I’m literally at that point where 100kcals is too much and I have to purg3 or exercise
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My mom threatened to send me back to an Ed center just because I was weighing my grapes😭😭
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Ended up being forced to eat McDonald’s yesterday by my mom because she noticed how malnourished I was. Weighed in this morning and went down a couple of grams!?
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Does anyone have tips to not freeze to death? I’m constantly cold even during hot summer days. Even my comforters don’t help
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Had a small victory today! I’m starting to get a thigh gap and I fit in my shorts that didn’t fit past my calfs when I bought them!!
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is it just me or whenever someone says the word ‘fat,’ i think everyone immediately looks at me
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To all those people who as kids wanted to take a scalpel and remove your fat off your body, welcome to edblr :,)
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Things I’ve noticed at my highest weight and lowest!
-HEIGHEST-
•people ignored me when I walked by or talked to them.
•teachers would ignore me
•nobody tried to be my friend
•no compliments
•always being a third wheel or forgotten in outings
•getting bad looks at stores or restaurants
•men ignoring me
-LOWEST WEIGHT-
•Boys would ask my snap
•men would look at me and check me out
•people were nice to me
•exes became obsessed with me
•recruited for activities
•teachers paid attention to me
•everyone tried to be my friend
•women looked at me with envy
•family and friends would always compliment me
•when walking men would wink or whistle
•people always asked my opinion
So to everyone saying skinny isn’t better… think again lmao
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Starting at a new school in a month! Can’t wait to go there at my gw so I already look slim. August is gw month!!! But I can’t wait to go there as a new me and continue to lose to make some heads turn
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I wanna be so skinny that when I walk into brandy Melville they say they don’t have a small enough size for me🙏🏼
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i hate when ppl ask to hang out like, no i have to lose 50 lbs first.
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So happy to have a bf who encourages me to ⭐️ve! Like when my mum gets us food he will eat my portion in secret because he knows I hate to eat, he will lie and tell my mum I ate while she was gone and he eats all the unhealthy foods in my home that triggers binges! I’m really happy. (Yes he knows I have an ED)
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reasons 2 keep going !!
- you aren’t dainty
- you’re a pig
- no one will love you because you’re a huge whale
- you’re a massive piggy, oink oink !
keep starving babes <3
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Started off august with a 2kg weight loss!!
Things are looking good!!😭
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new workout: don’t stop walking around until your playlist is over
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my stomach *SCREAMS*
me: oh i'm still dehydrated, need more water
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