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✨00Q end of the year fic rec list ✨
(to commemorate the year of the lord 2023 when this ship came back to kick my ass)
the simplest of crimes by pdameron - fake marriage AU. my favorite 00Q fake married au just because the stakes are so low like they didn't have to do all that but the build up is so good.
come a lily, come a lilac by pdameron - florist!Q AU. this really got me giggling and twirling my hair.
James Bond Will Return by sorion - post-Spectre James comes back. a very charming character study.
as permanent as stone cathedrals by pdameron - pining Q. beautifully written with just the right amount of whump.
people can surprise you (or not) by pdameron - fake relationship but posh. i love whodunnits.
Hold Tight by orphan_account - Spectre fix-it. and fix it they did. also has my second favorite Q name.
lacunae (just the blood you owe) by finestkind - Q offers comfort as bond deals with grief. this fic honestly makes me ache, the way it handles friendship and grief and love UGH.
Say Something (I'm Giving Up On You) by Brihna - Spectre re-write where Q and James sleep before he goes off to Mexico. possibly my favorite Spectre fix-it, love emotional constipation and miscommunication.
Crossing the Bar by GwynDuLac - Q pulls bond out of retirement for an emergency mission. the best mission fic i have ever read hands down.
bloom on my skin, echo in my soul by Areiton - soulmate au. gorgeous writing.
if I couldn't be strong by SailorChibi - post-Spectre James is found abandoned in a hospital in a coma. i love how quietly vindictive Q is in this.
a bloodless coup by Ark - marathon sex. very vulnerable.
I Could've Been a Maths Teacher by Brihna - Q branch gets invaded. v good translation of the comic into prose.
I Don't Take Your Pleasure For Granted by Catchclaw - Q develops a crush. love me some pathetic Q.
I Won't Shiver, I Won't Shake by Only_1_Truth - Skyfall re-write, lots of Q whump. the hurt is so good but the comfort is even better. plus i love attack roombas.
Favours by dhampir72 - pining from Q's POV. fun fact: my gf once quoted a line of this fic to me and i knew immediately which fic she was reading, that's how much i've read this.
rain by Aniron84 - touch starved Q. god GOD, this fic!! there was a time in my life, i read this multiple times a day. the description of loneliness is so on point it always hurts.
Fidelity by marlowe_tops - Q seems to have picked up a stray. local idiot doesn’t know he’s in a relationship, struggles mentally
Indelible by enjolras_lexa - 5+1 of bond breaking into Q's apartment. quite gentle and funny.
A Hitch in the Holster by APrettySpy - Q is having A Time during a heat wave and like Q i'm not immune to the holster
when the world isn't fair by Mlle_Heloise - James rescues Q's holiday. warm and fluffy.
The Pros and Cons of Wayward Agents by Brihna - Q whump with a protective Bond. is it bad to be all teehee while reading someone beat someone else to unconsciousness
Best Dressed by HandsAcrossTheSea - PWP with kilts! really good p0rn and with bottom Bond to boot!
Through A New Lens: A Spectacular Love Story by christinefromsherwood - Q discovers he has a glasses kink, or does he? listen, i too am not immune to daniel craig in glasses so i can relate.
talk / listen by thestalwartheart - dirty talk. a masterclass in p0rn honestly, SO good.
The Inevitability of Time by dhampir72 - soulmate au. will never stop recommending this, it's so tragic and yet not?
