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deisiiiiiii · 11 months

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deisiiiiiii · 11 months

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4 of my fav studio ghibli pixel art studies

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deisiiiiiii · 2 years

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Things they don’t tell you about Eating Disorders in health class.

A lot of people paint it as if we don’t recognize our behavior is wrong. Quite frequently, we do. We just don’t care.

It’s not just anorexia and bulimia and binge-eating disorder. There are a million ways to suffer without fulfilling strict criteria.

The stigma against bulimics & other EDs within ourselves; Regardless of what disorder you have, if you can’t starve yourself enough, you see yourself as less than other people with EDs.

The desire to take drastically dangerous measures to lose weight like poisoning yourself to purge or actually cutting off your fat, even if you don’t actually partake in those methods.

How you can know a tip won’t actually help you lose weight but you do it anyways on the chance it can burn at least one extra calorie.

We love food. We LOVE it. We don’t want to not eat, we just can’t.

It’s not like those shitty fake movies where the anorexic doesn’t eat anything but popcorn for a month. You may fast for a few hours-a few days, you immediately binge, then you fast for a few days and binge again. It’s a cycle that repeats itself constantly, not a stagnant diet.

Purging is hard as fucking hell and is not always as easy as just putting one finger down your throat a few times to vomit.

You never lose weight exactly where you want to; You’ll become flat chested in a few days but it will take you months to trim down your thighs.

Noticing our behavior is a compliment; Sometimes we want you to see what we are doing to lose so much weight, we just don’t want you to stop us.

The sheer panic attacks you suffer from because even when you perfectly measure out your portions, you’re afraid of upsetting your intake by one single calorie because there is no way to be 100% sure.

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deisiiiiiii · 2 years

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you can have an ed at any size, gender, age. skinny, normal, fat. male, female, nonbinary. 8, 16, 19, 40. it doesnt matter. anybody can a have a ed

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deisiiiiiii · 3 years

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deisiiiiiii · 3 years

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I really wanted to get away from here but every fucking month I end up purging crying all around, but anyway, if I'm doing this shit I'm doing it right, let's become skinny

#anarexea #anorexik #anarexiz #ana meme #buliima #photography #eating disoder thoughts #ed menes #binwoo #bulimja #bulimiz #anarexik #ana thoughts

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deisiiiiiii · 4 years

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Shut the fuck up, thanksssss. ❤️

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