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This thing is already four years old holy shit
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Hey y'all
It's been a hot minute. I know I been radio silent, and I got all y'all's love in my inbox. I didn't want to leave anyone in the lurch, for any folks that remember me, and I wanted to post an update.
It's been a long road, but I'm still alive and well. I did manage to find a job, thanks to my aunt, and I'll have been in upstate NY for the past three years with my current company this August.
Things changed on a dime when I got up here. I'm making enough to get my own car, and to hold down a two-person household, on one income. It's been its own struggle with different things up here, but my life has improved drastically.
I still struggle with creativity. Managing a household financially, by yourself, is draining. But I'm trying to get the mental health help I need, and I'm even getting physical improvement with ailments I didn't even realize I had.
To see that most of y'all are still around is heartening, even if this blog is still not active. I won't be taking it down. There's too many good folks, too many good memories, and too much fun on here to just throw it all away. One of my goals this year is to make progress towards becoming more active again.
I've also taken up with D&D more frequently (which may be where a lot of my creativity has been going, lately, lmao)! In my effort of becoming a better version of myself, I've been able to help my beau grow into his creativity that was strangled in his previous home life. I'm happy and thankful for that. I'm thankful for the ability to be able to hold it down, while he continues to search for work that will let him stay safe, even if the pandemic is winding down. I'm thankful for my aunt, who put out personal funds to help me get up here when I had nothing to put towards the trip expenses.
I'm thankful to y'all for supporting me in a very dark time in my life.
Thank you. And I hope to start chugging back along, soon.
#personal#Nocturn speaks#update under the cut so i aint eating up y'all's dashes#i love y'all and i hope to reconnect with a lot of y'all
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Aight, y’all, I’ve been trying to figure out how I want to say this, but there’s no real eloquent, put-together way I can, so here goes.
I don’t have the energy to run this blog right now, outside of reblogging other fandom content. The same goes for my main. I haven’t told anyone outside people within physical proximity of me, but I lost my job about a month ago, and I’m having serious trouble landing a steady gig and time is running out to make at least this month’s rent.
I am stressing so badly, and it’s being compounded by self-inflicted house arrest because I want to conserve the last of my money and not blow it on gas.
My anxiety and depression have hit serious lows, lately, to the point where taking myself out of the picture just seems so much easier. On resources, on my roommate, on my family, everything. Without a steady job, it’s a lot harder to ignore it, and I sleep so much otherwise that I’m entirely convinced my roommate (who suffered a similar fate, but managed to land two jobs and has at least been subsisting) is on the verge of finding me absolutely worthless. To which I absolutely wouldn’t argue, because I very much agree.
I’m---this isn’t some pity party, I just need y’all to know where I’m at. I owe asks, giveaway prompts and requests, and I just
I need somewhere to vent, because I feel like I’m going to lose my mind if I don’t. I’m so empty, and it’s so grating, and in spite of having a solid resume I still can’t land anything outside of a weekend seasonal job that’ll be over by October, and won’t do shit diddly for funds.
Writing this is kinda helping, but only after agonizing if I actually wanted to write it instead of suffering a much more dire fate. Shit’s bad, I know it is, but it’s hard to stop it. I’m so sorry for dumping this on y’all, but I’d rather keep myself accountable than just kinda hanging out in silence.
I love y’all, I’m tryna love me; I’m trying to pull myself up, because the consequences of not are set to much higher stakes right now. I could lose the roof over my head.
If y’all could just send me good vibes, prayers, whatever higher power or divinity you guys believe in---I need a lot of it right now, and I would appreciate it deeply.
#tw: depression#tw: suicidal thoughts#cut for general bad feelings tbh#tbd#im so sorry for putting this out there i just needed to fuckin#dump this somewhere#please don't read this if others' depression triggers your own
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so this is based off a tiktok i found and wanted to make something stupid
hope yall enjoy
and thanks to those who sent me pics/art of their thicc arhturs to use!!
