absolutely rotting in depression right now and im in hell

i want to draw but im too sad and too upset and stressed and i dont want to draw rdr2 but that's all people who follow this blog want to see and if my art doesnt get attention i get upset and i'm genuinely just so over it all

my head always hurts and i just need structure in my life again. i just need monday to come so i can start this new job and do what i have to and eventually feel better about myself. i am genuinely so frustrated and angry. i can't even bring myself to clean the house. can i please catch a break

i bet on losing dogs. arthur morgan.

sorry for inactivity ive definitely been in a Place lately but here is a WIP of arthur

🎀💅🏻I killed people. Should i have killed you?💅🏻🎀

sometimes i want to post the poetry i've written inspired by rdr2 but i feel like it would be corny and people wouldn't like it

mass graves of all hope sleeps

and the devil is at my door

“oh here’s my art blog” it’s me talking about arthur morgan. drawing arthur morgan. talking about kissing him in secret away from the others so no one talks and the way he probably touches his lover the same gentle way he polishes his gun and

someone sedate me i thought about how it tastes to smoke marlboro reds while drinking whiskey and immediately thought about how that would be what arthur tastes like when you kiss him and i :) feel insane :)

feeling very authentic (painting by candlelight)

ignore the vape

draw javier x john

oh my god wait. i just realized. you wanted the ship. and it wasn’t a typo. im on it 🫡🫡🫡🫡

you should draw jovier…

posted :3 thank you

sketch request: javier my beloved

i got an anon life has meaning

i like putting halos on arthur morgan sorry he is like jesus to me

again taking sketch requests

orthur morgan with flowers

posted. spoiler warning btw

god loves you but not enough to save you

Sketch prompt from anon: Arthur Morgan with flowers