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iheartkiri · 14 days

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draco malfoy is an idiot. (1)

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You stood in the library, your movements sharp and angry as you slammed books back onto the shelves. It had been a month since your blowout with Draco, and the feelings from that night still rained heavy on your mind. Clearly, it had been a mutual sentiment as the tension between you and Draco whenever you two unfortunately ran into each other was thick enough to cut.

Your childhood friends, Blaise Zabini and Theodore Nott, noticing your mood, exchanged concerned glances with each other.

"What's up with you, Y/N?" Blaise cautiously asked, his eyes darting between you and the bookshelves. "You've been pissed off for weeks. Did something go down with you and Draco?"

You spun around, your eyes flashing with a mix of hurt and anger. "Oh that jerk?" you snapped, your voice dripping with bitterness. "I can't believe I ever considered that loser my friend."

Theodore frowned, his eyes filled with confusion. "What did he say that got you so riled up? We know Draco can be an ass sometimes, but a month of you guys not speaking is a bit much."

You clenched your fists, the hurt and anger bubbling inside you. "You know what he did? He called me sensitive and said I couldn't take a joke," you said, your voice shaking. "He made me feel like my feelings didn't even matter to him, like I was overreacting. He didn't even try to see where I was coming from."

Blaise's eyebrows furrowed, his expression turning serious. “Dang that's a low blow, even for Draco. We know he can be a jerk, but a month of you guys not talking is a little excessive. What exactly happened during that fight?"

You took a shaky breath, the memories of that painful day flooding your mind. "It started as off as a stupid joke, but then he took it too far. I tried to tell him how he was in the wrong, but he brushed me off. He didn't care that he was hurting my feelings."

Theodore placed a comforting hand on your shoulder, his eyes soft with understanding. "I get why you're angry, Y/N. Draco can be thoughtless. But a month is a long time. Maybe he's realized his mistake and is too stubborn to admit it."

You shook your head, your eyes glistening with unshed tears. "I'm not ready to forgive him, Theo. Not yet. He really messed up, and I need him to understand how much his words hurt. I won't be the one to cave."

Blaise stepped closer, his voice gentle and understanding. "We get it, Y/N. Draco can be an arrogant jerk sometimes. But we also know he cares about you. Maybe he's too proud to admit he was wrong, but we can try to talk to him, see if he'll apologize."

You scoffed, your anger simmering just below the surface. "Don't bother, Blaise. I don't want anything to do with him anymore. If he's waiting for my apology he can wait all he wants. Besides, he must be 'so sorry' himself to let a month pass by." You added sarcastically, rolling your eyes.

Theodore squeezed your shoulder, his eyes filled with determination. "Y/N, we just want to help. We know you and Draco go way back, and we can see you guys really care about each other. We're worried, and we want to fix this."

You shook your head, your eyes flashing with a mix of hurt and stubbornness. "There's nothing between us Theo. Not anymore. And even if there was, it doesn't change the fact that he hurt me. I'm not ready to forgive him."

Blaise and Theodore shared a worried glance, their faces grim. "We won't push you, Y/N," Blaise said, his voice gentle. "But we're concerned. We know you and Draco have a very....close relationship. We just want to see you happy again."

You sighed, your shoulders slumping in defeat. "I appreciate it, guys. I know you're trying to help. But Draco and I are done, and that's final."

As you turned away from them, your eyes landed on the books you had angrily shelved, their spines crooked and out of place. It was a reflection of the chaos inside you—a chaos that idiot Draco had caused and seemed to have no intention of fixing anytime soon.

Blaise and Theodore exchanged a meaningful glance, their faces filled with concern. "We'll give it one more shot," Theodore said, his voice unwavering. "We'll talk to him, try to talk some sense into that rascal."

You shook your head, a bitter smile on your lips. You knew there was no way they could possibly make Draco Malfoy apologize. "Good luck with that. Draco's too stubborn for his own good. And even if he is sorry, he won't admit it. He's too proud for that."

