#family is the most lovely & painful in life #goodbyetime since everything mess up can’t go back 😢 sorry try forgive doesn’t mean I can forget like #12yearsago things never back to be the same #lostallfeeling kinda feel numb #deepinside >< #godblessingus special all my love one , I don’t have tears anymore is that a good news ?! Choose to be gone will be the best , like I feel even what happend couldn’t bring my fun memories back . I knew God want me to wake up & go, so time coming soon I gues #whateverfine pray for BB & DD and Mẹ everyone be fine without me , take care all (at Somewhere in the Middle of No Where) https://www.instagram.com/p/CKWUf0Khe8OFNs7a-D0AGJRRmFubpznPUsxJy00/?igshid=y471qxhpnmp4

#countdowntimer #anothersunday #prayformyself🙏 #hanginthere #chủnhậtlangthang #timegofast⏳ #godblessamerica🇺🇸 (at Somewhere in the Middle of No Where) https://www.instagram.com/p/CKJyM8uB6m1kZDtJhCcj-1lMpZkMVHksvGLci40/?igshid=18lxwai6nbcla

#goodbyecutiepie mommy sorry not my plan but you have to surfers with me 😪 if God make us have to due with it & my destiny then will see how life go, I dunno need to #healmyself before anything >< pray for my little one & Mom ... whatever happened I already feel & warning before so I knew u can do it ! U’re #strongboy 💪🏻 Cheer up! Without me u still can be good & support other with ur sweet love , proud of BB P/S : most of my stuff these days is old memories cauz I knew “someone “ still busy sneaking everyday looking for me even he keep said : I don’t care 🤣 funny just live me alone , u play game so it’s what u deserve ... and pay well life fair “ u hurt ppl go back u got pain 1st “ wish u luck and like somebody said ur time not too let’s u enjoy it lmao, karma is real not fake like all ur lady (at Somewhere in the Middle of No Where) https://www.instagram.com/p/CJ2OguHBDawvn3ivaLnAJwBUHaOgkmZsGoHh4Q0/?igshid=3kbi8apycora

#newyeareve alone #missUall specially my little BB #loveumorethananythinginthisworld . Sorry not my idea for the whole mess when old DD wanna play game , but everything not the same I start lost my feeling . Whatever fine , go throw horrible week , surprised I can still handle it - will see how long it last - where is everyone? Rain & cold 33 F degree.. walking under #rainyday ☔️ #wishmeluck tonight go throw NYE after Xmas time , I start hate all holiday . It’s ok , life is short just enjoy moment I’m still here >< lần đầu tới 1 nơi xa lạnh 0 độ mà trời còn mưa gió nữa , đúng tâm lý ghê lun (at Somewhere in the Middle of No Where) https://www.instagram.com/p/CJe1i37hJv4yrvuc5LU1KL43hSmLutWyTjBW-w0/?igshid=fdu7wulw4rja

Cảm ơn mấy bạn đã nhắn tin an ủi “Noel cô đơn “ mình tui hix😭 lần đầu ko gd người quen chọn đi 1 nơi thiệt xa tự lập & chịu lạnh thấu xương , ko dám ra ngoài gió & tuyết ❄️ mừng Chúa sinh ra đời chỉ cầu cho BB bé bỏng của Mẹ thiệt mạnh mẽ mà sống vui , nhớ cục cưng của tui & Mami quá . Ở xa chỉ biết cầu nguyện cho mn thôi sáng chịu lạnh đi bộ ra nhà thờ gần đây đọc kinh 1 xíu thôi ⛪️ ngày mai - tuần sau - năm tới ko biết chuyện gì Chúa gởi đến tiếp nữa , mong là Mẹ đủ sức gánh tiếp - cảm giác nặng quá muốn quị ngã & buông tay rồi >< tự động viên mình cố lên , ko biết quyết định này đúng hay sai giờ ko quan trọng nữa - mình mệt mỏi lắm rồi , nhớ Cali sắp khùng luôn oy - hết nước mắt khóc rồi bị la bữa giờ vì cứ nhè hoài , kiểu này chắc bị ra đường sớm quá kkk thôi kệ cái gì tới tính tiếp (at Lonely Night) https://www.instagram.com/p/CJNufx5hCCkJ6-oTcXBJPf93QmnczFOupYVZPw0/?igshid=o60sqr95y1t8

