solace* (famous!harry x masseuse!y/n)
summary: harry is in need of some unwinding and destressing, and he finds the perfect masseuse for that. they end up growing much closer than the relationship they began with, but it's never that easy, is it?
words: 6.4k (she's long)
warnings: smut in this one: p in v, unprotected sex, oral (f receiving), cursing, dirty talk, fingering, creampie.
"Just lay down on the table and relax. I'll take good care of you."
Y/N tried to keep her voice steady and professional as she greeted her new client, the one and only Harry Styles. The famous former athlete turned singer was lying face down on the massage table, a towel draped over his lower body.
Y/N had been a masseuse at this high-end spa for two years, but she had never worked on someone so famous before. She was intimidated but determined not to show it. Treating Harry just like any other client was the only way she could get through this.
"You're the expert," Harry's muffled voice came from the face cradle. "I'm in your hands."
Y/N gulped at the unintended innuendo. Get it together, she scolded herself. This is strictly business.
She warmed up some lotion in her hands and began working on Harry's muscular back and shoulders. Almost immediately, she could feel the tightness and knots from years of intense athletic training.
"You've got a lot of built-up tension in here," she commented, digging her fingers in to loosen a stubborn knot. "What sort of athletic background are we working with?"
"Footie, if you go by my English roots," Harry said, sucking in a sharp breath as she worked a particularly tender spot. "Played striker on an academy team as a kid before my interests shifted to music in my late teens."
Y/N raised her eyebrows, impressed. She had no idea Harry was such a talented athlete on top of his musical skills. Somehow that made her former crush on him even more intimidating.
As she moved down to his lower back, she tried to keep her touches clinical and impersonal. But she couldn't help noticing how toned Harry's body was, the muscles rippling beneath her hands.Â
Stop ogling him, you're being completely unprofessional! She gave herself another firm mental rebuke.
For a while, the only sounds were Harry's occasional groans as Y/N dug into his tight knots and the relaxing spa music playing softly in the background. But eventually, Harry broke the silence.
"You know, you seem a bit nervous around me. Is it because I'm....well, me?"
Y/N felt her cheeks burn. She should have known he would pick up on her awkwardness.
"I'm just trying to stay focused," she mumbled, unable to keep the embarrassment out of her voice entirely. "I don't want to slip up and disappoint an important client like yourself."
To her surprise, Harry let out a low chuckle. "Love, I may be famous but I'm just a regular bloke like any other. No need to be nervous."
His voice was warm and full of humor, putting Y/N more at ease. She realized she had been building him up as some intimidating celebrity in her mind when really he seemed down-to-earth.
Feeling emboldened, she decided to open up a bit. "To be honest, I may have...had a bit of a crush on you back in the day. Your music was a big part of my teen years."
"Is that so?" Harry sounded both flattered and amused. "Well, I'll take it as a compliment from a pretty lady like yourself."
Y/N felt her traitorous cheeks heating up again. Were they...flirting now? She couldn't tell if he was just being charming or if there was real interest there.
She tried to keep things professional as she moved on to his arms and legs, though her lingering shyness made it difficult. Harry seemed to sense it, not pushing things but keeping up his friendly banter that had her laughing in spite of herself.
By the end of the ninety minutes, Y/N was disappointed for the massage to be over. Some of the intimidation had faded, replaced by an easy rapport. Almost as if...they could really be friends, or more, not just client and masseuse.
As Harry redressed and prepared to leave, he paused and gave her a heart-stoppingly charming smile. "Same time next week? I'll need to keep these knots at bay."
Y/N couldn't resist smiling back, a warm flutter in her belly. "I'll be here. It's a date."
Wait, did she actually just say that?! She wanted to cringe at her awkward choice of words.
But Harry just chuckled easily, not seeming bothered at all. "A date it is, then. I look forward to it."
As he sauntered out, Y/N exhaled a long breath. Suddenly, her job had gotten a lot more...interesting.
Over the next few months, Y/N looked forward to Harry's weekly appointments increasingly more. They had fallen into an easy, teasing back-and-forth during their sessions peppered with plenty of flirtatious banter.Â
At first, Y/N firmly kept things within professional boundaries, no matter how strong her crush was growing. Harry may be a laid back, regular guy, but he was still a client at the end of the day.
However, the more she got to know the real Harry beyond his famous persona, the harder it became not to develop deeper feelings. His sharp wit, endless warmth and care for those around him, and genuine humility all endeared him to Y/N enormously.
For his part, Harry seemed to be growing quite fond of Y/N as well. He playfully requested she work extra hard on his "problem areas" and loved to tease her about her technique and bedroom eyes whenever she was really concentrating. Y/N would pretend to be flustered, but secretly loved their charged back-and-forth.
One week, Harry didn't show up for his usual appointment. Y/N tried not to feel too disappointed, figuring he must have just been busy. But when he missed his spot the following week as well with no notice, she began to worry something was wrong.
"Everything okay with Harry?" she couldn't help asking the spa receptionist. "I haven't seen him for his appointments lately."
The petite blonde receptionist gave her a sly grin. "Haven't you heard? There was an issue with his latest music release, so he's been dealing with that whole mess the past couple weeks."
Y/N frowned, concerned. Harry hadn't mentioned anything about work issues. Then again, she realized they had become so comfortable with each other that she always viewed him through a friend's lens rather than a client's now.Â
Making a snap decision, Y/N pulled out her phone and drafted a text to the number Harry had given her months ago, just in case she ever needed to reschedule his slot.
"Hey there, just checking in! Missed you the past couple weeks and wanted to make sure everything is alright?"
She hit send before she could overthink it, her heart fluttering nervously. This was wildly unprofessional to text a client like this, even if Harry had become more of a friend really.
To her surprise, Harry texted back almost immediately.
"Y/N! Was just thinking about you, funny enough. I'm so sorry for going MIA, it's been a madhouse with this new album mess. Let me make it up to you with dinner this weekend?"
Y/N's eyes widened as she re-read the text. Was Harry...asking her on a date? Or was he just being friendly and suggesting they grab a bite to catch up? She wasn't sure, but her heart was pounding either way.
Throwing caution to the wind, she typed: "It's a date. Looking forward to it!"
If her massages with Harry had been growing increasingly charged lately, Y/N could only imagine how electric an actual date with him would be...
The rest of the week dragged by interminably for Y/N as she counted down to her dinner with Harry. She agonized over what to wear, settling on a slinky red dress that walked the line between casual date and fancy night out perfectly.
When Saturday evening finally arrived, Y/N felt uncharacteristically nervous as she pulled up to the chic restaurant Harry had chosen. What if she had been misreading everything and this was just a friendly dinner after all? She didn't want to make things weird if that was the case.
But the second Harry opened the door to greet her, looking unfairly handsome in a slick black button-down, her worries melted away. He was giving her the same heated look he got when she was working out a tight knot in his muscles - unmistakably attracted and intrigued.
"You look positively stunning, love," he murmured, taking her hand and giving it a delicate kiss. "Though I don't know what I was expecting, you always manage to blow me away."
Y/N felt her face heating up at his unabashed flattery, her pulse racing. She couldn't resist giving his bicep a playful squeeze.
"You're not looking too bad yourself, popstar. Now are we going to eat, or did you just invite me out to shamelessly flirt?"
Harry grinned wickedly. "Why can't we do both?"
The evening passed in a blur of delicious food, sinfully good wine, and the most scintillating conversation Y/N had ever experienced. She and Harry swapped stories, teased and joked, and delved into surprisingly deep philosophical discussions, all without missing a beat.
By the time they were splitting a decadent slice of chocolate cake for dessert, Y/N felt more relaxed and giddy than she had in years. Despite all her nervous buildup, the date was turning out perfectly.
"You know," Harry began conversationally as he licked some icing off his fork in a way that made Y/N's mouth go dry. "When you started as my masseuse, I'll admit I figured you were just another pretty face hired by the spa. Starstruck and nervous around me because of my image and all that rot."
Y/N felt her cheeks warm at his words, but Harry grinned teasingly to show he meant no offense.Â
"But you proved me absolutely wrong in the best way possible, darling. Your skill and your spirit both blew me away. You're always so professional, but with this amazing warm heart and sharp wit just beneath the surface."
Y/N couldn't help smiling bashfully at his earnest compliments. "Well, you hardly made it easy to stay focused and impersonal, Mr. Cheeky Flirtmaster. I'm just glad we were able to become...friends."
She said the last word tentatively, wondering if Harry felt the same growing sense that they had become something more than that recently. His heated gaze and body language said as much, but she didn't want to assume.
Harry seemed to pick up on her hesitancy, his green eyes crinkling at the corners fondly.
"Y/N, I think we both know our 'friendship' has evolved into something deeper, at least for me. I've fancied you for months, maybe longer if I'm being honest with myself. You're bloody brilliant - smart, talented, caring, with a rocking body that drives me spare in the best way."
He reached across the table to take her hand, running his thumb over her knuckles. The tender intimacy of the gesture made Y/N's heart skip a beat.
"What I'm asking is...would you want to make this official? Give us a real go as more than just mates?"
Y/N felt like the breath had been knocked out of her lungs. She had imagined hearing those words from Harry's lips more times than she could count. But now that he had actually said them, she was temporarily stunned into silence.
Seeing her speechlessness, Harry chuckled warmly. "No need to answer right this second, love. I know it's a lot to process coming from your formerly famous client-turned-mate. Just think it over, yeah?"
Y/N finally managed to find her voice, emboldened by the caring warmth in Harry's eyes. She turned her palm over, lacing their fingers together decisively.
"You don't have to give me time, Harry. I've been crazy about you for ages if I'm honest. Of course I want to give us a real shot. I can't think of anything I want more."
The brilliant smile that spread across Harry's face sent tingles down Y/N's spine. He brought her knuckles to his lips, brushing a soft kiss there.
"Then it's official. We're a couple now."
Y/N felt giddy, like the words were a dream. Her and Harry Styles, the man she'd fancied for years, were entering a relationship together. What were the odds?
"Should we, uh, keep things professional at the spa still?" she asked, suddenly wondering if their new situation would make things weird.
To her surprise, Harry shook his head adamantly. "Actually, I was thinking of finding a new masseuse. I wouldn't want to put you in an awkward position having to work on your boyfriend's body every week, tempting as that sounds."
He gave her a heated look and Y/N felt a rush of arousal, imagining all the new layers their massages would take on now.
"Fair point. I don't think I could keep things totally professional anymore either," she admitted with a coy smile.
Harry signaled for the check, keeping Y/N's hand linked with his posessively. "Then it's settled. I'm all yours now, darling. Though fair warning, I'll expect my massages in private from here on out."
The tone of his voice made Y/N shiver pleasantly in anticipation. Oh, this romance was going to be incredibly fun.
***
Over the next few months, Y/N felt like she was living in a wonderful dream. She and Harry were inseparable, their bonds of friendship strengthening into an unbreakable foundation as their passion grew.
They went on romantic dates, attended glamorous celebrity events, and spent long cozy nights together at Harry's place. Y/N felt herself falling harder and harder for the kind, charismatic man who never failed to dote on her or cheer her on.
One evening, Harry surprised her by having a limo pick her up from work at the spa. Y/N raised her eyebrows in amused confusion as she slid into the sleek black car, wondering what her doting boyfriend was up to now.
To her delighted shock, Harry was waiting inside wearing a dashing tuxedo. He held out a rose to her with a warm smile.Â
"My love, you look as breathtaking as ever. Are you ready for our night on the town?"
Y/N laughed giddily, feeling like a princess in a fairytale as Harry showered her with kisses. "You'll have to tell me where we're going, love!"
"Well, first we have dinner reservations at the city's most exclusive new restaurant. And afterward..." Harry trailed off teasingly before pulling a pair of tickets from his inner jacket pocket. "I've arranged for us to have a private vip loge at the opera!"
Y/N's jaw dropped. She knew Harry took great pride in planning thoughtful, romantic gestures, but she was blown away by this grand occasion. The evening was straight out of a storybook.
"Harry, this is...I can't even put into words," she breathed in amazement. "You are the singularly most incredible, thoughtful man in existence. How'd I ever get so lucky?"
Harry just grinned boyishly, giving her a wink as the limo pulled away from the curb. "You deserve all of this and more, darling. Tonight is just a start."
The rest of the evening passed in a blissful whirlwind. Y/N and Harry sipped gourmet cocktails as candles flickered between them at the restaurant. Their heated looks and brushing footsies beneath the table made the anticipation crackle deliciously.Â
After the stunning five-star cuisine, Harry surprised Y/N again by hiring a violinist at the opera to serenade them privately in the vip loge while the show played out on stage. He held her close as they swayed to the rich, emotive music, looking into each other's eyes adoringly.
By the time they arrived back home in the limo, Y/N could barely keep her hands off her romantic prince of a boyfriend. She attacked his mouth hungrily as he lifted her into his arms, stumbling inside as they continued to devour each other.
That night was a blur of frantic lovemaking, tearing at clothes and tangling in the bed sheets as release was desperately chased between them. Y/N had never felt so thoroughly worshiped and cherished as when Harry was passionately laying claim to every inch of her body, branding her as his own with his scorching caresses.
"You're everything, Y/N," he groaned into the slick skin of her neck as she writhed beneath him. "My whole bloody universe, all the stars in the sky. Nothing means more to me than you, my perfect girl."
After, when the frenzied haze cleared, Harry held Y/N with indescribable tenderness like she was the most precious thing in existence. Which to him, she absolutely was. Her hands stroked through his sweat-dampened chestnut locks as he pressed fervent kisses to her collarbones, her sternum, everywhere his full lips could reach.
"How did I ever get so lucky?" he murmured, more to himself than her as he gazed up at Y/N reverently. "My entire world in these arms."
Y/N had no words, rendered speechless by the depth of love emanating from her man's bright green eyes. So she simply held him closer, letting her touch express everything her heart was too overwhelmed to put into phrases.
Of course, there were still hints of Harry's internal struggles with fame and the immense pressures of his career. The more Y/N got to know him intimately, the more she saw the tightly-wound tension that still crept into his muscles and posture frequently.
It killed her to see Harry in pain or overwhelmed, dealing silently with the weight of Hollywood's demands. So she made it her mission to take care of him, just like when she was his masseuse but in more intimate ways now.
After an especially grueling day of meetings and recording sessions, Y/N would draw Harry a hot bath infused with relaxing essential oils. She would gently undress him, unable to resist pressing soothing kisses along the protesting knots in his shoulders and back. Harry would let out deep rumbles of pleasure at her therapeutic touch.
One draining evening after he had done promo interviews all day followed by a high-energy concert, Harry came home to their penthouse utterly spent. His eyes were rimmed with exhaustion and his mouth was drawn into a tight line, shoulders hunched under the weight of his weariness.
Taking one look at her love in such a depleted state tore at Y/N's heartstrings. She quickly sprang into action, knowing just what he needed to recharge and find his center again.
"Go have a long, hot shower, babe," she murmured, pressing a tender kiss to Harry's furrowed brow. "I'll take care of everything else."
While Harry dragged himself to the bathroom, Y/N set about creating the perfect soothing atmosphere in their bedroom. She dimmed the lights to a warm golden glow and lit a few spicy aromatherapy candles. Then she pulled out her professional massage table and arranged it with all her favorite oils and lotions.
By the time Harry emerged from the steamy bathroom wearing nothing but a plush robe, Y/N had the space utterly transformed into a private spa oasis. Soft nature soundscapes played lightly in the background, blending with the flicker of candlelight to create an ambiance of pure tranquility.
Harry's brow unfurrowed slightly as he took in the scene, a small smile playing at his lips. "You're too good to me, darling," he rumbled in that gruff, sleepy tone Y/N adored.
"Mmm, not possible," Y/N assured with a soft smile, helping Harry shrug off his robe so he could climb onto the table completely nude.Â
She warmed up some of the aromatic sandalwood oil between her palms before beginning her sensual ministrations along the perfect terrain of Harry's back and shoulders. His tight muscles instantly began loosening under her skilled touch.
Harry let out a deep, relieved groan as Y/N's strong hands found each knotted snarl and gently worked them loose. He practically melted into the table, boneless and pliant beneath her.
"S'why I love you so much," he slurred, the profound tension seeping from his body. "Always know just how to take care of me, dove."
Y/N hummed in contentment, leaning down to press a line of soothing kisses along the dips of Harry's spine. Between her mouth and her fingers spreading hot oil into every bunched muscle group, he was soon utterly liquid and relaxed.Â
This went on for almost two blissful hours, Y/N taking her time to reverently cover every last inch of Harry's body in her healing touch. At one point she gently turned him over to tend to his chest, abdomen, and the handful of other areas he accumulated strain.
By the time she was finished, Harry was borderline unconscious - eyes hooded, face perfectly lax, breaths coming in deep and even pulls. Y/N trailed one last stroke down the miles of inked and toned skin he had exposed to her. Her beautiful boy, wholly at peace once more.
Pressing tender kisses to each of Harry's closed eyelids, Y/N carefully covered him with a plush duvet before slipping out of the bedroom. As much as she would love to stay and watch over him, she knew he needed to fully surrender to restorative sleep now.
Y/N headed to the kitchen, deciding to prepare one of Harry's favorite home cooked meals for when he woke feeling replenished and ravenous. As she moved around the space chopping vegetables and searing chicken, her mind couldn't help drifting to thoughts of the wonderful man in the other room.
She felt so unutterably lucky to be the one person in Harry's life allowed to take care of his weary body and soul in such an intimate way. All the fame, fortune, and success in the world was meaningless to Y/N, compared to earning his unwavering trust and being able to soothe away his struggles whenever they arose.
When Harry finally padded into the kitchen a couple hours later, he looked noticeably refreshed and at peace. There was a soft, dazed expression playing on his features as his bright eyes landed on Y/N in an oversized shirt cooking away.
"There she is," he rasped in that deep, gorgeously gravelly morning voice of his. "Most beautiful sight in the world."
Y/N grinned, warmth blossoming in her chest at the open adoration on Harry's face. Even after going through a draining day, he still couldn't help being an outrageous charmer with her.
"Did you get enough beauty sleep, love?" she teased lightly, moving across the room to wind her arms around his trim waist.
Harry hummed in contentment, ducking his head to nuzzle into the crook of her neck. He inhaled her familiar honeysuckle scent deeply, as if letting the aroma soothe his very soul.
"More than enough. I feel reborn, all thanks to you taking such incredible care of me as always." One of his large hands trailed up and down her back. "You spoil me rotten, darling."
"And you love every second of it," Y/N murmured with a soft laugh, tilting her chin up to search his sparkling green gaze.
The tender look Harry returned her with stole her breath away, like it still did even after all this time together. His calloused thumb traced the line of her cheekbone reverently.
"How could I not?" His low rumble sent tingles down her spine. "When you pour so much love and devotion into everything you do for me. Makes me fall deeper every damn day, dove."
As their mouths slanted together in a searing, drugging kiss, Y/N couldn't dream of a response. Because there were truly no words sufficient enough to capture the cosmic love between them in that moment.
Of course, their intimate times weren't always just about relaxation either. Y/N's massages frequently led to much more heated activities once Harry was completely de-stressed, his desire for her building as she worked her magic on his body.
Harry loved nothing more than to suddenly flip their positions, pinning Y/N to the bed and attacking her neck and collarbone with hot, hungry kisses. His hands would grip her curves possessively as she writhed beneath him.
"You've woken the beast, darling," he would growl in her ear, making her shiver with delicious anticipation. "Now you'll have to tame him."
Their lovemaking was always passionate and intense, the depth of their connection shining through in how perfectly in-sync their bodies were. Y/N never felt more beautiful, powerful, and utterly cherished than when Harry was worshiping every inch of her with his hands, lips, and tongue.
Sometimes their couplings started not from a massage, but simply from them stealing heated looks while going about their day. Like the time Y/N was baking in the kitchen, shaking her hips to the beat of the pop song playing while she rolled out pie dough, careless and free of the world around her.
She didn't notice Harry sidle up behind her until his strong arms wound around her waist, tugging her flush against his solid chest. His lips found the juncture of her neck and shoulder, sucking a blistering path up to the spot behind her ear that drove her crazy.
"Look at you," he rumbled in that gravelly morning tone of his as Y/N gasped and arched back into his sturdy frame. "Being all sexy and domestic, tempting a bloke with something fierce."
Y/N bit back a throaty moan as Harry's nimble fingers slid beneath her loose shirt, calloused palms blazing a path up her ribcage. "Harry, what-what are you doing?" she breathed, though she already knew the answer if the hardness pressing into her backside was any indication.
"Having a nibble of my favorite snack," he replied cheekily, punctuating his words with a sharp nip to her earlobe that made her inhale shakily, her heartbeat accelerating in her chest.
Before she could really process what was happening, Harry had easily turned Y/N in his arms and hoisted her up onto the wide kitchen counter. She reflexively wrapped her toned legs around his trim waist to anchor them together as he attacked her mouth in a desperate kiss.
His tongue plundered deep, tasting every crevice as Y/N clutched at the dense muscle of his biceps and back. One of his large hands cupped her jaw to angle her how he wanted while the other palmed her breast through the thin fabric, brushing a calloused thumb over the peaked nipple there.
Y/N whimpered into Harry's mouth, already spiraling from how quickly his talented hands and lips had her arousal spiking. He was single handedly unraveling her till she was putty in his hands, the only thought in her mind was what he was planning to do to her next..
Finally, Harry broke the filthy clash of their mouths, panting harshly as he pinned Y/N with a look of pure hunger. His green eyes were near black with want, wandering possessively over her flushed state.
"You make me so bloody crazy, dove," he rasped in a low rumble that had her pulse kicking up another notch. "I can't keep my hands off you."
Y/N whimpered at the pure need saturating her boyfriend's deep tone. She squirmed deliciously against him, desperate for more friction.
"Then don't," she managed to gasp out through her daze of arousal. "Take what you want from me, Harry. I'm all yours."
The low, guttural groan Harry let out at her breathless plea, very nearly had Y/N coming undone right then. His smoldering gaze somehow burned even hotter with carnal intent.
Before she could process what was happening, Harry had ridden her of her shirt and shorts in two effortless tugs. His big palms instantly settled at the curves of her waist, thumbs dipping beneath the lace waistband of her underwear teasingly.
"Look at you...so gorgeous and flushed, ready and waiting for me," he praised in a low rasp, leaning in to drag his tongue up the slender column of her throat. "You have no idea what you do to me, do you baby?"
Y/N was too far gone in the spiral of her own pleasure to respond with anything more coherent than a choked-off whine that had him thickening in his pants. She writhed against Harry's solid frame, silently pleading for him to end her torment.
Seeming to take the hint, Harry ducked his head to mouth along the swell of her breasts and sternum, layering nips and sucking kisses until her skin was covered with marks of his devotion. Y/N arched her back hair sticking to her rapidly dampening skin as breathy moans tumbled from her parted lips.
"So responsive for me, dove," Harry grunted in approval, his big hands sliding around to shamelessly cup and squeeze her backside. "So perfect at taking everything I give you."
With one swift movement, he tugged her skimpy panties aside and plunged two ring clad fingertips through her dripping folds. Y/N cried out shamelessly at the long-awaited relief, her hips bucking forward uncontrollably to maximize the delicious stretch and burn.
"Christ, so wet and tight," Harry ground out, sounding utterly wrecked as he swirled his fingers around her throbbing entrance teasingly. "Made just for me, isn't that right lovely? Made to take my fingers, my tongue..."
His voice dropped to a sinful baritone as he slowly pumped his thick digits in and out of her fluttering, slick heat. Y/N let out a shrill whine of complete surrender, eyes rolling back as she fully gave herself over to the glorious sensations sparking along every nerve-ending.
"Made to take every hard inch of my cock, pushing deep inside this perfect little cunt," Harry continued in that gravelly and raspy tone, leaning down to whisper the obscene words directly against her damp skin.
True to form, his skilled fingers had Y/N right on the edge of shattering with dizzying speed. Her thighs quivered with the coiled tension, inner walls fluttering madly around the deliciously intrusive stretch of his thick digits.
Just when she thought she couldn't take any more of the exquisite torment, when stars were bursting behind her eyelids, Harry abruptly curled his fingers upward in a devastating stroke against that magic spot inside her. Y/N's entire body convulsed as she broke into a thousand kaleidoscopic pieces, a strangled scream of pure euphoria ripping free from her throat.
By the time her vision finally began refocusing, her loose limbs were draped bonelessly over Harry's shoulders, her head spinning in dizzy bliss. She clearly registered the achingly slow push and pull of his fingers continuing to work through her fluttering, overstimulated cunt.
Harry's burning gaze was locked onto her sweat-slicked, flushed skin as he methodically wrung out every last spasm of ecstasy from her boneless frame. The soft, reverent look of awe on his handsome face stole what little breath Y/N had managed to recapture.
"Look at you, darling...absolutely wrecked for me," he husked "So stunning like this, falling apart on my fingers. All foâ me"
Despite feeling completely satisfied, Y/N couldn't help but feel a rush of desire at Harry's words. Â He always had been equal parts tender and filthy in his erotic praise and endearments.
Case in point, his next words as he slid his glistening fingers into his mouth to taste her essence were absolutely scorching.
"Clean that essence up for me like a good girl, dove...because I'm going to need you soaked and begging again in about five minutes."
Y/N let out a breathy moan at the promise in his words, knowing full well her legs were going to absolutely sore tonight, her knees wobbly and unable to walk by morning.
She nodded around the slick digits, swirling her tongue around the fullness of them as he sighed at the way she sucked his fingers.
âGod, I wish it was mâ cock behind those pretty lips, doveâ he pulled them out, placing his hand right over her naked thigh, âbut I want it inside your pretty pussy for nowâ
She nodded, too awestruck to actua;ly process her mind to his words.He shook her head at her, pulling down the pants he had put on earlier.
âGot me so hard. Couldâve burst from listening to you being so filthy for meâ
Her cheeks flushed at his risque words, thighs pushing together as his cock sprang free, the angry, red tip throbbing as he took himself into his palm, stroking his length to relieve some of the tension.
She pushed her thighs above each other, feeling utterly flustered and dizzy. He was gong to fuck her, and memories of all the times he had, flooding her mind like ocean water.
Finally, he let go of himself, parting her thighs and slotting himself in between. She let out a broken gasp, mouth going dry as she took a look at her own desperation, red and swollen, yet, so needy and wet.
âCould never get enough of youâ he said into her mouth, swallowing her gasp as his cock stretched her open deliciously. A broken moan made its way past her lips, her quivering legs wrapping around him as he slid himself inside her. Her wetness swallowed him up, her pussy gushing with arousal as he angled her hips higher.
âGood, fuckingâso damn tight for meâ eh cursed, her mouth parting open into another broken sob as he thrust in and out of her, her wet walls taking him in so well. He felt so heavenly, his cock buried inside his pretty, so pretty and perfect girl.
âHow did I stay so long without you? Hm?â he asked rhetorically, and she opened her closed eyes. His hand reached between her parted legs, his skilled digits teasing her clit, while his practised strokes made her fall apart under him.
âOh fuck, yeahâright thereâ she begged him to keep fucking her, his cock hitting the deepest of spots inside her. It had her mind going numb, her toes curling as he fucked her with delirious intent.
âPussyâs so goodâ:â he praised her once again, his fingers finally landing on her clit, a sharp spank that made her cum right then and there.
She arched her back, her head falling back till it touched the counter. She grabbed her nipples, pinching them as he rubbed circles over her clit, his cock fucking her at a pace that had her screaming and begging for more.
âOh fuck, HarrâHarry, oh my fucking godâ
He grabbed her hips, laying her down flat as she choked on another sob, her wetness gushing out and wetting the cold marble counter. Harry was grinning and smirking, watching her fall apart beneath him. He was the only one who could make her mind go absolutely detached, the only thought in her mind being of him. His name. His cock. His hands. The way they made her feel.
âHer orgasm prolonged as he kept her on the edge, her pussy short circuiting is the overstimulation kicked in. She was sore, two orgasms after a day of work would do that to her.
âHarryââ she pouted, her hands reaching out for his, to which he immediately complied, intertwining their fingers.
âJust a little longer, Almost doneâ
He promised, and began fucking her at the vicious pace again. The room echoed with the obscene sound of skin slapping against skin, her hips bruised as he sucked a breath in, teetering on the edge of sweet, sweet release.
He came inside her that day, his cock leaking inside her warm, warm cunt till he was fully spent and empty, her cunt full of his load as he stayed inside a little longer, relishing in the way she fluttered around him, squeezing and milking his cock for all he had.
He kissed her knuckles, murmuring sweet words of love as they lay on the counter for a while, her bake affair long forgotten, since she had already gotten a taste of something much sweeter.
***
The next morning, as Y/N was featherlight kissing her way down Harry's chiseled torso with the intent of rousing him for another sensual round, her lips brushed against something unfamiliar on his skin. Frowning, she pushed back the bedsheets to get a better look.
There, etched in thick black ink just above Harry's hipbone, was a new tattoo she had never noticed before. It was a series of numbers, almost like...coordinates?
Y/N felt her breath catch as she recognized the distinctly precise numerical patterning. She had taken enough coding classes to spot geographic coordinates when she saw them.
"Harry..." she gulped, tracing the new ink with a trembling fingertip. "What is this? Why do you have map coordinates tattooed on your body?"
The sleepy, blissed-out expression on Harry's face instantly shuttered closed as soon as the words left Y/N's lips. He seemed to almost freeze for a moment, grimacing ever-so-slightly as he struggled to keep his expression neutral.
"It's...nothing to concern yourself with, darling," he finally replied in a tone that was just a bit too overly-casual. "Just a drunken mistake from a mate's stag night a few weeks back. Doesn't mean anything, I swear."
But Y/N knew her boyfriend too well to be convinced by his nonchalant dismissal. She searched his bright green eyes, unable to shake the feeling that there was much more to this strange new tattoo than he was letting on.
What secrets could Harry possibly be keeping from her? And just where exactly would those map coordinates lead if she dared to follow them?
The delicious haze of their previous intimacy was shattered, replaced by a gnawing sense that Y/N was missing out on some important truth about her boyfriend's life. And she knew their relationship could never regain that blissful closeness until she uncovered what Harry was hiding...
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The Best Interruption.
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in which, harrys been in his at home office for the majority of the day, and your little one is getting antsy after not spending time with there best friend, so when heâs typing away and answering emails, they stroll into the office, crawling onto his lap.
Harry sat at his home office desk, surrounded by a sea of papers and instruments. He'd been cooped up in there for most of the day, lost in the creative whirlwind of composing new music.
And it was now nearing two o clock.
With a cup of tea steaming gently beside him, Harry's fingers danced across the keyboard as he typed out an email to his manager, Jeff. Each keystroke was deliberate, each word carefully chosen to convey his vision for the upcoming project. He glanced out the window, watching the world go by outside, a brief distraction from the task at hand.
Lost in the melodies swirling around his mind, Harry remained unaware as the door to his home office cracked open ever so slightly. His focus was firmly fixed on the task at hand, oblivious to the world outside his creative bubble.
Unseen by her immersed father, his two-year-old daughter, her dummy nestled in her mouth and her favourite baby blanket trailing behind her, ventured into the room.
With careful steps, she approached his chair, her small fingers reaching out to touch the soft fabric of his joggers.
Quietly, she stood beside him, her eyes wide with curiosity as she watched him work. She held her bottle of warm milk tightly under her arm, her little face a picture of innocence and wonder.
Finally, as if sensing her presence, Harry's gaze flickered downward, and he found himself met with the sight of his daughter standing beside him.
With a chuckle, Harry glanced down at his daughter, her giggles filling the room like sweet music.
"What are yâdoing in Daddy's office, you little minx?" he teased, his voice filled with affection.
Giggling even more, his daughter squirmed in his arms, her eyes sparkling with mischief.
"Daddy's office fun," she declared, her words slightly muffled by her dummy.
Harry smiled down at her, his heart swelling with love.
"Well, I suppose you're right about that," he admitted, gently adjusting her on his lap. "But sânearly nap time fâlittle munchkins like you."
She pouted playfully, but Harry could see the telltale signs of tiredness in her drooping eyelids.
"Nooo, not bedtime," she protested weakly, her hand reaching up to play with the cross necklace around his neck.
Chuckling softly, Harry wrapped his arms around her, pulling her close against his chest.
"Yes, bedtime, mâsunshine," he murmured, tucking her baby blanket around her. "But we can have some cuddles first, okay?"
Settling against him, his daughter nodded sleepily, her eyes fluttering closed as she nestled into the warmth of his embrace. Harry pressed a kiss to the top of her head, feeling her soft breaths against his skin.
"Where's Mama?" he asked softly, brushing a strand of hair away from her face.
"In kitchen," she mumbled, her voice barely above a whisper, a sleepy smile playing on her lips.
Harry chuckled, the sound filling the room with warmth.
"Fâcourse she is," he said fondly. "She's always busy taking care of us, isn't she?"
As his daughter drifted off to sleep in his arms, Harry couldn't help but smile at the sight of her peaceful face. Gently stroking her hair, he whispered, "Yâmy little angel, you know that?"
She mumbled something incoherent in response, her thumb finding its way to her mouth as she snuggled closer to him.
Leaning back in his chair, Harry let out a contented sigh.
"You're right, sweetheart," he murmured, more to himself than to her. âSâis nice, just you and me."
She stirred slightly, her eyes fluttering open at the sound of his voice. With a sleepy nod, she spoke the words,
"Milky."
Harry's smile widened as he reached for her bottle, a warm sense of nostalgia washing over him.
"You want your bot-bot, huh?" he asked gently, his fingers wrapping around the familiar shape of the bottle.
His daughter nodded again, her eyes bright with anticipation as she watched him prepare her drink.
"Alright, mâsunshine," Harry said softly, lifting the bottle to her lips. "Here you go."
She grasped the bottle with both hands, her tiny fingers curling around it as she took small sips, her cheeks flushing with contentment.
Watching her drink, Harry couldn't help but marvel at how quickly she was growing up. It seemed like just yesterday she was a tiny bundle in his arms, completely dependent on him for everything.
Though his daughter was perfectly capable of holding it herself, he liked the feeling of being needed, of taking care of her like he did when she was a baby, so he helped her hold the bottle, and the notsalgia hit him like a train.
She glanced up at him, her eyes sparkling with gratitude as she leaned into his touch.
"Tank ou, Daddy," she murmured, her voice soft and sleepy.
Harry smiled, his heart swelling with love. "Anything fâyou, mâsunshine," he replied, pressing a kiss to the top of her head.
Harry didnât know how long it had been but it wasnât long before his little mini-me was snoozing against his chest, soft snores falling from her mouth.
It must have been about another ten maybe fifteen minutes.
"Harry, have you seenâ" your voice spoke as you entered the room, but he quickly put a finger to his lips, his expression a silent plea for silence.
"Shhh," he whispered, his voice barely above a breath. "Look."
Your eyes followed his gaze, and as you glanced down, you breath caught in your throat. There, fast asleep against Harry's chest, was your daughter, her dummy nestled in her mouth, an empty bottle of milk resting on his desk.
A smile spread across your face as you stepped closer, your heart swelling with love at the sight of your family.
"Oh, bubba," you whispered softly, reaching out to brush a strand of hair away from your daughter's face.
Harry smiled up at you, his eyes shining with pride and affection.
"I think she wanted tâhelp Daddy with his work," he said quietly, his voice filled with warmth.
Your daughter stirred slightly in her sleep, mumbling something incomprehensible as she snuggled closer to her father.
"Hey," you whispered, leaning in closer to your husband and pushing some hair out of his face, "I'm sorry if she interrupted your work."
Harry shook his head, a warm smile spreading across his face.
"Why are you sorry?" he asked, reaching out to stroke his daughter's cheek tenderly.
"She's the best interruption."
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Rich Part 21
Summary: Neighbour/Older!Harry. The truth is revealed and extenuating circumstances lead to y/n spilling the beans about her and Harry.
Warning: HELLA SMUT!! Daddy!kink, oral (f receiving), dirty talk (degradation and praise ofc), spanking, spitting kink, creampie, mentions of death (specifically a child) and grieving, poor mental health.
Word count:Â 17k+
Author's note: I recommend reading Part 20 before this one as it's a direct continuation! Part 22 already has 7k words written so I PROMISE you won't have to wait a month to read more of my babies. Enjoy đđ
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âPlease⊠Daddy.â
âGood girl.â
His mouth slotted with yours like the final puzzle piece. Smooth and effortless, melting into you while his hand moved from your neck to grab onto your hair. He was simultaneously protecting your head from the door and tugging right at the root of your pretty hair.Â
The sting had you whimpering into his mouth, hands through his hair and over his chest and just everywhere while you reached up on your tippy toes to kiss back harder. You quite liked feeling smaller than him and Harry loved being bigger than you. Taller than you. Pressing his full body weight into you until all you could feel was him.Â
âI donât⊠I donât have much time.â You murmured into his mouth, gasping as the kiss broke and he let his mouth skirt over your jaw. You always did have a sensitive neck. It was a sweet spot for you and Harry knew that. At this point he had memorised all your erogenous zones and the little things he did that turned you on and considered himself an expert in how to take advantage of it.Â
He was always learning new things about you. Every day he found new details about you and fell deeper in love because of it.Â
âYou do.â His smirk curled against your jaw and focused one hand on your hair to tug your head back while the other squeezed over your waist.Â
âI really donât. My parents will see my car and wonder where I am. Theyâd be offended I saw you before them.âÂ
âI think theyâd be a little more than offended if they knew what you were doing here. Wouldnât they, darling?âÂ
Your gasp got caught in your throat, muffled by a moan when he bared his teeth against your neck. His mouth cushioned lower, tracing over what felt like every single inch of your bare skin.Â
âProbably.â You just hummed in response, letting your eyes flutter closed while you relaxed into the feeling of his soft, wet tongue over your neck.Â
âWhat would they say if they knew you called me Daddy, hm? Bet your mother would faint, wouldnât she? Her darling little y/n.â Harry pulled away so you could watch the way his lips wrapped around each syllable. He pressed his hand over your throat again, keeping you pinned there as he undid the bow of your sweatpants. âCome on, baby. Tell me what sheâd say.âÂ
You didnât think heâd want a response to that when it sounded so rhetorical. More like a tease than something he wanted you to respond back to.Â
âI donât know. I donât even want to-â the words got stuck in your throat when you felt his nimble fingers slide along the waistband of your sweatpants. He smirked at your reaction, scanning every inch of your face while languidly stroking your lower belly. â-to think about it. It's mortifying.âÂ
His eye contact was making you want to pass the fuck out and when his fingers found the band of your underwear you nearly did. You had missed this. The cat and mouse game. The teasing. Though it usually took a lot longer than the time you had.Â
âItâs not mortifying when youâre doing it, though. Is it, baby?â He cocked his head, maintaining eye contact as he started to trace over your underwear down towards your clit. You shook your head quickly, grabbing onto his forearms.Â
âWords.â He warned.Â
âNo. No it isnât.â
âFeels quite⊠good. Doesnât it?â He pressed right over your clit, rubbing purposed circles. The friction of your underwear was driving you crazy. But you wanted more and you were a little conscious of the time.Â
âYou know it does.â
âI know.â He smirked, leaning in to kiss your neck again. âI make you feel good. Donât I?â
The questions were making your head spin. âYes⊠yes.â
The friction suddenly disappeared from your clit, but just as you were about to make a noise of disdain, his hands were hoisting your legs up around his waist and he was carrying you through the house to his dining room. He set you down on the edge of the table, reaching in to kiss you deeply just long enough to have you gasping and tugging at his hair.
The kiss broke and his mouth trailed down your neck again. You made a pretty little whimpering sound that had Harry smirking against your skin while he worked on removing your pants properly.Â
âI love when you do thatâŠâ he groaned, nimble fingers sliding along the waistband of your sweats, tucking into them and your underwear at the same time before very easily pulling them down under your ass until they fell to your ankles. The cool air hit your clit instantly, sending a chill down your spine and the tension of your legs that only increased when Harry continued to talk dirty to you. âWhen you whimper all pretty for me⊠âs my favourite thing in the world. Never takes long either. Could just kiss you and youâd moan for me. Isnât that right?âÂ
His question hung heavy in the hair but all you could focus on was the sight of him dropping to his knees before you to help guide your feet out of the bottom half of your clothing.Â
âUhuh.â You agreed haphazardly, sweeping your hand through his hair at the first touch of his lips against your knee. He kissed down your calf until that ankle was out of your pants then switched sides to do the other, this time kissing up from your ankle to your knee to the sensitive skin of your thigh.
âWhy donât I give you something proper to moan about, hm? Would you like that, pretty girl?â Harry let his lips brush against your skin while his hands ran up and down your legs, running his thumbs over your knees like he was about to pry your legs open and dive right in.
Every touch had you breathing heavier, already getting worked up just from a few little kisses. It didnât help that you were already on edge from his earlier teasing and knowing that things would get a little rougher than usual only made you needier.
Sex always was a bit rougher when âdaddyâ came into play. Harry took on the role in full force and took full control of the scene. He usually spanked you more, grabbed you more, fucked you harder. Fuck⊠you hoped heâd spit in your mouth too, maybe smack his ringed fingers over your clit. You could ask for it of course and heâd happily oblige (with a bit of teasing and degradation to accompany your request of course), but it was so much hotter when he just did it. When he owned you and treated you like a hole to use.Â
âYes.â You nodded eagerly, tugging his hair a little harder. He smirked and nipped at your thigh, grabbing your calves to pull you forward until your legs widened to fit him between them. Grabbing your face suddenly, he squeezed your cheeks roughly until you whined in pain.Â
âWhere are your manners, huh? I thought I taught you better than that.â He tutted, maintaining eye contact while he spit suddenly on the fingers on his other hand before reaching between your bodies to find your clit. Harry didnât want to stop looking at your pretty eyes for a single second. The moment he found your clit he tapped against it roughly, making your back arch at the repeated sting of his fingers. His saliva only made it hurt more and yet you found yourself loving every second of it.Â
âShit.â You cursed, clutching onto his shoulders. The sting had your toes curling, knees dug into either side of his hips in an attempt to curb the ache. âShit.â
âIf youâre a good girl, y/n, youâll get treated nicely. Donât you know what happens if youâre not, hm?â He smirked, pressing his palm to your clit while sliding two fingers down through your labia. You were soaked, already dripping for him to do something. Anything. He circled his fingers over your entrance, pressing just enough to make that delicious whimper echo around his kitchen before he dragged them back up to your clit. âOr has it been that long since I put your attitude in check?â
Jesus fucking Christ.Â
Harry repeated the same movements, torturously dragging up and down⊠up and down from your clit to your entrance without doing anything remotely close to satisfying.Â
ââM sorry. Iâm sorry Daddy. I got⊠fuckâ you cursed when he nudged over your clit again. It was just a game now, a sadistic little game to see how wet he could get you without actually giving much pleasure. âExcited.â
âExcited? Or selfish?â He cocked his head, grinding his palm to your clit while squeezing your face a little harder. âBeing needy doesnât give you an excuse to be ill mannered.â
âYouâre right. Iâm-Iâm sorry. Iâll do anything. Iâll be good. I promise.â The words came out as a hushed whimper of strung together desperation. Harry was loving every second of it.Â
âYeah? You wanna be a good girl for me?â
âYes. Please, Daddy.â
âGonna let me do anything I want?â
âAnything. Anything.â
His cock stirred at the thought of being able to do anything to you. To have complete control over you. Of course, you truly had the power in the situation, but he loved that you chose to let him take the reigns.Â
âOpen your mouth.â
Harry slid his hand down to your jaw to give you space to move your mouth and as soon as you did, your lips parted just wide enough for him to spit right on your tongue. The sight was obscene. Your tongue sticking out to catch his saliva, his mark, his ownership. Your eyes were all glazed and pretty and you looked happy to take whatever he gave you. You were happy.Â
He just couldnât help himself, really. Couldnât stop himself from getting a taste of your pretty mouth. It wouldâve felt wrong not. You were his girl after all. His love. Kissing you was part of the job.Â
Harry was quick to dart out and clasp his lips with yours, slipping his tongue into your mouth so he could rub his saliva over your tongue with his own. It was feral. Sloppy in the best way possible. He slid his tongue against yours, spreading his spit and the new saliva from your kiss everywhere.
