dysphoricnegan
Dysphoric Negan
Dysphoric Asshole. Fictionkin (spiritual). 26 / he/him
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Ummmm sometimes you dread the weight of your life and other times it is an early morning in april and there are 5 species of birds singing and also the sun is shining through the baby leaves. Btw
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sometimes the moral of the story really is just "you cannot go back and what happened to you is going to be with you for the rest of your life. but it's still going to be okay" huh
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I've committed my current life to animal rescue and it has helped so much
I got a job at a nursing home where I can actually help people directly and I guess that's what I needed to reconnect with my fictotype. I'm Ben again for the first time since October last year
The feeling is still muted, not as overpowering as it was for the first 3 years post-awakening, but it's actually there
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Thanks for the response! I've had that kind of deja vu for other past lives, but was curious how similar/different it would be for past lives from other universes.
You should go. Just to see. I'm taking a similar kind of trip myself this weekend. I don't expect anything but I want to see just in case.
Fictionkin- has anyone visited a city/place their source is based on and had it trigger anything? Did it help you remember anything? Anything strange happen? Genuinely curious
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Fictionkin- has anyone visited a city/place their source is based on and had it trigger anything? Did it help you remember anything? Anything strange happen? Genuinely curious
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worst part about getting angry is how much it makes you want to be mean
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Im kind of tired of this mindset in the fictionkin community, so yeah!!
Shouts out to fictionkins who don't act like their source counterpart.
Shouts out to fictionkins who do like the "fanon version" of themselves, and relate to it more than the canon versions.
Shouts out to fictionkins!! All of y'all! Even the ones who don't act like you'd expect!!
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Hear me now; what if, instead of constantly arguing about labels and validity or whatever, we actually talked about the weird shit that happens to us and our experiences and the things that actually make us kin. Why does everything always have to be a debate
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I don't know. I feel like towards the end there was a farm involved. That I chose to spend my time in silence with animals rather than people. Maybe I did find some peace in the end, in the simplicity. It feels correct. It makes a lot of things make sense.
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After living in a post-apocalyptic world, this society feels so ass-backward and values all the wrong things and everything is too fast and too overwhelming.
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People out here like oooh I shouldn't be relating to this villainous character, this character who does bad things, this character who has questionable morals; yes, you should be! You should be looking at the warped funhouse mirror and analyzing what you see there! That is not an accident! The world is not black and white, good and bad, us and them; if you start thinking there's a clear dividing line, that you could never possibly relate or end up like them or they could never have ended up like you, that's how they get you!
You and the rest of humanity are a swirling pool of grey and these characters are, in many instances, a way to reflect on yourself... because recognizing the self through the other not only gives valuable insight into you and those around you in general, but also lets you see how you can avoid making the same mistakes or how you could, given differing and worse circumstances, see exactly where they're coming from and become just like them if the tables were turned, making you more mindful, more empathetic, more open to questioning or accepting your own flaws, and just... so much more.
That's inevitably worded fuzzily, and I've said it before, but the point is, it's not a bad thing to relate to these characters, it's an (often) *intended* and invariably human thing because humans are messy and complex and shaped by all kinds of simultaneously unique and yet universal shared experiences, and in the end, people are people are people, bound by the laws of chaos.
And yes, there may be some exceptions in how you may approach this, but not without nuance.
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Being fictionkin is writing self-shipping fic as a way to process your own feelings
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