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List of Palestinian Evacuation Fundraisers
Last Update: 05/06/2024
All fundraisers have been looked into by me or vetted by others. If anyone notices issues in validity with any of the fundraisers listed please let me know. Funding updates daily!
Fadi Al-Sharif and family ($10,439/$62,500 goal)
Hayam Taha and family (€8,718/€30,000 goal)
Deyaa and family (€7,764/€20,000 goal)
Fatima Alshanti (kr5,085 SEK/kr150,000 goal)
Shahed Ghazi and family ($6,776 CAD/$94,838 goal)
Little Yusuf and family (€5,960/€85,000 goal)
Sara & Huda Hajjaj and family ($240/$15,000 goal)
Mohammed JH Shamia's family (kr20,168 SEK/kr250,000 goal)
Maram Ahmed and family (€1,032/€30,000 goal)
Hamza Almofty and family ($3,772/$35,000 goal)
Mahmoud Jomaa (€400/€10,000 goal)
Dr. Mohammed Shara ($445/$20,000 goal)
Abdulrahman Alshanti and family (kr137,402 SEK/kr350,000 goal)
Besan Almabhouh's family (€5,767/€25,000 goal)
Said Tanani and brothers (€30,935/€50,000 goal)
Donia Tanani and family (€67,538/€100,000 goal)
Hussein Shamiya, his pregnant wife, and son ($8,042/$40,000 goal)
Mohammed Shamia and family ($15,020/$35,000 goal)
Amro Bakr & kids Bakir and Tala (€1,772/€15,000 goal)
Almadhoun family ($18,365/$80,000 goal)
Child Mohammed (€6,420/€10,000 goal)
Sana'a and family (£19,668/£50,000 goal)
Noha Ayyad and family ($23,050/$95,160 goal)
Nazmi Mwafi and family ($5,151/65,000 goal)
Ibrahim Almofty and family ($535/$40,000)
Hamdi Hejazi and family ($10,236/$25,000)
Mohammed and family ($7,620/$25,000)
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eris2301 · 3 months
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Nobody forget your daily click!!🫶🏻🫶🏻
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eris2301 · 3 months
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is anyone else at their fucking limit?
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eris2301 · 3 months
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Dear A,
(the girl who is unfortunately no longer my dad joke dork)
I want to go back to the girl I was before I met you. She didn’t know what it was like, to have genuine feelings for someone she was going out with, and because of that she could believe that she would be content to live her life alone. She was cautious and unhurt and ignorant of her loneliness and I now long for her ignorance almost as must as I long for you. Or maybe the idea that I have of you, as I look back on our relationship with rose colored glasses. But it makes no difference now. You’re still gone and I’m still here. Is this what Adam and Eve felt when they ate the fruit? Did they long for their naivety too? Did they too hate the knowledge that they gained and what it revealed about themselves? That they fear they’ll never find someone as close to perfect as you. That they are unlovable. That they aren’t capable of being attractive. That no matter what they will end up alone and unwanted. You made me long to be wanted. My old self would scoff at me, would roll her eyes and tell me I look pathetic, that I should get ahold of my self, that no one could possibly be worth this reaction but I know that you have justified all this hurt. And we are both right. She would never react like that and I can no longer react any way else. And we are both right, and we are both wrong. She has never come close to love and thinks herself fuller for it, safer for it, I have graze it’s surface and looked towards it’s eyes and it made me both full and empty. And we are both right, and we are both wrong, and we are both in pain. My old self wouldn’t give you a second glance. I beg for you to even think of me. She is safe and I am hurt and we are both lacking the same thing. But she is safe and I am hurt and it is not hard to see who got the better deal. I would trade all my experience, all that I learned and gained from you, and all the fondness for you that I felt for one minute of her blissful, cocky ignorance. If I can’t have you back, then I want her back. Because she would never miss you and I hate that I still do.
Unfortunately, and by some cruel fate, still yours,
A (the space nerd)
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eris2301 · 3 months
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I still miss her and I hate it. I’m sick of wanting her back, I’m sick of seeing her in everything, I’m sick of it all. I want to be over her! I want her gone from my mind and all my racing thoughts so I can have a moment of peace. I know she’s not coming back, it’s been over 3 months since we last talked, so why is there still this stupid sliver of hope that she’ll reach out and say she’s sorry and how much she’s missed me and can we please try again. I don’t want to feel like this anymore, it’s gone on too long.