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00q fic rec masterlist
last updated: 21 Oct 2023
authors
beaubete
beginte
SvengoolieCat
Tokyo_the_Glaive
aus and fusions
author au
coffee shop au
different first meeting, pt 2, pt 3
fantasy au
his dark materials fusion
historical au
m lives
nttd fix-it
q doesn’t work for the mi6
role reversal
soulmate au, pt 2, pt 3
spectre fix it, pt 2
wing fic, pt 2
bond
jealous!bond, pt 2, pt 3
pining!bond, pt 2, pt 3, pt 4, pt 5, pt 6, pt 7, pt 8
protective!bond, pt 2, pt 3, pt 4, pt 5
retired!bond
q
bamf!q, pt 2, pt 3, pt 4, pt 5, pt 6, pt 7
competent!q
god!q
holmes!q
jealous!q
kidnapped!q, pt 2
oblivious!q, pt 2, pt 3
pining!q, pt 2, pt 3, pt 4, pt 5
protective!q
holiday themed fics
christmas fic, pt 2
valentine’s day fic
other tropes and categories
5 + 1 things
amnesia
auction
bets
bond’s break ins
bond’s souvenirs
bond’s swimming trunks, pt 2
bond the conspiracy theory
comfort fics
cooking, pt 2
crack, pt 2
domestic fluff , pt 2, pt 3, pt 4, pt 5
epistolatory
emotional hurt no comfort
fake relationship, pt 2, pt 3, pt 4
fandom iconic fics
fics with good mysteries
fluff, pt 2
friends with benefits
forced proximity
funny fics, pt 2
games
getting back together
getting together, pt 2, pt 3, pt 4, pt 5, pt 6
gift giving, pt 2, pt 3, pt 4
hurt/comfort, pt 2, pt 3, pt 4
insomnia
kid fic
kinktober
knitting
longfics
madeleine pov
meddling!moneypenny, pt 2
miscommunication
mission fic, pt 2, pt 3, pt 4
non slow burn long fics
not actually unrequited love
other 00s
outsider pov, pt 2, pt 3
pets
post nttd
q centric
q has a family
q’s name, pt 2, pt 3
q rennovating skyfall
safe houses
secret relationship
sick fics
smut with a side of relationship development
theatre/drama
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The Heartstopper cast rewatches some of the most iconic moments from Season 1!
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My favourite Lee Hi and B.I facts from their time together
B.I was sending Lee Hi demos to help her. He said ever since she helped him on M&M when he was a trainee, he’s been wanting to help her.
Lee Hi secretly sent No One to B.I without the composers’ permission asking if he could help. She then sent his work back to the composer and they loved it. Lee Hi was the one who asked B.I to be on her title track.
One of the demo’s B.I sent to Lee Hi was 1,2 which made it onto her album. Lee Hi has been continuously choosing that song to be her favourite on the whole album which also includes 20min which is her first official song written by her.
Lee Hi hinted at the collab with B.I when she was drawing a design that looked like it said BIHI over and over and posted on her instastory.
According to Suhyun, they refer to each other as Hayi-ah and Hanbinnie and they have a lot of affection for each other
Lee Hi said she wanted to look pretty in front of B.I but unfortunately, they kept meeting at dawn
Lee Hi asked B.I to promise to stay with her till the end, she reminded him of that promise on Suhyun’s radio show.
Lee Hi: I really respect him. I think since we care for one another and value each other, our relationship is a bit difficult.
Lee Hi referred to her relationship to Hanbin as ambiguous. Saying the fact they are away from each other a lot they tend to become awkward but whenever they’re together it’s always good.
B.I said he’d do anything for Lee Hi at anytime
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Photo booth photos shared by Alice Oseman
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bonus:
heartstoppercentral pride celebration | day 1: fave character
charlie spring + tumblr text posts
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the photobooth photos ♡
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Heartstopper: 1x01 – Meet | Spider-Man: Far From Home (2019)
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NICK NELSON + bi lighting
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A massive congratulations to the cast and crew of HEARTSTOPPER being renewed for two more seasons at Netflix, a mere 28 days after its global debut!
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Дымок 😽😻 #персидскийкотенок #котенок #персидскийкот #дымок #дыма #dymokthecat (at Цветы) https://www.instagram.com/p/CHDtr4BJAUh/?igshid=1xepcayaw94tt
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I think Peter has a great development in FFH, and one that people sadly go through in the real world: struggling with grief but realizing life goes on. You suggested you analyze Peter’s grief in FFH and I would love that, emotional as it is, it’s inspiring for people going through the same thing. Please do it! Thanks
Hi!
I was going to do the Happy one first but I’ve been wanting to do this one for a while, so I’m going to start with this analysis. Hope you guys don’t mind. Also, I’m sure they were more asks about the FFH one and I’m sorry if I didn’t include yours in the list but my inbox is a mess right now, so I apologize.
As an expert-master of grief that I am lol I think I really can read Peter pretty well in this movie, one of the reasons I was avoiding this analysis was because it’s too painful for me hahaha, it hits close to home.
