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Losin Control || S.C.B

Pairing: Changbin x Y/N

Genre: Angst, Fluff

Warning(s): None!

She’s falling in love now,

Losing control now,

Fighting the truth,

Trying to hide

But I think it’s alright, girl

Yeah I think it’s alright, girl ooh

Heartbreak was nothing new to you. You were immune to it by now. In fact, you were so immune you never expected to find someone who would actually love and care for you as much as you love and care for them.

You’ve always been a person who gave love, while people just take and never give back. Cheated on, used, played. Every bit of heartbreak you can imagine, you’ve experienced. So much, that you’ve built a wall and you refused to let anybody in.

It was never in your intentions to try a relationship again. Not until you met Changbin. He was different. There was mutual feelings between the two of you, but because of your trust issues and past relationships, you refused to label anything with him because you were scared of what could happen. He always reassured you that he had no intentions of hurting you and that he would do anything to keep you happy. As much as you believed him and as much as you wanted to be with him, you couldn’t bring yourself to let him in. You were already into deep with your feelings for him.

Despite her past she can't help the attraction

He tells her that he's nothing like the last one

He redefines in every way what love is

She fell for him and hasn't gotten' up since

Changbin has always been a gentleman. He’s never overstepped with you, and he was always so patient. Waiting for you to let him in. He never once rushed or pressured you into anything you weren’t ready for. If anything, he wishes he could meet your exes and strangle them for the damage they’ve caused you. In his eyes, you were the most beautiful and precious soul. All he wants to do now is love and protect you.

As you both sat on the couch in the dorm, your legs were rested on his lap. He noticed you were staring off into nothingness. “What’s going on in that pretty little head?” He asks, rubbing your legs in a comforting way. You stared for just a moment longer, contemplating on whether you should open up now or just deny even thinking. He waited for you. Whatever your reply would be, he waited. “I’m just thinking. When you’re finally done with me too-“ You were cut off and interrupted by Changbin. “Baby, I’ll never be done with you. I’m so in love with everything about you. Even these walls you have up.” He grabbed your hand and held it in his. He kissed the back of your hand and smiled at you. “I know you’re used to being hurt, but Y/N, that’s not what I want to do to you.” He said, looking into your eyes. It’s not that you didn’t believe him, you did. It’s just the simple fact that you were traumatized from your past. Losing changbin would be the worst heartbreak of all. “I know. You’ve been such a gentleman to me and I’m positively and deeply in love with you. It’s just hard to let my guard down and it has nothing to do with you at all.” A tear slipped from your eye. He was quick to wipe it. “Pretty baby, please don’t cry. It is not your fault. It has never been your fault. Do you know what? I’m going to be here every step of the way. I’m not leaving you.” All you could do was smile through the tears.

Who would’ve thought that all the pain and heartbreak would’ve led you to such an angel like him? He kept his word. He’s been there for you every step of the way. With time, you were finally able to open up and let him in. He treated you like a princess. His only wish was to love and protect you and he did just that.

This Isn’t Us || L.M.H

Pairing: Lee Know x Y/N

Genre: Angst?

Warning(s)! None

Silence was the only lingering sound that filled the room as you and Lee Know sat in the center of the living room you two once shared. The room was dim, with the only light being from the moon who had just witnessed the nasty, hateful words you two have been spitting at each other back and forth for the past 45 minutes.

Neither one of you said a thing. Just stared at the floor, hoping and praying that this isn’t how the relationship ends.

Both of you have been on edge with your separate career paths. You loved each other, but the time and efforts seemed to have faded away. Never in a million years did you guys think it would come to you both not having enough time to see each other but here you both are. The silence was loud, but it still wasn’t uncomfortable. Neither one of you wanted to leave.

A tear slipped from your eye, as you could hear small and quiet sniffles coming from Lee Knows side of the room. The words you both have said prior to this, were unnecessary and extremely uncalled for.

“Y/N.” He whispered, gently breaking the silence that swooped in on you both. “Lee Know.” You said, mirroring his tone just as gentle with the fear that the both of you may break. “This isn’t us.” He is still speaking softly, not trying to argue again but just talk. “I know.” Is all you could manage to get out before tearing up again. “I know. What have we become?” From the sound of it, more tears have streamed down his face because his sniffles became more clear. “We need a break, don’t we?” He asked, with heartbreak clearly on his mind. His heart knew the answer, but his mind didn’t want to believe it. “We do. We need to figure ourselves out and maybe some day we can come back together.” You spoke, almost choking on the words that could break you both.

Silence filled the room again.

Memories filled your head. The good times and the bad ones. You and Lee Know never fought like this, so it gives you both hope that you will find each other again.

Not wanting to sit in it any longer, you got up. Before making your way towards the door, you took Lee Know into your arms and he held onto you tightly. The apologies weren’t spoken in words, but through the hug.

“We will find each other again.” You both say in unison.

With that, you were gone.