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#hands #*****

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Reblog if you write fanfic and would be totally down with your followers coming into you askbox and talking to you about your fic

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Look up 'my writing' in my little magnifying glass 🔍 to see all of my writing

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Matthew was spotted going on a commercial flight and I'm just 🤧

#humble humble humble #my taste is superb #he still looks as beautiful as he did in those videos he made on his youtube channel back in 2007 #i want him

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a fictional man: *is kinda fucked up*

me: i want him so bad

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SPENCER REID In “Aftermath” (2x05)

#glasses #season 2 #season two

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Her Safe Space, Spencer Reid x Sick Emethophobic Female Reader

(Emethophobia - an intense fear of witnessing/hearing other people vomit and/or vomiting yourself)

This is a story in which Spencer comforts reader while she is on the verge of vomiting and panicking over it (could also be a good fic for anyone feeling sick and wanting some Spencer comfort)

🚑 trigger warnings: emethophobia, mention of panic attacks, mention of vomiting, subtle sexual mention

A/N: Where did this phobia come from? I do not know-- I've had it for as long as I can remember. I cope with everything through creation. So here is how I'd imagine Spencer would comfort me. My brain slowed down enough today to allow me to pop this one out. I hope you enjoy, darlings. I hope Spencer helps you through your traumas as much as he does mine. May you all receive blessings from the universe in the near future. See you again soon.

Spencer's POV

She has a lot of needs. They're not burdens, nor will they ever be.

She has been feeling sick all day today, and instead of allowing me to comfort her, she has locked herself in the bathroom for the past six hours.

If it was a simple headache, she would be curled up in my arms, her pretty head on my chest as I ran my fingers through her hair as delicately and soothingly as I could.

But when her stomach hurts, when she feels she is on the verge of vomiting, she will isolate herself, the idea of someone witnessing her vomiting so overwhelming she won't even let me near her.

Not even me. And she trusts me with everything.

It breaks my heart.

Why won't she let me just rub her back and tell her everything is alright, that she is safe and cared for? She does after a hard day at work or an intense love making session that ends in her being a blubber of tears.

Something I have always adored about her is her willingness to be so open about her emotions and desires. Blunt words often fall off her tongue but one quality no one can deny about her is her honesty. What you see is what you get from her. If she needs more from me in terms of affection, she has always let me know. When she needs me to hold her hand and offer a sympathetic ear when she is in distress, she lets me know. She has always been so clear on how to best take care of her and I have always steadfastly complied.

Because I am putty in her hands.

I would bow at her feet if she asked me to.

I know no human being can save another but why won't she just let me hold her?

I take a deep breath. I remind myself I could never understand, as I am not the one with the condition. I'm sure she wishes she could allow me to be there for her in these moments as strongly as I have a desire to be there for her in them.

I sit near the outside of the bathroom door, twiddling my thumbs, hoping against all hope she will let me in.

She has described it to me before: When she feels it coming, for just a single split second she wishes she would die-- because anything else in the world would be preferred over allowing herself to vomit.

It's barely a whisper when I hear it.

"Spence?"

Her sweet voice, so fragile.

She needs me.

My stomach churns in anticipation of her allowing me in as I mutter back just as gently, "Yes, love?"

I try to come across as her calm in the storm with the way I convey my words-- but deep down inside I feel such an eagerness to comfort her it is making me go insane in a way I am certain is obvious from the tone of my voice.

I hope to God it doesn't show somehow.

"Need you..."

As soon as the words leave her lips, I am off the floor and twisting the doorknob.

With a sigh of relief, I realize she had mustered the strength to unlock the door.

I kneel down next to her by the toilet, the palm of my hand reaching under her shirt in search of her back.

"It's ok, Sweetheart. Once you let it out, you'll feel so much better."

------- An Hour Later

After she relieved her stomach of its poisonous contents, I ran her a hot bath.

A soothing bath is one of the only things that calms her down following a panic attack.

I run the palm of my hand over her arm, trying to soothe each part of her body that had been shaking with fear as I encouraged her to allow herself to release all the toxins inside of her.

"I'm proud of you," I whisper as I place a kiss on her shoulder.

"It always feels so much better after it's over," she whispers, letting out a content sigh at the feeling of my lips on her skin.

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Spencer Reid in 12x06 Elliott’s Pond

#pretty #handsome #so handsome

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i have no words

#mannerisms

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Imagine this

He is learning a new card trick and trying it out on you. So he goes "Is this your card, bunny?" And you're like "No hun ☹️"

And he's like "Damn it"

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Gifs from @gublerhaderclub

UMMM wth I have seen this a million times but his expressions just hit me today

the little GIGGLE SHOULDER SHRUG are you ****ing kidding me Matthew wth no sir you’re not allowed to be THIS ADORABLE I LOVE YOU

#bird

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the pretty boy & the tough guy.

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Rewatching Criminal Minds for the millionth time and I'd like to say 4x24 Amplification is the perfect moreid episode. Exhibit A:

Here's a small breakdown of this entire scene I did just because....

This is THEE (tm) moreid scene. Honestly there's some that come close (i.e. the scene where Derek leaves and tells Spence about his kid, the joke war etc) but THIS is the moreid scene. period. When you break it down like... ohmygod Derek is usually calm and collected but one second Reid was right there and the next he's gone... They're dealing with an airborne killer right now and there's nothing Derek wants more than Reid in his line of sight... but he's not there and Morgan starts booking it because where the fuck is Reid?

He wants to know what the fucking deal is and Spencer is like nope nope I'm not letting you get exposed either and then it's just downhill from there . But the acting is god tier

Shemar and Matthew poured their souls into this small scene but it created such an incredible impact.

Which is why THIS is such a good scene. You can see how worried Derek is. He rarely wears his emotions on his sleeve but Reid was HIS responsibility and he just potentially got exposed. and he's so fucking HURT because he should have been there the entire time. It should have been him.

AND WHAT DOES REID RESPOND WITH ???? HE SAYS HE'S SORRY BECAUSE HE KNOWS DEREK. HE KNOWS DEREK WOULD WANT TO TRADE PLACES WITH HIM IN A FUCKING HEARTBEAT. HE KNOWS DEREK WANTS HIM OUT OF THERE. HE KNOWS IT AND HE KNOWS HE CANT CHANGE ANYTHING SO HE'S FUCKING SORRY

I just really love that Reid says he's sorry. It's such an incredible end to the scene because they're both so emotionally bare and it's all happening so fast but Reid is like I gotta tell him this. If I do nothing else, then I have to tell him this.

#season 4 #season four

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Oh yes

sir that is my emotional support snarky tragic male character with parental issues

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