@hackeraxe @jarbaje @arthurmorgansgf @is-that-what-i-think-it-is @dragons-are-better
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enjoying some sodee pop in a fuckhuge mug i was gifted a few months back
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What I will do on this account
Hi there, I’m looking for some people to send me some hc/reactions requests for me to complete. I’ve been dying to do this for a while now and I need you guys to help me out. For those who need it, I have a list of things that I will and won’t do (it’s short now but I’m sure I’ll edit it in the future)
I’m better at writing about the boys (Micah, Arthur, dutch- and all them) but I’m willing to take a challenge- so send me some difficult things you may have.
Will do:
Slight smut
Fluff
Angst
Gore
Won’t do:
R*pe/non-consensual
Descriptive abuse
Descriptive suicide
#ourboahs-minds#promo#this person's blog is hot off the press but this is to at least pass along their rules#red dead imagine#red dead redemption 2#red dead fandom#red dead writing
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*wriggles back out of my closet* Hello Luv! Had this little prompt pop into my head while working on some headcanons! Was wondering if you could have Arthur, Charles, John, Javier, and whoever else you might wanna add, to a reader who sort of half-asleep walks. Like they get up in the middle of the night to get a cup of water or something and head back to bed, but don't realize that their walking into the wrong tent and just snuggles and sleeps with whoever's there. Thank you so much luv! 😘
heyo, love! Thanks for being so patient with me, I know we’ve all been suffering with writer’s block these past several days. Honestly, I’m ready to get back on the horse!
I am, however, only gonna leave it to the first three, as any more is gonna short me out right now, I’m afraid.
Sleepwalkin’, sleeptalkin’ (netural!Reader)
– Arthur –
as a light sleeper, he’s keen on moderate noises in the night
but he thinks nothing of footsteps when they go in the general direction of the drinking barrel
he’s in the middle of falling back asleep when he hears shuffling approaching closer, though
arms wrap around him and his arms coil first
craning his neck, he sees you, and suddenly arthur.exe is buffering
you, on the other hand, are sleepy and oblivious—you get right down to snugglin’
he’s entirely too baffled, and polite, to really say or do anything that would disturb you for now, so he’ll grumble and shuffle over so you’re not right on the edge of his cot
the morning is a different story, cause he’ll probably tease you about it
‘was you cold’er somethin’ last night? or was you just drunk’n lost?’
he’ll have a good laugh about it, even if it was unusual—he’s used to weird
– Charles –
also a light sleeper, but knows the camp well enough that he can let his guard down
much like Arthur, it’ll take Charles a moment to process why there are arms around him
he’s used to an errant limb from Javier in his space, but this is different entirely
when he sees you, it only adds to his confusion
depending on your relationship with him, he’ll either outright wake you (but gently!), or just kinda accept his fate
acceptance might even earn you an arm around your shoulders for comfort, but he’ll ask you about it in the morning
you are mortified, but he’s gracious and understanding
but moreover, he appreciates your apologies—he’s in a vulnerable state, after all, and it’s unnerving when there’s suddenly someone in your cot when you’re not used to it
but it’s likely he won’t turn you away, considering you’re not fully aware
– John –
will absolutely wake up fussing about it, you woke him up after all
when he sees it’s you, he’ll rub his eyes (spoiler: it’s stupidly cute) and ask what you’re doing in his tent
if you don’t answer, he’ll ask again, but you’ve already wedged yourself behind him
john.exe has stopped working
he’ll ask you questions periodically, but the best he’ll get is a sleepy grunt
John’s honestly not sure what he likes better—you snuggling so close, or that you even came into his tent at all
eventually he accepts his fate and falls back asleep
you will not, under any circumstances, be spared in the morning though
John might be a little more outwardly affectionate, especially during chores—ghost of a hand on your waist at breakfast, helping you carry things, etc
careful, or he might just suggest you come back the following night
#somethinwickedthiswayrides#arthur morgan#charles smith#john marston#arthur morgan x reader#charles smith x reader#john marston x reader#red dead imagine#red dead redemption 2#red dead fandom#red dead writing
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me: thinks about Kieran
me: cries a lot
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I don’t know if this has been done already but the Dutch Van Der Linde gang alignments
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r* really didnt have to look at javier in the first game and think “now how can we take this chapped lipped, chinchilla rolling in dust looking headass of a man and make him ridiculously sexy and fuckable” but they did and im thankful for it every day of my yeehaw life
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Giveaway Results!
