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dysphoric-days · 2 months
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Okay but like I have a bunch of social events this week but my parents decided to take the weekend (my recharge time) and have a bu ch of people over or drag me out to socialize. How the hell do I replenish my social energy in like 13 hours???
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dysphoric-days · 3 months
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Ok tell me if I'm wrong but Maneater gives off similar vibes to not my fault(Renee rapp<333)
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dysphoric-days · 3 months
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Okay, small little ramble, but I want like... Genuine thoughts?
Why is it always overthrow the government this or destroy the government that. When we, gen z, as the up coming generation are able to fix it?
Think about it. The general set up of our government is ingenious, and in all honesty probably very beneficial, yes there are things that can be changed, but let's be honest, everyone knows that, this shit was set up over 2 centuries ago.
But instead of like... Completely obliterating it, why don't we just fix it. We technically have the power. And a lot of us the mindset.
Like economy? Well money and worth is a concept, we can rely on trade for a little while, equal trade etc. money only has value because, we, as humans say it do. So we can get rid of debt through talking to other countries, offering this research to pay off debt because xyz.
War? We are all human and obviously there's going to be issues but if we decide to discuss that rather than just going at it it may like... You know... Not happen as much?
Homelessness/ struggling people? We can go back to being able to build houses, wood, clay, what you can deal with outside. Food, easily found in nature if you know what to look for.
Basically just going back to the earth. Resorting to older ways before tech. And before I hear shit like 'oh but Perci, what about the improvement in medicine?' etc. we can still keep shit like that it doesn't just go poof.
My whole thing is the organization of the government, we take everyone who's currently out and we add a bunch more requirements and things you have to pass before you can enter those positions, and let the PEOPLE rule. That's what our gov. Is actually for. To listen and follow the best interests of the people as a whole.
Sorry about, but I actually do wanna hear thoughts
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dysphoric-days · 3 months
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January 9th.
You slept unusually well today. That's a good sign, right?
"Good morning, love! Your breakfast's already done, don't worry! I wouldn't want you to get tired before going to work…"
The food's good too. How nice of them.
"So, mx. Thompson, about your promotion… The higher-ups must really like you, because you've got it!"
You can't believe what you're hearing, this might be the best day of your life so far!
Tired yet happy, you come back home. As you fall asleep, you can't help but wonder what more the future holds for you…
January… 9th?
"Good morning, love! Your breakfast's already done, don't worry! I wouldn't want you to get tired before going to work…"
Odd. You feel like you've heard them say it before.
"So, mx. Thompson, about your promotion…"
Oh, yeah! You were really lucky to get it, weren't you?
"You… already knew? I told Sam to keep it a secret!"
Something is definitely wrong.
…January 9th.
"Good morning, love! Your breakfast's already done, don't worry! I wouldn't want you to get tired before going to work…"
You've definitely heard this before. Is someone messing with you?
"So, mx. Thompson, about your promotion…"
Okay, no. This has to be a prank. Where are the cameras?
"Cameras…? What are you talking about?"
She's recording you, isn't she? This isn't funny anymore.
"Is- is everything okay? …Here, just go home. I'll tell the boss."
January 9th.
Okay. Deep breaths. How do you exit the loop?
January 9th.
It didn't work.
January 9th.
It didn't WORK.
January 9th.
WHY ISN'T IT WORKING?
January 9th.
…fine. let's see if it stops by itself, then.
January 9th. January 9th. January 9th. January 9th.
It won't work. But there has to be SOME way to exit, right?
January 9th. January 9th. January 9th. January 9th.
Maybe there is no exit. Maybe… maybe the only way out is…
"WHAT THE FUCK‽"
"DID THEY JUST JUMP OUT? WHAT DO WE DO?"
January 9th.
That wasn't it either. Of course it wasn't.
"Good morning, love! Your—"
Breakfast. Right.
January 9th.
"How did you know?"
January 9th.
"Why did you do that?"
January 9th.
"Good morning, love!"
January 9th.
Interesting, isn't it?
January 9th.
Every time you roll a dice, the same numbers come up.
January 9th.
Every time someone talks to you, they say the same thing.
January 9th.
Like computer programs. You put in an input, and get out an output.
January 9th.
You just gotta figure out what the right output is.
January 9th… January 9th… January 9th… January 9th…
"Good morning, love!"
Your breakfast's already done, don't worry. They wouldn't want you to get tired before you go to work.
January 9th… January 9th… January 9th… January 9th…
"So, mx. Thompson, about your promotion…"
The higher ups must really like you, because you've got it.
January 9th.
How much time would it have been? Years, decades?
It doesn't really matter.
January 9th.
Why are you doing this again…? Just to see what will happen?
January 9th.
No. It's to find an exit.
January 9th.
But there is no exit.
January 9th.
There are only loops, after loops, after loops…
January 9th, January 9th, January 9th, January 9th.
January 9th, January 9th, January 9th, January 9th.
January 9th, January 9th, January 9th, January 9th.
January 9th, January 9th, January 9th, January 9th.
January 9th, January 9th, January 9th, January 9th.
…something changed.
January 10th 9TH.
"Honey… Why were you acting like that yesterday?"
"Good morning, love! Your breakfast's already done, don't worry!"
"Hey, are you listening to me? Don't walk away like that!"
"I wouldn't want you to get tired before going to work…"
January 13th 9TH!
"I'm just… really worried about them."
"Good morning, love! Your breakfast's already done, don't worry!"
January 16th 9TH!!
…This loop is a lost cause. You should skip to the next one.
Good thing the window's open. All it takes is one jump…
January 17th.
there is no next one.