Blaise placed a hand on your shoulder, his eyes filled with sympathy. "We'll see, Y/N. We know how to get through to him. And if he truly cares, he'll find a way to make things right."

And as you continued to shelve books, your anger slowly fading into sadness, you knew that Blaise and Theodore would do their best to mend the rift between you and Draco. But deep down, you weren't ready to forgive him, not yet. The hurt was still too raw, and the silence between you stretched on.

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iheartkiri · 5 years

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wishing i never met you

» summary - post breakup you find yourself wishing you had never met the male responsible for your broken heart

» genre - normalverse au

» a/n - finally back y’all, but as expected my writing is crappy after a YEAR yeah it’s been a friken year y’all sorry take this crappy piece as an apology :)

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giving your friends a lousy excuse to dismiss yourself for the night, you voiced your farewells and pushed past the crowd of people dancing and grinding. you could feel the empathetic glances of your friends burning holes into your back as you hurriedly exited the club.

but as soon as your car door shut, the tears hastily flowed down your cheek like waterfalls. it wasn't supposed to be like this, tonight was supposed to be fun, tonight you could’ve got drunk, danced, met a stranger that you could’ve made you forget about this stupid throbbing of your heart. but fate had other plans for you, and instead of a night with laughter with your friends, you found yourself eyeing the couple swaying to the beat of the music. the male whispering into the woman’s ear and her giggling and pecking his cheek.

except this wasn’t any male, of course as soon as he turned slightly to the right and his eyes locked with yours. you knew you were a goner because how could you forget those warm brown eyes that you thought you would be staring into for the rest of your life, the way his eyes crinkled and his eyebrows furrowed at the sight of you, his smile dropping completely.

“jungkook” his name had slipped past your lips but unlike usual where your heart would have fluttered at his simple name, your heart panged as your heart clenched in pain. your legs almost giving up on you you took a few ragged breaths before running back to the table your friends had been at.

you must have looked as if you’d seen a ghost cause as soon as you took a seat they quickly knew there was something wrong. your eyes shifted to the back of the club their eyes quickly following each one becoming quiet and still.

they’d known from the moment you’d taken a chance on that no good lowlife you’d be signing yourself up for heartbreak. they had warned you but you ignored their pleas because you were so blinded with love you had ignored every red flag thrown at you.

from the perfume that lingered on his clothes to the way he shifted his phone away from your grasp, you had ignored it all.

because you loved him, and he loved you.

but the day you came home early from work and found him seated on the couch with an unfamiliar woman on his lap your eyesight had magically and suddenly been healed and reality had harshly kicked you in the ass. but you were much too late, you’re furture had long been written. you threw him and the other women out of your apartment, with your vision clouded with tears, you shouted at him to leave he pleaded for you to just allow him to explain but you wouldn’t have it.

you locked yourself up in the house you once’s called home that was now just a place where you could wallow up the pain of the memories that you’d had shared with the man you had once called your everything.

it had been exactly two months after your breakup with him and not a single missed call nor message was seen. it was like you never existed to him, which only left you more heartbroken. you cried because he was gone because a piece of you’re heart was missing that you couldn’t replace, because every time anyone else would try to enter your life or reconnect with you, you were skeptical and pushed them away. you were losing everyone including yourself.

and when you had decided enough was enough and did your best to put on a smile for your friends, for yourself. fate just had to interfere with your happiness.

the storm that had pushed you off your feet leaving you with scars but it hadn’t even touched him, because he was right in front of you with another woman. you wondered if you had ever even crossed his mind.

someday jungkook's name that was etched deeply into heart would begin to vanish and you wouldn’t have to wake up constantly filled with the empty void in youre heart, you’d be able to sleep in this goddamn bed that felt way too big for you.

but until then tonight you found yourself crying in the duvets of your bed wishing you had never met jeon jungkook.

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iheartkiri · 6 years

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