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Hye hyeee, do you have bangtan fic recs ? (If possible, angsts hoho) 😆

“If possible, angsts”

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Here's a few of my favorite fics with some angst (of course with fluff and smut)

(Might add on to this list in the future)

OT7 stories

Ethereal Orbit by @nomseok (fluff, angst, smut)

Summary: Somehow you’ve landed on this strange planet named Utepnia and you have to save their race from extinction.

(Note: Honestly one of my favs)

Enchanted to meet you by @ditttiii (fluff, angst, smut)

Summary: no one ever told you that you had a soulmate or—soulmates for that matter. humans don’t have soulmates but shapeshifters do. what are you supposed to do when the seven members of the worlds biggest boy band turn out to be your soulmates—only for you to realise that they aren’t even human.

The band is on a hiatus and army thinks they are completing their mandatory military service. you believe that too, at least you did, until you realised that you had adopted them and that one way or another they were gonna live with you—as hybrids because apparently you all are soulmates.

Lifeline by @forgottenpasta

Summary: What happens when a witch curses seven vampires to share one fated mate between them?

More ot7 fic recs can be found here

And fics recommended to me through asks by @ephemerallyrainy found here and by a lovely anonie found here

Multiple members

Florescence by @jincherie (fluff, smut, angst)

Pairing: Jin x reader x Taehyung

Summary: Okay, so maybe you’re lonely, and maybe there is something missing in your life, a void that you maybe want to fill with a companion that may or may not be of human origin… You’re perfectly content not doing anything about it though, until your best friend calls you in desperate need for your help and you suddenly end up coming home with not one, but two hybrids that may or may not have been on the way to the chopping block had you not taken them in. They’re more than a little rough around the edges, and the situation is less than ideal but… maybe the best things don’t always come in perfect, shiny packages. Maybe they just need a little time to bloom.

Reasons Wretched and Divine by @hollyhomburg (angst)

Pairing: Yoongi x Jimin x Namjoon x reader

Summary: You live on an isolated but sprawling farm with your abusive husband, but things start to change for the better when your husband adopts a retired police dog hybrid named Namjoon.

Jin stories

Seven Seconds in heaven by @jimlingss (angst, fluff, tiny bit of smut)

Summary: In the moment of your death, Heaven drops the hammer of punishment; making him travel back in time to relive memories that can never be changed. Seven memories. Seven minutes in each. Seven seconds before they are ripped away.

(Note: this is actually really sad oml)

Last November by @kithtaehyung (angst, smut)

Summary: You two broke up on good terms. even seeing each other on your friends’ yearly end-of-november trip was never awkward. so why did this trip feel so different? and why does it feel like the end of something that wasn’t even there in the first place?

2,561 Days by @gossamie (angst)

Summary: Two years of marriage could not stop the relationship from falling apart. As an attempt to seek closure before the divorce, Seokjin and you retrace your seven years together.

Ephemeral by @donewithjeon (angst)

Warning: mentions of death

(Note: this one hurt me :( especially the last line...)

Yoongi stories

Burnout by @myfeelsinink (angst. fluff)

Summary: A tale of relationship torn apart by the classic supervillain, distance. Perhaps, when people ask you how does you and Yoongi ends, you should’ve answered like a fire burning out.

Goodbye by @itsamejin (angst)

Summary: Yoongi watched silently as you exited the car and out of his life, but he can’t help but feel a sense of panic at the thought of you leaving him for good.

The Truth Between Us by @jimlingss and @gukyi (angst, fluff)

Summary: a book deal should be the most exciting time of your life, but there seems to be a constant and omnipresent damper on your mood in the form of a certain min yoongi, who you would just cut out from your life, if he weren’t your editor. but then, the world shifts beneath your feet, and you begin to wonder if maybe you’ve always been looking at life from the wrong angle.

Hoseok stories

Sunshower by @jimlingss (fluff, smut, tiny bit of angst)

Summary: Hoseok is the sun and you are the rain. There are no ways you can compare to him.

