How long do you really have?

How long do you really have to live in hiding?

How long do you really have to avoid exploring your whole self?

How long do you really have to labour under a misapprehension about what it is that you are concealing?

Your gender identity is not what your fear and fearful hope tell you it is.

Fears and hopes always differ from reality and consequence.

Direct primary research - administering tests to yourself as subject - gaining real lived experience: this the only way to know thyself.

All else is delusion.

And your time is desperately short.

Tumblr relaunch! I'm back

I am very excited to announce that I am relaunching my Tumblr account! You've had lot of happy gurl picturs. Now it is time for happy gurl discussion! Stay tuned for positivity and advice, with a few fun and cute pictures sprinkled in.

I want my content to be helpful and supportive, to help everyone learn to love and appreciate themselves for who they are. Being a Crossdresser (CD) is about embracing yourself, not hiding yourself. No matter how you identify, you should be proud of who you are and not feel the need to conform to societal pressures.

Society holds unrealistic expectations on how people should look, think and act, but it is important to push aside those pressures and worry less about what other people think. Crucially, that includes what you think about YOU!

hi how does it feel to become a transexual female

Like calmly coming home.

Look very nice.

Thank you

How long have you been in this lifestyle? How did you get started? You look beautiful

You are born trans, not made.

Oh do I like being fem. DD tits, makeup, nail polish, pantyhose, a wig, slutty clothes and jewelry. I prance around like the little girl I always wanted to be. It's the only way I can orgasm now because it is so intense. It would have been so great to have been born a woman but this will have to do.

You do realise that adult women do not behave in the manner you described there? So the thing you think would have been "so great" doesn't exist.

Hi Emma, just found your tumblr. I just love it. -Ben

Thank you Ben. I am glad it brings you happiness

The Arkhive.

I have a "thing" for one-piece swimsuits. They make me feel like a superhero and they feel damn good too. And no, you are not going to see any more than this...

I'm coming back here a little. As I evolved and changed, and got a little more mature, I had to move away from what I was doing here.

And now I am going to return to what this tumblr is all about, plus more pictures of me (like this one) and more updates about myself what I am doing.

I have more or less moved to Instagram

Hi there,

While this tumblr is basically on indefinite hiatus, I have moved mostly to instagram.

If you want to see what I am up to these days, visit my profile: www.instagram.com/martini_martaine

Thank you,

Em or M

Thank you and good bye

It’s been really fun running this Tumblr to share the love and positive waves of those people who were AMAB and just love the light and radiance of their femme side.

However, it is time for me to move on to other projects. Thank you for following. Perhaps I’ll see you around somewhere. 

x

EC

This #transformationTuesday is just one year apart, Labor Day camping last year to this year. So many changes have happened not only physically, but also mentally. ⁣ ⁣ The physical is obvious. My face has def feminizes more and my boobs well, they are boobs now. My shoulders, arms, well you get it. But mentally, the changes are leaps and bounds. ⁣ ⁣ I remember writing about this pic last year on tumblr. How I felt so conflicted on my⁣ Body. how I struggled with my identity. How I was trying to be me yet everyone that weekend still wanted me to be the “old me” with deadnames and misgendering and pronoun battles. I get the difficulty for those close to us, but they sometimes forget that our struggle is more real. That those simple words are disrespectful, are personal, and show lack of acceptance. That weekend I struggled. ⁣ ⁣ This year I am me with no fucks to give! I have arrived in both confidence and mentation. I always have been a woman but the critics now see this isn’t a trial or a game, that this is my identity and this Bitch is here to stay, unwavering. And With hard work and determination I can say I am fortunate to have the comfort of physically passing. Men treat me as a female. Woman accept me into the hive without question. I don’t get misgendered or ever mispronouned by strangers. And if a family still struggles and calls out the wrong pronoun or name, I roll with it in confidence.( it can really throw passerby’s off). I know who I am and stand proud. I’m not saying this is what you have to do in your journey, i just share what I’ve gone thru in mine. You do you. ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ _________________________________________ #transformationtuesday #youdoyou #liveauthentic #liveauthentically #loveislove #loveyourself #thisiswhattranslookslike #trans #transmom #transvisibility #transgender #glowup #lgbt #lgbtq #gendereuphoria https://www.instagram.com/p/B2hKvkQHAMD/?igshid=1knz098za72zh