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cyggiestardust · 15 days ago
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Unrelated to recently breaking my ankle, my cousin spotted a few new grays on video call lol https://www.instagram.com/p/CisoKuzLzFL/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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cyggiestardust · a month ago
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there are like five rules to life and those rules are
1. eat 3 meals a day
2. always have a non alcoholic drink with you
3. never trust anything you think about your life after 8-9pm
4. do a little something for urself every day
5. interact with a Beast at least once a day (human, feline, canine, lizard, bird, etc)
and the secret 6th rule:
6. if you can't do all of those rules, just do the ones you can
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cyggiestardust · a month ago
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@alkonoststorm
The DM: [Has us on a lethal cliffhanger]
The Druid: Hey, if it’s my time, it’s my time.
The Divination Wizard: Ex-CUSE YOU?!
Wizard: [loudly and forcefully] No. What is the POINT of being able to see into the future if I can’t see my friends in danger, look at the Raven Queen, and say “I *SAID* HE DOESN’T DIE HERE”? My entire JOB is to see Certain Death, look it in the eye and say “NOT TODAY!” The Laws of Probability call me DADDY! And if the universe wants to sever your mortal coil, it is going to have to wrangle your life out of my cold dead hands!
Wizard: [calmly] What I’m trying to say, [Druid] is that, no, it is not your time. Because I said so. So there.
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cyggiestardust · a month ago
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No, I didn't delete.
I just needed space and time.
Maybe I'll do stuff again.
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cyggiestardust · a month ago
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It's hilarious to me when people complain about AO3 and its policies, and what they allow on the site - but it's ESPECIALLY funny when people complain like "Why can't the freaks make their own site and just go there?"
Sweetie... AO3 is the site for that. Y'all invaded our space.
Wattpad and FFN still exist. Go there. They're as shitty and G-rated as you want. You can't have the luxuries that AO3 offers if you're gonna be a little bitch about its policies. Imagine walking into a strip club and complaining about the alcohol and naked ladies when there's a god damn Dennys next door you could have gone to. Christ.
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cyggiestardust · a month ago
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Not people saying “Fandom has always been like this” in that vent post I made. No. It hasn’t always been like this. Fandom has NEVER been like this until recently and if you were in fandom pre-tumblr purge, pre-twitter, pre-netflix boom, pre-tiktok….then you would fucking know it was nothing like this.
We still had the drive to create. We still sold prints and charms and made zines…but it was never like this.
The introduction of streaming, binge shows that drop all at once, tiktok and vine RIP i still love u vine but you were the beginning of a particularly ugly era) creating this bite sized, quick paced ‘content’ era of creation and it bled out into fucking everything else.
Fandoms didn’t die down when the show ended or the season was over. You didn’t mass unfollow artist, writers or moots just because they changed fandoms. There wasn’t this need to please the algorithm in order for your posts to get seen by people and enjoyed.
Fandoms used to last YEARS. Star Trek is literally the oldest running fandom out there and you got people in there that could care less about the new stuff and still have been happily prancing through their fucking fifty year old fandom today. Hell, even SPN after all it’s fuckups and shitshows has a dedicated fanbase STILL creating tons of art and fic.
There is no patience anymore. No calm feeling of taking in fandom and friends at a pace that which doesn’t make you stressed and is still fun.
Do I blame fandom for this? Of course not, but people are complacent with it and start changing their vocab to accommodate and end up making the situation so deep it cant be fixed.
We call Art & Fic Content now, completely stripping the value of what it is to a level of consumerism instead of personal entertainment & community bonding.
#oh
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cyggiestardust · 2 months ago
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May I present:
Real talk on being real: nonbinary edition I noticed something a while back: a lot of people got real fucken weird when I came out as nonbinary. I mean yeah, there was a lot of the shit that you would expect from this sort of thing: the casual transphobia started real quick, both from people that I don’t know in person and from people who I would have thought would do better about this kind of…
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cyggiestardust · 2 months ago
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Some weekend!
I started yesterday morning violently throwing up. I’d gotten complacent, feeling like the worst of this medication withdrawal was over, and then I wake up on what’s supposed to be a work day with my body attempting to turn itself inside out. I suppose it could have been worse, but I’m already at the point where I might have had a thousand calories stay down over this entire weekend. I feel like…
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cyggiestardust · 2 months ago
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EEESH.
So this morning, I wake up. I’m optimistic. I sit up in bed, and realize that my alarms didn’t trip because Alarmy doesn’t wake up immediately after Android updates. No big deal, I can catch up.I sit up and the room—what I can see of it—spins. I feel my stomach lurch, and I heave hard.“Great. More of this.”I wait for it to settle, then go to get some pepto. It takes five minutes to take because I…
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cyggiestardust · 2 months ago
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Wicked withdrawals.
Last week, my new psych took me off the last antipsychotic that I have been on. Her primary concern was something called metabolic syndrome, which is probably the reason that my numbers have been so weird. She thinks that getting me off that stuff will do wonders for my weight, cholesterol, and triglycerides. Well, there was more information that I didn’t have at the time: withdrawal from…
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cyggiestardust · 3 months ago
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Fresh hair, new glasses https://www.instagram.com/p/CfXCUGhO3zP/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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cyggiestardust · 3 months ago
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Just an update.
Yeah, it’s been a while since I last checked in. Nothing of note has changed recently minus a couple meds adjustments. Oh, and I started therapy. It’s probably about time, but I’m not going to beat myself up over taking this long. The world’s doing enough of that for me already, and I don’t feel like adding to it frankly. I may have made some progress on my burnout. That’s about the only new…
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cyggiestardust · 5 months ago
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...ngl I'd crowdfund a Mokubaked.
How much do I need to pay to have some art of teen or older Mokuba just completely baked?
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cyggiestardust · 5 months ago
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Of fucking course someone had to go and make me feel bad about the best almost-week of my life
Of course it's this person
I'm just gonna listen to sad music now
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cyggiestardust · 5 months ago
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IT BEGINS https://www.instagram.com/p/CcT9gvOrTDl/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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cyggiestardust · 5 months ago
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Let the Cheshire jokes begin https://www.instagram.com/p/CcTv2vzrp_C/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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cyggiestardust · 5 months ago
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The countdown begins
Tuesday. A day off. I leave for my trip on Thursday. It’s an anime convention, my first in….geez, eleven years. I will be meeting two of my best friends in person for the first time in our long friendship. A third was supposed to be with us, but stuff came up. There’s a lot on my mind: I’ve never been on a plane, I’ve only been out of state once (next door doesn’t count), and the one that really…
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