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ctrlemis · 1 month
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it’s absolutely absurd the amount of riki smut and sexualization that occurs on here. i’m being so serious when i tell you i’ve seen countless smuts about him. it’s so disgusting how people can sexualize someone who hasn’t even gotten out of his teens yet. i just don’t understand why these people feel the need to sexualize him, especially when he’s still so young. i literally don’t care what anyone has to say in defense of these brain dead, stupid ass, gross mother fucking riki smut writers. i don’t care if he’s “legal” or not. i don’t care if he’s an “adult.” i don’t care if he “signed up for it,” or “feeds into it.” i don’t give a shit. he did not “sign up for it” when he decided to become an idol. being an idol doesn’t mean that they are no longer human. that they no longer get to be seen as human. that they no longer have human emotions. and sure as shit does not mean that you get to use them for you disgusting fantasies. they are just as human as the rest of us. riki is not your toy. he does not “feed into it.” you are just sexualizing normal things because you riki smut writers are weird as fuck. even if he is “legal,” he is still a kid. even if he is “legal,” that does make it morally right. i’m sick and fucking tired of these fuck ass smut writers thinking they can use riki however they please. you guys have sexualized him since he was 14.
not to mention the massive amount of hate he received when he was 15. a fucking child. i swear to god, people are so fucked in the brain. it not only affected riki, though it especially affected him, but also the people around him. i know his mom and sister were on twitter back then. imagine seeing you son or your brother receiving death threats. imagine seeing your son or brother being bashed by so many people. imagine seeing people saying “this is the reason your mom or dad doesn’t love you” to your son or brother. imagine being the members, watching the person they consider family being sent death threats. imagine watching the person they consider family start to close off. imagine watching your son, your brother, or the person you consider family, mentally decline right in front of you.
i don’t even want to imagine what it would have been like to be riki. but i’m so, and when i say so, i mean so fucking proud of him for being capable and strong enough to pull through and overcome that. even if it still continues on, he is able to present himself to us. to smile and laugh. to talk to us. even after everything “engenes” have done, he still managed to pull through and be there. i’m so, so, so fucking proud of him. i can’t imagine, i don’t want to imagine, just how hard it must have been to go through, let alone pull through that. he’s so strong, even when he’s not. even when things get hard, he makes it through. that’s so human. it’s inevitable to go through things. but a lot of us don’t have the capability to pull through. he does. that’s something to admire. that’s something i admire.
tagging a few moots : @stariekis @sincerelyrki @chaseyikis @minhypenalt @okwonyos @euncsace @rikihqq @ssunooism @wwonwonism
don’t have to interact or anything, i just needed to get this out there and everything. i hope riki is okay and has many happy days to come. i wish him nothing but the best. i love him so much.
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ctrlemis · 5 months
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the mfs counting down for riki’s birthday and already posting nsfw stuff for him…yeah yall can burn in hell
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ctrlemis · 5 months
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PSA: If you’re planning on posting smut for Niki the day of his birthday go ahead and block me, unmoot me, etc. I do not and refuse to accept y’all thinking that’s a normal thing to do.
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ctrlemis · 10 months
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kiss the girl 🤭🤭
OMG HI FAE!! ofc omg this is my longest running wip rn
okay so in kiss the girl, football player wonyoung has the biggest crush on head cheerleader y/n whos super sweet and giving and basically super wel known and liked
but the schools soccer team hasnt won a game in years, which makes their school look weak in the sports area.
anyways, the girls on the soccer team(yujin, gaeul, leeseo, minji, haerin, danielle, yunjin, sakura, kazuha, yena, lily, haewon, winter, ningning, ryujin, yeji, and yuna)(its a big team) find out, they come up with this plan to basically get wonyoung to ask y/n out.
later on, at an event with their rival school, wonyoung makes the dumb mistake of saying that not only would their school win every game against the rival school this season, but they would also win the state championship;
and of course, she happens to annouce this very loudly in front of y/n, who not only is head cheerleader, but really wants to see their school’s team win as its the only active sports team.
so now the team is partially mad at wony and her big mouth, but they end up training really hard for it.
and winter’s girlfriend karina, who is a cheerleader with y/n(along with liz, sullyoon, hanni, chaewon, chaeryeong, and some other girls) who happens to know that wony likes y/n cuz her gf has a big mouth ends up convincing y/n to go to some of the practice with her to big refresments and stuff like that
and wony is trying to like look cool and stay focused
but its so hard bc y/n is literally burning a hole into her head with her stare
and maybe its because she literally swore up and down that they would win the championship in front kf her
did i also mention that y/n’s mom is an alumni at the school and her senior year was the last time the school won a game? no?
thats all i have for now!! that what so fun i love talking about my fics 🫶🏾 thank you fae fae its so good to hear from you!! i got scared when i didnt see your reblog i missed you 😣
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ctrlemis · 10 months
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thank you maimai!!
