there’s a website where you put in two musicians/artists and it makes a playlist that slowly transitions from one musician’s style of music to the other’s
Im done.... I give up... And this time for good. So cliché but i wouldn't be me if I wasn't cliché anyway.... Sick of fighting tired of trying. Here I go down my spiral of dispare.
I hate that your past can still have such an effect on you.... I can't name how many nights I spent with drowning eyes, praying I would make it.... I can't count how many Dr's and therapists I've seen, or how many "medications" I've been put on since age 11.... Im almost 20 now. Being rejected is something I had understood so early.... Because nobody wants to hang around with the girl who was "clumsy" because I shake when im anxious which is ask the time.... I over analyze every situation and every person because im afraid of people now. Because it is people who are monsters. But you made me think different.... You were intriguing in every way, but broken just like me. You wore your heart on your sleeve and had something about you that was intoxicating. You made me feel like I belonged. That being different was good and being shy was rare. But everyone changes that prospective quickly, I'm just "too much" a they all say... And that's why they always leave... And that's why you left too... #midnightstories #pastlives #past #present #broken #newbegining #startingover #theyneverstay