You loved when he kissed you sloppy. When it was way too inappropriate for outside eyes. Something just for you. While his tongue told you exactly how he felt about you, he grabbed onto your hips and pulled you forward until you slid off the table, landing on your unsteady feet.Â
âTake this off, yeah? Let me see how pretty you are.â He murmured, breaking the kiss just enough to speak while tugging upwards at the end of your t shirt.
You quickly obeyed and ripped your t shirt off, letting it land on the floor without care. You didnât bother putting a bra on when you left Lucyâs, not when you were just going home and seeing Harry quickly - or at least you thought it would be quick - so you were left bare. Now you were grateful that you decided to do that, especially from the dark-eyed reaction you gained from your bare breasts being exposed to your lover.
âFuck baby. Got the prettiest tits ever.â Harry cursed, palming over your exposed breasts while he connected your mouths again.
Your hands found home in his hair, reciprocating happily to his enthusiastic kissing. It was such a power imbalance being completely naked while he was still fully clothed. The anxious part of you hated it and felt so⊠small. Exposed. The bigger part of you, the one that got off on being submissive and degraded frothed over it. There was no feeling like his fully clothed body against your fully bare one, other than skin to skin contact of course.
That was your favourite.
âDriving me fucking crazy like this.â Harry murmured again, keeping one hand on your breast while the other trailed upwards to the little pearl necklace permanently fixtured on your neck. You only took it off to shower, otherwise it never left your body. You couldnât bare to part from it because it was a constant reminder of Harry. Like he was always with you.
And you happened to love how possessive he became when his eyes landed on the little string of pearls. How they darkened ever so slightly. When you were in public it turned into a kiss or his hand squeezing your hand or waist, like it triggered some obsessive reaction. You werenât sure if he caught onto the fact that the necklace somehow pavloved physical touch, but you did.
Sometimes you liked to draw attention to it on purpose to tease him, not that he knew he was being teased. When you were talking you might brush your hair away from your neck or fiddle with the pearls to draw his eyes there. It was fun. A game you were winning even if he didnât know he was participating.
âAnd thisâŠâ He hooked his finger into the necklace, tugging it gently while simultaneously tugging at your bottom lip, releasing it with a pop. âYouâve got no idea how sexy you look with nothing on but this.â
âI never take it offâŠâ You sighed.
âI know. I love you more for it.â He mused, nipping on your neck. âIf thatâs even possible.â Your head lulled back when he ran his hands down over your body again, landing on your hips where he quickly spun you around to face the table and pressed himself against you. âLove how soft you are tooâŠâ He complimented, pressing spongey kisses along your shoulder.Â
You braced yourself against the table, letting yourself be pushed down flat against it by a gentle hand on the middle of your back.
âHow you feel in my hands⊠my mouthâŠâ
His mouth replaced his hand, trailing down until he was crouched behind you. God the sight of you was driving him crazy.Â
Running his hands over your ass, he pressed a kiss to one of your cheeks, dragging his bottom lip against your skin as he released before kissing over to your other cheek. Then he spread you wide, eliciting a gasp when he spanked you and groaned at the way your skin rippled then spread you open again.Â
âMy tongueâŠâÂ
And then you felt it. His hot tongue met your clit, swiping through your labia right to your tight ring of muscles where he decided to focus his attention. Harry was aware you two didnât have all the time in the world, but he just couldnât compromise on his favourite thing. Tasting you.Â
Your flavour, your scent, how wet you got. Like silky honey dripping down his throat and coating his lips. He was obsessed with it. Which is why he let himself a few moments of flicking his tongue against your ass before he moved down to one of his favourite parts of you. That pretty little clit.Â
Your moans were like music to his ears. An array of whimpers and whines, pleaded whispers of his name and his honorific. There was nothing like hearing the moan of his name, even moreso when he was being your âDaddyâ. You were much more pliant, more responsive. He wasnât sure if it was your submission kicking in more than usual or because your kink was being stroked the entire time.Â
Either way, he was reaping the benefits.Â
You were so hot and sweet and were wiggling like a fucking worm in his grip. He had to hold onto your hips harder to keep you still, but that didnât stop your clenching and trembling when he sucked particularly hard on your clit or fucked his tongue inside you.Â
So fucking responsive.
âGod, you taste so fucking sweet, baby. My favourite meal in the world.â He praised, wrapping his lips around your clit and sucking a little rougher than usual just so youâd cry out for him.
âPlease. Please.â You begged, forehead pressed against the table.
âWhat?â Harry mused, sliding his tongue toward your entrance and pressing it there. You clenched on impact and he could feel it at the tip of his tongue. All he could think about now was getting inside you. God, he was so hard. So painfully hard.Â
âNeed you. Please, Daddy. Need your cock so bad.â You begged clearly this time, needing to be filled more than anything.Â
âYeah? Need it bad, do you?â Harry stood up, kissing your cheek on the way up before he was ridding himself of his clothing. He was already hot and worked up and he knew that the moment his cock touched you heâd be sweating all over. Besides⊠he wanted to feel you. He wanted to press his chest into your back and feel your thighs against his.
He craved the intimacy of skin to skin like nothing else.
âYes. Fuck. Yes.â You sighed, nearly screaming in relief when you felt the tip of his cock bump against your clit.Â
âIâll give it to you babyâŠâ He soothed, dragging his tip through your folds to collect your wetness over his cock. âIâve got youâŠâ His tip pressed against your entrance and you swore you couldâve cried when he slowly pushed in. âShit.â
âFuck.â
He stretched you slowly, torturously, like he wanted you to feel every inch of his cock. Every vein and ridge and the way he got slowly wider at the base. It wasnât something youâd feel when he was fucking you roughly, but God it was all you could feel now. The stretch, the ache, the way your knees buckled when his hand pressed into your lower back to keep you still.
And then the slow, tortuous teasing ended and without any warning he drew his hips back and slammed back into you in a way that had your lungs losing all their breath. His hands were firm on your hips, fingers dug tightly so there was this constant ache that seemed to reach its way straight to your soul.Â
And you fucking loved it. Every bruising thrust, every snapping sound, the way Harry moaned and cursed, telling you exactly how much he liked it. He never was shy from making sounds of pleasure and it was one of the things that made sex with him so hot.Â
âYouâre so tight. Shit, baby. Always so fucking tight around me.â
âOh God. Harry!âÂ
âWrong name, sweetheart.â He reprimanded with a heavy spank on your ass, the snapping sound echoing throughout the room. âSay the right one. Say it.âÂ
âDaddy.â You moaned pathetically, earning another spank right on the other cheek. The sting was the most satisfying sort of burn, a pain that lingered and ached but only made everything so much better. It fuelled your pleasure, contributing to the orgasm you had been waiting for twice now.Â
It didnât take long to reach it. Not when he had already teased you with his mouth and fingers and now was fucking you so damn good you could barely breathe. Harry didnât stop once you rode through your orgasm, no, he took it as an opportunity to give you barely ten seconds of rest and flip you around so you were lying flat on the table. He was nestled back in you before you knew it, in a single fluid thrust that had you crying out from sheer sensitivity.Â
He didnât seem to care, or he did but just liked to see the way the tears streamed down your face. And you were okay. He knew you were okay because he checked in with you in that ten seconds of rest, making sure you were green before he flipped you over to fuck you how he wanted.Â
And fuck. This was how he wanted you.Â
âYou just take it so fucking well, donât you sweetheart? Always squeeze around my cock so tight.â Harry uttered through gritted teeth, fingers achingly squeezed into your cheeks while his eyes remained glued to where you two were connected.
Harry always loved fucking you from behind. The heart shape of your ass, the way he could see all your pretty holes and how you clenched around him, the way he could get his cock inside you deeper than other positions⊠how he could grab your hips and fuck you hard, bruising your insides and out. He liked being able to spank your pretty ass and thumb at your tight ring of muscles and he especially liked spreading your cheeks and burying his face between them.Â
But nothing compared to watching your face. The way your eyes would roll back into your head, how theyâd flutter and close when something felt especially good. The scrunch of your nose and furrow of your brow and the way your mouth would part in a whimper when something hurt a little too good. The way your jaw would clench and slack and how dazed your eyes got when he wrapped his hand around your throat.
He loved watching the effect he had on you. Your face showed him how good he was making you feel in a way your body didnât and it became a little game to him on how to get you to make certain facial expressions.Â
Mostly though⊠he liked watching your eyes gloss over the harder he fucked you, the meaner he was. He loved to watch you slip into an ultimate state of submission and pleasure.Â
âDaddyâŠâ You moaned, unable to come up with anything in reply to him. You were already too far gone.Â
âI know.â He sympathised. âShit baby, you feel so fucking good. So good. Got the best pussy, you do.âÂ
There was nothing like having a man moan for you. When they whimpered for you, praised you.
âLove your cock.â The words tumbled out without real thought, âfeels so good. Always need it so bad.â
Shit. You didnât talk dirty very often, not that Harry minded. He liked to watch your reactions when he uttered total filth. But Jesus⊠when you said anything remotely sexual like that, that you loved his cock? For a moment he feared he was going to prematurely cum before he made you finish for the second time.Â
âI love when you talk dirty to me, baby, but youâre gonna need to stop if you want me to keep fucking you.â
You let out a choked laugh at his words, loving how one small compliment had him stilling for a second to collect himself. You clenched on purpose, gasping with a smile when he pinched your cheeks a little harder.Â
âSpit in my mouth.â
Now you were just fucking with him. Through the haze of your pussy being completely destroyed by him, you still managed to tease him and be a fucking brat.Â
âGod, youâre fucking filthy today.â He gritted, cocking his head while sliding his hand down your jaw to the top of your throat so he could tuck his thumb into your mouth. âOpen up.â
Your lips parted instantly, earning a pleased âgood girlâ in return that had you happy as anything. âStick your tongue out.â Again, you followed his instruction instantly, whimpering when his fingers dug into the sides of your neck with purpose. âThatâs it. Good girl.â
It all happened so fast. The praise. The hammering of his hips against yours. The woozy pleasure feeling clouding your brain like a drug. All of it. And then it happened. Harry collected the saliva in his mouth and spat it all over your tongue, watching with sick satisfaction as your saliva slid down to the back of your throat. He groaned loudly and leaned in to kiss you fiercely, picking up the pace against your hips in a way that had tears trailing down your face.Â
It was so good. So so fucking good. It felt like your whole body was on fire. Every square of your body was pressed against his and when he fucked you particularly hard, the dining table scraped across his gorgeous wooden flooring. Harry didnât give two fucks about his scratched floors, if anything he liked the thought of always looking at a constant reminder that you were his.Â
âCanât believe what a little slut youâre being tonight.â He grinned, palming over your breast and pinching your nipple until you cried out and arched against him. âYou fucking love my spit, donât you? Thatâs why you asked for it. Because you love being my filthy little slut.â
Filthy little slut. God you loved when he was a little mean to you. A lot mean sometimes too.Â
âUhuh. Love it so much.â You nodded enthusiastically, well, as enthusiastically as you could after an orgasm and his cock so deep inside you, you swore you felt it in your throat.Â
âYeah? Take some more than. Since you want it so fucking bad.â He spat into your mouth again, using two fingers to roughly spread it over your tongue. He pushed them back, laughing when you suddenly gagged around his fingertips. âAw, poor baby canât even handle my fingers, hm? How do you manage my cock then if you canât even take two fingers down your throat?âÂ
He grabbed your neck this time and pushed you back until you were lying down on the table before grabbing your ankles to hike them on your shoulder.Â
Yeah⊠a lot mean was fucking hot.Â
âHarry.â You protested, covering your face with both hands.Â
Your whole body was heating up from how mean he was being. Maybe even a little shy at how much you liked it. It shouldnât have been a surprise anymore that you liked it, not when you two had so much practice with it. Yet you still found yourself getting nervous when he looked at you a certain way or said a certain thing. You rather liked it like that. You never wanted to lose the butterflies. The romance. The big pile of mush you turned into when he degraded you and used you.Â
âDonât start being shy now, Angel. You know you like it.â He smirked, reaching forward to grab your hands from your face. He interlaced your fingers, drawing your hands down to rest on your belly so he could look at you. âWanna look at you, baby. Youâve got the prettiest face. Look so gorgeous like this.â
Every word seemed to be egging you on, drawing you closer to the inevitable ecstasy that would flood through your core. The angle was so intense, so deep you knew that if he pressed on your belly, his cock would press through.Â
âOh god. Iâm⊠shit. Iâm so close.â You moaned, squeezing his hands and digging your heels into his shoulders.Â
âGive it to me, baby. Tell me what you need.â
âMy⊠my clit.â
Harry kept one hand intertwined with yours while the other moved down to your clit. He rubbed purposed circles over your bundle of nerves, delivering such perfect pressure it barely took a murmured âI love youâ for that wave of white hot pleasure to rush over you. His thrusts stilled at the feeling of you clenching around him and he was quick to widen your legs and fold over you so he could lazily slot your lips together.Â
With a curse and a pretty whimper into your mouth that had your head spinning, Harry thrust once, twice, three final times until you felt his hot cum fill you up. His body was so heavy over yours, your sticky bodies pressed and joined together. You wrapped your legs and arms around him, wanting to keep him as close as possible to you.Â
âGod, that was so good.â He murmured, tucking his forehead into the crook of your neck.
âAgreed. Iâve missed thatâ you whispered, panting slightly as you ran your fingers through his hair.Â
âMe too. Fuck.â He propped himself up over you, pushing your hair back from your face. âAre you okay?â
You smiled and let out a small laugh, tipping your head up so you could kiss him. âIâm more than okay. Two orgasms equals a happy girl.âÂ
âAnd what does three make you?â He grinned.Â
âAn even happier girl, possibly a tired girl.â You smiled, reaching your arms above your head to arch your back in a stretch. He shook his head and stood back straight, scanning his eyes over the light sheen of sweat on your pretty skin.Â
âAnd youâre not tired now?â Harry raised his brow, looking down at your pussy to watch himself pull out. He did so slowly, careful not to hurt you and was completely mesmerised by the trail of cum that followed his cock.Â
âFuck.â You whispered, feeling an ache when he fully pulled out of you. âOf course Iâm tired. A little sore too. I think Iâm gonna sleep like a baby tonight.â
âMh. Me too. Wish we could sleep together.â He replied, eyes glued to his cum slowly dripping out of you. âI don't think Iâll ever get over how hot it is to see you like this.â
âMmh.â You agreed, propping yourself up on your elbows to look at his cock covered in your cream. âI always thought creampies were overrated before you. Now⊠I love it.â Your eyes flickered back to Harry, who was already looking right at you with this dark look that made you want to climb all over him again. âI like feeling it later⊠even if itâs a little gross to sit in cold cum.â
Harry scrunched his nose up at that, âYou couldâve made that so much sexier, y/n. Now when you go home Iâll be thinking of stale cum.â
âI didnât call it stale! I said âcoldâ.âÂ
âLike thatâs any better?â He laughed, leaning in to kiss you. âIâll grab you some water and a towel, okay? Stay here.âÂ
âLike Iâd go anywhere, Iâll drip stale cum all over your floor.â You shot back as he was already walking into his kitchen. You loved his ass. It was just so cute half the time you had this temptation to just whack it but you knew heâd hate it and probably retaliate ten times worse.Â
There was something so sexy about him walking around stark naked without a care in the world. He had such confidence in his body and himself that he really didnât care. You werenât as confident as he was in that department but being with him had definitely made you more confident in your skin.Â
âItâs already on my table, y/n. The floor wonât make much difference.â
You clenched up immediately at that comment, trying to stop more of his cum from dripping out of you. âYeah⊠weâve got to sanitise this. We eat here.â You scrunched your nose and sat up to look at the spot between your legs, finding his cum already dripped onto the table.Â
âBaby Iâd sanitise the entire house if it meant I got to fuck you anywhere and everywhere.â He smirked, coming back with a big glass of water and a damp tea towel. He had already cleaned himself up and was quick to crouch down before you to clean you up as well. You didnât get very nervous about the cleanup anymore. Harry had wiped you clean and taken care of you dozens of times.Â
âThank you.â You smiled, grabbing the glass from where he had put it on the table beside you. âYour bedâs next. When we have more time.â
âI still canât believe we havenât christened my bed yet. It feels wrong.â He murmured, watching youÂ
shakily bring the glass to your lips while he grabbed your underwear from the pile of clothes on the floor and dragged them up your legs.
âI know. Iâve missed your bed. Itâs a lot comfier than mine, more space too.â You had this little mischievous grin playing on your lips, one that Harry found incredibly sexy.Â
You were still breathing a little heavily and managed to finish half the glass by the time you lifted your hips and Harry adjusted your underwear back in place. You attempted to set the glass down on the table beside you but before you could, he stood up and stopped you with a finger pushing the cup up towards you.
âAh. All of it.â He tutted, looking at you expectedly until you brought the cup up to your mouth again. He maintained eye contact with you, one hand rubbing over your bare thigh while he kept a single finger underneath your glass. It was firm enough to tell you to keep drinking, but not enough so you wouldnât be able to move the glass on your own. âGood girl⊠thatâs it, drink all of it. Atta girl.â
You loved being fucked rough and dirty and since you two decided not to use condoms, your favourite thing was being pumped full of his cum, even more so when he degraded you when it happened. Like he just did barely two minutes ago. But there was something even better about the aftercare. His sweet tone, his commanding and caring nature as he got you water and a snack. All of it.Â
And the praise. Somehow it was so much sexier when you two were post-sex, even more so when it was casual. A nonchalant âgood girlâ when you did something he asked or a loving âIâm so proud of youâ when you got a good grade or finished an assignment. His atta girl at finishing your water nearly made you drop to your shaky knees and get him nice and hard again with your mouth.Â
He said the words like they were nothing then moved on, not really caring that you were like a frozen deer at the first sign of praise. âI happen to like your bed. Itâs cosy.â
âYeahâŠâ you breathed, âcosy and next to a thin wall where even adjusting in my bed can be heard by next door.â
âYou donât think theyâd like hearing you call me âDaddyâ?â He grinned, putting his sweatpants on and grabbing your t shirt to help put that on you too. Youâll definitely have to shower the second you walk into your house. Thereâs just no way you donât smell like a sex club.Â
âNo, I donât think so.â You finished the very last sip of your water, making sure there wasnât a single drop left in the glass. Once it was all gone, Harry grabbed it from you and placed it down on the table out of the way, tipping your head up with a gentle finger under your chin while his thumb rubbed over the leftover wetness around your mouth from your drink.
âThank you.â You whispered, kissing his thumb.
Harry smiled softly and guided your mouth to his for a single, deep, core-clenching kiss. It felt like a kiss that was promising so much more and even though you just had your fill, literally, it didnât make you any less insatiable for him. There was just something about Harry dominating⊠truly dominating that turned you into a horny little rabbit.Â
You wouldnât be surprised if Harry called you that one day. It felt like the less you saw each other, the more insatiable you became. With the last couple of weeks being so busy, each time youâve seen each other had been takeaway or a quick dinner and quick - but good - sex. You didnât have proper time together and while fucking until the morning sounded and felt like a good idea in the moment, when you both woke up and Harry had his long commute to work or you had a day full of classes it became a regret.
Well, not a regret per se. Youâd never regret sleeping with him. Ever. But you both complained about being tired the entire day to each other. More you than him since you loved to complain about everything and now Harry was fortunate enough to be the one to hear it all. It was worth it, but it was hard.
You couldnât take every weekend, or even every second weekend off work to spend time with Harry because you needed money and he couldnât âwork from homeâ to spend time with you. Driving so much took it out of both of you too so it was always easier if he stayed the night. Things would change once your parents knew and you had a bit more freedom⊠but you had a feeling they wouldnât be totally happy with you spending nights with him instead of them.
And next door to top it all off.
Your anxious feelings didnât help the situation either, but even with that little hiccup, you had missed time. Time where you two could just explore each other's bodies and try new things, go multiple rounds without the stress of your responsibilities. You had that before you two started dating so you knew that the changes to your sex life were mostly your fault. Or because of your situation.Â
If you lived closer things would be a lot easier. But that was also life and you two were figuring out what worked for you and now to manage it all. Ideally, once you were finished with university, maybe you two would move in with each other or at the very least youâd want to live much closer to him.Â
It was still so early into your relationship and you didnât want to jump too far⊠but being full of his cum made your brain a little dizzy and romantic. Suddenly you were ready to forget your birth control and let him fuck a baby in you so you could be at home with him all the time. As a fantasy of course.Â
Which is why your post-sex horny brain took a few seconds longer to process the next words out of his mouth.Â
âHey, um. I need to tell you something.â He whispered, forehead pressed against yours. He slid his hand along your cheek to cup your face, letting his fingertips comb through your hair a little.Â
âHm?â you asked, brows furrowing when you read the nervous look in his eyes. Your stomach dropped suddenly and that anxious gut feeling felt more rampant than ever. âWhat is it?â
âI have to go back to London.âÂ
âOh, okay.â You were a little taken aback. Harry hadnât mentioned any trips or work events or anything recently. The timing of it right after the phone call too felt a bit unnerving. You just hoped everything was okay. âWhen?â
âJust over a month.â He murmured, feeling that steady beat of anxiety claw at his throat. Harry hated that he had to ruin such a good moment, such a pleasurable, romantic experience to talk about this. He wasnât sure how youâd react and it scared the hell out of him.Â
âWow, thatâs short notice.â You wrapped your arms around the back of his neck, threading your fingers casually into his hair. âIs it⊠family? Or work or?â
âFamily. IâŠâ he swallowed thickly, hugging his arms around you. âItâs my sisterâs birthday. Everyoneâs going to be there.â
âThatâs great.â You smiled, relieved that it wasnât something horrible. That he was okay. âThatâll be such a nice trip, Harry. Did you saw them last year when you went over?â
Harry didnât speak about them a lot. He didnât not speak about them and when they came up he always had something to say, but it also wasnât a topic he brought up by himself. He spoke about his travels quite often, but even that topic hadnât come up in a while. You were a little glad actually because you didnât really want to think about him going away for so long. The thought of him in Italy looking all gorgeous and tanned without you made you violently ill.Â
Harry shook his head and sighed, running his hand through his hair. âI havenât been completely honest with you about my family.â
And there it was.Â
âWhat do you mean?â You asked softly, trying not to jump to any conclusions. Whatever it was had to be deeply personal and you knew that.Â
After the very brief mention of his nephew passing, you two hadnât spoken about it once. You wanted to ask but it never felt like the right time and after that phone call, the last thing you wanted to do was make him think you were pressuring him into talking.Â
And now to learn there was moreâŠÂ
âWell⊠you know how I told you about my nephew?â You nodded, âWhen he died⊠it was right around the time I was meant to move here. The timing was so fucked. My flight had been booked for months and it was scheduled for the week after the funeral. Everything was packed and ready to go and my job was due to start only a few days after I landed in MelbourneâŠâ
âThat mustâve been so hard, Harry. I canât imagine having to leave everyone so close to his passing.â
âIt gets worse, y/n.â He shook his head, looking down at the floor. âWhen Harry Jr died, it really fucked me up. I already wasnât in the best mental state because of my ex, even if I thought I was fine, and I couldnât handle it.â You werenât exactly sure where he was going with it. It was clear he did something, but what? âHarry Jr was like my own kid. Him and Lola were everything to me but he was just⊠like my twin. Lola and I were close but it didnât compare to the bond Harry and I had. Losing him was⊠the worst thing that has ever happened to me and as fucked as it was and still is, I couldnât handle it.â
Harry was starting to get worked up. His words were becoming a little shaky and you could feel how tense he became. He was holding onto you so tight and yet he was avoiding looking at you. He was scared to hear how you were going to react and he was having a hard time finding the words to explain what he had done.Â
Practicing with Max did nothing to help. He had told people before and been faced with his actions for years so it wasnât a new discussion to have. But telling you, the love of his life, how he betrayed and destroyed his family only to keep himself distanced because he was a coward was the hardest it had ever been. Â
âEveryone grieves differently, Harry. It wouldâve been hard for everyone.â You tried to soothe, combing through his hair.Â
âI changed my flight to the day of the funeral.â He just went and said it, immediately feeling your fingers stop in his hair and how you seemed to pull your body back from his. You didnât mean to do it, but you were a little shocked. âI spent days breaking down and feeling the most depressed I had ever been. The idea of going to that funeral and seeing the small coffin⊠I couldnât do it.â He stepped back from you, running his hands through his hair. He was shaking, his throat aching with how hard he was willing away the tears. His eyes were stinging and he didnât want to face you as he explained the rest of the story, even when you slipped off the table and whispered his name, stepping forward to place a gentle hand on his shoulder.Â
âI skipped the funeral without telling anyone and I flew here to start my new life.â He paused, swallowing thickly, âI left her, y/n. I left my only sister on the worst day of her life because I couldnât handle it. She lost her son and I left. I left!â The words came out in an angry spit and his shoulders seemed to widen and slump forward like he was holding back immense rage. At himself. âWe fought and she said sheâd never forgive me again, fuck I canât forgive myself. I donât even want to.â
You were a little thrown off balance, to be honest. You never expected him to say any of that and to hide it from you for so long. But you couldnât be upset either. He made a terrible mistake and you could see how badly it was eating him up. Harry was a proud person and very rarely doubted himself or his actions, yet you knew he was so ashamed in himself for what he did. It was hard to see.Â
âHarryâŠâ You tried to get him to turn around with a little squeeze of his shoulder but he shrugged it off.Â
âMy mum hated me, Gemma hated me, Andy hated me. Everyone hated me and I deserved it. Iâve skipped every Christmas since because I couldnât face it and because I was a coward. Iâm still a coward. Iâve sent letters and texts and tried to call her and Iâve never been able to see her face to face because Iâm scared. Iâve never been able to push myself to that next step because I keep thinking itâs too late. That sheâll never forgive me.âÂ
You could see how devastated he was about it and how angry he was at himself. And you understood it. He had spent nearly five years away from his family, beating himself up because of a huge mistake he made. And it was huge. You werenât going to dispel that. You werenât even sure that if you were in Gemmaâs place, youâd ever get over something like that.Â
But Harry has also changed a lot. You imagined Harry Jrâs death changed him for the worse. Since the moment you met him, he always was a selfish, narcissistic person. It was never a secret that he lived his life for himself and cared about money and his job over anything else and maybe Harry Jrâs death had something to do with that. But since knowing him heâs made so many improvements to himself. Heâs completely turned around to try and be an honest and good person.
The things he did for you and put himself through to protect you wouldnât be done by just anyone. He had so much love in him and had proved that time and time again. He was attentive and caring and so generous. You were starting to think that he always was that person but was torturing himself for so long because of the mistakes he had made that it was easier to keep people at an arm's length.
After knowing him deeper though, you knew that his family meant a lot to him. He spoke to his mum at least twice a week and looked after her financially too. She was a young mum and had already been retired for nearly 10 years because of the way Harry invested his money and the success he had in all his different ventures. Being able to retire a parent when youâre barely 30 and live your own life in such an extravagant way is a massive achievement.Â
Which is why you were just so shocked he hadnât visited Gemma in person yet to try and mend things. How did it take so long for him to finally make the decision to go back to the UK and mend things with her, at least you assumed thatâs why he wanted to go to her birthday. You assumed the phone call with his mum had something to do with it too.Â
You werenât really sure what to make of it or what to say. You loved him and were always going to love him and it hurt to know that he had been in a mental place so low and so far gone that he hurt his only sibling this badly. He was suffering with his own grief and unable to cope that badly that his sister, the mother of his nephew had to mourn the loss of her son and her brother all at the same time.
It was awful all around.Â
âHarry. Turn around, please.â You coaxed gently, giving his shoulder another little squeeze. He inhaled a shaky breath and slowly turned around, showing you his reddened eyes and puffy nose. âCome here.â You guided, grabbing his hand to pull him towards the couch so you two could sit and talk about it properly. He remained silent while you took his hands in yours, trying to find the right words to support him.Â
âWhat you did was wrongâŠâ His expression seemed to fall even further, complete despair in his eyes. âBut you donât need me to tell you that.â You softened your expression, reaching up to cup his face in both hands. âYouâve been torturing yourself because of this for years and I get it. I canât put myself in your shoes or even Gemmaâs shoes because I donât have siblings and I donât have nieces or nephews but I understand loss and I understand family. Everyone grieves differently but the one constant in our lives is our family. I donât think itâs too late to make up for it.â
âYou donât mean that.â He whispered, scanning your face. âWhy donât you hate me? I fucked up.âÂ
âYou did and I wonât excuse what you did. But you were in a horrible part of your life and yeah, the right thing to do was go to the funeral, but you made your choice and youâve lived with the consequences already. You have changed and grown so much since we started dating, Harry, and I can see the difference itâs making in your life. All you can do now is try and show Gemma youâve changed. That youâre better.âÂ
Harry said nothing for a moment and swallowed the lump in his throat, âIâve tried to go home to her for years and every time I get close, I see how happy they are without me and it stops me. There was one Summer I even made it to the front gate and saw Gemma and Lola through the window. They looked so happy. Lola was so big and Gemma looked at peace. I didnât want to destroy that.â
âDonât you think sheâd be happier knowing she had her brother back?â You asked softly, dropping your hands from his face to grab his hands instead.
âI donât know.â He admitted, âMy mum has been trying to get me to go back for a long time, always trying to convince me that everyone missed me. That Gemma missed me. I never went because I was thinking about myself instead of her. It was easier for me to stay away than confront what I did. But I donât want to do that anymore. I donât want to be that person.âÂ
He sounded so determined and he was. He always appreciated your honesty and you kept him accountable time and time again but you did it in a way that still supported him. You listened to him fully and offered support and advice. You didnât act like he was a monster. He hoped that you felt like that on the inside too.
âIs that what the phone call was about? Her birthday?âÂ
Harry nodded. âMy mum has been hounding me about it for months. When the call happened I wasnât ready to tell you because I was scared Iâd lose you. Really fucking scared. I know it upset you, baby, and Iâm so sorry.â He squeezed your hands, bringing them up to his mouth to kiss your knuckles. âI didnât mean to lie. I didnât want to. I hope I havenât lost you because I was ashamed.â
âYou havenât.â You smiled, squeezing his hands. âYou haven't. I was upset at the time, but I didnât want to press you because youâre allowed to have things that are just yours... I knew youâd tell me when you were ready.â You reached up to cup his cheek, watching the way he nuzzled into your touch, eyes fluttering closed at the comfort he felt. âI donât think youâre that person anymore, Harry. I think Gemma would appreciate the work youâve put into yourself to become a better person.â
âYou think so?â He whispered, scanning your face with his eyes.Â
You nodded. âI think itâll take time. I honestly donât know how things will work out because I donât know her, but I know you and I know youâll do everything you can to fix things with her. Youâre her brother, Harry.â
âI love you,â Harry murmured, sliding his hand into the hair at the nape of your neck to draw you in for a kiss. This wasnât the end of this conversation by any means. You had questions and you hoped that heâd be a lot more open about his family now. This was such an intense, deep-rooted issue. If he wanted to talk about it more, which you hoped he did, it wouldnât happen in one night.Â
The kiss deepened ever so slightly, ending with a little run of his tongue against your bottom lip while he rested his forehead against yours. âWill you come with me?âÂ
âWhat? Where? To London?â You blinked, a little surprised at his sudden request.Â
He nodded, tightening his hand in your hair just a little. It wasnât to hurt you, just to feel you. âI donât know if I can do it by myself. I want you there.â
âHarry-â you tried to interrupt, but it was like he felt your hesitation before you even said anything.Â
âI can show you my hometown, my house. You can meet my mum, maybe even Gemma. I just⊠I donât want to leave you. I want you to come with me.â Â
This felt like something he needed to do by himself. It happened before he even knew you and was such an important step in his life. Family is family and it would almost feel like an intrusion to be there when heâd be sorting through so much history.Â
âHarryâŠâ you sighed, leaning back. âI want nothing more than to support you but I have school. I donât know if I can take time off and Iâve still got this trip planned at the end of the year with my friends. Money wise too⊠itâs a lot and itâs so soon.â
âYou wouldnât have to pay for a thing, y/n. Iâd never let you do that.â His voice turned lower just a touch like he was almost reprimanding you for even suggesting heâd let you pay for a single thing. âAnd I think it might even align with your semester break, at least some of it anyway. Even if you flew in later and met me there? We could travel. I could take you to my house in Italy.â He was trying so hard to convince you but by the look on your face, it wasnât working.Â
âItâs not just that, Harry.â You chuckled at his attempts to convince you, which actually were quite appealing. âI love you and the idea of Italy and seeing where you grew up is so⊠amazing but I think this is something you need to do by yourself. There is so much history there and so much you need to work through. I donât know if itâs a good idea for me to go.âÂ
âI want you to come.â He coaxed, pecking you quickly. God when he had that almost pouty look on his face and murmured so sweetly⊠youâd agree to anything. âYou can do your own thing. Youâve always wanted to go to London. Thereâs so much to do and you can do whatever you want. As long as I get to see you at the end of the day, thatâs all that matters. Have you in my bed every night.â Now the thought of that was extremely appealing. âJust think about it. Please.âÂ
âIâll think about it.â You compromised, smiling softly.Â
âThank you.â He kissed you again before wrapping his arms around you to draw you into his chest. Both of you knew you had to head home, but it wasnât the right time for you to leave. You couldnât.Â
You spent the next hour or so just wrapped in his arms, then him wrapped in yours. He opened up a little more about Gemma and his extended family and he already seemed so much more open to speak about them. You could tell this was something that weighed heavy on him for a long time.Â
Archie made his way from outside at some point too, bringing in a trail of dust and leaves that broke the tension in the room and let you and Harry distract yourselves by bathing him. He had been running a muck outside the entire time, obsessively playing with a new toy Harry bought him. He was so engrossed in it, that he didnât even know you came over.Â
That was probably a good idea since you and Harry spent a lot of your time together naked. You swear Archie had PTSD from Harryâs instruction to go to his bed.
It was late by the time you peeled yourself from Harry, not wanting to leave but knowing you had to. He didnât want you to leave either but you promised to come over before you left in the morning. He was tempted to come home with you and you had a feeling he might drive back in his own car so he could spend the night with you, or even the day before driving back in the night.Â
It was times like these where you hated that your parents didnât know about him. After learning everything, maybe it was time.Â
âHey, baby.â Your mum greeted, hugging you the moment you walked into your kitchen.Â
âHi.â You smiled, hugging her back. âHey, Dad.â
âHey, pumpkin.â He hugged you next, kissing your forehead before returning to the pot he was stirring on the stove.Â
âSorry I took forever, I was catching up with Harry then Archie ended up dragging dirt through the house so I stayed to help him clean up.â You explained, hoping she bought the excuse. There was this expression on her face that just told you she didnât believe you, but she didnât say anything about it so you decided to leave it and not say too much. Otherwise, sheâd really know something was up if you started waffling.Â
âItâs nice you two have stayed so close.â There was something about the way she focused on the word âcloseâ, but she had a glass of wine in hand and always liked to read into things when she got a bit tipsy. You hoped you were just being a little paranoid. âYou think heâll give you your job back over your semester break?âÂ
âOh, I donât know. I might just plan my shifts at the cafe so I can be here for a couple of days then at mine for a couple of days. I donât want to cut my shifts at the cafe completely.â
âMh.â She agreed, âthink about it. You know I like having you around.â
âI know. I like being here too.â You smiled, âIâm going to shower and get changed quickly. Iâll be right back.â
âAlright. Donât be too long.â She called after you.Â
âI wonât!â
The night continued as it always did. Dinner, a glass of wine, an update on your week of uni and your night out with your friends (sans Harry, of course). Then Dad went to his office to do some quotes and your mum and you wound up on the couch watching The Real Housewives. Another couple glasses of wine was involved, but it was a Saturday night and you had nowhere to be tomorrow except home.Â
Perfect.
Until your mum paused the show while you got up to get a snack and when you returned, she had no plans of playing it again. She had this look on her face, like she was getting ready to announce something really big or ask you an invasive question.Â
It was the latter.
âAre you okay?â You asked, landing on the couch with a heavy seat. The wine slowly infused in your body, making you feel like a heavy lump of bones. You were getting to the point where one more sip of wine would knock you out and your pillow was calling your name.
âI need to ask you something.â She shifted on the couch, sitting cross legged while facing you. She still had her glass of wine in hand, eyeing it like she had a nervous tick.
âOkayâŠâ you looked at her a little funny, taking a sip of wine.Â
âAre you sleeping with Harry?â At her words, your eyes widened and the wine suddenly travelled down the wrong hole. You coughed repeatedly and Mum was quick to lean forward to tap your back until your coughing subsided. âOur neighbour, Harry.â
âThanks for the clarification, Mum, but I only know one Harry.â You coughed, rubbing the sore spot over your chest. âWhy are you asking me this?â
âJust answer the question. Is it true?â
Shit. What were you even meant to do? You didnât want to lie about it because the truth would always come out, but you also werenât ready to talk about it. You had this whole speech planned and all these things you wanted to say when you brought it up to her and now that she was the one asking you about it, there was nothing in your head. Â
You felt bombarded by it. But maybe it was better to tell her first before your dad found out. At least this way you could explain everything and diffuse any worries so when he found out, your mum would be on your side. And you knew she would be. Or hopeful at best. Maybe not at first, but all she wanted was your happiness and if Harry made you happy, sheâd support you with it. Â
Your parents had always told you that they didnât care what you did with your life as long as you were happy, healthy and safe. Theyâd support you if it truly was what you wanted. When they said that they were talking about work, not dating your neighbour, but it still applied.Â
It would be a shock to them and you knew that, but no one was getting hurt and you were happier than you had ever been. You knew theyâd understand. Eventually anyway.Â
âUmâŠâ you trailed off, looking away briefly. âYes? But weâre not sleeping together, weâre⊠weâre dating.â Even though you could tell she wasnât surprised, the look of pure disappointment on her face expressed exactly how she felt. She didnât want you to say yes. âI was going to tell you.â You jumped in again before she replied, wanting to get as much out as possible before she gave her opinion. âI swear. I wanted to tell you and Dad both at the same time so you two wouldnât get all weird with each other if one of you knew first.â
âOh god, y/n!â Mum pinched the bridge of her nose. She took a heavy sip of wine before continuing like it would somehow make the news easier to bear. âI had a feeling you were going to say that. I prayed that you werenât and yet here we are.â
âYou knew? How?â
âI didnât know, but I kind of worked it out. You've been a little giddier than usual. Always looking at your phone and youâre always going over there when you come to visit. He's been different too. Less broody and secretive and he's been getting a dogsitter for Archie for a lot more overnights than usual. Motherâs know these things, y/n. So⊠explain. How did it start?â
Was it seriously that obvious? When she put it like that, it kind of was obvious that you were seeing someone. She wasn't particularly upset by it, but her tone wasn't overly jovial either. She was calm. Calm was good.
Though it could've been the wine making her more relaxed.
âI guess we kind of got closer as I dogsat Archie. Weâd always talk for ages and we had that weekly dinner, which you knew about. Then one day⊠I donât know. Things changed.â You averted eye contact, feeling a blush graze your cheeks at the memory of the first time you two slept together.Â
âYou were sleeping together?â You nodded silently, knowing that sheâd be able to tell if you were lying. âWhen?â
âWhat?â
âWhen was the first time?â
âMum.â You protested, âyou donât need to know that.â
âI do, actually because now that I know it happened, I need to know when it started.â
âYes but-â
âSo when was the first time, y/n?â
You clearly weren't getting out of this one.
â...A few weeks before his birthday, I guess.â
âA few weeks before his birthday.â She repeated to herself, âso you were dogsitting for him and having dinner with him for weeks and what? You two were just sleeping together each time just like that? All those times you came home âlateâ, you were sleeping with him? Right next door? Have you slept with him here?â
âMum, stop!â You whined, hating how she seemed to be spiralling about the fact you had sex.Â
Her questions were practically spitfire and if you didn't stop her now, she'd continue and her questions would get way more invasive. She always was like that when she drank. Nosy and more brazen than usual. Dad always said it was because she was pretty that she got away with the way she ran her mouth when she drank.
Mum was harmless, but God if there was even a smidge of a secret hanging around she'd find out and talk about it to anyone and everyone.
She knew you werenât a virgin and while you didnât share every detail of your sex life, she knew you had slept with a couple of guys. You were always open and honest with her to an extent because you valued her advice, especially when your heart got involved and you ended up getting hurt. But right now you didnât want to hear her fears or her spiralling bout the fact you had sex next door when you knew she and Dad had sex only two rooms away from you. If it were up to her, sheâd know every detail about every aspect of your life.
You understood it to an extent and you practically did share everything with her. But seriously. Boundaries.Â
âI love you but itâs none of your business. I donât ask when you and dad have sex because thatâs disgusting so donât ask me!âÂ
âFine. Fine. Youâre right.â She let out an exasperated sigh and rolled her eyes, âJust tell me youâre still on birth control and we can move on.â
âYes. I am.â
âGood because I swear to God, y/n, if you come home pregnant...â
âMum!â
âI had to say it, okay? Itâs my job as a mother. Now continue.â
âIt wasnât serious at first and neither-â you paused to give her a warning glance when it looked like she was going to make another comment about your sex life. She only rolled her eyes and sipped her wine again, attentively listening to you talk, âneither of us wanted a relationship and I always said to you too that it didnât interest me but he somehow managed to change my mind about it all. He didn't mean to and he was further away from commitment than I was... but the longer it went on, the more we realised that it was more than just casual." You let out a sigh, "I didnât want to like him mum, I didnât. There were problems and he had problems and I knew it was stupid to fall for someone who lived his whole life single and selfish but things changed and kept changing. He changed.â
The whole time you spoke, she actively listened. She didnât try to interrupt or even make any weird noises of indignation that your dad definitely would. She just listened and processed it. You appreciated that.Â
âIt wasnât an easy beginning to our relationship because we had a lot of differences and he⊠he hurt me really bad. I almost told you back then too because he broke my heart. Really bad.â Your voice broke slightly, feeling that same break in your heart that you did at the very beginning.
âY/n.â She soothed, placing her hand on yours over your knee. âYou couldâve told me back then, yâknow. I wouldâve been there for you. I'm a little hurt you didn't trust me enough to come talk to me about this.â
âIt's not about trust, mum. You know I trust you. Everything was just so complicated and I didnât want to talk about it. I didnât really think weâd get back together, anyway, so I didnât want to start something and have you storm to his house to tell him off for no reason when I thought it was over.â
âI wouldâve done that. I can still do that for you, if you want?â She smiled, sipping her wine again.
âNo, don't," You rolled your eyes, laughing softly. âWe worked things out and⊠well we never looked back. Before we ended our casual relationship so badly, Harry was really complicated and secretive and God sometimes I wanted to strangle him. But when we got back together⊠he changed everything for me, mum. He worked on himself and is still working on himself and honestly, Iâm probably the happiest Iâve ever been. He treats me so so well and he spoils me and loves me everyday and-â
âHe loves you?â She interrupted, âas in you loves you.â
You nodded.
âAnd you love him back?â
You took an extra moment to respond to her, not really sure where she was going with her comments. âI do. I know I do.â
ây/nâŠâ She sighed. You could feel the change in the air. How her active listening turned to disappointment and a hope that your relationship would end before it properly started. âI honestly thought that you were just dating and having fun and he was buying you nice things, but love? I have no doubt you feel that way towards him but isnât it too soon?â
âI just know, mum. I had no control over it and I never meant for it to happen but it did and⊠and Iâm happy. Iâm so happy with him and even with the distance and everything else, weâre making it work.â
âBut how? Heâs not too much younger than your dad and I and heâs got no kids, has never been married? Everyone knows heâs had his fun and sleeps with whoever he wants, whatâs to say he doesnât still want that? And then thereâs the opposite. What if heâs finally done with being a bachelor and wants to settle and have kids before he gets too old? Is that what you want? Because I know itâs not.â She gave you this look and crossed her arms over her chest, like she already knew what your answer would be.