Aight, so I’m at least four days behind on announcing the winners of my giveaway, but the results are as follows!
1st: @rdr2s-cowgirl
2nd: @gaycows
3rd: @somethinwickedthiswayrides
4th: @gay-not-a-fish
5th: @reddeadrevival
Congratulations, y’all! As a reminder, you’ve won a drabble with your choice of theme and character (or character pairings)! Let me know what you’d like me to drum up or, if nothing’s really coming to you, we can definitely hammer out some ideas!
I’ve hopped up to about 360 of you even though I’ve been moderately quiet, so I’m quickly approaching another milestone and the possibility of doing another one of these! Or, alternatively, just making a drabble of my own choosing---we’ll see how it goes.
Congratulations, y’all!
#WOO FIRST GIVEAWAY THING#aight cool so just DM me what you'd like and all that#between y'all and my inbox -- this fandom is so patient and ilu so much -- i got plenty of work cut out for me#keep me busy y'all leGGO
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this answer on a “what’s the most embarrassing thing you did as a kid” reddit thread has been haunting me since i read it
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Red Dead Redemption Blogs!
Know any RDR blogs? Are an RDR blog?? I would love to follow you!!! I need content!!
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if only i could stop my maladaptive daydreaming long enough to write,
#ive had dishonored rdr2 and nwn things bouncing around in my head at the speed of fucking light and im???#powerless to stop it#depressive shit has been incapacitating my drive to write meanwhile my muse is going fucKING NUTS#theyre both fighting so hard and it feels Incredibly Bad#also i need to post the results of the giveaway so thats fun#in spite of everything im legitimately excited to write those entries cause yall have been so good to me#everything and all of the ideas: inspiring! exciting!#me: h
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Seán lock screens
~like if you use please~
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Arthur: *says or does anything*
Sean: i lOV YEH aRTHUR MoRgaN!
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Maybe a dumb idea but Sean and Kieran with a giggly s/o? Someone who just can’t keep a straight face and is always laughing at something and is just a general goofball??
Not dumb at all, Anon! This is adorable.
Sean/Kieran - giggly S/O
Sean
When he realises how easy it is to make you laugh, Sean is thrilled.
The man’s like a puppy, practically bouncing up and down as he spews out a tidal wave of jokey comments.
His eyes grow wider and wider as you continue to laugh, his grin almost cartoonish. He may get over-excited, especially if he’s had a drink, his jokes soon getting groans from the other gang members.
“Will you shut up, McGuire? Y/N, don’t encourage him.”
He finds you hilarious, too. Just making eye contact can send you both into hysterics.
You two have a wealth of inside jokes that literally no one else has the faintest hope of understanding.
You can make Sean howl with just one word. Try it, seriously. If it sounds vaguely amusing he will love it.
“Pssst, Sean…”
“Yeah?”
“…bosom.”
You both often exhaust yourselves from laughing and have to take a nap, curled up together in the midday sun.
Kieran
The first time Kieran makes you laugh, he tenses up immediately. He’s all too used to people laughing at him, he just hoped you wouldn’t be one of them.
But he soon notices that it’s a different kind of laugh to what he’s used to. Your eyes remain kind, and you’re smiling.
“That was funny, Kieran! You’re funny!”
Making you giggle soon becomes one of Kieran’s favourite things in the whole world.
He loves how you grip onto his arm when you laugh, your face creasing up.
Sometimes he still gets a little unnerved when you start sniggering for seemingly no reason, but you’ve also taught him to find the hilarity in everything, so it doesn’t worry him anymore.
If you’re ticklish, prepare to be annihilated. Kieran may be the gang’s most ticklish member, but this has only given him unbeaten knowledge of enemy tactics. He’ll find your weak spots fast.
The pair of you are often guilty of disturbing the entire camp by giggling under the covers late at night. Mostly because your individual laughs set the other person off.
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