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gloomylace · 18 days

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haii :33

im here to talk abt the post ！ note、 dont pity me、 i am aware i have messed up

Hello ！ Some of you know me、 some of you dont。 I'm Lolita、 now known as Lovelet。 Only my friends may call me Lolita (o^ ^o)

I'd like to publicly apologize as I've sent private apologies to them already。 I apologize for my actions and behavior overall。 I was neck deep in a delusion and this broke it、 thank you those who called out my actions。 I did fuck up && I needed to be shown。

I、 deep in a delusion、 thought I was completely in the right on everything、 that everyone else was wrong if they disagreed with me。 I saw myself as holy and correct、 worthy of worship and adoration。 That was a big part of my identity as a Goddess。 I still am a Goddess but I no longer behave the same way about it。

I was delusional、 it was caused from something that happened late December of 2023。 It triggered me and people were enabling my delusions、 telling me I was right && that anyone who disagreed with me was wrong。 I'm not blaming those who enabled me、 I know it wasn't purposefully。

I acted irrationally and didn't care who I hurt。 I wanted love and people's attention。 I don't like public attention but I relish in private attention from friends。 I took advantage of that and used it against them。 I got upset when the attention I craved was taken from me。

I'm not using my mental illness as a crutch anymore。 I know I fucked up and I only used my illnesses as a cover。 I forced myself into believing the narcisstic cover I made for myself was the real me、 it wasn't。 I am a bad person、 I know and own up to that。 Hurt and discomfort was never ever my intentions on anything。 I was a desperate boy who begged for any attention I could get。 I was needy、 selfish、 and an attention seeker。 I was desperate for love、 I used people and didn't care。

I'm aware how bad that is、 I'm owning up and making it known that I feel guilt and remorse。 I feel awful and I wish those I hurt heal and forget about me。

I'm glad people called out my actions、 I needed this delusion to stop。 It has and I'm now feeling the guilt I should've felt。 I'm back to the person I used to be and I no longer will act how I acted before。

I will not be taking a break from this account however as I find editing my comfort and I'd miss it。 For now、 only my mutuals can request and I'll be posting mostly self indulgence。

#tw long post #cw long post #tw large text #cw large text #tw wall of text #cw wall of text

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gloomylace · 18 days

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guys i got banned on roblox

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gloomylace · 19 days

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Hello it's @lovesse with h♡r coining blog !!! Can I have a promo ? My inbox is quite dry, I do every type of edit except wallpapers so there's no limit to requests ^^

@goddyss @ghostflora-s @rwuffles @gloomylace @demeurel & anyone else who'd like to help ! ask to be untagged

#The Ending。#PRETTY LAYOUT I AM EATING

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gloomylace · 19 days

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ᯓ ᡣ𐭩

#2500 likes #tumblr milestone #thank you

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gloomylace · 19 days

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Gloomy Coquette Discord Layouts。。 ꒱꒱ ‎ Reblog && credit if using 𖹭

#Kisses。#Blessings。#Betrayal。#gloomy coquette #coquette #discord layouts #discord layout #discord theme #discord themes

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gloomylace · 19 days

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Saying this again、 if you int w KerroppiKiss in any way、 DNi 𖹭 Thank chuuu 〜

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gloomylace · 19 days

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Why do you have 16 in your rentry but said you turned 14 this year?

#my birthday was last year ^_^

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gloomylace · 19 days

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Third place goes to、 @demeurel ！ personalized layout、 1 NPT、 2 stimboards、 1 set of icons

Second place goes to、 @cherryshh ！ personalized layout、 2 NPT's、 2 stimboards、 2 sets of icons

First place goes to、 @lullmya ！ a personalized PSD、 layout、 set { 9 ~ 12 } of replycons、 2 NPT's、 3 stimboards、 3 sets of icons (o^ ^o)

Honorary 4th place for @woefulrest who was tweaking in my dms about being close to winning、 a free NPT request 𖹭