She seemed to know all your answers tonight.
âOf course I donât want that. Not now anyway. But he doesnât want that and he doesnât want to sleep around either.âÂ
âSo you two havenât spoken about settling down?â She fired back, already knowing that you had. Your mum was the best reader of people and relationships, probably because she stuck her nose in everyone's business and knew all the ways they failed.
âI mean we have but not for now. Like⊠just so we both know that this isnât a short term kind of thing.â
âY/n, baby. You are so young. So young and gorgeous and smart.â She soothed, leaning forward to cup your face and run her hands over your hair. âYou have your whole life in front of you and the whole world at your fingertips. Why are you settling down with someone whoâs already experienced everything? Would you not rather explore the world with someone who hasnât seen it over and over again?â
âMum, I can still do everything I want to do when Iâm with him." You exasperated, brushing her hands off you. "I can travel and work overseas if I want and I still see my friends and do everything normal. Being in a relationship doesnât stop that and if anything, Harryâs position makes it easier. Heâs stable financially and is happy to slow down and do what I want. Itâs not that he doesnât get a say, but heâs got the freedom and wants to experience everything with me. It may not seem like it, but heâs got a lot of firsts too, mum. Trust me, Iâve thought about it all.â
âLook, I donât know him very well.â She sighed, settling back against the couch. âHeâs been living next door for nearly five years and I couldnât even tell you what footy team he supports, but heâs always been polite and charming. All I can do is go off that and what you tell me and if youâre telling me youâre happy then⊠I guess Iâm happy too. I just donât want you to get hurt, y/n. By anyone.â
âI know. I donât want that either but I promise youâll love him like I do. Youâll see why he means so much to me. You and dad.â You smiled, reaching for her hand and giving it a squeeze.
âI hope so.â She smiled back, squeezing your hand in return. âSo tell me more. Tell me everything.â
The next few hours were spent practically debriefing your entire relationship. You kept the bigger problems private as she simply wouldnât understand the Ethan situation, but you told her everything else you two had been through. If it had something to do with Ethan, you twisted the story a little but for the most part, it was an amazing chat.
You loved your mum more than anything and to actually sit there and talk about Harry so freely and honestly and have her engage properly was the best feeling ever. She freely gave advice (even when you didnât want it) but you were happy with that. You didnât have a lot of boy problems so actually having someone to talk about with her was everything to you. It made you hopeful for the future of your relationship with Harry and took so much weight off your shoulders.
It was liberating.
âOh godâŠâ mum wheezed, her laughter coming to a stop as she finished off her final glass of wine for the evening. âIâm too drunk right now but in the morning weâll brainstorm how to get back at chatty Cathy across the road. She can never ever keep her mouth shut. That woman.â
âWhat? What are you talking about?â Your brows furrowed and that happy, calm energy you had somehow dissipated into thin air.Â
âTracey? The only reason I asked you if you were seeing Harry was because Traceyâs been hinting at it for weeks. I thought I told you.â
âNo⊠you didnât.â
Your mind was suddenly twisting and turning. After everything you had been through with her and Ethan and even just the shit between you and Harry, she still wouldnât leave you alone. You had done nothing to her and left her alone since you moved out for school and yet she still had to run her mouth off about you? You just didnât get it.Â
Harry had recordings over her admitting to lying to you and you had photos of her cheating and she knew that and still decided to try and get some attention her way? Nope. Not on your fucking watch.Â
You were over it. You were over being the target of people who you had nothing to do with. Who only wanted to use you to get money or for some other stupid fucking reason that meant nothing in real life. You were done. So if she was going to run her big fat mouth about you, then you were going to do it right back and you were going to hit her where it hurt the most. Her family.
//
It was only a couple of days later when the truth came out. You werenât trying to hide it from Harry but it also wasnât exactly a conversation you wanted to have over the phone. He got called into work for some client emergency on Sunday which ruined his plan to come spend the day and/or night with you. Then neither of you could see the other until Tuesday as he planned to work from home on Wednesday.Â
You were glad that his quiet days seemed to align with yours because it meant you could spend more time together. Even if you were both busy working or doing uni work, just being in his presence was enough to make you happy. And now that your mum knew about you two⊠it was only a matter of time before you could start spending nights at his house too.
âBaby?â You heard Harryâs voice echo through your apartment, easily being heard in the shower due to your thin walls.Â
âIn here.â You yelled back, scrubbing your nails through your scalp to rinse out the remaining conditioner. Harry accidentally went home with your keypass after going on his morning run the last time he stayed over. He kept it in his shorts pocket so he wouldnât wake you and it wound up in his bags somehow, hence his ability to enter your place without you needing to go downstairs and get him. He wasnât really meant to have them, but it was only for a couple of days and Maeve had your spares so you could still get in and out easily.
âCan I come in?â He asked a moment later, knocking on the bathroom door.Â
âYeah.â
Wordlessly, he opened the door and let himself in, scanning your naked body from head to toe. You were facing the wall with your eyes closed, head tilted back so the water was streaming down your hair. Gorgeous. He had been craving you all day. It was just one of those days where it was shit after shit and all he wanted to do was crawl into bed with you and just be wrapped in your arms.Â
âCan I join you?â Harry asked softly, itching to jump in the hot water with you. He was already loosening his tie. Before entering your bathroom he took off his jacket and shoes so he was ready to let the rest of his clothes fall to the ground without care. You always had showers extremely hot and now that the weather was cooling down, Harry quite liked the sauna it left behind in the bathroom. He didnât particularly enjoy it when it was 30° outside but he never let that stop him from getting in a shower with you.
âOf course, you can.â You smiled, still facing away from him. You always felt a little vulnerable being in a shower with him. Even though he had seen your body plenty of times, there was still something so sacred and personal about getting clean. You were glad you had already washed yourself before he came in because the last thing you needed him to see was you plucking out one of your long hairs from your underarms or ass.Â
âI wasnât sure what time youâd be here.â You hummed, feeling the slide of his cold bare hands along your hips as he joined you in the shower.
âYeah, I had to work late. âM sorry to keep you waiting.â He murmured, kissing your shoulder while wrapping his arms fully around you. You sighed into the touch, tilting your head back to welcome the feeling of his body around yours. He snuggled against you, proper bear-hugging you while digging his forehead into the crook of your neck.Â
âItâs okay. Maeve dragged me to a late Pilates class so I had to wash my hair. I swear I sweat like two litres every time.â You laughed softly, âI wouldâve waited for you. I like being at the door to greet you.â
âI like having you greet me too.â He kissed your neck softly, âdid you have fun at Pilates? I havenât been for a while.â
âI liked it. It was a beginner class so no handstands or anything like you do but Iâm sore already. â You teased, turning around slowly to face him. He kept your body close, immediately kissing you once your faces were in line. âWe should go together sometime. Iâve been trying to get Jay to go but he keeps blowing me off.â You offered, immediately sensing that something was off with him.Â
âIâd like that.â He murmured, pressing his lips against yours again. Harry was craving your comfort. He didnât want to start anything or get too riled up, he just loved the warmth that spread through his chest when his mouth melted into yours. It could be a peck, a pash, a full snogging session. It didnât matter.Â
You combed your fingers through his hair, pushing it away from his face. âHow was your day?â
âShit. Just one of those days, yâknow.â Harry replied, pressing your foreheads together before kissing you again. âI missed you.âÂ
âI missed you too. Do you want to talk about it?â You slowly eased your bodies around so he was facing the water instead of you. He shook his head and let his eyes flutter closed as the hot water streamed over his head. You pushed his hair back from his face, kissing his chest. âOkay.â When Harry wanted to talk heâd willingly do so, so you werenât going to push him. Sometimes work was just shit and you got that. Heâd probably talk about it later once he decompressed and relaxed. âYou want me to wash your hair?â Â
A smile grew on his face at your offer and he tipped his head down to look at you. Harry loved having his hair played with and his scalp scratched. He was like a cat. Sometimes heâd just lay there with his head on your lap for hours while you played with his hair. You first found it out during sex because he liked the pain, especially when his head was between your thighs so it only made sense heâd like it out of the bedroom too.Â
âYou sure?â
You nodded and reached up on your tippy toes to kiss him. âTurn around.âÂ
He pecked your mouth gently as a thank you then turned around to face the water. Wordlessly, you grabbed your shampoo and squeezed some onto your hands, rubbing them together to emulsify before you brought them to his scalp.Â
Harry moaned as you massaged his scalp, using your nails to scratch as you went. âThat feels good.âÂ
âGood.â You hummed, happy to look at the expanse of his back. His back muscles were incredible.Â
It sometimes amazed you how fit he was, but with his daily runs and intense personal training sessions he somehow managed to squeeze into his routine, it really was no wonder that he looked the way he did. He worked his ass off to be as fit as he was and to stay that way and it all paid off because his physique was better than any boy your age.
You joined him in a personal training session once and you had no doubt any of the boys you had been with in the past would fail halfway through. Would you say you participated in said session? No. You were lugged over his shoulders so he could use your weight to do squats though.Â
âAre we okay?â Harry asked suddenly, voice soft.Â
âOf course we are.â You replied instantly. âWhy wouldnât we be?â You continued rubbing circles on his scalp, massaging him to make it more pleasurable and relaxing. Your arms were already starting to ache a little, but it was worth it.Â
âIâm just making sure.âÂ
âI love you, Harry. Nothing will change that.â You murmured, running your hands down from his scalp to massage his neck and over his shoulder. He echoed the sentiment, voice just audible over the water as your lips created the trail for your hands to follow; over his neck and the expanse of his shoulders, down to the middle of his back and as low as you could go without bending.Â
The tension was slowly leaving his body. Tense muscles melting and relaxing, his tense shoulders slumping until he was heavy on his feet. He was completely pliant to your touch and you couldnât wait to wrap your arms around him and cuddle in bed. Part of you even wanted to skip dinner and head straight to bed.
âRinse it, H.â You whispered, kissing a little freckle on his back before pulling back to give him space to turn around. He started scrubbing the shampoo out while you prepared his conditioner, rubbing it through your hands so it covered all your fingers.Â
âYâknow something interesting did happen today. It was quite a spectacle in the neighbourhood.â Harry mused, already feeling better just by your touch and loving words. He stayed facing towards you to catch your reaction, which was as easy to read as ever.Â
âWhat?â You froze for a split second while reaching to thread the conditioner through his hair, already knowing exactly what he was talking about.Â
âTracey was kicked out. Unfortunately I was already on my way to work but she was crying so loud everyone on the street was watching. Apparently, he found out she was cheating on him. You know anything about that?â He had this look of knowing on his face and it was like he knew that you had something to do with it.Â
Shit.Â
âAbout thatâŠâ you smiled sheepishly, putting your hands down to let the conditioner sit in his hair.Â
âI knew it!â He accused, laughing while squeezing your hips. âWhat did you do?â
âOkay, but you canât be mad.â You laughed, poking his chest. âI was going to tell you tonight, okay?âÂ
âMad? Why would I be mad?â His brows knitted together, âIâm sure whatever you did had good reasoning behind it.â
âWell, yeah sheâs a cunt but itâs not that.â Harry laughed loudly at your comment and you could feel his mood being lifted like steam dissipating in the air. You had such a fucking mouth on you sometimes. He loved it. âWhen I got home after we had that talk, everything was normal until my mum and I were watching TV after dinner. She said she had to talk about something and then just flat-out asked me if you and I were sleeping together! Like it was nothing.âÂ
âShit.â His eyes widened, âAnd what did you tell her?â
âI told her the⊠truth.â You were a little nervous to tell him. A lot nervous actually. You knew he was ready to tell your parents whenever you were, but it felt wrong to have that conversation without him. But you couldnât exactly call him or go over to his house after he just told you about his nephew. That wouldâve been all sorts of fucked. Your mum knowing about you two dating meant nothing compared to what he was going through.Â
âYou did?â
âYes. Iâm really sorry.â You rushed out. âI wanted you to know when I was going to do it but I couldnât lie to her when she was straight out asking me the question.â
âAnd you thought Iâd be mad?â He scoffed, laughing softly while tucking your hair behind your ear. âBaby, the only way Iâd be mad is if you were pressured into doing something you werenât ready for. Were you okay having that conversation with her? I know⊠I know you werenât ready to tell your parents yet.â
âHarry she asked me because Tracey was talking shit. After everything, everything we went through and all the fucked up shit she did and she still canât leave me alone. Iâve done nothing to her.â
That manipulative cunt.Â
Harry didnât like to use that word very often. Other than the obvious use when he was trying to degrade you. But there was simply no other word in the English language that summed up who Tracey was. Desperate? Yes. Annoying? Just the sound of her breathing had Harry gritting his teeth. But the only word that truly encompassed everything about her was cunt.
He had no idea that her being kicked out was because she was causing problems again. He assumed it had something to do with you because you were cheeky and sneaky at times, but he didnât expect this. After everything that happened, he thought you guys were done with her.Â
âWhat the fuck? Fucking hell, y/n. Why didnât you tell me?â He was getting a little frustrated at you now and you could see it in his expression. You just grabbed his hair and tilted his hair back, forcing his hair back under the water to rinse the conditioner out. Even though he was annoyed you didnât tell him, he was still pliant to your touch and it took very minimal effort to maneuver his head.Â
âBecause we just spoke about your family and my drama literally doesnât matter compared to what youâre going through. I didnât want to bother you and then I didnât want to tell you over the phone.â
âOf course it matters.â He scoffed, âYou shouldnât have to deal with this shit by yourself. I thought she was dealt with, but clearly not. How long have you known?â
âI found out when my mum asked me about us. I had no idea anything was happening before that.â
âSo⊠what? Traceyâs been running her mouth?â
âBasically.â You sighed, still running your fingers through his hair to get rid of the last bits of conditioner. âShe hasnât said anything directly, but sheâs been making comments and saying random things that makes people think that weâre sleeping together. At least thatâs what my mum said.â
âI donât get why sheâs doing this.â He sighed, âYouâve moved out and weâve left her alone after everything that happened. Sheâs got no reason to come after us again.â
âLike I said, sheâs a cunt.â Your words came out matter-of-factly, eliciting a roll of Harryâs eyes. âSheâs probably bored and thinks that itâs easy to use me to have her fun because Iâm not there to defend myself.â
âBullshit. Iâm there to defend you. Why isnât she scared of me?â Harry scoffed, eliciting a laugh in response.
âHarry sheâs obsessed with you and even if you blackmailed her and stomped all over her old wrinkly heart, she still wants you.â
âI didnât stomp over anything. And Iâm taking your old wrinkly statement as an insult.â
âYeah right. You love being the ripe age of 39. âI get sexier with age, y/nâ.â You quoted, attempting to mimic his low raspy accent. He raised a brow and immediately went for your sensitive spots, squeezing your waist with light twinkling fingers in an attempt to tickle you. âStop!â You squealed, hitting his hands away. âStop it Harry!â
âAdmit I get sexier as I age. Admit it.â He threw back, wrapping one arm around your waist while using the other to tickle you.Â
âI hate you!â You tried to push his hand off, laughing and wiggling and squealing all at the same time. It didnât help that you two were still very much naked. âWhatever. Youâre sexier as you age.â
The tickling stopped instantly and Harry had this smug grin on his face, happy that he beat you. âThank you.â
âYouâre a child.â You rolled your eyes.
âCome on. Finish the story.â He laughed softly, looping his arms around your waist.Â
âI donât even know what I was up to before your ego got bruised.â
He chose to ignore that statement. âYou were explaining how obsessed Tracey is with me.â
âOh, right. Sheâs obsessed with you so obviously she wonât be scared and sheâs not threatened by me. She really didnât think that Iâd retaliate in any way even if I told her I would and now look at her. I think I handled it pretty fucking perfectly.â You announced proudly.Â
It felt a little evil to be so happy over someone elses pain. You had ruined Traceyâs life and yet you were satisfied. It felt justified. In the beginning you never wanted to use your threats against her. You just wanted to be left alone, even if that meant sitting on evidence that she was having an affair. Now though⊠you felt worse about keeping it a secret than using it to get back at her.
âIâd say so.â Harry laughed. âHow did it all happen?â
âShe goes to pilates on Sundays so I waited until she was gone and went over to speak with Oscar. All I did was tell the truth and show him one of the photos of her and Ethan. I felt really bad for him, actually. He believed me even before I showed him a photo but he still wanted to see it, probably for proof so he doesnât have to pay her out.âÂ
âWell shit.â Harry laughed, quickly turning you both around so you got some of the hot water. âHe clearly didnât take it well.â
You shook your head. âNo. I could tell he was trying not to cry. I feel like I shouldâve told him earlier.â You looked away for a moment, âit feels wrong to use one persons tragedy to get back at someone else. Like this is probably the worst thing to ever happen to him and I used it to get back at her. He doesnât deserve that. Neither do his kids.â
âI know. The truth had to come out some way, though. It always does. Donât blame yourself too much for it just because you benefited from it in some way. â He grabbed your chin gently, guiding you to look back at him. âHow did your mum react when you told her about us, anyway?âÂ
You were glad he was switching back to your mum because you really didnât want to dwell to much on Tracey of all people. Or the shittiness you felt.Â
âShe already knew before Tracey started talking about us. She had this look on her face like she was waiting for me to outright say it.âÂ
âWow. Really?â
âYeah⊠she said it was motherâs intuition or whatever. Iâm surprised she waited this long to say something about it, to be honest. She usually canât keep her mouth shut and she already had a glass of wine when we spoke about it.â
Harry smiled at your comment, smoothing his hands over your back. âWas she upset about it? What did she say?â
âWe spoke about it for a long time. She wasnât upset but not thrilled either. I told her how happy I am and a little bit about our relationship so far and she seemed happy that itâs going well, but sheâs still worried. I think sheâs worried about the age gap and⊠well, your reputation. She doesnât want me to get hurt.âÂ
You didnât really want to go through the entire conversation with him. Nothing bad happened but it also felt like something that just you and your mum needed to know about. She gave you a lot of advice that made you feel lucky to have someone like her in your life. She was concerned but she actually listened to you, even when the conversation went a little wild, she listened to you and shared her own opinion as well. It went as well as you couldâve hoped.Â
âMy reputation as inâŠâ
âYour one night stands. Obviously, I assured her that she didnât have to worry about it. She thinks youâre charming but I think that also scares her. Youâre the first real relationship Iâve had and itâs not exactly conventional and⊠I donât know.â You sighed, looking away for a moment, âShe said that she hoped my first love would be someone my age, that Iâd date more before feeling so strongly about someone.â
Harry didnât like the sound of that. So far, your mumâs concerns were valid ones and ones he expected. He never thought it would be easy or something your parents would understand right away and he prepared himself for that. They werenât much older than him so navigating his relationship with them and you would take time.Â
But he didnât like the way those words came out of your mouth. That your mum hoped your first love was someone else and that you had more experience with other people before settling down. You two werenât exactly planning for a baby or anything, it had barely been four months, and neither of you put any expectations on your relationship. You were young and he never imagined himself as the marrying type so you both just wanted to date and love each other and see how things evolved.
But you were still in it for the long haul with each other. This wasnât a short term arrangement or something casual. You two loved each other.Â
For Harry, he had already experienced heartbreak in all forms and he had grown from that. The Harry that survived his very first love was a completely different person to now. It wasnât the only thing that shaped him to be the man he was today, but it contributed a lot to his life. He was at a point in his life now where meeting you and falling in love with you had completely changed how he thought his life would go.
He wanted to settle down with you. He couldnât picture a future without you in it and you made it very clear that you loved him more than anything and you wanted to have that future with him.Â
But you didnât have what Harry had. You didnât have years of making mistakes and meeting people and exploring yourself. Of figuring out who you are and what you want in life. You can do that with a partner and Harry knew he could show you the world and provide experiences you might not have if you were by yourself, but if you took the romance and his undying love for you out of the equation, would he encourage you to give your all to him?Â
If it were anyone else, heâd tell them to keep their options open and grab any opportunities given to them. Was he holding you back from that?
âDo you wish you did? Have more relationships before me?â He solemnly asked, brows knitted together while he waited your reaction.Â
That was a hard question to answer. But you had no regrets in dating Harry and thatâs all that mattered. âIn some ways, yes. I wish I had more experience in how to navigate even being in a relationship. But mostly no. Thereâs no one else Iâd want to share my firsts with. In a lot of ways, youâre my first everything and I wouldnât trade that for the world.â You cupped his face, running your thumbs under his cheeks. âLoving you is the happiest Iâve ever been and hopefully now, the people we love will be part of that too.â
Harryâs gaze softened and time seemed to still around you two. Having this conversation in such a vulnerable place like a shower only added to the intimacy of it all. You had a way of knocking the air out of his lungs. It happened with a look or a sigh, your gorgeous smile. And it definitely happened when you said things like this.Â
âI want to give you the world, y/n. I want to give you everything you want. You tell me and itâs yours.â He murmured, gazing deep in your eyes.
âI just want you.â You whispered, âItâs all Iâve ever wanted, really.â
His eyes flickered between yours as he tipped his head forward to rest his forehead against yours. His wet hair dripped down your cheek, running down your jaw and neck, all the way until it joined the water at your feet. âI just want you too. Always.âÂ
You smiled and pulled his mouth down towards you, pressing your body against his to get impossibly closer to him. He wrapped his arms fully around you, squeezing you against him so every inch of your pretty soft skin melted into his. Your mouths blended into one, lips brushing together in a slow languid kiss.Â
His tongue slid across your bottom lip and you freely gave him access to your mouth so he could slip in and run his tongue against yours. God, everything about it was so sexy. The steam clouding over you both, how good your wet bodies felt pressed together⊠the way his cock started to harden against your thigh, unable to spring up in that way you loved due to how close you two were.Â
âI thinkâŠâ You gasped, breaking free to run your mouth over his jaw. âYou should finish your showerâŠâ You pressed kisses in a path towards his ear, kissing his lobe once you got there before playfully tugging at it between your teeth. Harry whimpered in your ear, reaching down to squeeze your ass in both hands. â...and join me in bed.â
With that, you kissed his neck then unwrapped yourself from his arms, smirking as you slid past him to grab your towel. His hand snapped out suddenly, clasping around your wrist. âDonât go.â
Harry looked like a starved man. His chest was heaving, cock heavy and hard between his legs and his lips all red and puffy from your kisses. You wouldâve fucked him right there if shower sex didnât scare the hell out of you.Â
âIâll get you a towel.â You blew him a little kiss, ignoring the crazed look in his eyes and walking away. Oh did you love a tease.Â
It wasnât long before Harry had you pinned to your bed, grinding his hips in slow deliberate strokes. Your entire love making was just that, making love. It was slow and deep, full of so many kisses you could barely breathe. His body was pressed heavy on top of you and he made sure you felt every inch of him that you could. Every inch of his cock, every inch of his heavy muscle and soft sweaty skin.
The window above your bed was still open, a clear view of the moon above your heads. It was a view you two decided was worth putting your pillows down by your feet when you were finished so you could lay the opposite direction and look outside. You had a nice view of the water, though it was particularly dark outside and the moon was so bright it took your entire process.Â
âI still canât believe she knows.â Harry murmured, looking up from where his head rested on your chest.
âWho?â You whispered, missing the context of his comment, âMy mum?âÂ
âMmh.â he nodded, looking down to where your hands were joined and resting on your stomach. âIt feels⊠good. I donât know how to explain it, but it feels like weâre moving onto the next step.â
âI feel the same. I feel better knowing sheâs supportive. I had a feeling she would be, but itâs nice knowing Iâve got her on my side when we tell my dad.â
âMmh.â He hummed in agreement, looking at the string of pearls around your neck. You put them back on after the shower and he found himself mesmerised by the way they twinkled under the moon light. âyâknow I told my mum I was seeing someone. After our weekend away.â
âYou did?â you frowned slightly.
âI didnât say anything too personal or anything because we were keeping it quiet.â He assured, sensing the slight panic in your voice. âBut I wanted her to know I have someone in my life who makes me happy.âÂ
You smiled, that slight beat of worry completely gone. âWhat did you tell her about me?â
âNot much. Just your name and that youâre studying. I didnât want to show her any photos without asking you. She gets a bit excited and I knew if I sent her something sheâd tell everyone about it.â He rolled his eyes, but you could tell by his tone that he loved that quality about her. Pausing, he looked from the moon to you. âI think youâd like her.â
âShe sounds like my type of gal.â You grinned, âIâm excited to meet her.âÂ
âI think sheâd cry if you said that. Happy tears of course.âÂ
You laughed softly, swiping your fingers through his hair. It had dried down after the shower and your activities and became all fluffy and dishevelled. You loved it in its natural state.
âWould you like to meet her?â Harry asked suddenly, his voice soft so only you could hear it. There was no one in your apartment but you yet the moment was so intimate and quiet, he didnât want to ruin it. âWe could facetime?â He looked up at you, expression hopeful for your response.Â
âHarry Iâd love that.âÂ
âReally?â His eyes widened ever so slightly, like he was surprised youâd agree. âYou would?â
âOf course I would.â You assured, smiling while dancing your fingers across his jaw. âSet it up. Whenever suits her.âÂ
âOkay.â He grinned, reaching up to kiss you quickly before settling back down on your chest to look out at the moon, âI will.â
It felt so right and natural to take this next step. There were nerves about it, of course, and you couldnât lie and say you werenât scared that Anne wouldnât like you or that youâd make a fool out of yourself. But you knew a decent amount about her and even if you didnât, you knew youâd love her simply based off the fact you loved Harry. That was enough.Â
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Illicit 10
Here we are, babes. The last official part of the main Illicit story. Itâs bittersweet because I finally completed something lmao but also, I really love them and their story.
Safe to say this isnât the last youâll see of them. Iâm fully planning on doing little flashbacks and check ins with them, feel free to let me know what you would like to see/if you have any unanswered questions. Thank you for reading!
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Warnings- mention of wounds, stitching, having children, marriage talk, nightmares, etc
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âHarry, for the love of god, please be careful of your arm.â Y/N winced in worry as the man carried firewood over to their fire pit. He had not been taking his injury half as seriously as he had been taking Y/Nâs concussion, treating her like the âdelicate little bird she was.â Heâd gotten an eye roll for that. Of course he wasnât letting her help lug the wood for their night in front of the fire. Sheâd requested with sleepy eyes earlier in the morning to make smores because theyâd been in her dream and Harry was giving her basically anything she wanted.Â
âMâfine, baby.â He laughed, appreciating her concern but knowing the injury barely stung anymore. âThe stitches are coming out tomorrow, and we pushed it, keeping them until then. Only kept them because you wanted me to.âÂ
It had been about 2 weeks since the attack and theyâd left for the lake house. As much as he knew it was terrifying for the both of them, he was utterly relieved to have Katherine behind bars. Heâd made sure to keep updated by his contact in the force to know what was happening with her case. Apparently she had really lost it, but Harry didnât give a fuck. He wanted her to rot behind bars, to live miserably and have Y/N be safe without the threat of some crazy ex-who-isnât-an-ex looming in the background.Â
Harry had kept work to a minimum, only logging in to oversee the decisions he had to make. There had been no calls besides the nightly one with his COO to ensure things were running smoothly. Other than that, his entire attention had been on Y/N. Theyâd barely left the house considering at first Y/N had been a bit embarrassed of her injuries. Another reason heâd hate Katherine until the day he died. Harry always was one to hold grudges, he was infamous for it. Sheâd never know peace if the man had anything to do with it.Â
They were healing incredibly well, Harry taking the time at night to set her on the bathroom counter and wipe them clean and apply the healing ointment to them. The only one that was more than a fading scab was the one on her head along with the slight discoloration the black eye had caused. Other than that, he was more than relieved to see her bouncing back. The only thing that plagued him still was the nightmare.Â
His nightmares.Â
Theyâd always start the same, almost a play by play of what had happened to him walking into the home and up the stairs- only when he got there it had been too late. In his nightmare, the knife had already taken Y/Nâs life and he couldnât do anything to save her. He always woke up before the knife struck him, but it actually hurt him. It was a little difficult for him to admit to her, always wanting to be the strong one when it came to their pairing- someone for her to lean on fully- but she had cried once he told her and insisted that she wanted to be there for him. That a partnership was made out of balance and while she could offer him some of the same things he did for her, she was more than capable to be his emotional shoulder to cry on. It had been a tough thing to come to terms with but this week seemed to be healing. Not just physically, either.Â
âMs. Greta, please tell him to take it easy.â Y/N pouted at the older woman who brought out the tray of sâmore making supplies. Sheâd made sure to add the peanut butter cups as requested.Â
âIâm afraid if he wonât listen to you, he wonât listen to anyone.â She chuckled. âMen will be men, and that includes straining their physical health for the macho man act. One day they learn we do know what we are talking about.â A little wink was sent her way as Harry huffed, arranging the wood in the fire pit with a grumble.Â
âBecause Iâm fine.â He stressed, standing up straight and crossing his arms. âItâs healed up nicely. Iâm more than capable of setting up a little fire.â Crossing over to Y/N, he stole a kiss before grabbing the lighter and a few other things. âJust sit pretty and let your man do the work, baby. Iâve got it.âÂ
There was a snort heard from both women but Ms. Greta was now off the clock, wishing them a good night before retreating into the house. As much as he loved having the woman around, he really was obsessed with this alone time with Y/N. There was the residual guilt he had over her being treated less than ideally because he was juggling the faux relationship and the contract, but he knew now that he was going to have to take a bit of a step back from work in order to do that. Heâd delegate as he was supposed to be doing to begin with, assign more to his assistant, take Y/N more places and on more dates out in public. He couldnât fucking wait to attent events with her and show her off.Â
Heâd been waiting months to let people know who his heart belonged to, and he was finally getting the chance to do so. It was obvious now since the articles had been a media frenzy over the attack, things leaked he couldnât pinpoint. The only thing he had been commenting on was the fact that Y/N wasnât a mistress, Katherine wasnât his lover that was scorned, and there was no true excuse for the actions. It was a good thing in hindsight that they were there, alone. No one had a true clue about the location and he didnât feel like being hounded by paparazzi- though hopefully they knew better now than to test him and his hatred for the cameras.
One thing that had been burning into him, though, was a question heâd been wanting to ask her. One he knew that was a bit unorthodox but a necessary one nonetheless.Â
She sat across his lap, his hoodie covering her tank top and denim shorts as her legs swung slightly while they waited for the fire to burn a bit hotter so they could roast their marshmallows.
âWhen would you like to get married?â He asked. âAnd how many kids are we thinking about?âÂ
The girl nearly snapped her neck as she looked at him with wide eyes, the not so casual question leaving his mouth as if it was him asking what she wanted for dinner. Harry always did find a way to shock the hell out of her but this was definitely one of the top questions that had caught her off guard. Secretly, sheâd assumed Harry had that all figured out. He always made sure to let her know how much he appreciated her opinions and her thoughts, that they were important to him- but he was a planner. Harry was the man in charge and she was happy to let him be. It took a lot of weight off of her shoulders that she wouldnât admit to anyone else actually weighed on her.Â
âUhâŠâ She blinked at him a few times. âIâm not sure. Kinda figured youâd be the one to pop the question. But honestly⊠Maybe a year? A few months? I dunno.â There was a slight lump in her throat. âIâve no doubt I want to be with you the rest of my life so part of me feels like Iâd probably be fine eloping right now if that was something you wanted but⊠We haven't really had the chance to be a couple out in the open. While I doubt thatâs going to change much considering we feel so strongly, I think it would be kind to ourselves to let us iron out some of the details first before we fully tie the knot.â There wasnât a right or wrong answer but it still made her a little nervous to answer. âAs for kids? Iâm not sure. 2? 3? Iâd probably say we have one first and figure it out from there.â It wasnât like theyâd have to worry about resources externally but she knew Harry valued family more than anything and heâd want to be an active father. Heâd already indulged that detail to her one night when they were particularly loved up. However, neither of them had any children so they didnât know the workload it would entail, nor did they know how theyâd work as parents. Of course theyâd figure it out but it would make it a bit more clear on how many they could handle.
âFirst of all, as much as Iâd love to call you my wife right this second⊠I could never deprive you of the wedding you deserve.â Y/N had told him about the fact that she had always dreamt about her wedding as a little girl. She had pinterest boards full of themes and wedding dresses sheâd want to try and cake designs. He wasnât about to deprive her of those things for his selfish needs.. Harry knew he was indeed a selfish bastard in every other facet of his life, but when it came to Y/N and his soon to be family? That was his only exception. âMy mum would probably keel over dead if I did that too. Trust me, youâre going to get your princess wedding.â There was no debating that. âAnd for kids⊠Iâd love to give you many, many babies.â His tone turned smooth, a little smirk lighting up his face and the twinkle of his eye. âBut I think I agree. My idea had been 2-4, but Iâll take as many as youâll give me. Always.â His hand pulled her in so he could press a kiss to her cheek, muttering a soft declaration of love.Â
âLove you more.â She sighed, leaning further into his chest. âIâm so happy that we can live our lives when we get back. I know itâll probably be a little crazy but there's no more hiding. We can go out and hold hands and kiss, people are going to know we belong to each other.â The giddiness on her face was bittersweet. âIâm so excited to be with you properly.â
The tinge of guilt hit him full on in the stomach, making him frown as he looked into the fire. He knew he had fucked up several times on this journey and Y/N just had a lot of patient and given him a lot of grace when he knew for a fact most other people wouldnât- but that made it feel a little worse. Heâd been wrong in not ditching the contract immediately. âBaby?â He said, voice quieter as he met her eyes. âIâm sorry. Genuinely sorry that Iâm a stubborn son of a bitch and I didnât just dissolve the contract and take on a lawsuit. I should have done it the day I met you because I knew you were going to mean a lot to me even there. I⊠I know Iâve told you a lot how you were the first and only person to ever make me feel the way you do, but itâs more than that. And my hard headed shit got us into something awful. I know I fucked up and you are more generous than I deserve butâŠâ His fingers tenderly moved the hair from her face, stroking her cool cheek. âIâm going to work every single day for the rest of my life to make it up to you. Iâm going to make you the most spoiled, well traveled, happiest woman I possibly can.â His voice stayed quiet as he searched her eyes for any hint of resentment but somehow there wasnât any there.Â
âH.. I knew what I signed up for. Youâd been nothing but honest with me the night I ignored you. You laid it all out for me. I knew that you were taken in name only and I liked you so much that I agreed. I never felt like I played second to her. You can say a lot of things about you, lovely, but subtle isnât one of those things. You never made me feel like she was important. I understood how important your business was to you- itâs the most important thing to you. Did I like seeing you with her? No. But you made it so clear to me that I was yours and you were mine, I never felt like⊠I never had any competition.â Y/N tried to soothe the ache she knew he felt. Of course she hadnât liked people thinking he belonged to someone else but she knew he loved her. The most she had ever been loved, the most unashamed.Â
âFirst, I have a correction- You are the most important thing to me. Iâd give it all up for you.â That wasnât a sentence anyone could take lightly, nor one he would ever thought he would say. It used to be the truth, but now it was far from it. âYou are my life.â His gaze bore into her own as he cupped her cheek. âThere was never any competition. If we want the honest truth, I thought Iâd marry as a business decision. I thought Iâd probably not have any kids considering I only ever wanted children out of love. I was happy working until I was gray and about to keel over. Business was my only reason for being, and it wasnât something I minded- but you gave my life so much more, so much color, my angel.â Heâd never sounded more fond in his life, looking at his heaven sent gift perched in his lap. âI didnât realize there was more to life until I met you. You opened my eyes and made my heart soften. I give a shit about a lot more than numbers now and itâs because of you.âÂ
People could say he did it himself but he knew the truth. Without meeting Y/N his life would have been the same robotic function it had been since he got out of uni, and he wouldnât have complained. Heâd never know how much he would miss out on. âI thank whoever in the world sent you to me every damn day and you know mânot religious. You are my miracle. It made me feel so fucking sick walking in that house and thinking you were hurt, I have never in my life felt that sort of terror. But Iâd do it all again in order to keep you.â The scar on his arm was a reminder of that.Â
âI love you, H. The most in the world.â Her eyes watered a little as she smiled at him. âIâm sorry you got scared. I was scared too, scared she would do worse with that knife though Iâm still upset you got hurt at all. But Iâd go through every bit of it again too.â She sniffled, feeling his thumb brush under her eye as a tear fell. âI know I want everything with you. The marriage and babies and our own house with a pool, if thatâs something you want too. Youâre the love of my life.âÂ
âAnd youâre mine.â He mumbled, pressing his lips to hers. âMâgonna spend every day proving that to you. Just wait and see, my angel. My heart is yours.â Â
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Nails dug into Harryâs back as he rocked slowly into his girl in their brand new home. One heâd bought her as a surprise when they arrived back into the city, leaving their old memories behind in the other penthouse and moving on to the next chapter in the rest of their lives.Â
âH-HarryâŠâ She bleated, holding on to him while the other hand grabbed his face and pulled his face down so he could be kissed. âThank you. You always take c-care of me.â
His pace as slow and deep, pressing in as far as he could go on the brand new sheets theyâd picked out together. The sunset bled into their room as they breathed each other in, wrapped up in their covers on their first night sleeping there. Heâd spared no expense making sure he got the best of the best for her. He was dedicated to the cause, dedicated to proving to her that she was the most precious thing to him in the world.Â
âMâalways going to take care of you, my love.â He nudged his nose against hers as he dipped his hips to get deeper inside of her. It was like they couldnât get close enough to one another, her legs wrapped snug around his hips while he kept himself up with one hand, the other under her neck. The term making love was fully about this. It was unmistakable. âYou were made for me.âÂ
He couldnât wait to spend every morning like this for the rest of his life. The man who used to cringe at the idea of fucking anyone face first now had it as his preferred position, wanting to make sure he could see every second of her reactions to him. She was snug around his cock, taking him like it was her only job in the world. Heâd had no problem doing only this for the rest of his life.Â
âAnd you were⊠you were made for me. Weâre made for each other.â Y/N nodded, pressing another open mouthed kiss to his lips as he kept the steady pace, hitting the delicious spot he always knew how to find. âYou know my body perfectly. Itâs yours forever.â It was both the truth and a bit of a taunt, knowing how much he loved when she spoke like that.Â
âYou are. Youâre mine and mâall yours, never have to share me. I love you so fucking much, Y/N.â He whimpered as her fingers tangled in his hair, tugging on it as she was filled over and over again. He hit the perfect spot and was trying to get her to cum, trying to have her finish all over him so he could do the same and stay deep inside for a while. Craving this sort of closeness was an addiction, one he didnât plan on cutting. The obsession with Y/N grew each and every day. âI canât wait to make you my wife.â
The woman whined out his name at the last sentence, tugging him closer with her legs as she soaked up every bit of heat from him. It didnât matter what happened, who tried to get in their way- they would always belong to one another. There was an understanding between both of them knowing this love was bone deep, soul deep, it only deepened by the day. When it felt like they couldnât love each other more it just kept growing, no matter how full they felt. It was everything.Â
A love like this was something people revered as pure, perfect, something that everyone craved and yearned for. Something out of a book or a movie, the sort of feeling that trumps all other people and situations. Their passion and yearning for one another had been cultivated in anything but pureness, it was made in the dark. It always made him laugh a little to know that such a concept had blossomed into a real, tangible thing that he could feel between their bodies, something he could see when he looked at her, something he could taste when he kissed her.Â
A love that stayed between the lines wasnât the type that grew stronger- thatâs why he smiled when they called it illicit.
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Hey could you help me find a fic. I started reading it and lost it, could not remember who wrote it. Basically reader is in a relationship with a personal trainer named grayson and she starts working as Harryâs assistant and reader starts having problems in her relationship with grayson. And i just have NOT been able to find it and itâs been driving me crazy cause i didnât finish lmao.
does anyone know??!
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Our Place*
Summary: An extra for 404*
The one where Harry invites you back to his apartment for the first time and it doesn't go as planned.
Word Count: 1.7k
Content Warning:Â 18+, smut, breeding kink, angst (happy ending), use of a safe word
Harryâs apartment is nicer than you expected.Â
The furniture is cozy, the dĂ©cor is unique, and his bedroom is well kept. He even has fresh flowers on his kitchen table.Â
It surprised you, even though it shouldnât. Harry doesnât seem like a dirty guy, but truthfully, you were still shocked to find he had both sheets on his bed and no clothes on the ground.
You take in the tiny details of his life as he kisses down your neck and slips his fingers into your jeans. Heâd wrangled you onto the bed only seconds after you walked through the door. He didnât want to give you a tour of the whole apartment. Just the bedroom. Which you were more than all right with.Â
Heâs oddly desperate, given the circumstances. Maybe he always is, but tonight feels different. Tonight feelsâŠhopeful.
âShit, Tink,â he groans into your ear when he feels how wet youâve become. âSâthis just because you rode my bike?â
You gently swat the back of his head. âStop it.â
âWhat?â He noses under your jaw. âFelt you squirming back there, Princess. Did you really think I wouldnât notice how you were trying to get yourself off to the vibrations?â
You wince. You didnât even realize youâd been doing it. âI was not, I was justâŠthe adrenaline was a lotââ
âUh-huh.â He laughs and something about it sounds like honey. âSâfine, baby. You know I donât mind.â
âWellâŠI wasnâtââ
âSure. Can I fuck you now?â
You huff. âThatâs why Iâm here.â
He rips your jeans down your legs, tossing them over his shoulder and somewhere onto the floor. The warm air feels good and itâs then that you realize heâs right. Youâre soaked, all the way through your panties.
But instead of taunting you further, he only tugs them aside and pulls his cock out.Â
âI thinkâŠâ he murmurs as he lines himself up, ââŠitâs high time I got you pregnant.â
Your mouth falls open in a moan as he drops a glob of spit onto your clit and pushes in. Â
Youâve noticed that his breeding kink makes an appearance more often than not these days. Which you arenât exactly complaining about. After all, you have one, too. Mostly thanks to him.
But it surprises you all the same as he starts to work himself in and out of your tight cunt, whispering the filthiest promises.Â
âThink I wonât do it, hm? I will. Swell this pretty belly with my cum. Sâwhat it was made for, wasnât it? To take me. Have my babies. Gonna stretch you so prettyâŠget your tits leaking. Youâll let me have a taste, wonât you, Princess?â
You try to respond but how can you? You feel as though youâve been fucked dumb. Unable to hear anything past the pounding of blood in your ears.
His glasses start to slip down his nose. He almost always takes them offâtheyâre mostly for reading anyway. But you like the look of them. Like how studious it makes him seem...how scandalous.
So, you nudge them back up. Desperate to see him exactly the way he always is.
He smirks. âYou all right there, Tink?â
You nod weakly. âYesâŠyeah. Mâfine.â
âThinking about what I said?â He kisses down your chest. âThinking about calling me Daddy for real? Having our babies?"
Our. A word you didnât think belonged to you. Because Harry doesnât belong to you. And you donât belong to him. Youâre two separate people. Even when you fuck, heâs in his world and youâre in yours. You werenât meant to be an âour.â
You chalk this up to a slip of the tongue. Something you say when you're threatening to breed someone. And you choose not to give it any power. Because you know what happens if you do.
The fucking gets harder. Faster. Heâs chasing a high. In fact, he's been chasing it since earlier in the bar when he saw you with another man. And you know heâs trying to hold off for you, but he wants to cum. He wants to paint your belly with his seed and fuck it back in. Wants to make good on his word even if he shouldnât.
Your nails scratch down his back, damp and covered in sweat. But his muscles feel good in your hands and you whimper as you hike a leg over his hip and bury him in your pussy.
In your lust-filled haze, your attention drifts. Head rolling to the side as you focus on the soft grunts in your ear.Â
But then, your eyes find something on his dresser.
Your heart stops.
In fact, everything stops. Your breathing, your noises, your gentle rolls to meet his thrusts.
It all stops. And you whisper, âRed.â
He quickly falls still. A rather impressive feat given how anxious he is to find release. From 100 to 0 in only seconds, and you almost feel guilty as you sense him glance at you.