Meadows by @mortaljin (angst, fluff, implied smut)

Summary: You plant flowers because there is no consequence to accidentally killing one, that’s why you don’t have a pet. Your life becomes a lot more stressful one day, however, when you barter for an exotic flower seed at your local market place. No matter what you do, it won’t grow. The old woman who gave it to you gave you no instructions, other than adequate water and sunlight, on how to care for the flower. You were about to give up, ready to smash the flower pot to smithereens, when the softest, faintest voice begs you not to. You were just hearing things, right? It’s not like the voice came from the seed, right? "If possible, angsts"

The Train of Lost Souls by @inktae (angst)

Summary: The moment you step inside the train, you are given two options.You can choose to live, to be given a second and a last chance in life, in exchange for your memories and your previous existence. You can choose to be alive again, but it can only be an entirely new life. Everyone you’ve ever crossed paths with would forget your name. All the pain and the love you knew, all the ups and downs that made you hurt and made you smile — all of it, completely gone.

Or you can choose to move on, to give your life away while keeping your memories until the end of time. To step out of the world of the living and to embrace a new kind of loneliness, but with the warmth of your past always safe between your cold hands.

You are dead, but it’s up to you to do something about it.

The choice is solely yours.

Namjoon stories

Bloom by @hobidreams (angst, smut, action, little bit of fluff)

Summary: Family is who you kill for. Who you die for. In this society, you and your kin are shadows, clinging to the darkness to obey orders absolute. But when such orders command you to abandon what little honor remains for wealth and notoriety, you find yourself lost in lonely uncertainty about the only vocation you’ve ever known. That is, until you meet a man with gentle hands, a poet’s heart, and a love for coaxing the world into bloom.

(Note: y’all just read it, it’s so good)

Good to me by @httpjeon (angst, fluff, smut)

Summary: club ardor holds a special raffle for a free night with a man who will supposedly be the boyfriend of your dreams. you definitely don’t expect to win.

Jimin stories

Lavender Hues by @inktae (angst, fluff, smut)

Summary: It all started with brown and lilac eyes, a shy and virtuous smile -and you thought you knew beauty before.

The Waltz Between Us by @inktae (angst, fluff, smut)

Summary: A Christmas Story

Soliloquy by @kinktae (fluff)

Summary: Jimin was a boy who had an affinity for flowers. You were a girl who liked to talk to them. It all should have been very simple. Except for the incredibly complex fact that Jimin was an angel and you were painfully human, completely oblivious to his existence and how he had somehow fallen deeply and foolishly in love with you.

Dead Leaves & Wasted Roses by @jamaisjoons (angst)

Summary: by sheer luck, or as if destiny bound as he liked to think of it, jimin had met you. and then, in a blink of an eye, and in a cruel twist of fate, he’d instantly lost you.

Taehyung stories

The firefly that guards the fox by @magicsalemander (angst)

Summary: His mother and father weren’t supposed to fall in love. They weren’t supposed to find a mate in one another.

They weren’t supposed to.

After losing his father years ago, Taehyung vows to find and avenge the injustice his family has gone through. You were childhood friends with Taehyung. The four of you Taehyung, Hoseok, your older brother and you were inseparable. You were torn apart from Taehyung, your fox who’ve you’ve always vowed to protect and be with, without a warning. He called you Firefly, you called him Tae-Tae the fox. Was your fate supposed to end there in the past with your childhood?

Paper cranes by @aquaminwrites (smut, angst, fluff)

Summary: It is said that if someone folds 1000 paper cranes, they will receive one wish. Kim Taehyung has been folding you paper cranes since he was six years old. He won’t tell you what he’s going to wish for once he reaches his goal, but even into your twenties, all you know is that he’s been wishing for the same thing every time.

Love is the Warmest Colour by @honeymoonjin (fluff, smut) (not much angst but still a good fic lol)

Summary: still bitter about a scandal that ruined your painting career, you’re recommended a getaway by your therapist to a small island off the coast of seoul. expecting a tranquil location to wallow in self-pity, you’re startled when on your first night, you encounter an avid fan of your work. instead of annoying you for an autograph, kim taehyung ends up being the very thing you need to fall in love with art again.