Winners、 pawlease contact me on discord to claim your prizes ！ I can also negotiate prizes if needed、 feel free to ask 𖹭

As promised、 here is the recording of me pulling the winners via a wheel。 ᯓ ᡣ𐭩

#Kisses。

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gloomylace · 19 days

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are you okay with factives of you interacting? we have a few factives of you and just wanted to make sure ^_^

Fwu doesn't mind at awll ！ As long as you aren't like。。。 using fwus identity to gain attention ou sumthing { iE。" I'm Mary ／ GloomyLace ！ Follow me ！ " } && stuff then it's fine with hwer、 you can't control who you are && I'm syure youre amazing 𖹭

#Kisses。#Worshippers。

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gloomylace · 20 days

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Marine ／ Orca Stimboard。。 ꒱꒱ ‎ Gift for my friend @woefulrest 𖹭

#Kisses。#Blessings。#Betrayal。#stimmies #stimmy gifs #stims #visual stim #stimblr #stimboard #stim gifs #stimming #marine stim #marine stimboard #orca stim #orca stimboard #orca whale stimboard #orca whale stim #stimboard with psd #stim with psd

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gloomylace · 20 days

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Pink Stimboard。。 ꒱꒱ ‎ Nawt requested、 self ~ indulgent by The Doll ！ 𖹭

#Kisses。#Blessings。#Betrayal。#stimmy gifs #stimmies #stims #visual stim #stimblr #stimboard #stim gifs #stimming #pink stim #pink stimboard #stimboard pastel #pastel stimboard #psd stimboard #stimboard with psd

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gloomylace · 20 days

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saki tenma psd ⭑

// rb + credit to use

day four of @daintykill's event : a character that reminds you of Lolita

saki psd download !!

#Kisses。#Dainty250

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gloomylace · 20 days

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✚ angelesse 100+ event

( no way ) ( wow ) ( details under the cut )

✚ GUYUYYSS ☹️☹️☹️☹️ thnak you all SOU much for over 100 already ^__^ !!!! GRHHF i swear i just had only 70 something you all are AWESOMAZING ! to celebrate , we did a retheme AND now an event ★ ! prompts , rules , and prizes are below .

✚ WOO ! it ' s definitely time to celebrate , and i have just the plan ! this event will last from april 10th ( or tomorrow ) to april 20th ( 04 / 10 - 04/20 ) ( heh . . nice ) ( thisll actually end on the 25th for people with late entries )

✚ rules : be sure to tag me in your post with #angelesse100+ and you may edit anything ( i.e graphics , layouts , icons ) and this time i will be accepting double entries !!! ( meaning doing both prompts )

✚ prompts ^__^

✚ Day O1 - your absolute favourite anime ou absolute favourite game

✚ Day O2 - an animal edited with one of your ids ou one of your f/o's ✚ Day O3 - a character edited to your favourite song ou favourite holiday

✚ Day O4 - a character who you share an mbti with ou you have the same birthday as ✚ Day O5 - free day ★

✚ Day O6 - a character you want as a parent ou as a sibling ✚ Day O7 - a character edited with your least favourite colour ou least favourite aesthetic

✚ Day O8 - your favourite romantic ship ou platonic ship ✚ Day O9 - a character that reminds you of me

✚ Day 10 - free day ★

✚ prizes >__O

✚ 1st place : 3 graphics && 3 layouts of your choice ✚ 2nd place : 2 graphics && 2 layouts of your choice ✚ 3rd place : 1 graphic & 1 layout of your choice ✚ 4th & 5th place : 1 graphic of your choice

✚ depending on how many people participate , winners will be wheel picked !

✚ thanks fyur reading !! with all of the necessary information out of the way , could i get a promo for this ? ::3 [ @hqliest @iv-ry @battampria @lavendergalactic @aquariium-ediits @jaspyvhs @dreamyidol @clingyidol ] && anybody else !! happy editing !

#The Ending。

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gloomylace · 20 days

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