Cuộc sống hên xui ko ai biết ngoài ... #ôngTrời nên gặp lúc kho cứ vững tin nha ;) cầu mn được may mắn mà vẫn còn người thân bên canh , nhất là giữ sức khỏe 💪🏻Don’t ever miss the bait cauz u will miss the big fish 🎣 but more fun to have #family & friend join with you ... life too short , just wanna be enjoy our time left 🙏 #God blessing all (at Lucky Me) https://www.instagram.com/p/CIoWTOah8UVcj5p3klVZsoLXhROBo6GF22O0L40/?igshid=1vzdhc0imfk8n

Last year B took 3 weeks off to help me take big DD & little BB back to VN, end up last mins J didn’t show up in LAX airport ✈️ and he fight alone - I already knew something happend , but now look back I’m super happy get off all the lies 🤥 from old J, funny I asked him 1 time : are u tired about it ? I don’t understand why he always do it to his family, can’t play at his 82 ? Oh well good luck 🤣 pls stop complain to everyone I hear a lot already, u got what u want should enjoy your freedom & I wish I live a long time & pay for all u did . I’m out & got my freedom, don’t have to share my lucky with u anymore hohoho good news for me . So greatful get off my “end of life “ and start all good time , poor J but I’m happy to see u start your payment now & I will continue pray u keep going - old ppl always think “ I’m old , smart & knew everything “ I already knew he got another fake scammer , cheater & liar then start push him around ... same like Nancy, May, Stephanie, Lucy, Elise ... who else wow I have all the list , God bless my poor old DD lol he will pay a lot more for his life & I waiting for his new happy ending lmao - sorry I’m kinda mean but everything go exactly what I knew , everyone super nice in beginning wait 4 abit u will learn more kkk can’t stop laughing to hear funny story . Tks HB for all your patient & support, I’m so lucky had all good friend always there for me (at Enjoy My Life) https://www.instagram.com/p/CIkcTbmhip1-D_snUl7KyMRqVjBlqnUo1CFF_k0/?igshid=xheti7y1vdoy

#tạơnchúa thương con & gd 🙏 cầu mn qua mùa dịch #covid_19 mạnh khỏe & bình an #besafeeveryone hope we’re all services & new #vaccine will come soon (at Some Place Far Away from You) https://www.instagram.com/p/CIcCFkSBQ00pb8C6vP6XLvcHm0-cNXL2BjwEqk0/?igshid=16yt5w2px00h9

#chúcmừngsinhnhậtôngngoại🎂 #happybirthdaygrandpa I just sign up for another donation to pray for my Dad & my big Dada old J , even what happened they both be there & I called “Father” please God keep them heathy & lot of happiness in their life , miss u all #speciallymyboy I will back with u someday 🥰 love u so much #bestrongergirl 🙏 life will be good soon (at Place for Rest) https://www.instagram.com/p/CIU0Z0qhC2eG7VtmsiF38-pjggAoDF3llsq8-40/?igshid=1rz4fihfunv2e

#hellodecember2020 #holidaytimehappytime #allgoodnew 🥳 #rainbowafterrain too bad DD & BB can’t share with MM #lifeisbeautiful >< I knew God did it 4 some reason , so even what happened in the pass I still appreciated him #thankyoulordforeverything💕 xin #tạơnchúavìngườiđãgìngiữconbìnhan 🙏 Amen !!! Xin cầu dịch bệnh may qua mn sớm trở lại như xưa (at Peace and love) https://www.instagram.com/p/CISA2jLhSTFkOLxs5sefDU7y0nWsHAvuOUpoYU0/?igshid=17cio11jl1s1f

#5yearsdifference 2015 & 2020 😷 hard this year to find anyone lol #vcsa always brought me lot of fun & memories #godblesstheus to all their hard work this year 🍽🙏🥧not easy to prepare big event on #covid_19 happy to share our luck to #homeless in holiday time 🦃 cảm ơn mấy em nhiều (at California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CIJxFwIh6dL7VjA3KnCtzVWq_8EgZov3dAEWxs0/?igshid=1icrfz0wqewgu

Wish everyone & my family #peaceful & happy dinner time🍗🍷🍲 even what happened I still want to say “ Thank You “ to everyone who #support &loved me #last12yearsofmylife in USA from beginning , nothing last forever I appreciated every moment even hurt or happy 💕 cảm ơn mọi người & đất nước Mỹ này cưu mang người Việt xa quê 🇱🇷xin Chúa ban ơn bình an cho mọi gia đình , xin mn tiếp tục thương cầu nguyện cho những nạn nhân của dịch bệnh & bất công sớm vượt qua được tgian này (at California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CIEidiCBwM-15UW_iPV0POVg8651agRaiyHleQ0/?igshid=1o0am57s52gs6