âWhatâs wrong?â he asks through labored inhales. âWhatâŠwhat happened, what do you want me to do?â
But you donât look back. You keep your focus on the piece of furniture in the corner of his room and you will yourself not to cry.
Eventually, he looks, too. And when he realizes, the air in the room shifts.
He lets out a soft sigh and drops his hand to your hip. Squeezing it once. âTinkâŠâ
You say nothing. Tears are pooling behind your lashes and your chest feels tight.Â
âTink,â he tries again, firm. His grip tightens on your waist. âTinkerbellâ"
âSheâs beautiful,â you breathe. You take in a soft gasp. âOh, my god, Harry, sheâsâŠsheâs so beautiful.â
Heâs quiet for only a moment. âYeah. She was,â he agrees gently.
You canât take your eyes away from the picture frame. The guilt is so much worse now than it was before. Your heart is in your throat, in your ears, lying on the floor next to your jeans.Â
You shouldnât be here. You shouldnât be here. In his bedâtheir bedâfucking the man she died loving. While he promises to get you pregnant and give you his babies.
And how is he so calm? How the fuck is he looking at her picture while still inside of you instead of screaming at you to leave his apartment? How can he be okay with cheating on her with you?
âPrincess,â he says again, and grabs onto your jaw to force your focus back to him. âTalk to me, what do you want me to do?â
Your lashes flutter. âWhat?â
âYou said red,â he reminds you. âWhich means we stop. But I need to know if youâre in pain or if I can pull out?â
It takes a moment for you to blink the fog from your mind and understand. But when you do, your stomach wrenches. âIâŠwait, shit, IâŠI want you to finish, I justâŠI saw her photo, andââ
âI know,â he interrupts softly. He gives you a gentle smile. âYeah, I know. Iâve been there. But red means stop. And weâre gonna honor that. No matter why you said it.â
You whimper. âHarry, waitââ
âIâm gonna pull out,â he says, ignoring your plea. âAnd then weâre gonna talkââ
âHarryâŠHarry come on, you canâtââ
But he does. Even though he winces as slips himself out, teeth gritting together to keep from coming.Â
But once heâs out, he delicately closes your legs, and sits beside you. âOkay,â he begins. He keeps your eyes on him. âWhatâs going on up there?âÂ
He nods at your forehead and you want to cry. âNothing, I justâŠIâŠâ
âYouâve never seen her before.â
You shake your head. âI donât think so.â
âAnd you werenât expecting to see her now,â he says for you. âEspecially when we were fucking.â
You sniffle. âIt felt like we were cheating. Like I was helping you hurt her. And thenâŠand then I got worried that maybe you only brought me back here so you could pretend I was her. You know? With all the stuff aboutâŠabout babiesâŠand us, andâŠandââ
âOkay, breathe,â he instructs. He cups your cheek and presses his thumb to your trembling lips. âBreathe, Tink. Slow.â
Forced to obey, you suck in shallow gasps for air until your heart rate slows and your head doesnât feel so dizzy.
Pleased, he says, âI know youâre not her, Tink. I donât want you to be.â
Your expression softens.
âI brought you here because youâre the only person I want to see in the place she once lived,â he continues. His voice is strong. Steady. Like heâs given this far more thought than you anticipated. âAfter she died, I left it the same. I didnât touch anything. Not the furniture she picked out. Not the dumb, cute little bowls she insisted we buy. Not the coffee pot that doesnât work but she loved because she swore it made her coffee taste better. None of it.â
The tears fall down your cheeks, fast and without mercy.Â
âI didnât invite people over because I wanted to pretend she still lived here,â he tells you. âI wanted it to still be our place. Not just mine. And the thought of bringing someone else back here feltâŠwrong.â
You grab onto his wrist to keep his hand close and he smiles.Â
âAnd then you,â he murmurs, dipping down to nuzzle his nose against yours. A display of affection youâd never expect from him. âAnd yeah, youâre annoying, and I hate you. But she would have fucking loved you.â
You nearly sob.Â
âI want you here,â he says. âI want to talk about getting you pregnant and having our babies. I want to fuck you on this bed and I want to make you cry for a very different reason.â
You laugh through the tears.
âLook, I donât believe in guardian angels and an afterlife and all that shit,â he admits. âBut sometimes, I swear she sent you to me. And yeah, I probably should have moved the picture first. That was my fault, I havenât had anyone in here in a while. ButâŠyouâre not her, Tink. Youâre you. And thatâs exactly who I want you to be.â
You canât stop the next wave of emotion as you sling your arms around his neck and pull him close. He chuckles in your embrace but doesnât fight you. He holds you, too. For as long as you both need.
âI hate you, too,â you finally whisper.
He smiles.
âHarry?â
âMm?â
ââŠcan we please finish now?â
He leans back to see you. âAre you sure?â
âVery.â You kiss him. âAfter all, you promised to get me pregnant. And I canât leave until you do, Daddy."
The groan against your lips is delicious and devious.
And itâs everything youâve ever wanted.
âAs you wish.â
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would Ălan!Harry ever get jealous with (Y/N)? Seeing as to how they don't make their relationship public (yet!), people would still definitely hit on her, so how would he deal with that?
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"One more?"Â
Harry's lips grew into a lopsided smile at (Y/N)'s request. It would never lose its shine, would it?Â
"One more, but I don't want to be the one in trouble for your lipstick this time," he conditioned with a raised brow.Â
"Okay, fine," (Y/N) answered right away, waving his terms off with a fluttering hand, "Just one more before we have to go inside."Â
Pressing his lips to her own perfectly painted pair, Harry was determined to keep it light and fleeting, knowing that there were cameras lurking just up ahead. It wouldn't be a good look for either of them to emerge from the back of this SUV with (Y/N)'s lipstick smeared and the remnants on Harry's own mouth.Â
Of course, his determination hinged on just how well behaved (Y/N) was going to be. Which, as he'd learned through the course of their tabloid facade, wasn't something that happened often. It was her that deepened the kiss with a tip of her head, fitting his bottom lip between her two.Â
How was he supposed to say no to that?
She knew he'd given in as soon as he felt the faint curl of her lips against his, a smug victory smile.Â
Though, her victory didn't last much longer than that.Â
The ever patientâand discreetâman he was, Sully knocked on the partition as a warning that they were quickly approaching the venue of the night's party. It was Harry who had to have the power to pull away first, leaving (Y/N) with a puffed pout and only slightly smudged lipstick. He didn't even want to think about how much of the red was now painted over his own mouth.Â
"Donât give me that look," he told her, swiping a thumb over a smudge just under her bottom lip.Â
His command only garnered him a set of narrowed eyes to go along with her pout. "I don't even want to be here tonight, why can't we go home?"Â
"Because," he said, canting his head as she did the same, "Y'told Francesca you'd be here tonight, and I know y'wouldn't leave her by herself."Â
"She'll make friends," she huffed, though Harry knew he'd won her over as soon as she turned away in search of the compact in her purse.Â
"It's gonna be alright, darling," he told her, slinging an arm around her shoulders as she clicked open her mirrors and touched up her lipstick, "We'll go home early if y'really want."Â
"I do really want," she petulantly mumbled, cleaning up the slight smudging outside of the line of her mouth. "H, you messed up my lipstick."Â
That was enough to have him throwing his head back with a laugh.
By the time Sully had pulled up to the entrance of the high-rise the party was taking place at, (Y/N) had primed her appearance and put on her socialite facade. Harry had sat at her side, being her anchor as she centered herself and let the side of her personality that loved cameras and attention take over.Â
"Ready?" he'd murmured once they pulled up to the entrance of the building.
She chirped out and Mh-hm a small smile on her lips. "Ready to be my bodyguard?"
"If y'can behave," he countered, sliding his arm off of her shoulders once he saw the first flashes of the camera aimed at the SUV.Â
"We'll see," she smiled just before sliding down the leather seats and pushing the door open.Â
Harry had no choice but to follow after her, shaking his head just before stepping out into the flashing lights with her. Schooling his features, he slipped on his own facade. Despite what the tabloids wrote and the blurry photos supposedly circulating online, when they stepped in public, Harry was her bodyguard. Especially when it comes to parties like this.
He'd be her lover later, he had to make sure she was safe first.Â
The entrance wasn't packed with photographers, but there were still enough people for Harry to hover just behind her. He'd learned his lesson well while in Paris that summerâit didn't matter just how few paparazzi were following her, it only took one to push the limits.Â
She kept her head down when the few waiting outside the event started talking to her, speaking over one another with calls of her name. None of them acted particularly invasive, speaking rudely to her or invading her space, especially seeing as there wasn't anything particularly scandalous circulating about her at the moment. Nonetheless, while (Y/N) politely smiled and kept her space, Harry was the intimidating presence behind her that reminded others just how important it was for them to keep their distance.Â
Following as her quiet shadow, Harry kept his hands to himself as they were escorted to the penthouse floor for the party. If not for the attendant in the lift, he may have attempted to get one more touch of her skin against his, though he instead settled for a sidelong glance that had her lips tipping into a small smile.Â
When the doors opened directly to the penthouse space, Harry tipped his head, gesturing for (Y/N) to go first. She thanked the attendant with a quiet thank you before she stepped into the fluttering party.
It was a decidedly more low-key event compared to the many that (Y/N) frequented, most of the attendants having spilled out towards the open air patio. The rest of the space was full of modern, minimalist decor. Walls were made of glass panelling, everything coming in different shades of cream and nude, manicured greenery being placed throughout the space in an attempt to make it look more lived in than it most likely was. Staff traipsed through the space with trays of hors d'oeuvres and flutes of bubbly alcohol.Â
"Do you see Fran anywhere?" (Y/N) murmured, her fingers joining into a fumbling bundle at her middle.Â
Continuing his scan over the crowd, Harry stuffed his own hands into his pockets to keep from plucking (Y/N)'s up in an attempt to soothe her. "Not yet. Do y'know if she's here yet?"Â
"I don't know, she hasn't texted me since before we left." At that, (Y/N) pulled out her phone, most likely pulling up Francesca's shared location. Her expression fell at whatever she saw on her screen. "She hasn't even left her apartment yet."Â
"That's alright," he told her, keeping his voice low, "She'll be here soon. Do y'want a drink?"Â
Just as she opened her mouth to give an answer, (Y/N) was interrupted by a voice Harry didnât recognize. Though plenty of strangers approached her while they were out and about, especially at events such as this, it still put him on edge. Peering around the perfect style of (Y/N)'s hair, he found a man with dark hair and grown in facial hair approaching her. He was inches shorter than Harry, but with the way the group he'd drifted away from admired him, he could have been seven feet tall.Â
"Hi," (Y/N) politely answered. Harry didn't have to see her expression to be able to picture the neutral set to her mouth and the practiced light in her eyes.Â
"Sorry," the man said, voice accented with lilting vowels and an undulating melody. His eyes never strayed from (Y/N). "I don't mean to interrupt, I was just hoping I'd run into you while I was in the city. I'm Luca."Â
"Oh, no worries," she answered, just as perfectly pleasant as always, "Nice to meet you."Â
Harry watched on as she reached out a manicured hand for him to shake, only for Luca to bring her hand to his lips and press a kiss to her knuckle.Â
His hands in his pockets clenched.Â
This was the downside to keeping their relationship on the down lowâeveryone loved to assume she was available for the taking.Â
"Nice to meet you as well," Luca drawled, looking at (Y/N) through a fan of dark lashes. It was with a sudden glance in his direction that Luca seemed to realize she hadn't been standing off by herself. "Excuse me, I didn't mean to be rude. I'm Luca."Â
With a clenched jaw, Harry offered his own greeting, reciprocating Luca's outstretched hand for no other reason than to ensure he wouldn't let it wander back towards (Y/N).Â
"Nice to meet you," Harry said, voice a bit stifled as he assessed the man before him.Â
"Are youâuhâa friend of (Y/N)'s?" Luca asked, taking a step back with his hand giving a slight flex before settling it into his pocket. The action had Harry's lips quirking into a small smile; it was entirely intentional just how tight his handshake was, but he would never admit that.Â
"I'm her bodyguard."Â
It was always with that statement that Harry had assessing eyes tracing over his form, taking stock of who he was as if his merits for his profession were painted on his clothing or tattooed on his arms.Â
"I bet she keeps you busy then, this one," Luca attempted to tease as if he knew anything at all about he or (Y/N).
Before Harry could manage to snip out his own reply, (Y/N) took over. "Luca, have we met before? Sorry, if I've forgottenâI have the worst memory," she laughed, "You look familiar."Â
That seemed to be just the question Luca had been waiting for, a dazzling smile settling on his features. "Ah, well," he started, suddenlyâdeceptivelyâbashful with his eyes dropping to his feet, "I am an F1 driverâfor Ferrari, actually. You may have seen one of my races."Â
Harry had to make a point to keep from rolling his eyes.Â
"Oh wow," (Y/N) bubbled, perfect persona in place, "That's really cool! I have a friend who really enjoys that kind of thing, so maybe I've seen you on T.V."Â
"Yeah?" he chirped, decidedly more willing to talk about his profession now that (Y/N) may be familiar with him, "I was just in Las Vegas for a race a couple of weeks ago. Have you ever been before?"Â
Harry had to tune him out then, instead opting to look for Francesca through the new faces that had entered since being huddled in the corner with Luca The F1 Driver. Slipping into bodyguard mode, he only heard the polite mumblings of the conversation at his side, attempting to provide (Y/N) with as much privacy he could manage.Â
"Right, H?" (Y/N) asked, suddenly pulling him back into the moment from where he'd zoned out pretending to look for Francesca.Â
"Hm?" he hummed, blinking back into reality to find (Y/N) looking at him with Luca seemingly unimpressed with his inclusion. The thought had a lopsided smile touching at the corner of his lips.Â
"We're going to be in Milan next month, right?"Â
"Yes, from the ninth to the seventeenth. Why?" His question was aimed at Luca, forcing him to pay attention to him.
His smile looked especially pasted on this time when he matched Harry's attention. "I was just telling (Y/N) that I'll be racing again in Monza next month. Perhaps, you can catch the race while you're out there?"Â
"Maybe," (Y/N) answered noncommittally, "I'd have to check in and see what we have planned, and Harry usually has toâ"Â
"No need to worry about that," Luca interjected, "I have a box you could spend the time inâI doubt you'll need any security up there."Â
A tick appeared in Harry's jaw, hinging it tighter. To be fair, it wasn't the most blatant attempt to get him out of the way he'd ever heard before, but it was certainly an attempt.Â
It was (Y/N) that had shrugged her shoulders, piping up first before Harry had a chance. "Oh, no," she waved Luca off with a polite smile, "Harry would be coming with me anyway."
At that, Harry could spot a small crack forming in Luca's facade. (Y/N) wasn't quite playing into whatever he had been hoping for when he meandered over to her.Â
"You just let me know, then," Luca settled on, features schooled into perfection though he did stray a glance towards Harry. "Sorry, I'm being so rudeâcan I get you a drink, (Y/N)?"Â
It took (Y/N) only a split second thought before she was jumping on the opportunity. "Yes, please, actually! Anything sweet works for me."Â
When (Y/N) made a move to pull out her phone, her own quiet way of dismissing Luca to the bar, Harry had to keep his features from showing his amusement. She had casually turned to face Harry, giving her back to the bar Luca had disappeared to.
With her eyes still low, she murmured, "Is he far enough away?"Â
"Mhm."Â
Looking up at him with wide eyes, she whispered, "Oh my god, is he being annoying or am I just in a bad mood?"Â
The exasperation in her tone was enough to have Harry letting out a chime of laughter. "No, he's definitely being annoying. Did y'really recognize him, or were y'jus' saying that?"Â
"Kind of," she waved off, whatever app on her phone taking a backseat for the moment, "I half-watched a race one time with Toriana but that's it. I just wanted him to stop talking to you."
"Of course, Fran had to be late today, right?" Harry joked, sharing a small smile with her before noticing Luca on his way back with bubbling drinks in hand.
"Seriously," (Y/N) sighed before spinning on her heel to face Luca once more. "Thank you so much!"Â
Now knowing how (Y/N) truly felt about her companion, Harry had to make a point to keep his amusement from touching his face when listening to the way she forced herself to pep up for him. It was interesting to him now, just how different it had been in the beginning, how difficult it had been for him to spot those differences in her personasâthe split between who she truly was and who she hid behind. Now, all he needed to hear was the inflection of her voice, the arch of her spine, the gesticulating of her hands, and he could tell just where her comfort was sitting.
Luca's voice became a mumbling of monotone syllables to him, nothing to pay attention to as Harry observed the party and the patrons. He kept an ear out for (Y/N), ensuring she wasn't in need of him, though he had to make a point to keep from laughing at the sound of her faux-giggles between sips of sugary alcohol. Â
Though he wasn't a fan of hearing others hit on his girlfriend, it was rather funny to hear just how clueless they were to her disinterest when it was so clear to his own ears.Â
Of course, until Luca put his hands on her.Â
It was slow, the way he'd grown closer to her after noticing Harry had averted his attention some. He took small steps, shifting his weight and leaning in as if he couldn't hear her over the low music playing. Once he deemed himself close enough, Harry saw, out of the corner of his eye, his hand landing on the small of her back, sliding around to settle on the curve of her waist as if he wasn't clearly flinching away.Â
A too loud laugh filtered from her mouth then, enough to have Harry's attention sharpening and pinning on the interaction.Â
As casually as possible, (Y/N) attempted to step out of Luca's grip. Though it didn't appear that he caught the hint with the way he shifted towards her once more, closing the gap she'd opened.Â
There was a moment, with the sight of his hand on her waist, fingertips dipping into the folds of her dress as they curled to the line of her body, that Harry wondered just how many grainy videos and opinionated essays would be posted if he stepped in and pushed Luca away.Â
 He'd bet it would be more than either he or (Y/N) would care to see.Â
It was when (Y/N) looked at him over her shoulder, a fleeting glance, one that could have easily been mistaken for a flip of her hair, that Harry stepped in. He wrapped an arm around her shoulder, greedily pulling her away from Luca's grip.Â
"Francesca's here," he murmured, voice just loud enough for Luca to clue into the fact that his time with (Y/N) was over.
Spinning to face him, (Y/N) looked to him with relief in her eyes. "Really?" she bubbled, glancing back at Luca for a moment though she was already heading into Harry's arms, "It was nice talking to you, Luca!"Â
Harry almost wanted to gloat when he saw how Luca stuttered over himself, absently reaching out as (Y/N) slipped through his fingers.Â
"OhâUmâLet me know about Monza, yeah? I'd love to see you again before I leave the city, maybe tomâ"Â
"I'm really busy this week, but maybe! I'll see about Monza and have Harry reach out!"Â
It was with that final remark, that (Y/N) began leading the charge away from Luca and the corner he'd huddled her into. Harry followed after her, shifting his arm until he had his palm on her bicep.
"Thank god," (Y/N) sighed once they were far enough away, "Did you hear him?"Â
"I tried not to," Harry murmured, guiding her through the throngs of people, slowing when unfamiliar faces said greetings in passing, "What did he say?"Â
(Y/N) shook her head. "I know more about his racing stats than I think I know about myself."Â
Typical, Harry figured. Of course, once the veil was lifted, would Luca leave the shy act behind to boast about his job in hopes of impressing (Y/N).
"'M not surprised," he said, just before (Y/N) changed their course.
Instead of following the line of the bar and those gathered in the living area, she turned them towards a hallway branching off the main room. It was decidedly quieter than where the party was.Â
"Do you think there's a bathroom down here?" (Y/N) muttered, scanning her eyes down the few doors lining the hall, "I want to hide for a second."
It was (Y/N)'s requestâthat she wanted to hide away after speaking to Lucaâthat had him trying his hand at his own exploration. Even if he didn't hide a restroom, he would find somewhere quiet for his girl to decompress.Â
On a whim, he reached towards the handle of a passing door. Pushing it open, a pristine bathroom sat inside. Convenient.Â
Gently pulling her over the threshold first, Harry made a point to take a look around, intending to catch if anyone had wandering eyes that had landed on them. Though he couldn't be sure no one had caught them stealing away together, at least no one was watching as they went into the bathroom together.Â
Setting her drink on the counter, (Y/N) sat on the edge of an elaborate tub with a heaving sigh. Her shoulders settled down, sloping downwards as she looked up at the ceiling for a second.Â
"I don't know if I've been that annoyed since Paris," she muttered, rolling her neck.Â
A small smile settled on Harry's lips then. Leaning against the marbled countertop, he crossed his arms over his chest as he gazed at her. "Maybe we should've stayed home, hm?"Â
"I told you so," she countered, looking to him with amusement in her eyes. "How much do you wanna bet that Fran hasn't even left the house yet?"Â
He watched as she pulled out her phone from her purse, checking through whatever tabs she had open before he unfurled from where he was leaning against the counter. Crossing the pristine tiles under his feet, he crouched in front of where (Y/N) was huddled on the edge of the tub.Â
Placing a hand carefully on the bone of her ankle, he whispered to her despite already being alone in the space. "Y'alright?"Â
"Yeah," she sighed, slowing her tapping on her phone before she dropped her phone to rest on her lap, "He was just annoyingâhe wasn't, like... scaring me or anything."Â
"Good, good," he murmured, stroking his thumb over the curve of her leg.Â
"Are you okay?" she prodded, settling her hand on his cheek.Â
Leaning into her touch without a second thought, he shuttered his eyes in a lingering blink. "'M okay. I don't know why, but it was hard to watch himâor listen to him."Â
She tossed him a shrewd glance. "Yeah? You didn't like watching him ask me out?"Â
He shook his head, cheeks stretching around his growing grin. "I didn't, actually. It actually made me a little angry. I wanted to punch him when he touched you."Â
"Really?!" she bubbled, a plume of laughter falling from her lips, "I didn't think you could get jealous! You're always so calm!"Â
"Was I jealous?" he prodded, tugging on her leg in a teasing pull, "Is that what happened?"Â
"It sounds like it! You wanted to hit him?" she asked again, leaning towards him with a conspiratorial gleam to her eyes.Â
"Maybe," he mused, "If he'd done anything to upset you, I might have. He was already annoying enough."Â
There had to have been something in his answer that she enjoyed seeing as she pressed forward and sealed her mouth to his. He smiled into the contact for a moment, dimples in his cheeks before melting into her touch. Slotting his lips to hers, it was (Y/N) that deepened the kiss with a trace of her tongue over the pillows of his lips.Â
The sounds of their lips parting and coming together filtered through the bathroom as Harry reached towards her hand on his face, wrapping his fingers around the fine bones of her wrist. It was when he scraped his teeth over the full of her bottom lip, a small nip, that she parted her crossed legs and drew him between her thighs.Â
He was hyper aware of the party going on outside the door, and the fact that this was the apartment of someone he'd never met before, but at the same time Harry didn't care.Â
If she liked seeing him jealous this much, he wasn't going to stop her.Â
At the movement of her legs, her phone was tossed to the floor, landing on a bathmat at her feet. Neither had acknowledged the thump, until it started vibrating with a call.Â
(Y/N) reluctantly pulled away with a sigh, resting her forehead on his. "It's Fran, isn't it?"Â
"Probably," he muttered, blindly reaching for her phone before handing it off.Â
Harry only had to see the way she pulled in a long breath, an affectionate roll of her eyes, before she pressed the device to her ear that told him their suspicions were right.Â
"Hello?" she answered, drifting her hand from his cheek to card through her hair.Â
Getting only one side of the conversation, Harry had to put the pieces together while watching the expressions that crossed her face. As far as he could tell, Francesca was especially amusing today.Â
"Yes, we're here," (Y/N) continued, nodding along to whatever Fran was bubbling about. "Yes, me and Harry... No, she's not hereâas far as I've seen anyway... When are you going to get here?.. We'll still be here; we're just in the bathroom right now." She paused just before a peal of laughter rang through the room, her nails grazing over his scalp. (The touch had a certain shiver streaking down his spine). "No! We're hiding from some F1 guy that keeps inviting us to some race next month... If you want, you can go instead. I don't know if he has a yacht, but I'm sure you could convince him."Â
Gazing up at her from where he sat before her, Harry felt his own lips curving into a lopsided smile. He loved seeing her stripped down like this; she'd told him more than once that he was one of the only people he was able to vulnerable and herself around, but he'd seen just how young she was around Francesca. He could see glimpses of who she was before he'd met her, the girl who'd been around before cameras were documenting her every move.Â
It had his heart rattling against his ribs.Â
With his wandering head, Harry hadn't realized she'd ended her call until she hung up the phone and placed both of her hands on his cheeks.Â
"Do you know how many times I've wished I could be in your head?" she told him, a small smile to her lips, "I just want to know what you're thinkingâyou're so hard to read."Â
"'S you," he said, sincerity rivaling the lighthearted tone to her voice,"'S always you."
She looked at him with amusement in her eyes, the same way she always did when he said something adoring: as if she didn't believe him, instead waiting for the joke to land.Â
He could do nothing other than surge forward and press his lips to hers. He'd always been better at showing than telling her how he felt.Â
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y/n gives harry a cheeky blowjob on their hike.
warnings: dirty talk, somewhat public indecency, blowjob, swearing
a/n: inspired by the new pic of harry in japan hehe this was written super fast and not proof read so i apologise for any mistakes! <3
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It was Harry's idea to go for a hike. Something about soaking up the sun and burning off breakfast like he hadn't already fucked Y/N at sunrise this morning.
She didn't complain, though. She was more than happy to admire the view and spend some quality time outdoors. And she was thankful Harry chose an easy route for them to follow, given Y/N didn't really tend to hike all that much.
He's sporting a pair of black shorts and a blue hoodie with Y/N's backpack on -- had insisted that she'd get too tired too quickly if she carried it, and Y/N didn't argue.
Walking a little ahead of him, she allows Harry the view of her backside. Peachy bum moving in her tight gym leggings. He's been hiding a boner for the last ten minutes, struggling to will it away with every step she takes.
"Have I told you how nice your bum looks in those leggings?" he calls out to her.
Y/N looks back at him over her shoulder, offering a cheeky grin. "Once or twice, yeah." She looks down at the noticeable bulge in her pants.
"Causing you a bit of a problem, are they?"
A blush is quick to make its way on Harry's cheeks as she turns to him and walks closer. Y/N fiddles with his ringless fingers, a glint of mischief in her eyes -- a look that Harry is all too familiar with.
He cocks a brow. "Are you serious?"
Y/N shrugs her shoulders. "Why not? We're alone... in a wooded area... with trees to hide behind..."
She doesn't give him much more time to think before gently tugging him off the path and toward a more wild, wooded area. The sticks snap under their feet, overgrown grass and weeds tickling at their legs until she finds clearer ground beneath a tree.
Harry leans against it, eyes curious as she sinks to her knees. If he wasn't hard before, he most certainly is now; gazing down at her, looking all pretty and doe-eyed.
Y/N tugs his shorts and boxers down mid-thigh, Harry's cock slapping free against his lower tummy. The sight has her stomach fluttering. He's achingly hard and red and plump.
She doesn't waste much time, taking him into her hand and swirling her wet tongue around his ruddy tip. Harry's head falls back against the tree trunk, lips parted as a relieved sigh falls from them.
"You're unreal," he tells her, breathless.
Y/N grins up at him, closing her eyes to savour his taste. Wrapping her lips around him, she gently begins to suck -- her tongue flat against the underside of his cock.
Harry's hands find her hair, balling a fist around her ponytail to guide her movements to his desired pace. She lets him. Relaxes her jaw and allows him to take control.
Y/N fists whatever doesn't fit, and as Harry begins to bob her head faster, spit drools down her chin and the corners of her mouth. Her eyes are squeezed shut, nose slightly scrunched as he fucks his length down her throat.
The noises are drowned out by nature; the birds singing and the wind whistling. But they can hear it -- and they hear it loud.
"Jesus Christ, baby. Letting me fuck your throat in the middle of the woods. My dirty girl."
Y/N moans around him, the sound sending vibrations from his tip to his balls as he grunts her name. She can feel that familiar wetness pool between her thighs, can taste the saltiness of his sweat and pre-come as he nears closer to his release.
Harry's pace grows a bit more frantic, desperately chasing his high. Y/N continues to fist the base of his shaft, closing her mouth around him now to suck him for all he's got.
His breathing is erratic, wheezing filthy praises that only make her suck him harder. She feels him twitch on the tip of her tongue and releases her hold on his cock so her hands can brace herself on his thighs.
"Fuck!"
His body trembles as hot spurts of arousal shoot down Y/N's throat. Harry's hold on her hair falters as he attempts to catch his breath, her lips still locked around him as she sucks whatever is left.
Pulling off him with a pop, she swallows his come with a smile and wipes the lower half of her face with the backs of her hands. Y/N stands back on her feet, tucking Harry's cock back in his shorts and boxers and patting him on the chest.
She walks past him, leaving him a panting mess like she didn't just suck the soul out of him less than thirty seconds ago. He turns to follow her, legs a little jelly when she looks over her shoulder at him again with that same wicked grin.
"Come on, H. We've still got another mile and a half to go."
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Ride Along*
Summary: Y/n is feeling bored alone at her apartment, so Harry takes her for a ride.
A continuation to Discipline.
Trope: Agent Harry
WC: 6.3k
Warnings: mentions of speeding, a pinch of meanrry, smut, degradation, choking, face spitting, unprotected sex, implications of somnophilia, after care.
A/n: The writing is a bit rusty because itâs been a while since I wrote smutđŹ
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Y/n was placed on house arrest by Harry for a week, and it was torturous.
Perhaps âhouse arrestâ is a bit dramatic but she felt suffocated. She could leave her apartment whenever she wanted. Harryâs insistence on her relaxation was clear, and he only meant for her to avoid any activities that require physical exertion.
Anyone would be thrilled to have a week off from work, but it was rather confusing for Y/n. Although she hadnât been an agent for long, she adapted quickly to the agent lifestyle which was hard to suddenly pause.
Even with Harryâs confirmation and reassurance that he wasnât disappointed, she still felt the need to occupy her time with something useful.
There was absolutely nothing in her apartment that could pass away time. At least nothing that interested her.Â
She cleaned up a bit, reorganized the living room, and stuck to the meals that Harry sent for her daily. They werenât bad actually, except for the spinach soup that made her want to puke.
With no one accompanying her but Tim Tim and her thoughts, she realized how nice and caring it is to send someone customized meals. If someone heard her say it out loud, theyâd snort in her face butâthey just donât know Harry and his personality.
He texted her every day at least twice. At first, she thought he only did so to make sure she ate the meals and took her supplement (which would be considered too kind coming from him), but slowly he began diverting from those topics asking her about her day and chatting with her.
He gave her updates on the agency and promised to pass by her apartment only to bail on her because of an emergency that required his presence.
On day 4 she was fully annoyed. She couldnât handle being away from the agency for long, and even if she could go out and enjoy her time awayâshe didnât know where to go.
She didnât lead a normal life, no agent did and she was completely okay with it. She had no one to check up on or call to hang out with. The idea of going out somewhere alone felt weird. She would feel like an imposter amongst a sea of normal people.
She buried the eerie feelings and decided to spam Harry with texts to annoy him a bit.Â
Y/n: Iâm gonna pass by the agency :)
She pressed the send button and waited for his reply as she heated her lunch for the day.
His reply was almost automatic as if he didnât have a load of responsibilities.
Harry: No.
Y/n: Yes.
Harry: I said no Y/n.
She huffed in frustration before remembering that if she could be a menace at the agency, then she could be a menace over text too.
Y/n: Too bad Iâm already on my way.
Harry: Donât test me.
Y/n: đ
Harry: Are you disobeying me?
She choked on a piece of meat when she read his reply, and immediately reached for a cup of water. She wiped her mouth, staring at his text in confusion. It wasnât strictly sexual, but it was a phrase that he always used during sex, because one thing that he combined between his professional and sex life was discipline, and Y/n adored it.
She loved his attitude, how he dared her to go against his orders or defy him. It wasnât that she liked getting punished or sought painâit was more of a need to observe him being dominant. The way he manhandled her and treated her like nothing but a toy, only for him to hold her to his chest right after.
Another text from Harry pulled her out of her fantasies and daydreams.
Harry: Youâre well aware of how I feel about you disobeying me, right?
Y/n: Yes. I do.
Her response was automatic as if it was generated and not typed quickly by her. She wouldnât want to keep him waiting.
Harry: Good Girl.
Motherfucker. He knew what he was doing. After all, he had her memorized by heart, and he probably was aware of how close she was to drooling. The meal in front of her didnât appeal to her anymore because she had a different type of meal on her mind.
It had been a while since they hooked up and it was a rushed quickie behind closed doors at the agency. He kneeled on the ground to eat her out in no longer than five minutes before having to return to the training. He knew her body like the palm of his hand and had her panting and biting on her bottom lip in no time.
She adored it, really, but she craved the feeling of his cock driving into her as she held onto his body or while his hand wrapped itself around her neck with his mouth spewing the dirtiest sentences into her ear.
She sighed deeply reminiscing her adventurous sex life before he banished her to her apartment so she could rest. Was it a bit dramatic? Maybe. But she might be addicted to sex with him.
She glanced at his text knowing that he was probably smirking at his replies. He always knows how to get to her. She grabbed her phone and typed her reply because she was so fucking bored at the apartment and needed some fresh air.
Y/n: Iâm still bored.
This time his reply wasnât as quick as the previous one. It took him about five minutes to respond which was still fast considering how busy he was.
Harry: Okay. Go out.
Y/n: Wow! I didnât think of that.
She scoffed at his dumb reply because who said that she was waiting for his approval?
Harry: Why didnât you go out?
Y/n: Iâm not sureâŠit feels weirdâŠ?
She could see the little dots that indicate that he was typing appearing only to disappear a few seconds later.
Harry: Iâll pick you up at 9. Dress comfortably.
When she complained about her boredom she thought that he would recommend her places to visit or give suggestions, not take her out. Her eyes nearly bulged out of her head when she read his text. She wasnât hallucinating, right?
Y/n: Where are we going?
Harry: Eat your lunch and take your supplement.
Y/n: Damn grumpy pants.
He didnât reply to her after that but if he did sheâs sure he would have sent a thumbs-up emoji even if it was out of context. She continued her meal just like he instructed her. The hold he had on her was unreal, and she was okay with it.
Harry was knocking on her door at exactly 9 PM. Not a minute later.
This time she didnât welcome him in with a tear-stained face, and grumpy attitude. It was the entire opposite of it. The only thing that was similar to the previous time was her shock. Harry was dressed in all black and a leather jacket. His hair looked so fucking soft, and a hair strand fell on his forehead as he leaned against the door with his hands in his pockets. He was a sight for sore eyes, especially Y/nâs whose jaw almost dropped.
âHello, little minx.â He grinned devilishly as he entered her apartment. His cologne had her knees buckling, reminding her of when sheâd bury her face in his neck.
Black shirt, black pants, black boots, and a black leather shirt. Heâs going to be the death of her, surely. He strolled in like he owned the place while she shamelessly stared at his body.
âLittle minxâŠâ He tutted, cornering her against the kitchen counter. â⊠sent me message after message today as if I donât have a workload.â His tone made her feel like she was in trouble, but the good kind of trouble.
âBut you still answered, no?â She replied confidently with a smirk to remind him of the hold that she also had on him, even if they never spoke about it directly.
He remained silent, offering her his cheesy smirk as his eyes raked over her face and neck like he was trying to come up with sinful scenarios. She was more addictive than any type of drug.
âReady to hit the road?â He deviated from the topic skilfully while checking out her attire to make sure that sheâd be comfortable during the ride.
âHmm. Letâs go.â She walked in front of him like a princess, going down the stairs excitedly.
She stepped out to the street and looked around with a hint of a smile painted across her face. She could hear Harryâs boots behind her and smell his cologne that seemed to have stuck to her clothes.
âSoâŠare we going to walk there?â She asked with confusion evident on her face.
âWeâre riding there.â His response held a sense of pride as he grabbed her hand and walked down to the end of the street before taking a left and stopping.
A large black sports bike was parked in its glory itching for someone to take it for a ride. Y/n stood still in her place with her mouth wide open in shock. Harry was a motorcycle guy?
âOhâŠwow.â
âScared little minx?â He mused like it was so fun to see her reaction. He approached her from behind, bumping his body with hers and trapping her physically. She could feel him breathing against her neck as she swallowed down his throat. One touch from him and sheâs paralysed.
He pressed a soft peck behind her ear before whispering. âDonât worry⊠youâll hold on to me.â She barely processed what he said as he immediately urged her forward and gave her a helmet to put on. She wore it as soon as he gave it to her to cover her facial expression from him. He helped her tie it up before placing his helmet on.
âC'mon hop on behind me.â He situated himself on the bike, and the more Y/n stared, the more the wetness between her thighs increased. Seeing him in all black was something but with a biker helmet on? She wanted to drop on her knees right there and then, but she didnât.
Instead, she hopped on behind him and wrapped her arms around his torso. Her grip was weak making him urge her to get closer and glue herself to him. It wasnât that she didnât want to, it just made her ridiculously horny.
The feeling of hugging his muscular body with her core touching his lower back had her feeling some sort of way. She could feel his abs under her touch, and his cologne drifting in the air was not helping.
âI canât even see anything because of your back!â While she joked about it, deep down she found it fucking hot. His broad back and shoulders blocked her view, and the only thing she could do was rest her head against it.
âI donât hear you complaining when youâre scratching on it.â Even with his helmet on, she could feel him smirking.
She gave in to the feeling of his warm body against her as if he were shielding her from everything. It was not an ideal timing for her size kink to get activated, but she genuinely couldnât help it.
âHold on tight little minx.â The engine roared to life and Harry fixed his position before taking a turn and heading straight for the highway.
This was her first time on a motorcycle surprisingly. At first, her body was tense, and it didnât feel nice. Despite having a helmet on, it felt like the wind was slapping her. Harry turned out to be a skilled biker who speeds for funâstill he was careful.
She eventually regulated her breathing and unclenched her jaw as she adapted to the adrenaline rush that she felt. It was an otherworldly feeling. She couldnât tell what made her feel this way. Harryâs body against her, the evening breeze, or the rush of speeding.
No matter what it was, she felt amazing.
Harry wanted to taunt her in some way, preferably verballyâbut she seemed like she was having fun, and her arms around him were a distraction. The feeling of her body clinging to him was priceless.
He tried to avoid speeding on the highway for her sake despite loving to do so. It was one of the things he resorted to when he needed a break from everything. Nothing could compare to the adrenaline rush he feltâŠmaybe just Y/nâs lips.
He slowed down and took an exit on the highway that led them to a deserted road and ultimately a hill. He stopped and turned off the ignition before stepping off the bike.
âFucking hell. Do you want to kidnap me?â Y/n joked as she looked around the dark and deserted space.
âIf I want to kidnap you, little minx, Iâll simply carry you.â He chuckled as he took off his helmet and fixed his messy hair. She swallowed down her throat as she stared at him. Why did he have to look this good?
âC'mon.â He gestured for her to follow him, and she jogged to catch up. He placed his hand on her lower back to urge her forward. His body was dangerously close to her, and she could smell his cologne again. Harryâs hand itched to hold hers, but he wasnât sure if sheâd like that, so her lower back should suffice.
They took a small turn to the left as rocks crunched under their shoes. Harry wondered whether he should tell her to close her eyes or not. But if he does, then itâd sound romantic which crosses the boundaries of their physical relationship.
âItâs rightâŠhere.â They were met with a gorgeous view of the city. They could see almost all the lit buildings as if they were in the sky. It felt as if they were spying on the city with its lights and secrets. No one but them on the deserted hill.
âWow..this is so beautifulâ. Y/n gasped in shock at the view in front of her. She never expected Harry to take her to this spot-she didnât even know it existed.
âI know.â If she wasnât too occupied with the scenery, she wouldâve noticed that Harry was in fact, staring at her with a smile on his face.
âHow do you know this spot?â Y/n still couldnât take her eyes off the shimmering buildings.
âI discovered it once by mistake, and I come here often.â He didnât mention how this place was his escape from the world, or that he came here before heading to her apartment that day.
âItâs so nice.â Despite the darkness filling the space, Harry could still see and feel her smile.
He quickly got the bike so they could sit on it, and left it turned on for the light.
âOh, itâs so big I could sleep on it.â Y/n remarked.
Perhaps he was feeling extra chill or it was just from being around her but a weird sound came out of his mouth as he tried to suppress a laugh. Y/n usually gets sleepy after sex, and his dick isnât the average size. So did he think of her sentence sexually and almost burst out laughing? Yes.
âDid you just try to laugh at me?â She asked in an annoyed tone.
âMe? Never.â He covered up his chuckle with coughing.
âWhateverâŠâ She mumbled a few other words under her breath as she attempted to climb the bike, but it was gigantic. She canât even recall how she climbed it previously and sheâs not even short!
She gasped suddenly as Harryâs hands lifted her body like she weighed nothing and placed her on the seat before she could blink. She was glad that he couldnât see her face clearly because she could feel her cheeks burning. Was she that touch deprived?
âI was handling it just fine.â She huffed in confidence.
âMhmm.â
The bike was indeed huge, but Harry took most of the space making their bodies glued on the seat.
The tension between them could be cut with a knife. Y/n would usually be the first to break the silence, but she just couldnât. She felt paralyzed next to him, and he didnât even touch her yet. His presence and cologne were enough to weaken her.
âAre you still mad at me?â He cleared his throat.
âWhat?â She couldnât mask the shock in her tone as her face turned around to meet his.
âAbout last week.â It sounded as if something was holding him back, almost like he was afraid of asking.
She took a few seconds to process his question, mostly because she was shocked at the gesture. She knew deep down that it meant a lot. No one would believe her if she said that Agent Harry Styles was checking up on her and apologized. Theyâd probably laugh in her face.
She couldnât decode what it meant. Was he just feeling guilty, or did he share the same feelings? The need for more than just physical boundaries haunted her but she wouldnât dare to bring it up. Even if he was feeling guilty, it still had to be something. Heâs literally merciless to other agents.
âIâIââ
âYou donât have to give me an answer.â He reassured her in a low whisper.
âNo, I doâIâm just confused.â
âAbout?â Harry was itching to know her answer. He even rehearsed his question for the past week.
âWell⊠why did my lack of performance anger you in the first place?â She had a lot to ponder about in her free time. Questions that popped into her head about Harry.
He took a deep breath and clasped his hands together before exhaling. âI didnât want you to get hurt on the field. Most of the time when agents slack, they end up getting injured in the fieldâŠâ
âWanted you to be strong for when Iâm not there.â He whispered as if the city was able to hear him confessing his secrets.
âOh.â Y/nâs head was swirling with thoughts and questions-none that came out of her mouth. She could even feel Harryâs stress radiating off him. She simply allowed her Pinky finger to touch his as they continued staring at the city.
It wasnât until a few minutes later that she broke the silence.
âIâm not mad anymore. I was just surprised. Justâdonât do it again.â
âNever.â
They stayed in the same position with their fingers touching for almost two hours, as they chatted about important and mundane things. His heart fluttered when she laughed her ass off after he told her how an agent peed his pants because he was caught smoking.
He even told her about his mother briefly. Thatâs how whipped he was. She shared a few details about growing up as an orphan, but they both decided to close the topic knowing how heavy was.
âYour cologne is suffocating me.â Her remark was innocent, it really wasâbut his mind wasnât.
âThought you liked it when you buried your face in my neck?â Cheeky Harry was back in full force. He inched his face closer to her and he could hear her swallow down her throat.
âHarryâŠâ
âTell meâŠdid you think about me knocking on your door and fucking you against the wall?â Lust dripped from his voice and Y/nâs chest was rising. Goosebumps spread all over her skin as their noses bumped.
âIâyes.â
âGood. Cause I stopped myself from doing that every single day.â He was needy for her, and only her.
âWhat are you waiting for then?â
In a few seconds, he had her straddling his lap with his hand supporting her lower back as his lips devoured hers. Their kiss was sloppy, wet, and lustful. Harry counted the minutes that led to this moment so he could taste the sweetest fruit.