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eris2301 · 4 months
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I hope it’s not like this forever
It’s been 3 months why can’t I just move on and think about other things. Why do I still crave you so much. Everytime it gets easier or I distract myself for a few days the yearning comes back even stronger. I’m so upset with you and hate how you ended things and yet… I still can’t get you out of my head. I gave up everything just for the chance to save things and you still won’t even speak to me. You gave me hope of starting again, I didn’t just randomly decide to risk everything. And now here I am still starving for your gaze while not sure if I want to scream in your face or weep in your lap.
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eris2301 · 4 months
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eris2301 · 4 months
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At what point do I finally reach my breaking point and try to reach out to her
I wish I didn’t miss her anymore. On good days I’m numb, on bad days it hurts more than words can describe. This is a bad day. I miss my dork, I just want her back in my life💔
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eris2301 · 4 months
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Today is somehow worse. I feel physically sick. I just wish she’d come back. I hate this. I want her back.
I wish I didn’t miss her anymore. On good days I’m numb, on bad days it hurts more than words can describe. This is a bad day. I miss my dork, I just want her back in my life💔
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eris2301 · 4 months
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I wish I didn’t miss her anymore. On good days I’m numb, on bad days it hurts more than words can describe. This is a bad day. I miss my dork, I just want her back in my life💔
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eris2301 · 5 months
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As someone who also has ADHD I wanted to expand on this a bit with a good ol’ fashioned metaphor. Partially because I rarely hear ones that hit home but it’s also the only way some of us can translate our brains to neurotypicals.
Neurotypical people are like an automatic car with push to start and cruise control and people with ADHD people are like a manual car with a key and no cruise control. Yes neurotypicals are still doing work but it’s significantly less than someone who’s got ADHD. Yes we’re both steering the cars but ADHDers also have to make sure that we’re hitting the gas and shifting the gears at the right time and to the right gear and there’s alway a possibility that you could hit the brakes or make a wrong turn or steer the car off the road. Even just starting the cars is different! I don’t know what medication would be like but therapy and research is just like getting a car manual but no mechanic, you know how most of the things work and why but you’ve still got to fix it yourself and with the tools you have available.
We have to do so much extra work to get the same results as a neurotypical and they still just call us lazy and wonder why we’re so tired and anxious all the time.
I think one of the hardest struggles of adhd for me is the lack of automaticity. Neurotypical people seem to be able to do things automatically. For them, get dressed consists of one step--get dressed.
But with adhd, it's hard to do things automatically because your brain is elsewhere, both consciously and subconsciously. "Getting dressed" isn't just one step, it's many. It's getting up, going to the closet, opening the closet, throwing the clothes on the bed, changing, put old clothes in the hamper, etc. etc.
And your brain can stop paying attention at any one of those steps. If you're not careful when you get up, you might go to the kitchen instead of the closet. If you're not paying attention, you might forget to put the old clothes in the hamper.
I think this is one of the reasons that compensating for unmedicated adhd is HIGHLY energy consuming. With anything you do, there are a million little micro steps where you can get derailed. I think this is why anxiety is often comorbid with adhd: it's one of the only conditions that forces you to always, always stress about what step you fucked up on.
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eris2301 · 5 months
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pretty real shit on this poster at our doctor’s office actually
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eris2301 · 6 months
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I don’t know why I still miss her. It’s been almost a month, I should be used to life without her. Why is she different? What makes her linger in a way no one else has? Why do I still long for a girl who probably doesn’t remember I exist? Why can’t I move on?
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eris2301 · 6 months
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i want a life with you. with you and only you. i know it’ll never happen but it will never stop me from dreaming about what our life could be like together
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eris2301 · 6 months
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all i wish is for us to stay in bed together forever. cuddling under the blankets with your hands wrapped around me, pulling me as close as humanly possible.
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eris2301 · 6 months
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BOYCOTT SQUISHMALLOW TO HELP PALESTINE
Jazwares, the toy manufacturing company best known for it's plush toys Squishmallows, have pledged to donate to "Brothers for Life", a charity which aids Israeli soldiers and directly benefits the IDF
Here is the statement that they made on Linkedin details their work with "Brothers for Life".
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As well as this, they are also working with Canary Mission, and organisation that aims to expose those who have publicly shown support to Palestine to their employers.
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It makes me sick to my stomach that a company that makes the majority of its profits from children, a company that claims to be committed to "the development of children", will gladly give money to those who are committed to bombing and killing them.
I am urging all of you to spread to the and boycott this company. Reblog. Tell your friends. TELL PEOPLE WITH CHILDREN. Do not let this Christmas fund a genocide.
Jazwares also manufactures Roblox toys, Adopt me, Fortnight, Bums Bums, Living on the Veg, and plenty more.
Look out for this logo and do not buy from them.
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