Another bad new from #mydoctorsaid to hurt more came even I thought my worth time over😪 just try laugh& still thanks God for whatever he sent me these days cauz I lost all pain feeling already , I just do charity pray 4 my support when I saw old pics on fb’s reminder - still think possible even what happens he’s still alive & heathy now help me take care BB & support me 12 years in US , this sick time scared me a lot more than 1st heart attack he got cauz I have to due with both : little BB & old DD, without any help even his kid live far kinda far but we’re service (I think most Americans’s child don’t have much reponsible like Asian , just visit & buy some food and they already done ) I remembered J back home right on Thanksgiving - thanks Cha gave him drive & my VN’s group help us carry him upstairs & my ex helping me around during 2 months after that crazy time but together we got over that like a lot other drama & hard time me & my DD been through- now I’m #free don’t have to worry about them anymore I’m sure new one lot better than me 🥳 so much appreciated to DD new love then I can relax don’t have to worry 4 big DD & another life will come soon ... I won’t be there with them anymore & maybe that’s not a good way to leave but I’m ok after my bad news came >< hope big DD can survive long time 4 my BB & he can live better life & meet someone nicer , it’s the last thing I can do . Gluck to all ! God will blessing me alive & after big rain we can see rainbow right 🌈 life still continue & people keep happy , hope we can have #covid_19vacccine soon. Too bad DD more lucky than me when I’m in hospital I will be alone , keep praying for me pls (at California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CICSV5KhNybqXw6FaklQq7ST6FlSbtljHjVLBw0/?igshid=jt963kwos9yg

I had dream last night about year ago on my support 80th birthday we had fun decorations his cake 🎂 I guess I still need more time to take all memories out my head but I’m glad I tried make lot fun time & now I’m “free to go” yay 🤣 so much appreciate all someone lawyer’s hard work set me the way I need to deserve after almost 1 year stressful & drama since I’m back from VN ✈️ I already knew something happened even they keep hidden & I can feel something will come but now finnally I can get out all 12 years drama 😪 I knew some rumor around but everything had reason & beginning, fire always come before smoke & even I don’t have much time in life anymore ( too many bad news but it’s ok I accept anything lmao , God still challenge me now I guess ) and I think I tell the truth to help 1st myself face with all my pain 📚 life is beautiful, thanks for everything good & bad happened , to all evil & angel , to fun & sad time ✌🏻 it always my destiny I really to enjoy all moments before I can say goodbye, lot of love to all 💕 family & friend (at Somewhere in the Middle of No Where) https://www.instagram.com/p/CH7LLFmhhilLDsibd-9Pq_0_f0yoqH0d7PMJMY0/?igshid=urdlxxfkc10j

#allsoulsday continue #november pray #ancestors 🙏 #beforeigoaway pls #keepprayingforus (at California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CH3xBmeh7buZsMiVUw2VeTjAdofUJotg8kdL0Y0/?igshid=1v5kfsutelttj

Chúc mừng các Thầy Cô nhân dịp #nhagiaovietnam20thang11 🏫 nhớ hồi xưa tụ họp nhau đi mua hoa với quà thăm chúc mừng rồi đi chơi tới đêm về bị Mẹ cho ăn đòn tội... xin đi 1 buổi đi nguyên cả ngày lol , dịch #covid_19 năm nay nó hết dzui oy mình cũng đang buồn chuyện nhà tự nhiên sực nhớ lần đầu quá Mỹ cũng là dịp này gần 20 năm về trước #timeflysofast with lot of memories (at Somewhere in the Middle of No Where) https://www.instagram.com/p/CHzhorwhYRADRdFslLIhnfLgPvnR0l8ISCN1hg0/?igshid=1vku2q6y8evvv

Let’s everything go !!! When u hurt enough we can do it ✌🏻 fell so relax & peaceful in mind after 12 years in US thanks all support & love , to whoever love or gave me so much pain ! I will talk about it later when I’m ready & laugh about it . Lot of luck will come & I’m still survive , life without nothing actually not too bad lol (at Some Place Somewhere) https://www.instagram.com/p/CHxNTZkh87ebjDqs_YF-RmagxIbQdhRdd9ObzM0/?igshid=mrxs9snutarj