With love by @rosaetae (angst)

Summary: You were only 15 when you were diagnosed with cancer and met your best friend. He promised to stay by your side. You were 15 when you started gaining feelings. You were 15 when you started writing letters. You accepted the fact that you were going to die. You were only 18 when you were ready to leave.

(Note: (T_T) )

Jungkook stories

Future Hearts by @jungblue (smut, angst) (A bit of jimin x reader)

Summary: It was everything, from his tattoos, to his touches, to the way sweat rolled down his neck as he strummed into his guitar on stage; everything about him completely enthralled you. So why are you now, two and a half years later, on a train to Seoul, telling a complete stranger the recollection of how you became fated to forever have scars on all of your future hearts due to the happiness, but most of all the pain, that came along with falling in love with Jeon Jungkook.

(Note: Fair warning, the last time this was updated was three years ago.. but it’s still such a good fic, one of my favs <3)

Fatal Attraction by @jungcock (angst, fluff, smut)

Summary: Your dangerous ex-boyfriend comes back to haunt you in more ways than one

(Note: Honestly one of my favorite fics, but sadly the last update was also three years ago... but still I recommend reading it!)

Purple Rain by @borathae (smut, angst) (a little bit of taehyung x reader)

Summary: “Two months on the road with Jungkook and his friends and you couldn’t be happier about your life. You spend your days laughing, dancing and rolling around the sheets with the boy of your dreams, all whilst visiting beautiful places.

But your idyllic life soon changes, when Taehyungs past catches up with him, putting not only him, but your entire gang in danger. Can the group get through his betrayal and if so can you outrun the danger before it is too late?”

(Note: this entire series *chefs kisses* hurt me in the best ways)

Proposals by @pjxmin (smut, fluff, slight angst)

Summary: You and Jeongguk propose at restaurants to get free food, but somewhere along the way you start to fall for him.

#to read?

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how-sad · 2 years

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I recently found out why my mom would never sleep around me when I was a kid. Like she’d never let herself take naps or sleep if I was awake, ever. Or if she did, she would lock her bedroom door. So when I was 6, I was asleep in my bed in the middle of the night when I hear a loud bang, like a pot being dropped and come out to the living room to see my mom standing by the window, with just a huge pile of spaghetti all over the sill, and a pot on the ground, and I ’m like “Are you gonna eat all that?” And ya’ll she get’s BIG MAD and yells at me and chases me to my room but then a little while later a bunch of cops show up and ask me a bunch of random ass questions about my art? Like this one cop lady keeps asking me to draw dragons for her?! And they seem mad as hell

I didn’t want to get arrested so I just never asked my mom for spaghettis after that. Lesson, learned. Don’t ask mom for spaghettis or she’ll call the damn police on you.

So I have this memory in my head, and it goes unquestioned until I say it outload for the first time a few months back and as soon as I say the words “When I was six, my mom called the cops on me for asking for spaghettis” My adult logic slams into place and is like “Hang on. Your mother definatly did not call the police on a 6 year old for asking for spaghetti.”

So obviously that’s not what really went down. I call up my mom to tell her how I remember it and on top of her figuring out why her kid has always been really cagey around spaghettis for the last 3 decades she tells me what really happened.

So on that night, a man tried to break into our house through the front window. It was just my mom, and her kids so she did what she felt she had too and shot him in the head. He’d been wearing a helmet, which landed on the floor under the window.

Now I just want ya’ll to put yourselves in my moms shoes for a minute here. This woman has just taken a human life. The trauma of that- the instant agony, the panic, the guilt, the fear- all of it hitting her at once, her only solace the knowledge that her children are safe. She protected her daughters. No matter the cost to her soul- her children are safe.

Then she looks up and sees her six year old staring at the inside of this mans head before saying “Are you gonna eat all that?”

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