He was fucking obsessed with everything about her. Her lips, eyes, body, mind, and pussy.
âFuck!â He moaned into her mouth when she grinded over his clothed cock. He might as well cum right there in his pants if she kept doing that.
âBehave. âHe slapped her ass causing her to whine sweetly. His large hand rested on her cheeks trying to knead them over her leggings.
Their breaths were labored as their tongues clashed like lovers who hadnât had sex in ages. His mouth was fucking devouring her and she could already feel her lips getting sore. He kept urging her body closer as if he could morph them into one body.
âNeâneed you.â Her whimpers made the blood rush to his cock.
âYeah? Where do you need me, my baby?â
She ignored his question and continued kissing all over his face, brushing over his stubble and chin. She was hungry and he adored it. But she also didnât answer him.
He pulled her away by wrapping his hand around her throat. She gasped, secretly loving the feeling of his veiny hands choking her.
âI asked you a question, little minx. Where do you need me?â His voice was so deep and lustful that she wanted to get down on her knees and suck him.
âUhâIn my pussy.â She breathed out, feeling the wetness increase between her thighs just from his hand around her neck.
âHere, baby?â He cupped his other hand over her pussy making her feel tingly.
âYâyes.â
âYes what?â
âYes sir.â
âAttagirl.â He felt her wetness on his hand and if it wasnât so dark heâd bend her over the bike and fuck her into the next day. Besides, his little minx gets sleepy.
âCâmon, I need to get us to your apartment.â He spanked her cheeks again, earning a squeal from her. He pulled her off his lap and winced at his painful hard on before fixing his pants as much as he could and seating himself on the bike. His hand reached out for her and pulled her onto his lap again.
âWhoa! What are you doing? I should be behind you.â
âNo. Since my cologne makes you horny, youâre gonna have your face buried into my neck the whole ride.â His smirk was sick but fuck her if she didnât like it.
Her nose bumped over his neck and she fought a moan. This had to be the best punishment.
âDonât worry, Iâll protect you with my body.â His arm tightened around her waist as he took the route they came from.
It was going to be a torturous ride.
Y/n could barely open the door properly with Harry kissing on the back of her neck. His hard on was pressing into her ass as she tried to insert the key. Her soft whines only made him hornier and needier.
As soon as they were inside, the keys dropped to the ground followed by the loud shut of the door. Harry grabbed Y/n by the throat pushing her to the wall where he kissed her deeply. The kiss was rushed and erotic, he could never get enough of her lips or sweet whimpers every time he pushed his tongue inside her mouth.
âMy minxâŠâ The warmth between her thighs was torturous. His deep voice rumbled from his chest sending vibrations straight to her pussy.
âUhh..â She tried to push her core against his crotch for any sort of friction.
He caught on immediately as he smirked against the kiss and tapped on her ass to lift her on his waist. He had her placed lower than usual so she could feel him against the fabric.
âIs that what you wanted sweet girl? To feel how hard I am for you?â He panted, cradling her jaw with his hand as he deepened the kiss.
âYâyes." She didnât want to respond or part from his lips for a millisecond. She could feel her pussy pulsating just from the feeling of his cock pressing into her core.
She pulled away reluctantly, glancing at his neck like it was her next meal. He may have been teasing her, but he was right. She loved burying her face in his neck and sucking on it. She prided herself in knowing that the hickeys sheâd give him would be on show for all girls at the agency.
His scent always played with her pheromones and messed with her brain. His cologne had a hold on her, and she knew that she looked like a puppy in heat when she clung to him.
âDirty girlâŠâ His hand rested on her hair as his head rolled backward giving her access to his skin. He was a sight for sore eyes with his face scrunched in ecstasy and lips slightly parted. She didnât have to speak for him to understand her possessiveness and boy did he like it.
His little minx was obsessed with him just like he was.
âBedroom please.â She laid her forehead against his having had her fill from giving him love bites. Their noses bumped as they looked into each otherâs eyes that shared the same desire.
She didnât need to tell him twice. He supported her body with one hand around her waist as she directed him to the room. He didnât waste any time and kept his mouth busy with her neck.
He placed her down on the bed gently before taking off his clothes quickly while she stared at his toned body and tattoos, holding in her drool.
âYou could stare at me all night darling, but now I need you to be a good girl and take off your clothes so I could relieve that needy cunt of yours.â Harry barely finished his sentence, and her clothes were off in a few seconds.
The light in the room was dim, supported by a small bedside lamp. If she thought that staring at his body was a delight, then she should read his mind as he stared down at hers.
She looked so fucking pretty for him. Only him.
It was like an erotic scene out of a movie or a wet dream. Y/n on her back with her legs spread showcasing her glistening pussy and hardened nipples, and Harry standing tall in front of her with his cock erect to his stomach begging to sink itself inside her warm walls.
The sight of him standing like that nude and horny will never leave her mind. Almost as if he were a Greek god.
She squealed as he pulled her by her legs to the edge of the bed. Harry suddenly lowered his body till his face was at the same level as her pussy. His teasing game was strong, she was crumbling underneath him.
âMy favorite scent.â He buried his face in her cunt and inhaled. A tiny whine left her mouth as his nose bumped into her swollen clit. Y/n felt like she could cry if he didnât fuck her, and he was taking his sweet time in savoring the scent of her wetness.
âHâHarry.â
âMhm?â He turned his attention to her, hovering over her body and taking delight in her needy face.
âPleaseâit hurts.â If he waited any longer, Harry was sure that a tear wouldâve fallen from her eye.
âOh poor babyâŠâ He cooed as he caressed her cheek gently. ââŠyou just need me inside, donât you?â She was quick to nod while slightly squirming beneath him.
He pulled her closer, situating her core right under his cock, and stroked it giving her a show of his moans before tapping it against her wet cunt.
âIs that where you need it? Just have to slide in.â His sick grin with the feeling of his cock sliding over her cunt back and forth made her eyes roll back.
âPlease.â She dug her nails into his back followed by a set of pleas.
âShhh.â He whispered softly, pressing a peck to her cheek before pulling away from her and fixing their position.
He placed her legs on his shoulder and gave her his twisted smirk as he stroked his shaft and bit his bottom lip. âGonna be my good girl as usual? Hmm?â. He lowered his body again, allowing his cock to rest on her stomach.
âUhâhuh.â She nodded mindlessly immediately. She was already cockdrunk and he wasnât inside her yet.
âReady baby?â His hand rubbed her legs softly as she gave him the cue. He glanced quickly at his cock resting on her skin and he almost got dizzy from the size difference. It got to him every damn time.
His eyes were focused on her facial expression as he slowly pushed himself inside of her. A wave of relief washed over her face with a sweet moan making him still his hips to avoid cumming.
There was nothing like sinking inside her warm walls that begged him to go deeper. Wet squelching sounds filled the room the more he pushed inside herâhis baby was made for him.
âThatâs it little minxâso fucking warm for daddy.â
Y/nâs brain felt mushy. Harry was so fucking good to her, and his cock scratched the itch just right. He never referred to himself as daddy before, only sir but she liked it so bad.
She pulled at his arms with soft whimpers signalling for him to get closer to herâwhich he did without hesitation. She clung to him, digging her nails into his back and tugging at his hair. His cock drove deep into her cunt, massaging her hot walls with its veins and thickness.
âUse me dâdaddyâ. Y/n shed tears from pleasure that stained his face since he was glued to her, pressing pecks to her cheeks and nose.
âYeah? Want daddy to use you like a fuckdoll?â He increased his pace, going deeper and moaning into her ear at the feeling of her bare cunt.
They both adored raw sex and went for it almost every time. Y/n was on birth control, and Harry tested regularly (despite only fucking her). He was pussy whipped.
âUhhâbe rough daddy.â He stilled his hips at her words, leaving them glued to hers. He lifted his body and took in her fucked sight. Messy hair, tear stains, and a needy face.
âWanted to be gentle with you but I forgot that youâre a whore deep down.â He chuckled before spitting on her face, and watching her chest rise and fall as she breathed heavily.
His little minx was insatiable and provoked him further by trying to fuck herself on his cock as she bit her bottom lip. He could faintly hear her whimpering âDaddyâ under her breath.
He wanted to slap her knowing how much she liked it but something else distracted him. He looked down to where they were connected noticing the mix of her wetness with his precum. He pulled out slowly, moaning at the loss of contact and his cock that is painted in white.
Harry tried to breathe in and out to avoid cumming. Not only did she cream on his cock, but her cunt was pulsating as if she was asking for his cock to slide in again.
âPathetic. Creamed all over me.â Her inner thighs were coated with wetness, and she didnât close her legsânot even a bit. She knew that she should always keep them spread for him.
He flipped her on her stomach effortlessly and she immediately arched her back, presenting her ass to him. âWhat a good fuckdoll.â He slapped her cheeks and placed his tip at her entrance before sinking into her warmth again.
Her walls pulled him back in as if she were some sort of seductress that made him addicted to her. Harry balanced himself and focused on the fast thrusts instead of her extremely warm cunt.
âFucking insatiable arenât you?â He grunted with his eyes fixed on his cock entering her pussy and coming out all creamy as her ass jiggled.
Y/nâs muffled moans were all she could offer. With her face smushed in the pillow and brain turned off, she was in fucking heaven.
The arch of her back had him rolling his head backward as his hips rotated forward, going deeper and harder.
âThatâs it slut. Take my fucking cock.â He gritted his teeth, grabbing a fistful of her hair, and pulling it backward before wrapping a hand around her neck and lifting her body to his chest.Â
She was completely gone. She could only look at him with teary eyes that begged him to claim her.
Deeper, harder, faster.
âDâdâŠâÂ
âGood fuckdolls keep their mouth shut.â He tightened his grip on her jaw, tapping on her mouth to open it up before spitting inside.
âSwallow.â If the warmth of her cunt didnât kill him, it was going to be her face. So needy, compliant, and dizzy from pleasure.
Their bodies were glued to each other, skin to skin with her back to his chest as he thrusted inside her while panting in her ear.Â
He was supporting both of their bodies seeing as she could do nothing but whine. His arm was secured around her torso with her hand clinging to his bicep. The clenching of her walls around his cock was always the hardest for him. Sheâd rile him on trying to milk his cum, taking every drop.
âYou wanna cum?â He panted against the back of her neck knowing how her body acts when sheâs reaching her orgasm.
She gave him a weak nod, clinging harder to his bicep as she laid her head on his shoulder. They didnât always cum together, but when they did, the euphoria was unmatched. Harry had been holding himself back ever since he sunk into her, just to feel her shake and pulsate around him as he spilled his cum into her.
âCâmon minx, give it to me.â His tongue left a broad lick on her neck with a harsh bite. It wasnât her clit that got her offâher sensitive spot was her neck, whether Harry choked her or sucked on her skinâshe was a goner.
âHâHarryâ Her nails dug into his skin as she looked up at him with sweet eyes and shaky legs.
How could he resist laying his lips on hers as he stilled his hips to empty himself inside her?
She was shudderingâeven with their skin glued together. Her sweet moans made his cock twitch inside her, already hungry for more. Her orgasm hit her hard, clouding her vision and thoughts. The feeling of his cum spiling inside her with her pussy clenching to take it inside was the only thing she felt and wanted to feel.
âFuck. Thatâs it, take every drop my loâminx.â Â His eyes fluttered open at his word slip up.
His eyes furrowed in confusion and immediately glanced at her face which seemed to be too occupied with cumming. His chest heaved as he swiped his hand across her face, moving her sweaty hair strands away before kissing her temple.
âTalk to me, are you okay?â He angled her face towards him to examine her expression.
âYes.â A hazy smile was planted across her face making him chuckle.
âMhmm. Iâm going to pull out now and carry you to the bathroom so you can pee.â He gave her a heads up while rubbing her cheeks.
Once she nodded at him, he began pulling out slowly, wincing at being separated from her warmthâsomething that she reciprocated. Harry tried to avoid looking downâhe really did, but it was too tempting.
His creamy load dripped out of her pussy, sliding down her legs, and the more she clenched, the more came out.
âFucking hell.â He muttered under his breath, swiping his finger across her pussy and gathering his cum before tasting it.
Y/nâs whine echoed in his ear. She sported an angry look on her face that disappeared once he signalled for her to open her mouth. He spat the residue of what he tasted inside of her mouth, enjoying the faint moans that spilled from her.
âCâmon letâs clean you up.â He carried her effortlessly to the bathroom before giving her privacy and heading back to the room to change the sheets.
Who knew that changing bed sheets would make him irritated? He let out a huff, finishing the last touch right as she came out of the bathroom.
She was dressed in nothing but a plain white shirt that barely reached her thighs.
âHm I love my bed.â She smiled as she climbed the mattress, giving Harry a show.
âY/n.â He spoke rigidly.
âYeah?â She glanced up innocently at him as she relaxed under the duvet.
âI was supposed to clean you upâŠand where are your panties?â He questioned her as he joined her on the bedânude.
âYou can wake me up at night, make a mess then clean me.â She taunted him, switching to the side and giving him a view of the shirt riding up her ass.
He got under the covers, situating himself properly so that he was attached to her.
âIs that what you want little minx? Hmm?â His fingers caressed her skin slowly starting from her arm, down to her legs.
âYes.â
âThen weâll see.â He nibbled on before earlobe as she dosed off to sleep. She loved sleeping after sex and Harry knew that, but it was almost 1 in the morning and she needed rest.
Harry dared to let his hand dip in her hair, giving her head scratches as she slept peacefully. He didnât realize what he was doing until she stirred in her sleep making him pull his hand away.
His eyes furrowed in confusion as he stared at her sleeping face. First the word slip up and now heâs playing with her hair.
What the fuck was going on with him?
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Intuition | bfd!harry
Summary: Harry's got a surprise for you.
A/N: It's been a while! Enjoy!!
Word Count: 3.4k
Warning: 18+ only, smut, fluff, breeding kink, age gap
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Harry was up to something. You knew he was. Youâd been around him long enough to know the signs that he was keeping a secret. He was trying to act normal. All lovey with lots of touches. He came home from work that evening with this look on his face like he had a secret he wanted to tell you but had to wait.
âWhat is it? What are you smirking about? I can tell you want to say something,â you poked his ribs after he got out of the shower and you stood next to him in the bathroom in front of the mirror.
âIâm not smirking,â he smirked.
âYes, you are!â You laughed and pointed at his reflection in the mirror.
He licked his lips and tried to hide his smile but the dimples remained deep in his cheeks as he turned toward you and wrapped you in his arms. He was still damp after his shower. The towel around his waist tucked in well so it didnât slide off when he moved his hands up your back and pulled your face to his, pressing his mouth against yours.
He was definitely hiding something. Trying to distract you. And the distraction did work eventually when he got your clothes off and tossed you in your bed and shut you up by making love to you.
âYou want a baby? Yeah? Want to be a mommy, Y/n?â Harry was driving into you deep and then pulling out to his crown over and over again, long deep, slow strokes that had you at his mercy.
And you did want that. Harryâs divorce was finalized. It felt like it took so long and the stress that you two went through was difficult but it had been worth it. He was done with Mrs. Styles, who was going to be changing her last name back to her maiden name. You didnât feel elated about it all, but it was nice to have that chapter over with. Youâd never fully recover from the guilt of what you two had done but you couldnât help that youâd fallen in love with him.
âPut a baby in me, Harry. Want to make you a daddyâŠâ you moaned when he smacked his hips against yours with a thud.
And even though he was already a dad you loved saying it like that. Telling him youâd make him a daddy and heâd talk about making you a mommy and it was so hot. And truth be told, being off birth control had boosted your libido and you wanted it all the time. You hadnât realized the way your hormones would react to going off it.
âFuck me, sweet girl⊠Gonna put a ring on this finger,â he groaned as he took your left hand in his, weaving his fingers between yours and gripping your jaw with his other hand, âGonna be such a good mommy to my babiesâŠâ
The bed under your back was creaking as he thrust and your pussy was so wet the sound would have been comical if you werenât so gone for it. Gone for Harry.
âMmm⊠get it in there deep, just like thatâŠâ
Harry rocked into you, keeping his hips glued to yours and you inhaled sharply at the pinch in your cervix. Every time he shoved himself all the way in it ached but you only wanted more and more. Loved that he was tucked into you so far that when heâd come there was less distance for his sperm to travel to get where you wanted it to end up.
âLike that, baby?â Harry looked down at you and tightened his hand around yours as you trembled and puffed out a loud moan, âGonna come on my cock and let me fuck my babies into you?â
âYes!â
Harryâs deep groans were egging you on. It felt so good. It always did. Harry was a good lover. The best lover.
The front of his muscled thighs were pinned against yours and when he dropped his mouth to your lips you couldnât hold back a moment longer.
Pulsing and clenching around him as he licked into your mouth, your head was blurry and your heart was pounding and then his orgasm rocked his body as he let out a strangled cry and pumped everything he had into your tummy.
And needless to say, you were out like a light once youâd gotten cleaned up and he tucked you into bed, holding you in his arms and the conversation about what he was hiding was once again on hold.
.                .                .
âYouâre still here?â You looked at the clock on your bedside table and over to Harry in bed who was stretching his limbs and yawning.
âMmhmm⊠Took off today.â
You grinned and rolled toward him, placing your palm on his chest, âThatâs nice. Is there a reason you took off?â
That look again. The one that said he was holding something in appeared and he smiled at you, his hand cupping your face, âThere is a reason. Yes.â
âOkay. What is it?â You cocked your head with your eyebrows raised.
âA surprise. Youâll find out soon enough.â
âA surprise? Oh, come on! Tell me what it is!â You sat up and got to your knees with a wide grin, âYou gotta tell me whatâs going on!â
Harryâs soft eyes dropped down over your tits and your tummy and he grabbed your hips, bringing you down to his chest, âYou donât listen very well do you?â He swatted at your bottom making you puff out a laugh, âSaid⊠youâll find out soon enough.â
âHarry!â You groaned and tried to pull yourself up but he tightened his arms around you so you couldnât budge.
âY/n!â He mocked your voice and you laughed at his attempt at speaking in your tone.
âIf I give you a blowie will you tell me?â
Harry sat quietly for a moment and let out a breath, âIâll tell you regardless. You just gotta be patient. But Iâll take a blowie if youâre offering.â
Of course, that wasnât the answer you wanted so you wound up wiggling from his arms and pulling his t-shirt on before sauntering out of the room to start the coffee.
You were anxious though. You wondered what the surprise was. Why Harry needed to take a whole day off work. What it was heâd been keeping from youâŠ
But there was something else as well; All his recent comments about putting a ring on your finger. You thought it was possible that maybe he was going to propose too. It was no secret that he intended to keep you around. Youâd both talked about âforeverâ. Obviously. What with the talk of having a baby and getting a place together.
And there was also the fact that your lease was coming up very soon. So soon it was giving you anxiety because you hadnât really begun to look for a new apartment, outside of viewing a few houses that were for sale and Harry reassured and told you not to worry about it. You trusted him but there was that little question in the back of your mind that he was perhaps getting things set up for you without you knowing.
Those were just guesses, though. Whatever it was Harry was planning was something you were looking forward to learning.
âWhat should I wear for this surprise?â You held up a dress against your body as Harry entered your bedroom.
âWhatever you want. Whatever you feel best in.â
âShould I pack a bag? Bring tennis shoes? Will pictures be involved?â You were trying to get it out of him. He wasnât giving you anything, though.
âNo need to pack anything. If you want to wear tennis shoes you can. Just trust me when I say you donât need to worry. Okay?â
Harry was wearing his typical getup. Jeans and a t-shirt so you just decided to go casual as well. But you did make sure you looked cute. Just in case pictures would be part of the surprise.
He was excited to show you what heâd done. He hoped you didnât freak out. There were moments when he thought he should have you involved but he wanted to surprise you. Wanted to make it special. He didnât get lots of chances to do things like this with you. And maybe heâd gone a little overboard on this but heâd committed and couldnât back out now.
Your mind raced with the possibilities of what he had planned. You felt like it was something big. You braced yourself to be surprised. And boy were you when you pulled into that familiar neighborhood with the cute house you looked at with Harry months before. The one with the yard he couldnât stop talking about.
âHarryâŠâ you warned in surprise when he pulled into the driveway of the three-bedroom house and turned off the car engine.
âWhat?â He raised his brows at you in question, as if he couldnât fathom what you were surprised by.
âWhat is⊠whatâs going on?â
Harry didnât answer as he climbed out of the car and you opened the passenger door and stepped out, looking up at the house and then at Harry.
He grinned at you and reached into his pocket and pulled out a set of keys with a pretty pink and silver key chain that read, âHome Sweet Home.â
You covered your mouth when he placed the keys in your hand and then he nudged you toward the house, âKnow you loved this place. So I bought it for us. Itâs ours. Finished up all the closing of it a few days ago and took today off so we could celebrate.â
Harry had his own set of keys as he unlocked the door and opened it up for you to enter first. You did love the house when you first viewed it.
And now there was a table with dining chairs and a big beautiful bouquet of flowers in the center.
âIâve put a bed in the master bedroom already. King size. No more double bed for us, baby,â he grinned as you looked around. You were stunned that heâd gone and gotten a mortgage on a house and went through the whole process without you knowing.
âI canât believe you did this.â
Harry stepped in front of you and pulled you into his arms, âFor us. For our family. For you.â
You walked through the house again to get reacquainted. Harry had done the smallest bit of furnishing but mostly it was bare. Ready to be furnished and decorated. The bedroom he had nearly ready. The bed was huge and it had sheets and fluffy blankets atop, a dresser, and a side table on both sides. The ensuite had towels and heâd bought soap and lotion. But when he brought you down to the kitchen the fridge was mostly empty but there was a container of something (something sweet he said) along with a bottle of champagne.
Of course, Harry popped the bottle and pulled out two champagne flutes from the cupboard and you clinked glasses before sipping the bubbly drink.
âTo me and you. To forever. I love you,â he spoke as he took your hand in his and lifted it up to kiss your knuckles.
âI love you too, Harry. I know Iâve been really quiet but Iâm just processing all this. Itâs a shock. But Iâm so happy. I canât believe it.â
You carried your glass of champagne with you into the backyard, which still looked terrible, but it was spacious and Harry shared with you his vision again. What it could look likeâŠ
You watched him wave his arms around as he kept looking at you as he spoke, âAnd this⊠we can just have a nice patch of flowers. The shade is perfect here and itâll really brighten up this corner. The tree will need trimmed back but itâs going to be perfect to hang a swing off of and little string lights for nighttime. Weâll put some outdoor furniture on the patio after I clean it all up. Trim out the weeds and fill in the spaces that got overgrownâŠâ
A soft smile covered your face as you watched how excited he was. You were excited too, though. Everything was perfect for you two in that moment. You had the love of your life with you and he had bought a house to make a home in. A place he wanted to share with you. A man you trusted and found yourself falling more in love with every day.
You placed your glass down on the brick ledge near the patio and stepped in front of Harry as he was still yammering on about what he would do with the space and wrapped your arms around him, pressing your cheek into his pecs, âI love it, Harry. Itâs perfect.â
And your hormones were raging as you inhaled his scent and he squeezed his strong arms around you. It didnât help that he kept talking about children running around, what with you ovulating like you were. You had been keeping close track of it and after months of being off birth control, you were finally starting to feel like your body was adjusting to its natural cycle.
Tilting your head back to look up at him you saw him already looking down at you, âLetâs go test out that bed.â
And now it was Harryâs hormones that were raging. He practically dragged you to the master bedroom and you found yourself testing out the bed just as you asked.
âHow do you like it?â Harry panted as he sunk into you over and over again.
You were out of breath as you squeaked out a sound of approval.
âThat good huh? Gonna make me a daddy? Gonna let me fill you up with babies, Y/n?â
Harry wasnât gentle as he pumped into you, harsh thuds against you where heâd grind down every time he buried himself into the hilt. He pulled back, nearly completely out before snapping his hips forward into yours. He set the most delicious cadence, thick shaft filling you and rearranging your insides.
When he slowed down he dropped his mouth against yours, rolling into your wet pussy.
âIâm ovulating,â you breathed against his mouth. You were finally able to speak now that he was fucking into you more languidly.
Harry parted from the kiss with a filthy grin on his face, âIs that right little girl? I get to fuck my come into your fertile pussy?â
âMmm⊠yes sir⊠fuck me til it sticks. Want it so bad. Want your babies and your comeâŠâ
The new bed was sturdy, unlike the old one at your apartment. No squeaking or creaking or headboard ramming into the walls⊠just the sound of your creamy pussy wrapped around Harryâs fat cock and the slap of skin.
It was an excellent way to celebrate the purchase of the new house. A little champagne and a good fucking in the new bed⊠and hopefully it would end with you pregnant.
Youâd never had baby fever or whatever this was. But something about Harry just did it for you. You wanted him in every way. Wanted to show everyone how he was yours, that youâd won, that no one could come between you two. Logically you understood the flaw of that thinking, but logic flew out the window every time he was balls deep; that masculine body over yours, his deep voice saying filthy sweet things in your ear, and his big cock that had you hooked since that first day at your apartment all that time ago.
âOh my god, baby⊠look aâthatâŠâ Harry shifted himself and lifted your hips so you could glimpse the way he was filling you slowly and pulling back, shiny arousal coating his shaft, âMade for each other.â He began to thumb over your sensitive bundle of nerves as he rolled into you, eyes on the action happening where you were connected âFeels good doesnât it?â
You nodded, âYou always feel so good, Harry. I need youâŠâ
He moaned, âI know, baby⊠I need you too.â
You rocked your hips into his hand as he continued fucking into you until he moved again, tilting himself over you and taking the back of your neck in his big palm, and pressing his lips to yours.
Harryâs hips were glued to yours as he pushed into you, ensuring he stayed nice and deep, massaging your inner walls with every thrust in. The pressure of your orgasm built and built as he lapped his tongue against yours and tucked his cock deeper and deeper until he was no longer rearing back, his pelvis rolling over your clit.
Soft whimpers and pants were muffled from your mouth as he kept your lips occupied with his own.
His thrusts were becoming sloppier as he pressed himself to you and you could feel him trembling. When he moaned against your mouth and rutted in smooth and deep he hit something achy, you simply came undone. Harry had to lift his mouth from yours as you moaned and he gasped at the way you were gripping him and pulsing around him until he couldnât hold back and pumped into you, stuffing you with his come.
It was a favorite. The feel of his throbbing cock releasing inside you. That way you knew your pussy was siphoning every drop from him and how good your cunt felt on him. His soft whimpered moans as he stilled his hips against yours and twitched until he was milked dry, balls properly drained.
Lying in bed together, limbs wrapped up and sweaty bodies breathing and flushed hot post-orgasm you turned to look at him and lifted your knee, draping your thigh over his hip, âI love you.â
Harry moaned and opened his eyes and pulled at you, his arms wrapping around you, âI love you, baby.â
âIâm pretty sure that was it.â
Harry turned his eyes and looked at you, âWhat was it?â
You grinned and drew your hand up his strong chest, âWell, weâll see⊠but I think you just got me pregnant.â
Harry laughed and you giggled with him. Mostly it was just a tease. Youâd have no way of really knowing at that point. But something in your gut told you that there was a good chance of it.
âAnd what makes you think of all the times weâve gone at it since youâve been off birth control that this was the one?â
âWell⊠itâs been months since I got off birth control and for the past couple of weeks Iâve really been more in tune with my body because of it and my ovulation cycle is starting to get to normal and today my insides were aching and I knew the only thing that would make me feel better was to orgasm and thatâs because Iâm ovulating.â
Harry grinned and ran his thumb over your neck, âWell I fucked you this morning after coffee, baby. Maybe the one from this morning got you knocked up.â
Biting your lip you slid yourself over Harry and straddled his lap, taking his hands and bringing his palms up to cup your tits, âEither way⊠feel this?â You squeezed around his hands over your tender breasts, âHavenât had swollen breasts in a really long time. The ovulation is strong this month. And today itâs at its height. My whole body wants to be pregnant.â
The soft gaze on Harryâs face as he looked into your eyes was full of affection and love as he pressed over your nipples, âExtra fertile today, yeah? Then let me recover a bit and Iâll fuck you again. Just in case third timeâs a charm, ya know?â
You laughed, âI mean the day is still early. I think Iâm gonna need lots of orgasms today to feel better and youâre just the man to give them to me. Plus, we need to celebrate properly.â
He pulled you down, pressing your chest against his, and groped the globes of your ass in his hands, âWell sounds like Iâm gonna have to go buy sparkling grape juice for you, huh Mama?â
You both cackled loudly as soon as he said it. And you both understood it was just post-sex hormones talking in that moment. But youâd know soon enough if your intuition was right. You hoped it was.
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The Handyman
Summary: When you inherit your aunt's estate after she passes away, you hire Harry to fix up the old house but that's not all he winds up being good for.
A/N: This was requested! Also if you'd like to see early access content like this (plus more exclusive content) consider joining my Patreon! xoxo
Word Count: 10.9k
Warning: smut, mentions of a close relative dying, and tons of sweetness
When you pulled up the long dirt driveway to the old estate you used to spend your summers at, it was as if you could feel your aunt Gaylaâs presence all around you again. You could remember running through the fields and the trees and dawdling your afternoons away on the big wraparound porch with extra sweet lemonade and book after book.
Your aunt would have her old radio playing with records or cassette tapes, volume turned up so loud youâd be out climbing a tree a quarter mile off and could still hear the sounds of Credence Clearwater Revival or Stevie Nicks crooning over the distance. When the sun would begin to dip in the sky, oranges and pinks coloring in where it was bright blue just before, sheâd change the record to Bill Withers or maybe even Louis Armstrong and sheâd call you in by screaming at the top of her lungs that it was time to eat. But when youâd arrive sheâd pull you into her arms and dance with you and tell you how important it was to read, write, dance, and love.
And everything she did and the way she lived her life had the biggest influence on yours these days. She had been your favorite person, next to your mother of course. But your mother died when you were 17 and your aunt filled in to help raise you when your dad was overwhelmed with the loss of his wife and trying to reign in a hormonal and emotional young woman. He tried his best but you knew it was lucky your aunt stepped up to help guide you into adulthood.
So it came as almost no surprise to anyone when your aunt passed and she left you everything she had. At the time you didnât realize she had so much. At the reading of the will, it was just you and your father. The lawyer said youâd be inheriting her estate and every dime she had to her name. But when he read off the number, well, that part very much came as a surprise.
It was a life-changing number. And her old, huge house set on 16 acres in that old, small town was worth far more than you ever imagined it would be. You were advised to sell it at first. And you certainly considered it. What would you be needing with so much space all by yourself so far away from the big city you currently lived in? That money could just be piled on top of the already large sum sheâd left you.
But the more you considered selling it the more you hated that idea. All the wonderful memories you had there, all that gorgeous space with expanses of marble and hardwood and tall trees and meadowland could be a sanctuary. It could be a place for you to live. To enjoy the large space, tall ceilings, and windows, the sunrises and sunsets⊠To play music loudly and dance in front of your oven as you baked muffins and write to your heartâs content.
It could certainly be far better than your studio apartment that cost nearly as much in rent as what you made working your ass off at the paper. You could move out of your rundown, mouse-infested building and fix up the old estate to your liking. You could quit your job and begin writing full-time like you always wanted. Your auntâs house would be the perfect place to begin your new adventure. A refuge of peace. An oasis of your own to spark inspiration and creativity.
And so here you were, standing with the key in hand on the big front porch, old, rotted boards bending and cracking as you stepped up to the door to open it for the first time in years. When your aunt had fallen sick, sheâd been transferred to the city to live with your father as she was unable to care for herself during the end of her life. You helped as often as possible. On Saturdays, youâd take her to the park to sit on the bench and watch the birds and the trees and youâd chat about the books you were reading and life. You did that every Saturday until she could no longer be moved from her bed. But you were always with her every Saturday, by her side and holding her hand until she had no more Saturdays left.
You felt a surge of emotion as you walked through the space. The old funky vintage chandelier that hung over the dining table was covered in cobwebs. When your aunt had it installed you helped her paint the little ceramic flowers in various shades of green and yellow. It had been all white at one time.
But it was the window that stretched along the wall that overlooked the back acreage that drew you closer. Pulling the dusty curtains aside, sunshine filled the room. Sheets covered the furniture that had all been left behind.
The whole place was yours. And you had a great feeling about this next phase in your life.
. . .
After a week of cleaning, working in the garden, peeling wallpaper down, having a new refrigerator and oven range installed as well as a washer and dryer for clothes, and attempting to tear out wooden boards from the front porch all by yourself, youâd hit a wall. It was clear youâd need help to get the house in tip-top shape.
Scouring the internet for handyman recommendations, you were left feeling quite hopeless. So you made a trip into town to talk to the owner of the hardware shop you met some days earlier when you were buying paint and tools. He had mentioned he knew someone who could help if you ever needed. A local man who took over his fatherâs business. You imagined there werenât a lot of people willing to make the trip out to the small town and then even further out to the old house miles from the main road.
When you arrived, as you expected, the place was empty aside from Mr. George shuffling about behind the counter. When he spotted you his face lit up in a grin, âMiss Y/n! How can I help you this Thursday morning?â
âHi, Mr. George. I was uh, wondering if I could get the number of that handyman you were telling me about? I think Iâve done all I can do by myself at this point. Some of the electricity needs rewiring, the boards in the porch are rotting awayââ
âSay no more, my dear. Iâll call him right now,â he placed his hand over the phone receiver, âWeâll see if he can make some time today or tomorrow and if not, Iâll bet he can fit you in next week for a quote.â
âNext week?â You frowned.
âWell, heâs the only one who runs the business these days. His pop passed away a couple of months back so Iâm assuming he might be a bit busy. Good guy, though. I wouldnât recommend him if I didnât think heâd do your auntâs place justice.â
You nodded. That would have to be good enough you supposed. If not this week, next week you figured would be okay. Things were different in the small town than they were back in the big city. Life moved a bit slower and that was something you would just have to get used to.
Mr. George dialed the number he pulled up from his desktop Rolodex as you patiently waited to find out if the recommended handyman would be interested in helping you or not.
âHarry! My boy! How are you?â Mr. George spoke into the receive with a big smile.
âYeah⊠Iâm well too. Hey, look,â he glanced at you, âIâve got a lovely young woman here who needs some help with her new house⊠yes. Itâs that old mansion off Timbert. The one about a two miles from the main road⊠exactly. Gaylaâs old place⊠Itâs her niece, uh,â he cupped the receiver and looked at you with his brows raised as you spoke your name to him, âher name is Y/n.â
Seemed everyone in this town knew your aunt. You watched George scribble down something on a piece of scrap paper before sliding it over to you and began to make a little small talk with the man called Harry.
It was a number and the name of the company, Styles and Son. Mr. George pointed at the paper, and looked at you, âWrite your number down here for me.â
You picked up the pen he used and wrote your number with your first and last name next to it, handing the paper back to him.
Mr. George tore off the section with your number and nodded at you, âOkay, ready for the number?â
He read it off to Harry before looking at you and holding out the receiver, âWants to ask you a couple of questions.â
âOh, sure,â you reached for the phone and stepped closer to the counter so you could put it to your ear, âHello?â
âHi. Youâre Gaylaâs niece?â
âYes, sir. She recently passed and left the house to me and I wanted to fix it up a little.â
âMy dad used to help Gayla out whenever she needed things done. Iâve never had the opportunity to see the inside but Iâd like to come by maybe tomorrow afternoon when you have an hour or so to spare?â
âSure! Iâll be home all day. Any time works for me.â
âGreat. Letâs say around 2? Iâll give you a call before I head that way. George gave me your phone number, and make sure he gives you mine.â
âOh yeah. He already did. Iâve got it written down here.â
âMâkay⊠well, Iâll see you tomorrow Y/n.â
âSure! And thank you again!â
Mr. George took the phone from you and placed it into its cradle to hang up the call, âYou know⊠Harryâs a single man. Bout your age. My wife says heâs a looker and I reckon you two might get along well.â
âIs that so?â You grinned at the store owner as you folded up Harryâs contact info and stuffed it into your pocket, âAppreciate this, Mr. George. So much. Truly.â
âAhh, itâs nothinâ. This small town is a close-knit community. Weâre all here to help each other when we can.â
. . .
Instead of calling you, Harry texted when he was on his way over.
See you in half an hour. H
You smiled at the thought of finally getting some help in that big lonely house. Wiping the sweat from your forehead you climbed down the step ladder to freshen up a bit before Harry could arrive. You slid on a clean cotton dress, washed your hands and face, and then made some lemonade should he want anything to drink.
When Harry arrived you heard his truck clonking up the dirt driveway before you saw it. Heâd been your first visitor so it was the first time youâd had the pleasure of hearing a vehicle driving toward your house (and didnât it feel so weird to call it your house?). You watched out the window as dust kicked up from his tires. It was a big black truck. A decal on the side that read Styles and Son.
Walking onto your porch you waved to greet him as he stepped out, feet landing on the ground. His attire was simple. Jeans and a white t-shirt with a pocket at the front. Work boots. But what you couldnât get over as he smiled and raised his big hand to wave back at you was how fit and broad he was. Tanned skin on his arms and tattoos up the length of one of them. Chestnut curls with touches of light brown and maybe blond hidden in the strands. He was tall and he was handsome.
âY/n?â He smiled as he walked up the steps to your porch with his eyes on you. Green eyes.
âYes! Iâm Y/n,â you reached your hand out to him as he gripped it into his palm to shake.
âNice to meet you. Iâve always wanted to check out Gaylaâs house. Glad Iâve got the opportunity,â he looked down at the boards under his feet, âAnd first thing is,â he bent down and placed the heel of his palm into the wood, âthis porch needs updating in a bad way.â He stood back up, soft green irises on you, âFeel how soft that is when you step over it?â He spoke as he demonstrated, pressing his foot into the floor of the porch.
You nodded, âOh yeah. I already tore some of the boards out but I knew I couldnât do all this on my own.â
Harry squinted at you and the way his eyes scraped down over your dress and to your feet then back up to your face had you tingling, âYou tore out some boards on your own?â He nodded with an impressed look on his face.
Now you were feeling flustered. The sudden shift in temperature made it feel like your cotton panties were digging into your hips and your thighs too tight.
You laughed and shook your head, âOh⊠I mean it wasnât much. ButâŠâ you looked back up at him and watched as a lopsided smile took over his face, complete with a dimple, âYou wanna come inside? See the place?â
âAbsolutely.â
You pushed the front door in and let Harry pass through into the space. You watched him look all around and then walk toward the big front window and slide his hand over the wood frame, âBeautiful woodwork here,â he looked up toward the ceiling and then along the wall toward the archway into the dining area, âIt looks like itâs probably throughout the house. Weâll be sure to keep this original,â he looked at you suddenly, âUnless you wanted to completely change all this. Itâs up to you but I would suggest trying to maintain the existing features.â
âI would love to keep it original if possible. So⊠are you saying youâll do this for me?â
Harry chuckled and ran his index finger under his nose, âSoon as I saw the place as I drove up the path to get here had my heart set on it. Of course, weâll need to talk numbers and come to an agreement but Iâm ready to start as soon as possible. Whatâs the electricity situation? Original too?â He looked up at the light sconce on the wall.
âI think itâs all original. Everything. Most likely all needs overhauled to bring it up to code. So⊠you donât have other jobs you are committed to right now? Thought you were the only one?â
Harry raised his brows and looked back at you, âHired a helper a couple weeks back. He can do all the odd jobs for me while I focus on this. Honestly, Y/n,â you scorched at the way he said your name so casually, âThere ainât tons of work around here. I usually have one or two small jobs a day. Garbage disposal repair, sodding a yard, shingle repair⊠we do bigger jobs too like tree stump removal, burst pipes, and things like that. One-offs usually.â
âTree stump removal⊠you do all that?â
He nodded, âYep. I do it all. Got the equipment from when my father was running the business. My dad and I were the only ones in town to do all this kind of stuff so we learned how to do just about everything.â
You showed Harry around the rest of the house and described what you thought you might want done. But watching Harry slide his hands over your baseboards and knock at the walls as he talked about what heâd do⊠you smiled and agreed with everything he said.
âI do want the wallpaper out, though. Itâs a little too dated for my taste,â you ran your finger over the silk flower design wall covering and Harry put his palm over the wall and nodded, âWe could look at other wallpaper if you wanted. Or were you just thinking paint?â
You bit your lip and leaned into the wainscoting, âMaybe a new wallpaper? What do you think is better?â
Harry mimicked your pose, placing his hip on the white wainscoting, and faced you, âThere are some really high-quality wallpapers out there. In any pattern you can think of. Can also get them custom-made if you had the money for it. Iâd get the wallpaper if I were you.â
You nodded, âIâll be honest, Harry, my aunt left me a good bit of money and Iâd like to restore the place with really nice quality things and finishes. Want it to look as beautiful here as it did the day it was built. Iâm not too worried about how much itâll all cost. Within reason of course.â
Harry pushed himself from the wall and clasped his hands together behind his back, âIâm really sorry for your loss by the way. Was a shock to everyone when we found out she passed.â
You nodded, âYeah. I always thought sheâd live forever. Spent so many summers here with her, climbing trees and dancing⊠just feels so weird that sheâs gone now,â a small smile covered your face, âBut also, Iâm sorry to hear about your dad too. His recent passing.â
The smile fell from Harryâs face, âDid George tell you he passed?â
âHe did. Iâm sorry if bringing that up wasnâtââ
âNo, itâs fine. I was about to tell you anyway. Hence the name of the business, Styles and Son. Iâm the son part of it,â he grinned, âBut yeah. He died and I took over the business. Itâs been a struggle. I miss him but I think heâd be really pleased that I was getting the chance to fix this old place up.â
You offered Harry some lemonade and you both sat on the back porch together as you discussed what you wanted done first with the house. Of course, Harry already had a solid timeline in mind, heâd start with the electrical wiring and the rotten boards on the porch and make sure everything was up to code and safe before getting to the more superficial parts of the job. The garden and landscaping would come last.
Everything flowed so nicely with Harry. He was easy to talk to and you trusted that he knew what he was doing. And it didnât hurt that his voice was soothing and deep and slow. You could listen to him talk about solid hardwood versus engineered hardwood all day long if he let you.
âWell, Iâll be heading out now I guess. Be back first thing in the morning and start on this porch.â
You walked him to his big truck and shook his hand again, thanking him for taking the job and feeling a bit overwhelmed and emotional at everything.
Overwhelmed because Harry was so genuinely kind and you knew immediately you could trust him completely. Which just added to his charm and sex appeal. You really tried to push down the fact that he was so stunningly attractive because that wasnât going to do you any good. And even though Mr. George told you he was single, you couldnât imagine that was true. Someone as yummy-looking and kind-hearted as Harry? There was no way he wasnât at least seeing someone.
But you were also emotional because you were finally going to get to see your aunt Gaylaâs house restored to its original glory. It was going to be a real labor of love but it felt so good to be doing it. You had never felt so sure you were on the right path in life until that day. Until Harry arrived with his big truck and assured you that youâd get everything you wanted and that it would end up being even better than before.
And for the first time since you moved into that old house, you sat down and began to write. Youâd gotten nearly ten thousand words written and were awake well into the wee hours of the morning typing away with the sudden inspiration youâd gotten. You fell asleep with your laptop next to you when you couldnât hold your eyes open any longer.
You were woken to the sound of pounding and clanking and creaking which had you startled as you sat up in your bed and looked around your bedroom. The sun filled the space with light and you picked up your cellphone to note the time and saw a missed call from Harry.
Wrapping your robe around yourself you ran down the stairs all frazzled and rushed and burst onto the front porch, tripping over a stack of fresh boards and landing on your knees and palms like an idiot.
