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fit-chicken-extreme · 15 days

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The depression is hitting hard

I ate two cartons of ice cream in the last two days

I’m a mess

I can’t control myself anymore

I’m spiraling it’s fine

Everything is fine

#ana rule #low cal restriction #low cal food #low cal meal #low cal snacks

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fit-chicken-extreme · 2 months

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february 28th? whats next, february 29th?

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fit-chicken-extreme · 2 months

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i ate a whole 9 serving bag of chips. i give up on my life. i cant stop eating. i hate being alive. school is killing me and so is work. i'm gonna kms.

i keep making healthy food and buying healthish snacks and then boom i eat EVERYTHING all at ONCE

#ana rule #ana trigger #disordered eating thoughts #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #low cal restriction #low cal food #low cal meal #low cal snacks

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fit-chicken-extreme · 3 months

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I love being drunk it's so fun and I am so great but also it gets quiet for a second and I think maybe I should kill myself and then the music comes back and things are okay!

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fit-chicken-extreme · 3 months

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I’ve lost 10 pounds in 4 days

🌸🍄reblog so it can happen to you too!🍄🌸

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fit-chicken-extreme · 3 months

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I’m so bad at sticking to anything. College is killing me. Being a manager is killing me. My dog is killing me. My hobbies are dead. I keep eating out and junk food and too much cause I’m working overnights so my sleep is fucked and the only thing that makes my moods better is food

#ana rule #ana trigger #disordered eating thoughts #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #low cal restriction #low cal food #low cal meal #low cal snacks

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fit-chicken-extreme · 4 months

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Soo the shirts shrink in the wash. Soo now I feel extra fat. It’s fine

Also I think getting a cold cause I feel like I’m being choked by my shift despite the shirt not touching my neck at all

I’m trying to eat less. Finally moved into my house soo I can cook again it’s just following portions

#ana rule #ana trigger #disordered eating thoughts #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #low cal restriction #low cal food #low cal meal #low cal snacks

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fit-chicken-extreme · 4 months

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I got new shudders for work and they’re supervisor shirts and they run small small and I feel sooso fat in them 😭

So guess who’s gonna barely eat at work now

#ana rule #ana trigger #disordered eating thoughts #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #low cal restriction #low cal food #low cal meal #low cal snacks

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fit-chicken-extreme · 5 months

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Ate a third of it then caved and pitched it. Smelt nasty tasty nasty never again 😭

Don’t add a full scoop of protein powder to instant oats. 0/10 can’t throw out cause it cost me money but it’s nasty

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fit-chicken-extreme · 5 months

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If ur not in a terrible mood and a massive bitch. Ur not hungry enough.

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fit-chicken-extreme · 5 months

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Don’t add a full scoop of protein powder to instant oats. 0/10 can’t throw out cause it cost me money but it’s nasty

#ana rule #ana trigger #disordered eating thoughts #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #low cal restriction #low cal food #low cal meal #low cal snacks

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fit-chicken-extreme · 5 months

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I I’m made Mac n cheese and I ate half and now I want more but I’m a fat fuck who ate a 1300 calorie breakfast of chips and cookies so I’m not having more

#ana rule #ana trigger #disordered eating thoughts #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #low cal restriction #low cal food #low cal meal #low cal snacks

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fit-chicken-extreme · 7 months

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Eating less is gonna be so much easier when I have house repairs to do 🥺

Cause all my money is gonna end up being used to fix stufffffffffff

Which means no unnecessary purchasesssssssss

But seriously I’m gonna have $50 of leeway per pay check once I close on this house so I’m kinda gonna struggle for the next 30 years 🤣

#ana rule #ana trigger #disordered eating thoughts #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #low cal restriction #low cal food #low cal meal #low cal snacks

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fit-chicken-extreme · 7 months

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Progress I suppose

Dear daydreamsofroses-blog,

Hey babes, I know not a lot of you are following my timeline, and I'm quite splotchy with how much I post. I just wanted to say that I have officially gone from 215 lbs to around 182-185 lbs (I've fluctuated between those numbers over the past few weeks). It's taken about 3 months, but I am shooting for 165 lbs by Hanukkah. I've been overeating recently and I can't tell if it's stress. But I've been doing so good. I'm proud of being 30 lbs lighter. I'm shooting for another 20 lbs. I can do this.

I'm going to be taking down my carb intake a lot. No bread unless it's super good. Only rice cakes. Protein. Fruits. Vegetables. The occasional carmel m & m.

Love you. xxx

-rose

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fit-chicken-extreme · 8 months

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Day 6: I can do better

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fit-chicken-extreme · 8 months

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Rules for next month when buying groceries...

Rule number 1: Not buying unhealthy foods in stock/big portions (so I can't binge at home; something I did too often the last few days)

Foods I CAN storage at home are:

1. Things with very low calories (in case I "binge") like:

Vegetables (cucumber, lettuce, tomatoes)

low fat quark

Diet coke and energy drinks

2. Things I can't eat immediately (cause they need to be prepared first) like noodles

Rule number 2: When buying foods with several portions (like one package of noodles with 500g) I'll only buy ONE and I can't buy anything else until I finished this.

Rule number 3: For foods with several portions, I have to distribute them well and each portion shouldn't have more than about 300cals (maybe 400 if this meal is the only thing I'd eat that day)

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fit-chicken-extreme · 8 months

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Dinner was late

Had a snack before

And ate too much

Had ice cream cake. Is not as good as remembered

Gonna kms

😞

#ana rule #ana trigger #disordered eating thoughts #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #low cal restriction #low cal food #low cal meal #low cal snacks #kms

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