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Woahhh
(From the dropout discord- next FHJY episode is gonna be LONG!)
#THIS IS A GIFT#also me knowing I have to work a twelve hour shift from 7pm to 7am Wednesday night and plan on staying up afterwards just to watch the epš
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āI can make room for them.ā
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fh junior year#fhjy#d20 fhjy#brennan lee mulligan#emily axford#fantasy high junior year spoilers#fig faeth#aelwyn abernant
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Sandra Lynn stans, how we feeling?
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fh junior year#fhjy#d20 fhjy#brennan lee mulligan#fantasy high junior year spoilers#siobhan thompson#sandra lynn faeth
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Kipperlilyās villain origin story is that her parents are normal fucking people who graduated from Mumple. This girl has issues jfc
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fh junior year#fhjy#d20 fhjy#fantasy high junior year spoilers#kipperlilly copperkettle#INSANE#this is so triggering to be as somebody raised with a āinterestingā story#sheās one of those stupid fucking kids whoās pissed you have a good college application essay to write#the privilege is insane
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the epic highs and lows of a group project
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fh junior year#fhjy#d20 fhjy#emily axford#fantasy high junior year spoilers#siobhan thompson#brian murphy#ally beardsley#zac oyama
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a dnd table full of fashion influencers
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fh junior year#fhjy#d20 fhjy#emily axford#fantasy high junior year spoilers#siobhan thompson#brian murphy#zac oyama#ally beardsley#lou wilson#this is specifically a shout out to Emily and Siobhan#who rocked up to this episode absolutely slaying
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For those asking, hereās the full poem from my most recent edit:
Biology Class
āJust like his father.ā
itās a curse, spoken in hushed tones,
screamed like swords clashing,
it is grinding metal and cries of pain.
it is an omen spoken from hellfire,
his lineage will need to be baptized out of him.
āJust like his father.ā
he is a boy.
he carries the judgment
of another manās mistakes,
this burden was not his to begin with it,
but it now burns the lines from his palms.
his hands blister the longer he holds it,
eventually it is welded into his skin
like it was always a part of him.
they were the ones that put it in his hands
and they donāt even know it.
āJust like his father.ā
he has his fatherās eyes, and his arrogance,
but is it genetic or is he just a normal teenager
who thinks they know more than they do?
they havenāt given him a chance to grow.
he is not his father, he is just a boy
with all of youthās natural confidence.
they forget what itās like to live in a world
that expects you to be older than you are.
āJust like her mother.ā
it is said with resignation,
or irritation hidden under barbed teasing.
she carries exhaustion on her shoulders
and wears it like an apron rather than a cape.
she is apathetic in all of the ways
of a woman with a duty she never wanted.
she had responsibilities forced onto her
before she could even spell injustice.
āJust like her mother.ā
she has learned how to be sharp,
all of her girlish softness
has been beaten out of her.
she was raised in the lionās den
yet, they are surprised when she roars.
her hair is matted with the blood
of generations to come,
and she bears her teeth when she sees it.
āJust like her mother.ā
she is steely and strained,
she has her motherās calloused hands,
and her quiet rage.
she must be diligent to survive.
she made a deal with heaven and hell
the first time she ever bled.
they couldnāt kill her if they tried,
and thatās the beauty of her.
āJust like their parents.ā
it is an insult, even if it is not meant to be.
they are children raised in jail cells,
they carved the days into concrete walls
until their fingertips bled
and then they continued
until they had nothing left to give.
they made plans for escape that changed
in the delirium of a lifetime sentence.
āJust like their parents.ā
they don't look at themselves in the mirror,
they know who they will see there.
there is iron in every tear they spill,
and sweat in every drop of their blood.
they have been forged in the center of the sun,
unyielding in its potential,
unforgiving in its power.
āJust like their parents.ā
they are mistakes and they are regrets.
they have learned how to live
with the shadow of another life,
of somebodyās, what if?
they have learned about anger,
they have learned what love isnāt.
they think that they could do it better,
but isnāt that just the family curse?
#poetry#poetry edit#tw child abuse#tw implied abuse#tw blood mention#I told yāall it was long#but still sorry in advance#my greatest flaw is my inability to be concise
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Is there a physical copy I could get of your poetry? Itās so beautiful I want to run my hands over the words and display it on my bookshelf
Iām always happy to share my work!! Currently, though, Iām not published or anything. I do have a couple copies of a printed collection of my poems that I gave to my twin (and obviously kept one for myself). But otherwise all I have is over 200 pages worth of multiple word documents ššš
#asking for a physical copy of my work is the sweetest compliment anybody has ever given me#my poetry professor rn is encouraging us to send the poems we wrote for the class out into the world#so maybe Iāll share the 6 poem portfolio on here or somewhere#I saw your comment on my most recent post#thatās only a small snippet of a much longer poemšš#which is such a struggle that I have#Iām long winded as fuck so I have to condense stuff into a tiny gif edit#ask
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Biology Class
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fh junior year#fhjy#d20 fhjy#fantasy high freshman year#fantasy high#emily axford#ally beardsley#lou wilson#siobhan thompson#brian murphy#fig faeth#kristen applebees#adaine abernant#fabian seacaster#poetry edit
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obsessed with this out-of-pocket behavior
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fh junior year#fhjy#d20 fhjy#siobhan thompson#dimension 20 live#time quangle
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Truly a great casting choice
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Iām heartbroken for Buddy, a transfer student who thought he was being readily accepted into a friend group that wanted him only to be used as a pawn and murdered as soon as shit goes sideways
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fh junior year#fhjy#d20 fhjy#brennan lee mulligan#fantasy high junior year spoilers#buddy dawn#I know that heās not the ideal character#but heās probably fucking 16#HES JUST A BOY WHO WANTS TO BELIEVE IN SOMETHING
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the pentacorn has been here the whole time
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fh junior year#fhjy#d20 fhjy#brennan lee mulligan#fantasy high junior year spoilers
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The amount of times Emily brings up her past work at Subway Sandwiches is so impressive because it is exceedingly difficult to bring up Subway in a conversation and she manages it constantly
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fh junior year#fhjy#d20 fhjy#emily axford#fantasy high junior year spoilers
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nobody antagonizes Brennan quite like the intrepid heroes
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fh junior year#fhjy#d20 fhjy#brennan lee mulligan#emily axford#fantasy high junior year spoilers#siobhan thompson#zac oyama
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Hii! your 'The Dead Manās Fallacy' poem saw right through me. I wanted to say that I also have to listen to my pulse every night to ensure that I am still alive and to see it written down in your poem made me feel so seen. I apologise if this is trauma-dumpy, this is an odd experience and is rarely spoken about which is why your poem meant a lot to me. Thank you so much for the beautiful poem and I look forward to what you will write in the future!!
Iām so glad this resonated!!! Sometimes I simply throw my poems out into the void and have no clue if theyāre going to make sense to people so itās so reassuring and heartwarming with the responses Iāve receivedšš
#I had a classmate in my poetry class point out that all of my poems reference death in some way#and I was like HEY save the call out#truly sniper shot through the core of my being#all of that is to say#I relate to you anon#ask#I promise I like receiving asks donāt be fooled by the fact that it took me ten days to answer this#I simply didnāt see it š
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omg hello from one they/she/he ellie to another šš» have a good one!
I somehow missed this ask and Iām deeply sorry to my identical twin they/she/he ellieš
#hello!!!#good to know there is more of us out there#club of two(2) currently#ask#weāre soul bonded tbh
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