post the names of all the files in your wip folder regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous they are. let people send an ask with any titles that most intrigues them and then post a snippet of it or tell them something about it!
sixty days — lee heeseung written series, angst, no happy ending
second glance — lee heeseung, stuco highschool au, rivals to lovers
jungwon can’t win! — yang jungwon, fluff, jungwon is going through it
idol cupid — enhypen, txt, le sserafim, smau
guardian complications — park jay, huh yunjin, guardian angel & angels and demons au, supernatural au
untitled — basket player! riki, high school au, volleyball player! reader, volleyball au, enemies to lovers
untitled — yang jungwon, rivals to lovers
curse you dolchat! a collaboration with a mutual — lee heeseung & huh yunjin
webbed love — nishimura riki, spiderwoman reader, spiderman riki, smau, superhero au
kiss the girl — jang wonyoung, school au, football(soccer) player wony, cheerleader reader
tag: @kvjunzzz @amakumos @jaeyunluv
TAG GAME
thank you for the tags @soobnny, @luvhyun3 & @boyfhee !! this is the cutest idea ever 🥹💓
post the names of all the files in your wip folder regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous they are. let people send an ask with any titles that most intrigues them and then post a snippet of it or tell them something about it!
the rain has an edge // sunghoon!! rain!! one umbrella!! that's literally it 🙁
hellbent; heaven sent // an smau where heeseung is ur guardian angel and rages on the tl bc his job is hard like really hard bc you 1) are impulsive af, 2) are always getting in trouble, and 3) have two devils (niki and jay) who are trying to murder u ig
(romance) sold separately // sunghoon!! is ur best friend!!! yea !!
shadows & strides // my beloved ghost au where enha member follows u around but u can't see them bc they're a ghost and they try to communicate w u and u think ur house is haunted (it is) (but the ghost is friendly if not horribly in love with u)
hyung line series // i actually really really really want to release this like rn (i even have the banner and everything ready to go) but !!self control!! because i knowwww my ass is gna ditch all my current works saur :(
tag as many people as you have wips : @whoschr @flwrshee @ctrlemis @lockburn-castle @ctrlcntr
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ctrlemis · 10 months
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I would like to preface this by asking for everyone to please be cordial. DO NOT send any hate or harassment to the people involved in the inbox. Nobody deserves it. Should they create a new blog and restart their journey on here, do not go out of your way to harass them.
Hi, this is Vivian/Camille, formerly @/dhoya, @/sonatatine (on NCTblr), and now, @/orpheyeux (on enhablr). I've been sitting on the issue for a while, and after countless hours of going back and forth with those that have helped me throughout this entire ordeal, I think I'd like to bring this to the public attention as an educational testimony of sorts on how plagiarism and idea theft can take many, many forms.
It has come to my attention that @/ckvsen's (now deactivated) "In the Middle of Nowhere, From the Middle of Nowhere," has taken elements from several of my works, especially "14 Steps to a Better You," without initially asking me or giving me credit because I deactivated my old writing blog, @/orpheyeux. I initially reached out privately and got the confirmation from @/ckvsen themselves that they did take inspiration from "14 Steps to a Better You." They have since given me credit but because the way they responded rubbed me the wrong way (denial mostly; pivoting the blame to me; the lack of actively fighting to defend their work even when I presented them with a lengthy document), I'll be coming forward and sharing this document so you can view the similarities yourself and make a final judgment. I've yet to receive a proper apology for them taking aspects of my work and using it in their fic, and all I got is a "my bad though" and an "I'm sorry you felt that way," which doesn't look like an admittance to fault or an acknowledgement of taking this situation seriously to me.
From what I can conclude, this is a textbook example of mosaic plagiarism, where instead of taking my work word-for-word, they have taken phrases, concepts, prose, styles, and ideas that I believe are unique to me and my own writing. I like to think and believe that I have a pretty distinct writing style to the point where when I initially deactivated @/dhoya and @/sonatatine, my older mutuals were able to find me as @/orpheyeux through the aesthetics, summary, and writing style I exhibited in the first fic I posted there, "Win" (repost on @/orochxi here). I went under a new pseud and a new fandom while actively pretending I wasn't @/dhoya until so many people have asked me about it, but the fact that my mutuals from my time in NCTblr were able to find me again is, to me, a testament of how distinct my prose/writing style is. I never expected this to happen to me, and if I'm being completely honest, I'm very stressed out about this situation. The only reason I'm coming out and sharing this is to inform other writers that there are many forms to plagiarism and idea theft that often go unnoticed until it's too late. I've spent days talking back and forth between third parties to compare both works, and I've decided that coming out and opening this discourse to the broader platform would quell my anxieties after an overwhelming majority has agreed that the overt amount of coincidences in both works are alarming. Once again, I'm not doing this to stir things; I want to formally open a proper discussion on plagiarism and idea theft. So PLEASE be cordial in your response after scanning through the document and skimming through all the points I've listed. This, to me, is a true parting to this entire situation, and having more unbiased inputs will put the issue to rest and make everything final.
