๐๐ถ๐ต ๐ ๐ด๐ต๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ข๐ต-๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ธ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐๐ฎ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐๐ฐ๐ณ-๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ช๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ ๐๐ญ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ ๐ด๐ข๐บ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐๐ป๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ญ, "๐๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ๐ฐ." ๐ผ๐ฏ ๐จ๐๐๐ ๐ฃ๐ค๐ฉ๐๐๐ฃ๐.
๐๐ค, ๐๐ ๐๐ช๐จ๐ฉ ๐ข๐ค๐ซ๐๐ ๐ฉ๐ค๐ฌ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐๐ง. ๐๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ด๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฆ. ๐ฝ๐ช๐ฉ ๐ผ๐ฏ๐ง๐๐๐ก ๐ค๐ฃ๐ก๐ฎ ๐ฉ๐ค๐ค๐ ๐๐ก๐๐๐ฃ'๐จ ๐๐๐๐ซ๐ฎ ๐๐๐จ๐ ๐ค๐ ๐ฅ๐ค๐ฉ๐๐ฉ๐ค๐๐จ ๐๐ง๐ค๐ข ๐๐๐ง ๐๐๐ฃ๐๐จ, ๐๐๐จ ๐ซ๐ค๐๐๐ ๐จ๐ค๐๐ฉ ๐๐จ ๐ฃ๐๐๐๐ฉ ๐๐จ ๐๐ ๐จ๐๐๐, โ๐๐๐ฉ. ๐'๐ก๐ก ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ง๐ ๐ค๐ ๐๐ฉ."
๐๐ก๐๐๐ฃ'๐จ ๐๐๐ฃ๐๐จ ๐ง๐๐ข๐๐๐ฃ๐๐ ๐๐ฃ ๐ข๐๐๐๐๐ง, ๐๐จ ๐๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐๐ค๐จ๐ฉ ๐ค๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐๐จ๐ ๐ง๐๐ข๐๐๐ฃ๐๐ ๐๐๐ฉ๐ฌ๐๐๐ฃ ๐ฉ๐๐๐ข. ๐๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ, ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฎ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต๐ช๐ค๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ข๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฏ. "๐โ๐'๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ฃ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ," ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ณ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ถ๐ณ๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐น๐ฑ๐ญ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฏ๐ฐ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ง ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ถ๐ฑ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ง๐ญ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ด๐ช๐ต.
๐๐ป๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ต๐ข๐ต๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ, ๐๐ข๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ท๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ช๐ฏ. ๐๐ณ ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ. ๐๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต, ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ธ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ณ๐ท๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฏ. ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐น๐ต, ๐ช๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ด๐ต๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฅ, ๐๐ป๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ญ'๐ด ๐ด๐ค๐ข๐ณ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด ๐ธ๐ณ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ธ๐ณ๐ช๐ด๐ต. โ๐๐ข๐ช๐ต,โ ๐๐ป๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ด๐ข๐ช๐ฅ, ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ท๐ฐ๐ช๐ค๐ฆ.
๐๐ฐ๐ณ ๐จ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ค๐ฆ๐ณ๐ต๐ข๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ญ๐ง-๐ค๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐จ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต๐ฉ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ถ๐ฎ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ. ๐๐ฎ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ด๐ฎ๐ช๐ณ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ช๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ธ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ๐จ๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ด. ๐๐ข๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ข๐ฏ ๐จ๐ข๐ธ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ต ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ. "๐๐ข๐ช๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต? ๐๐ณ๐ข๐ท๐บ?" ๐๐ป๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฅ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต ๐จ๐ฐ. "๐๐๐๐ฉ ๐ช๐ฃ๐ฉ๐๐ก ๐๐ซ๐๐ง๐ฎ๐ค๐ฃ๐ ๐๐จ ๐จ๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ค๐ง๐ ๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ฃ๐.โ
๐ฐ ๐ฒ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ต๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐น. ๐ผ๐๐๐
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๐ฟ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ผ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐พ๐๐๐ฟ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐.
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the love languages | joel miller (headcanons)
summary: the various ways in which joel miller expresses his love for you.
warnings/tags: implied jackson era. mentions of trauma. suggestive language and scenarios. fluff.
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a/n: ngl i was giggling and kicking my feet the entire time writing these so hope u enjoy heh
words of affirmation
joel is not the most eloquent speaker, avoiding it altogether when he has the choice, but heโll make every effort to tell you he loves you in his own way
you've gotten use to the way his voice always sounds grumpy, even when he's perfectly content
he is a proper texan gentlemen, never missing a thank you, youโre very welcome, or reminding you that he couldnโt have done it without you
most of his verbal endearment comes from the pet names he gifts you, and only you:
โyouโre so beautiful, darlinโโ
โneed you so bad, babygirlโ
โtakinโ it for me so well, arenโt ya, sweetheart?โ
he checks in on you regularly
"you doin' okay?"
