It's my 10 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

Chibi self-portrait

For Pride this year, I caught the 'rona. Three days of thinking my hay fever allergies were getting worse, only to get hit by a metaphorical bin truck on Friday night. Woke up Saturday, my plans, like my sinuses and immune system, in disarray.

Fully vaccinated, got my booster only last month so I could get physio rehab. I don't even want to think about how much worse it would be without the booster. 🤒🤧

Also, without tea, paracetamol, ibuprofen, decongestants, and cough syrup. To chicken soup I go! Who cares if it's 8am here? I need chicken soup, dagnabbit!

Get off my Wacom, pox cat.

If I’m gonna have to see and then report over a dozen porn bots every day can they at least give me like a daily grinding quest for it like it’s an MMO. Can I get some gold and a mediocre loot drop

not a week goes by without me remembering this jhonen vasquez strip and i so often want to reference it and i keep forgetting it is not, in fact, a well-known meme

ive been thinking about it and. holy shit

ok well im going to build a good future for myself whether i like it or not

Drawing practice, with credit to The Pose Archives for the reference image.

Stupid dumb little comic

Bats that look like little dumplings while they’re being held by biologists, like if u agree

My current plan to recover from my mental and emotional existence is to just go so deep into being insane that I'll come out sane on the other side. Being a chronic people pleaser plagued with impostor syndrome stretched me too thin, and that leash simply snapped and I am now a completely untethered, unapologetic vermin.

Fuck having impostor syndrome, if I'm not entitled to be here they should've barred the doors better. If I'm doing everything wrong because of imaginary rules that nobody told me about, that's their problem, you should have made your confusing system more idiot-proof.

I'm not here to please everyone and do everything right. I'm here to make bad art, chew on furniture, make people laugh, cook awful food and look at pretty landscapes, and piss off the people who don't want me to exist. If I have an unseen infinite debt somewhere that I can never pay back, I'm going to keep running that tab until I die. I'm alive purely because the universe is shit at pest control.

FISH! Japanese tattoo style koi fish with wind bars, water, and cherry blossoms. I still need to redo this as a koi fish finger. LOL

Masaaki Sasamoto

My friends, ladies and gentlefolk.

pain meds taking you from a 9/10 pain to a 4/10 pain 👌👌👌