Now, let’s track this down. Peter is just a kid but this kid has been through so much, it’s painful. Peter lost his parents and was sent to live with his aunt and uncle, then he, unfortunately, had to see his father figure; Ben Parker, die in front of him and the result of that gave him a sense of responsibility for the rest of his life:
‘When you can do the things that I can, but you don’t, and then the bad things happen, they happen because of you.‘
He’s always walking around with a ton of traumatic and painful memories.
Let’s be honest, he believes he ‘killed’ his own uncle, that it was because of him that Ben is dead. It happened because of him from his perspective. So it’s natural for this boy to pass through a long process of grief but here’s the catch, Peter never does. Peter always avoids tragedy until it piles up to the point of unbearable. Peter bears with his responsibility and holds himself accountable for things that are not even his fault but this kid is not capable of processing grief the way it’s supposed to be. I think he wasn’t completely healed of his grief from Ben’s death when he met Tony but as the time passed and he saw another opportunity of having that amazing experience of having another male parental figure, he relented. And now I bet he regrets it.
I kinda wish FFH went into more detail with this so certain fans would understand why having Tony was a good thing for Peter. As he got to know Tony, he started to let him in. He saw him as a father figure and relied on him just like any other teenager would with their parents. Peter was starting to process of healing with Tony. One of the things I love the most about their relationship is that they helped each other grow. Tony learned and experienced something new when he met Peter and Peter started to let another figure into his life.
Many of you don’t like this but this kid did want Tony’s approval. He confirmed this himself:
In all the weirdness and outside-of-himselfness that went along with becoming Spider-Man, that one conversation with Mr. Stark had made Peter feel … okay. Normal, even. Something he never thought he’d feel again. Peter knew he should feel all these things without needing Mr. Stark’s approval. That your friendly neighborhood Spider-Man didn’t need the approval of multibillionaire, Super Hero philanthropists to help out the people on his block. But, right now? Peter wanted Mr. Stark to approve of him more than anything.
And this translates into the movie so well, Tony made Peter feel normal, made him feel understood and that he didn’t need to do this alone. Peter always feels like he’s the only one that can do things. He feels alone.
He looked from the ship to the other kids on the bus to see if anyone else saw it. Nothing. Just him. As usual.
He even described Ned as ‘blissfully ignorant of any imminent danger.’
So after getting used to just him and May, after meeting Tony, after getting used to being Spider-Man, Peter creates a sense of stability and normalcy that helps him heal and continue with his life at a semi-normal pace. In Endgame, he loses that stability all over again. When you lose something that is essentially keeping you together, you start using coping mechanisms to fill in the spots that you consider empty. The ones that are going to break you. Peter doesn’t feel ready to handle all of that pain at once so he starts avoiding the issue.
Peter not only lost Tony, but he also lost his life and remembers fighting in a big war where he got attacked multiple times by an alien army and the mad titan that killed him, Tony and half of the universe. Nobody is ready to deal with that kind of trauma. Nobody.
FFH tells us that it’s been 8 months since The Blip. 8 months Peter’s been avoiding things related to Tony and everything related to Titan in general. He doesn’t want to feel the weight of all-consuming grief because one minute he had everything and the next, that disappeared, his semi-normalcy was broken up by waves of tragedy.
Notice how in HOCO he was desperately seeking the superhero big-league adventures; wanting to be part of the Avengers, fighting crime on a bigger scale, fighting villains and more, then in FFH, he was desperately seeking the normal life experiences; romance, field trips, school events, etc.
And I think everyone around him can feel that coming from him so they make sure to reassure him all the time and he gratefully accepts any kind of reassuring comfort he can get from anyone:
There are so many hugs in this movie, I can’t keep track of all of them. I was surprised Peter didn’t hug Mr. Delmar too, I think he even hugged his teacher on one occasion lmao
I think we all know who was the last person Peter hugged before all of this:
It’s really sad when he’s trying his hardest to avoid all of his trauma and nothing seems to work for him. He avoids Fury’s calls, tells May he really needs a break and that he really needs the trip, everything to get as far away as possible from New York.
Anything that saves him from thinking about this:
First, look at him. He’s in a room full of drawings dedicated to Tony Stark and the kid is talking about a plan on how to woo a girl, even Ned is wondering what is going on. Then he advises him to not do any of that.