"you let me know if you need anythin'"
heโll never miss an opportunity to let everyone know that youโre his
โthatโs my girlโ
โmy girlโs waitinโ for me at homeโ
โi gotta check with my girl firstโ
and on the occasional nights, when the heavy darkness returns, or nightmares plague his dreams, heโll whisper to you, desperately hoping you believe his rare but honest words, perhaps even seeking a bit of reassurance himself:
โyou know i love you. you know it, right?โ
gift giving
heโs never had much, but what he does have, he shares with you
often when he walks home from a long day of patrol, heโll stop near the garden, plucking the brightest flower he can find to gift you, secretly hoping youโll wear it behind your ear for the rest of the evening โ you always do
once his workshop is set up, he starts working on various projects for you
most of them end up being carved trinkets or new items for your shared home
but when heโs able to, he trades for some metals to wield you a dainty necklace, your name sprawled out on it in beautiful, golden cursive
you wear it everyday after that, and he immediately begins plotting whatever else he can make you to wear
quality time
even if he doesnโt say so, every moment with you is precious to joel
if the task or event at hand is something you can do together, he wants you there
the moment he returns back into town from patrols, no matter how tired, dirty, or famished he is, the first thing he does is find you, wrapping you up in his arms and savoring every lost moment
some of his most cherished evenings are spent with you and ellie inside your shared home
his favorites are family dinners, each of you assigned to a task in the kitchen, where he gets to enjoy both of his girls at his side
normally, heโs listening to the two of you sing horribly off key to whatever tape ellie found for the stereo
and when youโre lucky, you both convince him to join you in an impromptu dance session right there in the kitchen
on lazy days, you'll share the couch, you engrossed in a book while he reviews plans for whatever building they're working on next
you don't share many words during these days, but just basking in each other's presence is enough to comfort him
sometimes, heโs still shy to ask you to come out with him
be it to tommy and mariaโs for dinner, or a gathering at the tipsy bison
but you are happy to assure him thereโs no one else youโd rather be spending your time with
physical touch
joel is one of the most handsy men you have ever met, and you love it
seldom is there a time he isnโt touching you in one way or another
a ghostly hand at the small of your back, or shamelessly reaching out to interlock his fingers with yours while youโre in public
heโll lovingly grip you by the biceps whenever youโre walking home from the bar, making sure to guide your drunken footsteps in the right direction
when youโre sat beside one another, his arm often finds itโs way to the back of your chair or rested casually across your shoulders
sometimes itโll be his hand at the back of your neck, squeezing it tenderly to remind you that heโs there, thinking about you, feeling you
when you come home from a particularly long day, he does not hesitate to pull your legs over his lap, massaging his way over your tired calves and feet
he loves how soft your hair is, how sweet it smells, and never passes an opportunity to tuck a strand behind your ear, or bury his face in your neck to inhale you
during your more intimate moments, joel is ravenous, groping and caressing every inch of you he can find
he loves to feel you tremble below him, the way your slick skin sticks to his own
heโll cradle your face, your hips, your ass, anything he can hold onto as he takes you for himself
and when youโre both finished, he kisses you in every place he pleases
there is not an inch of your body that hasnโt been touched by joelโs mouth
heโll cuddle you for hours, all through the night and into the morning, painting shapes across your skin with his soft touch
one of his favorite things in the world is to wake up with you sprawled across his chest, his entire being bearing the weight of you, feeling the most at peace with the world
acts of service
this is joel millerโs primary love language, and you could tell that was so from the moment you met him
what he could not express with words, he expressed with actions
god forbid you ever tried to carry anything heavy, you simply would not get away with it
a shake of his head and a heavy grunt, he would wordlessly pick up wherever you left off in the task
in the same vein, you canโt remember the last time you opened a door for yourself
nothing was ever broken in your home because joel always fixed it
heโd survey the space at least once a month, making certain there was no damage to the infrastructure (the contractor, through and through)
sometimes, when he knew you had errands to run, he would pick up whatever you needed on his way back from patrol without even asking
โi was already out, it ainโt no troubleโ
he does the dishes every night
on the rare occasions he isnโt home for dinner, he makes it up to you by cooking breakfast the next morning
thereโs always a cup of coffee waiting for you on the counter
when youโre feeling under the weather, he trades for the necessary soup supplies
heโll check your temperature every hour, run you a bath, make sure you have plenty of pillows to keep cozy
during the summer months, when you insist on planting flowers in your front yard, heโll keep up with watering them, knowing how forgetful you can be, but too attached to the smile they bring to your face to let them wither
but what really wooed you was the attention to detail that he possessed
he knows your favorite foods, colors, clothes, hobbies
he never forgets parts of your past youโve shared with him that made you sad or uncomfortable, and actively avoids coming close to something similar
he is an attentive listener
despite saying very little sometimes, he is always engaged with a nod of his head, or a concentrated mmhm
not to mention the eye contact
he uses what he knows about you to organize the sweetest of dates:
picnics in the grassy fields
guitar lessons on the front porch
once, he even rented out the entire barn to set up dinner for you, borrowing some of the string lights from the neighbors to decorate (as best he could)
most importantly, you know joel miller would do just about anything for you
and he would do so happily.
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