little bit.â
Chris sighed out, but he didnât look away. âWe canâtââ
âNo strings. I promise.â
A stretch of silence passed between you while Chris swirled your words in his skull. You were just about to backtrack when he leaned forward, and, with snow-chapped lips, pressed a tender kiss to your mouth.
Your own hands found the front of his sweater, balling in the tight material. You dragged him deeper into you; your head tilted to deepen it. A soft groan left his throat, and you swiped your tongue along his bottom lip.
Heat flared, burning brighter. Chris slid his hands down your waist, snaking around your back and finding the curve of your ass. He squeezed, tugging you closer. Your hips met his, and you could feel how hard he was even through the layers.
When you pulled away, you inhaled sharply. Chrisâ breath billowed out in a mist from the growing cold. His pupils were blown, swallowing his gaze, and you could have sworn you saw a glimmer of something like adoration behind that prickling lust.
âI need you,â Chris practically growled, nose pushing at the underside of your jaw. His lips found the thrum of your pulse in your neck, and he sucked at it gently.
âCarâs around the corner,â you breathed back.
And that was all he needed. He gripped you tighter, hefting you up into his arms easily. He tucked his head over your shoulder while your legs secured against his waist. He moved like it was a mission. Chris found your carâyour familiar blue SUVâand he made his way over. His hand curled around the handle to the back passenger seat and tugged. It resisted.
âShit, sorry.â Your hand fished in your coat pocket and pressed the unlock. Your car beeped, satisfied, and Chris ripped open the door.
He laid you against the backseat; you slid back to give him space. Chris climbed in on top of you, and closed the door. Chris wasted no time popping open the button of your jeans. He moved to shove his hand in your pants, but he paused. He lifted two fingers to his mouth, sliding them over his tongue. Slick and warmed up from the cold air, they returned to their previous endeavors.
A hiss left your lips the moment Chris rubbed his fingertips over your swollen clit. He moved in a rush, afraid the moment would disappear before the two of you could get your fill. His fingers searched lower, finding your opening, and he pushed into your cunt slowly.
âFuck,â he groaned. His mouth dropped to your neck again. âFuck, youâre wet.â
âMhm,â was your exceedingly unclever answer. But you couldnât think. Not about anything other than how his thick fingers stretched your pussy, or how Chris was currently rutting his hips against your thigh. Chris bucked, hard cock still clothed but straining against the fabric. He dragged himself against you for any friction, any relief.
âI donât have a condom.â Chrisâ words dripped with frustration. He was annoyed with himself, as though he should have seen this coming. In truth, neither of you did.
âJust pull out.â The words were out before you could stop them. You didnât care. Youâd take the risk and just suffer the forty bucks at the pharmacy tomorrow.
âShit. Shit.â The prospect made Chris dick twitch so hard you could feel it against your leg. You rocked your hips against Chrisâ hand. The heel of his palm bumped into your clit with each pump of his fingers. Eventually, Chris couldnât take it. He drew his fingers away from you, swiping them clean on his sweater, and tugged your pants down.
The cool air fanned over your aching pussy. You watched with lidded eyes as Chris tugged his zipper down and pushed the band of his boxers lower. Chrisâ dick bobbed free from the fabric, flushed and dripping pre-come. If you got another chance like this, you wanted to feel him in your throat.
But your thoughts fizzled out as Chris maneuvered the two of you so he could slot himself between your shaking thighs. The head of his cock brushed through your folds until it settled against your dripping cunt. He slipped himself inside. Your bodyâeager and warmâsucked him in easily, pussy flexing as you took him deeper.
âGoddamnit,â Chris swore, feeling the heat of your cunt practically burning his cock. A stark contrast to the snow building outside. âFuck, you feel amazing.â Chris buried himself snugly in your walls. He went still, just soaking in the feeling of how you clenched around him.
âIf you donât start movingââ you muttered, voice low.
Chris answered with a sharp thrust. The motion rocked the entire car, and you moaned loudly. One hand reached back to grip the car door while the other batted forward to curl around the metal rod of the driverâs side headrest. Chris fixed his palms on your hips; he pulled you onto his cock, making you meet each slam of his hips. It made dots appear in the corners of your eyes. Your cunt squeezed tighter: a warning. Chris felt it, and he shifted his angle. His hips rolled up, the head of his cock grazing your soft spot while his pelvis pushed in a grinding motion against your clit.
Too soon, you came. You fell apart, coming on his cock. Wetness spilled past your lips. Your clit jumped, and you breathed out a whisper, âGod, Chris.â
For the second time tonight, the sound of his name in your mouth gave him pause. Chrisâ face pinched. He drew his hips back, and you shook your head.
âCome inside,â you begged, throwing your dignity to the wind.
âFuck, are you sure?â But Chris was already shoving his cock back into the depths of your hot cunt.
âWant to feel it.â
Chris curled over you. His whole body covered yours as he started to buck his hips. Now that you had finished, all you had to do was relax. It gave you time to take in the sensations. Chrisâ skin was hitting yours, quick and noisy. Your cunt squelched with every drag of Chrisâ cock in and out, in and out. His mouth was right by your ear, panting, and you could catch the tail end of a curse every now and then. You could smell him, his cigarette smoke and his cologne, and you could practically taste the salt-laced tang of sex as he thrust into you.
Chris dropped his face to your shoulder. His hands tilted your hips up, and it let him in even deeper. The head of his cock threatened to find your cervix at this point, and you moaned. You moved with the motion of his hips, and the car. For a moment, you could pretend. Imagining a life without the BSAA, where you were fucking your husband after a night out on the town, too in love and too obsessed with each other to wait until you got home.
The scenario pulled another flickering, unexpected orgasm up from your blood. Your eyes flew open, surprised at yourself, and your back arched. Cunt fluttering, you cried out, teeth clenched as it choked past your tight jaw.
Chris was equally surprised, words tumbling from his mouth, âAgain? Goddamn, shit, thatâsâyou look so fucking good when you come.â Your skin buzzed pleasantly from his words. âSo tightââ A loud groan from Chris. âFuck, let me fill you. Sweetheart, oh god.â
Chris bit down on your shoulder. Something almost like a snarl left him, muffled by your body. He pushed himself flush to you while he spilled his come as deep as he could. It damn near flooded you, hot and thick, and Chris thrust a little bit afterwards, almost like he was pushing it even deeper, desperate for your pussy to keep it all.
The windows were fogged. Sweat beaded on your forehead. You looked up at Chris as he pulled away to look down at you. You almost didnât like how affectionately he was staring at you. It threatened something deeper. Something neither of you could afford.
âThanks,â Chris offered, lame but sincere. His cock was limp, shining from your combined fluids. You looked him over.
âYeah. Anytime.â Equally lame and sincere as it fell from your mouth.
âYou sure?â
Your mind flittered back to the scenario youâd imagined: a sense of normalcy. A taste of something different. It made your heart ache and your clit throb. âAbsolutely.â
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