Sotce

shout out to the downward spiral for being the only consistent thing throughout my adolescence

the eternal worm devouring connecticut

thoughts

All mentions of love and death in The Tragedy of Romeo and Juliet by William Shakespeare (1597), colour-coded, in order of occurrence.

they should make a soup that fixes everything. one sip and you are free. one slurp and it all makes sense

(help me) i broke apart my insides. (help me) i've got no soul to sell. (help me) the only thing that works for me. help me get away from myself!!!

the abyss

I think if I saw this image on a bad day I would straight up burst into ugly sobbing

You're just a mammal. Let yourself act like it. Your brain needs enrichment. Your body needs rest. You feel hunger and grow hair. You need to pack bond with other sentient things so you don't become unsocialized and neurotic. You are biologically inclined to seek dopamine and become sick when chronically stressed. "Hedonism" is made up to place moral value on taking pleasure in sensory experiences. I am telling you that if you don't let yourself be a fucking mammal, as you were made, you will suffer and go insane. No grindset no diets no trying to be above your drive for connection. Pursue what makes you feel good and practice radial rejection of the constructs meant to turn you into a machine. You're a mammal.

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it got even worse

life is going really well actually, i don’t think i’m going to post on this account for hopefully a very long time. bye :D

me when someone tells me sh isn't healthy