Then, on the plane, he has to actually listen to his teacher talk about funerals and his only entertainment from the rest of the trip is:
Then he arrives and they get attacked by a gigantic monster. And Peter fights this monster. He hears his classmates discuss this and he hears them call Mysterio a combination of Iron Man and Thor. Notice how after this, instead of calling someone for help or find out where did that monster comes from, he just starts talking about his plan all over again, like nothing happened. Anything related to Tony is a big nope for him.
Unfortunately for Peter:
He’s everywhere. Peter is starting to realize he can’t escape Tony anymore. He told Happy that he sees his face everywhere he goes, this is not only confirmation that Peter’s been trying to avoid it but that he can’t no longer pretend Tony’s not there.
On every occasion someone brought up Tony, Peter couldn’t handle it. He either breaks down or has a panic attack.
He quickly gets attached to someone else and even tells Beck that it’s nice to have someone to talk to about the superhero world, who used to do that with him? Tony. Peter deeply misses him but he’s not willing to accept the fact that he’s gone, he’s just pushing and pushing that reality away from him. Beck is a great manipulator and he can see that Peter doesn’t want to be reminded of this so he pushes Peter back on the topic: ‘It’s a hard path. You see things, you do things… Make choices. People look up to you… Even if you win a battle sometimes, they die.’
He even MAKES Peter see Tony everywhere, he’s using Tony’s death against him. He’s taking advantage of the fact that the poor kid can’t handle his father figure’s death:
You know he’s the villain and you what he’s trying to do, but the fact that even he can see what Peter’s trying to do is really sad. He later tells Peter this: ‘ I tried to help you walk away. Now you’re making me do this…’ and proceeds to show him Tony’s grave, Iron Man’s zombie suit and tells him what Peter’s been thinking this whole time: ‘If you were good enough, maybe Tony would still be alive’
He’s dealing with two things at the same time: grief and trauma. His grief won’t let him breathe and his trauma is not letting him forget. It’s back and forth. If he lets any of these things in, then he knows he’s done for sure. Everything is going to come back in.
Let’s check the boxes:
Peter doesn’t want to remember or touch anything related to Tony.
He doesn’t want to deal with his own trauma/PTSD.
He doesn’t want to carry Tony’s legacy. He feels like he’s not ready and feels like he’s never going to be ready for that.
He’s desperately trying to live his life even if he feels like he’s breaking apart every 5 minutes.
This kid needs help lmao
There are occasions where he spaces out, gets angry, looks like he’s about to choke, etc.
These are the symptoms of someone who’s dealing with PTSD.
When you’re dealing with trauma, you feel the need to shield yourself from everything that might hurt or trigger you. In some parts of the movie, I felt like Peter wasn’t even there. Just think about it. He disappeared and he felt himself disappear before anyone else did. He lost his sense of reality for a couple of seconds but it was enough, life took too much from him in just those seconds. For him, it was 5 minutes but in reality, he lost 5 years. On top of that, you can tell he feels guilty for Tony’s death as well even if its not his fault.
This is the part that haunts me:
And this is the one that heals me:
Let’s be clear, this movie is about Peter learning how to be his own superhero and learning that it’s ok if he doesn’t meet other’s expectations. But this kid still needs to process grief, he still needs to work on his traumas, he needs to get some help. He doesn’t just heal after defeating the villain and that’s it. Hopefully, we’ll see that in the next movie.
Ok, off-topic but I swear, when Beck said Peter looked stupid with Tony’s glasses, I was about to throw some serious hands lmaooo
Thnx♥
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С Новым годом! #выкса #выксаверхнийпруд #1января2020 #happynewyear2020 (at Выкса) https://www.instagram.com/p/B6xpKuNpVCE/?igshid=1aizu3lxx5n1i
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I think this hurts most because 2nd gen Kpop was my teenage years. It was the exciting world that showed me these amazing idols who didn't shy away from femininity and vulnerability, expressing themselves or showing others that there's more to women than their looks. And it hurts because I never even got a chance to attend a concert, to breathe the same air as my inspirations and tell them that 'hey, i found comfort in your music and unapologetic self. And cheering your name and buying your music isn't nearly enough to express my gratitude.'
This really hurts. It hurts because while they were singing for me, they battled their own demons. And it hurts because I couldn't reciprocate the love they've shown me.
