Idk thinking about just disappearing.

I am cutting my brother out of my life officially.

He’s hurt me and my other siblings beyond belief.

He’s been blocked on all media and I blocked his number.

I’m so heartbroken, I feel like I’m going to be sick.

Idk might do something crazy and get BACK INTO WRITING

I'm sick of internet negativity, so let's combat it: reblog this and saying something nice/pay a compliment to the prev in the tags.

Idk might do something crazy and get BACK INTO WRITING

crying again, screaming again, throwing up again i got Billy Joel TICKETS BABY.

Omg hey Em we’ve been moots for like 7 years (absolutely insane) and I saw your life updates and stuff and I’m so happy for you!! (Also is that a fall out boy tattoo👀)

Omg I’m going to cry because I check in on you when I log in. 😭 I have so many fond memories of the past when I would see you in my notifications. ❤️❤️

Also yaaaaaa!!! It is a FOB tattoo! It was my first one, right when I turned 18. 😭 Also got a Twenty One Pilots and Shinedown of course!

Just a small update regarding my relationship with my brother and my pregnant SIL: I've taken him off of my friends list on facebook and am not currently replying to any of his messages on any platform.

It finally snapped on me this last weekend. We wanted to go see Godzilla x Kong and so we planned to go see it this coming weekend with everyone, my two brothers, sister, SIL, BIL and my husband. We couldn't go last weekend due to my one brother allegedly having to work.

Well, he got off work early and instead of trying to get us together to go see or to stick tot he original plan of going this weekend, he went by himself. After we planned to go together.

I just can't keep pretending things are fine with him. Things are not. I deeply miss the relationship we had, I deeply miss my brother and I miss having my best friend. And yes, relationships change, people change as they get older, I know this. But, I also recognize that out of the groomsmen from their wedding, I've been the only one cut out, I've been the only one. Whether it is my Sister in Law, or my brother himself, I cannot do this anymore.

I’ve lost so much weight and I finally crumbled and started buying things in my size. See two new dresses + me looking sort of hot.

Crying screaming throwing up I got floor tickets to see twenty one pilots 😭😭

Guess whose birth control gets taken out next week?

Was talking to my husband about the house and about the future and what not and here's how that went:

Me: It's so nice to finally have the house. We can start our little family next year.

Him: I'd be okay if it happened this year.

Me:

Was talking to my husband about the house and about the future and what not and here's how that went:

Me: It's so nice to finally have the house. We can start our little family next year.

Him: I'd be okay if it happened this year.

Me:

Not to sound dramatic and I’m going to talk to my boss about it but our warehouse crew wears some shirts that make me kind of uncomfortable. Like, today I thought one of them was wearing a Boston, Massachusetts shirt but upon further looking? The shirt said Boston, Massive Huge Tits and idk that just rubs me wrong.

I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!!!

THANK YOUUUU!! ❤️❤️ I know I wouldn’t be here today without all of y’all. 😭 it’s so surreal.

We did it!!!!!

Me????? Salty that my brother went to Florida, left the morning of my birthday and didn’t say HBD or acknowledge it at all? Yeah, very bitter. 😇

'you have x many followers' those r cadavers girl. corpses. abandoned vessels of blogs who once were. its the apocalypse in there. its me and my 5 mutuals against the world.