âHey⊠heyâŠâ you heard Harryâs deep voice from behind you as he slid his hands under your arms to help you up, âYou okay?â
âOh my godâŠâ you croaked out the first words of the day from your throat, âI just woke up and realized you were here and⊠Sorry!â
He turned you to face him and looked down over your knees and lifted your palms upward to inspect, âLetâs get you cleaned up. Took quite the spill there. Sorry, I shouldnât have stacked those boards right there.â
You felt your heart calm as he led you into your kitchen. He was so gentle with you, which for some reason you hadnât expected. You knew he was kind but this seemed very much outside of the scope of his job description, âNo, itâs fine! Itâs me. Iâd probably trip over the boards no matter where you had them stacked. Iâm a bit of a nervous nelly. And when I woke up I just⊠I was startled. Fell asleep late and didnât set an alarmâŠâ
Harry grinned at you as you ran your faucet and put your hands under it, âItâs fine. No need to rush or get all riled up. I got here a bit early and when you didnât answer I just figured Iâd start on the porch. Think Iâll replace your doorbell as well. Itâs not working either.â
You dried your hands and smiled at Harry, âIâll get you a key before you leave today. In case Iâm not here or Iâm sleeping again. Sorry⊠I just had this burst of inspiration last night and typed until I passed out. ItâsâŠâ
âYouâre fine,â you watched his eyes drop down to your torso and then bounce back up quickly to your face.
When you looked down at yourself you realized your robe was twisted and while all your bits were covered, they were barely covered.
âJesus fucking Christ⊠Iâm sorry, Harry. Iâm a messâŠâ you pulled the material into place and adjusted the robe.
Harry put his hands at the tops of your arms, âHey⊠youâre fine. Take a breath. Itâs a beautiful morning and the birds are singing, and just look at this viewâŠâ he motioned toward your window where you could see trees and lush green grass stretch along the front of the house, âNow⊠Do you have some alcohol to clean up the cuts on your knees?â
You sighed and nodded, âYeah. Iâll get it. You donât have to do all this. I promise Iâm fine. Just need to kind of wake up I think.â
Harry nodded, âOkay. Iâll get back to work out there. Gonna be some loud hammering and noises for a while.â
You cleaned yourself up and put actual clothes on before making coffee and bringing a hot mug out to Harry on a tray. This time, you carefully placed your steps around the boards and scanned the porch to see open spaces and nails in a tin next to fresh boards.
Harry was crouched along the railing and prying a board from its spot when he looked up at you.
âCoffee? Wasnât sure if you take it with sugar or cream⊠Or maybe you just want tea?â You placed the tray down as he stood up.
âThatâs really nice of you. Thank you. I would love some coffee. Black is fine.â
He took the mug by its handle and brought it up to his lips to take a sip.
âAnd if youâre hungry I could make you something?â You watched him gulp down the hot liquid.
Shaking his head he grinned at you, âMaybe lunch in a few hours. I ate breakfast already. But you donât need to go out of your way to make anything. I can go into town for a sandwich, which is what I usually do.â
âOh no. Iâll make you something for lunch! I insist! I love the company anyway. That way you can kind of relax instead of driving back and forth just to eat. Unless you want to get away for a bit. I meanâŠâ you started rambling. You couldnât help yourself. Harryâs biceps were on full display as he lifted the mug up to his mouth again and you could just feel your own mouthwatering at the sight. You hadnât seen a man so attractive in a long time. All the city guys you dated were nice enough⊠but then there was Harry. Tall with broad shoulders and lean muscle all over, deep pink lips and light green eyes⊠and dimples⊠and he was handy? God, you werenât sure how long you could go before you started to become obvious about how much you enjoyed letting your irises rove over his frame. That is if it wasnât already obvious.
He watched you go on and on about lunch and then offer up other suggestions with a small smile on his face until you stopped when you realized you were yammering, âSorry.â
âYou okay?â He grinned. He knew you were fine. But he did wonder if you were flustered because of him or if that was how you just were.
âIâm fine. Sorry. Get kind of long-winded sometimes. Iâll let you get to it. Um⊠if you do want me to make you lunch just let me know. And uhâŠâ you paused and then realized you were about to start yapping again, âIâll get out of your hair.â
âY/n,â Harryâs deep voice was soft as he spoke your name and you turned to look back at him, âTake a breath. Itâs okay. Weâll have lunch together in a few hours. Yeah?â
You puffed out a breathy laugh and nodded before heading back inside with the tray that had sugar and milk atop.
You hadnât considered it until then. Until you were placing the small crystal lid back onto the sugar bowl and putting the milk back into the refrigerator that your sudden burst of inspiration for the story you were working on was thanks to your handsome handyman. It also felt really good to have someone else there with you. Not that you didnât feel safe there alone, but just having another presence near you was comforting.
And when you began to make up a lunch, something you hoped heâd like (you had to stop yourself from asking him if heâd want cucumbers and white cheese on his sandwich and just trust that it would be fine) you couldnât help but peek out your window at him as he pounded his hammer down and wiped the sweat from his brow. His shirt was a bit damp as the sun was rising in the sky and the temperature with it.
Which then reminded you to plug in a fan so he could cool off while he ate with you. You set up the kitchen table and plugged in a fan to have it on for him as you both ate your sandwiches. As well as iced lemonade and chopped cherry tomatoes with basil and olive oil.
It was noon on the dot when you opened the door and poked your head out, âLunch is ready if youâre hungry.â
Harry placed his hammer down and pushed himself up to stand as he nodded, âThank you. Mind if I use the bathroom before?â
âHarry, you can use anything you want in the house. Feel free to come inside when you please. You donât have to ask.â
âWell, thank you, Y/n. I appreciate it.â
You felt ridiculous as you paced your kitchen in wait for Harry to come in so you two could begin. The silly thoughts you had in your head about him had your heart lobbing around in your chest a bit too fast. You could just imagine (in the deepest little fantasy spot in your brain) that heâd take one bite of your sandwich and be so overcome by you that heâd have the sudden urge to lift you onto the table, push your dress up, and take you right there, knocking the lemonade down and forgetting all about the cherry tomatoes.
âWow. This looks excellent. And youâre joining me?â He smiled as he stepped into the kitchen, his eyes on the table.
âOh, itâs nothing,â you shrugged as you pulled a chair out for him, just in the path of the fan, âAnd if itâs okay, though I could have some with you. Keep you company. Unless Iâm annoying youâŠâ
Harry laughed and shook his head as he took his seat, âYouâre the furthest thing from annoying, Y/n. In fact, I quite like talking to you. Sit,â he gestured at the spot where youâd placed your own plate with the sandwich. âThe fan is a nice touch too. See, youâre just about the sweetest person Iâve ever worked for and itâs only been a few hours.â
You felt the skin on your cheeks heat up as you sat down in the wooden chair and looked at Harry. You really really tried not to look at him like that. But you could feel it oozing out of you as you batted your lashes and tilted your head down, your eyes still on him. You couldnât help it!
And he saw it clear as day too. Grinning at you he took the glass of lemonade and gulped down about half as he watched you blink your eyes and then remove your gaze from his down to your plate.
âThank you, Y/n,â he said as he placed the glass down and picked up his sandwich.
âYouâre welcome, Harry.â
. . .
Harry didnât take days off. He was at your house at 8 am sharp every morning and every day you were sure to make him a big lunch and chat with him a bit. But every day you fell further and further into a little spiral of want and lust. It was ridiculous but he wasnât doing anything to dampen the way you felt.
Like after one lunch, he took his thumb and wiped the mustard from the edge of your mouth so nonchalantly you felt your knees give out and he had to help steady you. But you didnât miss his smirk. Like he knew just what he was doing.
Or the time when you were walking from your bathroom to your kitchen after a shower and heâd gone out to buy supplies so you thought you were alone but instead walked past the huge window in only your underwear and bra as you were talking to yourself. Yapping away about whatever in your panties as you turned to the sink to wash some dishes but then yelped when you saw him standing there looking in, an expression of surprise on his face.
You had never run so fast in your life up to your room to put something on. And you should have known better. What was wrong with you? Of course, you were quite absent-minded at times, but that was something on another level.
But then it happened again that he saw you in only your skivvies as you traipsed to your bathroom and had forgotten that he was rewiring the second-floor hallway lights.
âHey, sweetheart⊠just wanted to remind you that Iâm here,â his voice startled you and you balked as you apologized and shut the bathroom door with a loud slam.
âSorry, Harry!â You apologized again with your heart rapidly thudding behind your ribcage.
You could hear his voice through the bathroom door, âDonât need to apologize. Doesnât offend me. Just wanted to remind you I was here is all â in case you werenât keen on me seeing you in your knickers.â
And Harry was like that. So gentle and thoughtful and there was the tiniest bit of flirtatiousness there too. Which really kept you on your toes around him. Made you feel all hot and gooey. Maybe if he didnât grin at you the way he did or if he didnât wipe mustard from your lips or call you sweetheart or compliment you as often you wouldnât feel that tension there all the time.
But he did and so you did.
Which then led to you working up the nerve to start asking him to say for dinner. Heâd sit in your kitchen after using your shower to clean up and watch (you insisted he didnât help) as you made something for the both of you to eat.
At first, he didnât stay every evening for dinner because he wanted to get home to clean up and you didnât want to push and make it seem like you were needy for his company.
But soon, after suggesting he just use your shower, it was every night, and he began to bring a change of clothes so he could clean up before eating. And it felt like you were in some kind of bizarre relationship. Or, thatâs what you pretended in your mind anyway. And it was fodder for your writing so you played into the fantasy a little bit.
Of course, there were also all the times you caught him with his shirt off. By the time he began working inside the house summer was in full swing and the place had no central air conditioning so it could get rather hot inside.
And it wasnât just that you caught him with his shirt off⊠it was that he caught you staring while he was sans shirt, a sheen of sweat on his chest and at the nape of his neck, muscles flexing and tensing as he labored to make your house gorgeous and well-functioning.
Harry Styles was sexy. He was kind. He was charming and funny. He was smart. And you wanted him. Wanted him in a bad way.
And the days and weeks that drew on that feeling and that lust did not falter. No, it only widened and grew strong, steady thick roots into the ground and became fortified and strengthened with every little bit of contact you had with him. You wanted him so badly you could taste it. Feel it. Smell it.
âLet me get it!â He scoffed at you as he pulled the lid from the pot that was boiling over while you were chopping the tomatoes. You told him to stay seated because you wanted him to rest, that youâd get the boiling pot. Heâd worked so hard that day (as he always did) and you knew he must be tired. But he dipped the spoon into the bubbling water and turned down the burner to lower the heat for you.
âI can help, Y/n. I know youâre just being sweet cause you think Iâm all tuckered but I donât mind. Really.â
You smiled as you sliced into the tomato, âOkay. I just want to make sure youâre not working extra. You work so hard every day and I feel like this is the least I can do for you.â
Harry pushed a soft laugh out through his nose as he placed the lid back onto the pot, âThe least you could do is pay me for my work. And that you already do. This,â he gestured around the kitchen, âIs above and beyond. Not that Iâm complaining.â
âWell, I just⊠I feel like weâre friends now and feels strange to send you home after,â you glanced at him to see that he was leaning his hip into the counter watching you in that way that he often looked at you. The one that made your skin sizzle.
When he didnât respond you glanced at him again, âThereâs a bottle of wine if you want to share? I think itâll go really nicely with this dish.â
Harry pursed his lips and nodded, âTrying to get me drunk, sweetheart?â
You chuckled in surprise and shook your head, âOf course not!â Placing the knife down you turned to him, âI was only just suggesting it if you want. I mean⊠you donât have to. I didnât think a glass would be all that badââ
âIâm teasing. Itâs okay. Iâll have some wine with you,â he laughed at the way you suddenly bristled, âWhereâs the wine opener? Iâll pour us both a glass.â
The wine turned out to be the perfect accompaniment for the pasta dish youâd made. But you knew it would be. In fact, youâd gone into town the night before to the olive oil and wine shop and selected the wine for that exact purpose after asking the owner what she thought. You werenât sure if heâd like wine or not but you liked wine and it was a really nice bottle. Which you could afford now that you had a bit of money to your name.
And Harry agreed it was good as he poured you both another glass after youâd both finished your plates.
âSo what are you writing anyway?â Harry asked as he leaned back in his chair and set his eyes on you.
âItâs a romance. You wouldnât be into it Iâm sure,â you shrugged as you sipped your wine.
âWhy are you so sure I wouldnât be into it? I love romance.â
âOh. I guess men arenât usually my target audience or prospective target audience⊠I havenât actually published anything. Sorry⊠I shouldnât assume I guess.â
âTell me what itâs about.â
You cleared your throat and shook your head, âOh⊠itâs not done. Iâm kind of too bashful to talk about it just yet.â
Harry leaned his elbows onto the table and kept his gaze on you, âOh come on⊠Tell me. I wonât judge. I want to know what kind of story youâve been working on. And then Iâll tell you a secret of my own. Howâs that sound?â
You sat your glass of wine down and licked your lips as you let your pupils take in his pretty lips, âUh⊠fineâŠâ you sighed and smiled. You wouldnât tell him the whole thing but perhaps you could just make it brief. âItâs about a woman who takes on a new adventure in life and she meets a man unexpectedly and he helps her kind of navigate her new life⊠uh⊠like they have this unspoken connection and feel quite comfortable with one another off the bat. And it leads to a whirlwind romance that ends happily ever after.â
Harry tilted his head to the side and stitched his brows together, âY/nâŠâ Harry spoke your name as if he were about to scold you, âGive me some detail. What kind of new adventure is this woman taking?â
You looked up at the ceiling and felt your neck heat up. If you told him the premise heâd figure out you were basically writing a story that was a fantasy version of what you and Harry were doing.
But you didnât want to lie and you could just tell him to drop it but you didnât want to do that either. So you gulped down the saliva in your throat and laughed as you looked at him, âShe inherits a gorgeous old house from a family member with all the money sheâd need to hire a man to help her restore the place.â
The pleased look on his face had you looking away from him and down at your empty plate in full embarrassment.
âI see. So youâve had some real-life inspiration since moving in here then.â
You nodded, a small laugh falling from your lips, âYeah.â
âAnd this man helping her restore the old house? Heâs the one she has her whirlwind, happy-ending romance with?â
You put your hands over your face, âOh my god. I mean⊠yes. Itâs just inspiration, though⊠like it wasnâtââ
Your words were cut off when you heard his chair scrape over the wooden floors and felt his hand at your back, âYou donât need to explain yourself. Itâs just a story. Wanna hear my secret now? Level out the playing field a bit here.â
You pulled your hands away from your face and looked at him. He was sitting right next to you, so close you could see the pores on his nose as he offered you a dimpled grin. His hand gently rubbed at your back.
âLevel out the playing field?â
His soft grin deepened as he slid his pupils down to your lips, âYeah. You told me something thatâs kind of a secret. If you want me to tell you a secret I will⊠kind of make it even.â
You swallowed with a nod as he moved his eyes over the expanse of your face and it felt like warmth seeping into your skin.
âSee⊠So hereâs the thingâŠâ he paused to make sure you were paying attention, âIâve been working for this insanely sweet-as-pie woman for a couple of months now. Just falling in love with every corner of the house that I touch⊠getting fed fruit and coffee every morning, sandwiches in the afternoon with lemonade and a fan to help cool me down, and then lately itâs spread into dinner⊠just me and her eating together in her kitchen, talking about nothing and everything as the sun goes down and then I go home at night alone and find myself unable to stop thinking about her and the way she laughs and the way I catch her staring at me when Iâve sweat through my shirtâŠâ
You were holding your breath as he spoke and it was making your head fuzzy and your heart thud and your skin light up as he slowly worked his hand up to the back of your neck, fingers grazing the skin⊠it felt like you were watching a movie play out before you. Like it wasnât real.
âAnd I think to myself⊠what if she feels the same way about me that I feel about her? Ya know? I mean Iâve seen the way she looks at me. That canât be an accident. And sheâs even started to ask me to stay even later after dinner to have dessert and even though my stomach is always stuffed full of the food sheâs fed me and I couldnât imagine eating another thing Iâm always tempted to stay a little longer with her. Just to see where it goes,â the pad of his finger worked up your neck as you turned your gaze down to your hand on the table, âTo find out if her dessert is just as tasty as everything else sheâs offered me. And of course, I have no doubt that it would be.â
You stayed quiet. You couldnât believe heâd just said all that. Like he was reading your story and knew what you wanted to happen next. Slowly you brought your gaze back to his and spoke shakily, âHarryâŠâ
âYou want me to stay for dessert tonight, Y/n?â You could feel the brush of his thumb along one side of your throat and the press of the pads of his fingers gently on the other side, palm flat against the back of your neck. And that question. It meant more than what he said and you both knew it.
âYes. If you want,â you swallowed and kept your eyes on his face as he lowered his gaze to your mouth again. His hand at the back of your neck tensed and you could feel him pulling at you, just the last few inches needed to brush his lips against yours in a tentative move, allowing you to breach the space completely, moving in and pressing your mouth firmly against his.
And it was everything. Warm and soft and wet and then he inhaled sharply and opened his mouth to paint his tongue over your lips and you responded in kind, using your tongue against his and you felt his free hand pull at your hip. You smoothed your hands up his strong arms and to his shoulders and your heart felt full and light all at the same time.
When you felt the fine hairs at the nape of his neck under your fingers he shifted and pulled at you, both hands gripping your hips and bringing you up out of your chair and placing your bottom on the sturdy wood of the kitchen table, the plates pushed to the side and your nearly empty glass of wine wobbled in its spot as he kept his mouth over yours and he fit himself between your legs.
âAlways wearing pretty skirts and dresses for me, arenât you?â His lips traveled down your jaw and pressed over the skin on your pulse point, âBeen teasing me this whole timeâŠâ slow pecks down to your clavicle and then back up the other side of your neck as he planted his palms flat onto the table next to your thighs, âJust know you wanted me to see you in your panties all those times⊠acted all innocent like you didnât know you were giving me a showâŠâ
You gasped when you felt his teeth gently scrap at your jaw before pushing plush pink lips over the same spot, âHarryâŠâ you breathed out his name.
âMmm⊠love how you say my name too,â he spoke as he moved his mouth back over yours and it was game over. Teeth and tongues, and wet lips with moans as he slid a thumb under the hem of your dress to glide up your thigh. He pressed himself in further, making you lay back on the table, your saltshaker and napkin holder tipping over as he ran his hands up your sides.
âIs this what you wanted? All this time, Y/n?â
You moaned as he began to pepper his kisses down your neck once again, your body lighting up with every touch and whisper into your skin.
âYesâŠâ
âYeah,â he looked up at you with his hands firm around your waist before he moved them down to push at your skirt, shoving the material up your thighs, âAnd what about this? Is this what you want too?â
You pushed yourself up by your elbows and nodded, âYeahâŠâ
Harry grinned as his fingers found your panties and he tucked his middle fingers into the band, âWanna give me my dessert now?â
His light jade eyes were sparkling as he waited for your nod of approval, the small yes you peeped out had him tearing your panties down your legs, left to drape off your left foot as he pushed your thighs apart and moaned, âItâs the only dessert Iâve wanted since you first started offering. Smells so good too,â he dropped his mouth to the inside of your plush thigh and ran his big palms upward on the underside of your thighs to press your legs back and you gurgled a moan as you watched him dip down and tongue at your pussy, his wet muscle slicking upward from your entrance to your clit and then repeated, and repeated, over and over as he kept his eyes on yours until you were so slick he was barely making contact with your skin⊠your arousal had coated your pussy and his tongue in a thick layer.
âFuck me⊠sweetheart⊠youâre gonna give me a toothache with all this sweet juiceâŠâ he spoke mindlessly as he lapped at you. He brought a hand down to your pussy, running his fingers through your crease as he pressed his tongue to your clit and kissed it, bringing it delicately into his mouth with a gentle slurp.
âAhh! Harry!â You reached down to pull at his hair as your back arched up and your head fell back into the wood.
The moment Harry felt your grip on his hair he spread your pussy with his fingers and drove a digit inside, curling it in and brushing against the spot you loved to focus on when you fingered yourself, making your body shiver.
Your table was rattling from the movements you were making, the lewd act causing the wooden legs to shift and give slightly as Harry ate your pussy and moaned at your taste.
âGonna let me have some every night now?â His words came out watery, and slurred as he continued working to get you off, âGonna let me take care of you the way youâve been taking care of me?â
You cried out in a gurgle when you felt another finger press inside as he flattened his tongue over your pussy, âYes!â
Harry grinned into your pussy. Seemed all you could say at that point was a combination of yes and Harry. He loved how you were responding to him. Like it was all you ever wanted.
When he felt you roll your hips up and grind into his mouth he pressed your thigh down and dug in harder, flicking his eyes up at you from time to time, watching the way your chest rose and fell heavy, how your lips were dropped wide open with your eyes closed.
âYâshaking so hard, sweetheart. You can come if you need to,â he slid his fingers into the last knuckle and back out as he spoke, lips grazing your wet clit as he did so, âYouâve been so good to me, you deserve a treat tooâŠâ
Your brain was in a fog, a haze that made it hard to hear or make sense of his words as your orgasm tiptoed its way through your tummy and down into your core, slowly sliding its way through your organs until it burst out of you and your limbs stiffened as you pressed Harryâs face into your pussy and moaned his name so loudly Harry figured it was a good thing you didnât have any neighbors close by to hear what could sound like someone being attacked.
But in a way, you were being attacked. Harryâs lips and his tongue and his fingers ravaged you through your orgasm, never letting up or stopping until you gasped and pushed at him as you sat up with wet lips, burning cheeks, and dark eyes, âOh god, Harry!â
The dirty smirk on his face was pure sex as he pulled his fingers out of your sticky pussy and slid you from the table, making you wrap your legs around his waist as he carried you to your room, his mouth on yours.
You began to squeak in protest as he lifted you and started up the stairs and you were certain it was too much weight or that heâd drop you but he was solid and strong and moved with ease, holding you tight under your bottom with one hand and his other at your mid back until he laid you on your bed with a bounce.
Harry began to pull his jeans down his strong legs and you watched as he undressed. It was the first time youâd seen his bottom half but just as his chest and shoulders and abs did not disappoint, neither did his masculine, well-muscled thighs and buttocks. The man was in incredible shape, thanks to good genes and hard manual labor you assumed.
When Harry peeled his shirt off over his head, the curls were pushed upward and he was left standing in your bedroom looking like a man ready to ransack your body with wild hair, tight boxer briefs hiding an erection that looked quite sizable.
Silently he kneed onto the bed between your legs and pushed your dress out of the way, âLet me see you, sweetheart. Is that okay?â
You helped him bring the dress off over your head and immediately reached up to unpluck your bra, the clasp at the front that once undone had your tits bursting out.
âHoly, fuckâŠâ Harry dove down to your breasts, lapping and squeezing at each one and you placed your fingers back into his hair as if it were their new home. The length was perfect to grip onto.
He pushed himself up as he cupped your tits together and kept his eyes on your flesh and nipples with mouth dropped open, âGoddamn, sweetheartâŠâ He dipped down again, wetting the skin all around your breasts with his lips and tongue until you bucked upward and your wet pussy kissed his belly button.
Popping off from your nipple he looked down at you underneath his large frame and smoothed his hands down your sides and over your tummy then to your hips. He thumbed at your clit and looked up at you, not an ounce of humor on his face, âI can eat your pussy all night. Want my mouth again?â He licked his lips.
âWant to feel it, HarryâŠâ you breathed out.
âWant to feel my mouth again?â
You moaned and slid your palm down his chest and felt the bit of hair on his pecs tickle your skin, âYour cock.â
âIs that right? Sweetheart wants her handyman to stuff her full tonight?â Now you could see the small smirk on his face as he looked at your tits and then back up to your eyes.
âI want you to stuff me full, Harry. I want to feel it.â
Harry wet his lips again as he moaned at your words and tore his boxer briefs down his thighs and to the floor.
He sat back onto his haunches, eyes on yours as he held himself at his base. His thick ruddy tip smooth and ready to pierce into your cunt had you groaning, âPlease.â
âYou wanna be my girl, Y/n? Be mine? Cause I donât fuck unless I know I can keep coming back. I donât do casual, sweetheart.â
You shook your head, âI donât either. Iâll be yours. Your girl.â
âYou sure? You want to date a small-town handyman, make me dinner every night, and get fucked into this soft bed until youâre passed out?â
âOh my god, Harry,â you moaned and nodded, âYes. PleaseâŠâ
Harry scooted in toward you, and his massive cock was just throbbing before your eyes. That thing was going to do some damage to you but you would happily receive it. Take it every night like he said, looked forward to feeling how much heâd fill you up and how deep heâd get, how much itâd ache when he pounded into you.
His hand slid behind your neck, fingers wrapping around the back side as he hovered over you, âPussyâs so little, sweetheart. Might need to hold on at first okay?â
The dimple popping into his cheek told you he was playing with you. And while, yes, he was quite large, that bulbous tip and thick shaft would definitely be felt entering you, there was no question itâd tuck nicely into your slippery walls.
You gripped his biceps as you kept your eyes focused on his. He glided his fat tip through your pussylips with the slushy wet sound of your arousal coating his cock, drenching his leaking slit until he was sticking the crown at your opening, his lips parted as he pressed into your muscle and penetrated you slowly.
âMmm⊠fuck me, sweetheart,â his voice was hiked up a notch in a whine as he clenched his teeth upon entry, âYâmine now? Yeah?â
You nodded and whimpered, âHarry⊠oh god Iâm yoursâŠâ
Harry nodded with you, his eyes focused on your face as he opened you up, and spread you apart inch by inch. When heâd gotten in halfway he reared himself back, that wide tip sliding out of your cunt just before he pressed himself back in, nudging in deeper. The intrusion was all-consuming. Harryâs hard cock was long and thick. But of course, it was. A man like him with a body like that⊠But it was his demeanor that had tipped you off at the beginning that he had a big dick. That personality that oozed with natural confidence.
âOh, my fuck!â You wailed as he drove into you again, this time with a bit of force that had his hips grinding into yours.
âYeah? Itâs big in there isnât it? Need me to be gentle?â
You could just see it in his eyes. He did not want to be gentle. The man above you, fucking into you was holding himself back. He was taking it easy for your sake. But you wanted him to ruin you. Wanted your pussy wrecked by that thick cock, needed to let him have his way with your body so he could get off.
âNo⊠fuck me like you want. HarryâŠâ you whimpered his name as you cupped his jaw, stubble scraping your palm as he slowly thrust into you, âMake me yours. Show me how you do it.â You wanted to feel his strength. Wanted to know what it felt like to have him completely destroy your pussy.
Harry let out a deep groan then hissed as he ground into your cunt, his cock grazing that achy spot deep inside that you knew was gonna be bruised once he was done with you, âDonât want to hurt your cute little pussy, Y/n. Can already feel Iâm in as deep as I can go.â
âHarry, make me yours. Please.â
âFuckâŠâ he gritted out as he adjusted his knee placement, lifting himself with his thighs and readying his position to rail into you like you wanted. He pulled your hands up and placed your palms onto his lats as he leaned over you, âHold on here. Tell me to stop if itâs too much.â
You gripped your fingers into the muscle of his back and felt him flexing as he drew his long cock back and bucked in with one harsh thrust. The wind nearly knocked from your lungs as he did it again. He was still taking it easy. Long heavy strokes into your guts, hips slapping into yours in thuds until he got into a rhythm and your high-pitched moans told him you were loving it.
Soon your bed was loudly creaking, the mattress springs bouncing heavy and his balls were whacking into your bum. Wet patting of skin colliding and heavy pants filled the room.
âLike this?â He gritted as his pelvis repeatedly smashed into your clit filling your veins with damp mushy heat as your pussy clamped over him.
âFffffuuuâŠâ you cried out. Not a word but an answer. You did like it. Every time he filled you to the brim with his fat cock and your pussy parted for him, spreading apart to accommodate his hefty girth it brought you closer and closer to the precipice.
Harry choked out a moan when he felt his own orgasm edge toward the brink slowly. The way you gripped around him, the perfect warm and wet hole attached to the sweetest thing heâd ever met made his heart thrash in his chest harshly.
He couldnât believe that he was getting to fuck you. That you promised to be his. That things had worked out the way they had. Because heâd started falling for you since day one. He had been impressed that you wanted to salvage the old house and to him, that meant you were already special. A city girl with a heart of gold who didnât mind getting her hands dirty. And when you told him you ripped out some of the rotted boards from the porch on your own his cock twitched in his pants. The image in his mind of you doing that was hot.
And as the days and weeks went on he learned more about you and he became obsessed with making everything in the house just perfect for you. He often daydreamed of living in it with you. Getting to see you every day after work with a kid or two running around. While it was too early to think about all that, he couldnât help it. Harry was a sincere and deeply emotional man who prized deep connections and love over everything. Heâd never been able to do casual.
He was brought back to the moment when your face began to screw up in pleasure and your punched breaths began to grow into loud moans with every snap of his hips.
You, on the other hand, were thinking of nothing but that big cock sliding through your insides and ramming into your depths, your tummy aching at the stretch and the way he filled you so completely. Your brain was empty as he sliced through you, fucking you down into your soft blankets as his chest and arms and shoulders tensed.
âOoohh, sweetheart⊠like that yeah? That what you need? Right there?â
Your arousal had dripped from your hole and drenched your ass and the blanket under you, your gushy wetness slopped out with every push of his cock into your pussy.
Harry could feel your thighs quivering and shaking as you started to arch into him, loud bursts of moans belted from your lungs on each plunge.
Harry was losing his mind at the noises you were making and how good you felt squeezing around him, âGonna have to move myself in here so I can have you like this every day⊠look at you taking me so well⊠fucking creaming all over meâŠâ his string of consciousness continued as he railed into you deeply and you felt your insides snap suddenly, your orgasm erasing all working thoughts from your brain.
âYes! Fuuuuck! Yes! I need you!â
âNeed you too, Y/n. I fucking need you baby⊠come all over me, show me how good that is⊠fuck⊠fuckâŠâ Harry clenched his jaw as you squelched around him, your slippery hole clenching so hard you nearly pushed him out but he was stronger as he continued to pound into you, bringing you through your ecstasy until he couldnât go another moment without coming.
He began unloading into you, heavy, thick pumps of come filled your insides as he coughed out a groan and stilled his hips with your pussy milking him, pussy fluttering and squeezing every drop from his long shaft. Youâd both lost your good senses in that moment. No thought about what was responsible or reasonable, it was only about how good it felt to be connected, new lovers enjoying one another and not giving a damn about the consequences.
Harryâs mouth pressed into yours and he moaned sloppily against your wet lips, bodies throbbing and shaking and lungs gasping for air as you wrapped your legs around his waist and hummed in bliss.
Harryâs heart was going wild as he dropped his chest to yours and licked into your mouth, one final push of his cock into your cervix for good measure, pressing his come deeper yet.
âOh my god,â you breathed out in a mumble as his lips still smeared against yours.
âI knowâŠâ he responded with his eyes closed as he continued kissing you.
Your fingers wound into his hair and he rolled you both to your sides, still connecting and simmering and reeling.
âI think now you have to stay,â you parted from the kiss and looked at him with a small smile. Hoping heâd agree to it. You werenât ready to let him go home yet.
âWasnât planning on going anywhere. Youâll have to forcibly remove me from you now.â
You giggled and cupped his cheeks, âGood. Means you arenât gonna be leaving then.â
Harryâs soft smile and his big hands on you felt like home. More than anything had before. The old house was your home, yes, but ever since Harry walked into your life you were a changed woman.
âSo youâre mine now? Can I call you my girlfriend?â
You puffed out a laugh through your nose, âOf course. Long as I can call you my boyfriend.â
âOf course. Been dreaming about it since I first met you.â
You licked your lips, âYeah? Guess we both wasted a lot of time beating around the bush didnât we?â
Harry shook his head, âNahh⊠we didnât waste time. Every moment spent with you was exactly what was supposed to happen. Got to know you real well. Got to learn all kinds of things about you. I feel like the way it happened wasnât supposed to happen any other way.â
You nodded and bit your lip. He was probably right. The time you two spent chatting and flirting and getting to know one another slowly made you both open up and feel more comfortable in each otherâs presence. And it all led to that very moment right there in your bed.
âIt wasnât supposed to happen any other way.â
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fratboy!harry x you
hi hi! its been awhile. finally finished this after 3834273 weeks it feels like. its also my first reader fic so....hope you like it HAHAHA.... :)
the one where your friends introduce you to Harry, you go on a trip and things get interesting. featuring a lake house, hiking, and a cherry sucker.
wc: 5.8k
tw: smut 18+, spanking, choking, light dom!harry dynamic, brief clit slapping, brief face slapping, lil bit of cum play, size kink, breeding kink if you squint. idk if i missed anything but as always let me know if i did :)
cherry sucker
Finding solace in the chirping birds and chattering on the street that could be heard from your open window, you stood in front of your closet, clad in a little white tank and baby blue undies, preparing your bag for a camping trip you and your friends had planned. Spring semester has concluded and this trip will commemorate the start of summer vacation. You daydream about the sun glistening off the ripples of the lake water, the smell of the grass wafting in the wind as the sun warms the earth while you pack your bag.Â
While you were excited for summer, you wanted to get a head start on your reading for fall semester. You had a textbook or two in the bottom of your bagâpoli sci books, because you had heard the professor was relentless with his lesson plan and you wanted to go in with no surprises. You hear the faintest footsteps down stairs, growing louder the closer they drew up the stairs. Your door swings open and Faye strides through, red hair flowing behind her at the pace she was walking. She comes up behind you, smacking your ass making you yelp.Â
âFaye!â You squeal, clutching the cheek that was now turning red with your best friend's hand print.Â
âIâm so envious of your ass, I just had to.â She falls backwards on your bed, arms sprawling beside her. âItâs just so tempting.â She giggles and you turn back to your closet.
âIâm so glad we actually have time to see each other now that classes are over. Schoolâs been so busy I feel like all Iâve done is sleep and go to class.âÂ
âIs that why you have a fucking textbook in your bag?â Faye raises her eyebrow at your duffle and picks one up. âRussian socioeconomic structure? What even is this?âÂ
âItâs for Professor Sykes. Iâve heard he's brutal and I want to be prepared.âÂ
âYou are not bringing this. You have a whole summer ahead of you to study.â Faye scoffs, pausing for a moment. âIf you bring this book on this trip Iâll throw it in the lake myself.âÂ
âThen youâll owe me $200. Besides, what if I get bored?â You cross your arms over your chest and Faye looks at you like youâve grown another head.Â
âThereâs a lake! A lake!â She throws her hands up in the air, laughing at your determination. You bend down, opening your drawer and pulling out a skimpy yellow bikini to throw in your bag. âBy the way, Josh is bringing a friend. His nameâs HarryâŠStyles I think. Do you know him?â You shake your head.Â
âKnow of him, donât know him though.âÂ
âOh. Well heâs singleâŠand kind of hot.â Faye giggles and you shake her head again.
âNo thanks. Iâm not really into the dating scene right now.âÂ
âNo one said anything about dating. Just maybe for a littleâŠfun.â This time, itâs your turn to look at Faye like sheâs the one whoâs grown another head. âFine. If you donât want toâŠmaybe heâll be our third.â She wiggles her eyebrows and you widen your eyes in horror at her suggestion of asking Harry to join her and her boyfriend in their sexual endeavors.Â
Before you can get another thought in, heavy footsteps clamber up the stairs and itâs Josh, Harry in tow with a backpack slung over his shoulder and suddenly your room feels very small. Josh flicks his eyes to you, smiling and sitting next to Faye on your bed.Â
âPauly and Alex are on their way. Weâre putting all the shit in their car and you guys are gonna ride with us.â He says, gesturing his finger between the two of you and you nod. The window open brings a warm breeze into the room, blowing your sketchbook pages until it lands on one with a drawing of a man.Â
Not just any manâŠit was your ex. Your eyes flick to everyone and you rush over to shut it before anyone can catch it. It was an old drawing, and a hobby you hadnât picked back up since things ended and you really didnât feel like rehashing the breakup with Faye. Faye wasnât the biggest fan of him, and for good reason after he cheated on you with the TA in one of his classes last semester.Â
Harry stands in the doorway, chewing gum between his molars, his jaw flexing and glances around your roomâthe bedroom of a girl whom heâd never met, and it felt very personalâŠlike he was getting a peak into who you were as a person. An overflowing bookshelf, handmade drawings stuck to a corkboard on the wall over the desk. Faye and Josh were talking in hushed whispers and he tilted his head to the side as he had the perfect view of your ass as you were turned around and facing your desk. He smirks at the red hand mark left there, and he could feel his cock twitching in his pants at the thoughts running through his head. He drops his gaze as you turn back around to walk towards your closet again. His eyes meet yours and you smile, a greeting showing you were just being nice, and he wonders if you always walk around half dressed in front of strangers. He clears his throat.
âSykes next semester?â He asks, voice with a hint of an accent you werenât expecting and you nod.Â
âHowâd you know?â He gestures his elbow towards your bag, the textbook on top of your clothes and your mouth forms and âOâ and you nod.
âHe teaches that entire fucking book every year. Itâs such a snooze fest.â He pauses. âDo you like Russian literature?â You nod again, gesturing to your bookshelf filled with classics and fantasy and romance. You had a few authors on the shelf, but not as many as you would like. He brings his backpack around to his side, unzipping and reaching in. He pulls out a tattered book, crinkles in the cover and the corners turning up, all characteristics of a well loved piece and hands it to you. âRead this instead. A lot more interesting.â He smirks and your gaze drops to the words on the cover. A collection of poems by Anna Akhmatova. In the short conversation you were having you didnât realize that you had been left alone with him. He smiles, a sly grin spreading on his lips almost like he knew he was about to be a menace.Â
âBy the way, blue looks good on you.â He flicks his gaze down before meeting your eyes again. You feel your cheeks burning instantly as he walks out the door laughing to himself as he stumbles his way down the stairs, leaving you to finish packing alone.
The car ride to the cabin had everyone buzzing with anticipation. Faye had called shotgun, and you and Harry shared a look when she did. He smirked and you looked away and quickly climbed into the backseat. The entire ride you were consumed with a nervous energy that you couldnât quite place. Harry had his hand splayed out on the seat beside you and when he leaned forward to talk to Josh, the tip of his pinky barely brushed your skin and you tried not to think about it too hard for the rest of the ride over.
It took no time for you to clamber out of the car and claim your room inside for the weekend. Tossing your bag onto the floor by the door, you flopped down on the fluffy mattress holding the book Harry lent you to your chest. You were fiddling with the cover when Faye waltzed in and leaned against the foot of the bed.Â
âGet up. Weâre going on a hike.â She said giddy with excitement and you cocked your eyebrow at her.Â
âThink Iâll pass.âÂ
âNot an option. Everyone else is going.â She crosses her arms and leans on the doorframe.Â
âI didnât bring shoes for a hike.â You half laugh at her with a shake of your head and she narrows her eyes.Â
âYou can wear a pair of mine. Letâs go.â Faye gestures and you groan, tossing the book back onto the bed with a soft thud against the duvet. You pad down the hallway after her, slumped over feigning protest like a toddler and she hands you a pair of her sneakers once you reach her room. Slipping them on, you plait your hair behind your head quickly and messily as you find your way to the foyer where everyone is gathered and waiting to leave. None of them look thrilled either as they follow Faye out the door to the path behind the house.
The June sun was high in the sky and the only reprieve you were able to get from the heat was the occasional shade of the trees along the path. You and Harry had fallen behind, the rest of the group up ahead and through heavy breaths you would sneak glances from the corner of your eye as the sun glistened off the light sheen of sweat coating his shoulders and his chest. He had popped a cherry sucker in his mouth not long ago and you watched as he moved it from one cheek to the other with his tongue and caught your mind wandering to what his tongue might feel like running along the expanse of your skin. You walk in silence, hands brushing slightly from the uneven terrain and you want to apologize for repeatedly bumping him but you donât.Â
âDoes she always make you do shit like this?â He huffs from behind you, stepping over a fallen limb.
âUnfortunately.â You grumble back, trying not to roll your ankle stepping over rocks bigger than the palm of your hand.Â
Even though this hike was the last thing Harry wanted to be doing, he couldnât deny that he enjoyed your company, though little conversation had been exchanged since the moment in your room. His eyes trailed over your body, noticing the bead of sweat rolling down your chest and his tongue darts out over his lips, wanting nothing more than to trail his tongue down the same path. He watched the way your thighs flexed as you stepped over limbs and branches and he thought about them wrapped around his waist, driving into you over and over while your fingers leave marks over his torso. He pulls his shirt over his head, unable to take the heat of the afternoon any longer and he tucks it into the waistband of his shorts. Heâs noticed you watching him too, stealing glances out of the corner of your eye and biting your teeth into the pillowy flesh of your bottom lip. Heâs convinced that he could do anything and youâd melt into the palm of his hand, so desperate to please him and be good for him. He smirks to himself as you divert your eyes ahead, away from his now bare torso and towards the ground.Â
He looks at you briefly before his eyes flick ahead, and you donât know that heâs judging how long it would take for your friends to notice if he pulled you out of sight for a moment. He decides itâs worth the risk, lightly grabbing your arm and pulling you behind a nearby tree. You feel the bark against your back as he cages your head between his arms and you look up at him with wide eyes. All you can hear is the pounding of your heart against your ribcage at his close proximity.Â
So close you can smell the cherry on his breath, hear the faint sound as the confection clatters against his teeth. Your eyes focus on the white stick poking from between his lips and he watches you. His hands dig into the roughness of the oak and his chest pressed against yours. Suddenly the heat of the afternoon feels suffocating. He brings his own hand to his mouth, plucking the stick from between his teeth and the sticky residue touches your lips. Upon instinct, your tongue darts out to collect, catching the sweetness and savoring it for a moment.Â
âOpen.â His voice is low and gravelly, and for some reason you find yourself obeying his command before you can even think too hard about it. Your lips part and you stick out your tongue in anticipation, a smirk playing on his lips as he watches you and he hums. âCan yâhold this for me, puppy?âÂ
A heat swirls in your core, and without noticing your thighs clench together and a whine escapes your throat as you nod. Harry places the sweet candy on your tongue and your lips wrap around the stick slick from his own salivation. âGood girl.â He mutters, stepping away and creating space between the two of you. You snap out of the trance you seemingly had fallen into and scurry away, catching up to your friends and leaving him laughing behind you.Â
Nightfall comes before you have a chance to think about it. You had taken a quick nap after you returned from the hike and it was much needed, considering your mind was going haywire and you just needed a break from your thoughts drifting to Harry. It was quiet out here, you and Harry the only ones left sitting next to the fire Josh and Pauly had started a couple of hours ago. You were huddled up under a blanket, the air blowing off the lake making it feel colder than it actually was. Frogs were humming by the water and the crickets were chirping in the grass, the sounds of nature around you made you feel calm. You had the book Harry had loaned you resting against your thigh as you read the prose on the weathered pages. Harry had his head leaned back, fingers weaved together on his chest with his eyes closed. Occasionally you would peek over at him and he seemed tranquil. You werenât sure why he was still here with you, but maybe he was just enjoying the fire like you were. You had purposely avoided him after the incident on the hike, the memory still causing an arousal to pool beneath the denim of your shorts and you tried like hell to push it from your mind.
âLetâs swim.â He states, pulling you from your thoughts. You raised your brow at him, a quizzical look.Â
âIâll pass.â You blow out a laugh and he turns his head towards you then.Â
âWhy? Faye and Josh are off somewhere, probably fucking, and Pauly and Alex are doing bong rips inside. Not really a fan of thatâŠthey're incessantly annoying when theyâre high. So letâs go swim.â He says nonchalantly, shrugging his shoulders as if it was the most sound choice of activity for this time of night.
âItâs cold, and Iâm actually enjoying this book of poems you lent me.â You tell him, and because youâre not looking at him at that second you donât see the way the corner of his mouth twitches into a half smile.Â
âAnna Akhmatova is interesting. But you have all weekend to read it.â He turns to face you then, you catch the movement out of your peripheral.
