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I’ve had a little bit of a slip up and gained weight. But, i’m back.
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Ugh i miss smoking
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The Starving Artist Diet
hollow cheeks and the quiet aching of one’s stomach, cold dead winter, subsisting on cigarettes and coffee, insomnia, empty kitchen cabinets, clementine peels, layers upon layers, feverishly writing daily chronicles, epiphanies in the middle of the night (the kind that starving intensifies and sharpens), cold ink/paint-stained fingers warmed by a cup of tea, blouses too big hanging on a withered and (dare I say) malnourished frame
idk what this is lmao
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Update i can’t get near chicken i am so disgusted by the smell and consistency
I suffer really bad nausea so I throw up almost everymeal i had. Its disgusting but it feels really good after (cause the nausea goes away)
my exam is monday and i will most definitely throw up off the chemical smell of conserved bodies(i study medicine so yey maybe i get a pity-pass
Hello you sons of beaches,
new fear unlocked: pregnancy
i am currently pregnantt so I am terrified of gaining even more weight
I have to start running again and working out a lot
New diet:
Salad
Chicken / Salmon
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I wanna run but idk where to
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I just realized two years ago i took a break to lose weight
I gained since then and have not lived life, have not enjoyed life
I don’t know what to do
I kinda wanna get surgery
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i‘m definitely back on soups and jello as of today and all of this pregnancy i can’t Take the overeating anymore
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kind of want to get into an accident and break my jaw so I physically can’t eat 💞💞
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is it weird that I wanna catch some kind of disease that makes me lose like so much weight
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i hate myself and thats never going to change
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Why can’t i stop eating
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True i have been dead for years now
you don't get it, i can't start living until i'm skinny
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i have no self control and it's disgusting. i need to get ahold of myself and not be god damn pig
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pregnancy Update:
i was really hungry for all sorts of things the last few days even weeks and now my nausea started which is good because I eat significantly less but i still need to study so thats a Dilemma ig
#anarecca#anorexx#anorecca#ana thoughts#ana relapse#ed but not sheeran#ed thots#tw ed relapse#ed things#ed#tw ed diet#bing3 eating#b1nge eating#eating disoder mention#tw b1nge#b1ng3#i wanna be small#i wanna lose weight#weight loss
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