The pain of discipline is better than the pain of regret

Being hungry means losing weight

Losing weight means being hungry

no one talks about how really really LONELY having an eating disorder feels, like i'm constantly feeling disconnected from everyone and everything

Love the feeling of an empty stomach

Finally got over that mental block of it being impossible not to eat anything

I now understand the addiction of feeling the emptiness and wanting to keep going

Your body is an accurate journal of what you feed it, and people can read it just by looking at you

my dash is SO DRY lately soooo ->

REBLOG IF UR AN ACTIVE EDBLR BLOG AS OF: APRIL 2024

okay so this is probs a bit tmi but does anyone else weigh themselves n4k3d?

i’ve heard that this is only a thing with ed’s. like for me, i have to weigh myself n4k3d bc i feel like clothes make the scale go higher and well my brain wants to see the lowest number possible.

we're getting bad again..

wannarexic IS NOT A REAL THING

if you “want” an ed, you already have one

EVERYONE GO WATCH THIS VIDEO FOR MOTIVATION IT IS SO GOOD

i just want them to worry about me

People will never understand the dark satisfaction I feel when my vision clouds with black dots.

People will never understand the adoration I see myself with when I wipe my mouth and stare at my red rimmed eyes.

People will never understand the delight I feel when I run my fingers along the outlines of my ribcage while laying down.

Sane people will never understand.

I suck at this disorder

i wish i hated food

i wish i got nauseous just thinking of eating

i wish the sight of food made me want to claw my stomach out

i hate constantly fighting myself

SO FUCKING TIRED OF HAVING NASTY ASS STOMACH ROLLS WHEN I SIT DOWN.

TIRED OF MY FATTY THIGHS TOUCHING.

FUCK FOOD. FUCK FAT.

literally wtf is wrong with me. i wanna be sk1nny SO BAD but just keep eating??? like why would i do that?? i wanna be th1n but i sure don’t act like it. i b1nged on chips and crackers at my dads house after school and ate dinner at my moms house tonight like wtf why would i do that??? like i wanna be sk1nny more than ANYTHING but keep fcking up like everyday. why cant i just stop e@ting??