âI also have all weekend to swim.â You tease him. Heâs silent for a moment and you turn the page to read the next poem. He shifts in his seat.Â
âAlright. I didnât want it to have to come to thisâŠâ He says, sighing. He stands, making his way over to you. Before you can process what heâs doing, he snatches the book and throws it onto a neighboring chair. In one swift movement, he picks you up, throwing you over his shoulder as he walks towards the dock. You thrash and kick but itâs no use, not when heâs stronger than youâll ever be.Â
âHarry! Put me down!â You exclaim, laughing in the process and you feel his chest against your thighs. He doesnât respond. âOkay! I surrender. Iâll swim with you. Please just donât throw me in.â You try to reason with him and he stops, pausing his movements and taking in your words. He plants your feet on the weathered wood, and you look up at him with narrowed eyes as he smiles down at you, a crooked grin that had your knees feeling weak. âThat wasnât funny. I donât have a swim suit on either.âÂ
âI guess that gives us a perfect excuse to go skinny dipping then.â He states as if thereâs nothing wrong with that scenario.Â
âRespectfully, no. Iâll swim in my clothes.â You counter back.
âSweet girl, itâs nothing you or I havenât seen before. Be mature.â He teases and you want to laugh, but you cross your arms over your chest, instinctively making yourself smaller. He hooks his fingers in the waistband of his shorts before looking back at you, noticing your hesitation and he stops. âWe really donât have to if you donât want to.â He puts his hands on your arms, and you shake your head, looking out at the ripples on the surface lit by the moon.Â
âNo itâsâIâm notâitâs fine. I want to. I just havenât really taken my clothes off in front of a guy inâsinceâŠâ You pause, collecting your thoughts before looking up at him. âIt doesnât matter. I donât know why Iâm being this way. I think Iâm just nervous.âÂ
âYou donât have to feel that way around me. Promise.â He smiles and turns back around, pushing his shorts down so you have a view of his bare ass. Your cheeks redden as you avert your gaze elsewhere, and he jumps into the water with a splash. You canât see him, not until he pokes his head back up and shakes the water from his hair. âIt feels great.â He covers his eyes with his hands. âI wonât look if you donât want me to. Not until youâre in the water.â He says and you nod, and then realizing he canât see you clear your throat.Â
âOkay.â Your voice feels small. Hesitantly you unbutton your shorts, sliding them down along with your underwear and pulling the sweatshirt over your head leaving you bare and exposed, and you hoped and prayed that Alex and Pauly werenât watching out the window. You drop it to the dock, your clothes and his making separate piles, taking a step towards the edge and looking down into the water. Here goes nothing, you say to yourself and leap in. And he was right, it really did feel great. It envelopes around you as you swim upwards and breach the surface, wiping your eyes and opening them. Heâs there in front of you, a smile plastered on his face.Â
âSee, sânot so bad, right?â He asks and you shake your head again as you tread the water. And you both stay like that for a while, swimming and floating. He floats on his back and you try a little too hard to not let your gaze travel south, focusing on his face and how content he looks with his eyes closed. Youâre too busy staring at the tattoos littering his torso when he says something you donât quite catch. Â
âHm?â Your gaze flits back to his face and heâs smiling.Â
âI said,"Do you like what you see?â He laughs and you can feel your cheeks redden because he caught you staring at him.Â
âIâm sorry.â You apologize sheepishly and he swims over to you, closing the distance and you bite back a grin at the close proximity.Â
âDonât need to apologize, sweet girl.â He says, his voice low and he brings his hand up to thumb over your lips, parting them before his thumb runs over your cheek. âBe lying if I said I havenât been staring at you all night.â He confesses and you think if you were nervous before, then youâre not sure what youâre feeling right now. It feels like a stampede of elephants is running through your belly as he runs the backs of his fingers across your cheek. You decide to just rip the bandaid off and go for it. Your hands find his face and you crash your lips to his, and heâs taken off guard but the next second his hands dip under the water and he pulls you into him, the warmth of your bodies melding together underneath the surface. Upon instinct, your legs wrap around his waist as you push your chest into him, causing him to tighten his grip on your waist, dimpling the skin beneath his fingertips.Â
It was almost like neither of you needed to speak, once the kiss had broken you both swam fervently towards the dock. He hoists you up by your waist, quickly dressing just to go inside and get undressed again. He pulls you by your hand towards the cabin, and you say a silent prayer that your friends who were in here made their way outside.Â
By the grace of some higher power, the house was empty and the air inside was cold and smelled of the aftershocks of bong rips and a half smoked joint. Harry pulled you down the hall, into his room, and shut the door behind him with a click of the lock.Â
He smirks and he pushes you down into the bed, hair wet and sticking to the skin of your neck. He crawls over you after pulling your shorts off and throwing them somewhere across the room, slotting a knee between your thighs and instinctively you grind against him, gripping onto his biceps. He hooks a finger in the waistband of your panties and slides them down your thighs in one swift move, and you kick them the rest of the way off in anticipation.
âBeen thinking about taking those off since I saw you prancing around your room in them this morning.â His voice drops an octave as he ghosts the tip of his nose along your cheek , tracing the outline of your jaw as you desperately move your hips seeking for any friction it would give you. He pulls back, looking over your features and you can see his pupils blown from his own pleasure.Â
âLook at you.â He coos, clicking his tongue behind his teeth. âTaking before I can even give anything to you, so selfish.â He purrs, and somehow the tone of it makes you stop, halting the movement of your hips.Â
âNo. Go ahead, angel. Wanna watch you get yourself off just from riding my thigh. Need it so bad, canât even help yourself.â He coos, but his tone is condescending and you almost question him. He raises a brow, running a thumb over your cheek delicately. The harsh tone of his voice and the softness of his touch playing mind games with you. âDo it. Be a good girl.â He encourages you, and you feel like itâs a trap.Â
âN-no. Want whatever you wanna give me. Iâm sorry. Wonât happen again.â You pout your lower lip out and he thumbs over it, pulling it down before it bounces back into place. You like that he takes initiative, being dominant over you like it comes so easily for him. He can see the wheels in your mind turning and he cocks his head to the side.Â
âWhat?âÂ
âNothing. Just never done this before. Never had someone beâŠâ You trail off, but he nods like he already knew what you were going to say.Â
âI see. Sweet girlâs never had someone take control over her?â You shake your head. He rolls his lip between his teeth, eyes flittering around your face. âBut you crave it, donât you? Just wanna be a cock-drunk little slut? Wanna have someone filling you, telling you what to do?â His words penetrate your brain and your eyes flutter closed. âAnswer me. Is that what you want?â He demands and you nod, faster than you ever have and he flashes his pretty smile at you.Â
âYes. Please.â Finding your voice, begging him. He shifts, pressing his thigh into your center and a whimper falls from your lips, the heat growing between your thighs.Â
âGo.â He leans down, pressing his lips to your pulse point and trailing kisses down your collar bone. Slowly, your hips begin to move and youâre almost embarrassed at your arousal coating his skin, glistening in the soft glow of the lamp. You push the thoughts away, focusing on your pleasure as you feel his hardening length against your thigh, pressing into you. You reach down, palming him through the material before he grabs your wrist and pins it above your head. âDidnât tell you you could touch.â He mumbles against your skin and you whine in protest. Your hips move faster now, and youâre so close. Just as youâre about to tip over the edge, he pulls away and your lungs deflate, a breath being taken away from you. He stands over you, pushing his shorts down and your eyes widen at the sight of him. You want to reach out and grab him, pump his cock with your hand but you refrain. He leans over you again, planting kisses down your chest and dipping in the valley between your tits, his nose ghosting over your skin.Â
âWant you to tell me red if you wanna stop, okay? Green if you wanna keep going. Got it?â He asks and you nod. He peeks up at you through his lashes and cocks his brow. âWords, puppy. Canât hear a nod or a shake.â
âYes. Iâmâyes. Got itâ Youâre breathless with your answer. He peppers small kisses over your navel, gripping your hips between his fingers as his head dips lower, kissing the insides of both thighs, trailing his tongue over your skin and purposely skipping over your weeping hole just to make you squirm under his grip. He parts you open then, collecting your arousal on his tongue and the wicked sensation makes your back arch from the bed, pushing your core closer to him and he forces you back down.Â
âUh-uh. Stay still or Iâll stop.â He mumbles, and a whine bubbles in your throat. He laps lazily st your core, circling and flattening his tongue over your clit as you try your hardest to keep your hips still. His fingers dimple your skin, digging into the muscle underneath. He knew he was gripping hard enough to leave small bruises in the shape of his fingertips, and he wanted to. Wanted you to remember his head between your thighs as you shattered just from the flick of his tongue against your sensitive bud. Youâre a mess of moans and panting his name over and over. He pulls your clit between his teeth and your hips jolt upwards and he pushes you back down to the mattress. He pulls away, and your chest heaves at the loss of contact but a cry escapes your throat when he lands a light smack to your center, and the pain morphes into pleasure as tears well up in your eyes at the sting.
âTold you to stay still. Canât follow simple directions, angel?âÂ
âMâsâsorry.â You gasp and he glances up at you, noticing your wet lashes and he props himself up on his elbows.Â
âWhat's your color, sweet girl?â His tone is gentle, planting a soft kiss to the top of your thigh and peeking up at you from under his lashes.
âGreen.â You answer eagerly and he smiles against your skin, crawling back up to level with your eyes. His lips find yours and you open, allowing him to push his tongue into your mouth against your own, the room around you melting away. Itâs slow, sensual and full of desire. He doesnât pull away as he lines himself up with you, the tip of his cock teasing your aching hole and you move your hips trying like hell to get him further inside.Â
âSo needy.â He mumbles against your lips and pulls your bottom one between his teeth, nipping gently. He pushes into you slowly, your mouth dropping open as he lays his forehead against your collarbone. âSo tight, sweet girl. I donât think mâgonna fit.â He pushes into you further, teeth marking your skin as he groans against your skin and you whine at the sting of him stretching you.Â
âFuck, Harry.â You whimper, he cages your head between his hands, holding himself up as his biceps flex and extend, the sinewy tissue underneath his skin prominent. He looks down between your bodies, where he's halfway sheathed inside your pussy and he chuckles, a breathy laugh that morphs into a sigh.Â
âPretty little pussy looks so pitiful like this. Canât do it, puppy.â He pants, and you know somewhere in the back of your mind that heâs just playing a part, but it doesnât stop the cry that escape from your throat as you beg him to fuck you.Â
âPlease, Harry. Need you. Want you so much. Can take it, promise. Please.â You look up at him with wide eyes and he admires you for a moment, taking in the pout playing on your pretty mouth that he just wants to kiss away, the tears welling in your eyes that heâll wipe away if they fall. The need in your voice letting him know youâd do anything he asks of you in this moment.Â
âAlright, Iâll give it to you. Gonna go slow til youâre all stretched out fâme.â He palms your thighs, hiking them around his waist and continues to fill you, your head lulling to the side as your eyes flutter closed and your jaw falls slack when he reaches to the hilt, balls resting against your ass as his head falls back. âSo fucking good, angel. Look at me, wanna see those pretty eyes.âÂ
So you listen, do the best you can to force your eyes open as he starts to rock his hips into you, pulling out to the tip before filling you up again and again. He hikes your leg over his shoulder, kissing down your calf as he sets his rhythm, going deeper from this angle. His eyes never leave yours as he groans and nibbles on your skin, peppering small bites and then soothing with his tongue. He hits the right spot every time, and when your eyes finally betray you and fall closed, you feel a smack land on your cheek. Not hard, but just enough to sting and you whimper.Â
âThought you were a good girl.â He says through gritted teeth and he drives into you harder.Â
âI-I am. Want to be good for you.â He grunts at your response, he pulls out and flips you over before pulling your ass up in the air so you sit on your knees with your face down in the mattress. He palms your ass, landing a smack to your cheek. He rubs over the spot gently, soothing as you push closer into his touch and he's climbing behind you, lining up and pushing back in and it feels even better from this angle. Hitting every spot just right and you swear you see stars. He reaches around you, pushing on your tummy just under your navel and wraps his other hand around your throat lightly, pulling you up.Â
Your back is flush with his chest, skin sticking together from the light sheen of sweat coating both your bodies. One hand squeezing the sides of your neck and the other pressing still on your belly and he nips at your ear.
âCan feel me all the way in your tummy, canât you? This is what you like right? Nobodyâs ever had you like this have they?â He whispers and you shake your head. His hand finds yours and he brings it back to the spot just below your belly button. âFeel that? Feel me so deep in this pretty pussy. Gonna get you all full of me, fill you with my babies.â He grits and squeezes your neck a little harder, the corners of your vision darkening before he lets go and you take in a full breath, feeling high on himâŠand heâs all you know. His words, his hands roaming your body and his cock stretching you.Â
âHarry, Iâm so close.â You breathe out and he grunts, lips ghosting over your shoulder blade.Â
âI knowâŠcan feel you squeezing my cock so tight angel. Câmon. Cum for me.â He encourages you and you shatter around him, pussy pulsing around him bringing him to his own release as he paints inside you. He wastes no time pulling out and you topple over from your legs feeling weak and he dips down behind you. You feel him dripping out of your hole, and his fingers spread you open. Pushing one inside with no warning, he fucks his cum back inside of you with his fingers and you hum, unable to make any other noise and he chuckles behind you.
âLike being filled like this? Look so pretty full of me, dripping out of you. Never gonna forget it.â He mutters, planting a kiss on the small of your back before standing. Finding the energy to roll over, he offers his fingers to you and you take them between your lips and taste the mix of both of you on his fingers. He curses under his breath at the sight of you, feeling his cock twitching back to life and he pulls them away to stop himself thinking about fucking you again and again.
You slept in his bed that night.
The weekend ended all too quickly, and you were half asleep in the back seat of Joshâs car with your head resting on the window, holding Harryâs book on your thighs and fiddling wither cover, something you had become accustomed to as you read the prose on the pages or when you closed in while engaging in conversation. Truthfully, you didnât know if youâd see him in that capacity again after this weekend and didnât know if you wanted to go back to being strangers that passed each other in the economics building on campus.Â
Josh pulled up to the house you and Faye shared, and Harry follows you out of the car. He retrieves your bag from Paulyâs car for you, carrying it up to your room and putting it down on your bed. You almost felt like you were having deja vu, the scene similar to one from Thursday afternoon, except this time you werenât half naked in front of him and he wasnât just a stranger in your room anymore. You look around, then to the floor before meeting his eyes and he smirks as he leans against your doorframe.Â
âHere.â You hand him the book but he puts his hands up, shaking his head.
âKeep it.â He says, and you almost refuse but accept it anyway. He bites the inside of his cheek, shifting his weight and shoving his hands in his pockets. He steps closer, brushing your hair behind your ear as you look up at him. âDonât be a stranger, angel.âÂ
âI wonât be.â
He leaves you there, standing in the middle of the room with his book clutched to your chest with a cheesy grin plastered on your face.
And you knew it wouldn't be the last time you saw Harry Styles.
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an absolute nuisance
summary - harry is a nuisance in the morning
pairing - boyfriend!harry x reader
word count - -1k
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âWhatâs this for?â Harry sat up in bed against the headboard.
The duvet was pushed down onto his lap so his bare torso was showing. There was a little roll or two where his stomach was tucked over from where he was sitting.
âHappy first day of spring!â You smiled cheerily.
You felt happy this morning.
The sun was shining into your bedroom, the sky was cerulean blue and the birds were chirping away.
You handed Harry his mug of peppermint tea, which he religiously had every morning, whilst you enjoyed the classic english breakfast tea. Milk, no sugar.
âThank you, mâlove.â Harry smiled, giving you a moment to kiss him softly before you situated yourself beside him crossed legged.
âSleep okay?â
You took a sip of your drink even though you knew it would be too hot.
Harry kept his hands around his mug as if it was the middle of winter, more out of habit than necessity.
âMm, yeah. You?â
âYeah.â
âIâm going âround to Noelâs this afternoon to drop off some tech gear.â Harry told you.
âOkay.â You nodded, âIâve got work at 2.â
âWhen do you get off?â
âShould be about 6, but you know what theyâre like.â You rolled your eyes.
âIf Katherine keeps you for extra hours again, love.. Iâm going down there myself to kidnap you.â
You chuckled, âKidnap me?â
âYeah. Iâll stage the whole thing. Iâm an actor now, you know?â He winked at you, carefully taking a sip of his drink.
âOkay, Mr Hollywood.â
You stayed chatting about everything and nothing whilst you enjoyed your morning teas, before you decided to start getting ready for the day.
âWhere you going?â Harry asked, his hand softly stroking small circles into the exposed skin of your thigh.
âNeed to get ready.â
You reached over to draw the loose hairs away from his eyes, allowing your hand to brush over his cheek as it moved due his face.
Harry warmed at the feeling, his cheeks glowing in colour as your skin moved across his.
âDonât go.â He pouted.
You moved from your cross legged position to sitting on your legs in a kneeling position. You leant closer to Harry and cupped both of his cheeks with your hands.
âIâm only going to get ready.â You kissed him. He kissed you.
âWanna stay in this moment with you forever.â You kissed again.
âAnd make me late for a shift with Katherine? I donât think so. If I had a dick, sheâd cut it off.â
Your words sent a laugh through Harry, him complaining how sometimes you really did know how to ruin a moment. You took it as a compliment, because sometimes it would a good tactic to have.
âSheâll cut off my tits instead.â
âNo!â Harry pretended to be horrified, which sent you into a fit of laughter. You sank you face down into the crook of his neck to hide yourself.
He smelt so good. And how? It was first thing in the morning and he smelt so homely and perfect.
Harry took the moment to his advantage, pushing himself over you and trapping you underneath him. The manoeuvre was too quick for you to even understand the logistics of it.
âHarry!â You sighed with a giggle.
âYou have four hours before you need to leave.â He whined. âStay with meeee.â He buried his face against your neck and left a trail of kisses there, getting close to the spot behind your ear that made you melt.
âBut I need to do stuff.â
âYeah? Like what? Maybe love on your boyfriend?â
âGonna be just my friend in a moment if you donât let me go.â You huffed.
Harryâs head perked up at that. âThereâs nothing friendly about what you did to me last night.â
âYou make it sound like you were helplessâŠâ You giggled.
âI was!â
âOh give over.â
âYou had me completely surrendered.â
âYouâre such a nuisance.â You groaned, trying to lift up but he was too heavy for you.
âAnd yet you love me. Sounds like youâve got the issues, babe.â He teased you.
âI hate you.â
âI love you too.â He kissed you. Reluctantly, you kissed him too - which only ended up with you staying in bed for another four hoursâŠ
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ex-boyfriend's dad!harry part 4
Summary: You and Harry are both missing each other and despite Tyler's sudden interest in talking to you, Harry's determined to finish what you both started.
A/N: This is the final part! I have more blurbs and extras up on Patreon if you'd like to see more of them! xoxo
Word Count: 10k+
Series Warnings: explicit content, smut (including anal, rough blow jobs), age gap, angst, daddy kink, dom/sub dynamics, spanking, choking, slight degradation, use of small implements (collar and leash, anal plug)
Part 4 Warnings: 18+ only, smut (including anal sex), daddy kink, angst, age gap, sub/dom dynamics, uncomfortable confrontation, fluff!
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Harry didnât want to push. He knew that you two were treading a delicate line. You were so much younger than he was and you were his sonâs ex-girlfriend. This wasnât an easy thing to navigate emotionally. He was having fun, but he hadnât anticipated you suddenly feeling whatever it was you were.
He thought maybe heâd done something wrong at first. He thought maybe he moved the scene along too quickly because he had been eager to get to the good part. He couldnât wait to press his cock into your other hole. You wanted it so bad and he really wanted it too.
But of course, he wanted it. He was a man who loved the female form. A man who enjoyed sex. Kinky sex. A man who adored anal sex as long as the receiver adored it just as much. So maybe thatâs what it was. Perhaps he rushed you along too quickly.
So if you needed space to think about what had happened, heâd give it to you. But what he wouldnât do was pretend nothing had ever happened between you. That would be too easy. To have a fun little thing with a beautiful younger woman and then suddenly back up and cool off and then â poof â strangers.
He could let you ghost him. He could move on and chalk up the time you spent together as just a little fun fling. No one would ever need to know. That would certainly be tidier. And heâd be able to maintain the relationship with his son as it was before youâd come along. It could just be a fun little secret that he looked back on fondly as he moved on with his life.
He could do that. But he wasnât going to do that.
Why? Because somewhere along the way he accidentally started to let his big, heavy emotions come alive with you. It was an accident. But he couldnât help it. Harryâd always been a lover. Someone who enjoyed sex, sure⊠but he was also someone who enjoyed the relationship that went with sex just as much.
And it wasnât like he hadnât had easy flings before; One-night stands and no strings attached relationships. But that wasnât always possible with him. It wasnât possible to feel nothing with you. It was quite the opposite.
He started imagining your smile and the way you made him laugh while he was doing mundane things like laundry or typing up an email at work. He began to imagine you waking up in his bed every morning with your croaky little voice and sleep lines on your face smelling like warm sheets and that unique scent that was just⊠you. He would be in the middle of watching something on television and feel the need to text you so you could turn it on and watch it too because he knew youâd love it.
So yeah. He started to really like you. As more than he should. It stung him a little to know you needed space to figure out whatever it was that went wrong. But he wasnât going to stay away forever. Heâd let you process but he had things he needed you to know and heâd never forgive himself if he didnât at least tell you what those things were. Youâd probably reject it all. Youâd probably tell him that wasnât what this was at all. Youâd probably end it right then and there and that would be okay. If you didnât feel the way he did that would be fair enough, Harry figured. But he wasnât going to let things fade away and fizzle out. He was going to make you hear him out and if you didnât like it then heâd step back and respect your wishes.
âThink Iâm gonna call Y/n,â Tyler spoke as he walked into the kitchen behind Harry.
He turned to look at his son with confusion, âWhy?â
He shrugged, âI feel like breaking up was a mistake. She probably regrets it too. Iâve been thinking a lot and I feel like I kind of just threw away everything because I was too scared to try stuff with her. I donât know if Iâll ever find someone like her again. I was talking to Jay about it and he told me I was an idiot for letting her go like that. He said that a lot of girls donât even really enjoy sex that much and if I had to pick between someone thatâs into all kinds of weird things and someone thatâs not into anythingâŠâ Tyler sat down at the kitchen table as he looked at Harry, â⊠that I might be better off with someone like Y/n. Because she loved sex. Thatâs for sure.â
Harry sighed and shook his head as he looked out the window over his sink. His son was still so stuck on the wrong reasons for your breakup. You didnât just break up with him because you were sexually incompatible. You broke up with him because he was kind of a dick to you. Jealous all the time, manipulative. But of course, Tyler didnât know his dad knew some of those details. You had told those things to Harry.
âShe was a great girl, Ty. Do you think thatâll be enough for her to see you again?â Harry swallowed. He hated this. Hated that his son still had feelings for you. Hated that he missed you so bad and itâd only been two days. Hated that you hadnât called or texted.
âI hope so. I miss her, ya know? Tried seeing this one girl a couple of weeks ago but there was just no comparison. Kept thinking of the way Y/n did certain things a lot better. I still love her too. I have to at least give it a shot.â
âYou seemed so upset by her when she broke up with you. Kind of surprised by this a little.â
He really didnât want Tyler calling you and mucking things up. It was selfish of Harry to think the way he was but if Tyler was still in love with you and tried reaching out that could be it for Harry. That would just complicate things further. But what could he do really?
âI was mad at first but I think the time apart helped me a little. And maybe her too. Maybe sheâs missed me just as much, ya know? And sheâll want to compromise a little? Like we were together for 2 years. Almost two years. It would have been two years tomorrow actually so I was thinking about just giving it a shot. Iâll see if she wants to meet up tomorrow or something.â Tyler looked at Harry, âShould I get her flowers? Maybe make some grand gesture to show her how I feel about her? Jewelry even?â
Harry sat down at the table, his brows stitched together as he swallowed down the lump he felt in his throat., âDonât buy her jewelry. What if sheâs not interested in anything anymore? Donât make any rash decisions, Ty. Okay? JustâŠâ he sighed as he was about to give his son actual advice, against his better judgment, âTake it slow with her. Call her and see if she wants to meet up first. Flowers could be nice if she does. But donât expect anything. Donât push her.â
âOkay. So flowers might be good. Yeah. Okay,â he stood up from the table and pulled his phone out, âWould a text work? Or should I call? I should call shouldnât I?â
Harry watched his son pace in the kitchen with his phone in his hand. Tyler was looking for advice from the wrong person but Harry wasnât going to tell him that.
He couldnât stop Tyler from reaching out to you and he couldnât stop you from agreeing to meet up with him if thatâs what you chose. But that didnât mean Harry wouldnât do something rash. Something he might regret in the long run. But sometimes those heavy and deep feelings you get for someone can make you do crazy things.
. . .
You were shocked to see the text from Tyler. And a missed call with a voicemail. Youâd been busy with work all day so when you were finally seated in your car and the quiet of the day could sink in you hadnât expected to see anything from him. He hadnât been on your mind at all.
Please call me back. Iâd like to talk about how things ended. I miss you.
You sighed and put your phone down into your cup holder. Tyler was not the man you wanted to hear from. Not anymore. Now all you could think about was Harry. Itâd only been a couple of days since youâd seen him. You figured if you could hold out seeing or hearing from Harry for a little longer, your feelings would start to evaporate and then you could move on. You didnât want to get your heart broken by your exâs dad. And you were sure thatâs where things were headed with you two.
You imagined scenarios where you told Harry how you were developing feelings for him and it would go one of two ways.
The first more likely scenario had Harry gently letting you down. Telling you that you were amazing (because he was so sweet like that) and that you had your whole life ahead of you but that you were too young and deserved to be with someone you could share your life with in a healthy way. That he never intended for feelings to get involved. Plus he would remind you that you dated his son and he couldnât very well get into some kind of serious thing with you. Ever.
The second very unlikely scenario had Harry admitting his own feelings to you and telling you that you two could make it work despite the age gap and despite the fact that you dated his son for almost two years. He would hold you close and tell you all those sweet things you wanted to hear and heâd make love to you after, full of promises and heâd tell you not to worry about Tyler.
So to see that youâd gotten a text from his son and not him was disheartening. You were absolutely no longer interested in Tyler. In no way was there any love left for him. His father, however? You were dipping your toes into those messy feelings of attachment that started to ebb on the L word. You werenât ready to face that thought quite yet though.
You decided to listen to his voicemail. Mostly so you could just clear the notice from your phone and get it over with.
âY/n, hey, itâs Ty. Iâm sure youâre busy with whatever right now but I just needed to call you and tell you a few things. I miss you a lot. I realize that I kind of fucked up. I think we can still work things out if you want to try and compromise on a few things. Ya know? And⊠Oh! Guess what tomorrow is? It would be our two-year anniversary. I donât know if you even care or not but I still do. I was hoping to meet up with you. Just so we could we could talk. No pressure. But I think we owe it to ourselves to just give it one more shot or at least hear me out in person. Call me back, please. I miss you, Y/n.â
You rolled your eyes and leaned your head back into the seat of your car. You didnât want to see Tyler at all. You thought it was interesting that he assumed there was anything left to salvage after the way you broke up with him. And youâd forgotten about the 2-year mark. Harry had basically taken over your thoughts. You wondered what Tyler would think about you then. You laughed to yourself at the idea of you telling Tyler the kinds of things his dad had done to you. Surely then heâd despise you and move on.
But youâd never tell him those things because Harry wouldnât like that. And you never wanted to do anything to disappoint Harry in any way.
On your drive home, as you felt the stress of your day begin to fade you wondered if it would be a good idea to see Tyler. Perhaps you could just meet him somewhere public, let him talk, and then set the record straight once and for all. You had zero intentions of getting back with him. That was just no longer an option. Not after Harry. Not after anything actually.
And when you heard your phone ping with a text you groaned. God was he persistent. You just needed some time to think first.
You didnât owe him anything. You could just ignore it and move on but you were one of those people who felt like others deserved to be heard out whether they deserved it or not. You had dated the guy for almost two years after all. And maybe the smallest part of you hoped heâd tell Harry he was meeting with you. You werenât sure why you hoped heâd tell his dad. You didnât know what that would achieve. Just the notion of contact even if indirect perhaps.
But when you pulled your phone out of your cup holder you were surprised to see that the new text wasnât from Tyler. It was from Harry.
H: I know youâre just getting off work right now. Hope youâre okay and that this isnât overstepping but I miss you and would like to see you so we can talk. Thereâs a lot I need to tell you. Whenever youâre free.
Your heart leaped and your breaths grew shallow as you read his words twice more. You hadnât expected him to reach out to you. It felt like such odd timing but you quickly text him back as you sat in the parking lot at your apartment.
You: Hi. Iâm okay and youâre not overstepping at all. I was thinking of texting you soon. What are you doing tomorrow night?
You felt shaky as you stepped out of your car and made your way up to your front door, all the while checking your phone to watch the screen and see that he was typing a response. You were giddy. Beyond excited.
H: No plans tomorrow night. Whatâs on deck?
You let out a puff of breath as you entered your apartment with a cheesy grin.
You: Iâm going to Betâs Bar with a few friends at 8. Just super casual. But maybe you can meet me there and we can get away to talk a bit? Iâd like to see you too.
This was one of those nights out that youâd been dreading. Your friend invited you with two of her friends who you didnât know all that well. So it was already going to be awkward. But if you had the opportunity to scoot off somewhere and cozy up at the little table with Harry that could make the night so much better. Especially if you could leave with him after.
H: Yes. Okay. I can meet you there. Would you like me to come at 8 or do you want to spend time with your friends first?
You typed your response quickly.
You: Come at 8 if you want. Iâll tell my friends youâre going to be there too. They wonât care if we get a different table to talk.
Your heart was pounding in your chest. But thatâs how it always was when you made plans with Harry. But this time felt different.
H: Great. Iâll see you at 8. Iâm looking forward to seeing you.
You grinned and peeked into the kitchen to see your roommate cooking something.
âHi Goose! What are you making? Smells good.â You leaned over the pot she was stirring.
âMarinara. For pasta. Thought we could stuff our faces on starch tonight if you want.â
âOh that sounds fabulous,â you grinned at her and looked down at your cell phone. âIâm gonna go changed and then Iâll be right here to help you eat this,â you laughed as you walked to your room.
Somehow texting with Harry and knowing you were going to see him tomorrow made you feel more confident in calling Tyler back. You needed to get it over with.
The phone rang twice before he answered, âY/n! Hi! How are you?â
âIâm good. Got your message and figured it would be nice to talk. Like you said.â He already sounded too keyed up which meant he had false confidence and probably thought this meant more than it really did.
âWhere are you? Can I meet you somewhere?â Yup. You called it.
You pinched the bridge of your nose in annoyance as you shook your head, âNot today, Ty. I just got off work andââ
âOkay. Tomorrow then?â
God was he pushy. And he was crazy for thinking youâd spend a moment of your precious Saturday with him.
âIâm busy tomorrow. Uh⊠how about lunch on Monday? I can take an hour and we can grab a bite somewhere.â
âMonday? Well, what about Sunday? I feel like I deserve more than an hour, Y/n.â
You laughed, âI donât agree. Monday at lunch is doable for me. Sunday Iâll probably be nursing a hangover. Iâm going out with friends tomorrow night and I wonât be in the headspace to talk to you on Sunday.â
âWhat friends?â He sounded exasperated.
You rolled your eyes, âDoes Monday work or not?â
You could hear him mumbling something. Probably about how rude you were or inconsiderate because he always thought he was owed more than he actually was.
âSure. Monday lunch. So like, 12? Where should we meet?â
âYeah. 12 works. You choose the spot. Okay?â
âOkay. Y/n, look⊠I feel like you and I can start thinking about what we can do to make this workââ
âTyler, I just got off work. Can we talk about this on Monday?â You hated cutting him off. Even though he was an ass it made you feel bad for being so short with him.
A heavy sigh came through the receiver, âFine. Iâll see you Monday.â
You tossed your phone to the bed and changed into comfy sweats before joining Goose in the kitchen.
âWas it loverboy?â Goose teased as she sat the wooden spoon down and looked at you.
âLoverboy?â
âThe man thatâs been coming over. I have no idea what he looks like or what his name is,â she laughed, âBut I know you call him Daddy.â
Your eyes widened and you balked a laugh, âOh my god. You heard that?â You put your hands over your eyes and groaned, âIâm so sorryâŠâ
âDonât be sorry. I donât care. Youâre usually pretty quiet but sometimes I can hear things. Iâve definitely heard you call him Daddy, though.â
You couldnât believe that your roommate had heard you. You realized that sometimes you could tend to make more noise than you meant to because you couldnât help it with the way Harry fucked you or played with you.
âStill. So inappropriate. We try to be quiet. But⊠weâre sort of taking a break right now.â
âReally? Iâm sorry. Sometimes a break is good, though, yeah? Plus you just got out of that relationship with Tyler. Which, good for you by the way. I never liked that guy.â
You laughed and pulled down a couple of pasta bowls, âYeah⊠Tyler was good at first but it got to be too much for me to deal with.â
You and Goose (her real name was Oris) sat and ate pasta and chatted about your love lives. It felt good to talk about what was going on, even if you didnât give her all the sordid details about Harry, just talking about it helped give you a different perspective on things. A good venting session was exactly what you needed. It was time to be honest with Harry. If you didnât do something or tell Harry what you felt youâd most definitely lose him. And tomorrow youâd get that chance to come clean to him. At least it would be you being honest and true to yourself. And Harry deserved your honesty at the very least.
. . .
You kind of went overboard. Dressing yourself in your favorite dress that showed off your assets, shoes that flattered your feet and ankles, a little gold necklace with a heart charm, your special going-out perfume, and makeup just so⊠Everything looked good. You were smooth and moisturized, smelled great, and to be honest you felt great too. You were hopeful. The more you read over the texts from Harry the more confident you were that heâd be going back to your room that night. Or maybe youâd go to his. Didnât matter to you. As long as the night ended with Harry wrapping his arms around you and telling you he wanted you just as much as you wanted him. That was really all you wanted out of this.
H: Really excited to see you tonight, baby. I hope you know that.
That text from Harry before you were about to leave had you jumping up and down in your bedroom with a hot face and a pounding heart. And he called you baby? You were ridiculous but who could blame you? It also had you feeling a bit extra cheeky suddenly so you added one more little accessory to round it all off. You werenât sure Harry would encounter the little thing but you sure hoped he would.
Betâs Bar was one of those spots that was kind of classy based on the dĂ©cor and the drink menu but the reality was that the place was more of a dive under the façade. The tables and floors were usually sticky, the drinks were watered down, the music that crackled over the old speakers was loud so you had to shout to be heard, and they had crappy bar food that you imagined was bought frozen and then heated up in some cheap toaster oven that had one side heating up more than the other before being served as âgourmetâ.
âOh shit, Y/n! You look hot!â Your friend spotted you as you walked into the bar. You were looking all around for Harry but didnât see him yet.
âThanks,â you grinned shyly; Acting as if it were by complete accident that you were perfectly put together.
âLetâs get a photo before we all get wasted. Weâll do a before and after,â she laughed as she stood in the middle with her phone out, you on one side and her two friends on the other.
Everyone took turns looking at the picture to make sure it was worth of being posted on Instagram before she posted it.
Your first drink was a seltzer with lime. You did not want to get drunk. If you and Harry were going to talk you needed to be clear-headed. He also had a rule which was established when you first started seeing him, that if you had too much to drink, sex was off the table. So, a drink or two at most for you. You were more interested in where the conversation would go with Harry than getting drunk anyway.
âSo whereâs this guy?â One of the girls asked.
You tapped your cellphone to see that it was 8:15, âHe should be here soon.â
Though you were a little nervous that he wasnât right on time. You hoped everything was going to go as you imagined. But of course, when did that ever happen in life?
And at 8:30, just as you were tempted to text him to see if he was okay, you saw him walking in through the front doors, looking like sex on legs. The man was just stunning. Dark curls swept up, a button-up shirt not buttoned all the way so you could glimpse the sparrows and top of his pecs with that light scattering of masculine hair, his white gold necklace with the cross dangling between to remind you of what you were missing. The shirt was tucked into dark trousers that accentuated his thighs and glutes and of course, the unmistakable natural bulge he sported at the front.
You gulped as you waved at him to get his attention. You couldnât hide the pleased grin on your face or the relief you suddenly felt at his arrival.
Turning on your stool to face him he sauntered up to you with deep dimples scored into his cheeks next to his gorgeous smile and he leaned down to hug you, his cologne making your eyes roll into the back of your head.
âMissed you, baby.â He whispered against your ear before standing up and taking you in with his starlit green eyes. You gently grasped onto his fingertips looking up at him, âMissed you too.â
You both kept your gazes pinned for a minute until your friend broke the moment, âNo wonder you dressed like youâre going for a model shoot,â her cackle had you rolling your eyes but you turned to smile at her.
âThis is Harry,â you gestured at him and then pointed at each girl, âAnd Harry this is Seleh, Quinn, and Lirica.â
The girls all waved and grinned before you hopped off your stool and grabbed your seltzer telling them youâd be back in a bit and that you and Harry needed to talk privately.
He followed you to a small high-top table with two stools at the edge of the room and pointed at your drink, âWhat are you drinking?â
You looked down at your glass and back up to Harry who hadnât yet sat down, âOh itâs just a seltzer. I didnât want to have too much. Havenât had a real drink yet.â
Harryâs pink lips curved up into a smile as he nodded, âOkay. Well, I think Iâm gonna go up and order a beer. Would you like me to get you something?â
You pursed your lips in thought. You didnât want to have anything that would get you drunk fast, âA beer for me too. Maybe like a Guinness?â
âIâll be right back.â
You could tell right away that Harry was there because he really did want to see you. He seemed excited too, which gave you more hope than was probably a good thing. It was always a bad idea to get your hopes up but it was hard to not imagine this night going very well already.
Harry walked back to your little table and sat your Guinness down in front of you and moved his stool next to yours, âOkay if I sit a little closer?â
You nodded, âOf course itâs okay.â
Harry settled himself on his stool and his knee brushed into yours, âI know I said Iâd be here at 8 but thought Iâd give you at least a little time with your friends before I came in and took you away.â
âOh, itâs fine. Really. Iâm just glad youâre here.â
Harry watched you take a sip of your beer and took a gulp of his own, âSo, how have you been? I know itâs only been a few days but felt more like a few weeks if Iâm honest.â
Your eyes softened as you shook your head, âI guess Iâm⊠well I missed you. I felt like I needed to think about how I was feeling about everything but I have clarity now andâŠâ you laughed, âI agree. It felt more like a few weeks than just a few days. Too long to not see you.â
Harryâs gaze wandered over your face, âIt was too long. Didnât like it at all. You wanna talk to me about what happened?â
A sigh fell from your lips as you looked down at your pint glass, âIâm worried that if I tell you then youâre not gonna like it and thatâll be it. No more of this,â you looked at him as you gestured with your finger between yourself and Harry.
âOkay. So you had a few days to think about whatever it was and you said now you have clarity. Yeah?â
You nodded.
âWell, that sounds like a positive thing overall. Do you want to tell me what that thing is? Iâd really like to know.â
The music was obnoxious and it was hard for your brain to keep your thoughts in a straight line, or perhaps it was from the way Harry was looking at you. He always observed you in this way that had you heating up and wanting to crawl inside of his heart and stay for eternity.
âI started to have feelings for you that you probably donât return. I was worried I was getting too attached.â
Harry nodded shallowly as he kept his eyes on yours but you noticed his shoulders relax a touch. As if he might have anticipated you telling him something different. âI see. Why would you think I wouldnât also start getting attached?â
âI donât know. I mean⊠I guess I canât read your mind soââ You shrugged your shoulders.
âExactly. You would have no way of knowing unless we talked. And now weâre talking. So this is good.â
You smiled and felt Harryâs thigh nudge into yours and you could tell he did it on purpose when his grin stretched wider over his face.
âSee, when you told me to leave that night, I thought Iâd done something wrong. Thought I moved things along with you too fast. So it wasnât that at all?â
Your eyes widened at that realization and you shook your head, âOh god, no. No, absolutely not. It was me being overly emotional and feeling things that I wasnât sure were good or not. I didnât, and still donât know, whether or not weâre just kind of having some fun or if there could be, you know, more?â
Harry raised his brows at you and took your hand in his, âMore?â
You looked down at where his thumb was tracing over your knuckles, âYeah.â
It was silent for a moment. You didnât know if youâd totally turned him off by that idea or not. But you knew it had to be said. It had to be out there because youâd drive yourself mad if you didnât say something. And the longer it was silent the more you felt that awkward embarrassing heat cover your thighs and boil in your tummy.
Until you looked up at him and his expression was kind and gentle and you knew you had nothing to be embarrassed about with him.
âSo youâre saying that you donât want this to just be casual anymore. You want something a little deeper because youâre developing feelings?â
You nodded as you worried your bottom lip between your teeth.
âBaby,â Harryâs deep voice came out like silk as he moved his free hand up to cup your face, âThat makes me so happy to hear. I didnât want to overstep and make you uncomfortable but I tried to show you how I was feeling. I thought it was too much for you and thatâs why you wanted me out. That I was coming on too strong.â
Shaking your head you pressed yourself into his palm at your cheek, âNo. I thought I was just making things up in my head. That the way you were with me, the way you looked at me and everything⊠that I was crazy to think it meant more than what we were doing.â
His smile softened as he cocked his head, âAnd what is it that we were doing?â
You laughed, âWell it started out as just having some fun I guessâŠâ
He nodded, âYeah. But then what happened? Hmm?â He ran a thumb over your jaw, âWe started to get to know one another. Things got more intimate between us. Isnât that right?â
You felt so relieved that you were having this conversation with him in this way. That he was touching you and looking at you in that way you loved, âYeah, thatâs right. I was worried it was one-sided, though. Didnât want to assume you felt it too.â
Harry tutted at you, âShould have talked to me. Youâd have learned I wanted more as well. But now you know. Now we both know it wasnât one-sided.â
You nodded as your smile widened, âNow we both know.â
You let a sigh out through your nose as you turned yourself into him and felt your heart thudding in your chest. Harry leaned in, pushing his nose into yours, âI want you, Y/n. I want to be with you,â he spoke against your lips before he dotted a gentle kiss to your mouth.
Your hands found his shoulders, âI want you too. I only want you, Harry.â
Those final words spoken were like a breaker switch that illuminated the space around you and lit up streets and parks miles away. His lips began to move with meaning as he opened his mouth and ran his tongue against the split of your lips and you parted for him, lapping your own tongue against his.
You were breathless and dizzy and overjoyed. Harry felt the same way and all you had to do was tell him that night. Youâd wasted so much time in turmoil over false thoughts. Ideas youâd made up in your head about him. But this was real. He was here and he was yours.
But the moment came to an abrupt end when Harryâs body was jolted, his warmth removed from you and you heard an umph! fall from his lungs when his stool scraped on the floor.
You gasped when you saw Tyler with rage in his eyes as he stood with Harryâs collar grasped in his hands, âWhat the fuck is this? I came here to surprise you Y/n. Saw you tagged in an Instagram post and was gonna make some romantic gesture, but looks like my old man beat me to it.â He looked between you and Harry as he spoke.
Harry was standing up in front of Tyler and you quickly scrambled off your stool to help. You werenât sure what you were going to do to help but youâd think of something.
âTyler stop!â You spoke loudly and as forcefully as you could muster.
âWhat do you mean stop? You and my dad are making out in public when you knew I wanted to see you,â he turned to look at his dad, âYou know how I still feel about her. You knew we spoke on the phone yesterday!â
âCalm down, Ty. Weâre not doing this here,â Harry warned. He kept his arms to his sides not wanting to hurt his son. Not yet anyway.
âOh come on! This canât be for real,â Tyler let go of Harryâs shirt and gestured at you and his dad.
âIt is real. This happened. Iâm sorry but it did, and I donât regret it,â you watched Harry as he said it. The admission of what had been going on behind Tylerâs back, all out in the open for everyone to see now.
