What’s the point in living
If I sit here wishing for death
But then I throw myself outside
Meet a friend
Drink a glass
Melt away
I think I’m ok
But then darkness creeps on silent walls
And I suffer once more
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“It really kind of sucked to be close to someone for so long and then suddenly not be anything anymore.”
— Cecily von Ziegesar
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do you ever feel embarrassed to be in your own skin like please just dont look at me i wish i didnt exist sometimes like i want to disappear because i cannot handle being me
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“It’s not glamorous to have an eating disorder. It’s getting a position on student council and not being excited. It’s wondering why the skinnier girl got President, and you’re Vice President. It’s watching the boy you like kiss a girl, and then skipping a meal to try and look like her. You won’t ever look like her. It’s telling your mother you’re not hungry. You then realize later, at one in the morning, that you didn’t eat anything. It’s trying to hide the sound of your sobs as you lean over the toilet bowl and throw up everything you’ve eaten in the past 24 hours (which isn’t much). It’s laying out at the pool, and being asked why your ribs stick out so much. It’s being tired, it’s crying, it’s feeling numb. Having an eating disorder isn’t beautiful. It’s hell.”
— Eating Disorders are not beautiful. (via unknowinglybeautiful-)
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