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dysphoric-days · 3 months
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hey quick test, reblog or like this if you DONT think neopronouns are stupid im trying to prove a point to my sister and her partner
for context my sister is a binary trans lesbian dating a genderfluid lesbian and today she came up to me saying that her and her partner as two trans people have both decided neopronouns are stupid
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dysphoric-days · 3 months
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Reblog if your page is a safe space for anyone of any nationality and ethnicity.
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dysphoric-days · 3 months
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1.BPD by AL!!
2. never enough by we are the dirt
3.the matrix by Mother Mother
MUSIC LOVERS ASSEMBLE!!
i feel like starting a tag chain so i hope this works out :)
reblog this with 3 songs:
the song your listening to right now (or last one you listened to)
your current favourite song
a song of your choice
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mine:
its now or never - elvis presley/love in the dark - adele
trastevere - måneskin
nevermore - queen
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tagggzzzz: (np ofc) @heartstopper-lover123 @s0lit4ir3 @ali-da-demon @vicwritesfic @skeelly @charliethinks @tori-my-love @chronic-skeptic @toulouseradiosilence @stewpid-soup @nine-frogs-in-a-trenchcoat @pessimistic-gh0st @theshyqueergirl @crowleybrekkers @a-bowl-of-soop @frogfairy444 @robinheaney12 @fairyghostgirlgaming @thatsawesomedontyouthink @venusplanetoflove2 @thelovelyvie @abookishshade @spir4nts-lun4r @i-have-no-idea-111 @kit-the-queer @a-wondering-thought @scatteredraysofhope @coco6420 @softlyunbreakable @givennnnnn @far-beyond-saving @darling-im-wonderstruck @heartstoppernerdsstuff @nonbinary-idiot-obviously @rebelrobinrules1984 @daydream-of-a-wallflower @leonine-elizer @angel-devil-star and anyone else who wants to join!!
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dysphoric-days · 3 months
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MUSIC LOVERS ASSEMBLE!!
i feel like starting a tag chain so i hope this works out :)
reblog this with 3 songs:
the song your listening to right now (or last one you listened to)
your current favourite song
a song of your choice
______________________________________________________________
mine:
its now or never - elvis presley/love in the dark - adele
trastevere - måneskin
nevermore - queen
______________________________________________________________
tagggzzzz: (np ofc) @heartstopper-lover123 @s0lit4ir3 @ali-da-demon @vicwritesfic @skeelly @charliethinks @tori-my-love @chronic-skeptic @toulouseradiosilence @stewpid-soup @nine-frogs-in-a-trenchcoat @pessimistic-gh0st @theshyqueergirl @crowleybrekkers @a-bowl-of-soop @frogfairy444 @robinheaney12 @fairyghostgirlgaming @thatsawesomedontyouthink @venusplanetoflove2 @thelovelyvie @abookishshade @spir4nts-lun4r @i-have-no-idea-111 @kit-the-queer @a-wondering-thought @scatteredraysofhope @coco6420 @softlyunbreakable @givennnnnn @far-beyond-saving @darling-im-wonderstruck @heartstoppernerdsstuff @nonbinary-idiot-obviously @rebelrobinrules1984 @daydream-of-a-wallflower @leonine-elizer @angel-devil-star and anyone else who wants to join!!
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dysphoric-days · 3 months
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Roman: Jesus fucking Christ, Virgil, take a nap.
Virgil: No.
Janus: Do it or you're straight.
Virgil: ...
Janus:
Virgil: I hate you.
Roman, quietly: Did... did that work?
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dysphoric-days · 3 months
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BLACK FRIDAY THE ALBUM IS OUT WHICH IS INCREDIBLE AND EVERYONE SHOULD LISTEN TO IT BUT I WANT TO TALK ABOUT THE SONG SPINNING AND HOW VERY JEGULUS IT IS
specifically forbidden secret romance jegulus. think first half of choices. think sneaking off to the astronomy tower. think of them melting into each other because there is no way this can last and so they just cling to each other.
i mean-
You make me feel like I am alive When you take off your shirt You make me see the stars late at night You love me at my worst
But we can't be together And we can't be apart We're gonna spin 'round forever With two broken hearts
you can't tell me that that isn't regulus. or james actually. you make me see the starts late at night is a very james pov line, but the rest of that first verse is extremely regulus coded, and the chorus is their tragedy coming together. they're doomed to forever be nothing but two broken hearts, because even when they're together they know that they won't be for long.
anyway very happy that the album is here, I really enjoyed listening to it. and jegulus. yeah.
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dysphoric-days · 3 months
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AHHH I need a fanfiction of this so bad-
my roman empire is james and regulus being a couple for years as teenagers.
both men being teased for remaining chronically single.
james asking sirius about regulus, and being shut down with an "i dont want to talk about him,"
regulus staring at him during meal-times. his friends assumed he was looking at sirius.
james asking lily out, in seventh year, and everybody breathing a sigh of relief: "thank merlin, hes not queer"
regulus stiffening when "wouldn't it be nice" started playing.
james blatantly refusing to have his and lily's first dance to "can't help falling in love" for a reason nobody could quite understand.
regulus still smelling james in amortentia, even years afterwards.
james knowing something is wrong, in his gut. nobody believes him when he says that something terrible has happened.
no-one understanding, or wanting to understand, why james potter was so affected by his best friend's little brother dying.
james telling lily to run, but not moving. he wasn't scared; he'd see regulus again soon.
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dysphoric-days · 3 months
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“It was something adults said all the time. “You'll change your mind when you're older. You never know what might happen. You'll feel differently one day.” As if we teenagers knew so little about ourselves that we could wake up one day a completely different person. As if the person we are right now doesn't matter at all.”
- Loveless, Alice Oseman (2020)
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dysphoric-days · 3 months
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Reblog if you say "Y'all"
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