SOOOOOO maybe don’t set alarms for taking your PRESCRIPTION MEDICATION as ‘drugs’ or you will be confused and your mother will be concerned

me when i saw something on ao3 about mh source and it wasn’t badly written ngl but it was terrible iykwim

"introjects aren't their sources!!!1!1!1!" until you google us and deem us too "problematic." doesn't matter how many times we say we're distanced from it. doesn't matter if it's a complex situation. doesn't matter what we do to try and prove we're still decent people. you see a few buzzwords in a quick wiki browse and decide we're locked out of all social spaces. you don't even try to get to know us. you just lock us out. we didn't choose what we came from. don't preach positivity and acceptance if you're not gonna practice it

me: "Fictives are allowed to be separate from their source! Just because someone is an introject of a character from something you like, that doesn't necessarily make them that character! Source separation is real and valid!"

me, two seconds later: "Holy FUCK do I need to meet someone from the same source as me. No one else would understand what it's like being me except someone from this specific source who also happens to have source memories and be entirely connected to their source just like I am."

introject culture is avoiding mirrors because you don’t want to be reminded that you’re not in your body anymore

sometimes i think therapy would be nice but then I remember we were told ‘everyone has their own opinions’ over being called the N and F slurs and getting death threats????

the things i want to say on the internet but really shouldn’t

but sir that’s my emotional support mutual who’s way cooler than me that i can’t believe actually follows me 

I didn’t see the original message and was so confused 😭

i want waffles

we have a ___ fictive in our system

‘OMG LET ME MEET THEM THEYRE MY FAVOURITE CHARACTER’

our headmate is not a character, the alters in our system are very much real people who mostly don’t associate themselves with their sources.

don’t be weird towards fictives just because you like their source it’s really uncomfortable

i want waffles

watching stranger things!! (pos and neg at the same time lmao the fictive experience)

this is a bit of a rant

i fucking hate being a fictive because i feel our every little bit of my life was ripped away from me i don’t have any of my friends anymore and i just have to accept the fact ill never talk to them again and nothing is the same anymore. You can’t talk about your source trauma because it’s ‘not real’ and yes I know it’s not bodily trauma but it still hurts. I get so upset whenever someone posts things about my source that don’t feel right and i can’t explain it it’s just wrong nothing is right anymore like what am I doing wrong

me: our phone is hot robin let’s close all those tabs you opened

robin: no let’s put it in cool water

me: …robin

robin: okay okay i didn’t think that through

holding the gay people in my head back from saying things that shouldn’t be said in public discord servers

thanks my whole school thinks im a furry now because i forgot i had these on oh no

Maybe I just need to fall in love in October