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ctrlemis · 10 months
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am here for maknae suggestions for that potential fic 😁 bec im #1 maknaez supporter i love eunaki … ok so stayc j, nmixx kyujin, weeekly zoa, tempest taerae, aespa ning, itzy yuna, treasure junghwan, cravity seongmin, tnx sungjun, p1h jeongseob, drippin alex , ciiipher won, mirae yubin, txt hyuka, ok that is all i can think of rn 😄 sorry for this lmao
nah youre giving me more incentive to actually do this😭😭 let me finish love dive and pening sequence first 😭
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ctrlemis · 10 months
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LMFAO IF IM BEING HONEST I WAS ALSO A NAKI SHIPPER 😅 (STILL AM 🫣) they scream F2L to me 😌 LISTEN SO THEY WERE CHAOTIC IN MB BUT AS A COUPLE THE CHAOS WOULD BE MULTIPLIED TENFOLD and none of the elder members can tell if theyre babysitting or thirdwheeling . i can js imagine the two packing on the pda to annoy the others … STOP IM REALIZING I AM NOT OVER NAKI AT ALL 😁😁😁😁
HEP PLEASE😭😭 naki will live on forever 🙄🙏🏾 i wont lie they wouldve been cute but tbh for me nadia was never really into boys or at least into riki, and then i kinda got hooked on the idea of ki and seob☺️ sigh in another fic
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ctrlemis · 10 months
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eunaki x reader when 🤓 /j
PLEASE LMAODJ ANON THAT WOULD BE SO FUNNY WAIT
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ctrlemis · 10 months
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one of my favorite things is when u find out a fic writer has like a serious career. like ur reading the dirtiest nastiest smut ever and then u read the author’s note and they’re like “wrote this chapter in between two brain surgeries!!!! enjoy!!!!! 😝”
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ctrlemis · 10 months
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I litterally have sooooo many Enha pics!! Do you want to see?
omg yes send as many as you’d like!!
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ctrlemis · 10 months
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I really think that you are amazing
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OMG WHAT?? THANK YOU SO MUCH THAT IS SO SWEET OF YOU TO SAY
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ctrlemis · 10 months
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WAIT WAS THE MAKNAEZ SPINOFF SUPPOSED TO BE ABOUT THE LOVE TRIANGLE
YEAH IT WAS GONNA BE CENTERED AROUND THE MAKNAEZ POST FAULT LINES AND IT WOULD BE JUST FUNNY FRIENDS SHI AND WHATNOT
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ctrlemis · 10 months
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YOURE TELLING ME EUNAKI LOVE TRIANGLE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A THING WHAT ?!? MY HEART WOULD HAVE BROKE IF MY CHILDREN SPLIT UP THEY WERE SUCH A CUTE TRIO ;-; IMAGINING THE CHAOS STOP THAT WOULD BE CRAZY BUT IF ITS OK CAN I KNOW WHO LIKED WHO :)
OKAU LET ME EXPLAIN… so in mb i was gonna have a nadia and riki plot line but they never felt like romantic to me so i let it go! i let them be friends, but when i revamped fault lines in the same universe as mb, along with by the time mb ended that eunchae was apart of there lil trio, i thought it would be so cute, especially because there was a whole maknae group chat. basically a side storyline with eunaki wouldve played out, and it wouldve been
riki > nadia > eunchae > riki ! but, plot twist, jongseob ALSO likes riki😨😨 and then i wouldve had a canon event where eunchae realizes she has some not to hetero feelings for nadia, they have a little slow burn while some distance between riki and nadia ensures, the three talk and eunadia get tgt and riki is happy for them but hes yk still recovering from his little crush and jongseob is there still pining so then nadia eunchae and sriya(my boo!) wouldve played cupid and yeah 💪🏾
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ctrlemis · 10 months
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WAIT JS THOUGHT ABOUT THE NAKI RILESA PARALLELS AND DOES THAT MEAN KAZUHA IS WONYOUNG 🤯
NOOOO NOT IN THAT SENSE😭😭 if she was that would be there was a rei parallel, but there isnt😭😭 that is such a crazy idea tho
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ctrlemis · 10 months
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Hi! I'm Mani! I’m just introducing myself.....Hi!
hi mani!! its nice to meet you, im(clearly/hj) art ☺️
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ctrlemis · 10 months
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riki and anneleesa are my new naki ❤️
PLEASE THEY ARE SECRETLY NAKI CODED GUYS ITS CONFIRMED
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