Tyler looked at you in confusion as he shook his head, âTell me you havenât been fucking my dad.â
You shrugged and pursed your lips together as you looked back up at Harry again. He stepped back from Tyler, tucking you in to his side protectively, âIâm sorry you found out this way. It was only a matter of time.â
âOnly a matter of time,â he shook his head and ran his fingers through his hair, and then pointed at you, âIs this the chick youâve been fucking? Iâve been overhearing you two in your bedroom, and itâs been her all along?â
You closed your eyes and looked down. That was embarrassing. You figured he might have overhead a thing or two but now that he knew who it was⊠And to be fair, youâd only slept over at Harryâs a few times simply because you didnât want Tyler hearing it or recognizing your voice.
âTyler, you need to go. Youâre making a scene and youâre embarrassing yourself,â Harry spoke.
âYeah. Iâm embarrassing myself?â he balked sarcastically, âYouâre here with my girlfriend under your arm acting like you know her better than I doââ
âSheâs not your girlfriend anymore, Ty. Go home.â
A woman walked by the table and looked at the three of you as she passed, breaking the strange tension and making Tylerâs stance loosen as he took a step back, âThis is insane. You two,â he pointed at you and Harry, âHave you fucking lost your minds? Iâm done.â He looked at you, âYou and I are done, Y/n.â
âThatâs exactly right,â Harry said calmly, âNow you need to go, Tyler.â
âFuck you, Y/n. Youâre trash, you know that? Thereâs no way he can give you what I did,â he spat.
âStop! Enough!â Harryâs voice raised at Tylerâs insult of you.
You were used to insults from him but it didnât stop your face was boiling and feeling that anger and frustration that you used to feel so often with him as it started to crawl up your spinal column and spread over your shoulder blades.
âIs it enough, dad!? Youâre fucking the girl Iâm in love with. What kind of father are you? Garbage, both of you,â Tyler stepped in closer but Harry tightened his grip around you and angled you away from Tylerâs reach.
âIf you get any closer to her Iâll have you flat on the floor in under two seconds. Back the fuck off and get out of here! Weâll talk about this later.â
Youâd never heard Harryâs voice so full of fury. The furrow in his brow and the look in his eyes would have been scary if they were aimed at you.
âYou know what? Fine. This was a waste of my time.â He looked at you and pointed, âYou were a waste of my time. Two-fucking years and this is how you repay me? I regret everything that happened between us. Iâm out of here.â
Tyler turned and walked away, his middle finger shining under the dim overhead lights of the bar until he made his way out of the door.
Harry pulled you in front of him as he looked down at you, âAre you okay, Y/n?â
You nodded up at him, âIâm fine. I canât believe that just happened.â
Harry shook his head, âI should have figured he might do this. Iâm sorry, baby.â
You could have purred at the baby. It was like Harry could erase all the stress and anger and turmoil youâd felt at once. His green eyes and soothing voice had you feeling comforted.
âLetâs go. I wanna leave,â you spoke as you smoothed your palms up his cotton shirt, âWill you come home with me?â
Harry nodded and took your wrists in his hands before kissing your lips softly in answer.
You left your unfinished beers and told your friends you were leaving. There were two guys at their table already and none seemed too upset that you were ditching them. Which you figured would be the case anyway.
It felt like you had seltzer in your veins as you climbed into Harryâs car with him. He kept his hand over your bare thigh as drove the short distance to your apartment.
âYou sure youâre okay?â He asked you with a quick glance before training his eyes safely back on the road.
âIâm fine, Harry. You make me feel really safe.â
You watched as his dimples appeared from the big smile he had on his face. Biting your lip, you thought about him finding your secret other accessory. It was hard not to think about it every time you sat down. And the bucket seats in his car had you sitting in a way that you were pressing into it and it was already doing things to your brain and your body.
The moment you entered your apartment and closed the door behind you his lips were on yours again. His big hands pulled you into his body, squeezing at your bum as you slid your arms over his shoulders and moaned. But he was moaning too.
Three days. It had only been three days and this was the result. But maybe it wasnât just that it had been three days without him. Because youâd gone longer between seeing him. You knew it was because it was three days of uncertainty. For you and for him. You both were in a state of limbo during that time and it had been your fault.
âUm, heyâŠâ The sudden voice of your roommate startled both you and Harry. Youâd forgotten all about Goose to be honest.
You laughed and Harry pulled your hand into his, âThis is Harry. UmâŠâ You looked up at him as you spoke.
âOh, this is Harry. OkayâŠâ she grinned.
You nodded, âYeah. Heâs uh⊠And, oh! This is Goose, or Oris, but she goes by Goose,â you looked from your roommate to Harry.
He reached a hand out toward her with a smile, âNice to finally meet you.â
âLikewise. Now I have a face to go with⊠well I mean now I know what you look like,â she laughed, âBut um⊠Iâm just leaving. Iâm going to stay over at a friendâs tonight so,â Goose looked at you, âEnjoy.â
âYou donât have to go,â you spoke as you watched her head toward the door.
âI think I do, actually. No offense but, I donât know if Iâm in the mood to listen to you both going at it all night. But seriously, itâs fine. Iâll see you tomorrow.â She walked around you and closed the door behind her, leaving you and Harry alone.
You looked up at him with a knowing smile, blinking your eyes at him, and stood to your toes to continue kissing him.
You werenât sure what had crashed to the ground as you and Harry began to claw at one another and bumped into your coffee table when he walked you to your room with his mouth on yours. Everything was frantic and began to move on fast forward.
You hardly remembered pulling at his shirt and attempting to push it up so you could feel his warm skin and kiss him properly all over. You didnât even realize that youâd pushed him down so that you were straddling him and attacking his pecs and his abs with your mouth and your tongue.
But when he laughed deeply, the sound vibrating from his chest as you began to unhook his belt, you opened your eyes and looked at him and realized what was going on, âSorry!â You laughed in a panted breath.
Harryâs smile told you that he was not offended, âSorry for what? Baby you can have me however you want. I was just a little surprised when you pushed me down is all.â
You laughed as you looked down at him. You were excited. For everything. That he felt the way you did, that you didnât have to hide now that Tyler knew, that he was there with you in your apartment, in your bedâŠ
âI think I should apologize for all of this. For what happened,â you cupped his jaw, âBecause this could have all been avoided had I just said something to you like a grown-up. We were both on the same page but I made things worse by keeping it in and freaking out.â
It shouldnât have come as a surprise to Harry when you began to move down his legs and take his pants with you. He watched you climb between his bare legs and then palm over his bulge as you looked into his eyes, âGonna make it up to you. Iâll never do that again. I promise Iâll always talk to you.â
Harry grinned and put his hands behind his back to cradle his head, âWhat are you planning to do to make it up to me, then?â He had a pretty good idea based on the way you were rubbing over him and slowly making him hard in his underwear as you licked your lips.
âAnything you want. Figured Iâd start here,â you dipped your fingers into the band of his underwear and raised your brows, âIs it okay?â
Harryâs laugh had you grinning wide, âYes, baby. You can get me naked if you want. You have permission to do anything youâd like.â
You loved the way he looked. His strong core muscles flexed as he lifted his hips to help you remove his underwear. You dragged your palms up his strong thighs and toward his cock before you cupped a hand under his balls and lowered yourself to him, jutting your tongue out and softly licking the skin on his sac. You reached up a hand upward, wrapped your fingers around his shaft, and began to stroke him from tip to base and back again as you moved your lips over his balls.
Harry enjoyed having his balls licked and so that meant you liked it too. Heâd wiggle the slightest and work to keep his thighs spread so you could really get in there and wet every inch of him and then suck them into your mouth gently.
âY/n⊠babyâŠâ he breathed out and you looked up at your gorgeous man enjoying the things your mouth did to him.
Licking upward, from his balls all the way up his long shaft to his tip he put his eyes on yours as you dotted hot kisses over his velvety skin. You kept your fist around his base as you swirled your tongue over his frenulum and dipped it into his slit just enough to get that reaction from him you loved.
He bucked his hips softly and gasped before you wrapped your mouth around him and lowered down his cock, finally getting to smooth your tongue up and down his length until his tip pressed into the back of your throat.
You were able to maintain eye contact at first. He kept his hands behind his head as he watched you suck him off with his lips parted.
But when you pulled off of him and you were getting that dizzy, pliable feeling you always got when you needed him to start taking over Harry could tell it was time to assist you.
âWant me to help, baby?â
You nodded, saliva coating your chin, âPlease, Daddy.â
So he helped because he was a gentleman of course. With his hand cupping the back of your head holding you down and his hips thrusting up into your mouth he groaned as you gagged and sputtered around him.
You felt the brush of his pubic hair on your nose every time he worked his cock down your throat, making you wretch and gurgle. But the sounds of pleasure falling from his chest, growing more and more intense had you only opening wider, wanting more.
When he lifted you off of him you could hardly see with the glaze of tears in your eyes. Harryâs voice was soft as he helped you out of your dress and you clung to him to hold steady with each piece of fabric that was discarded.
âSuch a pretty dress, baby. Wore It for me?â
You nodded and chuckled softly, âJust for you, Daddy. Hoped youâd like it.â
âOh, I love it. Knew the minute I saw you it was for me. But this is better,â he cupped your tits in his palm as he moved you down to the bed on your back before licking at your nipples and then kissing his way up your neck.
He planted soft, wet pecks to your skin and over your lips before he worked his way down your body slowly until heâd gotten between your thighs and nudged your legs apart.
But he stopped his fluid movements and the brushing of his hands when you looked down at him with a teasing grin, knowing what he just found. Your secret accessory. A pink jewel anal plug.
His chest was rising and falling heavily as he pressed over the pink jewel that was sticking out from your ass and then looked up at you, âAlso for me?â
You nodded, âAlways only for you.â
Harryâs brows pinched together as he looked back between your legs and smeared his thumb up your labia, glistening with arousal. He dipped down and ran his tongue between your pussylips and up to your clit, smacking it into his mouth and making you moan loudly at the sudden sensation.
His mouth kissed and pressed and his tongue laved and circled every sensitive bit of your vulva. But it was the repeated lapping at your clit and the soft but greedy suckle that had you jerking your hips up and whining.
âWant you, Daddy⊠Please⊠Your cockâŠâ You babbled out your words and Harry sat back, his thumb still circling your clit.
âYeah? Want me inside of you, baby? Canât handle anymore of this?â
âI want to feel you close to meâŠâ You panted.
Harry ran his hands up your skin and over your neck, one hand wrapping around the front of your throat and the other groping your tit as he kissed your lips and he ran his solid cock through your slippery folds.
âHow do you want me, baby? Like this? Maybe you want to be on top this time?â
Part of you wanted him to just fuck your ass. But you did want to feel him in your pussy first. Needed to feel that intimate connection, that stretchâŠ
âOn my tummy. With you on me and holding me close.âÂ
Harry groaned and sat up as he pushed you to your tummy and crawled over your back, making you spread your legs as he ran his cock against your pussy before slowly pushing his wide crown through your slick muscle, expanding your entrance and spreading your vagina with every inch he pushed in until you were whimpering at the depth of him.
He pushed the front of his thighs into the back of yours, âLike this, baby,â speaking lowly into your ear as he pressed his chest into your back and tucked a hand under your hip so he could finger your clit as he began to roll into you, pushing in and in, his solid girth splitting you in two and making you tremble, âYes, Daddy!â
Harry didnât fuck into you hard. He didnât rail the life out of you as he did so many times before. No, this time his movements were slow and languid. Meaningful. Powerful.
âYouâre such a good girl, Y/n. Made just for me, baby⊠FuckâŠâ he spoke into your ear as he pressed in, your anal plug being nudged into with every rock of his hips.
âI need you, Daddy⊠I need youâŠâ you didnât know exactly what you meant when you moaned your words but they were the truth. You did need him. Never wanted to be without him again. Never wanted to go through the torture of not knowing what was going on again.
âYes, baby. Daddy needs you too, honey. I need you so much⊠every part of youâŠâ you could hear the strain in his voice, âYouâre mine, Y/n. You know that right?â
You could have died right then. That was all you needed in life. Self-actualization realized.
âYes, Daddy⊠ohhh ffuuuuu! Iâm yours. All yoursâŠâ his harsh thrust had your mouth dropping wide and your limbs quivering as he smoothed his fingers over your clit. You couldnât stop it. Could help the ridiculously loud gurgled moan that fell from your mouth as you began to spasm around him.
âJust like that⊠Daddyâs cock feels so good doesnât it baby⊠Oooh shit, little girl⊠Yes, there you goâŠâ he coaxed you through your orgasm with soft words as you felt like you could vanish into thin air. He brought his free hand around to the front of your neck as he continued nudging deep into your tummy and panting in your ear.
His hips were pasted to your ass as he ground in, making your plug shift inside of you and you gasped. You wanted more. He had his hand around your throat, just there â not squeezing, and the feel of your plugâŠ
âDaddyâŠâ you panted, âWill you fuck my ass? I want it so bad.â
Harry puffed a laugh against your neck and kissed your jaw, âYou sure, honey? Youâre not too tired after that?â
You turned yourself to look at him, âPlease.â
And how could he say no to you when you looked at him like that? When you called him Daddy and rounded your eyes and squeezed your cunt around his thick shaft.
He licked his lips as he slowly pulled his throbbing cock out of your pussy. He was so close to coming just then. So close to his release he was thankful for the moment it would take to remove your plug.
âThis is so pretty, baby,â he spoke as he twisted and began to pull at it to remove it from you. âGonna look even prettier with my cock in there. Sure youâre ready?â
You groaned and nodded, keeping your body twisted to look at him behind you, âIâm ready. So ready for it.â
Harry poured a very healthy amount of lube over your anus and smeared it all around your tight hole and then dipped his fingers inside to press the slick liquid as deep as his fingers could push it.
âAlready nice and relaxedâŠâ Harry commented as he pulled his fingers out. You were ready. You were sure of it. Harry might be a bit bigger than your anal dildo but you knew you were going to love it.
Harry pulled at your hips to angle you up for his access as he softly caressed your bum with one hand and used his other to grip his twitching cock. He smudged his tip to your hole and delicately pressed in, keeping an eye on your reaction as you arched your back and moaned, âMoreâŠâ
You heard him chuckle as his tip finally breached the space into your anus, opening you up and making the breath catch in your throat at the initial burn and achy stretch.
âColor?â He spoke in a panted breath, already fucking out of his mind at the view he had.
âGreen, so green,â you choked out.
He continued to press in until the burn you felt disappeared and that familiar fullness that you loved from your dildo began to take over.
âAhhhhh!â Your voice was guttural as Harry slid back and then pushed in again.
He got into a very gentle pace, in and back, in and back, until your toes were curling and you were starting to see stars, âFuck! Daddy!â
Harry stayed silent behind you as he worked himself in, rolling gentle, easy, and cautious thrusts as his face twisted up in ecstasy. He didnât want to hurt you. He would allow himself to fuck you harder after a few tries, but this first time he was going to be a gentleman with your tight hole.
You reached between your legs and began to toggle at your nub and you choked out a gasp as you whined, âIt feels so fucking goodâŠâ
Harry could hear the way your words came out shaky, like you were crying but he was quite in tune with your movements and you were very obviously enjoying every thrust he issued. Not to mention how you were already rubbing your clit and your legs were starting to shake. All good signs.
Harryâs groans were timed with his thrusts and they grew deeper and louder as he got nearer to his release. He was already throbbing and twitching and he was positive he was smearing precome inside of you as his balls tightened.
But then suddenly you howled as your muscles tensed and tears fell from your eyes. You could hardly maintain control of your limbs as you shook and convulsed.
Harry stopped his movements as he watched you fall apart and it was one of the prettiest things heâd ever seen. Watching you lose it as you rubbed your clit and cried, his cock lodged into your ass, your thighs quivering⊠But he gulped down his instinct to pump his come into you. He wasnât sure if you were okay with that or not. He was sure you wouldnât mind but it hadnât been discussed prior so heâd hold off til you gave him permission. Coming inside of your bum would be a bit of a different experience than it was in your pussy.
He closed his eyes and tilted his head back. He had to will away his strong urge as you slowly calmed and moved your hand away from your bundle of nerves. But the moment he could tell you were good, he pulled out and pumped his cock in his hand, spurting come on your ass and your back as he coughed out a loud moan that filled the room.
You turned to watch him in his orgasm as you felt his warm cum spray over your skin. His chest was flushed and his strong biceps and triceps were flexing as he stroked his long shaft. Beautiful in every way.
When he opened his eyes and looked at you he was flushed and panting and as sexy as anything youâd ever seen. You pushed yourself up to your knees and turned to him, pulling him down to your mouth.
You were still a little shaky as you clung to the back of his neck and he puffed a laugh against your lips when he rubbed his hands up your sides and then down to your ass when he dredged his fingers through his come.
You laughed with him but he continued kissing you anyway, despite the mess heâd made and the sticky come all over his fingers and your back. The kiss was hot and soft all at the same time.
Those deep and viscous feelings were coming to the surface again. Your heart pounded heavy in your chest as your brain swirled with thoughts of only Harry. Of him being yours and you being his. Of sweet things and real emotions you could finally express freely. Because you knew he felt it too.
âWell, that was fun. Donât think I expected this day to turn out so perfectly,â he grinned as he parted from the kiss.
You smoothed your hands to his jaw and looked at him dreamily, âBetter than I imagined. So much better. Iâm so glad youâre here.â
Harryâs nose poked into yours, âBaby, Iâm glad Iâm here too. I do have one thing I need to say, though.â
Your heart dropped for a half second as you pulled away and looked into his eyes, unsure of what he needed to say.
âBe my girlfriend?â
You sputtered out a laugh of disbelief, âOf course. Figured that was already established.â
The right side of Harryâs lip quirked up, âWell it certainly is now. Plus now I can tell everyone youâre my girlfriend if we make it official.â
You ran your hands over his strong pecs and nodded, âYeah? You wanna tell everyone?â You took one of his hands and brought it up to your mouth as you proceeded to lick his come from his fingers.
Harry let out a shallow laugh before he groaned as he watched you, âI am definitely telling everyone youâre my girlfriend.â
You smiled as you ran your tongue over his knuckles and looked up at him, âI like the sound of that, Daddy.â
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Do you think you could write a blurb where witch! Harry is finally comfortable w Mitch and his friends so one night when theyâre all out together Including Sarah and y/n, Harry doesnât really pay as much attention to y/n as he usually does, and y/n becomes more clingy than usual and it makes Harry happy đ„șđ„ș
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Fiddling with his fingers in his lap, Harry watched as (Y/N) readied herself at her vanity. He wanted to be distracted by the sweeps of cosmetics across her skin or the flutter of her lashes as she dusted sparkles over her eyes, but he knew it was a losing battle. He'd already spent all of his distractions when he conjured up his outfit and fussed over his own hair in the mirror. His nervous hands had prepped him too early, leaving him with way more time available than he needed.Â
"You know," (Y/N) started, catching his gaze in the reflection, "we don't have to go tonight if you don't want to. We can stay here and relax or go back to yours and cuddle with the girls. I don't mind."Â
There was a split second where he considered her offer, folding his bottom lip between his teeth before he thought better of his indecision. (Y/N) had agreed to these plans earlier in the week and was almost done with her makeup already, there was no way he was going to let her cancel on his account.Â
"No, I want to go," he insisted, matching her gaze though he figured he looked about as convincing as he felt, "I know I'll have fun, 's jus'... You know."Â
A gentle smile touched the corners of his lover's lips. "I know," she assured, "We'll have fun once we get out there. This is the hard part."Â
He gave a quiet nod in agreement. It was easier to stay home with her and luxuriate in the familiar, but he was trying to grow himself into a member of the world once more. Besides, Sarah's boyfriend, Mitch, was supposed to be there tonight with a couple of the others he'd met a few months back. As long as he found his space in that group again, he'd be able to make it through.Â
Worst case scenario, he'd cling to (Y/N), say the word, and they'd be on their way home before he had a chance to crawl out of his skin.Â
This was going to be good for him, he reminded himself as he continued watching (Y/N) through the mirror.Â
He was going to have fun tonight. Probably.
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With his fingers laced between hers, Harry followed (Y/N) into the restaurant. The plan tonight was to go to dinner before heading to some of the bars downtown as some kind of informal celebration for Sarah's upcoming birthday. (Y/N) had gently let Sarah and Mitch know to go ahead without her and Harry (it was a small ruse to allow her some extra time to get ready and Harry an extra moment in the quiet apartment before braving the world), leaving them to be one of the last to arrive.Â
The restaurant was loud and crowded, tables packed with chairs and bubbly patrons. The bar was busy, both servers and guests seated on the stools keeping the bartenders busy with plenty of orders. Fresh pizzas were being fired in the brick oven that worked as the centerpiece of the establishment, though there were plenty of spicy, greasy bar staples flooding out of the kitchen.Â
As much as Harry worried over these kinds of outings, still on unsure footing when it came to the world outside of his bubble, the energy of this place fed him. Though it was a different kind of feeling compared to the hazy parties of the seventies that he was so ingrained in, this wasn't that far off from what he had been so accustomed to in the past (there were decidedly less drugs here, and more decency but that's besides the point). He could feel eyes trailing after him when he walked past, his stride bringing attention to the glimmering threads of his clothing and the woman on his arm.Â
"Hey, guys!" (Y/N) greeted as they approached the table in the back the hostess had directed them to. On either side of the long table, faces turned to the sound of (Y/N)'s voice. Harry recognized the majority of them, though there were a few unfamiliar faces that he was both eager and nervous to meet.Â
"You made it!" Sarah cheered, Mitch at her side with his own usually stoic features shifting into a smile when he caught Harry's eye.Â
"Yeah, sorry," (Y/N) started, leading Harry down to the two free spots at the end of the bench seating, across from Mitch and Sarah and next to a familiar head of bleached hair he'd met at the concert night a few months ago. "The Uber took the weirdest way, and then hit traffic. I don't know what he was trying to do."Â
Sarah shrugged and rolled her eyes as if this was a story she'd lived through just as many times herself.Â
(Y/N) took the spot next to the semi-unfamiliar couple, leaving Harry on the very end of the bench without any extra neighbors. She and Sarah took up another avenue of conversation, others beginning to jump in now that the party could truly start with all guests in attendance. He held her hand tight in his lap, his attention drifting this way and that as more and more color and noise and new caught his eye.Â
"Have you ever been here before, Harry?" Mitch asked from across the table, centering his wandering attention.Â
"No, this is m'first time," Harry offered, a small smile on his lips. He felt a bit better knowing that Mitch was hereânext to (Y/N), he was one of the only people he felt comfortable with.Â
"Really?" Mitch sounded, his brows rising, "Don't you work around here, now? At that one music store?"Â
Harry eagerly nodded to the question. He loved talking about his jobâhe loved spending so much time around music and the extra money that came with it was very exciting.
"I do, yeah," he smiled, "Have y'ever been there before? You'd love it."Â
Mitch matched Harry's smile with his own grin, taking a sip from his drink with a slow shake of his head. "I haven't, but I might have to come see you sometime. Friends and family discount, right?"
Letting out a laugh, Harry nodded his head. He really hoped Mitch meant it when he said he'd come visitâhe wasn't sure how to add discounts yet to the register, but he'd make sure his friend got whatever he wanted when he came by.Â
As Mitch started on a new avenue of conversation, Harry relaxed further the longer the night went on, feeling less and less of the anxiety that he left the house with. He felt thoroughly distractedâcomfortable, even, when the semi-familiar man (Kid, he thinks was their nickname) on (Y/N)'s other side piped into his and Mitch's conversation. The edge he had been standing on slowly dulled until he was laughing loudly and settling into his skin the way he used to back in the day.Â
Once ordered, drinks and dinner were delivered to the table. Honestly, Harry almost wanted to speed through his meal knowing that the rest of the plans for the night were to head to a bar down the plaza, leaving more room to hang out with his friends. He was having too much fun to waste time like this. Under the table, (Y/N)'s hand was settled on his thigh, turning palm up once he attempted to wiggle his fingers between hers.Â
Looking up at her, his hand loaded with a slice of plain cheese pizza, he saw her looking at him with a raised brow.Â
"Feeling better?" she murmured to him, the others around them distracted by their own food to listen in.Â
A small smile was on Harry's lips as he nodded his head. "Yeah, a lot. I forget how nice everyone is."Â
"And, how much they like you," (Y/N) added, "I'm happy you're feeling better, though. Do you still want to go to the bars with everyone after?" His eager nod had to be enough of an answer with the way she let out a huff of laughter, her hand squeezing his under the table. "Okay," she smiled, "Just wanted to double check."Â
Tipping her chin, (Y/N) puckered her lips just enough to draw him in for a short kiss. Harry felt his heart skip a beat in his chest, even if the contact was nothing more than a small peck on his mouth. The vine tethering the chambers of his heart to hers pulsed, urging him to stay close to her.Â
"Thank you," he murmured, blinking up at her through the fan of his lashes.Â
"For what?" she asked, nudging him, their private moment drawing on long enough to catch the attention of Sarah across the table. Her eyes softened as she glanced at them.
"Taking me tonight," he answered, keeping his voice low. If Sarah could watch, he just hoped she couldn't hear every word. "I know 'm a lot sometimesâthank you for still wanting to bring me even if I wasn't sure."Â
She tipped her head, eyes fond and tender to match the smile on her lips. "Of course, H. You don't really have much of a choice, thoughâyou're my soulmate, you pretty much have to come with me."
He knew she was trying to joke with him, get him to laugh the same way she realized her own plume of laughter, but he liked hearing her call him her soulmate to do anything more than surge forward for another kiss.Â
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(Y/N) with Sarah and some of the other women at her side, didn't take much time before getting their first round of drinks to indulge in the dance floor of the bar, cheering in celebration of Sarah's birthday. Harry, along with Mitch and the rest of the few that didn't want to brave the sweaty congregation all hung back, drinks in hand with a table luckily claimed along the back of the bar.Â
More often than not, he had his eyes on (Y/N), watching her like she was a bubble of sunshine in the middle of the dance floor. He could hear her laughter, see her dancing with her friends, and practically feel the beam of her happiness even sitting so far off. Mitch was much like him, watching his own girlfriend as she celebrated her birthday, a fond smile on his lips.Â
The third time Harry caught him gazing with hearts in his eyes towards Sarah and the bobbing ponytail on her head, he asked, "How long have y'and Sarah been together?"Â
Mitch blinked his eyes away from the dance floor, Kid at his side jostling him as he laughed with his own companion. "Hm?" Mitch hummed, taking a sip from his beer as he plugged into the moment once more.Â
Harry knew the feeling well: what it was like to forget the rest of the details around him when he had his eyes on his sunshine. Chin in his palm with his elbow resting on the table, Harry let a small smile sit on his lips. "I asked how long you and Sarah have been together."Â
"Oh, sorry," Mitch offered, sheepishly clearing his throat, "We've been together for a little over three years, now."Â
"Wow," Harry awed, the romantic inside him sinking at the thought of having that much time with (Y/N) at his side. "How did y'meet?"Â
Only having time to open his mouth to take in a breath before his story, Mitch was cut off when Kid butted in. His eyes were a bit glassy thanks to the alcohol in his system, but his words were clear when he interjected: "I set them up!"Â
Kid's partnerâJennyâlaughed at his insistence, especially when Mitch rolled his eyes though he couldn't completely stave off the amusement on his features.Â
"Barely," Mitch countered, voice a petulant mumble when he looked back at Harry, "He just happened to know the both of us, but he didn't set us up."Â
"Was I not the one that invited both of you to my birthday party?"Â
Harry sat back, drink in hand, as he watched the light-hearted argument. It felt nice to be sitting among friends for the first time in decades, learning tidbits about their lives and finding where he fit in within the dynamic. (Y/N) was his heart and soul, everything that made his existence feel purposeful, but this was a facet of his life he hadn't realized he was craving so badly until it was offered to him.Â
"Harry, don't you think that qualifies as a set up?"Â
Perking up at the sound of his name, he plugged into the conversation once more, only to have three pairs of eyes waiting on him. Both Jenny and Mitch held amusement in their gazes though Kid seemed terribly serious with his request for backup.
Unable to help himself, Harry had to prod.Â
"Well," he started, breathing in a sigh as he laid his forearms out on the table, "How long after your birthday did they go on a real date?"Â
It was the chatter that started almost immediately after he finished speaking that had Harry smiling into the rim of his own cup, pretending to sip as he took it all in.Â
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With sweat sticking her baby hairs to her temples and slicking down her back, (Y/N) practically stumbled after Sarah as they drifted from the dance floor. The few others that had paraded out there with them stayed behind for the rest of the song, while Sarah had insisted that she needed another drink before she could dance any longer. Sweaty hands pressed palm to palm, (Y/N) followed her out in the semi-fresh air of the rest of the bar now that they weren't tucked between the rest of the patrons on the dance floor. It was suddenly sobering to be out of the crowd, but that didn't mean she wasn't feeling the effects of the cocktail from dinner and the celebratory shots they took once stepping into the bar.Â
With Sarah leading her to the bar, (Y/N) traced her eyes through the space, knowing Harry was around somewhere but she was a touch too intoxicated to rely on the tether between them. She found him, a bright sunshiney yellow spot, tucked at the end of the booth next to Mitch with Jenny and Kid laughing along to whatever it was that Harry was saying. It was silly to her, as she took in the moment, just how nervous he had been before leaving, worrying over not fitting in, doing nothing but clinging to her side, not having fun, to now being the center of attention. It was just as she figured it would beâno one was immune to his presence.Â
Tugging her forward, (Y/N) went along with Sarah to the bar until they had fought through the two-deep crowd to the counter. Sarah didn't need to ask what she wanted, instead slurring out an order of two fruity cocktails with a drunken declaration that it was her birthday. Over her shoulder, (Y/N) could see the bartender laughing at Sarah's excitement, though that information would surely garner them a discount anyway.Â
Once their drinks were in hand, Sarah didn't waste time before putting the straw between her lips and gulping down the drink. "Let's go say hi, then we'll go back!" she shouted over the music after taking down the mouthful of juice and vodka, gesturing towards their claimed table with the rest of their party.Â
Nodding with her own straw between her lips, (Y/N) was more than happy to take a break and see her soulmate before heading back into the sweaty throng of people.Â
It took a bit of maneuvering, but making it to the table was quick enough and well worth the small spill she made on her shoes when she saw Harry's face light up when he caught sight of her. Whatever story he had been in the middle was put on pause when the pair of them made it to the table, Harry opening his arms for her to fall into. Mitch as well looked amused to see his mumbling girlfriend, a familiar glimmer in his eyes when he took her in.Â
"Hi, you," Harry murmured, taking a hold of (Y/N)'s drink and setting it on the stable table. "How are y'feeling, sunshine?"Â
"I'm good," she smiled, languidly draping her arms over his shoulders as she fought the urge to climb on his lap instead, "Kind of drunk, I think, though. Are you having fun?"Â
Dimples deep in his cheeks, dots of glitter shimmering on his cheekbones, he looked to her with tenderness coating his gaze. "'M having a lot of fun, sunshine. Are you?"Â
"Mhm," she hummed, unable to hold back from pressing a clumsy kiss to the corner of his mouth, "But I feel like I've barely seen you tonight. You said you were gonna come dance with me."Â
"Sorry, love," he crooned, smiling despite the pout on her own lips, "Jus' got a little distracted, but you know 'm right here if y'need me."Â
"Yeah," she sighed, drooping like some long-suffering spouse, "But, I've missed my soulmateâI know you're right here, but it's not the same. You're too busy with your friends."Â
Her petulance only pulled a plume of laughter from him, even if there was something decidedly softer than before in his eyes. "You're still m'best friend, love, you know that. Jus' wanted to let y'have your fun, then I was going to bother y'the rest of the night."Â
"You never bother me," she countered, canting her head.
It was Harry's turn to tip his chin and press a kiss to her lips, though this contact was much more coordinated than her previous attempt. (Y/N) sunk into the contact, allowing Harry to hold her steady just before there was a call of her name from Sarah.Â
"Hm?" she asked, pulling away from Harry with her lipgloss surely missing from her mouth though it now sparkled on Harry's.Â
"We need to go back," she bubbled, taking her half-finished drink with Mitch looking on with a poorly hidden smile. "Listen to the song! We need to go out there!"Â
Tuning into the moment once more, (Y/N) took note of the bright notes filtering through the bar. It took only a quick look over her shoulder to see the familiar bobbing heads of the friends they had left behind to get their drinks, one of the girls catching sight of Sarah and beckoning them back to the floor.Â
"Go have fun, sunshine," Harry murmured, giving her a pat on the small of her back as if to send her off.Â
That seemed to be all the encouragement needed for Sarah to grab a hold of (Y/N)'s hand and take her back towards the floor. Drink in hand, (Y/N) made a point to look back to Harry and give him a small wave goodbye for the moment. His smile only widened when she did.Â
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"I love you."Â
Despite the sweet declaration, Harry couldn't help the laugh that bubbled from his chest. He tightened his grip on (Y/N) as she draped herself over him in the backseat of their Uber (a concept he thoroughly struggled with until Mitch helped him both understand it as well as order one).Â
"I love you too, sunshine," Harry murmured back for the third time in the span of five minutes.Â
"Nooo," she moaned, curling into him as if she weren't practically on his lap already, "You don't get it, H. I love youâlike, love you."Â
His heart warmed even when she slurred over her words, the night dancing and drinking catching up to her finally. He wondered what their driver thought, listening into this drunken conversation.Â
"I love love you, too, (Y/N). Iâ"Â
"Why would you say that to me?" she cried, cutting him off drawing away from him with offense written all over her features.Â
Glancing at the rearview mirror, Harry caught their driver attempting to hold back her smile before focusing back on the road before her. As a quiet favor, she turned up the radio just a hair more, an offer of privacy.Â
"Why would I say what?" Harry crooned, unsure of how his love for her could cause her to feel so upset.Â
"You called me by my name. Why would you do that? You never call me by my name, are you mad at me?"Â
It took all he had in him to keep from laughing at her distress. He hadn't meant to upset her, he had hoped by saying her name she would see he was just as serious as she was. His arm looped around her middle kept her steady at his side.Â
"Of course, 'm not mad at you, love," he cooed, erring on the side of caution with his voice terribly gentle, "Jus' wasn't thinking, I guess. I love love you, sunshine."Â
His amendment seemed to be just enough to placate (Y/N) once more, drawing him into her with a blissed smile.Â
"I love you more than anything, honey," she told him once more, back on track with her declarations, "I don't tell you enough, but I do. You're my favorite person in the whole world, and it's crazy that we could've never met if you didn't decide to live up in the mountain and do all your witchy stuff andâ"Â
"Oh, love," Harry cut her off before she could say much more about whatever witchy stuff he's got up to. Even with that, hearing her say she loves him more than anything in the world was enough to have his skin pinkening and warming. "You're my favorite person, you know that. Love you, so much."Â
Before (Y/N) could try to argue anymore, declare her love for him to be the biggest (which was not true, because he loved her more), the car came to a stop at (Y/N)'s apartment building.Â
"Here you are," their driver declared, peeking through the rearview mirror.
"Thank you," Harry smiled, the curl widening when (Y/N) seconded him with a bright chirping Mhm!Â
"You're welcome," their driver smiled, "Have a nice rest of your night, you two."Â
"We will!" (Y/N) brightly answered, struggling to get her seatbelt off.Â
After helping her out, Harry collected (Y/N) in his arms and kept her steady when she stepped out on the sidewalk. She gave a final wave to their driver before clinging to Harry as he led her towards the building.Â
"I had so much fun tonight, Harry," (Y/N) drawled, hanging off of him as he entered all the codes to get inside the building, her eyes warming the line of his profile. "Thank you for coming with me and taking care of me."Â
"Thank you for bringing me with you," he said, parroting the sentiment from dinner.Â
As he listened into her babblings as he took her up to her apartment, Harry felt his heart bloom like the petals in his garden. He'd had a perfect night, truthfully. While these were still people he had met through (Y/N), it didn't feel like he had spent the night with people putting up with him because of who his soulmate was. He felt like he had spent the night with his own friends, the kind that would have been a part of his hazy memories from the seventies, full of laughter and silly conversation.Â
All for him to end the night with the love of his life.Â
"I had a lot of fun tonight too, sunshine," he crooned to her, getting her safe inside the apartment once more. "I love you."Â
"But, Harry, you don't get it."Â
He could only laugh as he led her to her bedroom. He knew she would be arguing with him over the rest of the night.
Harry couldn't be happier.
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Love
Love told through actions
A/N: another short story. it's sweet and i hope you enjoy
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Love in movies was always spoken to be about grand gestures and confessing your love in the rain. Y/N had never been lucky to be loved like that. Y/N cut off relationships because her partners never made her feel the butterflies books talked about. It was always an empty feeling, and Y/N held out for that something more.
It wasnât until she met Harry that she realized the movies had it wrong. Love wasnât about putting yourself on the line or professing your love in order not to lose the person you loved. Love was in every little act of kindness a partner did.Â
From the moment Harry came into her life he showed her love. Itâs one of the biggest reasons she falls in love with more and more each day.
Harry loved to have Y/Nâs coffee made in the morning because he knew it would put a smile on her face.Â
He loved to help her put on her coat before leaving the house because then he would be assured she wouldnât be cold.Â
He loved holding her hand and putting it in his pocket because he loved keeping her close.
Harry made a playlist of her favorite songs because he knew how much she hated the shuffle playing the same three songs in a row.
He learned how to braid her hair because sometimes she was busy cooking and needed it out of the way. Harry knew a braid would keep it tight, which is also a reason why he always has a claw clip clipped at the end of his shirt.Â
It also made Y/N reflect that she pours her love for him in acts of love. She texts him during her lunch break so he knows she is thinking of him. She helps make his bed in the morning when heâs in the shower. Y/N will make extra lunch because she knows heâs forgetful in packing his own. Itâs the little things for them.Â
Y/N had a rough day at work, she didnât let Harry know but she would be going to his place after work. She had spare clothes in her pre-packed bag and was ready to enjoy the night with Harry. Y/N knew she might not be fun company but Harry always managed to put a smile on her face.Â
When she arrived at his apartment, she parked in his free space knowing he saved it for her. Heâd never make her walk in the dark, especially not alone. She walked up, knocking one time and let herself in. Harry didnât lock the door when he knew she was on her way. Y/N thought it was unsafe but he promised her it was only a few minutes.Â
She took off her shoes, lining them up next to Harrys. Her bag was dumped on a nearby chair. Y/N walked inside trying to find Harry but instead found the living room set up with blankets and pillows. There were endless of her favorite snacks almost spilling off the coffee table. The tv was set up to show the newest Trolls movie ready to be played.Â
Y/N felt herself well up with tears. Harry set this up for her, for no other reason than because he wanted to.Â
Harry walked out to the restroom, drying off his hair and his shorts hanging low. âHi, honey.âÂ
Y/N felt herself melt and hurried over to be in his warm embrace. He was quick to welcome her with a kiss to her temple, Y/N placed her own over one of his swallows.Â
âYou donât want to watch Trolls,â she sputters. Not believing heâd watch a dumb kid movie simply because theyâre herfavorite.Â
Harry frowns, running his hands down her back. âIâll have you know, Iâm a big Branch fan. His character development is set to be huge.â
Y/N giggles, because that means he must have watched the other two films on his own. These were comfort movies that couldnât make her sad. Their job was to have her sing and laugh to the silliness of the characters.Â
âAny special reason for the set up?â Y/N asks curious.Â
Harry smirks, pulling away to look at her shining eyes. âCanât I be a good boyfriend and surprise you?â
Y/N shrugs, âsure but feels a little on the nose.âÂ
Harry drapes his arm over her shoulder and guides her into the bedroom. He has a change of clothes laid on the bed for her. âYou didnât text me a single heart.â Harry hangs up his towel. âYou love putting ten hearts to everything so I knew you must be feeling down or something.â
Y/N feels her tears start up again because Harry really does notice everything. She gestures for Harry to come back over to her and he does quickly. Y/N leans up on her toes and places a kiss on Harryâs sweet lips. Itâs an âI love youâ one they both donât have to voice because itâs felt.Â
âIâm going to suck your dick so good after we watch the Trolls.â Harry throws his head back in surprise.Â
He pulls her into another kiss, much longer and much more passionate. âDonât take long, Iâve thrown your favorite blanket in the dryer.â
Another, I love you.Â
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School Pick Up.
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authors note - these photos just screamed dad!harry so enjoy âșïž
word count - 700
in which, harrys on school pick up duties for his little one, and itâs his babies favourite time of the day when he sees his best friend, his father standing at the gates.
Harry stood patiently at the school gates, the afternoon sun casting a warm glow around him. His daughter, Indigo, was finishing up her day in school any moment now, and he couldn't wait to see her.
With his signature pink phone case pressed to his ear, he listened intently to his wife, (Y/N), who was asking him to stop by the shop on the way home to get some bread.
"Hey, lovie, everything okay?" Harry greeted warmly, a smile playing on his lips as he leaned against the gate.
"Hi, H. Could you do me a favour and pick up some bread on your way home? We're fresh out, and you know how Indi loves her beans on toast after school," (Y/N) requested, her voice carrying a hint of urgency.
Ah, of course.
Since Indigo had started school back in September, each day after school either you or harry would whip her up some beans on toast, it was like her little treat for getting through the school day because god knows she hated going to that place.
Most morning you would drop her off and she would be hysterical, clinging onto you like a tearful little monkey crying out that she wanted her âdaddy!â
"Of course, no problem. Anything else you need?" Harry replied, already mentally adding bread to his list of errands.
"No, that's it for now. If I remember anything else Iâll text you, Thanks, baby," (Y/N) said gratefully, her tone softening with appreciation.
"You're welcome, lovie. See you soon," Harry said, already looking forward to their reunion.
As the school bell rang, signalling the end of the day, Indigo's teacher led her class out of the building. Being in reception, Indigo's class was among the first year groups to come out.
The children, still buzzing with energy from the day's activities, chattered excitedly as they followed their teacher in a neat line.
Indigo, with paint smudges on her uniform and her brown hair now a tousled mess from a day of play, eagerly scanned the crowd of parents waiting at the gate.
Her heart leaped with joy when she spotted her dad, leaning against the gates. With her bag hanging off her shoulder, she couldn't contain her excitement.
"Mr Anderson, look, there's my daddy!" Indigo exclaimed, tugging at her teacher's sleeve to get her attention.
Her teacher smiled warmly and nodded, understanding Indigo's eagerness to reunite with her father. "Go on, Indigo. Have a wonderful evening."
With her teacher's permission, Indigo dashed towards Harry, her small feet barely touching the ground as she called out,
"Daddy!"
Harry's heart melted at the sight of his daughter running towards him. He pushed himself off the gate and opened his arms wide, ready to catch her.
As Indigo reached him, she threw herself into his embrace, her laughter filling the air.
"Hey, my indi girl!" Harry greeted, lifting Indigo up and spinning her around, his heart brimming with love and joy.
Harry placed her down on the floor before heleaned down to Indigo's level, a playful glint in his eyes. "How was school today, sweetheart?"
Indigo's face lit up with excitement as she recounted her day. "It was really good, Daddy! I played with my friend Tommy, and we made a castle out of blocks in the sandbox."
Harry chuckled, tousling her hair affectionately. "Tommy, huh? Sounds like yâhad a blast. But yâknow the rule, no boyfriends until you're thirty-five, alright?"
Indigo wrinkled her nose in mock disgust. "Ew, no, Daddy! Tommy's not my boyfriend. Boys are yucky!"
Harry couldn't help but laugh at her exaggerated reaction. "Oh, really now? Well, sâa relief. Mânot ready for you to have a boyfriend just yet."
Indigo nodded vigorously, her brown hair bouncing with each movement. "Me neither, Daddy! Boys are gross!"
Harry smiled, feeling a surge of affection for his daughter's innocence. He squeezed her hand gently, grateful for these lighthearted moments together. "Sâmy girl. You focus on having fun and being yourself. No need to worry about boys just yet."
Indigo grinned up at him, her dimples deepening. "Okay, Daddy! I'll remember that."
"Alright, Indi, it's time to go home and see Mummy," Harry said, gently guiding his daughter away from the school gates.
Harry brushed his finger over her knuckles, âYou know what that means indi girl?â
She gleamed up at him, dimples shining. Before exclaiming:
âBeans On Toast!â
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