To Jonghyun, Sulli and Hara:
I'm sorry we failed you.
I thank you. I love you.
Rest well for you are so loved and always will be loved💫
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Spideychelle Headcanon: In Which MJ Discovers Peter and Falls HARD
So MJ was hardly thrilled about having to transfer to a completely new high school just a few months into her freshman year with absolutely nobody she knew from middle school
And as smart as she is, she’s not perfect. She gets confused and lost like anyone would in a new place and she’s just not wanting to socialize too much bc she’s afraid of embarrassing herself too
She’s able to make it to her first and second classes of the day just fine, and lunch is easy bc she just follows the herd
But after lunch and going to third period? She can’t figure it out
She asks one teacher where her next class is, and he’s pretty passive and vaguely points to a hallway that leads down to the lower levels of the school
Well that’s just maddeningly unhelpful
Well she heads down there anyway and is panicking bc the warning just rang meaning one more minute before she’s late for class and she doesn’t want a tardy mark already let alone to make a bad impression on the teacher
So she kinda just runs into a class
And she’s just scared
Really scared bc she doesn’t know these people
They don’t know her
She probably looks terrible to them all frumpy and short and all and for once in her life she is worried about what people think about her
It doesn’t occur to MJ until about 10 minutes in that she’s in the completely wrong class
So she waits until the opening day lecture is done and she goes immediately to the teacher and says “I’m in the wrong class”
The teacher thankfully isn’t a dick and takes a look at her schedule, and agrees
Soon the teacher is walking her to her proper classroom, and MJ feels like melting as she realizes she went to the completely opposite side of Midtown like can this get any worse
Yes it can
The teacher opens the door and must have lost whatever tact he had because he announces that MJ was lost and in V121 (this is D121)
She feels the 30 or so pairs of eyes on her hacking her into pieces
And then the din of laughter batters her ears and she sees a sea of cackling faces
She grits her teeth but this is stinging like a swarm of hornets
She wants to go home
Get away from this
Why did her first day at a new school have to start exactly like a damn kids movie
“Hey guys, knock it off!”
She hears this high, soft voice call out
She looks to the source and it’s this relatively tiny brunette boy with big brown eyes who’s looking at her with no trace of condescension or mockery
He also has a larger, Filipino friend next to him who also isn’t laughing
And the brunette boy looks at the class who have quieted down and are looking at him
“You guys stop it. You know you were all lost on your first day!” He scolds them, frowning sternly
And the class is silent either in disbelief, shame, or both
The teacher for the classroom looks at Peter and regards him, before turning to his colleague, thanking him before he goes
“You can have a seat over there,” The teacher says with a calm smile, pointing towards the brunette boy and his friend
MJ nods slowly and walks over there
She looks this boy in the eyes as she walks over to his table
Like
He didn’t have to do that at all
He didn’t have to tell the entire class to stop teasing her
He didn’t have to go a step further and remind them that they were all new students once
He probably could’ve just giggled a bit at the stupid new girl
But he didn’t
He defended her
And only after a few moments of seeing her never mind knowing her
“Hi,” the boy said as she sat next to him, “I’m Peter!” He smiles and
Woah
That smile was like shining and burning her eyes out
The other guy leans to meet MJ’s eyes “And I’m Ned! General Ned Leeds!”
She’s still super hesitant AF bc this has been a very emotionally wild past two minutes
“… Michelle,” she introduces herself. “Michelle Jones.”
“Nice to meet you!” Peter says as Ned throws a peace sign. “If you want I could write up a map to help you out?”
Can this boy be any more extra? Or adorable, she thinks as his big brown eyes stay as big and brown as ever
“Thanks,” she curtly nods
“Okay!” Peter says happily before pulling out some scratch paper
And MJ is a bit wary of the fact that her heart is really starting to pound a little faster
But well
Right now at least
She won’t be complaining since Peter’s rather solid arm is brushing against her own
And she likes it
Maybe more than a little bit
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MJ: Hey. Parker.
Peter: Yeah, MJ?
MJ: I’m hungry.
Peter: Oh, okay! I’ll drive. You know what you wanna eat?
MJ: You.
Peter:
MJ:
Peter:
MJ:
Peter:
MJ:
Peter: WHAT
MJ: You heard me.
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